Chapter 11

The next morning, after waking up, I continued to call my aunt.

But she still didn't turn on the computer. This situation really made me unexpected

So, in depressed, I lay on the bed again, and the messy thoughts in my mind came one after another

Actually, it's ridiculous to think about it. Last night, I went to prostitution and solved my physical needs.

But immediately she played with me. The disappearance increased my psychological burden.

I've been very troubled by this whole day

Almost every two or three hours, I call her cell phone or send a text message

But every time it shuts down without exception

I was in a state of depressed state and had no choice but to wait like this, pray, and hoped that she would turn on the computer soon so that I could know that nothing happened to her now

Just like that, at noon on October 8, I finally saw her on my balcony.

Suddenly, the full of questions and worries disappeared in an instant. I quickly left the house and went downstairs to run towards her.

While running, I thought: I'm back, I'm finally back!

I haven't seen her for nearly a week, and I really miss her as soon as she arrives in front of her.

She was still dressed so beautifully today: her long hair with a waterfall-style shawl, her plump body was faintly visible under the sky blue short-sleeved dress, and her white and tender calves like lotus roots, with beautiful feet wearing silver high heels under her legs.

Uh, it's Haijian Ah, are you doing well these few days? How is the store?

Just when I was thinking about it, my aunt, who looked quite surprised and had a not very natural expression, asked me

Oh, okay, okay

I answered quickly after hearing this and looked at her

Only then did I realize that her face was a little sleepy, as if it was because of her lack of sleep

Seeing this, I asked her to go home quickly, and took her luggage from her and went upstairs.

Huh! I'm so tired, I'll go take a shower first

As soon as the aunt entered the house, she changed her high heels and went to the bedroom to get the laundry

Is the road going smoothly? I asked behind him and said, "It's very smooth. I left at 10:30 last night and reached 10:30 this morning. It's exactly twelve hours Ah is about the same time I took when I went there.

While answering my question, she had already taken out her clothes and walked out.

What!?

I was shocked and my brows frowned, my heartbeat could not help but accelerate

A layer of dark clouds that had just dissipated in my thoughts gathered again now

Combining what He Jun said to me the night before yesterday, I think one of them must be lying.

After carefully thinking, He Jun is not very likely, then it's just my aunt who is lying to me

She didn't notice anything strange about me at this time, but went into the bathroom to take a shower

I was full of suspicion and waited for the sound of water to sound, so I carefully picked up her Kunbao from the table, pulled it open and looked inside.

In addition to some essential things for women to go out, the bag also contains a black rectangular gift box.

There is a platinum necklace with a brilliant luster that you will find expensive at first glance

After seeing the necklace, I took out her cell phone and looked it up

The phone has been turned on, and there is nothing else that interests me except a strange phone number that has been received and a long and short message sent by that number.

But it was the content of that short message that completely knocked me from heaven to hell

Let you and I meet again in the vast sea of ​​people. This is the fate that God gave us. Twenty-eight years ago, my cowardice made me lose you. Now, I don’t want to lose you anymore! Please give me another chance? Just like when I was by the river in your hometown, you were a model and I painted, and then expressed my heart to each other under the stars. Looking forward to our future, please don’t doubt you. You are the only person I missed for so many years! The strength of loving you

This text message was sent at around 11:00 on October 3rd, and the phone number was called at 11:30 noon today

It can be seen that she was about to arrive in front of the community and was talking to this man named Qiang

I clamped my phone and giggled

Regret, anger, sadness, all kinds of emotions intertwined, like a flame ignited by jealousy, burning in my heart

I remember that from the fourth day, she seemed a little absent-minded when we were talking. She often hurriedly said a few words and urged me to hang up the phone.

At that time, I thought she was physically exhausted because she was playing with He Jun.

Now it seems that she may have fallen into the arms of the man named Qiang again that day and has no time to talk to me

As for the platinum necklace, no need to guess, it must have been given by him

She finished the shower without much time

So I had to put my phone and gift box back into her bag and then pretend to be nothing.

But I could no longer face her with a normal attitude, so after chatting for a few words, I said goodbye to her and went downstairs to go home

I stood in front of the mirror in my bathroom and looked at myself

I'm just an ordinary young man who can't be an ordinary young man

He is average, fat, and has no money. He is even a third-rate school. He is still the same cliché. He always knows nothing can do.

That's all, the most hateful God first made me have a happy and real dream, and then he exposes it extremely cruelly without leaving any room for anything

Why! Why!

Standing in front of the mirror, I murmured to myself, and the tears filled my eyes could not help but slide out.

At this moment, I seem to have become the bullied weak boy again

Actually, I know very well that this evil relationship with Aunt Shen will end in the end

Nothing else, just the age gap can tell everything

But even though I understand, it is quite painful for me to see this day.

I regret it and blame myself. If I firmly disagree with her going to Dongzhou that day, this might not have happened.

The next day, at 2 pm, the top floor cafe in the county's most prosperous department store

Soothing and beautiful music echoes in the cafe

My aunt Chen, wearing a white black diagonal striped short-sleeved shirt, a brown knee-length skirt and a half-heeled shoes in the same color, and sat opposite each other in an unobtrusive seat.

Between us, on the low round table, two cups of carbon coffee still steamed, and the fragrant aroma was quietly placed there.

Neither she nor I took a sip, because at this time, more important things need to be solved by us

To my surprise, the day after returning from Dongzhou, that is, today

After she made me here, she did not hide it from me again and happily told me what happened there.

Obviously, she was very serious this time, and after some careful consideration

Things in the world are so wonderful. The man named Qiang is not someone else, she was her boyfriend when she was young, and she was her first love.

What's more dramatic is that he is now the head of the Department of Fine Arts of Donghai University where He Jun studied

If this weren't the case, they wouldn't have met again after so many years

With the aunt's story, I finally learned about the past between her and the man: His full name is Lu Guoqiang, and he was born in Dongzhou

Before the liberation of the parents, they were both students of Peking University, Yàn, the predecessor of Peking University.

In that era, he was already a very knowledgeable intellectual

Later they went to Yan'an and joined the Communist Party of China

When the People's Liberation Army crossed the Yangtze River south, they followed the troops southward and became cadres going south.

After liberation, the couple settled in Dongzhou City and joined the municipal party committee together.

They have certain levels of treatment, so Lu Guoqiang is also a child of a cadre

But there are unexpected situations in the sky, and people have good fortune and disaster at any time

After the Cultural Revolution began, Lu Guoqiang's parents were defeated in class struggle and sent to the May 7 cadre school in our province to serve in labor

In this way, Lu Guoqiang, as their only son, also came to our province with his parents.

After several years of hard work, his mother finally died of breast cancer due to fatigue and lack of medical treatment.

After dealing with his mother's funeral, Lu Guoqiang was also sent to the countryside to work as an intellectual youth to work in the lineup

Coincidentally, the countryside he went to was Aunt Chen’s hometown

When the two first met, Lu Guoqiang was nineteen years old, while Aunt Chen was only seventeen years old.

Because he loved painting since he was a child, he found a peaceful place far away from fighting and hustle and bustle in that small village with wild environment and beautiful mountains and rivers.

There he used his savings to buy a painting board, drawing paper and carbon pen. After finishing his farm work every day, he sat by the river to paint.

His favorite painting is a group of young girls who wash clothes and vegetables every day by the river.

Aunt Chen was the most beautiful and outstanding among the girls at that time.

Later, after a long time, the aunt gradually became familiar with him, and she began to wait for his arrival by the river every day.

Sometimes the two stayed there for several hours. In addition to talking to each other and telling each other's future ideals, he was painting and the aunt watched.

Occasionally he would ask his aunt to pose, and then he would draw accordingly. After drawing, he would ask his aunt to appreciate it.

The man is in his prime and has a talented personality; the woman is gentle and beautiful, beautiful

In those years of lack of supplies and hard life, love accumulates bit by bit between them, and finally bears fruit and comes naturally

Hold hands, hug, kiss, steal forbidden fruit, step by step, step by step

The two of them make a vow, and they are in love with each other. In those places where there are no one, the trees, the valleys, and the valleys, they will be left with their overlapping figures.

But joy leads to sadness. A few months later, Aunt Chen became pregnant

This was a great event at that time, not to mention that it was in a remote and closed small mountain village with old ideas.

There was no way, my aunt's father beat her and scolded her again, so he had to take her to the county hospital for abortion.

Originally, Lu Guoqiang was going to be seriously dealt with by the village brigade, but fortunately, at this time the Cultural Revolution ended, his father had been rehabilitated, his work was restored, and he was promoted to the deputy mayor of Dongzhou City.

After learning that his son had an accident, he used his old relationship and went through many troubles to finally bring Lu Guoqiang back to Dongzhou

In this way, a couple who were originally loving ended up having a miserable ending

Afterwards, the aunt who consciously lost someone in the village, her father asked someone to send her to the county town to study for a technical secondary school.

She later went to Dongzhou to find Lu Guoqiang, but Lu Guoqiang's father refused to let the couple meet each other

In desperation, the indignant aunt had to give up. After returning to the county town, she studied hard and was assigned to the county business bureau after graduation.

Later, he was introduced to fall in love with He Jun's father, got married, and gave birth to He Jun.

Living peacefully in this county

After returning to Dongzhou, Lu Guoqiang took the college entrance examination and went to university

After graduation, under the arrangement of his father, he went to Dongzhou University to teach and became an art teacher.

He also married a female colleague as his wife and gave birth to a daughter. His life was peaceful and stable.

But later, Dongzhou sparked a fever of going abroad, and his wife could not resist the temptation. She ignored his opposition and insisted on her own and rushed to the United States.

Later in the mid-1990s, his wife, who had gained a foothold in San Francisco, returned to China and not only handled the divorce procedures with him, but also brought their daughter abroad.

The world changes, things change

After so many years, Lu Guoqiang's father had already passed away

And he didn't reopen his strings, and devoted himself to his career

With his own efforts and the connections left by his father, Lu Guoqiang is not only the head of the Department of Fine Arts of Donghai University, but also joined the Donghai Painters Association and became a member of the Dongzhou Municipal CPPCC.

It can be said that he has become an elite in mainstream society

Although he has a successful career, he has never found a partner in life again

Over time, the depression in his heart accumulates more and more

Gradually, he began to miss Aunt Chen, the first love woman who once made her dreams and could not stop.

It's a coincidence that the book was written. At this moment, Aunt Chen went to Dongzhou because of He Jun, and even happened to meet him at the gate of Donghai University.

The two met again after nearly thirty years, which made them sigh and feel sad, and each had a feeling in their hearts.

Later, when he learned from his aunt that she was divorced, he felt lucky that he could no longer control his love for his aunt, and then began to pursue her passionately.

First, he sent a text message that night and called to express his feelings; then the next day he took her to visit the famous mountains and rivers of Dongzhou City.

Along the way, he cared for his aunt very much, and he was quite a model husband.

Soon, the aunt with delicate heart and rich emotions was moved by him

And for him, my aunt has not completely forgotten over the years.

After all, first love is unforgettable for anyone

What's more, he is the real first man in his aunt's life

So, on the night after the trip, the aunt couldn't help but follow Lu Guoqiang back to his house.

Later I asked him why I hid and disappeared when I went to find him. He told me that his father had just resumed work, but he caused trouble for him, which made him a bad reputation. So he felt sorry for his father, and his father didn't like him even more about finding a rural girl as his wife. Out of guilt and respect for his father, he finally made the decision to ignore me. But after so many years, he regretted it very much and apologized to me repeatedly, saying that he would spend the rest of his life to make up for the mistakes he made!

In fact, we were all young and impulsive back then, and we couldn't help but do something wrong. But the villagers in our hometown are also kind. After Xiaojun and his father got married, every time they went back to visit relatives, the people in the village looked down on me, or pointed at me behind my back. They still regarded me as the pride of the village. So over time, I just complained about Aqiang's avoidance back then, and didn't take the rest to heart.

After talking about her past events with Lu Guoqiang, the aunt sighed as if she was relieved.

Then I picked up the coffee and took a sip, while looking at me calmly and calmly, as if waiting for me to speak

At this moment, I was stinged by her gaze, and then I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at her

I'm still digesting what she's saying

What should I do? What should I do? She doesn’t want me anymore! She doesn’t want me anymore! She wants her first love with her! She wants her first love with her!

I asked myself repeatedly in my mind, and it was almost crazy

Despair, a desperate feeling began to spread inside me