Chapter 4

But to be honest, after the incident, I was not in a bad mood.

Some people's insults at me didn't make me overly sad

Some people say I have a psychological problem. If you think about it carefully, I admit that it is a bit

Since the first time I discovered that my wife's hymen had been gone, my psychology has become a bit distorted

Brother Cao said: It’s a terrible thing to be your wife, but I hope her erotic story can continue

I think I'll satisfy him.

I'm an aesthetician, my wife is my favorite

It's not only because of her beauty

And because of her cute and silly personality, elegant temperament and charming conversation

But her most precious virgin body was stained by other men!

I'm sad, but at a loss

I even hate God and love my wife

But I can't blame her. She was only eight years old when she broke her body, and the one who broke her hymen was a low-IQ farmer. He still stayed in the countryside honestly.

When he saw my wife and I, he did not possess the slightest sacredness of my wife or the slightest insult to me.

I am so angry that I have no place to expel my worries, no one to tear them down

Actually, what makes me jealous is my wife's ex-member boyfriend

My wife's sex with him in college makes me sad

Of course, she can't blame her entirely, because she hadn't married me yet at that time

Whether you believe it or not, what I said is true

It is precisely because of the above reasons that although I love my wife, I sometimes feel a little bitchy.

I originally hoped that she would never belong to me, but my dream has long been shattered

I even want to see her kissing her ex-boyfriends and what she looks like when she masturbates for them

And every time I kiss her, I would think of other men who had tweezed her tongue, sucked her saliva, and touched her breasts...

I feel like I'm giving up

Really, I vaguely expect her to have sex with other men, so that I can see her having sex with other men with my own eyes

(Of course it is best to have a rekindled relationship with her ex-boyfriend) Then I heard her cry and beg me to forgive her.

I don't know why I had such a strange idea

But I was still not prepared. This Mid-Autumn Festival night, my wife would be gang-raped by three men in front of me, allowing me to witness with my own eyes how her vagina was fucked hard by other men.

But this time I no longer had the anger I knew she was not a virgin, only a hint of sadness, and even a hint of happiness

Finally, I finally knew what my wife looked like in someone else's arms, and what kind of carnival and happiness other men could get from her

Someone blamed me for not resisting to the death and protecting my wife

I want to say: First, I think resistance is futile, my wife and I can't beat those rough people at all

Second, I think resistance is unnecessary

All this is fate

My wife is no longer A Lingbai's body, so how can I protect her innocence?

Is it necessary?

Third, I admit that I have always been a timid man

Fighting or quarrel is not my strength

I have always respected those who are brave enough to fight against tyrants and evil people

But I can't do it

I have always told my wife: if you rob someone, you will give it to me, and if you rob someone, you will be raped, you will be as you like

If you can escape, you will escape; if you can't escape, you will accept your fate

I always think: it is better for a wife to be raped than for her to fight to the death or be disfigured by her death or to be disfigured by her death or to be disfigured by her wife.

After all, the consequences of rape are mainly psychologically difficult to bear.

If your wife is strangled to death by the other party, or if she has a few scars on her beautiful face or butt, it will make her and I not happy for life

I said I am an aesthetician, and I value my wife's beautiful face and body shape

I also don’t advocate that when a wife is raped, she takes the opportunity to attack the other party. For example, some books teach that she uses her knee to hit the other party’s testicles, causing her to be seriously injured or dead

After all, the other party is just a man who is not good at character and morality, and just wants to vent his sexual desire impulsively from a beautiful woman like his wife.

If the wife just wants her vagina to prevent it from being violated, then this kind of woman is also very terrible

In fact, as long as the other party doesn't do anything randomly, my wife and I will not lose any essentially.

This is my attitude, and it is also the reason why I didn’t fight to death with my wife when she was gang-raped.

I can bear this humiliation, as long as I can bear it clearly

I know that my approach will be opposed or even ridiculed by many people.

But it's my real thought

Of course, there is another reason that I can't say, that I also get an unspeakable pleasure from the scene where other men fuck my wife, a feeling of guilt and pitifulness mixed with it

I don't care about anything more. All I worry about is that gang rape will leave an indelible shadow on my wife.

So I have been paying attention to her these days, but fortunately I found that the three men gang raped her on Mid-Autumn Festival did not hurt her much, including psychology and physiology.

Of course, she cried a few times after being raped, but after I repeatedly persuaded her and promised not to dislike her, she finally cheered up

I said that the responsibility of that night was mainly me, because I failed to protect her, so I really can't blame her

She in turn comforted me, saying that she would rather suffer some humiliation than I would be beaten to save her

She knew I was not capable of fighting with others at all

I said that we both talked about the night frankly, which was better than avoiding it

Just like when her hymen ruptured, she hid it from me, but I couldn't stand it

She told me the truth, but I saw it openly and forgave her

I also want to communicate with her about our feelings when she was raped that night

I think disasters are sometimes a kind of wealth in life, and it will make my wife and I stick tighter

In short, all the unhappiness of the Mid-Autumn Festival night has gradually faded into our hearts

In addition, netizen Yunyou suggested that he hoped my wife could come forward and write an article to talk about her feelings about being gang raped by three people at that time. I think this idea was a bit damaged, but it was still quite meaningful.

Through my investigation of her hymen case, many netizens have known her, have a certain understanding of her, and have given her great care and enthusiasm, and even love her.

She has gathered a lot of popularity on the Internet, and it can be said that she is a rising star in the eyes of sexual friends.

If she was really willing to stand up and write her physical and psychological feelings when she was gang-raped by three men, it would definitely attract many netizens, open their eyes and take a sneak peek

This is her repayment to everyone.

However, the most important thing for me at the moment is to reveal to her the plan to catch the adulterer who proposed by Brother Rooster.