What kind of feeling is that, I can't describe it. I only know that there is another new force in the already chaotic internal battlefield. Although this force comes from my lover and is open and gentle, for me, no, it should be said that for the two energy in my body that treats my body as a private property, this angel power is still an unforgivable enemy!
The three energy sources dominate in my body, occupying one area
The Xuanyin Qi, which was about to be swallowed by the Eight Ways of Huangtian, was stimulated by the power of the angels, and then showed signs of recovery. It began to increase its value multiple times, and cooperated with the angel power of the original enemy of life and death, and oppressed the Eight Ways of Huangtian from both sides.
The Eight Paths of Huangtian, which had originally converted their energy attributes to adapt to the Xuanyin Qi, seemed a little overwhelmed in the face of the sudden appearance of the angel power, and had to vomit out the great rivers and mountains they occupied inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, Xu Shan, if you don't spread the power of the angel into my body, it would be better, but now it will be even more troublesome
However, the moment this resentment thought appeared, I immediately suppressed it.
How can I think this way?
Xu Shan suffered so many hardships for me, and I should use the rest of my life to love her, no matter what she does
Now she just gave me a little trouble. Do I just dislike her?
Lei Zheng, Lei Zheng, you will be completely looked down upon by others, and I will also look down on you. I can't do this!
When I saw Xu Shan's whole body was frozen, my heart was as painful as someone was holding a knife, cutting it bit by bit. It hurt so much that I could hardly breathe and could not think.
I finally understood that Xu Shan used her life to save me, she was sacrificing herself
If it weren't for my Huangtian Badao's rage, then the Xuanyin Qi had already occupied nine-tenths of my body. Later, when the angel power came in, I would only face the Xuanyin Qi that was almost the winner. When the two forces fought each other and suffered losses, it would naturally be the best time for my Huangtian Badao to re-exert its power and to clean up the two external forces.
In order to allow me to survive the crisis of Xuanyin Qi, Xu Shan even gave me all the angel power she used to suppress the Xuanyin Qi in her body. The consequence was that she was occupied by Xuanyin Qi, and Ice sealed.
Me, I, a bastard, even complained that she caused trouble. Damn, why did I do this!
Xu Shan is not me, how could she know that the Eight Ways of Huangtian in my body will produce different powers as my thoughts? She is not wrong, maybe the one who is wrong is that she did not estimate the wonderfulness of Huangtian Badao enough
Ah──
I felt heartbroken and ignored the situation when I was entering a state of meditation. I raised my arms and shouted, raising my head to vent my self-blame and anger
Unexpectedly, I opened my mouth and blew it, but melted the outside by the power of angels. It was also the Xuanyin Qi. The gas converted from ice was sucked into my body. The power of Xuanyin Qi in my body suddenly flourished, completely suppressing the other two forces.
At this moment, the fourth force in my body could no longer bear the noise of these three forces, or the destruction at its home, and took action.
That is the real owner of me, the power field that lurks in my body when I am born.Loneliness is the only eternal
Only it is qualified to say that my body belongs to it, because it has the longest in my body and its power is the greatest. Whether it is the wonderful eight paths of the wilderness, the cold and dark yin energy of the nine netherworlds, or the righteous and bright angel power, in front of it, they are just thieves who enter their house and make trouble at will.
A silver light starts with the left hand and spreads upward along the left arm. In a short while, the whole arm is wrapped in the silver light.
The red feather of power could not join this battle at all. He was forced out of his body by the power of the domain, forming a dazzling red flame outside me.
With the emergence of the domain power, the three major power patterns in the body were immediately broken. Perhaps because Huangtian Badao was originally from loneliness and the only eternal first owner, the domain power did not suppress Huangtian Badao, or was banned.
But the other two forces were not so lucky. In the face of the domain power, they were not even as good as the little kid. In the blink of an eye, they were compressed into two dripping particles, rotating, white and black beads as big as longans.
Then, the silver light wrapped around me began to fade, retreated into my left hand, let Huangtian Badao take over my body again, put the two small beads into the dantian, forming a constantly rotating Tai Chi diagram, one left and one right
I can't help but be glad that the eight powers of the Huangtian area have not yet awakened, otherwise I will be in trouble again
This physical battle was really thrilling, with twists and turns, and things changed so quickly that they were completely overwhelmed. I don't know the result until the end
How could I expect that just wanting to have sex with my beloved will lead to such a thing?
Everything is a sin that has been committed by the wind, but it has caused us to suffer
By the way, Xu Shan, my Xu Shan!
I looked at Xu Shan who was frozen in front of me, tears involuntarily emerged and slipped from the corners of my eyes
Xu Shan, my lover, you have suffered for me
Xu Shan, who was sealed in the ice, still maintained her painful face when she was frozen, and my heart was tightened.
I want to save her!
I hurriedly reached out and pressed it on the ice, covering Jingyan's strength between my hands, preparing to melt the ice condensed by the Jiuyou Xuanyin Qi in one fell swoop.
But what I absolutely didn't expect was that the moment I started to carry the eight paths of the wilderness, my eyes suddenly became dark, and then, I appeared in a sea of blood, with shrill screams around me.
So what's wrong?
I turned around in anger and looked around, the more I felt inexplicable, the more I felt surprised.
The touch and smell of this blood are as real as real. When I walk, I feel more clearly walking in the water, and the fishy smell. It tells me that all this is real
It’s strange, weren’t I with Xu Shan just now?
Why did you come to this place in an instant?
Where is Xu Shan?
I lowered my head and saw that I was still naked, but the beauty that should have been under me was gone.
Is this an illusory space?
But why is such a real touch?
As I asked and walked, the sea of blood suddenly boiled, countless vortexes appeared, and the whole world shook
Then, bloody men emerged from the vortex, waving the various blood-red weapons in their hands, and howled towards me.
This... I hesitated for a moment, and was already chopped on my shoulder by a knight riding a horse, who suddenly accelerated and rushed over.
With a thud, the feather of my protective body had no effect. My immortal body was easily broken like a piece of paper. The knight's blood-red sword slashed deeply into my shoulder blades, making me tremble with pain.
hateful!
The severe pain made me angry. I didn't think about why the feathers of Power and Feng Huáng's immortal body disappeared, but just punched the knight in anger.
With a bang, there was no true energy, but my powerful physical power knocked the knight and his horse for more than ten meters away, and then with a bang, it turned into a bloody rain and exploded, blending back into the sea of blood under my feet.
After swinging the first punch, it will be much easier to do. Facing the bloody man who rushed towards me from all directions, there was only one thought of killing in my mind.
Where is this, what am I doing, nothing matters anymore
If you don’t kill, you will only die!
I just know that I can't die yet, and I still have a lot to do, I can't die!
What else do I have not done yet?
I forgot, anyway, I only know that I can't die!
Waving the gray whip that appeared in his hand at some point, with countless traces of gray marks in the air, there was a noise in the distance, and then a red wave swept across the sky
Many people were yelling at me again. I saw that they were holding weapons in their hands and whips in my hands.
Want my life?
Come on if you have the guts!
Why are these people killed incessantly?
Is this illusion or reality?
Too many whys, forcing me to have no time to think about why
All I know is that if I am injured, it will hurt so much. It will hurt so much. If it continues like that, I may die. So I devote myself to the battle and this inexplicable battle
bring it on!
I'll kill!
kill!
kill!
Countless grays flew out of my hands, and all the things that were blocking me will die!
I held the whip in my hand, whipped hard, tearing everything in front of me. Anyway, I don't know anyone, and I will whip him with a weapon.
Under my feet is a sea of blood. I am rushing left and right in this sea of blood, killing all objects
Then countless blood people stood up from the sea of blood and continued to rush towards me with ghosts. The madness of blood people, strange laughter, and my roaring sound were all around.
I screamed wildly, standing in a large piece of red, punching a punch at the head of a person in front of me. Because my punching speed was too fast and my power was too amazing, the man's head was blown out of his neck by me and floated into the air.
However, what I didn't expect was that he was laughing, and the head I knocked off floated in the air and laughed at me.
His neck was still squirting blood, flowing all over the floor, as if there was endless blood in his neck.
What a weird thing, he just floated in the air and laughed at me
What the hell is his grandma?
Is it a ghost?
I'll fuck!
People are bullied by others, but are you demons and monsters here to bully me?
I am afraid, although I am a modern person, but I am afraid; although I am an atheist, my subconsciously also fears
When I knew there was a Liberty Alliance, I began to believe in many things that I didn't believe in, gods and ghosts, and I believed in their existence, so I would feel afraid
But I'm even more angry!
Endless anger
Do you want my life?
No, I will never give your life to you. Even if the ghost comes to kill me, even if God wants my life, I cannot die!
Are you a ghost?
That's great, you'll die!
I screamed and suppressed the fear in my heart. No matter whether you are a human or a ghost, I will kill you!
If it’s a ghost, I will let you die again!
As the whip in my hand drew a graceful gray light, the floating head was suddenly cracked from it by me and I splashed out on both sides.
Some more shot at my eyes. Based on the natural reaction of humans, I hurriedly reached out to block my eyes and blocked those things on the back of my hands.
In an instant, the sea of blood under my feet disappeared, and the whip on my hand also disappeared
What's going on?
I couldn't help but feel shocked, from the sudden crazy killing to the sudden silence, I felt extremely uncomfortable
Darkness, the sudden darkness replaced the sea of blood, surrounding me in the boundless darkness
The feeling of loneliness emerges from my heart, loneliness, loneliness, biting my heart like a poisonous snake
I ran, I shouted, I shed tears, I laughed, I tried hard to make some sounds in this dark space, but I couldn't even see my hands.
The night vision function I obtained by inheriting the Badao of Huangtian never existed. I couldn't see anything, and only my own voice was heard
At the end, I even heard the beating of my heart and the sound of pulse swelling.
So terrible, this dark silence is so terrible, so uncomfortable, I can't help but feel difficult to breathe
Are you Xiaoya?
No, no, it's Xiaoheng?
No, it's not right, it seems to be my sister, but my sister is not as tall as you
Are you Xu Shan?
Yes, it must be you, you are my angel, are you here to save me?
Save me out of this dark space?
Just when I felt that my breathing was getting harder and harder because of the boundless darkness and absolute silence, a little light appeared not far away in front of me. Although it was very weak, it was no less than a life-saving straw. I hurried over, but no matter how I ran, I couldn't get close to that little light, but I could vaguely see that light came from a girl's body.
It was very far apart, I didn't see it very clearly, but it seemed a little wrong to say that I couldn't see it clearly. The girl gave me a very familiar feeling, so I seemed to see it very clearly. The feeling she gave me was that I must know her
Moreover, I have a sense of intuition that I think that girl is Xu Shan, and I give me the gentleness that she does not want to do anything else. It is unique to Xu Shan. Only by her side can I feel the peace
As if I felt my heart, the girl's figure moved and then turned around. Her face was shrouded in a dim light, which made me unable to see her clearly, but I still felt her smiling. Yes, she smiled at me, I felt, no, I saw it
That was the motivation to cheer me up. I wanted to run over, but I couldn't move, my body couldn't move at all, my feet were like being stuck by the earth. This... I quickly looked around, waving my arms at the same time, but I didn't touch anything
hateful!
Let me go, who are you?
Who is blocking me?
Don't think there is anything to tie me up!
With such delay, the girl's figure began to gradually move away from me
Finally, the girl's figure disappeared into the boundless darkness, and together with the light on her body, disappeared into my sight. I once again entered the darkness of my hand without seeing my fingers.
I have to wonder again, is this a dream?
Otherwise, why is the scene changing so quickly
But isn’t it said that dreams don’t feel pain?
Then why did the pain in the sea of blood before, so unbearable, but now everything feels so real?
Yes, it's true, my feelings tell me that so far, everything I've encountered is real
The girl left me, left me
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt my face wet. When I reached out to touch it, it was tears.
I'm crying, am I crying?
Just as I confirmed that I was crying, the past kept pouring into my mind like a tide
Who has been silently supporting me?
Who helped me?
Who cares about me?
Who cares about me?
Who loves me deeply?
It’s my sister, Xu Shan, Xiaoya, Xiaoheng!
It's always them
Especially Xu Shan, her delicate heart felt deeper than the others.
Although they all know that I hate myself as a shadow of loneliness, and although they all know that I worry that they love me because of loneliness, none of them feel the pain in my heart so clearly and clearly like Xu Shan
I'm unhappy, I'm sad, I'm sad, I'm in pain, I'm seen by Xu Shan, it's all Xu Shan who is silently comforting me
She always gives me a smile when I am most helpless and gives me a warm hug
Could it be that my love for all the girls is still very different?
It's not as I thought before, nor is it the most special because Xiaoya is the only lover who was not the lonely one in her previous life.
Is it Xu Shan the one I love in my heart?
So what kind of feelings do I have for others? I just like their bodies simply?
No, impossible, this feeling is wrong
I really care about them, I care about them, they are happy, I am happy, they are sad, I am sad, they are hurt, I am in pain, so I know, I don't feel anything about them
But Xu Shan, Xu Shan gives me a feeling, so special. I only now realize that Xu Shan is so special based on my feeling, so erratic. The feeling of love has always been so erratic.
Why do I accept Xiaoheng so easily?
Because she and I have that telepathy that is beyond ordinary people?
Is it because her relationship with loneliness lasted for more than one million years, which in turn affected my feelings for her, making me think I like her?
So, my love for my sister is also out of self-suggestion, because she is also a lonely woman in her previous life?
Am I loving for love?
So what about Xiaoya?
Do I love her to love her, or do I love her because she is her?
I'm such a fool!
Too indecisive!
No wonder there have been small frictions between my four lovers recently. They are all because of me, they are all my fault. It is because I have not yet distinguished my feelings, which leads to the inconsistency between them.
My inconscience made them compare with others inadvertently
Xu Shan, who is gentle and stoic, may be better, but Xiaoya, Xiaoheng and her sister have the same personalities as the firecrackers.
It turns out that I always thought that why they could never calm down and have a good talk. I am tired of their quarrels.
When I think of the quarrel between my lovers, I feel extremely bored. The boredom makes me want to put a knife in my chest and stir up hard.
The whole body was torn, and the blood in the whole body seemed to be ignited by the flame in my heart, but it could only suppress the boredom in my body. It was so unbearable
I can't forgive myself, what do I want, I've been worried about, who do I like the most
Whenever I'm alone with any of them, I can't stand anything else in my heart
But they are fighting, they all want to be my favorite, and I also hope that I can tell who my favorite is so that they will stop quarreling
No, no, why do I have to distinguish it clearly?
They all love me, yes, they are all very important to me
Without Xiaoya, I would not have awakened the realm; without my sister, I would not have even grown to this day; without Xu Shan, I would have become an autistic person; without Xiaoheng, I would not have known what the relationship between staying together for thousands of lives
If that's the case, why should I tell who I love more?
Isn’t this a fool doing if he insists on picking the bones in the egg?
Sister, Xiaoya, Xiaoheng, Xu Shan, I love you, I love each of you
Now I am no longer the useless me before. There is nothing to care about and nothing to be afraid of. I will protect you. For you, even if my hands are stained with blood, it is no longer important...
yes!
Is that true?
Yes, for my lover, it doesn’t matter what I want me to do. No matter what I become, even if I want me to be enemies with the people of the world and ignore everything, as long as they are by my side, I have nothing to ask for!
The three energy sources dominate in my body, occupying one area
The Xuanyin Qi, which was about to be swallowed by the Eight Ways of Huangtian, was stimulated by the power of the angels, and then showed signs of recovery. It began to increase its value multiple times, and cooperated with the angel power of the original enemy of life and death, and oppressed the Eight Ways of Huangtian from both sides.
The Eight Paths of Huangtian, which had originally converted their energy attributes to adapt to the Xuanyin Qi, seemed a little overwhelmed in the face of the sudden appearance of the angel power, and had to vomit out the great rivers and mountains they occupied inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch by inch
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, Xu Shan, if you don't spread the power of the angel into my body, it would be better, but now it will be even more troublesome
However, the moment this resentment thought appeared, I immediately suppressed it.
How can I think this way?
Xu Shan suffered so many hardships for me, and I should use the rest of my life to love her, no matter what she does
Now she just gave me a little trouble. Do I just dislike her?
Lei Zheng, Lei Zheng, you will be completely looked down upon by others, and I will also look down on you. I can't do this!
When I saw Xu Shan's whole body was frozen, my heart was as painful as someone was holding a knife, cutting it bit by bit. It hurt so much that I could hardly breathe and could not think.
I finally understood that Xu Shan used her life to save me, she was sacrificing herself
If it weren't for my Huangtian Badao's rage, then the Xuanyin Qi had already occupied nine-tenths of my body. Later, when the angel power came in, I would only face the Xuanyin Qi that was almost the winner. When the two forces fought each other and suffered losses, it would naturally be the best time for my Huangtian Badao to re-exert its power and to clean up the two external forces.
In order to allow me to survive the crisis of Xuanyin Qi, Xu Shan even gave me all the angel power she used to suppress the Xuanyin Qi in her body. The consequence was that she was occupied by Xuanyin Qi, and Ice sealed.
Me, I, a bastard, even complained that she caused trouble. Damn, why did I do this!
Xu Shan is not me, how could she know that the Eight Ways of Huangtian in my body will produce different powers as my thoughts? She is not wrong, maybe the one who is wrong is that she did not estimate the wonderfulness of Huangtian Badao enough
Ah──
I felt heartbroken and ignored the situation when I was entering a state of meditation. I raised my arms and shouted, raising my head to vent my self-blame and anger
Unexpectedly, I opened my mouth and blew it, but melted the outside by the power of angels. It was also the Xuanyin Qi. The gas converted from ice was sucked into my body. The power of Xuanyin Qi in my body suddenly flourished, completely suppressing the other two forces.
At this moment, the fourth force in my body could no longer bear the noise of these three forces, or the destruction at its home, and took action.
That is the real owner of me, the power field that lurks in my body when I am born.Loneliness is the only eternal
Only it is qualified to say that my body belongs to it, because it has the longest in my body and its power is the greatest. Whether it is the wonderful eight paths of the wilderness, the cold and dark yin energy of the nine netherworlds, or the righteous and bright angel power, in front of it, they are just thieves who enter their house and make trouble at will.
A silver light starts with the left hand and spreads upward along the left arm. In a short while, the whole arm is wrapped in the silver light.
The red feather of power could not join this battle at all. He was forced out of his body by the power of the domain, forming a dazzling red flame outside me.
With the emergence of the domain power, the three major power patterns in the body were immediately broken. Perhaps because Huangtian Badao was originally from loneliness and the only eternal first owner, the domain power did not suppress Huangtian Badao, or was banned.
But the other two forces were not so lucky. In the face of the domain power, they were not even as good as the little kid. In the blink of an eye, they were compressed into two dripping particles, rotating, white and black beads as big as longans.
Then, the silver light wrapped around me began to fade, retreated into my left hand, let Huangtian Badao take over my body again, put the two small beads into the dantian, forming a constantly rotating Tai Chi diagram, one left and one right
I can't help but be glad that the eight powers of the Huangtian area have not yet awakened, otherwise I will be in trouble again
This physical battle was really thrilling, with twists and turns, and things changed so quickly that they were completely overwhelmed. I don't know the result until the end
How could I expect that just wanting to have sex with my beloved will lead to such a thing?
Everything is a sin that has been committed by the wind, but it has caused us to suffer
By the way, Xu Shan, my Xu Shan!
I looked at Xu Shan who was frozen in front of me, tears involuntarily emerged and slipped from the corners of my eyes
Xu Shan, my lover, you have suffered for me
Xu Shan, who was sealed in the ice, still maintained her painful face when she was frozen, and my heart was tightened.
I want to save her!
I hurriedly reached out and pressed it on the ice, covering Jingyan's strength between my hands, preparing to melt the ice condensed by the Jiuyou Xuanyin Qi in one fell swoop.
But what I absolutely didn't expect was that the moment I started to carry the eight paths of the wilderness, my eyes suddenly became dark, and then, I appeared in a sea of blood, with shrill screams around me.
So what's wrong?
I turned around in anger and looked around, the more I felt inexplicable, the more I felt surprised.
The touch and smell of this blood are as real as real. When I walk, I feel more clearly walking in the water, and the fishy smell. It tells me that all this is real
It’s strange, weren’t I with Xu Shan just now?
Why did you come to this place in an instant?
Where is Xu Shan?
I lowered my head and saw that I was still naked, but the beauty that should have been under me was gone.
Is this an illusory space?
But why is such a real touch?
As I asked and walked, the sea of blood suddenly boiled, countless vortexes appeared, and the whole world shook
Then, bloody men emerged from the vortex, waving the various blood-red weapons in their hands, and howled towards me.
This... I hesitated for a moment, and was already chopped on my shoulder by a knight riding a horse, who suddenly accelerated and rushed over.
With a thud, the feather of my protective body had no effect. My immortal body was easily broken like a piece of paper. The knight's blood-red sword slashed deeply into my shoulder blades, making me tremble with pain.
hateful!
The severe pain made me angry. I didn't think about why the feathers of Power and Feng Huáng's immortal body disappeared, but just punched the knight in anger.
With a bang, there was no true energy, but my powerful physical power knocked the knight and his horse for more than ten meters away, and then with a bang, it turned into a bloody rain and exploded, blending back into the sea of blood under my feet.
After swinging the first punch, it will be much easier to do. Facing the bloody man who rushed towards me from all directions, there was only one thought of killing in my mind.
Where is this, what am I doing, nothing matters anymore
If you don’t kill, you will only die!
I just know that I can't die yet, and I still have a lot to do, I can't die!
What else do I have not done yet?
I forgot, anyway, I only know that I can't die!
Waving the gray whip that appeared in his hand at some point, with countless traces of gray marks in the air, there was a noise in the distance, and then a red wave swept across the sky
Many people were yelling at me again. I saw that they were holding weapons in their hands and whips in my hands.
Want my life?
Come on if you have the guts!
Why are these people killed incessantly?
Is this illusion or reality?
Too many whys, forcing me to have no time to think about why
All I know is that if I am injured, it will hurt so much. It will hurt so much. If it continues like that, I may die. So I devote myself to the battle and this inexplicable battle
bring it on!
I'll kill!
kill!
kill!
Countless grays flew out of my hands, and all the things that were blocking me will die!
I held the whip in my hand, whipped hard, tearing everything in front of me. Anyway, I don't know anyone, and I will whip him with a weapon.
Under my feet is a sea of blood. I am rushing left and right in this sea of blood, killing all objects
Then countless blood people stood up from the sea of blood and continued to rush towards me with ghosts. The madness of blood people, strange laughter, and my roaring sound were all around.
I screamed wildly, standing in a large piece of red, punching a punch at the head of a person in front of me. Because my punching speed was too fast and my power was too amazing, the man's head was blown out of his neck by me and floated into the air.
However, what I didn't expect was that he was laughing, and the head I knocked off floated in the air and laughed at me.
His neck was still squirting blood, flowing all over the floor, as if there was endless blood in his neck.
What a weird thing, he just floated in the air and laughed at me
What the hell is his grandma?
Is it a ghost?
I'll fuck!
People are bullied by others, but are you demons and monsters here to bully me?
I am afraid, although I am a modern person, but I am afraid; although I am an atheist, my subconsciously also fears
When I knew there was a Liberty Alliance, I began to believe in many things that I didn't believe in, gods and ghosts, and I believed in their existence, so I would feel afraid
But I'm even more angry!
Endless anger
Do you want my life?
No, I will never give your life to you. Even if the ghost comes to kill me, even if God wants my life, I cannot die!
Are you a ghost?
That's great, you'll die!
I screamed and suppressed the fear in my heart. No matter whether you are a human or a ghost, I will kill you!
If it’s a ghost, I will let you die again!
As the whip in my hand drew a graceful gray light, the floating head was suddenly cracked from it by me and I splashed out on both sides.
Some more shot at my eyes. Based on the natural reaction of humans, I hurriedly reached out to block my eyes and blocked those things on the back of my hands.
In an instant, the sea of blood under my feet disappeared, and the whip on my hand also disappeared
What's going on?
I couldn't help but feel shocked, from the sudden crazy killing to the sudden silence, I felt extremely uncomfortable
Darkness, the sudden darkness replaced the sea of blood, surrounding me in the boundless darkness
The feeling of loneliness emerges from my heart, loneliness, loneliness, biting my heart like a poisonous snake
I ran, I shouted, I shed tears, I laughed, I tried hard to make some sounds in this dark space, but I couldn't even see my hands.
The night vision function I obtained by inheriting the Badao of Huangtian never existed. I couldn't see anything, and only my own voice was heard
At the end, I even heard the beating of my heart and the sound of pulse swelling.
So terrible, this dark silence is so terrible, so uncomfortable, I can't help but feel difficult to breathe
Are you Xiaoya?
No, no, it's Xiaoheng?
No, it's not right, it seems to be my sister, but my sister is not as tall as you
Are you Xu Shan?
Yes, it must be you, you are my angel, are you here to save me?
Save me out of this dark space?
Just when I felt that my breathing was getting harder and harder because of the boundless darkness and absolute silence, a little light appeared not far away in front of me. Although it was very weak, it was no less than a life-saving straw. I hurried over, but no matter how I ran, I couldn't get close to that little light, but I could vaguely see that light came from a girl's body.
It was very far apart, I didn't see it very clearly, but it seemed a little wrong to say that I couldn't see it clearly. The girl gave me a very familiar feeling, so I seemed to see it very clearly. The feeling she gave me was that I must know her
Moreover, I have a sense of intuition that I think that girl is Xu Shan, and I give me the gentleness that she does not want to do anything else. It is unique to Xu Shan. Only by her side can I feel the peace
As if I felt my heart, the girl's figure moved and then turned around. Her face was shrouded in a dim light, which made me unable to see her clearly, but I still felt her smiling. Yes, she smiled at me, I felt, no, I saw it
That was the motivation to cheer me up. I wanted to run over, but I couldn't move, my body couldn't move at all, my feet were like being stuck by the earth. This... I quickly looked around, waving my arms at the same time, but I didn't touch anything
hateful!
Let me go, who are you?
Who is blocking me?
Don't think there is anything to tie me up!
With such delay, the girl's figure began to gradually move away from me
Finally, the girl's figure disappeared into the boundless darkness, and together with the light on her body, disappeared into my sight. I once again entered the darkness of my hand without seeing my fingers.
I have to wonder again, is this a dream?
Otherwise, why is the scene changing so quickly
But isn’t it said that dreams don’t feel pain?
Then why did the pain in the sea of blood before, so unbearable, but now everything feels so real?
Yes, it's true, my feelings tell me that so far, everything I've encountered is real
The girl left me, left me
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt my face wet. When I reached out to touch it, it was tears.
I'm crying, am I crying?
Just as I confirmed that I was crying, the past kept pouring into my mind like a tide
Who has been silently supporting me?
Who helped me?
Who cares about me?
Who cares about me?
Who loves me deeply?
It’s my sister, Xu Shan, Xiaoya, Xiaoheng!
It's always them
Especially Xu Shan, her delicate heart felt deeper than the others.
Although they all know that I hate myself as a shadow of loneliness, and although they all know that I worry that they love me because of loneliness, none of them feel the pain in my heart so clearly and clearly like Xu Shan
I'm unhappy, I'm sad, I'm sad, I'm in pain, I'm seen by Xu Shan, it's all Xu Shan who is silently comforting me
She always gives me a smile when I am most helpless and gives me a warm hug
Could it be that my love for all the girls is still very different?
It's not as I thought before, nor is it the most special because Xiaoya is the only lover who was not the lonely one in her previous life.
Is it Xu Shan the one I love in my heart?
So what kind of feelings do I have for others? I just like their bodies simply?
No, impossible, this feeling is wrong
I really care about them, I care about them, they are happy, I am happy, they are sad, I am sad, they are hurt, I am in pain, so I know, I don't feel anything about them
But Xu Shan, Xu Shan gives me a feeling, so special. I only now realize that Xu Shan is so special based on my feeling, so erratic. The feeling of love has always been so erratic.
Why do I accept Xiaoheng so easily?
Because she and I have that telepathy that is beyond ordinary people?
Is it because her relationship with loneliness lasted for more than one million years, which in turn affected my feelings for her, making me think I like her?
So, my love for my sister is also out of self-suggestion, because she is also a lonely woman in her previous life?
Am I loving for love?
So what about Xiaoya?
Do I love her to love her, or do I love her because she is her?
I'm such a fool!
Too indecisive!
No wonder there have been small frictions between my four lovers recently. They are all because of me, they are all my fault. It is because I have not yet distinguished my feelings, which leads to the inconsistency between them.
My inconscience made them compare with others inadvertently
Xu Shan, who is gentle and stoic, may be better, but Xiaoya, Xiaoheng and her sister have the same personalities as the firecrackers.
It turns out that I always thought that why they could never calm down and have a good talk. I am tired of their quarrels.
When I think of the quarrel between my lovers, I feel extremely bored. The boredom makes me want to put a knife in my chest and stir up hard.
The whole body was torn, and the blood in the whole body seemed to be ignited by the flame in my heart, but it could only suppress the boredom in my body. It was so unbearable
I can't forgive myself, what do I want, I've been worried about, who do I like the most
Whenever I'm alone with any of them, I can't stand anything else in my heart
But they are fighting, they all want to be my favorite, and I also hope that I can tell who my favorite is so that they will stop quarreling
No, no, why do I have to distinguish it clearly?
They all love me, yes, they are all very important to me
Without Xiaoya, I would not have awakened the realm; without my sister, I would not have even grown to this day; without Xu Shan, I would have become an autistic person; without Xiaoheng, I would not have known what the relationship between staying together for thousands of lives
If that's the case, why should I tell who I love more?
Isn’t this a fool doing if he insists on picking the bones in the egg?
Sister, Xiaoya, Xiaoheng, Xu Shan, I love you, I love each of you
Now I am no longer the useless me before. There is nothing to care about and nothing to be afraid of. I will protect you. For you, even if my hands are stained with blood, it is no longer important...
yes!
Is that true?
Yes, for my lover, it doesn’t matter what I want me to do. No matter what I become, even if I want me to be enemies with the people of the world and ignore everything, as long as they are by my side, I have nothing to ask for!