Chapter 59

Late at night, Yang Xiaowen leaned against the head of the bed with her laptop in her slender and slender jade fingers flying and jumping on the keyboard, and her cool and charming face was filled with a faint sadness.

After Carter informed her of her about leaving this afternoon, she was in a low mood. Cheng Qianyu had no time to guide her studies in the evening, so she returned to the bedroom early.

Xiaowei, what's wrong with you? Do you don't like chatting with your sister? Not long after Yang Xiaowen went to the forum in the evening, Ye Jiaqi sent a message

Yang Xiaowen absent-mindedly dealing with Ye Jiaqi while thinking about her own thoughts.

Sorry... Sister Ye is in a bad mood today, it has nothing to do with you! Sorry...

What's wrong? Tell my sister if you have any worries, don't keep it in your heart and don't trust me?

I don’t trust you, Sister Ye! Don’t get me wrong, it’s nothing wrong!

Unhappy, there is always a reason, right? Auntie? Smiling face...

No, don't guess!

Today the guy said that he was leaving and going back to his hometown!

Oh...you can't bear to leave him?

How is that possible! Stop teasing, Sister Ye has nothing to do with him...!

Then why are you sad?

My husband is coming back!

He will come back! Are you afraid that he will not succeed? It is because he is wrong first...why are you afraid that he will do? Besides, he doesn't know that you have lost your virginity.

Now that I am... I don't know how to face him! How should I get along with him in the future?

Just pretend you don’t know. He just treats you like before and treats him the same way you used to! Just get along with a normal couple. Why do you want to do so much?

You don't understand...

In fact, Yang Xiaowen was just forcing her to smile during this period. She deliberately did not think about Cheng Gang, and acted indifferently, thinking that she would forget the fact that Cheng Gang cheated!

But only she knew the pain in her heart. Carter's reminder today teared apart the disguise in her heart!

Cheng Gang is about to go home, and she can no longer escape. She must face up to her relationship with Cheng Gang!

Cheng Gang cheated on Su Yilin, she felt extremely jealous, her love for Cheng Gang penetrated into the bones

Su Yilin took away Cheng Gang's love, but she was unwilling to accept it!

But now she has no choice!

If she had not had sex with Carter, she could still stand on the victim's moral high ground, forgive Cheng Gang generously, and keep Cheng Gang by her side in disguise!

But my impulse ruined everything

She didn't have the confidence to accuse Cheng Gang again, and nothing could be saved!

Xiao Wei, do you still love your husband?

Sister Ye, how could my husband and I have been in love for nearly ten years? I just lost it! A bitter smile...

Didn’t you say, is that guy treating you very well? After so long, do you still don’t feel anything to him?

I will be like this now, thanks to his gift from Sister Ye. Do you think I will fall in love with him?

Then you said before that you are getting along well now, and you are pretending? I'm confused...

That's not the case, how do you say it! What he did to me before made it really difficult for me to forgive him, but he sincerely repented later. I didn't hate him so much, which really made me quite contradictory. I sighed...

He serves you like a mother every day, and you are not moved at all. He is deeply in love with you?

You don't believe it, but...

But what? You still can't let go of your husband, right?

Um………

Sad Carter, in the afternoon he thought that his efforts during this period had touched Yang Xiaowen.

But I don't know that I have done so much, but it's just that the kind-hearted Yang Xiaowen no longer holds a grudge against him.

It would be so easy to want Yang Xiaowen to have true feelings for him. He greatly underestimated Cheng Gang's position in Yang Xiaowen's mind.

Then what are you going to do? Wait for your husband to abandon you?

Didn’t you say that my husband didn’t know that I lost my virginity! I wanted to wait for that guy to leave, and no one knew about these things, and my life would return to the past. Penguin: Love Baling San, Momo Baling San

Xiao Wei, you are deceiving yourself! Why are you so humble? If you leave your husband, you can't live? If he shows up with you, what should you do?

I...I don't know!

Xiao Wei, as a veteran, I sincerely advise you that a man who has cheated on you, his heart is no longer with you. You have to make plans for your own and your daughter’s future life. You can’t hang yourself in a tree. It’s too late to wait for him to show off to you on New Year’s Day. For his lover, he can’t go home and reunite with you mother and daughter. Think about it, how much is his relationship with you?

Ye Jiaqi mentioned that she was not going home on New Year's Day, which made Yang Xiaowen feel sad

Leaning against the head of the bed, staring at the message Ye Jiaqi sent, his eyes turned red

Cheng Gang ignored himself and his daughter, and dating Su Yilin on New Year's Day really hurt her heart

Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, he asked, Sister Ye, what should I do?

I know you love your husband very much, but you should be a little more rational! This society is very realistic. If he ruthlessly abandoned you that day, would you still kneel down and beg him?

Won't……

That's it. We women also have dignity. You can't have no bottom line without your own, do you know?

Well, I know!…

Let’s do this! Sister teaches you!

you say……

When your husband comes home, you just pretend that nothing has happened, just like before. But privately you should pay attention to his changes. If he doesn't mean to break up with you, you don't have to worry about him. But in the future, you can't just be a housewife. You have to learn to be independent. You have to go out to work and not rely on men.

Well, I'll consider...

It’s not that you have to be independent, and you can’t put your feelings on him alone. He has betrayed your love and marriage. You have to slowly withdraw from this relationship and find a new relationship to replace him, so that you won’t be too painful.

Oh... a little reluctant!

Your little lover is so nice to you. You can try to cultivate feelings with him!

I won't...

He is your second man, and he still gave you real feelings to you, why can't you forgive him? When you are with him, don't you really feel happy?

Yang Xiaowen thought for a long time before replying that he is indeed very good at taking care of people and makes me happy... But I don't want to have any more entanglements with him! She has never told Ye Jiaqi that Carter is a black man. In the aesthetic concept of Chinese people, black man is too ugly.

Not many people can accept having sex with a black man, which is one of the main reasons why Yang Xiaowen resists Carter

Alas! I don't understand you, but I'm also thinking that your little lover is leaving soon. You won't see him anymore, and it's useless to like him.

That's it...

By the way, have you ever thought about what you were going to do if your little lover asked you in the last few days?

What are the requirements? Confused...

That's it...hey Xiū!

What is Hey Xiū? Naive…

Just looking for you to sleep? Idiot! Lustful...

Ah!No, right?? Shocked...

It's very likely! Didn't you say he's very lustful? I think he will definitely not let you go. He will never see you again after he leaves. Will he miss this last opportunity? You are such a great beauty who is fascinated by others and will not let others eat you. You are so cruel! Smile...

Oh! Sister Ye, don’t make fun of me. Do you really think he will make that request? He hasn’t touched me again for such a long time, probably won’t? Yang Xiaowen was a little panicked...

My silly sister, you don’t understand men too much! He is such a lustful man, and has taken care of you for so long without asking for anything in return. How could he be willing to be with you if he can’t go along with you when he is leaving!

Then what should I do? Sister Ye, please help me think of a solution! Ah! I'm anxious...

This... what can I do! You can't call the police, you can't beat him, and you can't hide, and I can't do anything about it!

Yang Xiaowen thought hard for a long time, and her eyes lit up. Then I will kill myself and scare him again? Is it OK?...

Stop doing those naive things, my sister is leaving, don’t make any trouble anymore, that’s not worth the loss…

What should I do?

Actually, what does this matter! You have done it several times, do you care about so many more times? Don’t you want to spend the last few days peacefully? Do you do whatever he wants! You let him go! After he leaves, nothing will happen

Is this really the only way to go?

Not necessarily, he may just leave directly, it depends on what he thinks! According to your understanding of him, do you think he will make that request?

I don't know, but he's really bad...

This topic reminded Yang Xiaowen of the scenes and feelings of having sex with Carter again, and it hit fiercely again and again, and shameful words were still in her ears.

There are also Carter's perverted hobbies, and lewd scenes flashed through her mind, making her lower body tighten, her heart instantly confused, and a blush appeared on her beautiful pretty face.

Why did he break up? Did he get you out of bed? Such a young man will definitely feed you full, you must be content! My silly sister, don’t say you don’t like it! My sister will despise you... Haha!

Oh! Sister, you are so shameless... Just like that guy, you're so bad! Angry...

My sister has experienced more than you, but it’s just to tell the truth. My sister knows what you think in your heart! You don’t have to be embarrassed in front of my sister…

I don’t have it! Sister, you miss a man so much. Do you want me to introduce that guy to you? I think you two are just right!

OK! I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it, my sister! Haha...

Humph, who can't bear to let it go! I'll give you his WeChat account, and you'll find him yourself! You big lustful woman... Two women always talk about sex, and they are much more open-minded than talking to men.

A reserved woman like Yang Xiaowen can't stand the teasing of her sisters.

I don't like to win over what I love! Let me leave it to my sister for you to enjoy it slowly! Smile...

You really hate it! I won’t tell you a big lustful girl... Yang Xiaowen was made by Ye Jiaqi blush!

Haha... OK, I won’t say this, but my sister really wants to advise you not to invest your relationship in a cheating man. It’s really not worth it!

Oh... OK! I'll consider it!

The two chatted until late at night before they went offline. Ye Jiaqi kept instructing Yang Xiaowen, asking her to let go of her obsession with Cheng Gang and break free from this failed relationship as soon as possible.

Although Yang Xiaowen agreed, she still had a trace of fantasy about Cheng Gang in her heart.