Lin Xi slowly told Xiao Ran about the stupid things the little girl did back then, and how this incident implicated him later.
The story was told in its original form. After listening to it, Xiao Ran was confused and a little worried. It was true that he would be in a better mood, but there was no dramatic change that would "come alive" all at once.
This was all Lin Xi expected. He didn't think that this old past event could open Xiao Ran's heart knot. It was normal. Xiao Ran's heart knot had been too long. The inferiority complex that had been implied by long-term psychological implies could not be smoothed out by Lin Xi's red mouth and white teeth.
Perhaps the root of inferiority will gradually be resolved because of this story, but the inertia of inferiority will take a while. Only after a few real things happen to Xiao Ran affirm his excellent things can it slowly disappear.
Anyway, this is how the first thing happened... Lin Xi kissed him, don't think too much, I'll try to find Gong Shu, maybe you can still contact her, are you willing to contact her?
Um
Xiao Ran nodded
Not trying to ask her what happened in person
Since Lin Xi said that, Xiao Ran believed it
But for Gong Shu, no matter what, she has taken good care of him since she was a child. It is a pity that a good friend who can break off contact with her.
Lin Xi got up, hugged Xiao Ran and walked downstairs, and went to hot spring bubbles. Don’t you want to have a barbecue? We can plan...
Xiao Ran became different. Lin Xi keenly noticed this.
From the beginning to the present, Lin Xi spent more time on Xiao Ran than everyone imagined. He naturally knew all the changes in Xiao Ran.
At the beginning, let alone approaching, as long as he appeared in front of Xiao Ran, Lin Xi could clearly feel Xiao Ran's body stiffness a few meters away.
Later, he tried to establish an image that could make Xiao Ran put down his guard and mature, rational, and communicate with the image of civilized people. According to Lin Xi's original plan, this image will last for quite a long time, allowing Xiao Ran to gradually put down his guard against him, add a little trustworthy image, and then proceed step by step...
Unfortunately, Lin Xi underestimated his thoughts about Xiao Ran and the charm of Xiao Ran. After only two days of knowing each other, Xiao Ran just sat there and played the piano for an hour, which smashed Lin Xi’s follow-up plan to pieces.
The desire of human nature is really a terrible thing. It was that time. Lin Xi realized for the first time clearly that desire can cause people to lose their minds to the point where even the prince, the legendary prince, also used a very dangerous means to encourage growth for his own desire.
In such a period of unstable emotional foundation, Lin Xi allowed Xiao Ran to see his bloody and cruel side.
Well, Lin Xi considered Xiao Ran's ability to accept blood, so he only saw the "Bloody Pallet Tool" version, rather than the bloody scene...
But obviously Xiao Ran was still scared
Lin Xi believes that from then until now, Lin Xi's name has been the first of the list of nightmares that Xiao Ran fears the most in his heart. Although Lin Xi transferred all the bodyguards, including the butcher, the next day, and did not let them show up in front of Xiao Ran again.
Lin Xi successfully ate the person, but for a long time, the progress paused.
Xiao Ran was stiff in his arms. No matter how many times they did, Xiao Ran never changed. Perhaps, Lin Xi's only progress was to become more and more familiar with Xiao Ran's body, and then shorten his awakening in the bed, allowing Xiao Ran to be lost in his senses for a longer time. Only then will his little prince bloom in front of him beautifully.
Lin Xi never regrets it. Since he did it, since he couldn't stand it, he picked it hard before the fruit was ripe and ate it first, then he had to pay for the unripe youth. Xiao Ran's escape was an inevitable consequence. However, Lin Xi also knew that from the day when he could not resist his desire and used blood to scare Xiao Ran with his blood, he had no way out. When they were still unfamiliar with each other, Lin Xi could never leave Xiao Ran with the impression that he would go back on his word and be unsteady. That kind of failure would be fatal.He had no choice but to move forward strongly and press forward step by step. He could only choose to force Xiao Ran to a desperate situation and put the dog to death and live for the dog's death'. In the end, Lin Xi took a big step back on the edge of the "death". He promised to let Xiao Ran resume school, and then let more space for easing between them without any trace. For example, he endured the frequency of his love affairs, and let Xiao Ran avoid himself in school all day, forcing himself to let go, show generousness, respond to any requests from Xiao Ran, and even indulge...
Concessions, one step difference, but life and death
Xiao Ran, his simple and kind baby, was finally relieved by this small step in the middle.
That day, Xiao Ran suppressed his body stiffness while awake. No one knew how relieved Lin Xi was at that time. No one knew what that night of indulgence meant to Lin Xi.
Then……
there is none left
From being nervous as soon as you see him, to being stiff all over accepting his request, to getting used to...
Xiao Ran's progress is not bad, but Xiao Ran has always been passive. He passively accepts favor, passively habitually, and habit Lin Xi exists.
But in Xiao Ran's heart, Lin Xi understood that Xiao Ran had never let him leave his traces on that clean and innocent soul.
Let Xiao Ran take the initiative to accept him, even if he was extremely weak and a small step of easing attitude... it is all the suffering that Lin Xi longs for but cannot get it.
Until today, until now
Lin Xi hugged Xiao Ran to clean as usual, walked downstairs a few steps, went to the hot spring pool, and then entered the pool water and put the person down. Xiao Ran did not pull the distance along the wave-like current as usual. He went against the ripples in the water, holding Lin Xi's neck without letting go, and his whole person was still pressed against Lin Xi's chest. Lin Xi's heart tightened and almost spasmed at that moment. He immediately raised his arm with his back hand, gently wrapped the person in his arms, and led the person to the other side of the pool water. There were only a few extra steps away, just to make sure that this was not his illusion.
Indeed, not!
Lin Xi didn't want to analyze why Xiao Ran suddenly took that step, was it because he was in love and sought comfort, or did he help him open the knot of his heart that had been in his heart for many years, or was it because Xiao Ran's subconscious attachment to him...
No, Lin Xi doesn't want to bother thinking about those things. He is only intoxicated by the sight, just for all this.
Lin Xi lowered his head and kissed him gently, and his attitude of cherishing him was like an archaeologist holding the most precious blue and white porcelain, then wrapped his hand around Xiao Ran's waist, touched it with the other hand, and tapped his fingers into the corridor, gently drawing circles, not only to clean up the previous traces, but also to prepare for another crazy life.
Xiao Ranyi was in his arms, and all the happy voices were swallowed by Lin Xi.
Well, hot... Xiao Ran unconsciously hid in Lin Xi's arms, and the hot hot spring water surged back into the corridor, which made the core behind him sucking Lin Xi's expanding fingers tightly
Be good, relax... This is not harmful to the body... Lin Xi softly coaxed Xiao Ran, under the pool, and opened the corridor with his fingers, and poured in waves of water rich in minerals into it. Then he heard Xiao Ran's moans in tears caused by the hot water.
When Lin Xi finally entered, Xiao Ran's place was nourished by the hot spring water and was extremely hot. The tight wrap made Lin Xi sigh.
This is the joy of fish and water, the true fusion of water,
Lin Xi was rhythmic and kissed deeply at the same time
His baby
His little prince
At this moment, Lin Xi was moved by Xiao Ran's unknown caterpancy.
Fortunately, the hot spring water will not get cooler. Before Xiao Ran's skin was soaked and wrinkled, Lin Xi shot a strong stream of essence into Xiao Ran's body, ending the long-delayed joy. Xiao Ran pillowed on Lin Xi's shoulders and was already in a semi-coma. Because of the hot spring's high temperature and lack of oxygen, and because of the inability to bear Lin Xi's excitement.
A cloud and rain in the hot spring made Xiao Ran extremely tired and fall asleep. Lin Xi was excited and active in every cell in her body, but in the end she accompanied Xiao Ran back to the bedroom and lying on the bed.
Xiao Ran obviously lacks security. Even when he is half asleep and half awake, he is close to Lin Xi. The unspeakable attachment makes Lin Xi lie beside him with pleasure, hugging him in his arms.
Compared to the desire and passion of sensory, leaning together like a long and rhythmic quiet breathing seems monotonous and boring. However, Lin Xi does not deny that the satisfaction in his heart is a kind of fulfillment from the heart, as if it is filled from the inside out, and the pleasure is indescribable. Then, that day, the two of them spent almost on the bed and said it out, which made people unbelievable.
Lin Xi accompanied Xiao Ran for a while, and then when Xiao Ran woke up, the two of them took a bunch of snacks from the refrigerator, talking and chatting, just talking, talking about the mountains, chatting about the north and north...
Perhaps, compared to this purposeless chat, I pulled Xiao Ran into my arms and loved her carefully, and relived the beautiful caterpillar that was ecstatic, it seemed more like Lin Xi's choice, but Lin Xi did not
The heartbreak of a broken heart in the first love is only once in life. Now is an excellent opportunity to take advantage of the situation. If Lin Xi is so stupid that he wastes this golden period and only cares about the pleasure of his temporary desires in front of him, he deserves not getting Xiao Ran’s sincerity in his life!
The aimless chat, from the snacks in front of you, to the taste, the snacks in the street stalls that had disappeared from childhood, but are still obsessed with people until now, as well as the arcades that cheated them out of pocket money and the collection of cards that were treasured, as well as the two major camp barriers in the school, the 38th parallel on the desk, and the childish seals on the rubber...
Memories, this topic made Xiao Ran feel relaxed and happy, but also couldn't suppress his surprise: It turned out that the stupid things that the gangster bandits did when they were childhood were almost the same as his...
When the topic of common memories unknowingly eliminated the natural distance between Lin Xi and Xiao Ran, the topic inevitably turned to Xiao Ran's student days, talking about the little things that made Xiao Ran feel that he was rejected, talking about the unclear vision that he could not understand, and the tension and confusion behind him...
These topics were actually deliberately brought up by Lin Xi. As Xiao Ran's more and more sensitive emotions during adolescence were thrown out, Lin Xi began to help him analyze and interpret Xiao Ran's behavioral reactions that he once could not understand, or the kindness from others that he misinterpreted was fundamentally distorted by him.
Why do those boys have to watch third-level movies on their backs?
Why don’t you kick and beat him?
Why can those people only whisper in the corner and dare not come forward to understand and express themselves...
Lin Xi does not expect this chat to help Xiao Ran solve the historical problems left over from adolescence. Lin Xi only knows clearly that such solving problems and heart-to-heart talks will bring Xiao Ran closer to him.
He had to admit that he hated Xiao Ran for not daring to go home in school all day to avoid him, and he also hated that he was unable to change this state.
Regarding the issue of distance, it is already the weakest bottom line after Xiao Ran compromised. When it is touched, Xiao Ran really can't stand it. Therefore, Lin Xi no longer has room to get closer to the previous step. He can only lure his little prince step by step and slowly approach him. The so-called torture is probably just like this.
Then, the day passed slowly
When I was bed at night, Xiao Ran was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep for a while. His mind was full of imagination. Suddenly, he said, "I want to have barbecue."
Lin Xi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and kissed Xiao Ran's forehead, OK, we will do it tomorrow
When did Xiao Ran ask Lin Xi this kind of request to be at will?
No!
This is the first time
When Lin Xi reached out to take Xiao Ran into his arms, Xiao Ran just wrapped in the quilt and found a comfortable position in Lin Xi's arms, closed his eyes.
It seems that just two days ago, he was still thinking about how to get rid of Lin Xi's thoughts. Even if his body dared not resist, he always resisted this kind of closeness. Now, those defenses that were once engraved in his bones seem to collapse and disappear in one day.
Perhaps, the relationship between people is so complicated. One sentence can break the relationship between friends who were originally very close, or a chat can make strangers who were originally strangers meet too late and become confidants.
Lin Xi's daily efforts have made more progress than the previous 100 days combined.
The story was told in its original form. After listening to it, Xiao Ran was confused and a little worried. It was true that he would be in a better mood, but there was no dramatic change that would "come alive" all at once.
This was all Lin Xi expected. He didn't think that this old past event could open Xiao Ran's heart knot. It was normal. Xiao Ran's heart knot had been too long. The inferiority complex that had been implied by long-term psychological implies could not be smoothed out by Lin Xi's red mouth and white teeth.
Perhaps the root of inferiority will gradually be resolved because of this story, but the inertia of inferiority will take a while. Only after a few real things happen to Xiao Ran affirm his excellent things can it slowly disappear.
Anyway, this is how the first thing happened... Lin Xi kissed him, don't think too much, I'll try to find Gong Shu, maybe you can still contact her, are you willing to contact her?
Um
Xiao Ran nodded
Not trying to ask her what happened in person
Since Lin Xi said that, Xiao Ran believed it
But for Gong Shu, no matter what, she has taken good care of him since she was a child. It is a pity that a good friend who can break off contact with her.
Lin Xi got up, hugged Xiao Ran and walked downstairs, and went to hot spring bubbles. Don’t you want to have a barbecue? We can plan...
Xiao Ran became different. Lin Xi keenly noticed this.
From the beginning to the present, Lin Xi spent more time on Xiao Ran than everyone imagined. He naturally knew all the changes in Xiao Ran.
At the beginning, let alone approaching, as long as he appeared in front of Xiao Ran, Lin Xi could clearly feel Xiao Ran's body stiffness a few meters away.
Later, he tried to establish an image that could make Xiao Ran put down his guard and mature, rational, and communicate with the image of civilized people. According to Lin Xi's original plan, this image will last for quite a long time, allowing Xiao Ran to gradually put down his guard against him, add a little trustworthy image, and then proceed step by step...
Unfortunately, Lin Xi underestimated his thoughts about Xiao Ran and the charm of Xiao Ran. After only two days of knowing each other, Xiao Ran just sat there and played the piano for an hour, which smashed Lin Xi’s follow-up plan to pieces.
The desire of human nature is really a terrible thing. It was that time. Lin Xi realized for the first time clearly that desire can cause people to lose their minds to the point where even the prince, the legendary prince, also used a very dangerous means to encourage growth for his own desire.
In such a period of unstable emotional foundation, Lin Xi allowed Xiao Ran to see his bloody and cruel side.
Well, Lin Xi considered Xiao Ran's ability to accept blood, so he only saw the "Bloody Pallet Tool" version, rather than the bloody scene...
But obviously Xiao Ran was still scared
Lin Xi believes that from then until now, Lin Xi's name has been the first of the list of nightmares that Xiao Ran fears the most in his heart. Although Lin Xi transferred all the bodyguards, including the butcher, the next day, and did not let them show up in front of Xiao Ran again.
Lin Xi successfully ate the person, but for a long time, the progress paused.
Xiao Ran was stiff in his arms. No matter how many times they did, Xiao Ran never changed. Perhaps, Lin Xi's only progress was to become more and more familiar with Xiao Ran's body, and then shorten his awakening in the bed, allowing Xiao Ran to be lost in his senses for a longer time. Only then will his little prince bloom in front of him beautifully.
Lin Xi never regrets it. Since he did it, since he couldn't stand it, he picked it hard before the fruit was ripe and ate it first, then he had to pay for the unripe youth. Xiao Ran's escape was an inevitable consequence. However, Lin Xi also knew that from the day when he could not resist his desire and used blood to scare Xiao Ran with his blood, he had no way out. When they were still unfamiliar with each other, Lin Xi could never leave Xiao Ran with the impression that he would go back on his word and be unsteady. That kind of failure would be fatal.He had no choice but to move forward strongly and press forward step by step. He could only choose to force Xiao Ran to a desperate situation and put the dog to death and live for the dog's death'. In the end, Lin Xi took a big step back on the edge of the "death". He promised to let Xiao Ran resume school, and then let more space for easing between them without any trace. For example, he endured the frequency of his love affairs, and let Xiao Ran avoid himself in school all day, forcing himself to let go, show generousness, respond to any requests from Xiao Ran, and even indulge...
Concessions, one step difference, but life and death
Xiao Ran, his simple and kind baby, was finally relieved by this small step in the middle.
That day, Xiao Ran suppressed his body stiffness while awake. No one knew how relieved Lin Xi was at that time. No one knew what that night of indulgence meant to Lin Xi.
Then……
there is none left
From being nervous as soon as you see him, to being stiff all over accepting his request, to getting used to...
Xiao Ran's progress is not bad, but Xiao Ran has always been passive. He passively accepts favor, passively habitually, and habit Lin Xi exists.
But in Xiao Ran's heart, Lin Xi understood that Xiao Ran had never let him leave his traces on that clean and innocent soul.
Let Xiao Ran take the initiative to accept him, even if he was extremely weak and a small step of easing attitude... it is all the suffering that Lin Xi longs for but cannot get it.
Until today, until now
Lin Xi hugged Xiao Ran to clean as usual, walked downstairs a few steps, went to the hot spring pool, and then entered the pool water and put the person down. Xiao Ran did not pull the distance along the wave-like current as usual. He went against the ripples in the water, holding Lin Xi's neck without letting go, and his whole person was still pressed against Lin Xi's chest. Lin Xi's heart tightened and almost spasmed at that moment. He immediately raised his arm with his back hand, gently wrapped the person in his arms, and led the person to the other side of the pool water. There were only a few extra steps away, just to make sure that this was not his illusion.
Indeed, not!
Lin Xi didn't want to analyze why Xiao Ran suddenly took that step, was it because he was in love and sought comfort, or did he help him open the knot of his heart that had been in his heart for many years, or was it because Xiao Ran's subconscious attachment to him...
No, Lin Xi doesn't want to bother thinking about those things. He is only intoxicated by the sight, just for all this.
Lin Xi lowered his head and kissed him gently, and his attitude of cherishing him was like an archaeologist holding the most precious blue and white porcelain, then wrapped his hand around Xiao Ran's waist, touched it with the other hand, and tapped his fingers into the corridor, gently drawing circles, not only to clean up the previous traces, but also to prepare for another crazy life.
Xiao Ranyi was in his arms, and all the happy voices were swallowed by Lin Xi.
Well, hot... Xiao Ran unconsciously hid in Lin Xi's arms, and the hot hot spring water surged back into the corridor, which made the core behind him sucking Lin Xi's expanding fingers tightly
Be good, relax... This is not harmful to the body... Lin Xi softly coaxed Xiao Ran, under the pool, and opened the corridor with his fingers, and poured in waves of water rich in minerals into it. Then he heard Xiao Ran's moans in tears caused by the hot water.
When Lin Xi finally entered, Xiao Ran's place was nourished by the hot spring water and was extremely hot. The tight wrap made Lin Xi sigh.
This is the joy of fish and water, the true fusion of water,
Lin Xi was rhythmic and kissed deeply at the same time
His baby
His little prince
At this moment, Lin Xi was moved by Xiao Ran's unknown caterpancy.
Fortunately, the hot spring water will not get cooler. Before Xiao Ran's skin was soaked and wrinkled, Lin Xi shot a strong stream of essence into Xiao Ran's body, ending the long-delayed joy. Xiao Ran pillowed on Lin Xi's shoulders and was already in a semi-coma. Because of the hot spring's high temperature and lack of oxygen, and because of the inability to bear Lin Xi's excitement.
A cloud and rain in the hot spring made Xiao Ran extremely tired and fall asleep. Lin Xi was excited and active in every cell in her body, but in the end she accompanied Xiao Ran back to the bedroom and lying on the bed.
Xiao Ran obviously lacks security. Even when he is half asleep and half awake, he is close to Lin Xi. The unspeakable attachment makes Lin Xi lie beside him with pleasure, hugging him in his arms.
Compared to the desire and passion of sensory, leaning together like a long and rhythmic quiet breathing seems monotonous and boring. However, Lin Xi does not deny that the satisfaction in his heart is a kind of fulfillment from the heart, as if it is filled from the inside out, and the pleasure is indescribable. Then, that day, the two of them spent almost on the bed and said it out, which made people unbelievable.
Lin Xi accompanied Xiao Ran for a while, and then when Xiao Ran woke up, the two of them took a bunch of snacks from the refrigerator, talking and chatting, just talking, talking about the mountains, chatting about the north and north...
Perhaps, compared to this purposeless chat, I pulled Xiao Ran into my arms and loved her carefully, and relived the beautiful caterpillar that was ecstatic, it seemed more like Lin Xi's choice, but Lin Xi did not
The heartbreak of a broken heart in the first love is only once in life. Now is an excellent opportunity to take advantage of the situation. If Lin Xi is so stupid that he wastes this golden period and only cares about the pleasure of his temporary desires in front of him, he deserves not getting Xiao Ran’s sincerity in his life!
The aimless chat, from the snacks in front of you, to the taste, the snacks in the street stalls that had disappeared from childhood, but are still obsessed with people until now, as well as the arcades that cheated them out of pocket money and the collection of cards that were treasured, as well as the two major camp barriers in the school, the 38th parallel on the desk, and the childish seals on the rubber...
Memories, this topic made Xiao Ran feel relaxed and happy, but also couldn't suppress his surprise: It turned out that the stupid things that the gangster bandits did when they were childhood were almost the same as his...
When the topic of common memories unknowingly eliminated the natural distance between Lin Xi and Xiao Ran, the topic inevitably turned to Xiao Ran's student days, talking about the little things that made Xiao Ran feel that he was rejected, talking about the unclear vision that he could not understand, and the tension and confusion behind him...
These topics were actually deliberately brought up by Lin Xi. As Xiao Ran's more and more sensitive emotions during adolescence were thrown out, Lin Xi began to help him analyze and interpret Xiao Ran's behavioral reactions that he once could not understand, or the kindness from others that he misinterpreted was fundamentally distorted by him.
Why do those boys have to watch third-level movies on their backs?
Why don’t you kick and beat him?
Why can those people only whisper in the corner and dare not come forward to understand and express themselves...
Lin Xi does not expect this chat to help Xiao Ran solve the historical problems left over from adolescence. Lin Xi only knows clearly that such solving problems and heart-to-heart talks will bring Xiao Ran closer to him.
He had to admit that he hated Xiao Ran for not daring to go home in school all day to avoid him, and he also hated that he was unable to change this state.
Regarding the issue of distance, it is already the weakest bottom line after Xiao Ran compromised. When it is touched, Xiao Ran really can't stand it. Therefore, Lin Xi no longer has room to get closer to the previous step. He can only lure his little prince step by step and slowly approach him. The so-called torture is probably just like this.
Then, the day passed slowly
When I was bed at night, Xiao Ran was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep for a while. His mind was full of imagination. Suddenly, he said, "I want to have barbecue."
Lin Xi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and kissed Xiao Ran's forehead, OK, we will do it tomorrow
When did Xiao Ran ask Lin Xi this kind of request to be at will?
No!
This is the first time
When Lin Xi reached out to take Xiao Ran into his arms, Xiao Ran just wrapped in the quilt and found a comfortable position in Lin Xi's arms, closed his eyes.
It seems that just two days ago, he was still thinking about how to get rid of Lin Xi's thoughts. Even if his body dared not resist, he always resisted this kind of closeness. Now, those defenses that were once engraved in his bones seem to collapse and disappear in one day.
Perhaps, the relationship between people is so complicated. One sentence can break the relationship between friends who were originally very close, or a chat can make strangers who were originally strangers meet too late and become confidants.
Lin Xi's daily efforts have made more progress than the previous 100 days combined.
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