Lin Chen ordered ice beer. While drinking alone, some women passed by him. Some people wanted to chat with him. When they saw his outfit, they stepped back.
A woman looked at Lin Chen's side face, her eyes trembled slightly, and she walked up, but was pulled by the sister next to her. Hey, you are blind, does he look like he is rich like this?
I'll give him free
Stop talking nonsense, change one
The neon lights on the ceiling of the bar hit Lin Chen's face, and the shaking figures in the dance floor shaking on his face. The beer glass in front of him was empty again and again, and was filled again and again.
Gradually, his eyes became drunk and his face was dizzy
Fucking shit!
Lin Chen smashed the wine glass hard and cursed
In the past two months, he has never liked drinking, but the reason why he often bought drunk is not that he likes the taste of wine, but that people say that alcohol can relieve sorrow, and it is better to get drunk. After sleeping, you will forget the big things after waking up.
I don't know how many times I got drunk, but the imagined forgetting did not happen. On the contrary, alcohol made the nerves more fragile, and the pain eroded him more and more wantonly along the nerves.
Although the sound of smashing the wine glass is quite loud, it is insignificant compared to the quarrels of this quarrel. No one noticed him. Everyone was still dancing and having fun. Only a few people who were close to him looked slightly, but they quickly retracted their gaze.
In this era, people have seen too many strange stories, and his small ripples will not be cared about by anyone.
At this moment, thinking of this, an inexplicable sense of loneliness quickly covered his whole body like a tide, making his whole body cold, and he couldn't help but tremble.
Although I knew in my mind that drinking this way would not be beneficial, the movements on my hands were uncontrollable and I was still paying for a refill until I kept paying for it.
Only the last two cent coins left in your pocket
He glanced at the palm of his hand, then looked at the bartender awkwardly
The bartender also looked at him with a smile and shook his head at him friendly. Friend, you have no money, it's time to go home
He calmed down, supported his hands on the bar and raised his body. He looked at the crowd on the dance floor indifferently, and walked out staggeringly
After leaving the bar, the obvious change is that my ears are not so chaotic, my eyes are not so dizzy, and the air is fresher
Lin Chen identified the direction and continued to stagger towards the street
There are many people like him who drink like a pool of mud on this street every night, and everyone is not surprised
Suddenly I felt a little regretful. I went out of my home and spent all my money and made myself like this. It was not better to feel better. I still have to walk back now, as if it was not effective except for being unable to sleep.
Oh
Lin Chen couldn't help but smiled with a joke, it's so stupid
Although this street is located in the slums, it does have a unique bar culture and has attracted many wealthy young men. There are many luxury cars such as Bugatti Veyron, Ferrari Enzo, and Ghost ccx on the street.
These rich young men wore gold and silver, and were suited and tied. The texture of the suits was smoother than that of women. When they opened the car door and stepped out their legs wearing Armani leather shoes, a bunch of women came over them.
Lin Chen looked at this scene and envy rose in his eyes
Work hard to change destiny, but many people do not need to work hard when they are born, and their lives are better than the results of others' hard work after a hundred years.
No one doesn’t want to be the best, no one doesn’t want to hold money and power, Lin Chen is not immune to the vulgarity, but it is precisely because of this kind of thinking that makes people sometimes go crazy
As he shook, he finally came to the street. The lights and hustle and bustle of the bar street ended here. The moonlight cast from the west pulled his shadow for a long time.
He suddenly had a feeling of being peeped in secret, and he looked at the streets, empty, no one was there
Is it an illusion? If it is an illusion, why do it repeatedly?
Yes, after Qiuzi disappeared, he often felt that he could not find the source from the day he walked on the street from nowhere. In the days that followed, this feeling appeared more and more frequently. Sometimes, he could even see a white shadow flashing in front of his eyes. When he looked closely, he would find that there was nothing, just like this today.
He must be insane
Standing by the street light, with his hair hanging down, no one on the street
The sea under the bridge is shimmering, and the cool sea breeze is rustling. Occasionally, motorcycles whizzing past with roaring engines, and no one stops for him for even a second
The shoulders trembled
Next is the second
The third
Fourth, fifth
Lin Chen slowly squatted down, without any signs, and was completely reasonable, and started to cry
Tears wet his eyes. At this moment, Lin Chen, who was twenty-three years old, didn't care about any image or any gaze. He was completely and thoroughly crying, his face was crying, very ugly and real
In fact, those people said it wrong. Wine cannot relieve sorrow. What makes the heart less painful is crying, and it is a big cry.
···
The sunlight at 11:00 am hit through the window. Lin Chen finally woke up slowly and the sequelae left behind by the hangover was the pain of the crack of his head. He took two minutes to adapt to the condition of his head. Lin Chen frowned and gritted his teeth and straightened his body out of the bed, looking at the alarm clock at the head of the bed.
His eyes trembled slightly
It's not the time, but the pink shell of the alarm clock and the pattern of the hellkitty inside
This is the love that Akiko left behind. They lived together after two months of love. Akiko brought everything about herself, including this pink hellkitty alarm clock
Every morning at 7 o'clock, this alarm clock wakes him and Qiuzi up when there is no work. He wakes up after nine o'clock. But since Qiuzi moved in, his biological clock has been changed strongly by his girlfriend.
The corners of his mouth were slightly raised. I still remember the first day Qiuzi moved in. At that time, he was unskilled and stood in front of him with his hands on his waist, pouting, and looking at him with her beautiful big black and white eyes, saying, "You said that you must be a big engineer in the future, you must work hard! Get rid of the bad habit of staying in bed!"
He wanted to say at the time, I didn't say I wanted to be a big engineer. This is the goal you set for me. I just said that I would do my best to do my life better.
But at that moment, he was sucked by Qiuzi's rare cuteness, and this sentence failed to take off from his mouth.
Before falling in love with Qiuzi, he thought that a girl as outstanding and tasteful as Qiuzi would like to be more mature. The fact is that any girl, at a certain age, cannot escape the temptation of pink.
It was still very smooth in seconds, and many memories came one after another.
Every time this moment, Lin Chen is the most entangled and painful time. On the one hand, he hopes to recall the past with Qiuzi through these things with Qiuzi's marks, but on the other hand, he cannot bear the pain of reminiscing about the changes in things.
After struggling for a long time, he still let his eyes stop on the alarm clock as usual.
He picked up the clothes thrown on the bed and started wearing them. It was not that there was no wardrobe in the room, but he took out the clothes one by one. In the end, he was too lazy to wash them, afraid of dirtying Qiuzi's clothes and destroying the breath left by Qiuzi, so he did not stuff them back.
The big wardrobe on the west side of the house is now full of Qiuzi's clothes
He walked forward and opened the wardrobe.
White skirt, white t-shirt, white dress, white hot pants
Here, most of the white things are, then pink, and then blue, black, and yellow
Qiuzi likes light colors very much, and there is almost no dark color in everything. Toothbrushes, tea cups, towels, clothes, pants, shoes, everything is almost all light colors. If Lin Chen hadn't requested, I'm afraid there wouldn't be dark things in this cabinet.
Because dark things like blue and black are almost all bras, stockings, underwear, etc.
I simply washed my face, didn't shave, and didn't take care of my oily reflective hair. I went out and went to the vegetable market
Although the people in Xicheng District are not rich, the place is so large after all, so there are several vegetable markets, all of which are very large
He went to the closest one to his rental house
It's almost twelve o'clock, and there are still many people in the vegetable market
The air was filled with fresh meat and the smell of fruits and vegetables. It was very noisy. I could only barely hear the people around me. The floor was very wet and muddy, and there were a lot of unknown black dirt. Before I could walk, many black stains were splashed on my calves.
Lin Chen didn't take a look at the chicken, duck, fish and meat next to him, and went straight to the one in the fruit and vegetable area.
The stall is an aunt, a typical middle-aged woman with a bloated figure, a kind smile on her face, apron, and a little boy next to her
Her face was filled with various fruits, apples, pears, cantaloupes, etc.
Lin Chen's eyes were locked on the strawberry. Before he could speak, the aunt looked at him and said with a smile, "A Chen, are you here?"
Well, looking at the aunt, Lin Chen finally had a smile on his lips
Qiuzi likes to eat strawberries very much. He often brings Lin Chen here to buy strawberries at the time. Lin Chen was not catching a cold in strawberries and all other fruits at the beginning. Under Qiuzi's influence, he gradually fell in love with this sour and sweet taste. Sometimes Qiuzi doesn't pull him, he will take the initiative to go to the aunt after Qiuzi left. His habit has not changed. On the contrary, a bag of strawberries per day is even more unshakable.
Because the bright red and soft meat in the mouth is not only sour and sweet, but also the taste of lovers.
The aunt picked a bag of strawberries with great care, and they all looked very good. She handed them to Lin Chen and said with a smile, "Two pounds, put them in the refrigerator, it's enough for you to eat for a long time!"
Thank you, Lin Chen reached into his pocket to pay
Alas! The aunt reached out to stop her, no, you have been very tight recently, just owe it first, and give it to me later
How can you do it? You are buying and selling small books here.
The aunt waved her hand, don’t say more, don’t say more, okay, will you buy something else?
No, I don't have much thought, Lin Chen shook his head
The aunt thought for a moment and spoke, did Qiuzi still not believe it?
Lin Chen shook his head
The aunt sighed, "You said that you are so living, why are you gone if you don't say that you won't see me?" These policemen are really good. They usually pretend to be the master with their salary. If something really happens, they can't help me. I
Mom! The little boy shouted
Ah? The aunt looked at him
Stop talking. The little boy pulled the aunt's sleeve and said softly, pointing to Lin Chen, who was gradually depressing.
···
Sitting by the bridge, Lin Chen was eating strawberries one by one, the bright red soft flesh melted between his tongue, and the bitterness spread out.
Many times, when I bought strawberries, Qiuzi would take him here to sit and eat.
The couple in love is almost instinctive for stimulation. Once he held a strawberry in his mouth and raised it to Qiuzi next to him. Qiuzi's face dyed a red glow and lowered his head and said, "Don't, don't be like a hooligan here."
Lin Chen intends to joke with her, if you don’t eat, I will feed you by myself
Don't be so lustful, I promised you to learn dance, Qiuzi shrank to the side again
Okay, the voice was disappointed, Lin Chen silently chewed the strawberries in his mouth, and then continued to eat them mechanizedly, without saying anything or acting any more. No one could see that he was angry.
People often pass by the bridge, carrying vegetable baskets and children, all kinds of
Under the bridge is a small river formed by a branch of the famous river Chen River that runs through the entire Huahai Sea. An old man rowed bamboos on the river and picked up garbage.
The vegetable market is very lively, the sun is very bright in the sky, and the wind is quiet in my ears
Then Lin Chen's eyes turned dark, Qiuzi kissed his mouth with a strawberry in his mouth
With the coolness of strawberries, the warmth of the fragrant lips spreads between his lips, his heart gradually melts.
···
On the way back, the crowd suddenly burst into an exclamation, and a group of people pointed at the sky, "Oh my God, what is that? Is that ghost?"
Lin Chen looked at the sky, as clear as washing, there was nothing, maybe there was something before, but he was immersed in his emotions and did not pay attention to it.
The crowds gathered more and more, it seems that many people have seen it just now
Human beings say, what the hell is not a ghost, what can you make trouble in broad daylight?
Didn't you see the flashing shadow?
Are you dazzled?
Everyone saw it, everyone was dazzled?
The man was silent
There are actually many strange things like this recently. In life, all kinds of strange things are springing up like mushrooms after a rain. Whether it is one day when the radar detects aliens, monsters eat people, and factories explode inexplicably, all kinds of strange things that are rare to smell on weekdays. Most of them are outrageous and have no basis. For example, monsters eat people. How can there be monsters in this world? There are also aliens, just like making up stories, so many that Lin Chen is not surprised.
However, although I didn't believe it, a mysterious atmosphere of fear still enveloped Lin Chen's head. In life seemed to be full of danger, and everything seemed to be as simple as the surface.
Lin Chen attributed his changes to the psychological disorder caused by Qiuzi's disappearance, just like someone staring at him almost once a day.
Sometimes a crazy person will shout something on the street. Some weird people, some weird people will eventually be captured by the police. If there are really monsters, how can the news not be broadcast? The country must always think about the personal safety of the people and reveal the truth so that the people can be wary of it?
Lin Chen feels that the pressure in today's society is getting bigger and bigger, which has crushed the spirit of these people.
Now a 25-year-old young man is asked to have a car and a house. It would be strange if he doesn't collapse. Thinking of this, he suddenly understood that lunatic might one day become like that person.
At least now he has signs of mental disorder
A woman looked at Lin Chen's side face, her eyes trembled slightly, and she walked up, but was pulled by the sister next to her. Hey, you are blind, does he look like he is rich like this?
I'll give him free
Stop talking nonsense, change one
The neon lights on the ceiling of the bar hit Lin Chen's face, and the shaking figures in the dance floor shaking on his face. The beer glass in front of him was empty again and again, and was filled again and again.
Gradually, his eyes became drunk and his face was dizzy
Fucking shit!
Lin Chen smashed the wine glass hard and cursed
In the past two months, he has never liked drinking, but the reason why he often bought drunk is not that he likes the taste of wine, but that people say that alcohol can relieve sorrow, and it is better to get drunk. After sleeping, you will forget the big things after waking up.
I don't know how many times I got drunk, but the imagined forgetting did not happen. On the contrary, alcohol made the nerves more fragile, and the pain eroded him more and more wantonly along the nerves.
Although the sound of smashing the wine glass is quite loud, it is insignificant compared to the quarrels of this quarrel. No one noticed him. Everyone was still dancing and having fun. Only a few people who were close to him looked slightly, but they quickly retracted their gaze.
In this era, people have seen too many strange stories, and his small ripples will not be cared about by anyone.
At this moment, thinking of this, an inexplicable sense of loneliness quickly covered his whole body like a tide, making his whole body cold, and he couldn't help but tremble.
Although I knew in my mind that drinking this way would not be beneficial, the movements on my hands were uncontrollable and I was still paying for a refill until I kept paying for it.
Only the last two cent coins left in your pocket
He glanced at the palm of his hand, then looked at the bartender awkwardly
The bartender also looked at him with a smile and shook his head at him friendly. Friend, you have no money, it's time to go home
He calmed down, supported his hands on the bar and raised his body. He looked at the crowd on the dance floor indifferently, and walked out staggeringly
After leaving the bar, the obvious change is that my ears are not so chaotic, my eyes are not so dizzy, and the air is fresher
Lin Chen identified the direction and continued to stagger towards the street
There are many people like him who drink like a pool of mud on this street every night, and everyone is not surprised
Suddenly I felt a little regretful. I went out of my home and spent all my money and made myself like this. It was not better to feel better. I still have to walk back now, as if it was not effective except for being unable to sleep.
Oh
Lin Chen couldn't help but smiled with a joke, it's so stupid
Although this street is located in the slums, it does have a unique bar culture and has attracted many wealthy young men. There are many luxury cars such as Bugatti Veyron, Ferrari Enzo, and Ghost ccx on the street.
These rich young men wore gold and silver, and were suited and tied. The texture of the suits was smoother than that of women. When they opened the car door and stepped out their legs wearing Armani leather shoes, a bunch of women came over them.
Lin Chen looked at this scene and envy rose in his eyes
Work hard to change destiny, but many people do not need to work hard when they are born, and their lives are better than the results of others' hard work after a hundred years.
No one doesn’t want to be the best, no one doesn’t want to hold money and power, Lin Chen is not immune to the vulgarity, but it is precisely because of this kind of thinking that makes people sometimes go crazy
As he shook, he finally came to the street. The lights and hustle and bustle of the bar street ended here. The moonlight cast from the west pulled his shadow for a long time.
He suddenly had a feeling of being peeped in secret, and he looked at the streets, empty, no one was there
Is it an illusion? If it is an illusion, why do it repeatedly?
Yes, after Qiuzi disappeared, he often felt that he could not find the source from the day he walked on the street from nowhere. In the days that followed, this feeling appeared more and more frequently. Sometimes, he could even see a white shadow flashing in front of his eyes. When he looked closely, he would find that there was nothing, just like this today.
He must be insane
Standing by the street light, with his hair hanging down, no one on the street
The sea under the bridge is shimmering, and the cool sea breeze is rustling. Occasionally, motorcycles whizzing past with roaring engines, and no one stops for him for even a second
The shoulders trembled
Next is the second
The third
Fourth, fifth
Lin Chen slowly squatted down, without any signs, and was completely reasonable, and started to cry
Tears wet his eyes. At this moment, Lin Chen, who was twenty-three years old, didn't care about any image or any gaze. He was completely and thoroughly crying, his face was crying, very ugly and real
In fact, those people said it wrong. Wine cannot relieve sorrow. What makes the heart less painful is crying, and it is a big cry.
···
The sunlight at 11:00 am hit through the window. Lin Chen finally woke up slowly and the sequelae left behind by the hangover was the pain of the crack of his head. He took two minutes to adapt to the condition of his head. Lin Chen frowned and gritted his teeth and straightened his body out of the bed, looking at the alarm clock at the head of the bed.
His eyes trembled slightly
It's not the time, but the pink shell of the alarm clock and the pattern of the hellkitty inside
This is the love that Akiko left behind. They lived together after two months of love. Akiko brought everything about herself, including this pink hellkitty alarm clock
Every morning at 7 o'clock, this alarm clock wakes him and Qiuzi up when there is no work. He wakes up after nine o'clock. But since Qiuzi moved in, his biological clock has been changed strongly by his girlfriend.
The corners of his mouth were slightly raised. I still remember the first day Qiuzi moved in. At that time, he was unskilled and stood in front of him with his hands on his waist, pouting, and looking at him with her beautiful big black and white eyes, saying, "You said that you must be a big engineer in the future, you must work hard! Get rid of the bad habit of staying in bed!"
He wanted to say at the time, I didn't say I wanted to be a big engineer. This is the goal you set for me. I just said that I would do my best to do my life better.
But at that moment, he was sucked by Qiuzi's rare cuteness, and this sentence failed to take off from his mouth.
Before falling in love with Qiuzi, he thought that a girl as outstanding and tasteful as Qiuzi would like to be more mature. The fact is that any girl, at a certain age, cannot escape the temptation of pink.
It was still very smooth in seconds, and many memories came one after another.
Every time this moment, Lin Chen is the most entangled and painful time. On the one hand, he hopes to recall the past with Qiuzi through these things with Qiuzi's marks, but on the other hand, he cannot bear the pain of reminiscing about the changes in things.
After struggling for a long time, he still let his eyes stop on the alarm clock as usual.
He picked up the clothes thrown on the bed and started wearing them. It was not that there was no wardrobe in the room, but he took out the clothes one by one. In the end, he was too lazy to wash them, afraid of dirtying Qiuzi's clothes and destroying the breath left by Qiuzi, so he did not stuff them back.
The big wardrobe on the west side of the house is now full of Qiuzi's clothes
He walked forward and opened the wardrobe.
White skirt, white t-shirt, white dress, white hot pants
Here, most of the white things are, then pink, and then blue, black, and yellow
Qiuzi likes light colors very much, and there is almost no dark color in everything. Toothbrushes, tea cups, towels, clothes, pants, shoes, everything is almost all light colors. If Lin Chen hadn't requested, I'm afraid there wouldn't be dark things in this cabinet.
Because dark things like blue and black are almost all bras, stockings, underwear, etc.
I simply washed my face, didn't shave, and didn't take care of my oily reflective hair. I went out and went to the vegetable market
Although the people in Xicheng District are not rich, the place is so large after all, so there are several vegetable markets, all of which are very large
He went to the closest one to his rental house
It's almost twelve o'clock, and there are still many people in the vegetable market
The air was filled with fresh meat and the smell of fruits and vegetables. It was very noisy. I could only barely hear the people around me. The floor was very wet and muddy, and there were a lot of unknown black dirt. Before I could walk, many black stains were splashed on my calves.
Lin Chen didn't take a look at the chicken, duck, fish and meat next to him, and went straight to the one in the fruit and vegetable area.
The stall is an aunt, a typical middle-aged woman with a bloated figure, a kind smile on her face, apron, and a little boy next to her
Her face was filled with various fruits, apples, pears, cantaloupes, etc.
Lin Chen's eyes were locked on the strawberry. Before he could speak, the aunt looked at him and said with a smile, "A Chen, are you here?"
Well, looking at the aunt, Lin Chen finally had a smile on his lips
Qiuzi likes to eat strawberries very much. He often brings Lin Chen here to buy strawberries at the time. Lin Chen was not catching a cold in strawberries and all other fruits at the beginning. Under Qiuzi's influence, he gradually fell in love with this sour and sweet taste. Sometimes Qiuzi doesn't pull him, he will take the initiative to go to the aunt after Qiuzi left. His habit has not changed. On the contrary, a bag of strawberries per day is even more unshakable.
Because the bright red and soft meat in the mouth is not only sour and sweet, but also the taste of lovers.
The aunt picked a bag of strawberries with great care, and they all looked very good. She handed them to Lin Chen and said with a smile, "Two pounds, put them in the refrigerator, it's enough for you to eat for a long time!"
Thank you, Lin Chen reached into his pocket to pay
Alas! The aunt reached out to stop her, no, you have been very tight recently, just owe it first, and give it to me later
How can you do it? You are buying and selling small books here.
The aunt waved her hand, don’t say more, don’t say more, okay, will you buy something else?
No, I don't have much thought, Lin Chen shook his head
The aunt thought for a moment and spoke, did Qiuzi still not believe it?
Lin Chen shook his head
The aunt sighed, "You said that you are so living, why are you gone if you don't say that you won't see me?" These policemen are really good. They usually pretend to be the master with their salary. If something really happens, they can't help me. I
Mom! The little boy shouted
Ah? The aunt looked at him
Stop talking. The little boy pulled the aunt's sleeve and said softly, pointing to Lin Chen, who was gradually depressing.
···
Sitting by the bridge, Lin Chen was eating strawberries one by one, the bright red soft flesh melted between his tongue, and the bitterness spread out.
Many times, when I bought strawberries, Qiuzi would take him here to sit and eat.
The couple in love is almost instinctive for stimulation. Once he held a strawberry in his mouth and raised it to Qiuzi next to him. Qiuzi's face dyed a red glow and lowered his head and said, "Don't, don't be like a hooligan here."
Lin Chen intends to joke with her, if you don’t eat, I will feed you by myself
Don't be so lustful, I promised you to learn dance, Qiuzi shrank to the side again
Okay, the voice was disappointed, Lin Chen silently chewed the strawberries in his mouth, and then continued to eat them mechanizedly, without saying anything or acting any more. No one could see that he was angry.
People often pass by the bridge, carrying vegetable baskets and children, all kinds of
Under the bridge is a small river formed by a branch of the famous river Chen River that runs through the entire Huahai Sea. An old man rowed bamboos on the river and picked up garbage.
The vegetable market is very lively, the sun is very bright in the sky, and the wind is quiet in my ears
Then Lin Chen's eyes turned dark, Qiuzi kissed his mouth with a strawberry in his mouth
With the coolness of strawberries, the warmth of the fragrant lips spreads between his lips, his heart gradually melts.
···
On the way back, the crowd suddenly burst into an exclamation, and a group of people pointed at the sky, "Oh my God, what is that? Is that ghost?"
Lin Chen looked at the sky, as clear as washing, there was nothing, maybe there was something before, but he was immersed in his emotions and did not pay attention to it.
The crowds gathered more and more, it seems that many people have seen it just now
Human beings say, what the hell is not a ghost, what can you make trouble in broad daylight?
Didn't you see the flashing shadow?
Are you dazzled?
Everyone saw it, everyone was dazzled?
The man was silent
There are actually many strange things like this recently. In life, all kinds of strange things are springing up like mushrooms after a rain. Whether it is one day when the radar detects aliens, monsters eat people, and factories explode inexplicably, all kinds of strange things that are rare to smell on weekdays. Most of them are outrageous and have no basis. For example, monsters eat people. How can there be monsters in this world? There are also aliens, just like making up stories, so many that Lin Chen is not surprised.
However, although I didn't believe it, a mysterious atmosphere of fear still enveloped Lin Chen's head. In life seemed to be full of danger, and everything seemed to be as simple as the surface.
Lin Chen attributed his changes to the psychological disorder caused by Qiuzi's disappearance, just like someone staring at him almost once a day.
Sometimes a crazy person will shout something on the street. Some weird people, some weird people will eventually be captured by the police. If there are really monsters, how can the news not be broadcast? The country must always think about the personal safety of the people and reveal the truth so that the people can be wary of it?
Lin Chen feels that the pressure in today's society is getting bigger and bigger, which has crushed the spirit of these people.
Now a 25-year-old young man is asked to have a car and a house. It would be strange if he doesn't collapse. Thinking of this, he suddenly understood that lunatic might one day become like that person.
At least now he has signs of mental disorder