The train started, and the figure of Guangdong girl Zhang ChunYàn slowly disappeared from my sight. Looking at the bustling crowd outside the window, my thoughts flew towards the hometown where I gave birth to me and raised me!
During the period when I was in Nanjing Radio Industry School, I had received several letters from my girlfriend Xia Ying when I was in junior high school. In the letter, Xia Ying told me about her longing for me. I remember one of Xia Ying's letters was written like this: Dear Xiaolong: Since you went to Nanjing to go to school, I have never missed you for a day. I think I am the devil of you. I miss you so much, really, really, if possible, I really want to fly to you immediately, so that I can snuggle happily in your warm arms, and that I can be the happiest woman in your arms!
Dear Xiaolong, I can never forget the time when several of our classmates went to the mountain for a picnic together. I remember the sky was so good. I remember it was autumn. The grass on the mountain had withered, and the leaves of the small shrubs had fallen. But I miss the autumn that time. I miss the grass and trees when I was having a picnic with you on Qingtian Mountain. I remember that day we brought a pot, food, and firewood, rice, oil and salt for cooking. I feel that the braised pork intestine you made that day tasted very fragrant. In fact, to tell you the truth, I never ate the pig intestine before, but that day, I ate it very fragrant and fragrant!
Later, we also played a very interesting game of hide-and-seek. That time, there were five of us, one of you, one of me, Zhang Tiejun, Zhang Xiaoxing, and dog eggs. You guys discussed and teased me and asked me to hide. Then you came to catch me. You said, as long as whoever finds me first, he can kiss me in the face. Do you know? I felt so uncomfortable when you said that at that time. If other students found me first, wouldn’t I want him to kiss me? Do you know? I was really worried at that time, worried that you wouldn’t find me!
But in the end, you found me. I hid behind the big rock and prayed to God in my heart, let Xiaolong find me quickly and let Xiaolong appear in front of me. But when you suddenly appeared in front of me, I was so nervous. The heart that was excited at that time was about to jump out of my chest!
Dear Xiaolong, I will never forget the scene and unforgettable experience beside the rock. We hugged each other tightly. At that time, I was so happy, really happy. When we finally got together, I felt that my whole body was about to melt on your body. Xiaolong, you are so powerful and energetic. If possible, I really want to snuggle in your arms and be your lifelong woman!
Dear Xiaolong, in addition to my longing for you, I am under a lot of pressure to study. The teaching quality of Lan No. 1 Middle School is really good and the learning environment is good. My dormitory is now in one room with four people. The food in the cafeteria is much better than when I was in junior high school. My mother sometimes mentions you in front of me, saying that you have been to Nanjing for so long and have not called or wrote a letter to her. It is useless for my mother to love you in vain. To be honest, my mother likes you very much, which made me a little jealous at the time, but I know that my mother likes another kind of like, which is different from what I like you...
Dear Xiaolong, recently, I found that Zhang Xiaoxing, who was admitted to Lan No. 1 Middle School with me in our village, is very nice to me. Every time he comes to school from home, he will bring me some delicious canned fish. These canned foods were specially bought by his father for him, but Zhang Xiaoxing insisted on giving it to me. He said he doesn’t like eating these canned foods!
Once after school, Zhang Xiaoxing asked me to go to the movie in the evening. It was Saturday, and I agreed to him. When I was in the cinema, Zhang Xiaoxing held my hand and said that he liked me very much and asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so scared that I ran out of the cinema because I was the only one in my heart, Xiaolong, you are the only one in my heart. I just treated Zhang Xiaoxing as a good friend who grew up. I had no intention of that to him at all, but I found that Zhang Xiaoxing seemed to be very kind to me, and when I left the cinema, I saw him crying. To be honest, I really couldn't bear to hurt his heart at that time, but I couldn't help but the person I like was you, Xiaolong, my whole body and mind belonged to you alone, I only belonged to you!
Dear Xiaolong, you should be on summer vacation soon. I am looking forward to that day. I am looking forward to the feeling of picking you up at the train station and being held tightly in your arms. My mother asked me to ask you, when will you be on summer vacation?
What is the train ticket?
Which train did you take?
Then my mother and I will go to the train station to pick you up. My mother also said that she will definitely make a delicious meal and welcome you. Look, how good my mother is to you!
Dear Xiaolong, let me tell you something. There is a young man in his twenties in our village who fell in love with my mother and said he wanted to marry my mother. You may not guess who this young man is. He is the youngest son of the village chief of our Tukeng Village. The village chief of our village is a powerful man inside and out. He has two sons. The eldest son has already started a family. The youngest son has contracted several fish ponds to raise chickens and ducks at home, and has also contracted dozens of acres of barren mountains. He has taken care of several people to help him do things. I don’t know how the youngest son of this village fell in love with my mother. I heard from my mother that she went to help the village chief’s house cook last time. The youngest son of the village chief hugged her tightly and said that he liked my mother and wanted to marry my mother as his wife. Is this funny? I asked my mother at the time if you let him sleep!
My mother nodded and said that I am so old and don’t care about my body anymore!
I realized at that time that my mother asked the village chief's youngest son to sleep with, but what my mother and I didn't expect was that the village chief's youngest son took it seriously. In response to the opposition of his family, he came to my house and told my mother that he would not marry me in this life and would grow old with my mother and be a pair of couples with the same life!
My mother is so anxious that she can’t eat these days. Come back and persuade my mother quickly. I know you have the most idea. My mother may listen to you!
Dear Xiaolong, I have written so many letters, and thousands of words are all filled with two words to love you!
I would like to be the happy little white rabbit beside you forever!
Miss you: Xia Ying July 6, 1995
During the period when I was in Nanjing Radio Industry School, I had received several letters from my girlfriend Xia Ying when I was in junior high school. In the letter, Xia Ying told me about her longing for me. I remember one of Xia Ying's letters was written like this: Dear Xiaolong: Since you went to Nanjing to go to school, I have never missed you for a day. I think I am the devil of you. I miss you so much, really, really, if possible, I really want to fly to you immediately, so that I can snuggle happily in your warm arms, and that I can be the happiest woman in your arms!
Dear Xiaolong, I can never forget the time when several of our classmates went to the mountain for a picnic together. I remember the sky was so good. I remember it was autumn. The grass on the mountain had withered, and the leaves of the small shrubs had fallen. But I miss the autumn that time. I miss the grass and trees when I was having a picnic with you on Qingtian Mountain. I remember that day we brought a pot, food, and firewood, rice, oil and salt for cooking. I feel that the braised pork intestine you made that day tasted very fragrant. In fact, to tell you the truth, I never ate the pig intestine before, but that day, I ate it very fragrant and fragrant!
Later, we also played a very interesting game of hide-and-seek. That time, there were five of us, one of you, one of me, Zhang Tiejun, Zhang Xiaoxing, and dog eggs. You guys discussed and teased me and asked me to hide. Then you came to catch me. You said, as long as whoever finds me first, he can kiss me in the face. Do you know? I felt so uncomfortable when you said that at that time. If other students found me first, wouldn’t I want him to kiss me? Do you know? I was really worried at that time, worried that you wouldn’t find me!
But in the end, you found me. I hid behind the big rock and prayed to God in my heart, let Xiaolong find me quickly and let Xiaolong appear in front of me. But when you suddenly appeared in front of me, I was so nervous. The heart that was excited at that time was about to jump out of my chest!
Dear Xiaolong, I will never forget the scene and unforgettable experience beside the rock. We hugged each other tightly. At that time, I was so happy, really happy. When we finally got together, I felt that my whole body was about to melt on your body. Xiaolong, you are so powerful and energetic. If possible, I really want to snuggle in your arms and be your lifelong woman!
Dear Xiaolong, in addition to my longing for you, I am under a lot of pressure to study. The teaching quality of Lan No. 1 Middle School is really good and the learning environment is good. My dormitory is now in one room with four people. The food in the cafeteria is much better than when I was in junior high school. My mother sometimes mentions you in front of me, saying that you have been to Nanjing for so long and have not called or wrote a letter to her. It is useless for my mother to love you in vain. To be honest, my mother likes you very much, which made me a little jealous at the time, but I know that my mother likes another kind of like, which is different from what I like you...
Dear Xiaolong, recently, I found that Zhang Xiaoxing, who was admitted to Lan No. 1 Middle School with me in our village, is very nice to me. Every time he comes to school from home, he will bring me some delicious canned fish. These canned foods were specially bought by his father for him, but Zhang Xiaoxing insisted on giving it to me. He said he doesn’t like eating these canned foods!
Once after school, Zhang Xiaoxing asked me to go to the movie in the evening. It was Saturday, and I agreed to him. When I was in the cinema, Zhang Xiaoxing held my hand and said that he liked me very much and asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so scared that I ran out of the cinema because I was the only one in my heart, Xiaolong, you are the only one in my heart. I just treated Zhang Xiaoxing as a good friend who grew up. I had no intention of that to him at all, but I found that Zhang Xiaoxing seemed to be very kind to me, and when I left the cinema, I saw him crying. To be honest, I really couldn't bear to hurt his heart at that time, but I couldn't help but the person I like was you, Xiaolong, my whole body and mind belonged to you alone, I only belonged to you!
Dear Xiaolong, you should be on summer vacation soon. I am looking forward to that day. I am looking forward to the feeling of picking you up at the train station and being held tightly in your arms. My mother asked me to ask you, when will you be on summer vacation?
What is the train ticket?
Which train did you take?
Then my mother and I will go to the train station to pick you up. My mother also said that she will definitely make a delicious meal and welcome you. Look, how good my mother is to you!
Dear Xiaolong, let me tell you something. There is a young man in his twenties in our village who fell in love with my mother and said he wanted to marry my mother. You may not guess who this young man is. He is the youngest son of the village chief of our Tukeng Village. The village chief of our village is a powerful man inside and out. He has two sons. The eldest son has already started a family. The youngest son has contracted several fish ponds to raise chickens and ducks at home, and has also contracted dozens of acres of barren mountains. He has taken care of several people to help him do things. I don’t know how the youngest son of this village fell in love with my mother. I heard from my mother that she went to help the village chief’s house cook last time. The youngest son of the village chief hugged her tightly and said that he liked my mother and wanted to marry my mother as his wife. Is this funny? I asked my mother at the time if you let him sleep!
My mother nodded and said that I am so old and don’t care about my body anymore!
I realized at that time that my mother asked the village chief's youngest son to sleep with, but what my mother and I didn't expect was that the village chief's youngest son took it seriously. In response to the opposition of his family, he came to my house and told my mother that he would not marry me in this life and would grow old with my mother and be a pair of couples with the same life!
My mother is so anxious that she can’t eat these days. Come back and persuade my mother quickly. I know you have the most idea. My mother may listen to you!
Dear Xiaolong, I have written so many letters, and thousands of words are all filled with two words to love you!
I would like to be the happy little white rabbit beside you forever!
Miss you: Xia Ying July 6, 1995