Chapter 94 Wave Surfing

11days ago Rural fiction 6
Fan Xia returned to the yard and saw that there were not many people demolishing the house.

Xianmei was waiting for her to come back at the gate, saying that she would go back to Dongliang at noon and come back tonight

On the way home, Xianmei walked and thought about the people's comments about Fan Xia in the morning and the listless look of Fan Xia just now. She felt that Fan Xia would definitely be a waste of time if she wanted to marry Haotian.

She once thought that Fan Xia was a shrewd man, but when she saw that both of them were very enthusiastic, she waited to see the development

Fan Xia is very embarrassed in front of people today. Such face-loving people have always been respected and they have no idea at once.

Haotian belongs to her after all, and the two of them are the most suitable and compatible. Xianmei is secretly happy

At this time, Haotian touched her hand and looked at her, which made her very excited.

She decisively picked up her cell phone, called Haotian, and asked where he was

Haotian said that he and the village chief went outside to continue the show, and went to the county town to do something, and were walking on the road.

When he heard that Haotian was driving with the village chief, he said, "I'll come back and talk about it."

After Haotian and the village chief went out to resume the show, they went to a large clothing store in the county and met the village chief's cousin's niece.

The village chief introduced Haotian to his cousin's niece. The cousin looked at Haotian and smiled sweetly, nodded, and immediately asked Haotian for the phone number, saying that if there was anything wrong, she would do her best to help.

What does the village chief’s cousin do? Where does it come from so much energy? It can help others easily. Haotian asked, but the village chief didn’t tell him, but he just said that he would find someone to do things. Don’t ask too much. It would be bad if he asked too much.

Haotian has spent tens of thousands of yuan, but he has not said what to do. He has to pave the road first and then use others at critical moments.

This is the experience his father taught him

The village chief is a clerk, capable and trustworthy, which is recognized in Guyang Village.

With this, he established a high prestige in the village

After Haotian returned to the village, he quickly got to know the village chief and told his father about this situation.

So when he gave the village chief money to write a show, he expressed his idea of ​​relying on him to do things. The village chief immediately agreed and secretly told him what to do.

According to his father's wishes, Haotian couldn't bear to let the foxes catch the wolf, so he happily asked the village chief to build a bridge and pave the road.

The village chief is very kind to Haotian, and Haotian is very at ease

Haotian didn't tell Fan Xia about this because the village chief told him to keep it confidential

Haotian also regards this as his killer weapon at critical moments

After saying goodbye to the village chief's cousin's niece, Haotian led the village chief to have dinner in the restaurant and called Fan Xia to tell him that he would not go back to have lunch at noon.

Fan Xia did not ask where Haotian was as in detail as usual, and what he did

Just as she was thinking about cooking for Haotian, she was too lazy to do it after receiving Haotian's call. She didn't feel hungry at all.

She sat alone in the living room, and somehow she remembered Chang Hongyun

Since I found Chang Hongyun, although I don’t love him in my heart, I have always been calm when I live with him. Even if I am in love with others, my family has never been in trouble.

She lived very calmly with him

But after only half a month with Haotian, it was so complicated and so exhausting

Fan Xia once thought that if she fell into the water, she would not be afraid of being wet.

But she now feels that falling into the water is not only a problem of whether it is wet or not, but a problem of not being able to breathe after it floods into her chest.

She just felt waves around her rushing towards her, and the momentum was getting bigger and bigger, and it became more and more powerful.

She lay weakly on the sofa, her eyes staring blankly at the ceiling

Suddenly I felt very lonely and helpless

The shouts of the demolition people in the west courtyard were gradually gone, and the sounds of the little four-wheeled thrust gradually faded away. She didn't know how long she had been lying blankly. When she sat up and saw that her father was fiddling with the shovel head at the gate.

She asked her father to go home, but her father said he had to go home to see how the wood was put into practice, so he didn't care about going back

Looking at the father's departure, Fan Xia felt very sad

As the eldest daughter, she is the best in her father's eyes. The eldest brother likes to play money and is flirting with him all day long. The second brother has a formal job, which is more worry-free, but his wife is not reasonable and even her grandchildren do not control her grandparents.

The second daughter is like an enemy, and she quarreled as soon as she met

She is the most prestigious in the family. She is willing to tell her any thing, and listen to her. She is regarded as the kind of well-educated person.

However, how could fate tease people like this?

Fan Xia always believes that it is fate to push her to the current situation step by step

Because she had made many times to make up her mind to break away from Haotian, but that enemy seemed to have magic power. Not only did she not get rid of it, but she went deeper and became closer and closer.

She once heard a reporter say what fate is. The reporter compared a very vivid example. Two friends were eating in a restaurant, sitting face to face, and the people next to you were talking. You were not concentrating on talking to your friends, but you kept the words of the people next to you in your ears. When you received the influence of the words of the words in your ears, you did something, and finally did it badly

He said, this is called fate, people usually call it coincidence. To put it bluntly, it is fate

The so-called fate is to be incompetent, to do things and speak, breaking the rules, making oneself unconsciously enter it, and unable to get rid of it.

But now she doesn't believe in fate. She begins to blame herself for having no idea, no determination, no control, and a bitch

She thought that people live not just for themselves, but for people, they have unshirkable responsibilities.

There are old people and young people above and there are young people. They look at you eagerly. You have to bring them happiness. You cannot cause them to suffer losses because of yourself.

Haotian just came back and had conflicts in her thoughts. She once regarded Chang Yu and Zhao Yun as the biggest resistance to the development of the relationship with Haotian. However, Chang Yu easily passed the test, and Zhao Yun did not have any effort.

But why did you forget your parents?

Moreover, the parents' thoughts are closely linked to the sayings of the people, because she is their spiritual pillar and the ace they can be respected in front of people. Once this ace is lost, their spirit will collapse.

Therefore, she felt that the barrier between her parents, especially her father, could not pass.

She just saw the old father and felt that this strong man began to bear huge pressure psychologically.

He just said he didn't have time to come home, that was an excuse. He vaguely realized that his father had begun to be afraid to see her.

A daughter who made him feel the most glossy on his face, a daughter he had never scolded before, became the target of people's scolding. He felt pain in his heart, and she didn't dare to think about it.

For Liu Jin's return, it is obviously a terrible consequence for her now.

For a moment, her heart was disturbed by people's cold eyes and could not make up for her.

At around 1 o'clock, she, who had the habit of lunch break, drank a bag of milk, soaked some steamed buns, and slept again.

When she is in a state of confusion, she is not as unable to sleep like some people, and she will feel much better after a nap.

After getting up, I thought about going to my mother's place in Beitou to see where the wood was piled up, and more importantly, I saw how my father was going home today

But just as she was about to leave, Yang Lianfang came

Yang Lianfang hasn't been here for a long time, and their relationship has always been far and near. When they meet on the street, they always talk a few words if they have anything to do.

They have always envied each other. Fan Xia envied Yang Lianfang for finding a sweet partner. Yang Lianfang envied Fan Xia for singing well and was loved by others. She even more envied as the director of the Women's Federation and was respected and respected by others.

As soon as Yang Lianfang entered the door, Fan Xia pretended to be smiling and said: I have been thinking about asking Haotian to write down the materials for the "Five Good Family" for you. I happened to meet Haotian demolishing the house. Let's talk about it in a few days!

Yang Lianfang could see that Fan Xia was in a bad mood, but she tried her best to be calm and calm. When she heard Haotian asked her to write materials for her, she was very happy.

So he said: Tell me Haotian’s mobile phone number, I’ll contact him. When he has time, he has to ask questions and I can write it!

Fan Xia immediately took out her phone and found Haotian's mobile phone number and said to Yang Lianfang. Yang Lianfang couldn't suppress her inner excitement and it existed on her mobile phone.

Fan Xia asked Yang Lianfang if her mother-in-law was back. Yang Lianfang said that she would come with their sister-in-law on the day of the show. These days she said she was doing some work in a hurry.

Yang Lianfang's father-in-law suddenly died five years ago because of excessive drinking. Her mother-in-law was over-sad and cried and blinded her eyes.

As a daughter-in-law, Yang Lianfang is very filial to her mother-in-law and is a good story in the village

When she was a daughter, Yang Lianfang was called a lady. After becoming a daughter-in-law, people called her a virtuous wife. After her father-in-law died, she was also called a filial daughter-in-law. Fan Xia did ideological work with some young daughter-in-law who had a bad relationship with her mother-in-law, and often used Yang Lianfang as an example to convince her.

In Fan Xia's mind, Yang Lianfang is a woman worthy of admiration and a model worthy of learning from by women.

Yang Lianfang did not reveal the gossip she heard in the morning. Her purpose was to see Fan Xia and hear what she said.

She saw Fan Xia and Fan Xia were worried, but she did not show it very clearly

Although Fan Xia was suffering from inner suffering, she would not reveal her heart to anyone, including her parents.

Fan Xia is the kind of person who is unhappy when she has something but is unwilling to talk to others. She likes to think independently and watch quietly.

What's more, this kind of thing is impossible to tell anyone

She was already fully prepared. If some straight-mouthed people asked her in person, she would respond flexibly according to people's words

Fan Xia’s basic idea is that she can’t let people laugh at her all the time

Because for her, ridicule is a small matter, but because her parents are ridiculed, that is a big matter

When she saw Yang Lianfang and asked about Yang Lianfang's mother-in-law, this idea became stronger.

Fan Xia seemed to feel that her thoughts at this time were in line with her true nature.

In contrast, these days, I am like a person who has lost his way but thinks he is walking in the right direction, but I think I have a bright future.

For her parents and son, she has to give up her happiness

Although she has been dominated by the idea of ​​pursuing personal happiness these days, facing reality, her thoughts have returned to the past

Over the years, she has always thrown her personal happiness aside, living for her children and parents. She has not felt pain, but she feels fulfilled.

Although it is a happy thing to be with Haotian, the side effects caused by this are really too great

While talking to Yang Lianfang about the benefits of respecting the elderly, she thought about her situation and how to deal with her own affairs next.

Faced with the attack of waves on all sides, Fan Xia began to calm down

Therefore, she was very grateful to Yang Lianfang, and Yang Lianfang also clearly felt that Fan Xia's face was completely different from when she first came in.