Sayuri has a secret that she has kept in her heart for many years and has never told others.
Although she is a mother with a 16-year-old high school girl's daughter, she is actually a virgin until today.
Yes, she is in her thirties and hasn't done that with anyone else yet
This secret is hard to describe
Her dead husband is a British diplomat. He is burly and handsome, but he has always had a strange problem in his body. He knew before his marriage that he would not react in any way.
If she hadn't been childhood sweethearts, she would never have married such a person. She is a disabled person to some extent.
He visited many hospitals and looked for many famous doctors, Japanese and American, and even went to China to find Chinese medicine doctors, but he couldn't cure his illness.
Although he didn't say it, Sayuri knew that his strong temperament would not allow others to know his fault. So, in order to cover up the condition, he secretly adopted a mixed-race daughter, but said that it was born to him by himself.
Strange to say
Although that person was her husband in name, in fact, he actually made her feel the happiness of a woman. The opposite sex who had many close contacts with her was the little boy who didn't know anything and taught him step by step.
Sayuri has a little desire for that kind of thing, but also has an unknown fear.
I haven't had that kind of experience for more than 30 years. When she meets someone who wants to deliver her body, it will still be difficult to overcome the fear and anxiety in her heart.
so
Tianpingchuanxiu rushed forward, and she instinctively pushed away the trembling that had never happened in her body before
The beloved is right in front of me, but I am full of tension, anxiety, and fear
It was clearly the atmosphere was just right, but even I thought I could hand over myself out.
Why
Why did you push it out then
If I was not afraid of rejection at that time, if I could control my physical instinctive rejection at that time, would everything be different from now on?
She thought this many times and kept blaming herself for her uneasiness at that time
Sayuri will never forget Hirakawa Hide's expression at that time
Can't you forget your previous husband? He raised his head and said to himself
There was tears on his delicate face, and there was a hint of hatred, no, no
Sayuri wanted to say this, but she couldn't say what she thought
My heart felt so painful like Sikaile was so sad
That Tianpingchuanxiu opened the door and left
Never come back
Even line deleted itself
She made many calls, but refused to answer
Over time
She thought she had forgotten the person who left an indelible mark in her life.
After all, there is a daughter to take care of
Where can she keep thinking about that person in life
But unexpectedly, he answered his phone number tonight
one way or another
It's already good to answer my phone number
If I work harder, I have hope to pull him back. Thinking about it like this
Sayuri wants to control her emotions and act as elegant as possible. She knows that Hirakawa Hide likes those more opinionated women, so that he can arouse his heart to win back.
But as he was talking, he couldn't help but say what he was in his heart and couldn't control it
Even though I know that this is wrong, I just can't control myself and want to express my grievances in my heart.
Tell me to this unscrupulous man
Although she is a mother with a 16-year-old high school girl's daughter, she is actually a virgin until today.
Yes, she is in her thirties and hasn't done that with anyone else yet
This secret is hard to describe
Her dead husband is a British diplomat. He is burly and handsome, but he has always had a strange problem in his body. He knew before his marriage that he would not react in any way.
If she hadn't been childhood sweethearts, she would never have married such a person. She is a disabled person to some extent.
He visited many hospitals and looked for many famous doctors, Japanese and American, and even went to China to find Chinese medicine doctors, but he couldn't cure his illness.
Although he didn't say it, Sayuri knew that his strong temperament would not allow others to know his fault. So, in order to cover up the condition, he secretly adopted a mixed-race daughter, but said that it was born to him by himself.
Strange to say
Although that person was her husband in name, in fact, he actually made her feel the happiness of a woman. The opposite sex who had many close contacts with her was the little boy who didn't know anything and taught him step by step.
Sayuri has a little desire for that kind of thing, but also has an unknown fear.
I haven't had that kind of experience for more than 30 years. When she meets someone who wants to deliver her body, it will still be difficult to overcome the fear and anxiety in her heart.
so
Tianpingchuanxiu rushed forward, and she instinctively pushed away the trembling that had never happened in her body before
The beloved is right in front of me, but I am full of tension, anxiety, and fear
It was clearly the atmosphere was just right, but even I thought I could hand over myself out.
Why
Why did you push it out then
If I was not afraid of rejection at that time, if I could control my physical instinctive rejection at that time, would everything be different from now on?
She thought this many times and kept blaming herself for her uneasiness at that time
Sayuri will never forget Hirakawa Hide's expression at that time
Can't you forget your previous husband? He raised his head and said to himself
There was tears on his delicate face, and there was a hint of hatred, no, no
Sayuri wanted to say this, but she couldn't say what she thought
My heart felt so painful like Sikaile was so sad
That Tianpingchuanxiu opened the door and left
Never come back
Even line deleted itself
She made many calls, but refused to answer
Over time
She thought she had forgotten the person who left an indelible mark in her life.
After all, there is a daughter to take care of
Where can she keep thinking about that person in life
But unexpectedly, he answered his phone number tonight
one way or another
It's already good to answer my phone number
If I work harder, I have hope to pull him back. Thinking about it like this
Sayuri wants to control her emotions and act as elegant as possible. She knows that Hirakawa Hide likes those more opinionated women, so that he can arouse his heart to win back.
But as he was talking, he couldn't help but say what he was in his heart and couldn't control it
Even though I know that this is wrong, I just can't control myself and want to express my grievances in my heart.
Tell me to this unscrupulous man
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