postscript

There are absurd words on the paper, and a handful of bitter tears are full of ecstasy. Who can explain the taste?

Tap it gently and finish the whole book. The three words were written by Yaoji, staring at the screen blankly, and she came back to her senses until the cigarette butt on her fingertips had burned her hands.

Is it a relief or a loss?

No one knows

It's been four years, three stops and three resumptions, and finally, it's over

I picked up the bottle of wine next to me, it was empty

Simply throw the cigarette butt into the wine bottle, connect it to the printer, and start printing

I opened another bottle of wine, listened to the rustling noises made by the printer, and watched pages of white paper and black words emitting white mist were sent out...

More than 800,000 words, more than 600 pages, and it feels heavy in your hand

Four years...I shouldn't think about it

It's over, it's all over

Take out the tape paper, carefully glue the gaps between the doors and windows, take out the lighter, and ignite the stack of paper that is still full of heat.

The sparks of joy reflect my face, very warm

Another sip of wine is also very warm

Light another cigarette with the jumping flame

Pages of burning, pages of passing

The air is slowly thinning, the fire is gradually weakening, my breathing is suppressed, and my consciousness is beginning to blur

The photo next to the monitor looks clearer and clearer

And the smile that has never walked out of my heart

I reached out and wanted to touch that beautiful face again... In that distant place, is there a dream?

Headache... The headache is split, there seems to be a fire in my throat, and my eyes seem to be blocked

Trying to open your eyes, I just opened a gap but found that the light was so dazzling

I wanted to raise my hand to block the dazzling light, but I felt that one arm weighed a thousand pounds.

I tried hard to make a sound, but I only exchanged for a low moan deep in my throat

Sore and weak all over

Second Master! Second Master, you are awake! Qingwen! Musk Moon! Go and tell the old lady and the old lady, and then say that the second master is awake! Second Master... A female voice floated into my ears

I forced myself to open my eyes. Although it was a little blurry, I could see clearly that it was a woman... I still closed my eyes and fell asleep again

I don't know how long it took, but I was woken up by the noise again

Opening his eyes, he saw a circle of people around the bed. The head was an old woman with white hair. She was well-dressed and kind-hearted, but she was full of tears on her face.

When the old woman saw me trying to catch her eyes, she cried: Yu'er...my flesh...you're awake...

A middle-aged man and woman next to her were also wiping their tears, and then back, haha!

Are there so many beautiful girls?

Old lady? Master? Madam? Sister Lin? Sister Bao? Sister Feng? Tanchun? Xichun? You...

Postscript 2:

A crisp bird sing woke Baoyu up. When he opened his eyes, he saw Yingchun lying beside him and smilingly looked at him. The round and fair oval face still had the blush of last night that had not dissipated.

Baoyu also smiled and said: Second sister, why don’t you call me when you wake up?

Yingchun pinched a strand of hair and scratched Baoyu's chest and said: It's nothing to do, it's okay to sleep for a while, what's wrong? Look at Xichun's little hoof, she slept even harder.

Baoyu sat up with a smile, lifted the quilt aside, and indeed saw Xichun's smooth body curled up and sleeping soundly

Baoyu smiled and slapped Xichun's jade buttocks and said: Fourth sister, get up soon, the sun is shining on her butt!

Xichun pulled the quilt and covered her head, muttering: No... Second brother, let others sleep for a while... She completely ignored the thin little butt.

Baoyu kissed and licked the head again and then got up by himself

Xiren Qingwen heard the movement in the room and knew that Baoyu was awake. She came in to serve Baoyu and Yingchun in dress and wash.

Baoyu pinched Qingwen's butt and said: Little White Tiger, why don't you accompany me today?

Qingwen patted Baoyu's hand and said: You know, Lin Meimei, I can't leave her for a moment?

Baoyu smiled and said: Didn’t she feel uncomfortable again now?

Qingwen said: I know you love your sister Lin, and you have Sister Miaoyu there to accompany me. What do you use? Then, just outside.

Baoyu hurriedly got up and headed out. Sure enough, he saw Daiyu and Miaoyu sitting and talking in the corridor.

Baoyu walked over with a smile and said: Why are the two beauties sitting outside so early in the morning? What are they talking about?

Miaoyu Fang wanted to speak, but Daiyu turned her head and vomited for a while

Miaoyu hurriedly patted Daiyu gently

Baoyu also rushed over, picked up the tea and handed it to Daiyu for her to rinse her mouth.

Daiyu didn't take tea, her face was haggard. Looking at Baoyu, her eyes were red without realizing that she looked red. She curled her mouth and cried: It's all you are bad for... It's so hard for people to be so hard... You lied to me that she only suffered from the first child, and she would be fine in the future. This is the third one. Why are she still so sad? I...I don't want to give birth again... Woo woo...

Baoyu was very busy and consoled for a long time before he stopped

Miaoyu said: OK, don’t be stubborn here. I’m so upset when I see you, go shopping elsewhere.

Baoyu had to walk in front again in disappointment. When he came to the main hall, he saw Fengjie, Li Wan, Baochai, and Tanchun had already sat there.

The four girls stood up when they saw Baoyu

Second brother

Baoyu, are you awake?

But it was Sister Feng who smiled and said: Why did you go to the front hall to do this early?

Baoyu hugged Tanchun and Baochai and hugged each other and smiled: Why, can't you come to see you directors?

Sister Feng smiled and said: This is all our sisters. There is no place for you guys to stay. It’s okay to just watch the fun, but you don’t let me interrupt. I joked again, and everyone sat down.

Yingchun took out a set of accounts and handed them to Baochai and said: Sister Bao, look at the following pawn shops to keep accounts for this month.

Baochai took a closer look, and Baoyu hurriedly came behind Baochai and pretended to look through it. Unconsciously, the two hands had already grabbed Baochai's two pieces of breasts and rubbed them.

Baochai hurriedly lost the account book and pressed Baoyu's hand and said: Baoyu...why are you...

Baoyu smiled and said: Of course, I have to be intimate with my Baoer...

Baochai said anxiously: We have serious things here. You go first and then make trouble for Keqing and the others. What will happen if the outsiders come in?

Baoyu let go of his hand, but he didn't go out.

Baochai still took the account book and looked through it, but her face was not yet flushed

After looking through for a while, he said to Yingchun: Third sister, look at this place, it is clearly a surplus. Why did you short it when you get here?

Tanchun looked at it and said with a smile: I think it was because they were confused and there were some. I asked them to check it out. Sister Bao was smart, and I saw it at a glance.

Baochai smiled and said: It's nothing, it's just that this kind of thing is easy to make mistakes, so I took a close look at my third sister. You're enough, letting you all these things tomorrow, I don't want to care about it anymore

Tanchun smiled and said: That's not OK. I haven't gotten out of the army yet. Without Sister Bao, I can't do it myself.

A moment later, a few mother-in-law and daughter-in-law came forward, all of which were all messy and trivial matters. Feng Jie asked them all and let them go.

Baoyu had already yawned after hearing this. If it weren't for the ill-heartedness, he would have gone to the back to play.

Just as I was impatient, I saw a young wife coming in. When I saw Baoyu, I was stunned at first, so I smiled and greeted her: I would like to pay my respects to the second master, to the second grandma Feng, to the second grandma Wan, to the second grandma Bao, to the second grandma Tan, to the second grandma Tan, to the second grandma Yuan, to the second grandma Lin, to the second grandma Miao, to the second grandma Yun, to the second grandma Huan, to the second grandma Qing, to welcome the second grandma, to the second grandma Xi and the girls.

Feng Jie'er smiled and said: Look at this little mouth, one mouth is a bunch of second-grandma

Baoyu also smiled and said: Yeah, why are you the only one today? Where is Mingyan?

Liu'er smiled and said: Second Master is really a noble man who forgot about it. Didn't he just send Mingyan to the north village to check the harvest and supervise the project of reclaiming wasteland? Besides, where was a big man coming in to talk to the second grandmas?

Feng Jie gave Baoyu a blank look and said to Wuer: Don’t pay attention to this mess, how is the outside market this month?

Liu'er replied: Go back to the second grandma Feng, the rice shop is okay, it's a little less than last month's loss, but the silk shop is not as good as before

After hearing this, Feng Jie frowned and said: Why is this silk shop not good?

Ru'er said: I also asked, saying that there was a new silk shop in the city, which was slightly cheaper than ours. Naturally, the business was snatched away by it, but the newly opened silk shop was not shipped here...

After hearing this, Feng Jie said: But really? Have you found out what it came from? Which one opened it? Where did the goods be purchased?

Yes, said: Not found out yet

After hearing this, Feng Jie said: You asked someone to take Baoyu's famous post to the Minister of Revenue, tell him about this and let him investigate it.

Baoyu heard this and said: Do you want to alarm the Ministry of Revenue?

Feng Jie gave Baoyu a blank look and said: What do you know? The Ministry of Revenue has taken so much money in a year, how can we eat for free? It is agreed that this can only be managed by our silk in Beijing. Now that this is the first one. If you don’t find out, you will open another one tomorrow and then three more ones. At that time, we will all have to drink the northwest wind? But how can we support you, the sisters? After saying a few words, Baoyu couldn’t speak anymore, and he just scratched his head and smiled foolishly.

Wuer asked: Second Grandma Feng, I don’t understand one thing

Sister Feng said: What's there? Just ask

Ru'er said: Second grandma, this rice shop is a profitable business. Our rice shop is the most expensive and the largest, but most of them are in and out. Sometimes they even lose money to sell outside. Not to mention that they have no profit, they have to take out a lot of money from the silk shop's income every month and put it in. Grandma is the most smart, but why do you have to do this loss-making business? If you don't expect the profits from this rice shop, why don't you just turn it off and save money and worry about it.

Tanchun smiled and said: I can't save my heart from this family. Who doesn't know that the rice shop in our mansion is fair and has no fraud? The reputation of this common people is the most valuable.

Sister Feng smiled and said: You are not an outsider, so it’s okay to tell you, I’ll ask you, who are the people who buy rice?

After thinking about it, I thought: All the poor people, the officials and gentry have houses and real estate at home, so the harvest is naturally enough for them to eat and use. Those who need to buy rice are afraid they are all poor people without industries.

Sister Feng said: Well, you really understand. I will ask you again, who are the ones who buy silk?

No need to think about it this time, and replied: If you buy cloth, you are afraid that everyone can have this silk, so naturally only rich people can afford it.

Feng Jie said: That's right, grain and rice are the foundation of the people. We now supply more than half of the rice and flour in the capital. Although we lose some money every month, the people will naturally remember it in their hearts. This silk is naturally affordable for rich families. Although the sales volume is naturally not as good as grain and rice, the profit is several times higher. Now we monopolize the silk in Beijing. You know only a part of the benefits you have to put on the rice farm. From the top, people in the town say that our family will share the worries of the country. From the bottom, the people say that we are kind and do good. Who will ask more about our profits in silk?

Wu'er smiled and said: So that's how it is. It's rare that the second grandma Feng has such a broad mind. She is really a woman.

But Sister Feng smiled and said: What's my attention? Isn't it all your second grandmother Bao said?

Baochai smiled and said: Don’t put a high hat on me. I just said a little casually. Isn’t this specific matter done by you alone?

But Sister Feng sighed and said: In the past, I was too greedy for money and didn't know how to give up. Now I should learn more from my sister, relax my mind, and forgive others if I have to, and I will always be good in the future.

Baoyu smiled and said: Sister Feng, you are afraid that your mind will be smaller than Sister Bao...

Everyone covered their mouths and laughed secretly when they heard this. Baochai blushed and said: "Bao, I'm talking again, are you laughing at me?"

When I saw this, I hurriedly said: Second grandmas, if there is nothing else to give me, I will go down. As I said that, I would like to pay my respects.

Seeing that there was no outsider, Baoyu couldn't help but let out another lewd smile and said: Sisters and sisters have been busy for the past half a day early in the morning. Now it's okay. Why don't we have fun? As he said that, he rushed to Fengjie.

Sister Feng smiled and hid: Look, I just told you to stay well. How long can I have no time now? I am going to have a mess again.

Baoyu had already caught Sister Feng and said with a smile: Why, I'm going to mess around, so what can you do?

Tanchun smiled and said: Of course we can't do anything to you just...

Baoyu was stunned: It's just something? Ouch... Before he finished speaking, an ear was already grabbed by someone

It was Yuanchun who had already walked in at some point

Tanchun then smiled again: But naturally there is someone who can control you

Good Ah, I said there was no you in the morning, so quiet, it turned out that I was here to make trouble. Yuanchun grabbed Baoyu's ear and said

Baoyu felt pain and protected his ears and said: Big sister, big sister, please spare my life, Baoyu would never dare to do it again... Yuanchun then let go

Everyone hurriedly let Yuanchun sit on his head

Baochai smiled and said: It's still Sister Yuanchun, I'm afraid that you can only control him in our mansion.

Yuanchun also shook his head and smiled: Just say it, where can it be cured? In a few days, it will be my aunt's birthday. Have you thought about how to make her have fun?

Sister Feng said: I originally wanted to be lively, but my aunt refused (Yuanchun and Wang Xifeng were called aunt and the other one. I didn’t call me wrong, so don’t ask me why)

Baochai continued: Mom means not to disturb the people outside, we girls just keep the door closed and have fun.

Yuanchun nodded and said: Since it is what she meant, just do it like this, but everything must be meticulous... Baoyu!

Baoyu smiled and said: Good sister, as I said, the most delicate one is probably your pair of jade breasts. As he said, his hands that reached into Yuanchun's neckline began to rub them again

You... You are so shameless, I won't spank you! Woo... Before she could finish her words, her little mouth was sealed by Baoyu.

All kinds of unknown voices came to mind in the main hall, and I didn't write them down one by one.

After a while, Baoyu looked at the five women who were lying around, smiled with satisfaction, put on his clothes and went backwards.

When I came to the backyard, I heard bursts of laughter.

It turned out that Xiangyun was coaxing Cute to play with literacy

Keqing was walking while supporting Jing Huan

Jing Huan looked at Baoyu and scolded: Jia Baoyu! You... I want to go back to Lihentian, I don’t want to give birth to you anymore... You compensate me!

Baoyu hurriedly smiled and took Jing Huan's other arm and said: Hao Huan'er, what's wrong?

Jinghuan said with a sad face: My belly is so big, I am so burdened. Keqing's little hooves are going to chase me around again, and her legs are sore

Keqing smiled and said: Sister, you don’t know that you are about to give birth. You need to walk more so that you can get better off and suffer less.

And... I want to suffer? I don't want to give birth! I want to get rid of evil sea and love! It's all you! It's all you! As he said, Jing Huan clenched his pink fist and gently tapped Baoyu's chest

Baoyu got fists in his chest and didn't dare to stop him. He just coaxed: "It's so phantom, if you are angry, I'll just wait for you to get your body neat, and I'll let you beat you enough, but let's forget it now, be careful of being angry."

Just as he was talking, Xin'er said: Dad, I want to ride a horse

Baoyu then got out and smiled and picked up Cute. He saw that he became more and more beautiful. He was happy in his heart. He kissed Cute's face randomly and said: Good boy, you are too young, you are going to fall when riding a horse, don't cry.

Cute shook his head and said: Daddy, I don't want to ride a real horse, I want you to lie on the ground and ride it for me

Baoyu smiled and said: How did this make it?

Cute said: Why can't I do it? I always watch my mother riding on you. My mother said it was my father pretending to be a horse and letting her ride on her now. I want to play too.

Baoyu looked at Xiangyun with a bitter face. Xiangyun shrugged at him, made a face and smiled and watched the fun again.

Baoyu had to bite the bullet and said: Cute, be good, daddy and your mother are not riding a horse, that is...

But Cute said: If your father doesn't ride it for me, I'll go find my sister and let her ride it as a horse for me.

Baoyu said in surprise: Where did this make it?

Cute'er widened her eyes and said: Why can't you do it? Mom, isn't Tanchun's mother Xichun's mother also your sister? You can ride your sister, why can't I ride my sister?

This...this...Baoyu's head was sweating like rain, and then she smiled: So good, Daddy, let you ride, and said, kneeling on the ground

Jia Cute shouted, rode on Baoyu's back, and shouted loudly as he made Baoyu crawl around.

After climbing for a few laps, Baoyu was already sore in his waist and back. He was about to coax Xin'er down, but he heard a large group of children running over there. The leader was Xin'er: Dad is unfair, let Brother Cute ride or not let us ride.

Yes, we want to ride too!

I want it too!

……

A group of children rushed forward, Baoyu screamed and was pressed to the bottom.

Sisters, come and save me quickly... The sound was drowned by the laughter of the children

over