Chapter 44 Guilt

Since I told this story, Liu Li has been listening attentively. I found that she has been brought to this story by me.

Did she not contact you? She asked

I don't contact her

Then aren't you able to satisfy yourself? You're so slutty and courageous. She looked at me angrily

I then continued: I have been blaming myself. The reason why I don't want to continue with her is because I am afraid that I will really hurt her body in the future

You still have a little conscience! You haven't been so bad that you can't forgive me!

At this time, Liu Li took out the condom from the box, counted it carefully, and then looked at the number written on the box, which was exactly six.

I continued: There is another reason why I left her

What's the reason?

I found that I like her more and more!

Liu Li immediately took my words and said fiercely: Passionate!

I don't care about Liu Li's attitude. Since I have said it, I have to express my thoughts completely so that I can feel more comfortable and achieve the purpose of repentance.

I continued: Sometimes I take out the card and look carefully, because I often think of her in my heart. I think, maybe she will call me, but I think that I can't hurt her again after this. For her, I am a sinner.

What about then? Will you still go to find her? Liu Li said with a question

I have been repenting and may look for it in the future. I think that no matter whether it is a man or a woman, once you meet the opposite sex you like, you cannot make mistakes in terms of feelings and sexuality. I think lovers should also be loyal to each other.

When I finished telling the story, I looked at Liu Li carefully. She seemed to be thinking about something. After a while, she looked at me and said: Give me that card!

Why? I asked in surprise

Please ask less! Just bring it up. She said firmly

I had no choice but to take out the wallet, take out the mobile phone card that I put inside, and hand it to Liu Li's hand

She took out a piece of paper, carefully wrapped the card, and then put it in a mezzanine of the leather bag.

Maybe she wanted to completely cut off my thoughts. I was thinking in my heart, but I felt it was impossible. At her level, I should be able to think that I have Xiao Min's mobile phone number or her phone number at home

This is true. Not only that, I also have the mobile phone numbers of several of her good friends and the phone numbers at home, which she took the initiative to tell me.

Then Liu Li does this, there is only another possibility, that is, that she wants to know Xiao Min’s current situation, and maybe she wants to comfort her. That is a good thing, and it has fulfilled my wish. I really hope that Xiao Min can live a safe and happy life.

After listening to my story, Liu Li's emotions were very complicated and heavy, as if she was thinking deeply about something

I suddenly realized that I told such a romantic and even sinful story in front of her, and praised Xiao Min very much, which would definitely change her views and feelings for me.

I think this is good, so as not to cause many troubles like Ling anymore

Will you still love me? I asked her tentatively, although I knew she could not love me deeply, and she could not be as infatuated with me as Ling, but when I felt that she would change her feelings for me, I was still a little jealous, and I didn't want her to leave me.

I saw her get up and walk to the window, with her back to me, looking at the scenery outside the window and saying:

Alas! There is no way, it’s really that men are not bad and women don’t love them!

Hearing this sentence, I immediately understood her attitude, so I got up and walked to the window. I followed her gaze and looked northeast, and half of the scenery of Shanghai were all in sight.

Shanghai is so beautiful! Liu Li said in amazement

But your people are more beautiful! At this moment, my heart has been deeply moved by her words and deeds today. I must cherish her feelings well and will never hurt this woman who loves me like she did to Xiaomin.

Although I realized that it was impossible to give a lot of love to her, I would still try my best to take care of her, because what she needs most is the care and sex of a man.

We're just using each other

You are already very tired, please take a rest! I gently held her shoulder and comforted her and gently supported her.

I saw her tilted into my arms and said: It’s so difficult to be a woman!

How are you doing now? She suddenly asked

Maybe it will be good? I hope so! I said

She will hate you all her life, you hurt a woman's heart

Yes, but she might get comfort from other men, I guess

Wrong, she won't be looking for any men, she will hate all men

Why? I asked in confusion

She looked at me and said: You don’t understand women. Once a woman is serious about a man, she will feel cold and even ice when she is hurt.

I won't hurt any woman anymore, a little Min has already made me blame myself

That's hard to say, men are fickle, they will change.

No matter what you say, I won't, at least I won't hurt you

I hope so!

At this moment, emotional resonance has emerged in the hearts of both of us, and we are also playing the same role upstairs of the office.

Men and women take care of each other, for those who have been away for a long time, it is inevitable.

Xiao Liu called me and said that he wanted to lock the door at noon and take them around nearby.

Although I agreed to his request, I asked him to write a note and post it on the door and leave his mobile phone number so that I can contact you if I have something to do

In this way, Liu Li and I were the only ones in the office, and I would no longer worry that Xiao Liu and the others would come to me. In such a spacious room, we all felt very quiet and safe, and we felt relaxed.