Chapter 32 A smooth journey

I learned that Li Chun and Nan Nan were still sleeping, so I lay down on the bed again. While waiting for Lao Zhang's news, I thought about my wife, Ling, Li Chun, Nan Nan and Liu Li in my heart.

I also began to rethink the true meaning of the word lover. I feel that my concept of lover so far has been vague, which has led to my current emotional confusion.

From my heart, my wife is undoubtedly my favorite woman. She silently devotes her youth and hard work to me. From this point of view, I am a conscientious man, and I am not yet at the point of not distinguishing between priority and secondary.

As long as she is still my wife, she must be my favorite woman. I will not love her more than her.

But I am another restless man, and I am also a man who loves beauty. I don’t know what women say: Men are not bad, and women don’t love them. What should be used to measure the degree of badness?

What quantifiable scales?

For example, is this lover called bad even if there is only one lover?

Or is there more than two to be bad?

If a man has never had close contact with any woman, let alone a lover, then is he a good person?

In fact, as long as any man is normal, he will definitely not love women, nor will he love his wife alone. Besides, who doesn’t have a first love?

Are there people who marry their first love?

Or even if there is a few percent to measure?

I'm afraid it's worth tens of thousands or even millions of them!

According to authoritative scientific statistics, there is no

So after getting married, you must be loyal to your wife. This is a requirement for every man. So, how should those women who are men's lovers explain?

Are all unmarried girls the lovers of married men?

Of course not

In fact, there is a man who betrays his wife or girlfriend, and there is a woman who betrays her husband or boyfriend. This is a relationship of equality.

Because there are almost no women who are not in love when they are adults, and there are very few people who can be called a normal man to find a girl who is not adult to be a lover.

For Li Chun, I just love, but didn't think about the lover's aspect.

But she is indeed my favorite girl at the moment. Nan Nan may surpass her in the future, but she is still a child now. I have never advocated having feelings for a girl who is not as old as 20, let alone having sex. I think having physical relationships with underage girls is an immoral behavior because they have not yet been adults.

So I was thinking about this question in my heart: Do I really have a lover? Is Ling my lover?

It is clearly written in the dictionary that lover refers to a man and a woman in love.

In other words, lover relationships require both parties to love each other. If only one party is in love and the other party does not, it cannot be called a true lover. It can only be said to be wishful thinking and unrequited love. From a sexual perspective, it can only be called a sexual partner.

Ling and I should have such a relationship. My care and care for her can only be out of a man's conscience towards a woman who loves me.

As for Liu Li, I can't get a conclusion all of a sudden. I don't know what her purpose is?

Because she couldn't break up with her boyfriend

I won't really fall in love with such a woman, but as a beautiful woman, I like her body and personality very much.

I think that a woman loves a man, she must be prepared to marry him, otherwise why should she say it is love?

Similarly, if a man truly loves a woman, he must be ready to marry her at any time.

Ling has the determination to marry me. I am sure that as long as I am willing to marry her, she will come with me without hesitation. In other words, she truly loves me, but I don’t love her, and some of them are just like it.

Since I have my own point of view, my request for my lover is: I love her, I am willing to marry her, and she loves me and is willing to marry me.

From this perspective, only Li Chun can let me do this at present, and it may be Nan Nan in the future. Of course, the premise is that Nan Nan has such determination and loves me.

If I choose Nan Nan, I will not choose Li Chun

So I only have a real lover

In this way, I have my own opinion: Ling and Liu Li can only be my confidante forever, and of course to be precise, they should be called sexual partners.

Thinking of this, I felt relieved

My goal is already very clear: I can only have one lover, and among Li Chun and Nan Nan, it depends on whether they really love me now or in the future. In short, I feel that I don’t have much risk when it comes to women.

In short, I will never love my lover more than my wife. Once I exceed it, it will mean turning my lover into a wife

So my wife said it was safe and dangerous, but overall it should be safe. After all, there is a constraint on family responsibilities and obligations first.

Just when I was clearing up my mind, Lao Zhang called and said that Yingzi had brought the taxi driver!

He's here too

So I asked him to come to our residence. I immediately called Liu Li and asked her to bring Nan Nan and Li Chun to my residence immediately.

At 7:30, I heard the sound of the whistle of the car very close. When I came out, I saw that Lao Zhang and Yingzi had already come out of a red taxi. I also saw a beautiful female driver, about thirty years old.

I happily asked her to invite her friends to sit for a while. I wanted to wait for Liu Li and the others, and also talk about the price issue.

Lao Zhang asked the driver to come out and sit in our room for a while, but she said no

So I came to the car and talked to her very politely. When she saw me coming to her, she had to get out of the car.

At this moment, the sisters Liu Li and Li Chun also came. They saw us talking around a taxi. I wonder what was going on?

What is this for? Liu Li asked

Brother Chen decided to send them back in a taxi and stop taking the car! Lao Zhang said

Why? Li Chun asked me, feeling confused and his eyes were so wide

Don't ask too much, prepare to leave immediately, I'll say

I also introduced the friendship between Zhang Yingzi and the driver to them, and told them not to go too fast on the road

I called Yingzi aside, so I gave Yingzi a thousand yuan, which meant that she would give it to her friends and we couldn't tell them that they were too stingy, so it would be difficult to find someone to do business in the future

Yingzi said understandably: This is my best friend, don’t worry, she has been there.

Li Chun and Nan Nan were watching my actions. Liu Li had already seen the name and smiled at me and nodded, which meant: You can do it!

Just now, I suddenly had a strange idea. I wanted to ask Liu Li to send them back together. Anyway, it doesn't matter if there is one more person, and it can also eliminate loneliness.

Would you like to send them back? I looked straight into her powerful eyes

At this time, I don’t know what Liu Li would think of me, but I don’t have so much energy to think about it. For me, the safety of Li Chun and Nan Nan is better than everything

When I felt that I had done something a little too much, Liu Li firmly pulled Li Chun and Nan Nan and entered the car without hesitation

We looked at each other, and we understood each other, and everything was indifferent.

I gave Yingzi a refund of the 400 yuan I bought, and took out another one to the driver and said: Don’t be surprised, just sell some drinks while walking!

Seeing my firm attitude, she stopped refusing. I felt that there were many things that could not be measured by money.

When the car set off, I said to all of them: I wish you all the best!

Don't forget to ask for leave for me! Liu Li suddenly stretched out her head and shouted to me