Chapter 429: Fallen and sad

I never thought of any ideals in that era

We often say that people must dream, what if it happens

But at this age, I really had no dreams in my heart. At that time, what I thought about was possession, that is, I wanted to grow up quickly, make money quickly, and start a family quickly and start a business quickly

As the history teacher said, reading was the only way out for us at that time.

No family background, no connections

Only by relying on one's own efforts, grow up little by little, and become a person who can truly give yourself a happy life and others a happy life

The Wetland Park is the largest activity venue for citizens in Liming City. There are many people exercising in the morning and afternoon of this activity venue, but there are not many people at this time. Today's sunshine is still good. I walked in the Wetland Park with the English teacher. We held hands, just like a couple, and there was nothing unusual at all.

At this time, I forgot that she was my teacher, and in the heart of the English teacher, I was no longer her student

This feeling is very good, but it makes people feel a little touched.

The English teacher seemed very happy along the way. She told me a lot about her childhood. I was climbing the mountain and listening to the English teacher's talk. I realized that money and power are not necessarily happiness, but more of it is involuntary.

Xiaodong, you are so beautiful. I have been in Liming City for almost three years. I have never been to the wetland park once, let alone climbing a mountain.

The Wetland Park was originally an ecological base built around a mountain in Liming City.

The name of this mountain is Nanshan

You will definitely think of Tao Yuanming's leisurely meeting in the Nanshan Mountain

But it is obvious that the mountain here is not that poetic. Standing on the observation deck halfway up the mountain, I looked at the entire Liming City. Although I couldn't see the entire Liming City, I could also see the entire Liming City.

But if the mountains are high, the wind will inevitably be strong. At this time, the wind will blow Jiang Yanyu's hair up.

I walked to Jiang Yanyu and reached out to her waist. The English teacher was wearing my favorite cheongsam before. In such a winter, on the hillside, I naturally could feel that the temperature on her body was very low.

Is it cold?

Jiang Yanyu didn't answer me, but just leaned on my shoulder slowly

Looking at the tall and low buildings in Liming City in front of you

After a long time, Jiang Yanyu leaned against me tightly. I could smell the cold smell on her body, surrounding my nose, making me start to worry.

Xiaodong, let’s take a photo?

I nodded, and at this time the English teacher slowly took out his cell phone

I saw the English teacher on my phone showing some pain that seemed difficult to detect. Although it flashed and flew, I could clearly detect it

Xiaodong, I love you!

I looked at Jiang Yanyu

There was a slight red glow on her face. I don't know if it was because the weather was frozen or because of shyness.

I know

When I said these three words, I trembled slightly, and when I trembled, I seemed to be able to clearly hear my heartbeat.

What about you, Xiaodong?

This time I don't want to refuse to answer this question

I like it, but I know I don’t have the ability to love now, so I dare not love it!

My voice is very gentle, without any fluctuations, just like my heart

I never dared to love the feelings of English teacher Jiang Yanyu. From the beginning, I knew that we were not suitable at all. From the beginning, we were not people in the same world.

Jiang Yanyu has her life, her world, and her life. The gap between us is too far.

Then wait for your future...

Forget it, don’t think about the future. Only today we are still together. Today I am really your girlfriend. I am satisfied. Xiaodong, do you know? Since I was a child, I didn’t know why I live. I never thought about what I wanted. I have always lived in strict plans and arrangements. I have read too many books and learned too many arts, but in the end I found that I can’t do anything. Is it even as qualified to find someone I love? Do you think such a life is meaningful?

I don't know what I should say at this time, but my heart is extremely uneasy at this moment

From Jiang Yanyu's words, I can clearly feel how much she needs someone who truly cares about and takes care of her. Although she has a prominent family background, he is not happy at all. Among countless bodies, the tragedy will eventually be formed.

Xiaodong, if you can control your life in the future, can you come to me?

I didn't say anything, just nodded

Don't answer me first, you don't know anything about you being too young, but I believe that you will be able to truly control your own destiny one day.

The sound of Jiang Yanyu is filled with endless loneliness, and I can hear the sadness in it

Yanyu, do you believe me?

Jiang Yanyu nodded at me

I will definitely pick you up one day in the future!

……

We all spent the afternoon very peacefully. In the evening, Jiang Yanyu had a dinner with the office teacher. This dinner was a treat from our old class, which changed my impression of this old witch.

After all, this old witch usually gives me the impression of being a stingy type

I didn't go to the evening dinner, so I ate a bowl of noodles under their dinner, and then waited for the English teacher while smoking.

I don't know when, but I saw a master say something

Life is always about going around, there must be countless passers-by in a person's life

These passers-by may have been the ones you loved the most, but when you see them again, you may know that the hope that you have been immersed in your heart for many years does not exist.

Of course, this master's words are somewhat pessimistic, but it is precisely because of this pessimism that this sentence is truly achieved.

It was late at night and I stood down from Jiang Yanyu's building. I could clearly see Jiang Yanyu's graceful figure through the windowsill

Illuminated a cigarette, and I took a deep breath and tried hard to calm my heart down.

This point is very quiet. I can almost hear the sound of the wind blowing through my ears. There is a cold moonlight in the sky, and there is endless cold dust under the street lights...