Chapter 647 The soft dream

After a while of rest, I hugged Chu Rourou and went to sleep. As for the side of the Jinyun Club, there shouldn't be anything happening.

Chu Rourou lay in my arms. I could feel the real feeling of existence, but at the same time, I felt waves of fear in my heart.

Brother Dong, I want to tell you something!

I nodded

Brother Dong, can you go to Nanjing with me?

Go to Nanjing?

My heart suddenly felt a little stinging

how long?

Actually, I know that Chu Rourou's thoughts of a little woman emerged in her heart after going to Nanjing. She is no longer the head of the elder sister who dares to act, the four school beauties of Dongmen Middle School who carry a kitchen knife in her schoolbag at any time.

But fortunately, she loves me so much, I'm very glad

Maybe it can't be said that she has changed, but that I have changed

I went from being a cowardly student to a small leader in the current society. From hiding from the past to finding things now, I am not afraid of things.

Perhaps because I became stronger, the people around me who were once stronger than me began to become equal or weak in my eyes.

When I graduated, June!

Rouru, I love you!

I didn't talk about the next topic, just hugged Chu Rourou tightly and said Rourou, I love you

For women, perhaps this sentence can calm them all down, but I know that since the first time Rouru and I talked about this issue with me, a small crack has begun to appear between us.

I know Chu Rourou wants a stable and stable home, after all, this is what she has always pursued

This is not what I have always pursued, but no matter what, it is impossible for me to leave my brothers. If I embark on this path, I have to pay a lot of price. The same price I pay for if I want to leave is even greater...

We didn't say anything else that night. Maybe Chu Rourou was too tired and fell asleep quickly when she lay in my arms, but I couldn't sleep.

I hugged Chu Rourou tightly until he fell asleep. I slowly got up, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and slowly lit a cigarette

The night is not very long, but only in such a night can I feel the beauty of the night little by little

That kind of tranquility made my heart even more irritable

When I was young, I couldn't stop my heart, I was always pursuing beauty, and I was always demanding perfection

Although I have compromised countless times, I still think that I am fighting my heart. Perhaps no one in this world knows why people keep pursuing the beauty they think

Take a deep breath of cigarette and look at Chu Rourou who is lying on the bed and sleeping soundly. For the first time, I suspected that maybe Chu Rourou is really not suitable for me, or maybe Chu Rourou will live a better life if he leaves me.

But I hope this day will come later, or never come. In this way, I can truly understand and truly satisfy Chu Rourou

But now do I really have time to do that?

Behind me are countless hands pushing me, and in front of me is a hand pulling me

I have no way out on this road

If I withdraw, I may lose more. Is it worth it for Chu Rourou?

Everyone is selfish, especially those who are extremely melancholy like me, which makes it even more difficult to make a decision in this regard

It was terrible late at night, and it was pitch black outside the window. I couldn't even see my five fingers even if I reached out. There was an ancient lonely moon in the sky, which was also cold and terrifying. No one knew what such a moon represented, but I seemed to see that loneliness in it.

Just like Liu Yi once asked me to stand on the roof of Cao Deshuang's house and look at the vast night between the world outside.

The night is boundless, like human desire

No one can resist such temptation. When your goals are realized and when your mood is changed, from that moment on, you will face countless temptations. Countless real things are constantly stimulating you, allowing you to step into the abyss step by step.

No one can help you...

Only you, when you come out, you stand at the peak and you can see the glory of the past

If you fail, then what awaits you will be boundless hell, and no one can save you

Because at that time your heart can no longer come out

Feeling the cold moonlight sweeping across my body, I slowly pressed the cigarette butt completely into the ashtray and then returned to the bed

As soon as I got back to the bed, the cold cold air disappeared, and the rest were streams of warmth that made me feel unique. This warmth made my whole body warm

Chu Rou held me tightly, and I saw that his panic had disappeared before, and all that was left was An Ning.

I gently stroked Chu Rourou's long hair and hugged her sideways in my arms.

I don't know what we will tomorrow, but all I can do is to be nice to him at this time, keep her in my heart forever and hold it in my hand.

The next morning, when I just woke up, I immediately saw that Chu Rourou had woken up

And at this time, Chu Rourou looked worried

Tears on her face

I quickly reached out and wiped Chu Rourou's tears, and then said softly: Rourou, what's wrong?

Why do you sleep and cry?

While speaking, I hugged her tightly in my arms

At this time, Chu Rourou cried even harder

I put my hand on Chu Rourou's delicate waist and felt the skin that had just woken up in the morning

Be good, it's okay, I'm here!

At this time, I felt that Chu Rourou was so fragile, like a kitten that was easily injured

Brother Dong, I'm so scared, so scared...

What are you afraid of?

I hugged Chu Rourou tightly, and then gently kissed her forehead.

I dreamed last night, I dreamed that you were chased by many people, covered in blood, and finally you fell into a pool of blood... Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w

As he said that, Chu Rourou began to cry

I've never seen Chu Rourou cry like this, and at this time I kept trembling.

Rourou, Rourou... It's okay, it's okay, am I here?

While I was talking, I hugged her tightly, and I was sleepless

Be good, be good, sleep for a while

I hugged Chu Rourou, and gently patted her smooth back as if I was coaxing a child to sleep...