In the past two weeks, Ye Lian was the happiest and most feared day.
During this period, she had almost no restraint with him and had a very pleasant day together.
But as time went by, she became more and more afraid that he would leave her, and the only way to keep her was her body Ye Lian tended to call it love
During this period, she could almost meet any of Yu Feng's requirements. She kept thinking about what kind of clothes she should wear next time and what kind of gameplay she could try.
Sometimes at night, her thoughts don't calm down, and she often can't sleep for several hours
What was happy for her in the past is now slowly becoming a job and a challenge
On this day, Ye Lian received a text message
She was startled, but she calmed down soon
She knew that this day would come sooner or later
He is coming back...
At that moment, Ye Lian even thought about how good it would be if the plane crashed, or that he had already suffered from incurable symptoms when he came back
Ye Lian even thought about how he would be at his bedside and how sincerely he would cry at his funeral...
But how could I think so? What did he do wrong again? He never felt sorry for me, but I hoped that he would die? What was wrong with the passengers on the plane? Do you have to let them be buried with me for my own selfish desires? She found that she could be so cruel, and the guilt in her heart also erupted.
But when the doorbell rang, the sinful thought was about to come out again
How she wished that the one who came home would be a dead person
But she opened the door
Reality stands in front of her and tells her: This is your husband
He Mu is a person with no characteristics. He looks so ordinary from any angle.
He is not tall, but he is not enough to be despised; his appearance is not outstanding, but nearly forty years of life has left him a steady and calm temperament
It seems that he is always smiling on his face now, but this smile seems to deliberately express a sense of alienation.
His appearance in the past has never made Ye Lian feel abnormal, but now he seems so disgusting and abominable
Come back?
Well, everything is OK?
All are good
A few questions were very common, but every word Ye Lian said and every word she heard was tearing her dream and telling her: Now you have to face everything
He didn't care that I had come here for so long and he hadn't asked about his family...
But she still prepared dinner for her husband like a virtuous wife
When she sat opposite her husband, she always felt that his eating habits were so ugly. The sound of his chewing and swallowing was like a fat pig in a pigpen
What would happen to Xiaofeng if he sat there? He must have peeked at me while eating, and he couldn't even hold the chopsticks, right?
The son sat next to his mother without saying a word
He Mu asked some questions about his family casually, and Ye Lian also answered a few casually, saying that the child had tutoring for a few classes and his grades improved a lot.
Seeing that his son was unwilling to talk too much, he refused to ask more questions
When I was sleeping at night, Ye Lian felt it was unbearable to think about sleeping in the same bed with this man next.
But it was my fault... I hate him so much, but what did he do wrong? He Mu took off his coat and suggested that he could fulfill some obligations between husband and wife, but Ye Lian refused.
When her husband fell asleep first, the intermittent snoring made her wish that he would die immediately
No, I can't stand this kind of day, I have to show off with him as soon as possible
He Mu had a few days off after returning home on a business trip. These days, he felt that his wife seemed much stranger than usual.
Has something happened to her? If something really happened, why didn't she tell me? At a certain moment, he suspected that his wife must have something ulterior motives, something that he didn't want to think about but could not doubt.
But he still suppressed his thoughts
I shouldn't think so. No matter what, she still does what she should do now as usual. I can't deny that she is a qualified wife
On the weekend, Yu Feng still has to come as agreed
He Mu only talked to him a few times on the phone, and before he came to visit, he received a job on a business trip.
These days, he would occasionally ask his son about the tutor's affairs. His son only said that he was very good. As for why it was good and what was good, he couldn't tell him.
This inspired his greater curiosity
When the doorbell rang, he noticed that a light of joy suddenly flashed in his wife's eyes, but it immediately went out again
He went to open the door and finally saw Yu Feng himself
Yu Feng has had a lot of psychological struggles in the past few days. He once felt proud that he could show up with this person who took away his true love.
He had a long list of reasons why he should hate him in his heart
But when he really saw him, Yu Feng's plan disappeared suddenly
He Mu looks ordinary and has a polite language, but he also has the meaning of alienation.
His heavy voice unconsciously highlighted a few casual greetings as the elders' inquiries to the younger generation, so that kind of politeness is more like a kind of favor of giving
When Yu Feng occasionally saw his eyes, the steady and calmness accumulated over decades of life deeply shocked him, as if he exposed all the secret thoughts in his heart.
Yu Feng suddenly lost the confidence to show off with him. His inexplicable hatred for the middle-aged man now all pointed at him.
Only then did he realize that he was just a thief, but he shamelessly accused the owner of the doors and windows of the doors and windows that were too strict
Ye Lian was sitting on the sofa, as beautiful as usual, and the new melancholy expression added to her unique charm
She kept staring at Yu Feng, and the emotions in her eyes could hardly be concealed.
But Yu Feng almost didn't notice her
He was absent-minded in today's class
This is his first time in class without Ye Lian's company. Sometimes he says something he is confused and confused.
He was confused and thought of what else could I say after closing the door? Why did I come here? Did I use the chair I sit in the last time? Why is it so awkward? The lights in the room are so bright. Do I need to turn on it so brightly in the morning? Should I open the window?
He didn't remember how he left. What kind of clothes Ye Lian was wearing today, what he said to himself, and what he had hinted, and he didn't remember at all.
However, He Mu noticed his wife's abnormality
She seemed to always be keen to talk to this young man. When they talked, her happy mood appeared from inside to outside, which He Mu had never seen before or had not seen for a long time.
But he didn't plan to ask in detail
He guessed that Ye Lian would definitely say: After all, he is the child's teacher. What's the point of making a fuss about me if I say a few more words to him?
At night, Ye Lian called Yu Feng
Why don't you say nothing today? Ye Lian asked
What did you say? Although he knew the other party's meaning, Yu Feng still had to ask back
You know what I mean...
But, I can't...
In the following time, he silently listened to Ye Lian's inquiries to him
Ye Lian asked him why he seemed so panicked today, and he couldn't answer.
He blamed himself for being so timid
When he returned home, he felt self-blame and embarrassment.
He has made countless decisions in his heart, but he can't get any courage when facing problems.
But what should I say?
I got into your wife, and now I hope you give her to me... How could such words be said?
He finished listening to Ye Lian's words blankly. When the other party hung up the phone, he still stuck his phone in his ear and couldn't put it down for a long time.
The next morning, Yu Feng received a strange call
He subconsciously hung up directly, and the phone rang again
Hello?
I want to talk to you
Who are you?
Ye Lian told me
Yu Feng's heart suddenly became empty
He had guessed that this would be reasonable, but now he had to face this result suddenly, but it was beyond his expectations.
But can this matter be hidden?
He couldn't help but regret why he agreed so arrogantly at that time that Ye Lian was so arrogant and he should have withdrawn in time.
But when you are tempted by desire, how can you care about so much?
Don't you dare? The other party didn't hear his response, and then said, at least you should have to be responsible for what a man has done himself
This sentence once again inspired Yu Feng's dignity
He was a little hesitant whether he should quit, but at this moment he suddenly felt that he had to face the obstacles and could not just give up easily.
Maybe my affairs with her are immoral, but so what? After all, she is the same if I really love her.
He finally mustered up the courage to say: OK, let me talk to you
The location was chosen in the corner of a cafe, and He Mu was already waiting there
Half a cup of coffee in front of him
When Yu Feng came in, he tried his best to maintain his dignity and pretended to be calm, but when he thought that he had an improper relationship with the other party's wife, this kind of pretended calmness was more like a shameless expression.
He Mu only said one word, he knew that the shorter the words, the more majestic they were.
Yu Feng should have to sit down, and when he issued such a word, it would seem like he was following the order, but it would be even more strange if he didn't sit down.
Yu Feng found that he had lost in momentum as soon as he came in
What do you want to say about things that I know well?
What are you planning to do? Yu Feng asked
What are you afraid of?
Only then did Yu Feng notice that his hands were shaking
Are you afraid that you will be ruined because of this? Are you afraid that others will know?
Yu Feng did not answer, but he obviously made a default view of his appearance.
But I won't say it out, do you know why?
Yu Feng shook his head
This will not do anything good for me. Those good things around me will only gloat about such things. Maybe they will say some sympathy, but the more they look like empathy, the more they smile in their hearts. People are the most passionate about other people's misfortunes. You only think that your reputation will be hurt, but the real reputation will be damaged is me!
He Mu's body did not move, but it seemed like he would pounce on him at any time
Yu Feng held the table legs tightly, and the sweat on his face couldn't stop flowing down.
Do you know how she told me? She said she seemed to be in love again, she said she couldn't bear to continue living with me, everything about me made her feel disgusted, as if she was even breathing was wrong
I...I'm sorry... Yu Feng took a deep breath
Apologize? He Mu chuckled, is this kind of thing important?
So, since this is the case, how are you going to deal with this?
First of all, I won't divorce her
ah?
I can tolerate your behavior, and I can also let go of my past and the only thing I need is not to hurt my job, let alone let my son be affected
So, you don't care about her at all? Yu Feng suddenly felt angry
Is this important? He Mu said, what do you think you and her so-called love is? Spend me earning money and receive other men in my house? If you get married, you will know that love is a flash in the pan. I know what you are thinking. If you want me to leave her and then marry her, I will not agree. As I said just now, this kind of thing will not only damage my reputation, but also make my son look down on me. I care more about my home than anyone else. Because of this, I can care nothing, just hope to maintain relative stability.
But……
Think clearly! He Mu interrupted him, have you really never thought about your own result?
Hearing this, many hidden worries suddenly came to Yu Feng's heart. In the past, he had thought about how people around him would feel about his absurd behavior. His parents, teachers, classmates... Before, he always deceived himself in his heart and these problems did not exist at all, but then he realized that the problems had never disappeared.
Now that I think about it, what price will I bear if I really want to be with Ye Lian?
He blamed himself for his stupidity and was even more ashamed of his cowardice
He found that he had almost surrendered
My son has a good evaluation of you, which at least proves that you are still a talented person, at least it shows that he made a tolerant gesture. If you figure it out, don't show up in front of her and wait for you to graduate. I'm happy to provide you with work support.
Yu Feng has been completely defeated
He felt that such words of forgiveness were a humiliation, but he had to take on this humiliation.
He has nothing to say
He recalled Ye Lian's incident in his mind, and the past things full of shame and pleasure were played back over and over again. He suddenly felt that he was just being manipulated by her.
Maybe what I pursue is not love, but physical pleasure?
He Mu asked him casually if he needed something to drink, but ignored his refusal and ordered a cup of black coffee for him.
I'll treat you
His generous appearance made Yu Feng completely ashamed, and his malice towards him in the past was also hit back on him.
He feels more and more shameless
When he finally came to his senses, he no longer knew which street he was standing on, and his feet were walking in which direction he was walking.
Until the ringing of the phone wakes him up
He didn't look at it, and he knew it was her who beat it
His fingers were hanging above the screen, trembling, and finally pressed to hang up...
it's all over……
He stopped and looked up at the sky
What will happen if this is the case?
He didn't think about it...
That should have been...
over
During this period, she had almost no restraint with him and had a very pleasant day together.
But as time went by, she became more and more afraid that he would leave her, and the only way to keep her was her body Ye Lian tended to call it love
During this period, she could almost meet any of Yu Feng's requirements. She kept thinking about what kind of clothes she should wear next time and what kind of gameplay she could try.
Sometimes at night, her thoughts don't calm down, and she often can't sleep for several hours
What was happy for her in the past is now slowly becoming a job and a challenge
On this day, Ye Lian received a text message
She was startled, but she calmed down soon
She knew that this day would come sooner or later
He is coming back...
At that moment, Ye Lian even thought about how good it would be if the plane crashed, or that he had already suffered from incurable symptoms when he came back
Ye Lian even thought about how he would be at his bedside and how sincerely he would cry at his funeral...
But how could I think so? What did he do wrong again? He never felt sorry for me, but I hoped that he would die? What was wrong with the passengers on the plane? Do you have to let them be buried with me for my own selfish desires? She found that she could be so cruel, and the guilt in her heart also erupted.
But when the doorbell rang, the sinful thought was about to come out again
How she wished that the one who came home would be a dead person
But she opened the door
Reality stands in front of her and tells her: This is your husband
He Mu is a person with no characteristics. He looks so ordinary from any angle.
He is not tall, but he is not enough to be despised; his appearance is not outstanding, but nearly forty years of life has left him a steady and calm temperament
It seems that he is always smiling on his face now, but this smile seems to deliberately express a sense of alienation.
His appearance in the past has never made Ye Lian feel abnormal, but now he seems so disgusting and abominable
Come back?
Well, everything is OK?
All are good
A few questions were very common, but every word Ye Lian said and every word she heard was tearing her dream and telling her: Now you have to face everything
He didn't care that I had come here for so long and he hadn't asked about his family...
But she still prepared dinner for her husband like a virtuous wife
When she sat opposite her husband, she always felt that his eating habits were so ugly. The sound of his chewing and swallowing was like a fat pig in a pigpen
What would happen to Xiaofeng if he sat there? He must have peeked at me while eating, and he couldn't even hold the chopsticks, right?
The son sat next to his mother without saying a word
He Mu asked some questions about his family casually, and Ye Lian also answered a few casually, saying that the child had tutoring for a few classes and his grades improved a lot.
Seeing that his son was unwilling to talk too much, he refused to ask more questions
When I was sleeping at night, Ye Lian felt it was unbearable to think about sleeping in the same bed with this man next.
But it was my fault... I hate him so much, but what did he do wrong? He Mu took off his coat and suggested that he could fulfill some obligations between husband and wife, but Ye Lian refused.
When her husband fell asleep first, the intermittent snoring made her wish that he would die immediately
No, I can't stand this kind of day, I have to show off with him as soon as possible
He Mu had a few days off after returning home on a business trip. These days, he felt that his wife seemed much stranger than usual.
Has something happened to her? If something really happened, why didn't she tell me? At a certain moment, he suspected that his wife must have something ulterior motives, something that he didn't want to think about but could not doubt.
But he still suppressed his thoughts
I shouldn't think so. No matter what, she still does what she should do now as usual. I can't deny that she is a qualified wife
On the weekend, Yu Feng still has to come as agreed
He Mu only talked to him a few times on the phone, and before he came to visit, he received a job on a business trip.
These days, he would occasionally ask his son about the tutor's affairs. His son only said that he was very good. As for why it was good and what was good, he couldn't tell him.
This inspired his greater curiosity
When the doorbell rang, he noticed that a light of joy suddenly flashed in his wife's eyes, but it immediately went out again
He went to open the door and finally saw Yu Feng himself
Yu Feng has had a lot of psychological struggles in the past few days. He once felt proud that he could show up with this person who took away his true love.
He had a long list of reasons why he should hate him in his heart
But when he really saw him, Yu Feng's plan disappeared suddenly
He Mu looks ordinary and has a polite language, but he also has the meaning of alienation.
His heavy voice unconsciously highlighted a few casual greetings as the elders' inquiries to the younger generation, so that kind of politeness is more like a kind of favor of giving
When Yu Feng occasionally saw his eyes, the steady and calmness accumulated over decades of life deeply shocked him, as if he exposed all the secret thoughts in his heart.
Yu Feng suddenly lost the confidence to show off with him. His inexplicable hatred for the middle-aged man now all pointed at him.
Only then did he realize that he was just a thief, but he shamelessly accused the owner of the doors and windows of the doors and windows that were too strict
Ye Lian was sitting on the sofa, as beautiful as usual, and the new melancholy expression added to her unique charm
She kept staring at Yu Feng, and the emotions in her eyes could hardly be concealed.
But Yu Feng almost didn't notice her
He was absent-minded in today's class
This is his first time in class without Ye Lian's company. Sometimes he says something he is confused and confused.
He was confused and thought of what else could I say after closing the door? Why did I come here? Did I use the chair I sit in the last time? Why is it so awkward? The lights in the room are so bright. Do I need to turn on it so brightly in the morning? Should I open the window?
He didn't remember how he left. What kind of clothes Ye Lian was wearing today, what he said to himself, and what he had hinted, and he didn't remember at all.
However, He Mu noticed his wife's abnormality
She seemed to always be keen to talk to this young man. When they talked, her happy mood appeared from inside to outside, which He Mu had never seen before or had not seen for a long time.
But he didn't plan to ask in detail
He guessed that Ye Lian would definitely say: After all, he is the child's teacher. What's the point of making a fuss about me if I say a few more words to him?
At night, Ye Lian called Yu Feng
Why don't you say nothing today? Ye Lian asked
What did you say? Although he knew the other party's meaning, Yu Feng still had to ask back
You know what I mean...
But, I can't...
In the following time, he silently listened to Ye Lian's inquiries to him
Ye Lian asked him why he seemed so panicked today, and he couldn't answer.
He blamed himself for being so timid
When he returned home, he felt self-blame and embarrassment.
He has made countless decisions in his heart, but he can't get any courage when facing problems.
But what should I say?
I got into your wife, and now I hope you give her to me... How could such words be said?
He finished listening to Ye Lian's words blankly. When the other party hung up the phone, he still stuck his phone in his ear and couldn't put it down for a long time.
The next morning, Yu Feng received a strange call
He subconsciously hung up directly, and the phone rang again
Hello?
I want to talk to you
Who are you?
Ye Lian told me
Yu Feng's heart suddenly became empty
He had guessed that this would be reasonable, but now he had to face this result suddenly, but it was beyond his expectations.
But can this matter be hidden?
He couldn't help but regret why he agreed so arrogantly at that time that Ye Lian was so arrogant and he should have withdrawn in time.
But when you are tempted by desire, how can you care about so much?
Don't you dare? The other party didn't hear his response, and then said, at least you should have to be responsible for what a man has done himself
This sentence once again inspired Yu Feng's dignity
He was a little hesitant whether he should quit, but at this moment he suddenly felt that he had to face the obstacles and could not just give up easily.
Maybe my affairs with her are immoral, but so what? After all, she is the same if I really love her.
He finally mustered up the courage to say: OK, let me talk to you
The location was chosen in the corner of a cafe, and He Mu was already waiting there
Half a cup of coffee in front of him
When Yu Feng came in, he tried his best to maintain his dignity and pretended to be calm, but when he thought that he had an improper relationship with the other party's wife, this kind of pretended calmness was more like a shameless expression.
He Mu only said one word, he knew that the shorter the words, the more majestic they were.
Yu Feng should have to sit down, and when he issued such a word, it would seem like he was following the order, but it would be even more strange if he didn't sit down.
Yu Feng found that he had lost in momentum as soon as he came in
What do you want to say about things that I know well?
What are you planning to do? Yu Feng asked
What are you afraid of?
Only then did Yu Feng notice that his hands were shaking
Are you afraid that you will be ruined because of this? Are you afraid that others will know?
Yu Feng did not answer, but he obviously made a default view of his appearance.
But I won't say it out, do you know why?
Yu Feng shook his head
This will not do anything good for me. Those good things around me will only gloat about such things. Maybe they will say some sympathy, but the more they look like empathy, the more they smile in their hearts. People are the most passionate about other people's misfortunes. You only think that your reputation will be hurt, but the real reputation will be damaged is me!
He Mu's body did not move, but it seemed like he would pounce on him at any time
Yu Feng held the table legs tightly, and the sweat on his face couldn't stop flowing down.
Do you know how she told me? She said she seemed to be in love again, she said she couldn't bear to continue living with me, everything about me made her feel disgusted, as if she was even breathing was wrong
I...I'm sorry... Yu Feng took a deep breath
Apologize? He Mu chuckled, is this kind of thing important?
So, since this is the case, how are you going to deal with this?
First of all, I won't divorce her
ah?
I can tolerate your behavior, and I can also let go of my past and the only thing I need is not to hurt my job, let alone let my son be affected
So, you don't care about her at all? Yu Feng suddenly felt angry
Is this important? He Mu said, what do you think you and her so-called love is? Spend me earning money and receive other men in my house? If you get married, you will know that love is a flash in the pan. I know what you are thinking. If you want me to leave her and then marry her, I will not agree. As I said just now, this kind of thing will not only damage my reputation, but also make my son look down on me. I care more about my home than anyone else. Because of this, I can care nothing, just hope to maintain relative stability.
But……
Think clearly! He Mu interrupted him, have you really never thought about your own result?
Hearing this, many hidden worries suddenly came to Yu Feng's heart. In the past, he had thought about how people around him would feel about his absurd behavior. His parents, teachers, classmates... Before, he always deceived himself in his heart and these problems did not exist at all, but then he realized that the problems had never disappeared.
Now that I think about it, what price will I bear if I really want to be with Ye Lian?
He blamed himself for his stupidity and was even more ashamed of his cowardice
He found that he had almost surrendered
My son has a good evaluation of you, which at least proves that you are still a talented person, at least it shows that he made a tolerant gesture. If you figure it out, don't show up in front of her and wait for you to graduate. I'm happy to provide you with work support.
Yu Feng has been completely defeated
He felt that such words of forgiveness were a humiliation, but he had to take on this humiliation.
He has nothing to say
He recalled Ye Lian's incident in his mind, and the past things full of shame and pleasure were played back over and over again. He suddenly felt that he was just being manipulated by her.
Maybe what I pursue is not love, but physical pleasure?
He Mu asked him casually if he needed something to drink, but ignored his refusal and ordered a cup of black coffee for him.
I'll treat you
His generous appearance made Yu Feng completely ashamed, and his malice towards him in the past was also hit back on him.
He feels more and more shameless
When he finally came to his senses, he no longer knew which street he was standing on, and his feet were walking in which direction he was walking.
Until the ringing of the phone wakes him up
He didn't look at it, and he knew it was her who beat it
His fingers were hanging above the screen, trembling, and finally pressed to hang up...
it's all over……
He stopped and looked up at the sky
What will happen if this is the case?
He didn't think about it...
That should have been...
over