Xiaoli, Xiaoli!
My mother shook me desperately, and big tears kept rolling onto my face. I opened my eyes in a daze. My mother immediately stretched out her hand and stroked my hot face with great regret: Son, Mom is not good, Mom is not good, it is all Mom is not good, Mom shouldn't drive you out of the house!
Oh oh oh After saying that, my mother hugged me tightly and sobbed
well,
Dad walked repeatedly in the ward with his hands behind his back: You, you!
Dad said to his mother coldly: Treat children like they treat small slaves, either beating or scolding. This time, the child asked you to knock out the house, and then we searched everywhere and went around for a night, which made me dizzy. How could I draw pictures at work today? Oh, this little child wandered on the streets, following begging for a night at the train station, and wandered blindly all night. As a result, he caught a cold and had a fever. I think, if you make pneumonia out again, you will be happy and satisfied!
Oh oh oh oh …
Mom was crying speechlessly. I was very puzzled. My father, who was obedient to my mother on weekdays, didn't even dare to show off his anger in front of her, dared to get angry at her mother with a cold face. Hoho, the sun really emerged from the west, and there were times when mice dared to show their power to the old cat.
It seems that Dad has not yet known the truth. If he learned about the good things I did, I am sure he would never protect me.
Xiaoli,
My mother stroked my forehead and looked at the back of my hand with the needle in it: Why hasn't the fever subsided yet?
mom
In my mother's arms, I felt unprecedented happiness and warmth. Seeing my mother's pity for regret, I immediately felt pity for my mother. I looked at my mother quietly, and tears burst out in my eyes as I was excited. I was about to open my mouth to call her mother. Suddenly, an unbearable severe pain came from my throat. My mouth was filled with thick saliva, but I didn't dare to swallow: Mom, I, my throat hurts!
ah,
Mom shouted in panic: Let me see if the tonsils are getting inflamed again! Hurry up, open your mouth!
ah,
I opened my mouth obediently, but my tonsils did not have terrible inflammation like I had in the past. My mother took me to the doctor to check my mouth. As a result, the back wall of my throat was full of polyps. This cold became a cause. The polyps attacked by bacteria were causing trouble in my throat. The pain made me dare not even swallow my saliva.
For six or seven days, I lay on the bed for injection and lying on the pillow. There was a spittoon under the bed. My saliva flowed slowly into the spittoon like a long white waterfall.
doctor,
Seeing my miserable and painful appearance, my mother begged the doctor at a loss: Doctor, the child is in so much pain, you think of a way. If this continues, he will be in pain!
well,
The doctor waved his hand helplessly: Comrade, there is only electric burning for the polyps in the pharynx, which is very painful and even adults can't stand it. Besides, I dare not give him electric burning casually for fear of accidents!
Xiaoli,
Mom held my hand and asked seriously: Son, the doctor said, if you want to avoid pain, you can only burn the polyps with electricity. Are you afraid?
Mother!
I said to my mother sincerely: Don't be afraid, mom, but mom, can you forgive me?
What,
My words made my mother wonder: What did you say, child! What did you say?
Mom, can you forgive me for stealing you?
Hi,
The mother said disapprovingly: Forget it, forget it, child, mom scolded it and called it, but she didn't take it to heart at all. Don't mention this, it's annoying when you think about it!
Mom, can you forgive me?
I continued to ask
OK,
Mom kissed me: OK, son, mom forgives you, son, the electric scorching hurts a lot, do you dare?
Mom, I dare, I'm not afraid!
Really not afraid?
Not afraid,
I don’t know how painful it is to electrocution. My thoughts are surprisingly simple. Since my mother forgives my fault, I want to show myself in front of my mother, so as to restore the bad image of a little hooligan and reshape the heroic image of a man. So I said firmly: Mom, Communists are not afraid of death, are they still afraid of pain?
whee,
When my mother heard this, she burst into tears and laughed. She stretched out her hand and gently twisted me: Little naughty!
My mother smiled at me again, which made me feel very relieved, so my confidence became stronger!
My mother convinced the doctor and took me to the treatment room. The doctor was a fat man in his five years. He touched my head and said earnestly: Child, you must be mentally prepared. Electric burning hurts very much!
Um,
I nodded
son,
Mom encouraged me, son, hurry up, recite Chairman Mao’s quotations: First, don’t be afraid of hardship, second, don’t be afraid of death, overcome all difficulties and strive for victory!
Well, mom!
I recited mechanically: First, don’t be afraid of hardship, second, don’t be afraid of death, overcome all difficulties and strive for victory!
Bang, a large iron tool with a shape that was exactly the same as a pistol was taken to me by the doctor. I was immediately frightened and my mouth with anesthetic trembled instinctively: Um, um, um,
I was so surprised that I didn't know what to say. At the top of the big pistol was a long iron needle that looked like a drill bit, flashing with a bright light of humanity.
The doctor connected the big pistol to the power supply and walked to me: Child, open your mouth, ah
Ahhh…
The big iron needle slowly penetrated into my throat, and the doctor ruthlessly hooked the plate machine. Scream, my God, the big iron needle flashed with a terrible white light, and a squeaky sound burned to the tender flesh in my mouth, causing an indescribable severe pain, I
He screamed, reached out his hand and pushed the big pistol out of his mouth: Ah, it hurts, it hurts so much!
well,
The doctor put down his big pistol: How about it, it hurts, it won’t work!
No,
I wiped my tears: Don’t be afraid, I’m not afraid. Chairman Mao taught us: One is not afraid of hardship, the other is not afraid of death, overcome all difficulties and strive for victory!
Good boy,
My mother hugged me lovingly: Good boy, bear it for a while, and then burn all the polyps, and your throat will never hurt again!
Hesit...
With my mother's encouragement, I endured the unbearable pain like a revolutionary martyr who refused to surrender, allowing the big pistol with fireworks to burn in my mouth: Mom,
I grinned and said to my mother: Mom, I smell the smell!
Um,
Mother nodded with tears in her eyes: Poor child, why did she get this strange disease? It's all because of the mother that she is not good enough to drive the child out of the house. Alas,
This is light,
While continuing to torture me, the doctor said slowly: It’s been a lot of time since I have burned it. There are severe polyps, and it’s squirting when roasted. The smell is like burning a house bird!
The pain of electric burning mouth is long-lasting. When I returned to the ward, I was so painful that I didn’t even dare to drink water, and I didn’t dare to breathe heavily, and I couldn’t fall asleep. It was like this for a week. It felt so good that life was worse than death.
In order to regain my mother's affection for me, I endured this torturous treatment and performed three electrocautes intermittently, and the polyps were completely eradicated.
I want to thank my mother. It was her encouragement that helped me cure the polyps. From then on, I will never know what the sore throat feels like.
After adulthood, I gambled day and night, smoked one after another, poured strong white wine into my throat tube with big glasses, and ate spicy fire in midsummer, but no matter how much I tossed, my throat never hurts.
When I saw my friends suffering from sore throat, they were given injections, and taking medicines, containing various throat tablets, I always said disdainfully: Humph, it’s useless, no medicine is used, it’s useless, if you want to cure it completely, you must be brave, and be lucky, and let the electric burn!
Although my mother said she forgave me and re-embraces me, maybe this is my wishful thinking about masturbating.
But I have an inexplicable feeling that I have a distance from my mother
Really, after careful observation, I felt that my mother always kept a certain distance from me. She no longer played with me intimately as before, washed my face, wiped my butt, let alone washed my cock.
Moreover, my mother never lifted up her clothes and asked me to touch her breasts. Everything that my mother did for me in the past has become an irreversible past and will always be sealed in the beautiful memories of my childhood.
This made me very depressed, more painful than being fucked by my mother's mouth
What made me even more annoyed was that my mother asked a carpenter to repair the partition between the toilet and the shower room with thick wooden boards. Then, my mother found drawings to tightly paste the glass windows on the door of her bedroom.
I insisted that my mother did this to be a great insult to my personality
Hum, my mother can’t believe me. She is guarding me everywhere like a thief. She is really a thief for thieves all the time!
Since that's the case, what's the face I have to be lazy at home?
I'll leave, I'll leave
I no longer study, I want to wander, I want to go to life, to society
Sun Xun,
Once my determination was made up, I found my good friend Sun Xun: Do you want to go out for a walk?
Where? Where to go?
Dalian,
What, it's too far away. We don't have money, how can we go!
Riding a bicycle!
Wow, it's so exciting!
When Sun Xun heard this, he was extremely excited. He was like a bird that was only locked in a cage all year round. Sun Xun was full of infinite yearning and curiosity for the outside world. He patted his chest with a slap: Riding a bicycle to Dalian, it’s fun, go, go!
We secretly formulated a travel plan, codenamed "Travel" Sun Xun and I were going to ride a bicycle to the coastal city: Dalian, we want to see the real sea, we want to see the real harbor, we want to see the real warship
In order to realize this exciting ideal, Sun Xun and I always ask parents for change under various excuses. When we saved more than 30 yuan, we thought that with the economic foundation for travel, our courage became stronger
On a sunny morning, we spoke all the sweet words to trick our dads into getting their bikes, and then we wrote a letter on our desks to tell our parents: We are traveling to Dalian, and we have already set off. Please rest assured that we will not be in danger and will definitely come back on time!
After I put the letter on the desk, I felt that some words should be told to my mother alone, so I took another piece of manuscript paper and wrote it up: Dear Mom: I am about to leave the warm and comfortable home and go far away. Before leaving, my son was holding a lot of words in his heart and really wanted to speak up. However, when I picked up the pen, I suddenly felt in a mess. Even though I had thousands of words, I didn't know where to start.
I thought about it for a long time, for a long time, mom, my son has to say a lot to my mother, so let me talk about it slowly later. Mom, before my son leaves, I just want to ask my mother one thing: Mom, have you really forgiven me?
Mom, I made a big joke in my writing. You know that. At that time, you stood behind me, didn’t you laugh at me secretly with your lips pursed?
Mom, I saw you laughing at me, I don’t know if you still remember
In order to make up for this knowledge, I took an inappropriate method. I peeked at my mother's collection of books. I knew that this was a book that children of my age should not see. What's worse is that I peeked at my mother's bath, and... Whenever I think about it, I regretted it and felt ashamed of being ashamed.
Mom, I have repeatedly asked you to forgive me, hoping you can forgive me!
And, my mother has clearly stated: Forgive me!
However, all signs show that, Mom, you did not really forgive me. Not only that, you are full of caution towards me and your son, guarding against me everywhere, treating me as a thief, Mom, after I returned home, the things you did deeply hurt my self-esteem
Alas, I really took it upon myself. My wrong and stupid behavior made me completely lose my personality in front of my mother, and at the same time, I also lost my mother's love forever.
I don’t have the face and I’m lazy at home anymore, and I don’t have the courage to face my mother again. Therefore, mom, your son will go away from home and be home all over the world.
I want to learn from the great writer Gorky. Gorky wandered through the whole of Russia, and I want to travel all over China
Goodbye, mom, goodbye!
My mother shook me desperately, and big tears kept rolling onto my face. I opened my eyes in a daze. My mother immediately stretched out her hand and stroked my hot face with great regret: Son, Mom is not good, Mom is not good, it is all Mom is not good, Mom shouldn't drive you out of the house!
Oh oh oh After saying that, my mother hugged me tightly and sobbed
well,
Dad walked repeatedly in the ward with his hands behind his back: You, you!
Dad said to his mother coldly: Treat children like they treat small slaves, either beating or scolding. This time, the child asked you to knock out the house, and then we searched everywhere and went around for a night, which made me dizzy. How could I draw pictures at work today? Oh, this little child wandered on the streets, following begging for a night at the train station, and wandered blindly all night. As a result, he caught a cold and had a fever. I think, if you make pneumonia out again, you will be happy and satisfied!
Oh oh oh oh …
Mom was crying speechlessly. I was very puzzled. My father, who was obedient to my mother on weekdays, didn't even dare to show off his anger in front of her, dared to get angry at her mother with a cold face. Hoho, the sun really emerged from the west, and there were times when mice dared to show their power to the old cat.
It seems that Dad has not yet known the truth. If he learned about the good things I did, I am sure he would never protect me.
Xiaoli,
My mother stroked my forehead and looked at the back of my hand with the needle in it: Why hasn't the fever subsided yet?
mom
In my mother's arms, I felt unprecedented happiness and warmth. Seeing my mother's pity for regret, I immediately felt pity for my mother. I looked at my mother quietly, and tears burst out in my eyes as I was excited. I was about to open my mouth to call her mother. Suddenly, an unbearable severe pain came from my throat. My mouth was filled with thick saliva, but I didn't dare to swallow: Mom, I, my throat hurts!
ah,
Mom shouted in panic: Let me see if the tonsils are getting inflamed again! Hurry up, open your mouth!
ah,
I opened my mouth obediently, but my tonsils did not have terrible inflammation like I had in the past. My mother took me to the doctor to check my mouth. As a result, the back wall of my throat was full of polyps. This cold became a cause. The polyps attacked by bacteria were causing trouble in my throat. The pain made me dare not even swallow my saliva.
For six or seven days, I lay on the bed for injection and lying on the pillow. There was a spittoon under the bed. My saliva flowed slowly into the spittoon like a long white waterfall.
doctor,
Seeing my miserable and painful appearance, my mother begged the doctor at a loss: Doctor, the child is in so much pain, you think of a way. If this continues, he will be in pain!
well,
The doctor waved his hand helplessly: Comrade, there is only electric burning for the polyps in the pharynx, which is very painful and even adults can't stand it. Besides, I dare not give him electric burning casually for fear of accidents!
Xiaoli,
Mom held my hand and asked seriously: Son, the doctor said, if you want to avoid pain, you can only burn the polyps with electricity. Are you afraid?
Mother!
I said to my mother sincerely: Don't be afraid, mom, but mom, can you forgive me?
What,
My words made my mother wonder: What did you say, child! What did you say?
Mom, can you forgive me for stealing you?
Hi,
The mother said disapprovingly: Forget it, forget it, child, mom scolded it and called it, but she didn't take it to heart at all. Don't mention this, it's annoying when you think about it!
Mom, can you forgive me?
I continued to ask
OK,
Mom kissed me: OK, son, mom forgives you, son, the electric scorching hurts a lot, do you dare?
Mom, I dare, I'm not afraid!
Really not afraid?
Not afraid,
I don’t know how painful it is to electrocution. My thoughts are surprisingly simple. Since my mother forgives my fault, I want to show myself in front of my mother, so as to restore the bad image of a little hooligan and reshape the heroic image of a man. So I said firmly: Mom, Communists are not afraid of death, are they still afraid of pain?
whee,
When my mother heard this, she burst into tears and laughed. She stretched out her hand and gently twisted me: Little naughty!
My mother smiled at me again, which made me feel very relieved, so my confidence became stronger!
My mother convinced the doctor and took me to the treatment room. The doctor was a fat man in his five years. He touched my head and said earnestly: Child, you must be mentally prepared. Electric burning hurts very much!
Um,
I nodded
son,
Mom encouraged me, son, hurry up, recite Chairman Mao’s quotations: First, don’t be afraid of hardship, second, don’t be afraid of death, overcome all difficulties and strive for victory!
Well, mom!
I recited mechanically: First, don’t be afraid of hardship, second, don’t be afraid of death, overcome all difficulties and strive for victory!
Bang, a large iron tool with a shape that was exactly the same as a pistol was taken to me by the doctor. I was immediately frightened and my mouth with anesthetic trembled instinctively: Um, um, um,
I was so surprised that I didn't know what to say. At the top of the big pistol was a long iron needle that looked like a drill bit, flashing with a bright light of humanity.
The doctor connected the big pistol to the power supply and walked to me: Child, open your mouth, ah
Ahhh…
The big iron needle slowly penetrated into my throat, and the doctor ruthlessly hooked the plate machine. Scream, my God, the big iron needle flashed with a terrible white light, and a squeaky sound burned to the tender flesh in my mouth, causing an indescribable severe pain, I
He screamed, reached out his hand and pushed the big pistol out of his mouth: Ah, it hurts, it hurts so much!
well,
The doctor put down his big pistol: How about it, it hurts, it won’t work!
No,
I wiped my tears: Don’t be afraid, I’m not afraid. Chairman Mao taught us: One is not afraid of hardship, the other is not afraid of death, overcome all difficulties and strive for victory!
Good boy,
My mother hugged me lovingly: Good boy, bear it for a while, and then burn all the polyps, and your throat will never hurt again!
Hesit...
With my mother's encouragement, I endured the unbearable pain like a revolutionary martyr who refused to surrender, allowing the big pistol with fireworks to burn in my mouth: Mom,
I grinned and said to my mother: Mom, I smell the smell!
Um,
Mother nodded with tears in her eyes: Poor child, why did she get this strange disease? It's all because of the mother that she is not good enough to drive the child out of the house. Alas,
This is light,
While continuing to torture me, the doctor said slowly: It’s been a lot of time since I have burned it. There are severe polyps, and it’s squirting when roasted. The smell is like burning a house bird!
The pain of electric burning mouth is long-lasting. When I returned to the ward, I was so painful that I didn’t even dare to drink water, and I didn’t dare to breathe heavily, and I couldn’t fall asleep. It was like this for a week. It felt so good that life was worse than death.
In order to regain my mother's affection for me, I endured this torturous treatment and performed three electrocautes intermittently, and the polyps were completely eradicated.
I want to thank my mother. It was her encouragement that helped me cure the polyps. From then on, I will never know what the sore throat feels like.
After adulthood, I gambled day and night, smoked one after another, poured strong white wine into my throat tube with big glasses, and ate spicy fire in midsummer, but no matter how much I tossed, my throat never hurts.
When I saw my friends suffering from sore throat, they were given injections, and taking medicines, containing various throat tablets, I always said disdainfully: Humph, it’s useless, no medicine is used, it’s useless, if you want to cure it completely, you must be brave, and be lucky, and let the electric burn!
Although my mother said she forgave me and re-embraces me, maybe this is my wishful thinking about masturbating.
But I have an inexplicable feeling that I have a distance from my mother
Really, after careful observation, I felt that my mother always kept a certain distance from me. She no longer played with me intimately as before, washed my face, wiped my butt, let alone washed my cock.
Moreover, my mother never lifted up her clothes and asked me to touch her breasts. Everything that my mother did for me in the past has become an irreversible past and will always be sealed in the beautiful memories of my childhood.
This made me very depressed, more painful than being fucked by my mother's mouth
What made me even more annoyed was that my mother asked a carpenter to repair the partition between the toilet and the shower room with thick wooden boards. Then, my mother found drawings to tightly paste the glass windows on the door of her bedroom.
I insisted that my mother did this to be a great insult to my personality
Hum, my mother can’t believe me. She is guarding me everywhere like a thief. She is really a thief for thieves all the time!
Since that's the case, what's the face I have to be lazy at home?
I'll leave, I'll leave
I no longer study, I want to wander, I want to go to life, to society
Sun Xun,
Once my determination was made up, I found my good friend Sun Xun: Do you want to go out for a walk?
Where? Where to go?
Dalian,
What, it's too far away. We don't have money, how can we go!
Riding a bicycle!
Wow, it's so exciting!
When Sun Xun heard this, he was extremely excited. He was like a bird that was only locked in a cage all year round. Sun Xun was full of infinite yearning and curiosity for the outside world. He patted his chest with a slap: Riding a bicycle to Dalian, it’s fun, go, go!
We secretly formulated a travel plan, codenamed "Travel" Sun Xun and I were going to ride a bicycle to the coastal city: Dalian, we want to see the real sea, we want to see the real harbor, we want to see the real warship
In order to realize this exciting ideal, Sun Xun and I always ask parents for change under various excuses. When we saved more than 30 yuan, we thought that with the economic foundation for travel, our courage became stronger
On a sunny morning, we spoke all the sweet words to trick our dads into getting their bikes, and then we wrote a letter on our desks to tell our parents: We are traveling to Dalian, and we have already set off. Please rest assured that we will not be in danger and will definitely come back on time!
After I put the letter on the desk, I felt that some words should be told to my mother alone, so I took another piece of manuscript paper and wrote it up: Dear Mom: I am about to leave the warm and comfortable home and go far away. Before leaving, my son was holding a lot of words in his heart and really wanted to speak up. However, when I picked up the pen, I suddenly felt in a mess. Even though I had thousands of words, I didn't know where to start.
I thought about it for a long time, for a long time, mom, my son has to say a lot to my mother, so let me talk about it slowly later. Mom, before my son leaves, I just want to ask my mother one thing: Mom, have you really forgiven me?
Mom, I made a big joke in my writing. You know that. At that time, you stood behind me, didn’t you laugh at me secretly with your lips pursed?
Mom, I saw you laughing at me, I don’t know if you still remember
In order to make up for this knowledge, I took an inappropriate method. I peeked at my mother's collection of books. I knew that this was a book that children of my age should not see. What's worse is that I peeked at my mother's bath, and... Whenever I think about it, I regretted it and felt ashamed of being ashamed.
Mom, I have repeatedly asked you to forgive me, hoping you can forgive me!
And, my mother has clearly stated: Forgive me!
However, all signs show that, Mom, you did not really forgive me. Not only that, you are full of caution towards me and your son, guarding against me everywhere, treating me as a thief, Mom, after I returned home, the things you did deeply hurt my self-esteem
Alas, I really took it upon myself. My wrong and stupid behavior made me completely lose my personality in front of my mother, and at the same time, I also lost my mother's love forever.
I don’t have the face and I’m lazy at home anymore, and I don’t have the courage to face my mother again. Therefore, mom, your son will go away from home and be home all over the world.
I want to learn from the great writer Gorky. Gorky wandered through the whole of Russia, and I want to travel all over China
Goodbye, mom, goodbye!
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