The rain is getting heavier and heavier
The pouring rain ruthlessly washed the asphalt road
Just under the ruthless attack of the storm, I walked weakly towards the direction of the residential street
In such a downpour, what kind of mood did Miho embark on the road home?
When I think of this, I feel heavy and sad
The rain can easily wipe away the tears that fell from her cheeks, but the scars left in her heart...it cannot disappear simply.
I can only go home
Miho made such a sacrifice to protect me. If I still wander around and finally be sent to the police station, how can I be worthy of her
(Although, even if I get home, I won't do anything...)
The strong wind whistled by, and the fierce momentum almost broke the sunflowers growing in the courtyard of the house next to the road.
It seems that the TV station once said that the typhoon was approaching here.
Maybe it would be better if I could stay in the room and think about these things that have happened alone
Turning around the street corner as usual, standing under the eaves of your apartment...
……………………?
At the entrance, a girl stood there alone
The girl's long hair fluttered in the wind, and even though her whole body was soaked in heavy rain, she still insisted on standing there without any concern
Hearing my footsteps, the exhausted girl turned listlessly
When I saw me, I suddenly raised my head
Mr. Is?!
Calling my name... She is Sakuragi Mai
……………………
Sakuragi and I looked at each other speechlessly
Just as the storm hits, time quietly passes
Amid the violent hurricane roaring, Sakuragi opened her mouth first
There are some things I want to say to Yongjun...
But, I don't want to listen
Now I have become someone who will only cause harm to others
In view of this, I have decided that in the future, I can only hurt myself.
Although I don't know what Sakuragi is going to say to me, if I continue to date her, the ending will only leave a sad memory for her.
I'm really sorry...I want to be alone now...
Leaving this sentence, I plan to turn around and escape into the apartment
But please! No matter what...I...
Stalking in front of me, Sakuragi grabbed my skeleton and big drops of water slid down her bangs... My figure was cast in Sakuragi's black eyes.
Let me go!
Because I was thrown away very roughly, she staggered on the concrete steps in front of the apartment door.
Ignore Sakuragi anymore, I walked into the apartment
(Don't look back, don't pay attention to her...)
I was reminding myself in this way, but unfortunately, this did not work.
Looking back, Sakuragi still maintained her knees on the ground, without any intention of standing up, and just let the heavy rain pour on her body
Sakuragi is crying
Actually, from the beginning, I noticed this
This is not possible... If this continues, it will only cause deeper harm to Sakuragi... Although I understand these situations very clearly
………………
I took Sakuragi's hand and took her into the room
Sakuragi who entered my room was thinking about something and had no intention of saying anything.
Just leaning over and trembling constantly
(It's about to freeze...)
At the door of the apartment, just in the wind and rain, how long has she been waiting?
I gave up the idea of handing her a towel, and I walked into the bathroom and lit the gas and prepared the T-shirt and work pants for her to change. It would be better to take a shower... Otherwise, I would catch a cold..." I urged her
Sorry..." Sakuragi nodded gently and agreed to the bathroom
After hearing the soft sound of closing the door, I sighed deeply
After changing my clothes, I made a cup of coffee
The warmth and slightly bitter taste that makes people feel comfortable and the slightly bitter taste expanded in their mouths. The coffee beans I specially requested to sell to me by "OTIMTIM"... It was Sakimi, a high-end product specially made for me. When I first entered high school, Sakimi asked me to try it several times... The high-end coffee beans that took me nearly a year or sour. Now I think about it, maybe Sakimi made it specially for me, which is what I like, a slightly sour coffee.
The howling wind shaking the windows endlessly, making a sound and tearing the sky
After drinking the coffee, I looked out at the scene of scattered under the storm and rain outside the window
Everything seems so blurry in the overwhelming rain curtain
(……………………?)
Suddenly, I noticed that the sound of water from the shower from the bathroom had been interrupted
Oh—"The bed squeaked and clattered...At some time, Sakuragi stood behind me
Just the same moment I turned around, ………………!?
My breathing almost stopped
...Sakuragi is naked
She didn't wear any sailor suits she wore or the clothes I prepared for replacement.
... Behind me is a naked cherry tree like a newborn baby
It was like a glorious, beautiful body
The part that has never been exposed to anyone's eyes, which has been wrapped in the swimsuit, is pure and fair, with bright ice and snowy skin.
There are only two places that add color to this pure white world
It's the peach-colored nipples standing on the soft and swelling apex
And the slightest breath of the chestnut gloom in the foothills of the hidden triangle
And the light emitted by these two small colors is several times that of Sakuragi's white skin like cream
Please hold me..." The beautiful red lips weave such words
I was even stunned by the breath, and retreated in a hurry, and with a "bang-" sound, my back hit the window frame.
No, no...Sakuragi...
Due to anxiety, my tongue was a little rolled up, and I was struggling to say the complete sentence
The naked body of Sakuragi who slowly approached me became more and more sacred and inviolable
No! Don't you already know! I... and several girls...
Shou said this to me because he was forced to leave nowhere, stop talking!" Sakuragi shook his head as if he was exploding.
Those things have nothing to do with me! It seems like someone who is entangled with Yongjun's body... For me, there is no need to understand what I expect, it is just that Yongjun can hold me... Just doing this is enough
Sakuragi's determination was surprisingly firm
But now I don't have the qualifications
No matter what, I can't do it
Please...
Sakuragi's hands were put on my shoulders
I am very afraid not that I am afraid of Sakuragi, but that I am myself next. If I let myself go and hold Sakuragi in my arms... At that moment, I will definitely turn into a beast, and I will transform into a beast that has neither sympathy nor gentleness. I only know that I will greed for Sakuragi's body. A evil wolf is an irresponsible behavior just to satisfy personal desires... In addition to being intimately connected to the love in both parties, I don't want to do that anymore, even if I am lost and no longer understand "what is love", I don't want to become that kind of person who can fall to what extent, the worst human being
No! Still no! I already... hate it, this is something like this!" I shouted
Sakuragi's face fell down
For a moment, I seemed to be at a loss
However, with her lips tightly closed, Sakuragi raised her face firmly, please abide by the agreement with me...
With eyes that could almost penetrate my heart, Sakuragi stared at me
The agreement is...
In the park in Yabukicho, Yongjun once promised me... when I can't realize my dream... it's just a short time, when I hope to live the life of an "ordinary girl"... Yongjun is willing to give me strength...
Under the impact, I was completely in silence
Indeed, I swear to Sakuragi, I promised her that as a man, I would do whatever I could to sacrifice my life, and I would definitely protect her. In the end, this is Sakuragi's "appointment", my "vow" although I didn't understand her true intentions at that time.
The ending is that no matter whether I keep my promise or violate it, I cannot avoid causing harm to Sakuragi
No, I've actually hurt her deeply enough
I really had nothing to say, so I had to lower my head
………………………………Would you like to abide by…?” Sakuragi asked
Yes, I answered briefly
(Already, it doesn't matter what...)
The self-deprecating mood begins to dominate my actions
I was hit hard in the Saimi incident and was hit hard by Sakuragi again.
If you think about it carefully, this may be the retribution I deserve.
(If so, as the end, let me indulge in Sakuragi's body in the end!)
The dark feelings encircle and cover me up
I turned myself naked
……………………
Compared to me who stood motionless, the two people's lips overlapped together was Sakuragi's side
At the beginning, both sides' teeth touched together
Neither Sakuragi nor Miho know the skills of kissing at all
However, even so, she tried hard to give her lips and tried to kiss me repeatedly
I've made up my mind, but why can't I do anything
Although Sakuragi is right in front of me, I am not moving anymore
It's like raising my hand to touch her, I can't do anything like this, let alone kissing
Even if her poor breasts were deformed by my chest, I could clearly feel the extremely soft feeling from her body... My clone seemed to shrink due to timidity, and kept going downward.
The reason for all this is actually very simple
………It’s Sakuragi, too beautiful
It's too beautiful
No matter how she dreams of living an ordinary girl's life, her elegant and pure "glory" cannot be hidden. It is not just because she was born in a noble family like the Sakuragi family, but as the "glory" of her own existence. For example, no matter what occasion or family she was born, the glory she possessed will not change.
Sakuragi is the embodiment of beauty
In front of her, both dirty and dirty will be revealed, and her despicable heart will be discouraged. She herself is like a goddess
If I had come to this moment because I fell in love with Sakuragi in the real world... my clone must have been a pillar of the sky and could not stand yet, right?
I think, I'm afraid I will make Sakuragi more nervous than now, and make her feel ashamed and embarrassed under my torture.
To be honest, I am trembling even harder than Sakuragi
Sakuragi can make men shrink
In this world, is there really a man who can embrace this girl?
The beauty that is rare in the world... No, not only beauty, but also her soul that exudes holy and brilliance... will project all of a man
Under the dazzling light, a man can clearly realize how ugly and small he is.
The moment I stood in front of the goddess' naked body, I had become an unforgivable sinner
Facing me who seemed to be tightly tied and could not move at all... Sakuragi's eyes were filled with sadness
It seems that even she herself understands these things
How great pressure will an existence like her bring to a man and how inferior it will make a man feel
And it is precisely because of this fact that Sakuragi... hates this self
I am not a goddess!
At that moment, I seemed to hear a shout from her heart
And at the same moment, she knelt down...From the front, facing my male herself
My clone, which was so hung up, was surrounded gently by the goddess's palms.
As if she wanted to determine the shape of the thing in her palm, she gently stroked my clone and murmured: "I am just an ordinary girl with jade-like color and shining eyes like stars. She looked up at my mysterious water-cut pupils, making my heart beat unhappy
My clone also had a slight reaction at the same time
Moreover, when the faint spasm was passed into her palm, it seemed as if she had received the instructions from a secret code...
I have always loved Yongjun because of this……………” Sakuragi said softly
The goddess' lips are dedicated to my male self
………………
The pouring rain ruthlessly washed the asphalt road
Just under the ruthless attack of the storm, I walked weakly towards the direction of the residential street
In such a downpour, what kind of mood did Miho embark on the road home?
When I think of this, I feel heavy and sad
The rain can easily wipe away the tears that fell from her cheeks, but the scars left in her heart...it cannot disappear simply.
I can only go home
Miho made such a sacrifice to protect me. If I still wander around and finally be sent to the police station, how can I be worthy of her
(Although, even if I get home, I won't do anything...)
The strong wind whistled by, and the fierce momentum almost broke the sunflowers growing in the courtyard of the house next to the road.
It seems that the TV station once said that the typhoon was approaching here.
Maybe it would be better if I could stay in the room and think about these things that have happened alone
Turning around the street corner as usual, standing under the eaves of your apartment...
……………………?
At the entrance, a girl stood there alone
The girl's long hair fluttered in the wind, and even though her whole body was soaked in heavy rain, she still insisted on standing there without any concern
Hearing my footsteps, the exhausted girl turned listlessly
When I saw me, I suddenly raised my head
Mr. Is?!
Calling my name... She is Sakuragi Mai
……………………
Sakuragi and I looked at each other speechlessly
Just as the storm hits, time quietly passes
Amid the violent hurricane roaring, Sakuragi opened her mouth first
There are some things I want to say to Yongjun...
But, I don't want to listen
Now I have become someone who will only cause harm to others
In view of this, I have decided that in the future, I can only hurt myself.
Although I don't know what Sakuragi is going to say to me, if I continue to date her, the ending will only leave a sad memory for her.
I'm really sorry...I want to be alone now...
Leaving this sentence, I plan to turn around and escape into the apartment
But please! No matter what...I...
Stalking in front of me, Sakuragi grabbed my skeleton and big drops of water slid down her bangs... My figure was cast in Sakuragi's black eyes.
Let me go!
Because I was thrown away very roughly, she staggered on the concrete steps in front of the apartment door.
Ignore Sakuragi anymore, I walked into the apartment
(Don't look back, don't pay attention to her...)
I was reminding myself in this way, but unfortunately, this did not work.
Looking back, Sakuragi still maintained her knees on the ground, without any intention of standing up, and just let the heavy rain pour on her body
Sakuragi is crying
Actually, from the beginning, I noticed this
This is not possible... If this continues, it will only cause deeper harm to Sakuragi... Although I understand these situations very clearly
………………
I took Sakuragi's hand and took her into the room
Sakuragi who entered my room was thinking about something and had no intention of saying anything.
Just leaning over and trembling constantly
(It's about to freeze...)
At the door of the apartment, just in the wind and rain, how long has she been waiting?
I gave up the idea of handing her a towel, and I walked into the bathroom and lit the gas and prepared the T-shirt and work pants for her to change. It would be better to take a shower... Otherwise, I would catch a cold..." I urged her
Sorry..." Sakuragi nodded gently and agreed to the bathroom
After hearing the soft sound of closing the door, I sighed deeply
After changing my clothes, I made a cup of coffee
The warmth and slightly bitter taste that makes people feel comfortable and the slightly bitter taste expanded in their mouths. The coffee beans I specially requested to sell to me by "OTIMTIM"... It was Sakimi, a high-end product specially made for me. When I first entered high school, Sakimi asked me to try it several times... The high-end coffee beans that took me nearly a year or sour. Now I think about it, maybe Sakimi made it specially for me, which is what I like, a slightly sour coffee.
The howling wind shaking the windows endlessly, making a sound and tearing the sky
After drinking the coffee, I looked out at the scene of scattered under the storm and rain outside the window
Everything seems so blurry in the overwhelming rain curtain
(……………………?)
Suddenly, I noticed that the sound of water from the shower from the bathroom had been interrupted
Oh—"The bed squeaked and clattered...At some time, Sakuragi stood behind me
Just the same moment I turned around, ………………!?
My breathing almost stopped
...Sakuragi is naked
She didn't wear any sailor suits she wore or the clothes I prepared for replacement.
... Behind me is a naked cherry tree like a newborn baby
It was like a glorious, beautiful body
The part that has never been exposed to anyone's eyes, which has been wrapped in the swimsuit, is pure and fair, with bright ice and snowy skin.
There are only two places that add color to this pure white world
It's the peach-colored nipples standing on the soft and swelling apex
And the slightest breath of the chestnut gloom in the foothills of the hidden triangle
And the light emitted by these two small colors is several times that of Sakuragi's white skin like cream
Please hold me..." The beautiful red lips weave such words
I was even stunned by the breath, and retreated in a hurry, and with a "bang-" sound, my back hit the window frame.
No, no...Sakuragi...
Due to anxiety, my tongue was a little rolled up, and I was struggling to say the complete sentence
The naked body of Sakuragi who slowly approached me became more and more sacred and inviolable
No! Don't you already know! I... and several girls...
Shou said this to me because he was forced to leave nowhere, stop talking!" Sakuragi shook his head as if he was exploding.
Those things have nothing to do with me! It seems like someone who is entangled with Yongjun's body... For me, there is no need to understand what I expect, it is just that Yongjun can hold me... Just doing this is enough
Sakuragi's determination was surprisingly firm
But now I don't have the qualifications
No matter what, I can't do it
Please...
Sakuragi's hands were put on my shoulders
I am very afraid not that I am afraid of Sakuragi, but that I am myself next. If I let myself go and hold Sakuragi in my arms... At that moment, I will definitely turn into a beast, and I will transform into a beast that has neither sympathy nor gentleness. I only know that I will greed for Sakuragi's body. A evil wolf is an irresponsible behavior just to satisfy personal desires... In addition to being intimately connected to the love in both parties, I don't want to do that anymore, even if I am lost and no longer understand "what is love", I don't want to become that kind of person who can fall to what extent, the worst human being
No! Still no! I already... hate it, this is something like this!" I shouted
Sakuragi's face fell down
For a moment, I seemed to be at a loss
However, with her lips tightly closed, Sakuragi raised her face firmly, please abide by the agreement with me...
With eyes that could almost penetrate my heart, Sakuragi stared at me
The agreement is...
In the park in Yabukicho, Yongjun once promised me... when I can't realize my dream... it's just a short time, when I hope to live the life of an "ordinary girl"... Yongjun is willing to give me strength...
Under the impact, I was completely in silence
Indeed, I swear to Sakuragi, I promised her that as a man, I would do whatever I could to sacrifice my life, and I would definitely protect her. In the end, this is Sakuragi's "appointment", my "vow" although I didn't understand her true intentions at that time.
The ending is that no matter whether I keep my promise or violate it, I cannot avoid causing harm to Sakuragi
No, I've actually hurt her deeply enough
I really had nothing to say, so I had to lower my head
………………………………Would you like to abide by…?” Sakuragi asked
Yes, I answered briefly
(Already, it doesn't matter what...)
The self-deprecating mood begins to dominate my actions
I was hit hard in the Saimi incident and was hit hard by Sakuragi again.
If you think about it carefully, this may be the retribution I deserve.
(If so, as the end, let me indulge in Sakuragi's body in the end!)
The dark feelings encircle and cover me up
I turned myself naked
……………………
Compared to me who stood motionless, the two people's lips overlapped together was Sakuragi's side
At the beginning, both sides' teeth touched together
Neither Sakuragi nor Miho know the skills of kissing at all
However, even so, she tried hard to give her lips and tried to kiss me repeatedly
I've made up my mind, but why can't I do anything
Although Sakuragi is right in front of me, I am not moving anymore
It's like raising my hand to touch her, I can't do anything like this, let alone kissing
Even if her poor breasts were deformed by my chest, I could clearly feel the extremely soft feeling from her body... My clone seemed to shrink due to timidity, and kept going downward.
The reason for all this is actually very simple
………It’s Sakuragi, too beautiful
It's too beautiful
No matter how she dreams of living an ordinary girl's life, her elegant and pure "glory" cannot be hidden. It is not just because she was born in a noble family like the Sakuragi family, but as the "glory" of her own existence. For example, no matter what occasion or family she was born, the glory she possessed will not change.
Sakuragi is the embodiment of beauty
In front of her, both dirty and dirty will be revealed, and her despicable heart will be discouraged. She herself is like a goddess
If I had come to this moment because I fell in love with Sakuragi in the real world... my clone must have been a pillar of the sky and could not stand yet, right?
I think, I'm afraid I will make Sakuragi more nervous than now, and make her feel ashamed and embarrassed under my torture.
To be honest, I am trembling even harder than Sakuragi
Sakuragi can make men shrink
In this world, is there really a man who can embrace this girl?
The beauty that is rare in the world... No, not only beauty, but also her soul that exudes holy and brilliance... will project all of a man
Under the dazzling light, a man can clearly realize how ugly and small he is.
The moment I stood in front of the goddess' naked body, I had become an unforgivable sinner
Facing me who seemed to be tightly tied and could not move at all... Sakuragi's eyes were filled with sadness
It seems that even she herself understands these things
How great pressure will an existence like her bring to a man and how inferior it will make a man feel
And it is precisely because of this fact that Sakuragi... hates this self
I am not a goddess!
At that moment, I seemed to hear a shout from her heart
And at the same moment, she knelt down...From the front, facing my male herself
My clone, which was so hung up, was surrounded gently by the goddess's palms.
As if she wanted to determine the shape of the thing in her palm, she gently stroked my clone and murmured: "I am just an ordinary girl with jade-like color and shining eyes like stars. She looked up at my mysterious water-cut pupils, making my heart beat unhappy
My clone also had a slight reaction at the same time
Moreover, when the faint spasm was passed into her palm, it seemed as if she had received the instructions from a secret code...
I have always loved Yongjun because of this……………” Sakuragi said softly
The goddess' lips are dedicated to my male self
………………