When did that situation be surrounded by a sweet and sour atmosphere?
That is a soft feeling that can make people feel peaceful
The passionate, gentle, and comfortable body and mind are the woman's breasts
Remind me of the warmth from my mother that I should have forgotten a long time ago
That full of care and love, two points of expansion
The incredible softness and elasticity that lures me to sleep
Want to touch them all the time
But, but..., smack, tears fell on my cheek
Because the woman was holding me and crying
(Yes, I made me cry...)
Sorry
I promise, absolutely, never again, will make you sad
So, please let me stay with you for the time being
That's it, it's been...
Always……
………………………
Open your eyes, no one is here
I am the only one in the room
(In my own home, of course...)
Still dazed
I seem to have a dream
Although I can't remember the details, I always feel that it seems to be a distant memory
Even though I have woken up, all I have left in my chest is irrepressible pain
The room was already a little dazzling, and the noise came intermittently from the window
(It's already eleven:27? I've actually slept until almost noon?)
Last night, although I lay down on the bed, I couldn't sleep at all
Just as I tossed and turned, until the night sky gradually turned white, I finally closed my eyes
Before I fell asleep, the same person's face continued to appear before my eyes
'Satomi'
Yesterday, I met her several days later, but... that guy was with another man
Moreover, it is with that "Kenji Aihara"
The man Saimi loves is Kenji Aihara, I can't believe it no matter what.
(But those two people kissed...)
Facts that cannot be denied
I think I will never forget the situation at that moment even in my life
After the initial shock caused by an accidental encounter...
‘Kenji Aihara’s dry smile’
‘Kurikawa Sakimi’s frustrated side face’
‘My Sakuragi’s sad eyes’
Everyone is silent, no one speaks
I watched me blankly, Sakimi, who was hugged by Aihara, gradually fading away by gradually falling away...
What I can recall is that on the way back, I was talking nonsense aimlessly with Sakuragi as my object.
It seemed that I kept talking because I tried my best to forget the impact I was suffering.
(Why, must it be so shaken and uneasy?)
I do not understand
I sent Sakuragi home and lost my mood, and kept sinking down.
Always thinking about Limi's affairs, very anxious
(Why, it’s not possible for Sakimi to be with other men?)
Don't understand, don't understand, don't understand
Who is Sakimi willing to be with?... Even if that person is Kenji Aihara,... there is no room for me to interrupt.
(Why, whenever I think of her, I...)
Is it like this? I don't understand all this
But, the expression of Sakimi's moment kept flashing in her mind
What I saw when she left was as if she was about to fall into endless darkness.
According to my judgment, Sakimi is in a happy relationship or something, which is absolutely unconvincing.
(That guy must be worried about seeing her on the river beach, she even cried)
While being hurt intermittently, why is she still dating Aihara?
It makes me feel almost unbearable
For Aihara, who made Saimi sad, I wanted to beat him up until he died
But if it makes Sakimi even more painful because I really do this... I really can't do anything when I think of this...
Please, I just hope you can tell me
Why are you feeling depressed?
Why are you sad?
What hopes and hopes are there?
I wanted to do something for Limi, but she said nothing to me
(Is there any special reason that she has to bear all this alone?)
All that is left is why and why
call-………
I can't make any other sound except sighing
If you look at the alarm clock next to the pillow, it clearly shows 12:29 pm on the afternoon
From waking up to now, I just lying in bed and thinking about the same thing over and over again, it took a whole hour to do it
Tsk-I couldn't help but smack my lips and finally got up from the bed
(Or should I find a place to play...)
Because if I continue to stay at home, I'm afraid I'll spend the whole day thinking about Sakimi.
...Anyway, I decided to go out
It's not because there is something to go to or if you have made an appointment with someone, but it's better to go out than staying in the house.
Because I had no appetite at all, after a little washing up, I walked out of the apartment
Still very hot today
The summer light is so strong that the street view on both sides of the road looks a bit empty
I walked forward in a daze, and houses passed by my eyes, not knowing or not... When I calmed down, I found that I was already standing in front of the door of ‘OTIMTIM’ again
I peeked into the store, but it seemed as if I was resting today and I didn't see her.
I wandered aimlessly before the station
Where should I go?…………
Neither the place I want to go or do, I just feel very anxious
With the bustling crowd, I continued to walk aimlessly
As if driven by the abortion, I entered the station building
Unconsciously visiting the bookstore and sports goods stores in the building, but this only makes me feel more boring than interesting
However, while wandering, (I seemed to have met Xiao Wu by chance here)
I've remembered
(By the way, Xiao Wu said that she will resume training in the swimming department from today...or go to school... Well, go to school!)
What is the reason? It's amazing that I have never considered going to school today...
(If you go to school, you should be able to meet Xiao Wu)
The conversation with her is pleasant, and even if I just stay with her, it will make me feel peaceful
OK, it's decided!
I remember she said the training was conducted in the afternoon, and if you go now, the time is right.
I quickly recovered and left the station building behind me
Although I was exposed to the scorching sun again, I felt much better because I had a goal this time.
If you endure the rumbling sound of the tram in your ears, you will soon arrive at the intersection with the river.
The river water flows quietly under the scorching sun, and the dense weeds growing on the shore sway gently under the breeze
Walking through the river bank that has become dusty due to the continuous sunshine, you can immediately see the school standing in front of you
As I stepped into the front door of the private college that I had already been familiar with, I first walked across the campus and arrived at the swimming pool located on the west side of the school. But, hey? The training of the swimming department has not started yet? I came too early!...
There is silence around
When I was thinking about what to do next and whether to disturb the staff or health care room, Yongjun!
A voice stopped me
Looking back, I was greeted by the smile of Sakuragi Mai standing there
What a wonderful time!
(Excellent Xiaowu today, full of vitality)
To be honest... Yesterday, due to my emotional change, I was worried about whether it would make Sakuragi feel unhappy
In fact, on the way home, she became a speechless party on the way to send Sakuragi home, and for some reason I always felt a faint sadness in her eyes
However, now, Sakuragi Mai in front of her was smiling... What's incredible is that she looks more radiant than ever before
(It seems that her beauty is radiating outward through her clothes...)
Not to joke, but to be truly holy and dazzling
Shocked by Sakuragi's overwhelming beauty, my heart was pounding like before I dated Sakuragi.
Are you here to visit today?
Slightly tilted my head, my smooth and soft chestnut hair swayed slightly... My heart beat wildly uncontrollably
Ah, hey, um-! Because I heard from Xiao Wu that you would resume training starting today
Facing me who finished speaking in one breath, Sakuragi's cheeks looked pink
(Oh no!) When I realized that this was simply acknowledging that I came to school just to watch Xiaowu, it was too late.
Even for Sakuragi herself, I must have known about this when I came to the swimming pool for a long time because of my obsession with her, but... I still feel very embarrassed to be officially announced like this!
Sakuragi curled up a little with a little cringe, and her hands were clenched unconsciously
That... Yongjun...
Sakuragi's clear eyes, which were staring at, became bigger as if she was encouraged by me.
Today, after the training...will you go back together if you can?
Ah, ahhh... I was just about to ask, if I could... I want to go back with you!
Looking at me who nodded more than once or twice, Sakuragi responded with a moving smile while blushing.
Then, I'll go change my clothes... See you later!
Sakuragi disappeared gracefully in the direction of the swimming pool changing room
In the direction of the school gate, a group of people from the swimming department - the minister Kimura who was walking towards this side, came into my sight.
Seeing that Sakuragi and I were together, Kimura's guy's face was full of smiles, even though I was still far away, I almost saw it with my own eyes.
This kid... OK, if you don't find a way to spend some time...
Anyway, I'll enter the school building first
I took a peek into the staff room a little, but it seemed that Teacher Fangzi also went out for a family visit today.
Not there
Next I will consider whether I should go to the health care room to show off my face (no, let’s forget it…)
Because Misa happened two days ago, I would be very embarrassed to see Mr. Mako again
Oh, if I don’t get in, I will be lonely!
It happened to be seen by Mr. Mako who went to work in the afternoon
No, it just seems that no one is present in the health room...
Although I was stammering and trying to make excuses, my red face couldn't hide it
...For the above reasons, I drank black tea in the health care room and spent about thirty minutes easily before saying goodbye to Teacher Mako
Come on, let’s go to the Goddess Dancing swimming pool next!
Just when we arrived in the corridor
……Um!?
Meet the man who was coming down the stairs
(Aihara, Kenji...)
Once again, I met this annoying bastard
The good things yesterday were also thanks to this guy's help. This is the face I don't want to see now.
Although I should have had many things to question him, I suddenly met him here, and for a moment I didn't know what to say
Aihara obviously noticed my existence, and it seemed that he was shocked at that moment.
But he said nothing, just walked past me
That moment
snort-
The moment I passed by, the bastard laughed
This is not the first time I've been ridiculed by Aihara.
Almost all of them are beyond count, so old that they are almost moss
However,... his laughter this time was a little different from the ridicule so far. Somehow, he always felt a little different.
Dry, cold, grim laughter that sounds too cruel
(The mockery of me from the depths of my heart...??)
Very strange
After the last date, the situation where Sakuragi and I were together yesterday also fell into his eyes.
Because Aihara has been chasing Sakuragi persistently, he shouldn't and cannot be completely indifferent to these situations.
...Or, he had long believed in his heart that Sakuragi and I would not be able to develop smoothly in the end?
In any case, it is a creepy ridicule that cannot understand its original intention.
As Aihara, who walked out of the school building from the gate, …………………………bastard!
I can't help but speak ill of words
When I see that guy, my emotions become a little violent
The blood in his body was boiling, and he wanted to beat him no matter what.
But I can't do that, it's all about Li Mei's fault
If I really put him in a big way, Sakimi will definitely be very sad
I don't want to see such a scene
(Rami... why are you with such a bastard...Rami...Rami...)
………………－!
During the memory process, I thought of something
Reasons for Saimi to come from a tea shop
Sakimi came to school for no reason
Reason for Saimi to cry
The pieces of the puzzle pieces scattered suddenly became completely combined
It was concluded that it was too miserable
Yes, Hu--say, let's talk!
I rushed up the stairs
Why, this happens?
Even if I do not understand
I kept refuting myself while running, maybe because I was unwilling to admit this conclusion.
Have never seen it with my own eyes
Absolutely, don't want to believe it
It was like jumping, I rushed to the second floor, with the toilet on the left and the music room at the bottom.
Between the toilet and the music room...the sports pantry stands before...
I opened the forbidden door that shouldn't have been opened with my own hands
Even in broad daylight, the room that looks a little dark, with mats with yellow spots piled up in scattered manner, and the tilted box jump is more appropriate than a pantry, so it is more appropriate to stack waste products.
The dust is covered with spider webs, and the smell of damp and moldy comes to your nose
And, there is another smell that permeates here
Sweat, body fluids, body odor... A unique smell that can only be produced by men and women, which are intertwined.
The smell after sex
There is a girl in the garbage dump, left there
Jackets, sleeveless summer sweaters, bras... were peeled off and thrown aside, wrinkled and spread on moldy mats
Sliding underwear on your left ankle
From the depths of the shadow covered by the skirt that was rolled upwards, a stream of white liquid slid down her thighs.
The woman's shoulders were shaking and she turned around
In the eyes, each other's figures are projected
During the freezing time, her face twisted
Like a slow motion in the movie, her lips slowly opened
What is spit out is - despair
The sarcastic sound from the limit of the sound hits the eardrum at the same moment, the stagnant time resumes the flow
I was lifted from the spell and retreated in a hurry... and hit the wall of the music room next door
The ears were filled with helpless screams, and I escaped from the sports equipment room
It was as slow as moving in the water, my feet were swaying and unable to stabilize
After struggling to reach the stairs, I leaned my body against the wall and rubbed it down slowly
Before he was halfway down, his feet were disobedient and fell down and rolled to the platform in the middle of the stairs.
Holding the stair railing with both hands, I finally stood up again
After getting off my other half again, I saw Teacher Mako running out of the corridor
What happened, Yongjun? What happened...!?
I couldn't answer the teacher's question, just with a gloomy face and continued walking
A nausea surged, and a nausea surged, making me almost vomit
I was staggering out of the door, and I was once again surrounded by the too dazzling sunshine
The sticky hot air poured into my lungs, and the things in my stomach could no longer bear it.
Although I want to fall down like this, it shouldn't be the present
Anyway, there is a guy I want to see him now and listen to his explanation
I have to go where that guy is
That is a soft feeling that can make people feel peaceful
The passionate, gentle, and comfortable body and mind are the woman's breasts
Remind me of the warmth from my mother that I should have forgotten a long time ago
That full of care and love, two points of expansion
The incredible softness and elasticity that lures me to sleep
Want to touch them all the time
But, but..., smack, tears fell on my cheek
Because the woman was holding me and crying
(Yes, I made me cry...)
Sorry
I promise, absolutely, never again, will make you sad
So, please let me stay with you for the time being
That's it, it's been...
Always……
………………………
Open your eyes, no one is here
I am the only one in the room
(In my own home, of course...)
Still dazed
I seem to have a dream
Although I can't remember the details, I always feel that it seems to be a distant memory
Even though I have woken up, all I have left in my chest is irrepressible pain
The room was already a little dazzling, and the noise came intermittently from the window
(It's already eleven:27? I've actually slept until almost noon?)
Last night, although I lay down on the bed, I couldn't sleep at all
Just as I tossed and turned, until the night sky gradually turned white, I finally closed my eyes
Before I fell asleep, the same person's face continued to appear before my eyes
'Satomi'
Yesterday, I met her several days later, but... that guy was with another man
Moreover, it is with that "Kenji Aihara"
The man Saimi loves is Kenji Aihara, I can't believe it no matter what.
(But those two people kissed...)
Facts that cannot be denied
I think I will never forget the situation at that moment even in my life
After the initial shock caused by an accidental encounter...
‘Kenji Aihara’s dry smile’
‘Kurikawa Sakimi’s frustrated side face’
‘My Sakuragi’s sad eyes’
Everyone is silent, no one speaks
I watched me blankly, Sakimi, who was hugged by Aihara, gradually fading away by gradually falling away...
What I can recall is that on the way back, I was talking nonsense aimlessly with Sakuragi as my object.
It seemed that I kept talking because I tried my best to forget the impact I was suffering.
(Why, must it be so shaken and uneasy?)
I do not understand
I sent Sakuragi home and lost my mood, and kept sinking down.
Always thinking about Limi's affairs, very anxious
(Why, it’s not possible for Sakimi to be with other men?)
Don't understand, don't understand, don't understand
Who is Sakimi willing to be with?... Even if that person is Kenji Aihara,... there is no room for me to interrupt.
(Why, whenever I think of her, I...)
Is it like this? I don't understand all this
But, the expression of Sakimi's moment kept flashing in her mind
What I saw when she left was as if she was about to fall into endless darkness.
According to my judgment, Sakimi is in a happy relationship or something, which is absolutely unconvincing.
(That guy must be worried about seeing her on the river beach, she even cried)
While being hurt intermittently, why is she still dating Aihara?
It makes me feel almost unbearable
For Aihara, who made Saimi sad, I wanted to beat him up until he died
But if it makes Sakimi even more painful because I really do this... I really can't do anything when I think of this...
Please, I just hope you can tell me
Why are you feeling depressed?
Why are you sad?
What hopes and hopes are there?
I wanted to do something for Limi, but she said nothing to me
(Is there any special reason that she has to bear all this alone?)
All that is left is why and why
call-………
I can't make any other sound except sighing
If you look at the alarm clock next to the pillow, it clearly shows 12:29 pm on the afternoon
From waking up to now, I just lying in bed and thinking about the same thing over and over again, it took a whole hour to do it
Tsk-I couldn't help but smack my lips and finally got up from the bed
(Or should I find a place to play...)
Because if I continue to stay at home, I'm afraid I'll spend the whole day thinking about Sakimi.
...Anyway, I decided to go out
It's not because there is something to go to or if you have made an appointment with someone, but it's better to go out than staying in the house.
Because I had no appetite at all, after a little washing up, I walked out of the apartment
Still very hot today
The summer light is so strong that the street view on both sides of the road looks a bit empty
I walked forward in a daze, and houses passed by my eyes, not knowing or not... When I calmed down, I found that I was already standing in front of the door of ‘OTIMTIM’ again
I peeked into the store, but it seemed as if I was resting today and I didn't see her.
I wandered aimlessly before the station
Where should I go?…………
Neither the place I want to go or do, I just feel very anxious
With the bustling crowd, I continued to walk aimlessly
As if driven by the abortion, I entered the station building
Unconsciously visiting the bookstore and sports goods stores in the building, but this only makes me feel more boring than interesting
However, while wandering, (I seemed to have met Xiao Wu by chance here)
I've remembered
(By the way, Xiao Wu said that she will resume training in the swimming department from today...or go to school... Well, go to school!)
What is the reason? It's amazing that I have never considered going to school today...
(If you go to school, you should be able to meet Xiao Wu)
The conversation with her is pleasant, and even if I just stay with her, it will make me feel peaceful
OK, it's decided!
I remember she said the training was conducted in the afternoon, and if you go now, the time is right.
I quickly recovered and left the station building behind me
Although I was exposed to the scorching sun again, I felt much better because I had a goal this time.
If you endure the rumbling sound of the tram in your ears, you will soon arrive at the intersection with the river.
The river water flows quietly under the scorching sun, and the dense weeds growing on the shore sway gently under the breeze
Walking through the river bank that has become dusty due to the continuous sunshine, you can immediately see the school standing in front of you
As I stepped into the front door of the private college that I had already been familiar with, I first walked across the campus and arrived at the swimming pool located on the west side of the school. But, hey? The training of the swimming department has not started yet? I came too early!...
There is silence around
When I was thinking about what to do next and whether to disturb the staff or health care room, Yongjun!
A voice stopped me
Looking back, I was greeted by the smile of Sakuragi Mai standing there
What a wonderful time!
(Excellent Xiaowu today, full of vitality)
To be honest... Yesterday, due to my emotional change, I was worried about whether it would make Sakuragi feel unhappy
In fact, on the way home, she became a speechless party on the way to send Sakuragi home, and for some reason I always felt a faint sadness in her eyes
However, now, Sakuragi Mai in front of her was smiling... What's incredible is that she looks more radiant than ever before
(It seems that her beauty is radiating outward through her clothes...)
Not to joke, but to be truly holy and dazzling
Shocked by Sakuragi's overwhelming beauty, my heart was pounding like before I dated Sakuragi.
Are you here to visit today?
Slightly tilted my head, my smooth and soft chestnut hair swayed slightly... My heart beat wildly uncontrollably
Ah, hey, um-! Because I heard from Xiao Wu that you would resume training starting today
Facing me who finished speaking in one breath, Sakuragi's cheeks looked pink
(Oh no!) When I realized that this was simply acknowledging that I came to school just to watch Xiaowu, it was too late.
Even for Sakuragi herself, I must have known about this when I came to the swimming pool for a long time because of my obsession with her, but... I still feel very embarrassed to be officially announced like this!
Sakuragi curled up a little with a little cringe, and her hands were clenched unconsciously
That... Yongjun...
Sakuragi's clear eyes, which were staring at, became bigger as if she was encouraged by me.
Today, after the training...will you go back together if you can?
Ah, ahhh... I was just about to ask, if I could... I want to go back with you!
Looking at me who nodded more than once or twice, Sakuragi responded with a moving smile while blushing.
Then, I'll go change my clothes... See you later!
Sakuragi disappeared gracefully in the direction of the swimming pool changing room
In the direction of the school gate, a group of people from the swimming department - the minister Kimura who was walking towards this side, came into my sight.
Seeing that Sakuragi and I were together, Kimura's guy's face was full of smiles, even though I was still far away, I almost saw it with my own eyes.
This kid... OK, if you don't find a way to spend some time...
Anyway, I'll enter the school building first
I took a peek into the staff room a little, but it seemed that Teacher Fangzi also went out for a family visit today.
Not there
Next I will consider whether I should go to the health care room to show off my face (no, let’s forget it…)
Because Misa happened two days ago, I would be very embarrassed to see Mr. Mako again
Oh, if I don’t get in, I will be lonely!
It happened to be seen by Mr. Mako who went to work in the afternoon
No, it just seems that no one is present in the health room...
Although I was stammering and trying to make excuses, my red face couldn't hide it
...For the above reasons, I drank black tea in the health care room and spent about thirty minutes easily before saying goodbye to Teacher Mako
Come on, let’s go to the Goddess Dancing swimming pool next!
Just when we arrived in the corridor
……Um!?
Meet the man who was coming down the stairs
(Aihara, Kenji...)
Once again, I met this annoying bastard
The good things yesterday were also thanks to this guy's help. This is the face I don't want to see now.
Although I should have had many things to question him, I suddenly met him here, and for a moment I didn't know what to say
Aihara obviously noticed my existence, and it seemed that he was shocked at that moment.
But he said nothing, just walked past me
That moment
snort-
The moment I passed by, the bastard laughed
This is not the first time I've been ridiculed by Aihara.
Almost all of them are beyond count, so old that they are almost moss
However,... his laughter this time was a little different from the ridicule so far. Somehow, he always felt a little different.
Dry, cold, grim laughter that sounds too cruel
(The mockery of me from the depths of my heart...??)
Very strange
After the last date, the situation where Sakuragi and I were together yesterday also fell into his eyes.
Because Aihara has been chasing Sakuragi persistently, he shouldn't and cannot be completely indifferent to these situations.
...Or, he had long believed in his heart that Sakuragi and I would not be able to develop smoothly in the end?
In any case, it is a creepy ridicule that cannot understand its original intention.
As Aihara, who walked out of the school building from the gate, …………………………bastard!
I can't help but speak ill of words
When I see that guy, my emotions become a little violent
The blood in his body was boiling, and he wanted to beat him no matter what.
But I can't do that, it's all about Li Mei's fault
If I really put him in a big way, Sakimi will definitely be very sad
I don't want to see such a scene
(Rami... why are you with such a bastard...Rami...Rami...)
………………－!
During the memory process, I thought of something
Reasons for Saimi to come from a tea shop
Sakimi came to school for no reason
Reason for Saimi to cry
The pieces of the puzzle pieces scattered suddenly became completely combined
It was concluded that it was too miserable
Yes, Hu--say, let's talk!
I rushed up the stairs
Why, this happens?
Even if I do not understand
I kept refuting myself while running, maybe because I was unwilling to admit this conclusion.
Have never seen it with my own eyes
Absolutely, don't want to believe it
It was like jumping, I rushed to the second floor, with the toilet on the left and the music room at the bottom.
Between the toilet and the music room...the sports pantry stands before...
I opened the forbidden door that shouldn't have been opened with my own hands
Even in broad daylight, the room that looks a little dark, with mats with yellow spots piled up in scattered manner, and the tilted box jump is more appropriate than a pantry, so it is more appropriate to stack waste products.
The dust is covered with spider webs, and the smell of damp and moldy comes to your nose
And, there is another smell that permeates here
Sweat, body fluids, body odor... A unique smell that can only be produced by men and women, which are intertwined.
The smell after sex
There is a girl in the garbage dump, left there
Jackets, sleeveless summer sweaters, bras... were peeled off and thrown aside, wrinkled and spread on moldy mats
Sliding underwear on your left ankle
From the depths of the shadow covered by the skirt that was rolled upwards, a stream of white liquid slid down her thighs.
The woman's shoulders were shaking and she turned around
In the eyes, each other's figures are projected
During the freezing time, her face twisted
Like a slow motion in the movie, her lips slowly opened
What is spit out is - despair
The sarcastic sound from the limit of the sound hits the eardrum at the same moment, the stagnant time resumes the flow
I was lifted from the spell and retreated in a hurry... and hit the wall of the music room next door
The ears were filled with helpless screams, and I escaped from the sports equipment room
It was as slow as moving in the water, my feet were swaying and unable to stabilize
After struggling to reach the stairs, I leaned my body against the wall and rubbed it down slowly
Before he was halfway down, his feet were disobedient and fell down and rolled to the platform in the middle of the stairs.
Holding the stair railing with both hands, I finally stood up again
After getting off my other half again, I saw Teacher Mako running out of the corridor
What happened, Yongjun? What happened...!?
I couldn't answer the teacher's question, just with a gloomy face and continued walking
A nausea surged, and a nausea surged, making me almost vomit
I was staggering out of the door, and I was once again surrounded by the too dazzling sunshine
The sticky hot air poured into my lungs, and the things in my stomach could no longer bear it.
Although I want to fall down like this, it shouldn't be the present
Anyway, there is a guy I want to see him now and listen to his explanation
I have to go where that guy is
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