Chapter 53 Rebirth

Xu Zhongjun pinched my butt casually and whispered: Stop messing around, Zhiyi, remember to do what I said

I nodded, then turned to his side and asked him to go out first

After locking the toilet door again, my heart suddenly jumped up. I was ashamed, nervous, and scared. All kinds of emotions suddenly surged up, and they were all gone. I just pointed out the country and talked and laughed calmly.

It was not until then that I truly realized how ridiculous and lewd what happened in the past hour. Other teachers are role models, but I am a teacher bitch; others are doing adventures and stupid things for love, but I am a sex for sex.

If anyone told me six years ago: You will have sex with your husband's boss in the men's bathroom on a rainy afternoon in the future, I will definitely tear his mouth apart, but this happened.

But the road has been completed. From the moment Xu Zhongjun rode on me in front of Liu Jiayuan, everything has gone to the opposite of the brilliant life he had hoped for, just as Wang Xiaopo said in "Wanshou Temple":

Everything in Chang'an City has ended and everything is irreversible and going towards vulgarity

Thinking of this, although there is sorrow, there is also some comfort. Since it is impossible to avoid the future lewd and vulgar life, then a man like Xu Zhongjun who replaces a certain kind of lover and husband function has finally been a good compensation.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile. The smile contained the calmness after recognizing the reality and the comfort that I still had some expectations for the future.

The wind blowing in the window was still cold, but it was a little cooler than before. I took a deep breath and felt relaxed in my body and mind, full of qi and blood, and my whole body seemed to be much lighter. People always say: Time is the medicine to cure all trauma. In my opinion, it should be added with this one. If it doesn't work once, then it will be twice, three times, one hundred times. Just like my transformation to Xu Zhongjun, from jealousy, hatred, contempt to recognition, tolerance and even gratitude, this huge change in heart is completely the catalysis of sex. When I was under strong depression in my physiology and heart, he appeared in front of me like a savior. Whether it is the gift of God or the compensation of fate, this dramatic encounter is all about me., no longer like the previous sex, every time I have strong revenge, use and play with it. This time, a touch of love and true love is mixed in the originally cold and pure thrusting. Even if it is very small, it is enough to temporarily heal my heart. Although the scar caused by him may not be able to be eliminated in this life, as the injured me, I no longer have hatred for the hunter. To put it bluntly, I forgave the culprit of the rape of me, possessing me, causing my husband to turn against me, and my life is broken, and I recognize his special husband's identity in my heart.

Churchill said: There are no eternal enemies, no eternal friends, only eternal interests

But for two people who are deeply trapped in lust, sex is eternal

I will not regard the transformation of the sexual relationship between the two as so-called love, sincerity or attachment. This is just a compromise that is both unexpected and helpless. I let go of hatred and coldness, and no longer regard him as a tool to relieve sexual addiction; he let go of restraint and taboos, and truly regard me as a sex partner like Gu Man. We have all given up our past distractions and knots, which has led to the pure and unforgettable sex exchange and orgasm in the toilet just now.

Since life is already very hard, if even the last joy of sex is not pure and unhappy, wouldn’t it be unloving to live, and the suffering is even more painful?

So, rather than compromising, I am becoming more and more obedient to my true heart and desires. Even if I don’t have the coincidental encounter today, I believe that in no time, my attitude towards Xu Zhongjun will gradually change, and the restrictions in each other’s sexual intercourse will gradually decrease, because it is too difficult to maintain restraint and rationality in the closest physical communication activities of human beings. Therefore, if we borrow diplomatic terms, today’s meeting will have an epoch-making meaning, which will open a new chapter in the development of the carnal development of Xu Zhongjun and me!

It’s true: I’ll spend all the time with the cannon friends, and I’ll end my grudges when I meet!

In fact, after saying so much, I just wanted to give myself a step forward. Two months ago, I swear to punish and revenge, but I fell so quickly. And from now on, the carnal pleasures will be given by someone who raped me at the beginning. What a great irony and depravity!

I want to be a bitch and also have to set up a archway, and I am the one who said it!

In the past, fate gave me a positioning: a virtuous wife teacher who unfortunately became addicted to sex. Then in the years to come, I will probably change it to: a promiscuous and obscene slut who is engaged in the teaching industry. In the end, I will indeed have the most enjoyable sex experience, but with such an identity, if I go back time, will I still make such a choice?

I don’t know that fate will never have any if, and I finally became what I once hated the most...

Cough, cough, cough, three quick coughs woke me up from my thoughts. I stomped my feet gently, tidied my hair, and then took a deep breath, as if I was going to give a speech in front of thousands of people. My heartbeat that had just calmed down was pounding again. I held my breath and pressed the sliding buckle of the toilet door tremblingly. The door opened the crack on itself and made a sizzling sound, but to me, it seemed like the harsh gunfire sound during a 100-meter race. So, I slammed the door completely, took two steps at a time, lowered my head and ran towards the door. This was definitely the longest distance I had in my life.

I rushed to the corner near the women's bathroom before stopping, then I held the wall with my left hand and pressed my bag tightly against my ribs with my right hand. I was half-squatting and gasping for breath, and my head felt dizzy.

After a few seconds of slowing down, a ray of sunlight flashed through the gray clouds on my face. I suddenly felt a hint of warmth surge in my body, and my throbbing heart was relieved a lot.

In order to avoid suspicion, Xu Zhongjun just looked at me from afar, with his lips raised and his eyes smiling. But from his relaxed expression, I saw deep ridicule, a kind of pride and pride that was not serious about watching the fun. I gave him a hateful look, then turned around to the sink, and immediately appeared in the mirror with a red cheek, a melon-shaped face with a wide eyelid, a few strands of hair were fluffy on his forehead, and the small and bright beads of sweat were scattered between them, not greasy, but added a touch of beauty.

The snow-white neck was flushed with the tension just now, like the red plums scattered in the snow, and the towering breasts stretched the white shirt tightly. Although my waist was not too thin after giving birth, it still made the two soft pieces of flesh round and full.

This is the first time in two months that I have looked at myself so seriously and carefully. Because of Xu Zhongjun's invasion and calculation, I have extremely disliked my pretty face and sexy body. If I had an ordinary appearance and a common figure from the beginning, I would not have been raped and had a bad relationship. Although I hated Xu Zhongjun's despicableness and Liu Jiayuan's cowardice, I also hated fate's teasing and my beautiful stinky skin, which led to my extremely hurrying, casual and numbing every time I wash or put on my clothes.

But now, since I have escaped the shackles of my inner demons and hatred, I can finally face myself again and be proud of my beautiful face and plump figure

What's wrong? Are you attracted by your own beauty? Xu Zhongjun walked over slowly, washing his hands and laughing

I gave him a blank look, but my heart was very happy and replied in a sweet voice: No! Otherwise, how could it be touched by your Section Chief Xu's erotic eyes?

As soon as the words were finished, the two of them laughed at the mirror at the same time

Then, I took out my makeup bag, put on a simple makeup, and tied my hair neatly. After this upset, I became a professional female teacher with an elegant temperament and a beautiful appearance. Compared with the unrestrained appearance in the toilet just now, it really seemed like a different world, and it was a different place.

Xu Zhongjun and I walked out of the public toilet side by side and walked along the path in front of the door to a bus stop sign on the main street. I was about to ask Xu Zhongjun to drive back first, but I took the bus and his phone suddenly rang. As soon as he looked at the screen, his face became very ugly. He held his cell phone in his hand and stopped answering for a long time.

I felt something was strange, so I quietly moved closer and glanced at the screen sideways. Lu Yunsheng's three big words immediately came into my eyes. My heart moved and I understood Xu Zhongjun's difficulties in an instant. I quietly retreated back to my original position and cleared my throat heavily. Xu Zhongjun then recovered, looked at me awkwardly, tremblingly slid away the answer button, and said hoarsely: Hey...hey, Director Lu!

Oh, I was about to tell you, sorry, I...

He suddenly stopped when he said this, and saw him nodding his head gently, and agreed in his mouth. After a few seconds, he hung up the phone

I felt a little strange and asked on purpose: Whose phone number? Why did I hang up before I finished speaking?

Xu Zhongjun sighed deeply and replied with a sad face: It was Lu Yunsheng, I mentioned it to you. I was about to say that just now, but a guest came to his house and said he would call me later.

At this time, I stood behind him and clearly saw two lines of sweat flowing down his neck and sinking into his back heart. The flesh on his cheeks was shaking irregularly, and his fingers scratched the back shell of his phone, making a sizzling sound, and his whole body was like an employee waiting outside the leader's office waiting to be scolded.

I coughed again and asked softly: Why, are you scared? Didn’t you still take the initiative to talk about it before?

Xu Zhongjun shook his head, looked at the sky, and sighed: It's not that he was afraid, but he felt that this matter was really not easy to speak. He had thought about the words, but he interrupted him, but he didn't know what to say when answering the phone again. After all, I promised to swear for sure, in the end, Zhiyi may be because he always had regrets in his heart, and... hey...

Speaking of this, he saw that I was lowering my head and thinking, as if thinking about something, thinking of me being angry with his attitude, and immediately said: I just said that, Zhiyi, don’t be too careful, I will definitely refuse seriously at that time. This kind of thing was a voluntary principle. At worst, I would give him some gifts in the future.

While listening to his words, I continued to think about a few things in my heart. I didn't look up, but just muttered: Didn't you say the car is nearby? Take me back to school first

OK, I just parked my car on the side street diagonally opposite your school.

Then I raised my head and said with a slight ridicule: Oh, when did I learn to be so 'understand'

I haven't said anything yet, you should consider the issue of safety and avoid suspicion first

He giggled foolishly and replied as he walked: I...I'm mainly thinking about you. After all, there are so many people at the school gate. It would be bad if someone touched me. Originally, I was a stone in the toilet: it was smelly and hard, and I was not afraid of anything, but for you, I had to be cautious. We have to be a "long-term couple"!

As soon as he finished speaking, I reached out and kicked him, then blushed and said, "Bao, "The dog can't spit out ivory from his mouth." Stop talking nonsense, I thought it was in the toilet!

Two people laughed, walking towards the parking position of the car

But I never let go of my mind about those things.