It was already late at night when I arrived home. The heavy snow covered the brown streets, turning H City into a huge chocolate cream cake.
It has been a few months since the divorce. The leaves on the streets of Beijing have turned yellow and fallen, and are covered with snow and soil. Zhao Huilanxin and I have lost contact.
I curled up in the big house in Xishanyuan, drinking bottle after bottle, Beijing Erguotou, Qingdao beer, Scotch whiskey, Japanese sake, I traveled around the world with the bottle label, and it was a great time to have fun
When I wake up in the afternoon, I will crawl to pee in a daze. When I look at the mirror, I will find that my beard is crawling all over my face. I smile at myself and see my whole life flowing through the mirror.
Until that day, I received a call from my mother and asked me to go home for the New Year.
This made me hesitate. She probably didn't know about my divorce from Zhao Hui.
I stammered and said that Zhao Hui and Lanxin were going to live in the United States for a while and chose a school for Lanxin to study in the future.
Losers are often better at lying
There was a silence on the other end of the phone, and then my mother said: Then come back by yourself. Her voice was old and weak, as if every word was covered with wrinkles.
I booked the air ticket, returned, took the high-speed rail instead, got off the high-speed rail station, the local accent and cold air surged together, and the temperature of minus 30 degrees Celsius made every inch of skin exposed to severe pain, which made me feel warm.
On the way home from a taxi, the driver asked me what work I was doing in another place. I thought about it and told him that I was a little writer and made up stories to make a living.
The driver sneered
He didn't realize that I was a story-making person
When I opened the door, I smelled the fragrance of sauerkraut and the bitterness of raw garlic. My father and mother came out of the kitchen to greet me, saying that I had hot dumplings and stuffed with sauerkraut.
My eyes were blurred, not tears, but frosting of glasses
My mother took my down jacket and threw me a pair of slippers, asking me not to rush to eat dumplings first and meet someone first. After that, she pulled me to the door of the guest bedroom
I staggered, my mother held me and asked me to push the door and go in
I was a little uneasy, expectation and fear filled my body
The lights in the bedroom were dim, and a little girl was lying on the bed, wrapped in a pink quilt, sleeping soundly
A slender woman sitting next to the girl is reading a magazine
The woman heard the sound of the door and raised her head, and her eyes were filled with long tenderness and dense sorrow.
I met Zhao Hui and Lanxin again
I remember that during the months I lived alone, I often sat cross-legged on the bed in Xishan Garden, staring at the sunset outside the window. Perhaps it was the rising sun. I had lost the ability to distinguish time, and sometimes I suddenly felt lonely.
I don't miss the lives of the folks. In fact, since I lived alone, I really want to gradually forget the women I have had before, the young female college student, the coquettish and mature Liang Wei, and even Feng Jing I met a few months ago. They seem to be the heroines of porn movies. They once left a glimpse of the naked and wet glimpse in my mind, but corroded their appearance in time.
But there was a face that became clearer and clearer, that was Zhao Hui's face
I looked at the warm winter sun outside the window and felt my soul leave my body. I found myself leaving my heavy body. I leaned against the door and looked at the man sitting on the bed. He was lost and looked withered.
I seemed to understand the thoughts of the loser on the bed in an instant. He did not dare to face the bloody memories, but the people around him kept reminding him for more than ten years, allowing him to remember USB drives, CDs, blurry videos, sea water, blood foam and keys every second at home.
He was a coward, and there was no doubt about it, so he wanted to escape and found an excuse to throw away the memory.
It doesn't matter whether this excuse is Lin Cheng, Liang Wei or Chen Ying. More than ten years of heavy pressure have made his heart solidify into stones.
The mother later said that she had known about our divorce for a long time, and Zhao Hui told her mother
Zhao Hui didn't let her mother tell me about their contacts, and told her that I was doing some important things and it would take several months to be quiet.
Zhao Hui is still so smart
My mother first invited Zhao Hui to go home for the New Year
Zhao Hui did not refuse, and brought Lan Xin to City H one day before me.
That night, I slept on the sofa bed in the living room, thinking about it
Zhao Hui was able to come to H City, which means Du Cheng didn’t get her. What happened in the middle?
How do I explain when I get up tomorrow morning?
My parents lived together again and were sleeping in the same bed next door. When will they remarry? Can they completely forgive each other?
Can Zhao Hui forgive me?
Half-wake-up, it seemed like something fell on the other side of the sofa bed, and the familiar fragrance drifted into my nose. I woke up a little and found the soft outline, full body and quiet breathing around me. Zhao Hui lay quietly beside me.
Du Cheng went to the United States, half a month ago Zhao Hui lay on her back, staring at the ceiling, and lowered her voice and said, "The voice was weak, but it hit my eardrums firmly."
He proposed to me, but I didn't agree. We talked once and explained clearly that the others were not bad. They didn't bother me anymore. They resigned and went to the United States. Zhao Hui said softly in a voice.
The living room is empty, and the echoes lingered for a long time before they disappeared
I thought about how to say the next sentence, but I found it ridiculous. It turned out that more than ten years of intimacy could not resist the cruel separation. I became nervous and cowardly in front of Zhao Hui.
I wandered for a long time before I squeezed out a few words from my teeth: I and that woman broke
I know Zhao Hui said, her voice is gentle and sweet
Someone threw you away, Du Cheng told me. Zhao Hui said, turning her face and smiling at me. I couldn't see her smile clearly, but I could see the light in her eyes.
I was a little annoyed, and I felt ridiculous and turned around and hugged her
The familiar touch surged up, we kissed
There was an emotional whimper in my wet mouth, and two dry bodies exchanged the last bit of moisture
When I touched my hand gently, Zhao Hui was very wet. I gently inserted my index finger into her fluff. It looked like magma and rain. The hot and smooth touch alternately stimulated my nerves.
Two labia are like babies' mouths, sucking my fingers
This familiar body makes me feel strange
I lowered my head, she knew how to lift up her shirt, I buried my head in her soft chest, took a deep breath, and let the blood dissolve her smell in it.
This smell has traveled through many years, and the green youthful ambition and tired middle-aged smell have captured me again
I couldn't see Zhao Hui's expression, but I could only hear the steaming breath
I held her nipples in my mouth, stirred my tongue, and the flesh on the nipples were hard, arrogant and enthusiastic
A hand slid softly into my crotch and grabbed my penis
It has not been covered with rain for several months, and it is swollen and fighting with Zhao Hui's fingers.
I heard Zhao Hui's humming
Zhao Hui's legs are very long, and there are only two straight silhouettes at night, like two swords with cold light.
I turned over and got off the sofa bed, squatted on the ground, put Zhao Hui's legs on her shoulders, and kissed her fluff and stream water.
The smell of sweat mixed with the fishy smell of vaginal fluid washed my lips and tongue wildly, and the warm and sticky labia blew on my tongue
I scratched my clitoris with the tip of my tongue, feeling its throbbing and shyness. The complex wrinkles around me resonated mysteriously with my tongue.
I could hear the depressed gasp, which belongs to darkness and loneliness
I stood up, held my penis so perky that I approached Zhao Hui, and finally returned to the most familiar place
I remembered the first time with Zhao Hui, which was green and confused, with the smell of chlorine in the swimming pool. I really want to go back to that time
When inserted, Zhao Hui couldn't help but hum. The sound was not loud, but it made my blood rush. I pushed it into the deepest part of her body, as if I wanted to use my glans to wash away my cowardice and greed.
I thrust in and out and kissed Zhao Hui's lips. We made a deep sob together. The whimper included the joy of reunion after a long time, and the confusion of passing by.
The climax came very quickly, Zhao Hui trembled in my arms. I took her legs off her shoulders, took them to the front, took a pair of soft feet in front of me, took their small toes in my arms, and licked them.
I felt Zhao Hui's vagina contracting. At the end of the vagina, a primitive and sincere force wrapped my penis, pulling, pulling, kneading, as if using mucous membranes and body fluids to tell the story of joys and sorrows.
This taste is so comfortable that I want to cry
Ejaculated inside, Zhao Hui said softly, breathing like a heartbeat
I just felt that my whole body was melted in the warm light, my mind was filled with boiling water, and waves of heat flowed in my lower abdomen, and the semen was like an arrow from the string, a horse that broke away from the reins, flying towards the warm and tolerant uterus of the warm and tolerant uterus.
After ejaculation, I leaned on Zhao Hui and gasped. She tilted her head to my ears, gently licked my ears, and then put my lips on my earlobe.
I just said she was flirting, but I didn't expect her to bite it down in one bite
I screamed in pain, and then she covered my mouth
It's considered a punishment for you, Zhao Hui said in my ear, it's really a cheap one
I covered my ears and sighed
Zhao Hui raised her head, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and after a while, she came to my ears again
I was so scared that she giggled a few times, then said: Xiangzi, do you know, Du Cheng knelt in front of me that day and proposed to me, telling me his longing and fantasy for twenty years, but I was thinking about you all the time
I'm a little surprised
Maybe it wasn't until that day that I understood what you mean to me. I knew you didn't want to recall the past. I felt that being with me was living with the shadows in my memory. But when Du Cheng knelt in front of me and asked me to make a decision, I found that I couldn't leave you and I couldn't explain why. Maybe it was because you saved me, maybe it was because you died once, maybe it was because Lan Xin
I listened, didn't say anything, just gently kissed Zhao Hui's lips
There was a moment when I felt very lucky. If there was no such thing, maybe you and I were just ordinary couples. They broke up at graduation and the classmates would meet and relive the old dreams overnight. That's it. But because of that nightmare, you and I were entangled together and could no longer be separated. Zhao Hui's voice was distant, as if she was telling the whole world.
Come back, Xiangzi Zhao Hui leaned in my ear and said sweetly, her warm breath caressed my face, making me want to cry
It has been a few months since the divorce. The leaves on the streets of Beijing have turned yellow and fallen, and are covered with snow and soil. Zhao Huilanxin and I have lost contact.
I curled up in the big house in Xishanyuan, drinking bottle after bottle, Beijing Erguotou, Qingdao beer, Scotch whiskey, Japanese sake, I traveled around the world with the bottle label, and it was a great time to have fun
When I wake up in the afternoon, I will crawl to pee in a daze. When I look at the mirror, I will find that my beard is crawling all over my face. I smile at myself and see my whole life flowing through the mirror.
Until that day, I received a call from my mother and asked me to go home for the New Year.
This made me hesitate. She probably didn't know about my divorce from Zhao Hui.
I stammered and said that Zhao Hui and Lanxin were going to live in the United States for a while and chose a school for Lanxin to study in the future.
Losers are often better at lying
There was a silence on the other end of the phone, and then my mother said: Then come back by yourself. Her voice was old and weak, as if every word was covered with wrinkles.
I booked the air ticket, returned, took the high-speed rail instead, got off the high-speed rail station, the local accent and cold air surged together, and the temperature of minus 30 degrees Celsius made every inch of skin exposed to severe pain, which made me feel warm.
On the way home from a taxi, the driver asked me what work I was doing in another place. I thought about it and told him that I was a little writer and made up stories to make a living.
The driver sneered
He didn't realize that I was a story-making person
When I opened the door, I smelled the fragrance of sauerkraut and the bitterness of raw garlic. My father and mother came out of the kitchen to greet me, saying that I had hot dumplings and stuffed with sauerkraut.
My eyes were blurred, not tears, but frosting of glasses
My mother took my down jacket and threw me a pair of slippers, asking me not to rush to eat dumplings first and meet someone first. After that, she pulled me to the door of the guest bedroom
I staggered, my mother held me and asked me to push the door and go in
I was a little uneasy, expectation and fear filled my body
The lights in the bedroom were dim, and a little girl was lying on the bed, wrapped in a pink quilt, sleeping soundly
A slender woman sitting next to the girl is reading a magazine
The woman heard the sound of the door and raised her head, and her eyes were filled with long tenderness and dense sorrow.
I met Zhao Hui and Lanxin again
I remember that during the months I lived alone, I often sat cross-legged on the bed in Xishan Garden, staring at the sunset outside the window. Perhaps it was the rising sun. I had lost the ability to distinguish time, and sometimes I suddenly felt lonely.
I don't miss the lives of the folks. In fact, since I lived alone, I really want to gradually forget the women I have had before, the young female college student, the coquettish and mature Liang Wei, and even Feng Jing I met a few months ago. They seem to be the heroines of porn movies. They once left a glimpse of the naked and wet glimpse in my mind, but corroded their appearance in time.
But there was a face that became clearer and clearer, that was Zhao Hui's face
I looked at the warm winter sun outside the window and felt my soul leave my body. I found myself leaving my heavy body. I leaned against the door and looked at the man sitting on the bed. He was lost and looked withered.
I seemed to understand the thoughts of the loser on the bed in an instant. He did not dare to face the bloody memories, but the people around him kept reminding him for more than ten years, allowing him to remember USB drives, CDs, blurry videos, sea water, blood foam and keys every second at home.
He was a coward, and there was no doubt about it, so he wanted to escape and found an excuse to throw away the memory.
It doesn't matter whether this excuse is Lin Cheng, Liang Wei or Chen Ying. More than ten years of heavy pressure have made his heart solidify into stones.
The mother later said that she had known about our divorce for a long time, and Zhao Hui told her mother
Zhao Hui didn't let her mother tell me about their contacts, and told her that I was doing some important things and it would take several months to be quiet.
Zhao Hui is still so smart
My mother first invited Zhao Hui to go home for the New Year
Zhao Hui did not refuse, and brought Lan Xin to City H one day before me.
That night, I slept on the sofa bed in the living room, thinking about it
Zhao Hui was able to come to H City, which means Du Cheng didn’t get her. What happened in the middle?
How do I explain when I get up tomorrow morning?
My parents lived together again and were sleeping in the same bed next door. When will they remarry? Can they completely forgive each other?
Can Zhao Hui forgive me?
Half-wake-up, it seemed like something fell on the other side of the sofa bed, and the familiar fragrance drifted into my nose. I woke up a little and found the soft outline, full body and quiet breathing around me. Zhao Hui lay quietly beside me.
Du Cheng went to the United States, half a month ago Zhao Hui lay on her back, staring at the ceiling, and lowered her voice and said, "The voice was weak, but it hit my eardrums firmly."
He proposed to me, but I didn't agree. We talked once and explained clearly that the others were not bad. They didn't bother me anymore. They resigned and went to the United States. Zhao Hui said softly in a voice.
The living room is empty, and the echoes lingered for a long time before they disappeared
I thought about how to say the next sentence, but I found it ridiculous. It turned out that more than ten years of intimacy could not resist the cruel separation. I became nervous and cowardly in front of Zhao Hui.
I wandered for a long time before I squeezed out a few words from my teeth: I and that woman broke
I know Zhao Hui said, her voice is gentle and sweet
Someone threw you away, Du Cheng told me. Zhao Hui said, turning her face and smiling at me. I couldn't see her smile clearly, but I could see the light in her eyes.
I was a little annoyed, and I felt ridiculous and turned around and hugged her
The familiar touch surged up, we kissed
There was an emotional whimper in my wet mouth, and two dry bodies exchanged the last bit of moisture
When I touched my hand gently, Zhao Hui was very wet. I gently inserted my index finger into her fluff. It looked like magma and rain. The hot and smooth touch alternately stimulated my nerves.
Two labia are like babies' mouths, sucking my fingers
This familiar body makes me feel strange
I lowered my head, she knew how to lift up her shirt, I buried my head in her soft chest, took a deep breath, and let the blood dissolve her smell in it.
This smell has traveled through many years, and the green youthful ambition and tired middle-aged smell have captured me again
I couldn't see Zhao Hui's expression, but I could only hear the steaming breath
I held her nipples in my mouth, stirred my tongue, and the flesh on the nipples were hard, arrogant and enthusiastic
A hand slid softly into my crotch and grabbed my penis
It has not been covered with rain for several months, and it is swollen and fighting with Zhao Hui's fingers.
I heard Zhao Hui's humming
Zhao Hui's legs are very long, and there are only two straight silhouettes at night, like two swords with cold light.
I turned over and got off the sofa bed, squatted on the ground, put Zhao Hui's legs on her shoulders, and kissed her fluff and stream water.
The smell of sweat mixed with the fishy smell of vaginal fluid washed my lips and tongue wildly, and the warm and sticky labia blew on my tongue
I scratched my clitoris with the tip of my tongue, feeling its throbbing and shyness. The complex wrinkles around me resonated mysteriously with my tongue.
I could hear the depressed gasp, which belongs to darkness and loneliness
I stood up, held my penis so perky that I approached Zhao Hui, and finally returned to the most familiar place
I remembered the first time with Zhao Hui, which was green and confused, with the smell of chlorine in the swimming pool. I really want to go back to that time
When inserted, Zhao Hui couldn't help but hum. The sound was not loud, but it made my blood rush. I pushed it into the deepest part of her body, as if I wanted to use my glans to wash away my cowardice and greed.
I thrust in and out and kissed Zhao Hui's lips. We made a deep sob together. The whimper included the joy of reunion after a long time, and the confusion of passing by.
The climax came very quickly, Zhao Hui trembled in my arms. I took her legs off her shoulders, took them to the front, took a pair of soft feet in front of me, took their small toes in my arms, and licked them.
I felt Zhao Hui's vagina contracting. At the end of the vagina, a primitive and sincere force wrapped my penis, pulling, pulling, kneading, as if using mucous membranes and body fluids to tell the story of joys and sorrows.
This taste is so comfortable that I want to cry
Ejaculated inside, Zhao Hui said softly, breathing like a heartbeat
I just felt that my whole body was melted in the warm light, my mind was filled with boiling water, and waves of heat flowed in my lower abdomen, and the semen was like an arrow from the string, a horse that broke away from the reins, flying towards the warm and tolerant uterus of the warm and tolerant uterus.
After ejaculation, I leaned on Zhao Hui and gasped. She tilted her head to my ears, gently licked my ears, and then put my lips on my earlobe.
I just said she was flirting, but I didn't expect her to bite it down in one bite
I screamed in pain, and then she covered my mouth
It's considered a punishment for you, Zhao Hui said in my ear, it's really a cheap one
I covered my ears and sighed
Zhao Hui raised her head, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and after a while, she came to my ears again
I was so scared that she giggled a few times, then said: Xiangzi, do you know, Du Cheng knelt in front of me that day and proposed to me, telling me his longing and fantasy for twenty years, but I was thinking about you all the time
I'm a little surprised
Maybe it wasn't until that day that I understood what you mean to me. I knew you didn't want to recall the past. I felt that being with me was living with the shadows in my memory. But when Du Cheng knelt in front of me and asked me to make a decision, I found that I couldn't leave you and I couldn't explain why. Maybe it was because you saved me, maybe it was because you died once, maybe it was because Lan Xin
I listened, didn't say anything, just gently kissed Zhao Hui's lips
There was a moment when I felt very lucky. If there was no such thing, maybe you and I were just ordinary couples. They broke up at graduation and the classmates would meet and relive the old dreams overnight. That's it. But because of that nightmare, you and I were entangled together and could no longer be separated. Zhao Hui's voice was distant, as if she was telling the whole world.
Come back, Xiangzi Zhao Hui leaned in my ear and said sweetly, her warm breath caressed my face, making me want to cry
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