Chapter 72 Forgive me

Tossing and turning, tired, a trace of sorrow lingers in my heart, sobbing secretly, fearing that the man, the lost man, heard his crying, had given him mercilessness and could no longer feel guilty

Jiang Shengxuan sat on the beach and watched the tides. He didn't know what to do next. He never thought that there would be today, but it seemed that in the dark, he always knew that there would be today and that there would be such an ending. But he still tried it, and in the end he was still covered in wounds.

Although Jiang Shengxuan was not by his side, he knew how painful Jessica was when she rejected him, but he always insisted on being loyal to himself. He is different from Sun Yijie. Sun Yijie can sacrifice everything for him, even if it is his own life or happiness. Sun Yijie only needs Jiang Shengxuan to be happy, but Jessica is different. He can go around the world for love. Life is not important, but happiness with the right person is more important than anything else.

Maybe this is why I love them so deeply! Jiang Shengxuan thought

Lazy combing his hair, looking at the face of the window, Jessica knew that he had really done things this time, and no longer had a chance like last time. This time he really wanted to leave. He met from the first four eyes, the first conversation, the first smile, those were all precious collections in his heart, but everything would always be the most painful scar in his heart. Maybe time can rush away the pain, but some things will still be the same no matter how long it takes. For Jessica, Jiang Shengxuan is the one that will never change.

After you leave, I will continue to love you. I may not be able to protect you like you did before, but I can silently bless you on the side. Jessica thought to herself

It was dusk, Jessica walked to the beach and said: Eugene, time is up

Well, yes! Time is here! Jiang Shengxuan stood up while pretending to be nothing

The two met face to face, Jessica had an urge to hug Jiang Shengxuan tightly, but he suppressed it. He knew that Jiang Shengxuan would not refuse, because he was afraid that he would give up his belief that he had been going through the past two days of torture.

At the airport, Jiang Shengxuan turned his head, looked at Jessica, and squeezed out a smile: It's really time to part ways.

Um

Jessica, before leaving, I hope you can promise me two things

you say

I don't want you to cry, but I hope you can take good care of your body

Jessica bit her lower lip so that he would not cry again because of Jiang Shengxuan's words. Jiang Shengxuan knew that he had said something he shouldn't say, but that was what he sincerely hoped for.

Then, I'm leaving! Jiang Shengxuan nodded and carried his backpack

Eugene! Jessica called Jiang Shengxuan

What's wrong?

We...we...will we see each other again?

Jiang Shengxuan smiled, which was a smile that forced his sadness. Jiang Shengxuan said: Yes! Will see you again! As long as we still have the fate!

Jessica nodded and waved to Jiang Shengxuan. This was the tacit understanding between them. She would never say goodbye to each other, because they always believed that one day, they would see each other again.

Sun Yijie looked at the broken pencil, and Hong Xiaofang next to her asked: Yijie, what's wrong?

Sun Yijie shook her head: It's okay! It's okay! I'll go out for a while

After saying that, Sun Yijie walked out and walked to the stairwell. He called Wu Liyan: Hello, Mom, I am Yijie

Oh! It's you! Is there anything wrong?

Is there any news about Xuan?

Why did you suddenly ask this?

I...I...I have a bad premonition

Yes, I haven't heard of him, but I can ask Miaoqing for you, maybe he will know something

Thank you, Sanmo

It's okay! I'll tell you if there is news!

After hanging up the phone, Sun Yijie muttered to herself: Xuan, are you okay?

Wu Liyan hung up the phone and turned her head to look at Mei Miaoqing: Miaoqing, is Yijie particularly sensitive?

My sister and Shengxuan grew up together, and they may be more sensitive to each other than ordinary people!

At this time, the phone rang again. Wu Liyan answered it, said something to the microphone, and hung up the phone again. Mei Miaoqing looked at Wu Liyan. Wu Liyan shook her head and smiled: These two cute people are just one in front and one behind, and there is less than one minute apart.

You mean Shengxuan?

Well, he seems to be back, but he doesn't want Yijie to know

This is strange, don’t let my sister know?

It seems strange to Xuan'er

What a weird way? What kind of weird way?

So relaxed and comfortable! Usually my Xuan'er doesn't do this, except when he encounters something unpleasant

Not going well? Did my sister guess right again?

Probably! He wants me to pick him up, I'll ask him again on the way

After leaving the airport, Jiang Shengxuan got into Wu Liyan's car. Wu Liyan asked while driving: Xuan, are you still happy?

not bad

So are all going smoothly?

Um

Wu Liyan slowed down. He knew that Jiang Shengxuan was neither happy nor smooth. It was too obvious. Jiang Shengxuan's answer had leaked his disguise.

Wu Liyan stopped in front of a small park and said: Xuan'er, how about accompanying Sanma for a walk?

Oh, OK!

Walking into the park, the familiar fountain appeared again, the grass and flowers were still there, and the birds were still singing high on the lush green trees.

Sanma, is this?

Xuan, this is your back garden!

Oh, yes! San Mom, look at me, I'm really forgetful! Jiang Shengxuan said while laughing, but that smile was so slap

Wu Liyan suddenly stopped, he turned around, Jiang Shengxuan looked at Wu Liyan with a puzzled look, and suddenly a loud bang! With a sound, a crisp slap, the red handprints were still reflected on Jiang Shengxuan's cheek.

Three mother

Xuan'er! Are you awake?

I've been awake all the time!

Another slap in the face, Jiang Shengxuan had no clue. He looked at Wu Liyan, but Wu Liyan asked again: Xuan, Mom San asked you again, are you awake?

I...I...San Mom

Once again, Jiang Shengxuan finally knelt down this time. He asked: San Mom, what did the child do wrong? Please tell me, the child will never do it again!

However, Jiang Shengxuan never expected Wu Liyan's sudden tears. Wu Liyan said: Xuan...xuan...I...I don't want... San Mom doesn't want you...I don't want you like this...

Three mother

Xuan'er... you... although... although you are not me... not born by me Wu Liyan... but... but... I was entrusted by your mother... Ruozhu... Ruozhu wants me... to take good care of you... and... I... I really... treat you... as my son...

I……

You... don't... don't be like your mother... don't be like your mother... always... always bear the pain yourself... bear the pain yourself... say it... don't... don't bear it anymore... okay... tell me... I... I can't stand it... I can't stand your pain... you know... you know I will feel sorry for you... I feel sorry for you...

Jiang Shengxuan hugged Wu Liyan, who was squatting down and talking while crying, with a strong tone: Mom...I...Why? Why? I don't want to be without him! I can't be without him!

Jiang Shengxuan broke out in front of Jessica's tears that he dared not to shed and could not shed in front of Wu Liyan. Wu Liyan listened quietly

There will be a solution! Xuan, there will always be alternative solutions! Wu Liyan comforted

Mom...I...forgive me...forgive my willfulness...but...without him...without him...I...can't...can't be complete...

Xuan'er, mom understands your mood, but

Mom...I can no longer...I can contact Yijie...Yijie...Yijie...

I know Wu Liyan said helplessly

I can't...I can't lose her anymore...I don't want...

Wu Liyan shook her head. He didn't know, but in fact he should have thought that there would be such a day.

Infatuation is the biggest shortcoming of such a person, and it is also the biggest fatal injury of his war with Nandou.

Xuan

Sorry... Sorry... Forgive me... Mom... Let me be so willful once... Just willful once...

Wu Liyan didn't say anything, he just hugged Jiang Shengxuan, who was crying.

Back at Xuanbao Hall, Mei Miaoqing hurriedly came out. Seeing Jiang Shengxuan with a haggard face, her eyes were red and swollen, she showed tears. Mei Miaoqing said: Brother Xuan...

However, Wu Liyan shook her head aside, Mei Miaoqing stopped his question, and Jiang Shengxuan said weakly: Qing'er, can you help me cook a bowl of your special porridge?

Oh, of course! But I think I'll help you in first!

Jiang Shengxuan squeezed out a painful smile and shook his hand: No need! I'm OK

real?

Do you still have to go over and kiss you and hug your waist before you believe what I said? Jiang Shengxuan said with a smile, but he smiled so hard

Mei Miaoqing looked at Wu Liyan, Wu Liyan nodded, Mei Miaoqing said: Brother Xuan, be careful yourself!

Don't worry!

Mei Miaoqing ran in three steps, Wu Liyan stepped forward, held Jiang Shengxuan, and said gently: Xuan, mom, help you

Thank you, San Mom, for making you trouble!

It’s okay, this is the responsibility of being your ruling planet, and it is even more of a responsibility for your woman!

After coming to Xuanbao Hall, Wu Liyan asked Jiang Shengxuan to sit on the sofa, he said: Xuan'er, mom, go and see the situation on Miaoqing, you can rest first

kindness

When she entered the kitchen, Mei Miaoqing turned the fire to a low fire. Mei Miaoqing asked: Auntie, what's wrong with Shengxuan?

He was rejected!

What? Mei Miaoqing screamed in surprise

Speak quietly! Stop disturbing him, he is already pitiful enough!

Oh, sorry, but what happened?

Wu Liyan repeated what Jiang Shengxuan told him to Mei Miaoqing. After Mei Miaoqing heard it, she still felt incredible: I really didn't expect that Brother Xuan could refuse.

I think so too, there are few that can be rejected in Xuan's aura

But there is one thing I'm a little suspicious

What's up?

I suspect Xuan has never used the so-called aura

Miaoqing, what do you mean?

Auntie, don't forget that Xuan is a person who will not force others. I have seen with my own eyes how he told Sister Yijie. I didn't feel any aura at all.

What you mean is,...? I bear the pain yourself... What you mean is, is Xuan'er still gambles on luck?

It shouldn't be gambling with luck, it should be that Xuan hopes that he can use his sincerity to impress the other party

OK, but Xuan should also know that this is not a joke, after all, the war with Nandou is still going on, and we are still at a disadvantage

Yes, I don't know what Xuan thinks

This child, he can no longer have any extra intimate contact with Yijie. What should he do?

Third Mom, let’s keep him here and not let him contact his sister, okay?

What do you think? It must be good from our perspective, but with Xuan'er's stubborn personality, he may not agree with it.

What should I do?

If you ask me, I don’t know. In short, just take one step at a time!

Mei Miaoqing shook her head, and Wu Liyan, who was beside her, sighed and said: Miaoqing, please keep Xuan'er tonight!

Really? Do you really want to do this? Mei Miaoqing turned her head and asked

I won't let him take risks until his body and mind recovers. Maybe we can't give him love like Yijie, but at least we have a way we love him.

But

Don't worry, but he will understand us!

All right!

Wu Liyan turned around and thought to herself: Xuan'er, forgive my third mother, forgive me

On the other hand, Sun Yijie was sitting on the sofa, looking down at the Dream of Red Mansions. However, the Dream of Red Mansions, which is usually endless, can't even get into a word for Sun Yijie today. Sun Yijie's mind was full of Jiang Shengxuan. She had no news for several days, and she didn't even have an email.

Xuan will definitely not be in trouble! He must have been delayed because of some things, it must be like this! He will not leave me again! He has promised me! It must be that this time it is more difficult, so he has no time to contact me. Xuan will definitely not be in trouble! He will definitely come back safely, and he will definitely come back!

Sun Yijie tried hard to convince herself, but many abnormal phenomena during this period made him wonder. For Sun Yijie, although he knew Jiang Shengxuan quite well, there were still some of Jiang Shengxuan so mysterious. Even he had never touched the field. That was what Jiang Shengxuan was most reluctant to talk to him, and he never asked about it.

Speaking of which, Jessica sat alone on the lounge chair on the balcony, and the scene of snuggling with Jiang Shengxuan was still clearly in his mind. Jiang Shengxuan's thick chest, Jiang Shengxuan's tenderness that could melt everything, Jiang Shengxuan's charming smile, Jiang Shengxuan's aura that was different from mortals, everything that Jessica once deeply attached to, and everything she thought she could have turned into ashes overnight.

Is it because what Jiang Shengxuan said is too absurd, or because of his unnecessary persistence?

If there was really something like Eugene said, how could I feel now? How important is I in Eugene's heart? Who will I be? Eugene, shouldn't I refuse you? Should I let you finish your words? Should I let you stay? Should I give up my persistence? Should I give up my chance to be with you? Eugene, can you tell me? I once closed my desire for love for you for the sake of you, but now my heart has been opened by you, but you have left like this. Forgive me, really, please forgive me, I just want to rely on you

The sea breeze at night blew, and a slight coolness swept Jessica. Jessica's tears fell down, and tears drifted away with the wind

If you can go to Eugene, please tell him that I still love him! No matter what, the only man in my heart is him!

Mei Miaoqing walked out with hot porridge and sat down beside Jiang Shengxuan. Seeing Jiang Shengxuan closing his eyes, Mei Miaoqing felt very distressed. She gently patted Jiang Shengxuan on the shoulder. Jiang Shengxuan slowly opened his eyes. Mei Miaoqing said gently: Brother Xuan, I have cooked porridge for you!

Oh, thank you, Qing'er! I'll bother you as soon as I come back. I'm so sorry

Brother Xuan, don’t worry about me, please help you do something. Sister Miaoqing is very willing!

It's great to have you!

Mei Miaoqing's snow-white cheeks were flushed, and he said gently: Brother Xuan, I'll feed you! This porridge is just boiled and it's still very hot!

Yes, I'm here to you!

Jiang Shengxuan's usual smile is now very reluctant. In Mei Miaoqing's eyes, there is really indescribable bitterness. He never thought that Jiang Shengxuan would be so haggard for a woman.

Maybe it's really as my sister said, Brother Xuan doesn't care about that damn class. He only knows whether to love or not. Everyone is a piece of flesh in his heart. Mei Miaoqing thought to herself

Feeding bit by bit, Mei Miaoqing always helped Jiang Shengxuan to blow away the heat before sending the spoon into Jiang Shengxuan's mouth

Qing'er, the porridge you cooked is delicious! After eating, Jiang Shengxuan reluctantly smiled and said

Mei Miaoqing smiled: If Brother Xuan likes it, I can help you every day!

Thank you!

However, Mei Miaoqing saw melancholy in Jiang Shengxuan's eyes, as if he had said something he shouldn't have said. He thought to himself: Maybe he had promised that woman, or maybe that woman had said similar things to Jiang Shengxuan!

Mei Miaoqing was about to walk into the kitchen, sighed, and thought to herself: I must be with Brother Xuan today, and I must help him get better!

After eating the porridge, Jiang Shengxuan inexplicably wanted to sleep. He thought: I'd better sleep here for one night first, and I'll go back tomorrow!

He walked to the room as much as possible, lay on the bed, and fell asleep quickly after he fell asleep

Jiang Shengxuan frowned slightly, and he opened his eyes.

He asked consciously: ...and he thought to himself: ... asked …unconsciously: What time is it?

Brother Xuan, it’s just twelve o’clock!

Jiang Shengxuan heard that he suddenly woke up. He felt that his body was cold and there was a fragrance of lily coming to his nose. Through the moonlight that penetrated through the window, Jiang Shengxuan vaguely saw that Mei Miaoqing was beside him.

Miaoqing, is it you? Jiang Shengxuan asked

Yes! Brother Xuan is Miaoqing's girl. Mei Miaoqing said in a delicate voice

Qing'er, you... are you...what are you doing?

It was said that Mei Miaoqing was kissing Jiang Shengxuan's chest. Jiang Shengxuan felt Mei Miaoqing's skin pressing against him. He felt that Mei Miaoqing's plain hands were wandering along his muscle lines.

Brother Xuan, I miss you so much! Mei Miaoqing said

Miaoqing

After all, they are one of your women, and they love you deeply. Brother Xuan, let the girl relieve the pain of missing her, okay?

Jiang Shengxuan did not reply, but his hands that were originally placed on Mei Miaoqing's waist were put down, and Mei Miaoqing knew that Jiang Shengxuan agreed.

Mei Miaoqing kissed Jiang Shengxuan. Although it was almost one-sided behavior, Mei Miaoqing believed that Jiang Shengxuan knew what he was doing and that heart full of love for Jiang Shengxuan

Sitting up, Mei Miaoqing gently held Jiang Shengxuan's cock with her right hand, aimed it at her vagina, and slowly put it in.

Only when he felt a sucking, Jiang Shengxuan couldn't help but say: Well... Although he knew Mei Miaoqing's intention, he still couldn't convince himself to relieve his sadness for the time being. He asked Mei Miaoqing to twist her waist and listened to Mei Miaoqing's moans: Well... um... ah! ah! ah! hum... hum...

Feeling a huge tear from the vagina, Mei Miaoqing knew that this was not the whole picture of Jiang Shengxuan's cock. He had seen it and experienced it. However, he heard Jiang Shengxuan's voice: Well... Mei Miaoqing knew that he still needed to tighten it. He twisted his waist back and forth, letting Jiang Shengxuan's cock stimulate his pussy again and again, with red lips breaking, and the sound of waves: Um... um... ah! ah! hum... hum... hum...

From the moonlight, I saw Mei Miaoqing's soft breasts swaying. With the frequency of Mei Miaoqing's waist swinging, Mei Miaoqing felt that Jiang Shengxuan's penis in his pussy slowly became bigger. The pain not only did not stop Mei Miaoqing, but also made Mei Miaoqing sway her waist even more.

Um...um...miao...miao...miaoqing...ah! Ah! Ah! Qing'er...qing'er...I...I...ah! Ah! No...no...? Okay...no...ah! Ah! Ah!

Brother Xuan! Brother Xuan! Evil... Evil... Um... Hum... Hum... Ah! So big! So big! Xuan... Brother Xuan... Good brother... Um... Girl... Ah! Ah! The girl is going! The girl is going! Ah! Ah!

Just look at Mei Miaoqing suddenly screamed, separated Jiang Shengxuan's cock from his pussy, and held the whole cock with a cherry-red and small mouth until Jiang Shengxuan ejaculated the thick semen before leaving.

Let's sleep well! Brother Xuan! Mei Miaoqing said with a smile