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Chapter 43 Heart knot? Heart breakdown!

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What is love?

Love is tolerance, love is understanding, love is dedication and dedication!

I chose understanding and tolerance because--I still love my wife Xuehan

For couples, cheating is undoubtedly an unforgivable behavior. Many couples have caused emotional breakdown due to their cheating, and even reached the end of their marriage.

I have a home, a warm home, a gentle and beautiful wife, and a well-behaved and sensible son. I don’t want our family to be broken because of the affairs of my wife and Xiao Bi. Whether it is because of my son or because I still love Xue Han, I don’t want the situation to get worse and worse. After all, the affairs of my wife and Xiao Bi were basically caused by me.

Looking back on my actions, I can't believe it, but it's real

It is undeniable that the affairs of my wife and Xiao Bi are far less exciting than I thought, and it can even be said to make me feel a bit heartbroken.

However, I had to face the evil consequences I planted. The accident with Qingya Junior Sister gave me a clear feeling in my heart. This feeling made it difficult for me to express it in words, but it made me make the final choice

Sex, in fact, is just an act in some way, but it represents a responsibility and a feeling

For couples, sex is undoubtedly a regulator. Because of the existence of sex, the relationship between couples will become deeper and sweeter, and life will become more and more sweeter.

Because of my own physical reasons, I was unable to satisfy my wife who had a strong sexual desire, which led to a relationship gap between me and Xue Han. In order to save our relationship, I chose a perverted idea. It was this idea that caused the current situation.

I feel like a sinner, a sinner with a serious sin. Because of my actions, I hurt my wife and our feelings, and at the same time, I also taste what it means to be heart-wrenching!

Logically speaking, I cannot forgive my wife and Xiao Bi, but after I had sex with Qingya, I suddenly felt that sex was just that. Perhaps many people would feel that it was incomprehensible. In fact, if you think about it carefully, it was really that way.

I don't know if it's because I've cheated on me.

The original anger and pain became a little weakened with my cheating. Perhaps this is the so-called contact.

If it comes to responsibility, my wife's cheating is entirely due to me, because it was promoted by me, so I must take this responsibility

However, what about Qingya?

I was so confused that I took away the first night of others. Do I have to bear the responsibility?

To be honest, I have a kind of love for Qingya, but it is a kind of love for my sister or a promising artist, and there is no love at all.

But for Xuehan, it is completely different. It is a man’s love for a woman, a husband’s love for a wife. These are two completely different feelings from Qingya.

If I have to be responsible, then should I be responsible for Qingya?

The answer is no, because I don't love her at all, and I still love my wife Xuehan

After having sex with Qingya, I thought about it a lot, especially about sexual issues. If I care too much about my wife and Xiaobi, then my wife and I may not be able to go on. So I must treat it with a kind of tolerance, understanding, and acceptance. Only in this way can I win back my wife's relationship, even if I accept the facts between my wife and Xiaobi.

As for Qingya, to be honest, I feel very sorry for her, but I can't give her any so-called promises because I can't do it at all, so I have made up my mind to hope that I can give her some compensation in other aspects. Perhaps this is unfair to her, but this is all I can do.

Because of the elegant problem, I have a different view on the issue of sex. My wife’s cheating was caused by myself, but what about myself?

Although they are not voluntary, their nature is completely different. One is forced, and the other is confused.

My cheating caused a guilt for my wife. This guilt forced me to forgive my wife's behavior because we did the same thing, but the responsibility for the matter was caused by me.

Although I have been thinking a little more, I can't really not care about it. This process may take a long time to fade the bumps in my heart. I don't know how long it will take, but I guess it will be very long, very long

Walking on the street where pedestrians shuttled through, I was thinking carefully, I was guessing my wife's thoughts and reactions, I was afraid that my behavior had completely hurt my wife's heart, I was afraid that I would not be forgiven by her, I was afraid that my wife would put forward those two words to me first

I really want to call my wife, but I am afraid of hearing the harsh sound. I wonder if they are still together now?

I don't know if they are still there... I dare not think about it anymore. Whenever I think of this, my heart will hurt like a needle.

Being able to choose tolerance and understanding is the greatest concession I can make, but this does not mean that I can really accept them calmly. Maybe I am a little too selfish to say that, but I don’t know why I can’t even catch up with ordinary men when I love my wife, and when I do it with other women, I can do it for so long. This is also a very confusing question to me.

As time passed, my heart gradually calmed down and no longer felt so depressed. I finally decided to call my wife, even if she was angry now, because this matter would take the step she faced no matter what.

I don't know if my wife forgives me?

Or are you still angry with me?

But when I took out my phone, I realized that it had been turned off because of the out of power. I couldn't help but smile bitterly and put it back in my pocket.

Finally I decided to go home, but I didn’t take a bus or take a taxi because I had to think about what I would see when I got home?

What will happen?

What will happen?

How should I answer and solve it?

On the streets where people came and went, I saw a happy couple and couple. Seeing their sweet appearance, I felt very envious of them. If it weren't for my own reasons, I thought, I would have held hands with my wife and went out shopping together. What a happy thing it would be if I brought our son again!

Looking at the happy couple and couple, I was distracted... It was not until the singing came from beside me that I realized that this was a kind of art singer that was easy to see on the street. In order to live, they had to sing on the street in exchange for some living expenses.

Suddenly, I felt that I was actually very happy, at least I was much happier than them. At least I had a home and a beautiful wife, at least I didn’t have to sleep in the streets like them to make a living

Although I don't know if I can get my wife's forgiveness now, I will do my best to strive for it.

The young man who set up a stall and sang in a very ordinary dress, but his voice was really good. For some reason, I suddenly thought of a song I sang when I was courting Xuehan. It was this song that completely moved her and agreed to marry me and become my wife.

Suddenly, I really wanted to sing a song, singing the song of courting my wife. After the guy who led the singing finished singing, I asked myself. After listening to it, the guy looked at me weirdly, but did not refuse.

I took the guy's guitar and tried it twice. The sound quality was pretty good. I thanked the guy and then started playing it gently.

"I Like You" is a long-tested song by Danny Chan. Although this song has been around for many years, it is still very popular until now.

After all these things, I understood the so-called life, the so-called love and love. I used to sing this song, and I felt good about myself, but until today, I really felt the meaning of this song. I understood why the name of this song is "I Like You" When I sang this song, I had completely entered the state and was completely devoted to it. It was only after I experienced so many things that I realized how deep my feelings for my wife were. If possible, I would do my best to get my wife's forgiveness.

The song gradually expressed the feelings in my heart in my heart in my affectionate singing, making me close my eyes and completely intoxicated.

When the song was coming to an end, I opened my eyes and made up my mind to win back my love

However, when I opened my eyes, I saw a scene that I would never forget for my life. I saw a woman I had longed for covered her face and squatting on the ground crying quietly.

At this time, I was really touched and so warm. I remember when I was courting my wife, my wife was also moved so much. However, this time the touch was completely different in meaning, because this was no longer a courtship, but a sign of forgiveness. My wife still loved me, and our feelings could still be the same as before.

After the song was sung, I took out a hundred yuan and handed it to the young man who was singing. Then I walked to my wife, leaned over and squatted down, helped her up, hugged her tightly and said: Let's go home!

After hearing my words, my wife was out of control and hugged me and started crying. Seeing my wife crying, while I felt warm, I was extremely regretful of the behavior I had done. My eyes couldn't help but burst into tears. Although it didn't fall, it was always spinning in my eyes.

Okay, stop crying, let’s go home, and we’re going to cry again when we go home, everyone around us is watching!

I quipped

Hearing my words, my wife raised her head from my arms and nodded to me. Then I hugged my wife and walked out of the crowd. After seeing this, the onlookers applauded, although they didn't know what the specific situation was. I shook my hand gratefully behind, hugged my wife's slender waist, and gradually moved away.

Along the way, my wife and I didn't speak, but she silently held my arm and followed me, which moved me and felt very warm. This feeling has never been there since we had children. And the reappearance at this time made me miss the days I had.

Before I knew it, my wife and I had walked for twenty minutes and gradually walked out of the commercial street. The pedestrians on the street gradually became scarce.

Guo Qiang, I'm sorry!

Xuehan, I'm sorry!

Maybe along the way, we are all thinking about how to speak

At this moment, we apologized to the other party at the same time. Perhaps because we were in tune with each other, we smiled knowingly when we saw the other party apologizing at the same time, and did not speak anymore, but continued to walk forward

Let’s talk!

Finally, I opened my mouth first, because I saw a small Baoyuan not far away. At this time, everyone should prepare supper. It was not yet crowded, so I thought I should have a good chat with my wife.

Um!

Wife Xuehan just said softly

Walking to a bench nearby, my wife and I sat down silently. Perhaps because we were honest, no one knew how to speak at the beginning, so we sat there silently, thinking about what to say in our hearts

Xuehan, I'm sorry!

As a man, I should be responsible in some aspects, so I will speak first

Don’t do this, the more you do this, the more I feel sorry for you!

When my wife heard me, she looked up at me, but I found that her eyes were wet again

No, what I said is true. We have known each other for ten years since we met each other and have been married for seven years. We cannot say that we know each other thoroughly, but at least we also have a very good understanding of each other's personality! Can you listen to me first?

Seeing that my wife wanted to speak, I stopped me and said, "I must say it first, because the main responsibility for all this is all about me."

I don't know why I was not good at it. I was already sorry for you. I even did something worse than beasts. I don't know how to tell you, me!...

Okay, don’t say it anymore. I think I should be sorry for me... Guo Qiang... Do you know?

When my wife said this, she looked up and forgot about me, and seemed to be hesitant, but then continued: I fell in love with Xiao Bi!

My wife's words were like a muffled thunder, which made me dizzy. I couldn't believe that this sentence was said by my wife. I opened my mouth but couldn't speak.

I don't want to hide anything from you. I really fall in love with Xiaobi. It's the love between women for men. Just like I love you, I don't know why I am like this. I'm very confused. I can't understand why I fell in love with two men at the same time, so I think I'm a bad woman and I can't deserve you.

Actually, as early as the set, I fell in love with Xiao Bi, a sunny big boy, but I didn't think too much at that time, just treated him like a younger brother.

Later, when Xiaofeng got sick, I met Xiaobi in the provincial capital. That time Xiaobi confessed to me and gave me a necklace. Do you know that you have been married to you for so long, and you have never given me it, so I was very moved that time and almost happened to Xiaobi.

Later, because we were not very coordinated in that... that sex life, and when you went to Hainan, you sent Xiao Bi to me, do you know? How much I hated you at that time!

When my wife said this, she stopped and looked at me.

Seeing my wife's complaining eyes, I was originally angry, but I became depressed.

Because my wife was right, she sent Xiao Bi to her side. This was undoubtedly a wolf to a sheep. I regret it!

My wife continued: That night, because the bathroom lock broke, an accident occurred, which made my waist twist, so Xiao Bi rubbed me. However, this rubbing made me unable to control my body's reaction anymore and had a complete relationship with Xiao Bi.

You already know this, do you know?

From that time on, he began to exist in my heart, but I felt very regretful about my behavior, so I called you to tell you, but you didn't believe it at all, and I even wanted me to have a relationship with him.

At that time, I hated you very much. I didn’t know if it was to take revenge on you or to indulge it, so that night, Xiao Bi and I had another relationship.

When you come back, I confessed to you because of the guilt in my heart, hoping to get your forgiveness, but you forgave me as if you don’t care. At that time, I thought you no longer care about me, so I endured everything in order to maintain our relationship.

But yesterday you brought Xiao Bi to your house. Do you know how I felt at that time?

I am both happy and resentful of you. I am very happy to see Xiao Bi again and hate you to bring him home. I don’t know what you are thinking. Haven’t you considered my situation?

What makes me even more unacceptable is that you actually drugged us two, Guo Qiang, do you know? Your behavior made me completely give up. I thought you were not loving me, you were ready to divorce me, do you know Guo Qiang!

When my wife said this, she started crying in a low voice

I was speechless when I heard my wife's little by little description. I felt extremely regretful of what I did, but things had already happened and I no longer have the ability to save them.

I thought you didn't want me anymore, so I hated you, I wanted to take revenge on you, and when I decided to take revenge on you, I had already made plans. If you file for divorce, I wouldn't agree. Aren't you willing to be cuckolded? Then I will wear it for you to make you regret it. So yesterday, I chose to take revenge, and it was a fierce revenge. I want you to know that I am also a person, not a thing, and I can give it to others at will. But when I saw the empty wine bottles on the table, I regretted it because I knew you still love me. While indulging in revenge on you, I realized how much pain you suffered

Sorry, Guo Qiang, I know you are for me and for me to be happy, but I can't agree with the method you chose, because that will make me misunderstand, sorry... Woo... Sorry, my husband was so panicked when he saw you were not at home, I was so scared, I was so scared, I was so scared, I was so scared, I was so scared, I was so scared that you would be unable to think up and do something stupid! Do you know? I have been looking for you for a whole day, and I didn't even drink saliva on this day. I was so worried about you, really, I'm so burdenedHeart to you! Until the moment I was about to call the police, I heard your singing. I still remember that song. It was the first time you sang it to me when I was courting, so I remember very clearly when I heard you sing that song, I understood, I understood everything. I knew we were all wrong. I knew you had always loved me. In order to make my happiness, you had no choice but to misunderstand you. So, it should be me who said I was sorry, not you, Guo Qiang, can you... forgive me?

My wife finally finished speaking, and saw her looking at me with tears in her eyes, wanting to get the answer she wanted from me

My wife's words moved me very much. As my wife said, we were all wrong. I should not wishfully give her as a gift for the so-called happiness of my wife, and let her misunderstand everything that is happening now.

I nodded and hugged my wife in my arms and said: Sorry, Xuehan, I'm sorry, I'll never again!

husband!

Xuehan!

After being honest, we finally hugged each other and started crying. Fortunately, there were basically no people in the park at this time, even if there were some, they were far away. In addition, it was already dark, no one noticed us here.

To win back our love, my wife and I seemed to understand what love is, what love is, and what happiness is!

When the crying gradually faded, my wife and I looked at each other's eyes and saw a hint of tenderness, a hint of tenderness, a hint of love!

At this moment, my wife's cell phone rang. My wife took out her cell phone and looked at it. Her face changed. When she saw her wife's face, I knew it was Xiao Bi who called me. This made me think of what my wife said just now, and I felt extremely uncomfortable.

It's a little bit!

Um!

The wife nodded and did not deny it

Take it!

I hesitated for a moment and said

Maybe the talk was started just now, so when I finished speaking, my wife did not avoid me, but answered the phone frankly. As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Xiao Bi's urgent voice: Sister Xuehan, have you found Brother Guo? I searched for a day but couldn't find it. His phone has not been turned on yet. If it doesn't work, I think it's better to call the police!

When I heard Xiao Bi's words, I was stunned. I didn't know what was going on, but I heard my wife say: No, I've found it!

There was a sudden silence on the other side of the phone. After a while, Xiao Bi's voice came out: Sister Xuehan, tell Brother Guo, I'm sorry to you, I let Brother Guo down, I not only hurt you, but also hurt Brother Guo. I have no shame to see you again, so please ask Sister Xuehan to apologize to Brother Guo on my behalf. I can't participate in Brother Guo's TV series. I wish you happiness!

After saying that, Xiaobi hung up the phone

When the phone was hung up, my wife was obviously stunned. It was obvious that Xiaobi's actions had completely disrupted his wife's thoughts. Seeing his wife's appearance, I was happy and felt very uncomfortable.

Soon, my wife reacted and said to me: You have heard everything you said just now!

Um!

I nodded and admitted that because my wife's phone receiver sounded louder, I heard everything Xiao Bi said just now.

Are you very disappointed?

Seeing my wife's appearance, I couldn't help asking

After hearing this, my wife glanced at me and asked: Why do you ask like this?

You didn't say it!...

I dare not ask my wife, aren’t you in love with him?

I love him, but I love you even more. After all, you are my husband, and he—maybe just a passerby in my life! Besides, it’s impossible for me to be with him. After all, we are too different in age!

My wife answered the question I didn't ask

I felt very happy when I heard my wife's answer. This proved that my wife loved me the most, especially when my wife returned to me, she was still my gentle wife, but what happened yesterday was like a dream, deeply engraved in the hearts of the three of us.

Let's go home!

I suggested

Um!

After nodding, my wife stood up from the bench, and suddenly asked me: Haven’t you told me yet, where did you go last night?

I...I didn't go anywhere? I just felt heartache, so I found a place to drink, and finally found a hotel to sleep after drinking too much!

I was shocked when I heard my wife's question. I didn't dare to tell her about Qingya, otherwise it would be troublesome.

real?

My wife obviously doesn't believe it

real!

I answered with certainty, but I felt so guilty. If my wife knew that I couldn't do it with her but other women, I would definitely be dead

Well, I believe in your husband! Let's go home. I'll make a meal for you tonight, which is to compensate for our absurdity and celebrate our reunion!

Wife said

OK! Listen to you!

The night wind is gentle and the crescent moon is bright. People who have eaten dinner have gradually appeared in the park. At this time, my wife and I are going home for a meal and have a real reunion meal.