Everything that makes people happy,
It often becomes the source of his misfortune
Goethe "The Troubles of Young Witter"
I can't remember which cloudy day it was in my life, and the clouds were filled with lead and sinking little by little
It's like a tightened old rag oozing out of water, click, click
Finally, after the stinginess of the day, raining
That's eight years old
The visa is almost done, and the house in Australia is delivered early next year
The vegetable leaves on the tip of the chopsticks suddenly fell, and the child raised his tender face and looked at his mother.
The tan vegetable juice rolled on the white coat and finally penetrated into the inside, making it a difficult stain
But Mom, if you leave here, your sister can't find us
Your sister has long forgotten you, why are you still thinking about her?
My father had a cold face
You don't have a sister
After that, he didn't care about how beautiful the grand scheme he planned during the conversation, because of his mistakes in the table manner, the door of the confinement room was closed again.
Although he was young, Ling Qingyuan knew the consequences of his words and deeds, but it still couldn't stop him from making mistakes again and again, and even more so, the long night of mosquito larva that accompanied him after making mistakes again and again.
He still remembers himself who had fallen into a dream in the first few years and was repeatedly awakened in a nightmare.
The second hand is circling, the water pipe is sobbing, and the homeless wild cats tear the night apart with their baby cry
Until later, he could lean on the window ridge calmly and feel the life awakened by lightning and lightning.
He is Ling Qingyuan
The Ling family successor, who is loved by outsiders, is nothing more than a scam for him.
If the love of his parents is a confinement room, then his life is really nowhere to escape
The young child cried and swollen eyes, carefully took out the notes of the cartoon cover
xx, xx, xx, 2 days
Eight years old is an age where he can't even make decisions for himself. After asking for help from others again and again but being touched as a joke, he found that blood relationship was really unreasonable.
The joys and sorrows of people are not connected, and adults at that time could not understand them, so he was the same.
But he was determined to let people know, and he vowed that one day everyone would know, know what they did, and know what they did not do.
The timelines in the notebook day after day formed his childhood
But he still left a corner of hope on the cover
December 8, XX, wait for my sister to come back for 172 days
He wasn't alone, he thought stubbornly that he still had his sister
Only my sister can understand him
If my sister can leave here, she will definitely take him away.
From then on, the familiar face with oneself is no longer a concrete image, but a symbol, a symbol of absconding and a yearning for rebirth, and a target leading to the end
That's eleven years old
When he returned home with his parents during the summer vacation, he was like a bound puppet sitting in the company's conference room and repeatedly reading one original document after another request from his parents.
There was a dispute over the meeting room he passed by. He looked up and saw a young man standing among the scattered pages, being scolded by his father.
The man lowered his head, his expressionless cheeks twitched faintly
But there is no hope in your eyes
The young Ling Qingyuan seemed to see another self
He remembered this man, who graduated from a prestigious university, had outstanding abilities, but had a debt-ridden gambling father and a weak stuttering sister at home. It was like a mountain, pressing heavily on his back, and he still stood up his spine
Until this day, the mountain collapsed, and he finally gave up
The young Ling Qing looked at him standing at the door of the company with his briefcase in his arms, watching him cover his face and cry silently, watching the building in his heart fades, watching the passers-by passing by him, no one cares about where his life is.
Uncle Sheng
Sheng You turned around that year and saw a quiet, gentle, savior
Ling Qingyuan hadn't thought about it yet that year
But what he wanted to do was probably weave a piece of it, his own website
Ling Qingyuan never lacks material things. He loves his grandmother and uncles and aunts who are not stingy in investing in him during festivals and holidays. He is even more worthy of being a fool and always accepts it generously.
Perhaps because he was too well-behaved and obedient, he showed enough self-control in money. After a while, Ling's parents were very relieved to let him keep his own funds, and in the end, even the amount he had became unknown.
And this unknown injection of tens of thousands has become the last cluster of torch to revitalize Sheng You.
At the same time, based on his favor in front of his grandmother, he pushed Sheng You back to the headquarters of the Changling International Ling Family.
An eleven-year-old child naturally does not have the idea of using interpersonal relationship layout. He only knows that among the Changling people's reputation as a child, there are many people who recognize Sheng You.
If it weren't for the deliberate slander of a person in the workplace, if it weren't for the capital chain crisis that asked Ling Miao for help, Sheng You might have become Ling Miao's capable right-hand man.
But Ling Miao's self-doubt is too self-doubted, which makes Sheng You go to another path in life from then on
That's thirteen years old
Ling Qingyuan, who returned to China with his parents, finally met that person again
Seven years have made her and him strange, but when we see each other again, the boy can still find the familiar outline of youth among the mottled trees. The emotions maintained by blood have been surging with the long river of time, flowing through thousands of rivers and mountains, and are full of flowers. In the end, he still cannot escape to convert, touching the still silk thread on the Internet.
He vaguely remembered that day he knocked on the door of an old residential house. The man who responded to the door frowned and looked at him for a long time, and he was also stubborn and silent, until the man sneered and asked, "Who is here to find your sister?"
Actually, he didn't want to admit it, but there was no other reason to explain why he appeared here, so it was his answer
She went to the dance studio today. The man invited him into the room and took out candy to entertain him like a child. He just looked around and rejected the man's kindness.
At that time, the man stared at the candy in his hand and smiled bitterly and laughed at himself: Yes, you have never eaten any good things, how could you care about the things that little girl likes?
He stretched out his palm and asked the man for a candy just because it was something the little girl liked
Later, he went to the old house at any time and listened to Ling Geng's anecdotes about her
Later he also registered on Weibo, just to occasionally glance at her dancing ugly
Later, when he learned to be sad, he went out of the old house to look forward to her freedom and happiness.
That's the latter
He knew she wouldn't want to come back
Come back soon
Not fast
Will not come back, either
Jealousy, greed
All are original sins, all are without false thoughts
I could have endured the darkness, if I hadn't seen the sun
On the day he decided not to come to the old house again, he picked up a homeless stray dog
Those eyes were wet and begged him to take it home, as if he had seen it somewhere
This is the first time he felt needed, and it is also the first time he has been expected in addition to being excellent.
So he made a mistake and left it
There was no place for a dog to live in the house, so he built a nest for it near his home
If it weren't for that typhoon, he wouldn't have taken the risk of bringing the potatoes home, let alone let it be discovered by his parents
If the resentment accumulated over the years had not been inspired by his father, he would not have resisted in person, nor would he let it be thrown into the well to protect himself in order to protect himself
Unfortunately, assumptions are excuses for the weak, but reality does not have any if
Will read well
I've listened to whatever I said
I don't want anything, can I leave it to me?
listen to me
Please listen to me
Why, none of you want to listen to me?
Me too
Too
...People Ah
It turns out that no one can protect him like this
The only thing that can be done is to draw a cross for it on a page of paper
Life is small and humble, like it, like him
That's thirteen years old
The boy who ran away from home was walking on the vast streets, with the mountains under the sunset on the left and the shops on the right
He turned to the left and hesitated to set down
Hearing shouts came from my ears
Everyone sweats like a bell in the glass window, and the sandbags are swaying constantly under the influence of force
Turned to the right
The young eyebrows and eyes have been stained with a dark shadow
He wants to change and find a way out
He, Ling Qingyuan
Don't admit defeat
That's fourteen years old
After all, Zhou Yuchan has been in charge of Changling for more than ten years after her husband passed away. Ling Miao's little movements behind his back showed some clues. Under her instruction, Sheng You, who was Ling Miao's old subordinate, began to investigate secretly.
However, no businessman is treacherous, so Ling Miao will naturally not be easily caught by others. Just when Sheng You couldn't find a breakthrough for a while...
The boy discovered his stalemate first
Uncle Sheng, what do you ask about these things?
In fact... the account of Changling Australia branch... has some problems
If there is anything that can help Uncle Sheng, please tell me. The boy noticed Sheng You's desire to say something and stopped: Even...
Collect evidence or something
That's fifteen years old
Ling Qingyuan's excellence is not entirely dependent on talent, but not many people believe it, but his extraordinary talent and efforts that others cannot reach have truly made a terrible monster.
If this monster does not have a strong heart, it will only end up prematurely. Therefore, compared with other exposed qualities, his tolerance and resilience are truly fearful.
And at that time, he was already perfect
He is the perfect son in the eyes of his parents, with excellent grades and obedient and sensible; he is also the perfect student in the eyes of his teachers, with a humble and politeness, and versatile; he is also the perfect leader in the eyes of his classmates, with a versatile and sunny and cheerful attitude.
This kind of person is so perfect that it is not real. In fact, this is not the real person.
[Uncle, is my cousin here? Ah, it’s okay if I’m not here, I’m just looking for something]
[I seemed to have put my homework book in your house in the afternoon]
[Well, no name is written, Ah, there are a few pieces of draft paper inside]
He heard the expected short silence opposite him
On the phone, his face was light, but he just pursed his lips slightly.
Of course he knew that Ling Chongliang had a piano class that night
The side of the draft paper is the account list of father Ling Miao and shell company. My father’s computer password is not difficult to know.
In order to make it look more inclined to waste paper, he used a printer without ink, and the information he should have been listed. With his uncle's sensitivity to his father's business, he could not miss these key information.
There is nothing like a secret that is unintentionally leaked. Ling Chongliang has it without doubt
After all, no one would suspect that the biological son would betray his father
The bait has been released, the hunting net has been opened
Just like the smartest hunter must learn to hide himself and wait for an opportunity
Once the time comes, you will hit it
Later Sheng You recalled that he asked Ling Qingyuan
Why didn’t I choose to hand over the evidence to my grandmother at that time?
Ling Qingyuan was quiet for a long time at that time, and raised his eyes and chuckled gently
A hint of sarcasm in my eyes
What relationship is more tolerant than blood ties?
A few rebukes, a few warnings, a little punishment
Then, how many days and nights will he be confined to his life?
That's not enough
That's not enough, that's not enough, that's not enough, that's not enough
He is not a good person, nor is he a saint. His motto is to hide his anger and be fond of grudges and be complacent.
He knows that there are all kinds of people, and he doesn't feel the pain
Ling Qingyuan was ready to move forward alone, but he never thought that the change would come.
Ling Geng suffered from nasopharyngeal cancer, in his late stage, and he lived in less than six months.
She reposts and prays every day on her Weibo, and never stops
After severing ties with the Ling family, Ling Geng became a truck driver. He saved a little savings for many years. He originally planned to leave it to Ling Sinan for tuition and dowry, so he refused treatment.
In the last few months of his life, he wanted to spend it with the child and leave the world quietly.
But how could Ling Sinan agree?
[I am willing to trade my life for his life]
That was her father she never called out, and it was her only light in the miserable world.
Who can watch his relatives die?
The collision between two stubborn Ling's family, Ling Geng could not resist his adopted daughter's death
She invested all the money, busy with her senior year's high school education, while taking care of him who was getting tired at the same time, but she knew that she actually knew
The ending was already written as early as the day when Ling Geng announced his late stage of cancer.
Ah, is unwilling to accept
The hospital where Ling Qingyuan went with Sheng You that day
He originally planned to use his savings, but he never thought that the Ling family would pay the medical expenses.
Because my grandmother knew about this matter, before leaving, Zhou Yuchan suddenly explained to Sheng You
After all, he is my son
[What is a relationship that is more tolerant than blood ties?]
When Sheng You went to pay the fee, Ling Qingyuan stood outside the ward, looking through the window at Ling Sinan who was unaware of it.
He always asked Ling Geng to keep it secret for him, probably this is the most suitable distance between them, the siblings.
Ling Geng was not aware of it on the hospital bed, and Ling Sinan still pretended to be strong and gently stroked the back of his hand, telling him that everything would be fine.
Ling Qingyuan was even a little jealous of the man who was suffering from death on the hospital bed
No one ever told him that everything will be fine
She probably swallowed all the grievances she suffered these days, but just said with a smile that she was very good
Fortunately, I ran out of the door and hid alone on the rooftop of the hospital and cried.
She was so ugly at that time...
But it made him feel how happy it is to be truly cared for and dependent on in this world.
not good……
really
still
Jealousy
So that's sixteen years old
He's a little clever
You all know the story later
In the end, she became a prey under his mesh.
If she knew all this, she would forgive him
After all, what relationship is more tolerant than blood ties?
That is probably based on blood relationship...
love
What are you thinking in front of Ling Geng’s tomb, Ling Sinan slapped the flames of incense in his hand and asked curiously
He shook his head, no, nothing, his arms were like open nets, holding her in front of him
Do you know...
Um?
I'm willing to trade my life for yours
elder sister
It often becomes the source of his misfortune
Goethe "The Troubles of Young Witter"
I can't remember which cloudy day it was in my life, and the clouds were filled with lead and sinking little by little
It's like a tightened old rag oozing out of water, click, click
Finally, after the stinginess of the day, raining
That's eight years old
The visa is almost done, and the house in Australia is delivered early next year
The vegetable leaves on the tip of the chopsticks suddenly fell, and the child raised his tender face and looked at his mother.
The tan vegetable juice rolled on the white coat and finally penetrated into the inside, making it a difficult stain
But Mom, if you leave here, your sister can't find us
Your sister has long forgotten you, why are you still thinking about her?
My father had a cold face
You don't have a sister
After that, he didn't care about how beautiful the grand scheme he planned during the conversation, because of his mistakes in the table manner, the door of the confinement room was closed again.
Although he was young, Ling Qingyuan knew the consequences of his words and deeds, but it still couldn't stop him from making mistakes again and again, and even more so, the long night of mosquito larva that accompanied him after making mistakes again and again.
He still remembers himself who had fallen into a dream in the first few years and was repeatedly awakened in a nightmare.
The second hand is circling, the water pipe is sobbing, and the homeless wild cats tear the night apart with their baby cry
Until later, he could lean on the window ridge calmly and feel the life awakened by lightning and lightning.
He is Ling Qingyuan
The Ling family successor, who is loved by outsiders, is nothing more than a scam for him.
If the love of his parents is a confinement room, then his life is really nowhere to escape
The young child cried and swollen eyes, carefully took out the notes of the cartoon cover
xx, xx, xx, 2 days
Eight years old is an age where he can't even make decisions for himself. After asking for help from others again and again but being touched as a joke, he found that blood relationship was really unreasonable.
The joys and sorrows of people are not connected, and adults at that time could not understand them, so he was the same.
But he was determined to let people know, and he vowed that one day everyone would know, know what they did, and know what they did not do.
The timelines in the notebook day after day formed his childhood
But he still left a corner of hope on the cover
December 8, XX, wait for my sister to come back for 172 days
He wasn't alone, he thought stubbornly that he still had his sister
Only my sister can understand him
If my sister can leave here, she will definitely take him away.
From then on, the familiar face with oneself is no longer a concrete image, but a symbol, a symbol of absconding and a yearning for rebirth, and a target leading to the end
That's eleven years old
When he returned home with his parents during the summer vacation, he was like a bound puppet sitting in the company's conference room and repeatedly reading one original document after another request from his parents.
There was a dispute over the meeting room he passed by. He looked up and saw a young man standing among the scattered pages, being scolded by his father.
The man lowered his head, his expressionless cheeks twitched faintly
But there is no hope in your eyes
The young Ling Qingyuan seemed to see another self
He remembered this man, who graduated from a prestigious university, had outstanding abilities, but had a debt-ridden gambling father and a weak stuttering sister at home. It was like a mountain, pressing heavily on his back, and he still stood up his spine
Until this day, the mountain collapsed, and he finally gave up
The young Ling Qing looked at him standing at the door of the company with his briefcase in his arms, watching him cover his face and cry silently, watching the building in his heart fades, watching the passers-by passing by him, no one cares about where his life is.
Uncle Sheng
Sheng You turned around that year and saw a quiet, gentle, savior
Ling Qingyuan hadn't thought about it yet that year
But what he wanted to do was probably weave a piece of it, his own website
Ling Qingyuan never lacks material things. He loves his grandmother and uncles and aunts who are not stingy in investing in him during festivals and holidays. He is even more worthy of being a fool and always accepts it generously.
Perhaps because he was too well-behaved and obedient, he showed enough self-control in money. After a while, Ling's parents were very relieved to let him keep his own funds, and in the end, even the amount he had became unknown.
And this unknown injection of tens of thousands has become the last cluster of torch to revitalize Sheng You.
At the same time, based on his favor in front of his grandmother, he pushed Sheng You back to the headquarters of the Changling International Ling Family.
An eleven-year-old child naturally does not have the idea of using interpersonal relationship layout. He only knows that among the Changling people's reputation as a child, there are many people who recognize Sheng You.
If it weren't for the deliberate slander of a person in the workplace, if it weren't for the capital chain crisis that asked Ling Miao for help, Sheng You might have become Ling Miao's capable right-hand man.
But Ling Miao's self-doubt is too self-doubted, which makes Sheng You go to another path in life from then on
That's thirteen years old
Ling Qingyuan, who returned to China with his parents, finally met that person again
Seven years have made her and him strange, but when we see each other again, the boy can still find the familiar outline of youth among the mottled trees. The emotions maintained by blood have been surging with the long river of time, flowing through thousands of rivers and mountains, and are full of flowers. In the end, he still cannot escape to convert, touching the still silk thread on the Internet.
He vaguely remembered that day he knocked on the door of an old residential house. The man who responded to the door frowned and looked at him for a long time, and he was also stubborn and silent, until the man sneered and asked, "Who is here to find your sister?"
Actually, he didn't want to admit it, but there was no other reason to explain why he appeared here, so it was his answer
She went to the dance studio today. The man invited him into the room and took out candy to entertain him like a child. He just looked around and rejected the man's kindness.
At that time, the man stared at the candy in his hand and smiled bitterly and laughed at himself: Yes, you have never eaten any good things, how could you care about the things that little girl likes?
He stretched out his palm and asked the man for a candy just because it was something the little girl liked
Later, he went to the old house at any time and listened to Ling Geng's anecdotes about her
Later he also registered on Weibo, just to occasionally glance at her dancing ugly
Later, when he learned to be sad, he went out of the old house to look forward to her freedom and happiness.
That's the latter
He knew she wouldn't want to come back
Come back soon
Not fast
Will not come back, either
Jealousy, greed
All are original sins, all are without false thoughts
I could have endured the darkness, if I hadn't seen the sun
On the day he decided not to come to the old house again, he picked up a homeless stray dog
Those eyes were wet and begged him to take it home, as if he had seen it somewhere
This is the first time he felt needed, and it is also the first time he has been expected in addition to being excellent.
So he made a mistake and left it
There was no place for a dog to live in the house, so he built a nest for it near his home
If it weren't for that typhoon, he wouldn't have taken the risk of bringing the potatoes home, let alone let it be discovered by his parents
If the resentment accumulated over the years had not been inspired by his father, he would not have resisted in person, nor would he let it be thrown into the well to protect himself in order to protect himself
Unfortunately, assumptions are excuses for the weak, but reality does not have any if
Will read well
I've listened to whatever I said
I don't want anything, can I leave it to me?
listen to me
Please listen to me
Why, none of you want to listen to me?
Me too
Too
...People Ah
It turns out that no one can protect him like this
The only thing that can be done is to draw a cross for it on a page of paper
Life is small and humble, like it, like him
That's thirteen years old
The boy who ran away from home was walking on the vast streets, with the mountains under the sunset on the left and the shops on the right
He turned to the left and hesitated to set down
Hearing shouts came from my ears
Everyone sweats like a bell in the glass window, and the sandbags are swaying constantly under the influence of force
Turned to the right
The young eyebrows and eyes have been stained with a dark shadow
He wants to change and find a way out
He, Ling Qingyuan
Don't admit defeat
That's fourteen years old
After all, Zhou Yuchan has been in charge of Changling for more than ten years after her husband passed away. Ling Miao's little movements behind his back showed some clues. Under her instruction, Sheng You, who was Ling Miao's old subordinate, began to investigate secretly.
However, no businessman is treacherous, so Ling Miao will naturally not be easily caught by others. Just when Sheng You couldn't find a breakthrough for a while...
The boy discovered his stalemate first
Uncle Sheng, what do you ask about these things?
In fact... the account of Changling Australia branch... has some problems
If there is anything that can help Uncle Sheng, please tell me. The boy noticed Sheng You's desire to say something and stopped: Even...
Collect evidence or something
That's fifteen years old
Ling Qingyuan's excellence is not entirely dependent on talent, but not many people believe it, but his extraordinary talent and efforts that others cannot reach have truly made a terrible monster.
If this monster does not have a strong heart, it will only end up prematurely. Therefore, compared with other exposed qualities, his tolerance and resilience are truly fearful.
And at that time, he was already perfect
He is the perfect son in the eyes of his parents, with excellent grades and obedient and sensible; he is also the perfect student in the eyes of his teachers, with a humble and politeness, and versatile; he is also the perfect leader in the eyes of his classmates, with a versatile and sunny and cheerful attitude.
This kind of person is so perfect that it is not real. In fact, this is not the real person.
[Uncle, is my cousin here? Ah, it’s okay if I’m not here, I’m just looking for something]
[I seemed to have put my homework book in your house in the afternoon]
[Well, no name is written, Ah, there are a few pieces of draft paper inside]
He heard the expected short silence opposite him
On the phone, his face was light, but he just pursed his lips slightly.
Of course he knew that Ling Chongliang had a piano class that night
The side of the draft paper is the account list of father Ling Miao and shell company. My father’s computer password is not difficult to know.
In order to make it look more inclined to waste paper, he used a printer without ink, and the information he should have been listed. With his uncle's sensitivity to his father's business, he could not miss these key information.
There is nothing like a secret that is unintentionally leaked. Ling Chongliang has it without doubt
After all, no one would suspect that the biological son would betray his father
The bait has been released, the hunting net has been opened
Just like the smartest hunter must learn to hide himself and wait for an opportunity
Once the time comes, you will hit it
Later Sheng You recalled that he asked Ling Qingyuan
Why didn’t I choose to hand over the evidence to my grandmother at that time?
Ling Qingyuan was quiet for a long time at that time, and raised his eyes and chuckled gently
A hint of sarcasm in my eyes
What relationship is more tolerant than blood ties?
A few rebukes, a few warnings, a little punishment
Then, how many days and nights will he be confined to his life?
That's not enough
That's not enough, that's not enough, that's not enough, that's not enough
He is not a good person, nor is he a saint. His motto is to hide his anger and be fond of grudges and be complacent.
He knows that there are all kinds of people, and he doesn't feel the pain
Ling Qingyuan was ready to move forward alone, but he never thought that the change would come.
Ling Geng suffered from nasopharyngeal cancer, in his late stage, and he lived in less than six months.
She reposts and prays every day on her Weibo, and never stops
After severing ties with the Ling family, Ling Geng became a truck driver. He saved a little savings for many years. He originally planned to leave it to Ling Sinan for tuition and dowry, so he refused treatment.
In the last few months of his life, he wanted to spend it with the child and leave the world quietly.
But how could Ling Sinan agree?
[I am willing to trade my life for his life]
That was her father she never called out, and it was her only light in the miserable world.
Who can watch his relatives die?
The collision between two stubborn Ling's family, Ling Geng could not resist his adopted daughter's death
She invested all the money, busy with her senior year's high school education, while taking care of him who was getting tired at the same time, but she knew that she actually knew
The ending was already written as early as the day when Ling Geng announced his late stage of cancer.
Ah, is unwilling to accept
The hospital where Ling Qingyuan went with Sheng You that day
He originally planned to use his savings, but he never thought that the Ling family would pay the medical expenses.
Because my grandmother knew about this matter, before leaving, Zhou Yuchan suddenly explained to Sheng You
After all, he is my son
[What is a relationship that is more tolerant than blood ties?]
When Sheng You went to pay the fee, Ling Qingyuan stood outside the ward, looking through the window at Ling Sinan who was unaware of it.
He always asked Ling Geng to keep it secret for him, probably this is the most suitable distance between them, the siblings.
Ling Geng was not aware of it on the hospital bed, and Ling Sinan still pretended to be strong and gently stroked the back of his hand, telling him that everything would be fine.
Ling Qingyuan was even a little jealous of the man who was suffering from death on the hospital bed
No one ever told him that everything will be fine
She probably swallowed all the grievances she suffered these days, but just said with a smile that she was very good
Fortunately, I ran out of the door and hid alone on the rooftop of the hospital and cried.
She was so ugly at that time...
But it made him feel how happy it is to be truly cared for and dependent on in this world.
not good……
really
still
Jealousy
So that's sixteen years old
He's a little clever
You all know the story later
In the end, she became a prey under his mesh.
If she knew all this, she would forgive him
After all, what relationship is more tolerant than blood ties?
That is probably based on blood relationship...
love
What are you thinking in front of Ling Geng’s tomb, Ling Sinan slapped the flames of incense in his hand and asked curiously
He shook his head, no, nothing, his arms were like open nets, holding her in front of him
Do you know...
Um?
I'm willing to trade my life for yours
elder sister