It was very tired this night. According to the principle, Ling Sinan should have fallen asleep
But for some reason, even if your eyes are closed, your brain is still awake
She was confused in this half-dream and half-awake. It took her no idea how long it took until the sky in the east turned white and the untightened curtains revealed a ray of light into the dark room. She suddenly opened her eyes
The rustling sound of the bedding and the skin rubbing
She stared at the ceiling, her bones wandering all over her body with a disintegrating soreness
The rain fell on the glass, it was still raining outside, it was cloudy
So boring
Just... I can't tell whether it's illusory or real
The loose long ones were raised from the pillow to the shoulders. She sat in a daze for a while, and also looked at the rain outside the window for a while.
The whole world is hazy in the rain, just like her thoughts
She picked up a piece of clothing casually, put on her shoulders, got up and walked out of the room
At the end of the corridor, the living room clock shows 5 a.m.
At 5 o'clock in the morning in summer, because this rain becomes dark and difficult to see
A figure leaned against the balcony
She suddenly had an illusion that was standing there, not a teenager, but a man was standing there.
The sky was still gray, so the sparks on his hands were particularly clear, with blue smoke dissipating from the red light.
Ling Sinan frowned and walked over quickly
He opened the floor-to-ceiling window on the balcony, and he turned his head, and the next second the cigarette in his hand was snatched off by her.
Most of the cigarette had burned. She threw the remaining cigarette butts on the ground angrily, and stepped on them with her slippers.
Ling Qingyuan looked at her quietly, the amber in her eyes was still calm
It seems that the cigarette just now was not taken from him
She was very angry, and she was so angry that she was breathing a little unsteady: When did you learn to smoke? Do you find it interesting?
He looked at her for two seconds, and suddenly laughed
Didn't smoke him
Ling Sinan became even more angry: Are you still talking lies with your eyes open?
I really didn't slap, sister Ling Qingyuan put on one hand on the railing and leaned slightly towards her, instantly drawing the distance closer
Then the lips covered
Maybe I stood on the balcony for a while, my thin lips were slightly cool
Holding her lips, sucking it lightly, and then
The aroma of tea is nothing else
He stepped a little, pressed against her lips, and quietly revealed his smile: Do you believe it now?
The twelfth floor is really high
Ling Sinan thought dizzyly
She covered her heart, subconsciously looking back inside the house
I helped him back to the room. Ling Qingyuan raised his hand and put her clothes together.
Don't change the topic. Ling Sinan still raised his finger and tapped his forehead unhappily. If you are fine, you can lit a cigarette, how handsome you are? If you let me see you playing this, I will...
He pretended to be pitifully touched the knocked forehead, raised his eyebrows and asked: What? Ignore me?
...Yes, I can't think of anything else
He leaned over and smiled, you were reluctant to let it go, and I didn't really suck it
She still wanted to speak, but Ling Qingyuan explained first: I did think about it a few years ago, but I quit after taking a few puffs.
...If you take a few puffs, you have the nerve to use the word "文" Ah
At that time, they told me that smoking relieves stress and is very manly, but the smell is really bad and not suitable for me
Ling Qingyuan said, I don’t need to increase my maturity by smoking. However, watching the process of burning smoke is very stressful for me, even if it is just a little spark, I can slowly burn out a cigarette, like boiling a frog in warm water. After accumulating for a long time... there will always be changes.
He looked at the birds flying in the distance, flapping their wings and soaring in the heavy rain with their wings
elder sister
I want to ask you one last time, have you really decided on them?
Ling Sinan took a step forward and put on the railing. Do you think I should learn to forgive them? After all, I am their child.
Ling Qingyuan doesn't comment
Actually, this is not a question
Ling Sinan clenched his fingertips slightly, as if it was a child who could not do evil because it was a child. It didn't matter if his parents made mistakes. Everyone came to this world to live for the rest of their lives, not to mention that they had never raised me, so why should I give in to them?
She closed her eyes and felt the wetness in the air rushing on her eyelids. At that moment, the water droplets seemed to condense in the corners of her eyes.
You better not expect them to support you with 'responsibility'. Ling Qingyuan smiled, I am the result of their 'responsibility'.
Two years ago, except for sleeping and eating, I was reading.
He turned his head and tried to recall that it was not enough to just read, and there were also various extracurricular classes to learn. If I resisted, what was waiting for me was that the lockdown room did not finish the papers on time, and there would not be even meals.
Ling Sinan was a little surprised. She thought that her parents should at least take care of Qingyuan in every way, and at least they would not be lazy in food and clothing.
Ling Qingyuan probably noticed the surprise in his sister's eyes and asked helplessly: Do you think I have never been beaten?
Ling Sinan was even more surprised
There will always be resistance when oppressed. For a while, I resisted too much, and his business was not so smooth. I often beat me after drinking.
The corners of his mouth were sarcastic. The first fuse was that day, he found out that I had a dog
Ling Sinan thought of the simple painting in his younger brother's notebook
He threw it out and then took a belt to suck me
When he talked about these things, his eyes were calm, as if he had been pulled away all his emotions and didn't care. At that time, the dog I raised in Tudou barked through the door, probably angered him. He rushed out and slapped it a few times. It was probably less than one year old. It was just a puppy, so how many whips could be taken from it.
Ling Sinan put on the back of his brother's hand
I pulled him and beat him. I didn't know when the potato got up and bit his pants legs. He kicked it and it didn't leave. Actually, I wanted it to leave at that time. Don't come back if I leave.
Don't come back if you leave
Later... Ling Qingyuan paused, and he threw it into the cellar well where the sewage was discharged
Ling Sinan's heart tightened for a moment
He was injured and could not scream a few times... Then he couldn't hear anything afterwards. He slowly lowered his head and leaned his head against his sister's neck, his voice dull.
She took it over and gently stroked the back of his head that was brown.
Do you know? They have arranged my life long ago
Ling Qingyuan's voice rose from her neck: What hobbies should I have, what school should I go to in the future, what major should I study, where to work, what age is suitable for marriage, which daughter is best to marry... The difference between Tudou and I is that I will not be thrown into the cellar well
He lives in a glamorous cellar
It will only suffocate more slowly
Everything you see now is because I have changed
If you can't change them, change yourself
On the surface, he no longer resists
But hating enemies is sometimes like smoke burning silently
Once ignited, there will be the moment when the hand is burned
I just hope you won't become me
The sound of rain drizzles
After a long time, her quiet voice came to her ears
You're not bad, don't underestimate yourself like this
Ling Qingyuan raised his head
You're very good. She said
Otherwise, how could I like you?
He chuckled softly
Don't laugh, I said seriously, she said embarrassedly
I know the voice is light and he kissed her. I know you like me seriously
Ah, you are so annoyed. Ling Sinan put his eyes away and dared not look at him. He kept talking about the topic. Why did you keep asking me why you agreed to get engaged to Shen Yu? You didn’t ask what I planned to do?
The quick change of topic made Ling Qingyuan stunned for a second
I never doubted whether you would be with him, sister, he said, I know you are working hard for me too
The sky was bright, and the world gradually shining outside made the room behind him feel like it was in the depth of darkness.
Ling Qingyuan once again put her clothes on her body: Go back and wear it, today... wear it warmer
Ah? She smiled, you are, don't get wet
She pulled him up and walked to the door holding hands.
What to remember
Thanks
There are a lot to thank for
Thanks for believing her
Thank him for being a younger brother
Thank him for being a lover
She raised her hand, hooked the back of his neck, and took the initiative to give her a long kiss
The kiss is extremely gentle, like the wind rising after the sky rains, like the sea surrounded by midsummer
Walk with the light only because of you
Hugging each other is no longer enough to convey heat, so I kissed each other constantly and changed my mouth to each other's mouth
It was not until she opened her eyes panting and realized that she had to stop, and she quickly pushed him away and walked into the living room.
The room is still a little dark
For some reason, it was probably the intuition in the dark, she subconsciously glanced at the mysterious gate
In the dividing line between light and darkness of the entrance, there was an extra pair of women's shoes.
The moment she looked up, she stood there
In the dark
Not instantly
Looking at them
What's in your eyes is the abyss
But for some reason, even if your eyes are closed, your brain is still awake
She was confused in this half-dream and half-awake. It took her no idea how long it took until the sky in the east turned white and the untightened curtains revealed a ray of light into the dark room. She suddenly opened her eyes
The rustling sound of the bedding and the skin rubbing
She stared at the ceiling, her bones wandering all over her body with a disintegrating soreness
The rain fell on the glass, it was still raining outside, it was cloudy
So boring
Just... I can't tell whether it's illusory or real
The loose long ones were raised from the pillow to the shoulders. She sat in a daze for a while, and also looked at the rain outside the window for a while.
The whole world is hazy in the rain, just like her thoughts
She picked up a piece of clothing casually, put on her shoulders, got up and walked out of the room
At the end of the corridor, the living room clock shows 5 a.m.
At 5 o'clock in the morning in summer, because this rain becomes dark and difficult to see
A figure leaned against the balcony
She suddenly had an illusion that was standing there, not a teenager, but a man was standing there.
The sky was still gray, so the sparks on his hands were particularly clear, with blue smoke dissipating from the red light.
Ling Sinan frowned and walked over quickly
He opened the floor-to-ceiling window on the balcony, and he turned his head, and the next second the cigarette in his hand was snatched off by her.
Most of the cigarette had burned. She threw the remaining cigarette butts on the ground angrily, and stepped on them with her slippers.
Ling Qingyuan looked at her quietly, the amber in her eyes was still calm
It seems that the cigarette just now was not taken from him
She was very angry, and she was so angry that she was breathing a little unsteady: When did you learn to smoke? Do you find it interesting?
He looked at her for two seconds, and suddenly laughed
Didn't smoke him
Ling Sinan became even more angry: Are you still talking lies with your eyes open?
I really didn't slap, sister Ling Qingyuan put on one hand on the railing and leaned slightly towards her, instantly drawing the distance closer
Then the lips covered
Maybe I stood on the balcony for a while, my thin lips were slightly cool
Holding her lips, sucking it lightly, and then
The aroma of tea is nothing else
He stepped a little, pressed against her lips, and quietly revealed his smile: Do you believe it now?
The twelfth floor is really high
Ling Sinan thought dizzyly
She covered her heart, subconsciously looking back inside the house
I helped him back to the room. Ling Qingyuan raised his hand and put her clothes together.
Don't change the topic. Ling Sinan still raised his finger and tapped his forehead unhappily. If you are fine, you can lit a cigarette, how handsome you are? If you let me see you playing this, I will...
He pretended to be pitifully touched the knocked forehead, raised his eyebrows and asked: What? Ignore me?
...Yes, I can't think of anything else
He leaned over and smiled, you were reluctant to let it go, and I didn't really suck it
She still wanted to speak, but Ling Qingyuan explained first: I did think about it a few years ago, but I quit after taking a few puffs.
...If you take a few puffs, you have the nerve to use the word "文" Ah
At that time, they told me that smoking relieves stress and is very manly, but the smell is really bad and not suitable for me
Ling Qingyuan said, I don’t need to increase my maturity by smoking. However, watching the process of burning smoke is very stressful for me, even if it is just a little spark, I can slowly burn out a cigarette, like boiling a frog in warm water. After accumulating for a long time... there will always be changes.
He looked at the birds flying in the distance, flapping their wings and soaring in the heavy rain with their wings
elder sister
I want to ask you one last time, have you really decided on them?
Ling Sinan took a step forward and put on the railing. Do you think I should learn to forgive them? After all, I am their child.
Ling Qingyuan doesn't comment
Actually, this is not a question
Ling Sinan clenched his fingertips slightly, as if it was a child who could not do evil because it was a child. It didn't matter if his parents made mistakes. Everyone came to this world to live for the rest of their lives, not to mention that they had never raised me, so why should I give in to them?
She closed her eyes and felt the wetness in the air rushing on her eyelids. At that moment, the water droplets seemed to condense in the corners of her eyes.
You better not expect them to support you with 'responsibility'. Ling Qingyuan smiled, I am the result of their 'responsibility'.
Two years ago, except for sleeping and eating, I was reading.
He turned his head and tried to recall that it was not enough to just read, and there were also various extracurricular classes to learn. If I resisted, what was waiting for me was that the lockdown room did not finish the papers on time, and there would not be even meals.
Ling Sinan was a little surprised. She thought that her parents should at least take care of Qingyuan in every way, and at least they would not be lazy in food and clothing.
Ling Qingyuan probably noticed the surprise in his sister's eyes and asked helplessly: Do you think I have never been beaten?
Ling Sinan was even more surprised
There will always be resistance when oppressed. For a while, I resisted too much, and his business was not so smooth. I often beat me after drinking.
The corners of his mouth were sarcastic. The first fuse was that day, he found out that I had a dog
Ling Sinan thought of the simple painting in his younger brother's notebook
He threw it out and then took a belt to suck me
When he talked about these things, his eyes were calm, as if he had been pulled away all his emotions and didn't care. At that time, the dog I raised in Tudou barked through the door, probably angered him. He rushed out and slapped it a few times. It was probably less than one year old. It was just a puppy, so how many whips could be taken from it.
Ling Sinan put on the back of his brother's hand
I pulled him and beat him. I didn't know when the potato got up and bit his pants legs. He kicked it and it didn't leave. Actually, I wanted it to leave at that time. Don't come back if I leave.
Don't come back if you leave
Later... Ling Qingyuan paused, and he threw it into the cellar well where the sewage was discharged
Ling Sinan's heart tightened for a moment
He was injured and could not scream a few times... Then he couldn't hear anything afterwards. He slowly lowered his head and leaned his head against his sister's neck, his voice dull.
She took it over and gently stroked the back of his head that was brown.
Do you know? They have arranged my life long ago
Ling Qingyuan's voice rose from her neck: What hobbies should I have, what school should I go to in the future, what major should I study, where to work, what age is suitable for marriage, which daughter is best to marry... The difference between Tudou and I is that I will not be thrown into the cellar well
He lives in a glamorous cellar
It will only suffocate more slowly
Everything you see now is because I have changed
If you can't change them, change yourself
On the surface, he no longer resists
But hating enemies is sometimes like smoke burning silently
Once ignited, there will be the moment when the hand is burned
I just hope you won't become me
The sound of rain drizzles
After a long time, her quiet voice came to her ears
You're not bad, don't underestimate yourself like this
Ling Qingyuan raised his head
You're very good. She said
Otherwise, how could I like you?
He chuckled softly
Don't laugh, I said seriously, she said embarrassedly
I know the voice is light and he kissed her. I know you like me seriously
Ah, you are so annoyed. Ling Sinan put his eyes away and dared not look at him. He kept talking about the topic. Why did you keep asking me why you agreed to get engaged to Shen Yu? You didn’t ask what I planned to do?
The quick change of topic made Ling Qingyuan stunned for a second
I never doubted whether you would be with him, sister, he said, I know you are working hard for me too
The sky was bright, and the world gradually shining outside made the room behind him feel like it was in the depth of darkness.
Ling Qingyuan once again put her clothes on her body: Go back and wear it, today... wear it warmer
Ah? She smiled, you are, don't get wet
She pulled him up and walked to the door holding hands.
What to remember
Thanks
There are a lot to thank for
Thanks for believing her
Thank him for being a younger brother
Thank him for being a lover
She raised her hand, hooked the back of his neck, and took the initiative to give her a long kiss
The kiss is extremely gentle, like the wind rising after the sky rains, like the sea surrounded by midsummer
Walk with the light only because of you
Hugging each other is no longer enough to convey heat, so I kissed each other constantly and changed my mouth to each other's mouth
It was not until she opened her eyes panting and realized that she had to stop, and she quickly pushed him away and walked into the living room.
The room is still a little dark
For some reason, it was probably the intuition in the dark, she subconsciously glanced at the mysterious gate
In the dividing line between light and darkness of the entrance, there was an extra pair of women's shoes.
The moment she looked up, she stood there
In the dark
Not instantly
Looking at them
What's in your eyes is the abyss
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