Xu Xian, who was suspected of being in a relationship, was sitting in a couple's box with Tang Jinyan, stuttering bibimbap while chatting with Tang Jinyan.
Their topic is no longer the kind of serious communication they used to have in school.
I didn't take the last step just now, and I really finished everything I could... Although both of them didn't mention it tacitly, the topic of communication naturally changed, and more people went to the relationship between men and women.
Xu Xian was raising the bibimbap rice and asked casually: Li Yunlin... is it your woman too?
Tang Jinyan didn't want to reveal Li Yunlin's background whenever he met everyone, and asked back: If so, are you jealous?
Xu Xian paused for a moment, shook her head and smiled: Why are you jealous of her?I'm not your woman.
Tang Jinyan tsk twice and said nothing.
Xu Xian ate a few bites of food silently and whispered: There are many women in the underworld like you, right?
Tang Jinyan nodded: Yes.
Xu Xian asked very seriously: Why do you want to be a gangster?You like studying so much, and you can be a useful person without being a gangster.
The dull anger came out again.Tang Jinyan laughed silently and shook his head without saying a word.
Xu Xian tentatively said: Renjing Ouni...is it?
On the phone call just now, the other party was obviously a singer and he was posting songs recently.
As a peer in the circle, Xu Xian knows very well who has posted songs recently, and T-ara is the first to be the one who has been hit.
It was just that she didn't know that the voice didn't look like Park So-yeon.
Tang Jinyan smiled and said: Su Yan is not.Speaking of this, I want to ask you. Last time I said she warned me not to bully you. Why is your attitude so strange?I didn’t know each other at that time, so I didn’t ask many questions. Can you ask now?
Xu Xian was silent for a moment and replied in a low voice: I have hurt Ou Ni.
Tang Jinyan was stunned: Can a person like you hurt people like a Virgin?
It is people like me who are easily hurtful.Xu Xian's eyes were faint, as if he was falling into memories: When T-ara debuted, our "genie" was on the list and everyone met in the backstage.At this time, Oni had changed from our sister to our junior. She was embarrassed and didn't know what to call us, and I...
Tang Jinyan understood a little and frowned: You don’t think Su Yan wants to call you senior, right?
Xu Xian lowered her head and said: Yes, there were many outsiders present at that time. I always felt that it was right to follow the rules agreed by everyone... Oni's expression at that time... From then on, she was very polite when she saw me.
Tang Jinyan was a little speechless.From the moral perspective of the underworld, no one can help you even if you are beaten to death.
Xu Xian whispered: Later, when I went back, I knew I had done something wrong and I was always uneasy. Over the years, I have also wanted to change myself, but it is always a bit futile... Speaking of this, she raised her head: The biggest change I have changed is tonight, I even suspect that it is not myself... Maybe in the dark, I should have this disaster, you are teaching me a lesson for her as an Ouni friend.
Tang Jinyan laughed and said: Do you think this is a disaster?
Xu Xian's face turned slightly red, but he still looked at him quietly: What is it not a disaster?I...I'm all like you.
Tang Jinyan smiled and said: These days, it’s so normal for a night, not to mention that we haven’t done it yet, do you think it’s a disaster?
One night or something is simply unimaginable to me... Xu Xian flattered his mouth and felt a little sad: I originally wanted to leave my first kiss to my boyfriend, but, but... Forget it, you saved me.
Tang Jinyan disagreed with this idea and teased him: Actually, I think I am still good, and it’s nothing to develop into a boyfriend.
Xu Xian shook his head and whispered: The boyfriend I want... He wants to be dedicated to me, you can't do it.Even if you don't mention those, at least, you must be a good person, you are not.
Tang Jinyan's relaxed smile that had originally floated on his face slowly disappeared, and he looked at her silently for a while: Didn't you say you want to change yourself?Why do you still follow these rules?
This is not a rule, but a bottom line.Xu Xian's eyes were clear, his tone was slow but firm: I couldn't treat someone like you as a boyfriend, at most... at most ordinary friends.
Tang Jinyan leaned on the back of the chair and tightly pinched the armrest of the chair with his right hand.
He just teased his boyfriend casually, but he didn't really want to.But when I heard this, I was still very depressed and embarrassed, and I felt as if there was something going on in my heart.
This is how everyone...
It's all like this...
It's always the same sentence, you're a bad person.
The intimate Song Ji Hyo said this, and the in love with Jung Eun-di said this.She almost caused a brotherly dispute over Xu Xian, resulting in all plans being remade. The future is uncertain, so she still said so.
Yes, I'm right, I'm not a bad person. I don't deny it either.
But are I really evil in front of you?
My kindness to you, my hesitation, my indecision, my persistence, my giving up, what is that dull knife and unruly heart?
Is it a clown?
You even have to say so hard to be a friend?
He looked up at the ceiling, and after a while, he said lightly: I have a woman I like, I am just planning to play with you.Anyway, it didn't work, so...please give me some advice.
This means, don't do it even if you are friends.Xu Xian had a pale face and bit his lower lip, and after a long time he said: OK.
The two were silent together.
After Wei Ru finished bibimbap, Tang Jinyan arranged for a younger brother to take Xu Xian home, and left without saying a word and walked towards Li Yunlin's apartment.
Xu Xian sat in the car, turned his head and looked back, and he could not see his figure clearly in the night.
She didn't make any statement to his ugly words, because she knew that just like Ren Jing'ani back then, he was also injured and was talking angry.
But……
Just plan to play with you...play with you...
She covered her heart with a painful expression.Why do I feel so painful? It's like something is cutting inside, as if it's going to crack...
I have never felt this way. Even if I encountered a bone-cold black ocean on the stage, I would not have felt so heartbroken.
What's wrong with me?
Their topic is no longer the kind of serious communication they used to have in school.
I didn't take the last step just now, and I really finished everything I could... Although both of them didn't mention it tacitly, the topic of communication naturally changed, and more people went to the relationship between men and women.
Xu Xian was raising the bibimbap rice and asked casually: Li Yunlin... is it your woman too?
Tang Jinyan didn't want to reveal Li Yunlin's background whenever he met everyone, and asked back: If so, are you jealous?
Xu Xian paused for a moment, shook her head and smiled: Why are you jealous of her?I'm not your woman.
Tang Jinyan tsk twice and said nothing.
Xu Xian ate a few bites of food silently and whispered: There are many women in the underworld like you, right?
Tang Jinyan nodded: Yes.
Xu Xian asked very seriously: Why do you want to be a gangster?You like studying so much, and you can be a useful person without being a gangster.
The dull anger came out again.Tang Jinyan laughed silently and shook his head without saying a word.
Xu Xian tentatively said: Renjing Ouni...is it?
On the phone call just now, the other party was obviously a singer and he was posting songs recently.
As a peer in the circle, Xu Xian knows very well who has posted songs recently, and T-ara is the first to be the one who has been hit.
It was just that she didn't know that the voice didn't look like Park So-yeon.
Tang Jinyan smiled and said: Su Yan is not.Speaking of this, I want to ask you. Last time I said she warned me not to bully you. Why is your attitude so strange?I didn’t know each other at that time, so I didn’t ask many questions. Can you ask now?
Xu Xian was silent for a moment and replied in a low voice: I have hurt Ou Ni.
Tang Jinyan was stunned: Can a person like you hurt people like a Virgin?
It is people like me who are easily hurtful.Xu Xian's eyes were faint, as if he was falling into memories: When T-ara debuted, our "genie" was on the list and everyone met in the backstage.At this time, Oni had changed from our sister to our junior. She was embarrassed and didn't know what to call us, and I...
Tang Jinyan understood a little and frowned: You don’t think Su Yan wants to call you senior, right?
Xu Xian lowered her head and said: Yes, there were many outsiders present at that time. I always felt that it was right to follow the rules agreed by everyone... Oni's expression at that time... From then on, she was very polite when she saw me.
Tang Jinyan was a little speechless.From the moral perspective of the underworld, no one can help you even if you are beaten to death.
Xu Xian whispered: Later, when I went back, I knew I had done something wrong and I was always uneasy. Over the years, I have also wanted to change myself, but it is always a bit futile... Speaking of this, she raised her head: The biggest change I have changed is tonight, I even suspect that it is not myself... Maybe in the dark, I should have this disaster, you are teaching me a lesson for her as an Ouni friend.
Tang Jinyan laughed and said: Do you think this is a disaster?
Xu Xian's face turned slightly red, but he still looked at him quietly: What is it not a disaster?I...I'm all like you.
Tang Jinyan smiled and said: These days, it’s so normal for a night, not to mention that we haven’t done it yet, do you think it’s a disaster?
One night or something is simply unimaginable to me... Xu Xian flattered his mouth and felt a little sad: I originally wanted to leave my first kiss to my boyfriend, but, but... Forget it, you saved me.
Tang Jinyan disagreed with this idea and teased him: Actually, I think I am still good, and it’s nothing to develop into a boyfriend.
Xu Xian shook his head and whispered: The boyfriend I want... He wants to be dedicated to me, you can't do it.Even if you don't mention those, at least, you must be a good person, you are not.
Tang Jinyan's relaxed smile that had originally floated on his face slowly disappeared, and he looked at her silently for a while: Didn't you say you want to change yourself?Why do you still follow these rules?
This is not a rule, but a bottom line.Xu Xian's eyes were clear, his tone was slow but firm: I couldn't treat someone like you as a boyfriend, at most... at most ordinary friends.
Tang Jinyan leaned on the back of the chair and tightly pinched the armrest of the chair with his right hand.
He just teased his boyfriend casually, but he didn't really want to.But when I heard this, I was still very depressed and embarrassed, and I felt as if there was something going on in my heart.
This is how everyone...
It's all like this...
It's always the same sentence, you're a bad person.
The intimate Song Ji Hyo said this, and the in love with Jung Eun-di said this.She almost caused a brotherly dispute over Xu Xian, resulting in all plans being remade. The future is uncertain, so she still said so.
Yes, I'm right, I'm not a bad person. I don't deny it either.
But are I really evil in front of you?
My kindness to you, my hesitation, my indecision, my persistence, my giving up, what is that dull knife and unruly heart?
Is it a clown?
You even have to say so hard to be a friend?
He looked up at the ceiling, and after a while, he said lightly: I have a woman I like, I am just planning to play with you.Anyway, it didn't work, so...please give me some advice.
This means, don't do it even if you are friends.Xu Xian had a pale face and bit his lower lip, and after a long time he said: OK.
The two were silent together.
After Wei Ru finished bibimbap, Tang Jinyan arranged for a younger brother to take Xu Xian home, and left without saying a word and walked towards Li Yunlin's apartment.
Xu Xian sat in the car, turned his head and looked back, and he could not see his figure clearly in the night.
She didn't make any statement to his ugly words, because she knew that just like Ren Jing'ani back then, he was also injured and was talking angry.
But……
Just plan to play with you...play with you...
She covered her heart with a painful expression.Why do I feel so painful? It's like something is cutting inside, as if it's going to crack...
I have never felt this way. Even if I encountered a bone-cold black ocean on the stage, I would not have felt so heartbroken.
What's wrong with me?
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