Li Haoyang and the girls from EXID had a hearty dinner. After leaving the hotel, the streets of Seoul were already covered with neon lights.
Tang Jinyan looked up at the stars in the sky, not knowing what he was thinking for a long time.
The crow couldn't help asking: Where is Brother Jiu going now?
Tang Jinyan thought for a long time before saying: Let’s go out of the city.
The crow glanced at him and said nothing. When he got into the car, he stepped on the accelerator and headed straight to the small house outside the suburbs.
He knew that it was only possible for Brother Jiu to go to the suburbs to be a destination.
I haven't gone much this year, and occasionally I'll bring some new collections to put in when I go there.
But today I have never brought anything, I just want to go and see it.
I'm sick again.This is the crow's inner monologue.
When they arrived at the place, both of them were stunned for a moment.There was a Hyundai car parked outside the woods, and it seemed that someone was in the woods.
Tang Jinyan got out of the car, stared at Hyundai for a while, and shook his head.
He didn't know that Jung Eun-di bought a car, or even when Jung Eun-di learned to drive. Everyone said that they could never forget her, but the truth was that she was always out of her sight.
Even when he released a new song, it was told by others.
Tang Jinyan sighed and slowly walked into the forest.The lights in the exterior corridor of the wooden house are bright, and there are dim yellow lights on the upper floor that faintly reveal the window, as if music is floating out of it, which is not clear.
Crack... Tang Jinyan pushed open the door, and the classical music came clearly from the building in an instant, as if he was covered by the music so that he could not hear his arrival.
He slowly went upstairs and stood by the door and looked in. The vinyl on the player slowly rotated with a melodious melody. Zheng Endi's familiar back was sorting out films by the wall, as if he was sorting out various films.
Tang Jinyan looked quietly for a while, and finally raised his hand and knocked on the door.
Zheng Endi's back froze, his hands shook, and a piece of vinyl fell down and hit her forehead.Jung Eun-di turned around with her head in distress, and the two of them looked at each other.
Over the past so long... Tang Jinyan suddenly spoke: This is the first time we met together.
Zheng Endi seemed to sigh, and didn't know what he was nervous before, so he smiled again: It's normal to meet once for so long.
When I came here for the first time, were you afraid that I would suddenly appear?
Well……
Tang Jinyan continued to ask: Will it be?
Zheng Endi said helplessly: When I first came, I really thought you would show up.After a pause, he said: You didn't show up, so I felt relieved a lot and came more diligently.
Tang Jinyan said lightly: Are you relieved... or disappointed?
Zheng Endi's face changed slightly: Tang Jinyan... Do you know what you are talking about?
Isn't it just teasing you... Tang Jinyan seemed to say casually, but his eyes turned away and didn't look at her.
Zheng Endi said contemptuously: Either you just point the gun at my head and say to me, or be my brother-in-law and avoid this.
Tang Jinyan smiled, walked slowly in, walked through the room, and walked towards the balcony.
It seemed like there was a kind of demonic nature. Zheng Endi followed behind without realizing it, and when he realized it, he was already standing with him on the balcony.
The spring was chilly and the night wind blew, and both of them were shocked. Tang Jinyan subconsciously unbuttoned his coat as if he wanted to put it on her, but as soon as he unbuttoned, he put down his hand.
Zheng Endi stared at his hand for a while, and laughed out loud.
Tang Jinyan narrowed his eyes and said lightly: I am very conflicted, Zheng Endi.
Zheng Endi was still studying his hand and asked casually: What is the contradiction?
Chulong advised me not to attack you, and I also felt that it seemed too much.But I can't calm down my regrets and it's almost a knot in my heart. Can you please untie it?
Zheng Endi looked at him with a strange look for a while, as if he wanted to curse, but he held it back and turned to look at the dark woods: You really feel that you can say this, you are so thick-skinned that you can't even penetrate bullets.
You are a tomboy yourself. Since you are a man, let's be more straightforward.
Can't be solved.Unless you force me, I won’t go with you. You may really have to go to the end with this insolvent regret for the rest of your life.
This is full of maliciousness, as if it is revenge on me, but are I really sorry for you between us?
... Zheng Endi was stunned for a moment, a hint of regret flashed through his eyes, and he lowered his head and stopped talking.
Tang Jinyan didn't say anything, and the scene calmed down for a moment.The night wind blew, and there was only the tireless music in the room behind me, and the two of them's clothes blew in the wind.
But... Zheng Endi suddenly spoke, his voice with unprecedented weakness: If you miss it, you miss it... Tang Jinyan...
One was too late, the other missed it.
Sometimes Tang Jinyan really doubts what he has devoted himself to in this life, he is really fucking.
He took a deep breath, barely kept himself calm, and asked lightly: Do you know my intention to build this house?
Zheng Endi smiled self-deprecatingly: It’s just to see that the person who is unforgettable to me in the old love is me.Give me a place to remember to let me wander.This is your revenge on me.
Are you regretting it?Tang Jinyan said: I used to be watching you only.
Zheng Endi pursed his lips and said for a while: Yes.
To put it bluntly, it is still a dead end.
If Zheng Endi slowly forgets to leave without regrets, it means that Tang Jinyan's regrets can no longer be erased.
Letting Tang Jinyan make up for his regrets means that Zheng Endi will be his little eight little nine little sixteen with eternal regrets.
It cannot be a win-win situation, right?
Yes, so I can't help you.Why don't you come and help me?
Tang Jinyan shook his head and laughed: You are so...heartless.
Actually, isn’t it good to be a friend?Zheng Endi said: If we are friends, we will be good friends who can be very good friends.
Yes, maybe our relationship was wrongly positioned from the beginning.
That's because you, the rapist, did not give us the chance to locate!He pretended to be yelling that I wanted to be ignorant of South Korea, and then he pressed it down. Taking off my pants is more quick than myself. Have you ever given a chance to position it?
He was clearly talking about something he didn't want to look back at that time, but Zheng Endi spoke very naturally, with a smile on his lips.
Although he was scolding each other, Tang Jinyan seemed to be scolded very much. After hearing this, he actually burst into laughter: Yes.He paused and said strangely: I didn’t solve anything, but my mood suddenly got much better.
Jung Eun-di blinked his eyes and pointed his finger at his nose: Because I am Jung Eun-di.
In front of those smiling eyes, even his dark heart was slashed brightly, Zheng Endi, as if haze and sorrow, struggle and entanglement, conspiracy and calculation, was never in the same dimension as her.
It's really... two years have passed, and it has never changed.
Two years?
It happened to be two years ago, the day I first met you was March of 12.
Why do you remember so clearly?
Because at that time you released a new song, and that was the only song I didn't listen to you singing anything. Apart from that, every song of you is singing the traces between you and me.
Jung Eun-di's eyes widened.
Tang Jinyan continued: If listening to T-ara's songs is a kind of enjoyment for me, then your songs can only be a kind of torture for me, but I am so humble that I want to torture myself, and I don't miss every song... In fact, starting from "Hush", I listened to all your songs, and that is our collection of stories.
Zheng Endi said weakly: Is there anything so magical?
Tang Jinyan smiled and said: Remember it yourself, right?
Jung Eun-di scratched her head and thought about it, it seemed like this was really... From "Hush" to now, it seems that every song is explaining the footprints between them.
So Yeon said that there are not so many things to pay attention to when doing idls, and you can sing whatever you want.But I think this theory cannot be used to you. It is almost the same as if you sang it to me on purpose. There is no one who can be regarded as a singer for you.Come on, I'm looking forward to what your next song will be... Tang Jinyan said, turned around and entered the house, and went downstairs all the way.
Jung Eun-di stood there with a weird look, watching him disappear from the stairs, and then to see him appear downstairs.
Tang Jinyan looked up, and Zheng Endi was still watching him from the balcony.He smiled, waved his hand and strode away.
After a long time, Zheng Endi murmured to himself: Is he so literary now... he pretending too much?
Tang Jinyan looked up at the stars in the sky, not knowing what he was thinking for a long time.
The crow couldn't help asking: Where is Brother Jiu going now?
Tang Jinyan thought for a long time before saying: Let’s go out of the city.
The crow glanced at him and said nothing. When he got into the car, he stepped on the accelerator and headed straight to the small house outside the suburbs.
He knew that it was only possible for Brother Jiu to go to the suburbs to be a destination.
I haven't gone much this year, and occasionally I'll bring some new collections to put in when I go there.
But today I have never brought anything, I just want to go and see it.
I'm sick again.This is the crow's inner monologue.
When they arrived at the place, both of them were stunned for a moment.There was a Hyundai car parked outside the woods, and it seemed that someone was in the woods.
Tang Jinyan got out of the car, stared at Hyundai for a while, and shook his head.
He didn't know that Jung Eun-di bought a car, or even when Jung Eun-di learned to drive. Everyone said that they could never forget her, but the truth was that she was always out of her sight.
Even when he released a new song, it was told by others.
Tang Jinyan sighed and slowly walked into the forest.The lights in the exterior corridor of the wooden house are bright, and there are dim yellow lights on the upper floor that faintly reveal the window, as if music is floating out of it, which is not clear.
Crack... Tang Jinyan pushed open the door, and the classical music came clearly from the building in an instant, as if he was covered by the music so that he could not hear his arrival.
He slowly went upstairs and stood by the door and looked in. The vinyl on the player slowly rotated with a melodious melody. Zheng Endi's familiar back was sorting out films by the wall, as if he was sorting out various films.
Tang Jinyan looked quietly for a while, and finally raised his hand and knocked on the door.
Zheng Endi's back froze, his hands shook, and a piece of vinyl fell down and hit her forehead.Jung Eun-di turned around with her head in distress, and the two of them looked at each other.
Over the past so long... Tang Jinyan suddenly spoke: This is the first time we met together.
Zheng Endi seemed to sigh, and didn't know what he was nervous before, so he smiled again: It's normal to meet once for so long.
When I came here for the first time, were you afraid that I would suddenly appear?
Well……
Tang Jinyan continued to ask: Will it be?
Zheng Endi said helplessly: When I first came, I really thought you would show up.After a pause, he said: You didn't show up, so I felt relieved a lot and came more diligently.
Tang Jinyan said lightly: Are you relieved... or disappointed?
Zheng Endi's face changed slightly: Tang Jinyan... Do you know what you are talking about?
Isn't it just teasing you... Tang Jinyan seemed to say casually, but his eyes turned away and didn't look at her.
Zheng Endi said contemptuously: Either you just point the gun at my head and say to me, or be my brother-in-law and avoid this.
Tang Jinyan smiled, walked slowly in, walked through the room, and walked towards the balcony.
It seemed like there was a kind of demonic nature. Zheng Endi followed behind without realizing it, and when he realized it, he was already standing with him on the balcony.
The spring was chilly and the night wind blew, and both of them were shocked. Tang Jinyan subconsciously unbuttoned his coat as if he wanted to put it on her, but as soon as he unbuttoned, he put down his hand.
Zheng Endi stared at his hand for a while, and laughed out loud.
Tang Jinyan narrowed his eyes and said lightly: I am very conflicted, Zheng Endi.
Zheng Endi was still studying his hand and asked casually: What is the contradiction?
Chulong advised me not to attack you, and I also felt that it seemed too much.But I can't calm down my regrets and it's almost a knot in my heart. Can you please untie it?
Zheng Endi looked at him with a strange look for a while, as if he wanted to curse, but he held it back and turned to look at the dark woods: You really feel that you can say this, you are so thick-skinned that you can't even penetrate bullets.
You are a tomboy yourself. Since you are a man, let's be more straightforward.
Can't be solved.Unless you force me, I won’t go with you. You may really have to go to the end with this insolvent regret for the rest of your life.
This is full of maliciousness, as if it is revenge on me, but are I really sorry for you between us?
... Zheng Endi was stunned for a moment, a hint of regret flashed through his eyes, and he lowered his head and stopped talking.
Tang Jinyan didn't say anything, and the scene calmed down for a moment.The night wind blew, and there was only the tireless music in the room behind me, and the two of them's clothes blew in the wind.
But... Zheng Endi suddenly spoke, his voice with unprecedented weakness: If you miss it, you miss it... Tang Jinyan...
One was too late, the other missed it.
Sometimes Tang Jinyan really doubts what he has devoted himself to in this life, he is really fucking.
He took a deep breath, barely kept himself calm, and asked lightly: Do you know my intention to build this house?
Zheng Endi smiled self-deprecatingly: It’s just to see that the person who is unforgettable to me in the old love is me.Give me a place to remember to let me wander.This is your revenge on me.
Are you regretting it?Tang Jinyan said: I used to be watching you only.
Zheng Endi pursed his lips and said for a while: Yes.
To put it bluntly, it is still a dead end.
If Zheng Endi slowly forgets to leave without regrets, it means that Tang Jinyan's regrets can no longer be erased.
Letting Tang Jinyan make up for his regrets means that Zheng Endi will be his little eight little nine little sixteen with eternal regrets.
It cannot be a win-win situation, right?
Yes, so I can't help you.Why don't you come and help me?
Tang Jinyan shook his head and laughed: You are so...heartless.
Actually, isn’t it good to be a friend?Zheng Endi said: If we are friends, we will be good friends who can be very good friends.
Yes, maybe our relationship was wrongly positioned from the beginning.
That's because you, the rapist, did not give us the chance to locate!He pretended to be yelling that I wanted to be ignorant of South Korea, and then he pressed it down. Taking off my pants is more quick than myself. Have you ever given a chance to position it?
He was clearly talking about something he didn't want to look back at that time, but Zheng Endi spoke very naturally, with a smile on his lips.
Although he was scolding each other, Tang Jinyan seemed to be scolded very much. After hearing this, he actually burst into laughter: Yes.He paused and said strangely: I didn’t solve anything, but my mood suddenly got much better.
Jung Eun-di blinked his eyes and pointed his finger at his nose: Because I am Jung Eun-di.
In front of those smiling eyes, even his dark heart was slashed brightly, Zheng Endi, as if haze and sorrow, struggle and entanglement, conspiracy and calculation, was never in the same dimension as her.
It's really... two years have passed, and it has never changed.
Two years?
It happened to be two years ago, the day I first met you was March of 12.
Why do you remember so clearly?
Because at that time you released a new song, and that was the only song I didn't listen to you singing anything. Apart from that, every song of you is singing the traces between you and me.
Jung Eun-di's eyes widened.
Tang Jinyan continued: If listening to T-ara's songs is a kind of enjoyment for me, then your songs can only be a kind of torture for me, but I am so humble that I want to torture myself, and I don't miss every song... In fact, starting from "Hush", I listened to all your songs, and that is our collection of stories.
Zheng Endi said weakly: Is there anything so magical?
Tang Jinyan smiled and said: Remember it yourself, right?
Jung Eun-di scratched her head and thought about it, it seemed like this was really... From "Hush" to now, it seems that every song is explaining the footprints between them.
So Yeon said that there are not so many things to pay attention to when doing idls, and you can sing whatever you want.But I think this theory cannot be used to you. It is almost the same as if you sang it to me on purpose. There is no one who can be regarded as a singer for you.Come on, I'm looking forward to what your next song will be... Tang Jinyan said, turned around and entered the house, and went downstairs all the way.
Jung Eun-di stood there with a weird look, watching him disappear from the stairs, and then to see him appear downstairs.
Tang Jinyan looked up, and Zheng Endi was still watching him from the balcony.He smiled, waved his hand and strode away.
After a long time, Zheng Endi murmured to himself: Is he so literary now... he pretending too much?