Chapter 5 Old love is like a dream, just like morning dew

During the period when I lost consciousness, I always felt that something was interfering with me, which made me unable to completely exile my consciousness and continue to be in a daze, otherwise I would not have been so easy to wake up.The thing that kept interfering with me was confirmed to be the old monk's chanting. Although there was a ghost name for Brahma Blood Zen, at best it was a more powerful chanting, which was not a real reason to wake me up.

I always feel that the main reason why I can be awakened by the old monk is not that the old monk has great skill in chanting scriptures, but that I have a concern that I can't let go.I lost so miserably this time, and I lost everything, so what can I not let go of?

I didn't understand this problem at first, but it was not until I heard the old monk's words that I fully woke up and realized what I still couldn't give up.

A Xue!

Whether it is responsibility or my own emotions, Axue is an extremely important bond for me, especially at this moment, when I have lost everything, only this stupid and cute little fox girl is the only place of light in my heart and my only hope.

The prison door was not closed properly, so I rushed out with one step before rushing out of the prison door. Because of hunger and fatigue for several days, I staggered, my body lowered, and I almost fell, but I almost avoided the arrows shot by the guards outside.

Bang!

There was a loud sound and gravel flew. When these elves were hitting the Battle Dragon, they were worse than small insects, but it was enough to use them to intimidate me. The magic arrows they shot were powerful enough to penetrate the stone. If they were hit, it would be no joke.

If other prisoners escaped from prison, there might be room for negotiation, but when I saw me rushing out of the prison gate, several elf guards glanced at me, and they were full of murderous aura in their eyes. They pulled the bow at me at the same time, clearly trying to take the opportunity to kill me. Fortunately, there were reinforcements behind them.

Amitabha!Do not kill!

Although I can't name it, the old monk is also a monk of the Xin generation. He has been practicing hard for decades, and is just a general one?With a raised sleeve, the strong and strong wind swept the arrows that shot towards me, and they also knocked away the elf guards. I pulled my feet and ran wildly, ignoring the continuous shouts behind me, leaving the place at full speed, and only heard the shouts behind me, including the elves and the Buddha's name of the old monk. The monk who covered me to escape had already fought with the elf guards who came one after another. Both sides fought for no reason, but for a while, they couldn't stop.

I successfully escaped, but I was not familiar with the path of waiting for the big prison, and I didn't know where Axue was. I really didn't know where to find someone. The only way was to bet on the magician's own sensing ability.It was not that easy to sense A Xue's position. Otherwise, I would have used this trick to find someone before, and I would not have to wait until now to be a living horse. However, after losing the lustful spirit in my body, I seemed to have undergone some changes. With a little more sensing, I soon realized the familiar aura.

On the left!

Without thinking, I ran towards the left. I encountered a wall blocking the road several times on the way. I grabbed someone and found the path. I was so lucky that I waited for the chaos in the prison at this moment. No one was too busy caring about anyone. I rushed in the direction I sensed.

After running for a while, I finally arrived at a stone gate.On the closed stone door, there are special magic spells engraved. They are not ordinary rooms, but not prison cells. It seems that they are very likely to be a special treatment room, which uses magic spell barriers to enclose the environment and treat them in an environment that is not subject to dry shooting.

A Xue is behind this door, does that mean she still needs treatment?What to treat?

Thinking of this, my actions paused, and I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered an even more deadly question... My Axue no longer existed after the World War in Baghdad.

In the East China Sea, after A Xue ventured to sacrifice for the retreat of the You people, she remained unconscious. When she woke up again, she became an evil doll controlled by Madrid and lost the memory of being with me.To be clear, A Xue, who belongs to me, no longer exists. I tried hard to save the person. This was just a lie to myself, a dream that I knew was impossible to achieve.

Madrid was designed to die by Mao Yan'an. Without this manipulator, A Xue should be able to escape from control and wake up. However, everything is not so simple. I have no way of knowing what Madrid did to A Xue... This old guy is worthy of being the previous Black Dragon King. He is outstanding in his ability to transform biological bodies. Not only does he drain the huge energy in Xue's body, but he also re-adjusted her body back to human form. This is really amazing.

After such drastic physical and mental changes, how far can Axue, who has been controlled by Madrid, recovered?

Can you really become the innocent little fox girl before?still……

I had never thought of these questions before, and could even be said to be subconsciously avoiding them. However, as long as I push the door, the answer will be revealed and I can no longer escape.

If it were before, I might have turned around and didn't force myself to open the door, but now I am actually very timid, but I still gritted my teeth, stretched out my hand to push the door, opened the stone door, and walked in.

The first thing I saw after entering the door made me sad. Leng Linglan held the two stone statues of women transformed by Zhizhi, and stood in front of me. The cruel memories and heartache almost made me kneel down.

I was sober that I found that there were a large number of candles lit around the stone statue, and runes were painted between the red and white candles, forming a magic circle. Even if I didn't deliberately count and judged from the approximate number, I could guess that there were ninety-ninety-one candles, which were some kind of light-type magic circle. While protecting the central things in the barrier, I also tried to use the supreme power of light to drive away evil and remain clean.

There are three old monks around the barrier formation, sitting cross-legged, holding beads in their hands, chanting scriptures in their mouths, and performing the great light method of destroying demons and eliminating evils. This type of mantra has a very good effect in detoxification and defouling petrochemicals. The three characters "心官网" who work together to do it, and it is not to be underestimated. However, if I just take a look, I will be 100% sure that their hard work will be futile.

Leng Linglan and Zhizhi, what happened to them was not a simple petrification curse, but a soul transformation caused by the dark summoning beast. I am afraid that even Famit's appearance may not know how to solve it. These three monks were completely unaware of the situation and just recited scriptures to the stone statue. Although their spirits were commendable, it was impossible to effectively use my understanding of lustful magic. The petrification of Leng Linglan, Zhizhi, and Yuhong was an irreversible change. There was no way to solve it, and it was impossible to treat it. There was no hope.This is my personal understanding. If you want to overturn this conclusion, it is possible to do it unless someone who knows more about lustful magic than me.In the world, there are only two people I know. Coincidentally, neither of these two cannot be considered humans!

Mao Yan'an is the beginning of all this. He has great supernatural powers. He may know something that I don't know and turns the impossible into the possibility, but he is also the person who has the least reason to help me, a fool who is trying to make a fuss with a tiger, and he doesn't have to think about it anymore.

Famit is the first practitioner of the Dark Summoning Beast. He has developed these theories. It is not surprising that he knows what kind of rescue method he can do. However, he should have become a half-god and half-ghost existence. He should ask him, unless he takes the initiative to show his spirit, otherwise... it is not impossible to find it when he goes to sea to try his luck.

Both choices have to start from the East China Sea and go to the East China Sea to find the last hope. It seems that it is imperative. This is the conclusion I have made at this moment, but before that, I have more important things that must be solved.

In this magical therapy room with an ordinary cell, in addition to the three monks, there was another person standing in the corner, and a woman was staring at the stone statue in the center of the magic circle with her eyes very concerned, and she didn't even feel that my door was breaking in. When I saw her opening the door, I almost cried out when I saw her.

A Xue!

The figure of this woman is so familiar in my eyes, but so strange.A priest robe as white as snow, and a wide robe covers the plump figure, making it look even more elegant and luxurious. A long shiny black hair is raised above the head, and it is simply fixed with a simple hairpin. It looks like an ordinary person, but it has a princess demeanor than any prince and prince clan... I feel so magnificent, but it is not my little Axue, but in the city of Sara, in the palace, the one I had before meThe stunning beauty with dignity swept away, Tianhe Xueqiong, now it seems that everything that has happened in these years has not left any trace on her. She is still the noble, elegant, and stunning goddess who is not contaminated with the world. She is so beautiful that she is worthy of being the Dongxue Tiannv among the four great goddesses... But no matter how beautiful this woman is, she is not... not my cute little fox girl, not the one who always uses a respectful tone, whispering one by one.Master, Xiao Axue was shouting from both sides... My Axue is really no longer here, can you never come back?

When I realized this, I felt like I had a heavy object hit on my chest, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe. This way... it's good, as long as she can recover, I'm willing to bear the price...

I was mentally prepared on the way to Solancia.It is not easy to wake up A Xue. Even if she can wake her up, it may cause the awakening of her original personality and memory, and become the original Tianhe Xueqiong, not my A Xue.I have this perception, just to save her life. Even if I know the risks, I still bit the bullet and do it. Now what should I say?There are a little disappointment, sadness, and slaughter, but the situation that has been expected has long been expected. Even if it happens, it doesn’t seem too surprising... In short, I don’t have the urge to snatch the sky and the earth and cry. If I ask what I want to do most, the only thought in my mind is to turn around and close the door quietly... and leave without leaving any trace.

A Xue no longer exists. It may be a good thing for her, because even if she returns to her personality and memory when she is A Xue, she will not be able to be happy and reunited with me.Anyway, I am not so naive that I think Mao Yan'an can kindly let me live a happy life. If A Xue really wakes up completely, Mao Yan'an will definitely have further action. At that time... it will only make me lose her again.

I deliberately made light moves without making any sound, and wanted to leave without disturbing her. However, my fortune has been bad recently. No matter what ideas I have, it is impossible to realize. She was always looking at the stone statue, but when I took a step, I suddenly realized and turned my head to look in my direction.

John...Farrell?

The shocked voice quickly turned into resentment and anger, and finally even said word by word.I was a little stunned, and my mind was even more confused. I couldn't guess where the memory in her mind was, and why she hated me so much for what, because logically speaking, Tianhe Xueqiong before her memory did not have such a deep hatred with me. What kind of reason is there to protect me?No matter what the answer is, just contacting her hatred eyes is already heartbreaking enough. I can disappear quietly without touching her. This is my limit, but I can't bear her hatred for me... Perhaps, my decision to open this door was really wrong...

You despicable villain!Disguise and plot against each other, don’t think that if you change your appearance, no one can recognize you!Good and evil will be rewarded, and the karma you create will eventually be counted on yourself!...Although I don't know the exact situation, but from these words, it may be that when I sneaked into Tianhe Xueqiong on an isolated island overseas, I showed my traces when I was lustful and insulted her anal rape. Tianhe Xueqiong didn't say it, but the clues were hidden deep in my heart. When that memory was replied, she immediately knew who was harming her.

This inference is a bit far-fetched, but it is not impossible to happen. Tianhe Xueqiong's magic power is already strong. When he became A Xue, he went through many hard experiences. After returning to his original personality, even if he lost his memory as A Xue, his magic power would increase significantly and could use many special magic that could not be completed before.With this assistance, it is indeed possible that she recognizes the real murderer on the overseas island.

You plotted against me, causing my fellow disciples to die overseas, and even treated me...

Tianhe Xue'ao's words suddenly paused, probably because he was ashamed of being raped by me. He couldn't say anything later, but the resentment in his eyes increased and he glared at my beautiful eyes, almost spitting out fire.

Because you, a despicable villain, have lost your memory and fallen into the hands of the Black Dragon Society, and have become so shameful that you are now. How do you redeem your sins for such evil deeds?How can you afford it?

The angrily beautiful woman's anger, together with her own cultivation, turned into awe-inspiring power, and even formed a huge pressure, which instantly shocked me, as if I had met a top master at the eighth level and almost felt weak on the spot.

However, this sense of intimidation only appeared for a short moment, and soon made me feel something was wrong. I was a person who was used to big scenes. After the first few seconds of shock, I immediately realized that the more I was emitting from Tianhe Xueqiong, it was very weak, and she seemed unable to control her magic.

After thinking a little, we know that this situation is not difficult to understand. The huge energy left by Famit caused a strong light-dark conflict in Axue's body. Although this problem was solved by Madrid, we have no idea what method Madrid used. With Madrid's death, his control also failed. If it is said that there are any sequelae in Tianhe Xueqiong's body and the energy conflict in the body cannot be properly handled, it is not worth wondering at all.

If the light and dark energy contained in Tianhe Xueqiong's body were equally huge, she would have been blown up long ago. It would never be possible that she would still speak soberly. According to my estimate, there should be very little or very little light energy left, suppressed by dark energy. Although it would not endanger her life, it continued to cause interference, which made her magic power sometimes strong and sometimes weak, and could not stabilize it.

This problem can be big or small. At the least, it can interfere with the operation of magic. If you cannot use magic freely, it can create hidden dangers. If you don’t handle it well, it will be life-threatening.I thought about the seriousness of the problem and was really worried. I took a step forward and wanted to ask about her physical condition and learn more.

My reactions were purely subconscious actions. I did not consider any pros and cons, nor did I think it would be good or bad to do so. I did not expect the impact of these actions on Tianhe Xueqiong.

Don't come over!

He Xueqiong was not just talking. In an instant, I felt a huge pain in my left shoulder. My whole body was driven up by a powerful force and flew backwards and hit the stone door hard. My eyes turned black and my whole body was hurt everywhere. Maybe a few bones were broken.

The attack was really not light. I opened my eyes and looked at my left shoulder. A hole the size of a finger was punched out on the other side. The bones and flesh were penetrated, but no drop of blood was flowing out. It was just a curling black smoke. It looked very strange at first glance, but if I was used to seeing all kinds of black magic, I wouldn't think there was anything. According to my speculation, this is just a very shallow technique like dark arrows, and the technique that ordinary magic apprentices would use. It was even more powerful when used by a master like Tianhe Xueqiong.

But... if she really has the intention to kill me, she can use other more efficient dark magic. Why use this simple trick?I was shocked and even more excited, but when I touched Tianhe Xueqiong's hatred gaze again, my heart became cold again, and at the same time I understood why she used this little trick to take action.

A dark arrow shot through my left shoulder, and Tianhe Xueqiong was not having a good time. Her face turned extremely pale, and a wisp of blood flowed down from the corner of her mouth, and she was injured by the moment just now.

It’s not that she didn’t want to use more powerful magic to deal with me, but she was not able to catch her strength. An ordinary dark arrow made the energy in her body rush and hurt. You can imagine how bad her physical condition was. If it weren’t for the concern that it caused a more violent energy impact, I would have used stronger magic to smash me.

In addition, the memories of Axue and Tianhe Xueqiong have not been merged and unified. Tianhe Xueqiong is the saint of Cihang Jing Temple. She has learned light magic and should not know the dark magic that Axue is good at. She has to take action temporarily and can only cast ultra-low-level skills such as dark arrows.

You... look at what I have become?I am the priest of Cihang Jing Temple. There shouldn't be a trace of darkness on me, but now, what am I using?How could I use black magic?

Tianhe Xueqiong's trembling voice sounded not just anger or excitement, but a sound that was completely on the verge of collapse.I don’t know if I should be surprised or expected when I found that there was a strong dark magic on me, which actually caused such a big impact on her?

This cut is all because of you, and it is all because of you!

Since there is no memory of A Xue, Tianhe Xueqiong naturally cannot know how the dark magic in her body is obtained. Now that I say this, I just trace the origin of what she thought the Black Dragon Club did to me. But I know the truth that she didn't know. It is true that she was contaminated with darkness because of me.

Tianhe Xueqiong pointed her finger at me, her body trembling constantly, but her eyes began to dissipate.After losing the light magic power, she also lost the meditation skills she had practiced for many years. Although it was a long time ago, she, who had just woken up, was obviously unable to adapt.

My body seemed to be ashamed to speak, but I already understood what Tianhe Xueqiong was going to say. The physical problem she was referring to was not as simple as energy conflicts.

Even though he was wearing a wide priest robe, he still looked as noble and elegant as before, and was sacred and inviolable, if he was careful, some things could not be concealed.

The priest's white robe was already wide, and Tianhe Xueqiong deliberately did not tighten her belt. Even so, the two reunited H-cup big breasts still had traces protruding on the chest of the white robe and could not be concealed.I believe she may have used cloth belts to make her breasts look too amazing, but she is still futile. The round outline of her breasts that is so round and not covered up, it seems so eye-catching and eye-catching.

Since she was ashamed of her big breasts, she must have noticed the unusual slenderness of her waist and found traces of transformation of her ribs and spine. After removing her ribs, her waist became incredible thin, which particularly showed the amazing sexiness of her big breasts and fat buttocks, surpassing the scorching spirit, which was simply lustful and criminal. However, this sinful and beautiful body belongs to a goddess who has always been chaste and self-supporting. How could she bear it?

If you want to practice such a profound power of darkness, you don’t know how much blood sacrifice you will need. My hands and my body are covered with blood and filth. You have made me... a murderer with a serious sin!

I never expected Tianhe Xueqiong to think so, and was surprised that this idea would have hit her so hard, but it was understandable that the practice of dark magic was constantly killing and sacrifice. Every powerful dark wizard was practiced by countless killings. With Tianhe Xueqiong's knowledge, it was easy to judge that the evil power on him was amazing, and even tens of thousands of unjust souls were hosted. Such terrifying power of darkness must involve a series of massacres. The resentment and sins of these innocent people were all related to her. From a clean priesthood to a sinner, everything accumulated in the past collapsed. No wonder Tianhe Xueqiong could not bear it.

Looking at Tianhe Xueqiong's almost crazy collapsed eyes, I had too many things to say.

During this journey of companionship, a lot of things happened, and because of these things, I even know more than Tianhe Xueqiong that she is not me who has caused Tianhe Xueqiong to be contaminated with darkness, but her existence, which is the source of darkness itself. The filthy daughter born in Ista opens the key to evil forces. If she is still in her cradle, she will be wiped out by the radical defender's frown. It was when the Heart Sword God Ni brought her out when she broke out of Ista, and she had the chance to grow in Cihang Jing Temple, change her appearance and get the illusion of a saint of light. Yes, everything she once knew and believed, even the image of Tianhe Xueqiong herself, was just a carefully arranged illusion.

The Xinjian Shenni, who raised her, not only had evil intentions, but also waited for her to be full of sweet fruits after she grew up fully. Even the words Tao and virtue that she had great virtues were lacking. She was simply a super pervert and bloodthirsty maniac. If Tianhe Xueqiong knew the true face of her master, she would probably vomit blood and faint on the spot. Even if she had not met me and had not happened to those things, the current situation would probably not be much worse, because what Xinjian Shenni wanted to do to her was similar to what I did to her.

As for the sins she thought she had committed, it was not that serious. Although A Xue's evil power was powerful, she was also an unprecedented dark wizard in history who would never kill. The dead souls that were resident in her body came from fate. From beginning to end, there was no blood on her hands.I really want to say these words to her to clarify these misunderstandings, but when I say these words to her, I didn’t say what the meaning is?What can be changed?

Will she believe it if she tells her the truth about her origin and the true face of the Xinjian Shenni?So what if you believe it, will you be hurt again?Let her know the truth, is it to make her have a better life?Or just make myself feel better?

If I push everything to the truth, will my responsibility be lighter?Can she understand me with a smile?

I know very well in my heart that the answers to these questions are all no. Since no one will be able to tell the truth, why bother telling it again and hurt her one more time?After all, seeing her crying eyes makes her heart hurt much more than the wounds on her shoulders... It turns out... Seeing you crying will make me so sad... My revenge plan, in the end, all revenge is on myself, shooting myself in the foot, there are people in the world who are stupider than this.

I really wanted to laugh, laughing at my stupidity and self-bearing, but Tianhe Xueqiong's second wave of attacks shot at this time. Two dark arrows pierced my right shoulder and my right arm was nailed to the stone door. If my head hadn't tilted in time, my forehead and throat would have been pierced through.

Killing thoughts are always killing thoughts. Tianhe Xueqiong couldn't help but feel resentment and killed me. This incident was so sad, but when I saw her being hurt by the magic power, she was hurt even more. A wisp of blood slowly flowed down the corner of her mouth made me feel even more painful.

Can you let me say something?

This is my request. He Xueqiong seems to apply for it as his last words. Although he did not agree, he did not refuse.

If I tell you...

I endured the pain in my body and gasped: You and I have been very, very close to each other. You think I respect you like a master. We... have a good relationship, do you believe it?

Tianhe Xueqiong answered firmly without hesitation. The expression in her eyes seemed to be hearing the most ridiculous joke in the world. Not only did she completely disbelief, but she also had a little contempt.

My master is a great master who practices hard and has superb Buddhism. Compared with her, you can't even count as dust. Don't say that I can't get close to you. How can you respect someone like you?Even if the people in the world are blind, no one respects you.

He said it word by word. I knew how serious Tianhe Xueqiong's words were. Because of this, I felt even more that everything that happened between me and A Xue in the past is now like an unreal dream, torn apart by these realistic words and quickly disappeared, as if it had never existed.

But it really existed... Even if there are no witnesses, even if I am the only one who remembers, the beauty and happiness really exist... But, these things have really existed, but you don't believe it...

I didn't say more, just because I couldn't.Just saying these words smoothly has done my best. Even without a mirror, I know that my eyes have long been red because it is as sore as my nose. If my restraint is a little worse, I will definitely not be able to help crying now.

It’s a pity that I only deeply understand this sentimentality and cannot be conveyed to the other party…

The reason for begging for mercy is really bad. Since you have finished giving your last words, then go to death with peace of mind!

Listening to the decisive sentence, when two dark arrows shot towards my forehead, for some reason, I had no intention of dodging.