Chapter 188

Did you get pregnant naturally, or did you use the current medical methods?After my teacup stagnated in the air for a long time, I asked after taking a sip of tea, but my hands were shaking and my voice was shaking slightly.

It was naturally conceived, maybe it was luck... The princess put her hand down from her belly and said.

Then we fell into a brief silence again, with twins, sons and daughters, satisfying the wishes of both the princess and me. Is everything really God's will?

I'm all looking for topics, do you have anything to ask me?After a long silence, I couldn't help but say to the princess. She seemed not to want to speak, maybe she didn't dare.

You know everything, right?After a brief pause, the princess lowered her head and asked softly.

Didn’t Xiangzi tell you all?I didn't answer positively, but just mentioned the Queen Jingjue. After hearing my words, the princess's body trembled slightly, and her head couldn't help but lower it.

Do you hate me?Princess asked again.

I hate myself... Why did I get this disease? Why did I come to Japan... I put down my teacup, looked at the gap behind the princess, and said as I looked at the white clouds floating in the sky.

What are you...what do you plan to do in the future?Hearing my words, the princess took a deep breath, then looked up at me and asked, "I could see a trace of fear in her eyes. Although she pretended to be ordinary, she cared very much about my next answer.

Are you asking about us?I was a little unsure about the princess’ meaning, so I couldn’t help asking again.

Yes, and... and your father... When the princess said this, she looked at the tea plate with her eyes dodged.

During this period, I returned to my hometown, to the home we were in my hometown, and also went to many places abroad, saw the prey of nature, the carefreeness of the indigenous people, and felt a lot about me.Sometimes I also think that the past is over. No matter how hard I work, everything cannot be changed or restored to the origin.No matter what, the starting point between you and your father was to save me, and he had to bow to Xiangzi. In life, there will be many unsatisfactory things, and sometimes he had to bow to fate.Since the past cannot be changed, it is better to grasp the present and the future.

I've survived the disaster, what else can I ask for?Since God made me survive in a daze... So, the decision-making power for us in the future is not me, but you, and my father... I leaned on the chair, and while talking, I recalled everything I saw in my mind. It can be said that traveling around the world during this period really made me feel too much and my mood relaxed a lot.

Perhaps my psychological disorder has been eliminated a lot, and I am no longer as obsessed with it as before, and I have gradually accepted a reality.

Can we still go back to the past?Hearing my words, the princess took a deep breath, thrust the ends of her hair at the corners of her ears, and then asked softly.

The decision lies with you... I can... I immediately gave Princess the answer. In the past six months, I have already formulated the answer in my heart, and at the same time I am ready to be responsible for this answer.

The princess and I fell into silence again. The princess lowered her head and stroked the teacup with her jade hand. Seeing the princess like this, my originally hopeful heart couldn't help but feel heavier and heavier.

But I can't go back to the past... After a long time, the princess closed her eyes and said such a sentence. Then tears squeezed out from her eyes and dripped into the teacup in her hand, causing a ripple on the surface of the tea.

Is it because of my father?I took a deep breath and tried to calm my heart down. Then I asked gently, but my heart ached slightly. After hearing what I said, the princess shook her head and then twitched her nose.

Seeing the princess shake her head, I felt a little more at ease.

I have become the Queen of Jingjue. I want to share the things of the Sakura Club for Kako. This is what I promised her. I cannot break the promise. In addition, Kako has endured too much over the years, and I... As a sister, I should help her.The princess took the handkerchief next to her, wiped her eyes and nose gently and said, but when she said this, she still didn't dare to look at me, perhaps afraid of the change in expression that would appear in the face of me.

After hearing the princess' words, I breathed a sigh of relief. The answer was as expected. After all, I had known Queen Jingjue's past for a long time and understood her experience. She was born with disability, had no childhood, and had licked blood from the knife, which also took too much for Princess.

Just as Xiangzi said, will you and her take turns staying by my side and take turns managing Sakura?I asked after pouring a cup of tea for the princess with another cup.

The princess didn't say anything, just nodded.

I can promise you this... I nodded and said, this answer was something I expected, the conditions proposed by Queen Jingjue, there is no room for improvement, and as her twin sister, Princess would agree.

If I force her to force her, Queen Jingjue will not agree, and then you can’t have both family affection and love. I really don’t know what it will be like. I have to compromise on some things, but fortunately I didn’t touch my bottom line.

As long as the princess has no relationship with her father, everything else can be done. This is my bottom line. I can't say it too clearly. That will only hurt the princess even deeper. She is now pregnant and is about to reach the labor period. If there are any serious consequences caused by mood disorders, it will be more cost-effective.

Where is the father?I...I want to see him too... Princess fell into silence, and I couldn't help asking again, and also used this question to judge whether my father and Princess were together during this period.

But after hearing what I said, the princess' delicate body trembled slightly, then her eyes were a little free, she didn't speak for a long time, as if she was thinking about something.

Our dad... is gone... After hesitating for a long time, the princess sighed and said, her tone full of sadness.

Not here?Where is that?Fishing ground?Or have you returned to China?After hearing the princess' words, I felt a little doubtful. My father might have such a few places to stay in Japan. Is there any other place?

Our dad is no longer alive... The princess wiped the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief.

What did you say?When I heard the princess' words, my head was dizzy, and then I reacted and asked, and I couldn't help but get up from the chair.

Our dad had passed away three months ago... The princess looked up at me, then closed her eyes and lowered her head and told me the fact.

No... No... He is in such a good health... How could it be... I stood in the pavilion, listening to the princess' words, and kept muttering. At this time, I was already panicked, and the answer was completely beyond my expectations.

In addition to the past, I have a deep relationship with my father, and it was my father who pulled me alone, and the grace of giving birth to me is greater than that of the mountain.

Even the relationship between my father and the princess made me feel resentful to him, but I couldn't hate him because he raised me and grew up. In the beginning, it was because of saving me. I had only estrangement and resentment towards him, but I absolutely didn't want him to die.

In the past six months, I still think about trying to adjust my mentality after I come back and I will give him a care for his old age. After all, filial piety is the first, which is the principle of eternal eternity, but now... I sit heavily on the chair and try to accept this reality.

Is it... sick... or... or an accident?After a long time, I tried to suppress my tears and asked the princess.

It was...suicide... The princess couldn't speak, but she still told me softly.

Turn on the gas and commit suicide... Princess then added softly.

Suicide, why do you commit suicide?

I had the answer in my mind and vaguely guessed the cause and effect of the matter.

Maybe my father couldn't face me at all, maybe he couldn't get out of his deformed relationship with the princess, or maybe... In short, this seemed to be a kind of escape and relief.

I sat there, and the news completely shocked me. I originally wanted to come back to face my father and princess, tell everything, untie the knot, and then live together. At worst, I can't stay together, but now...