Chapter 42

When Ren Zhichu woke up, Gu Sui was no longer by his side.

She sat in the bed and looked around the room, but no one was there.

There is nothing, and the sliding doors on the windows are closed tightly, just like nothing happens.

He didn't wake her up when he left, so he wouldn't want her to run to see him off.

She understood, so she didn't move, and she didn't even panic.

Recovered that energy.

Only then did I feel that the bottom of my feet was very warm, a little furry, moving. Ren Zhichu was startled, his conditioned reflex shrank, and then hesitantly lifted the quilt.

It's a cat, a yellow-white ragdoll cat.

The cat is very cute and doesn't live a life when she sees her. She licks her paws and meows.

Ren Zhichu was stunned for two seconds, and his attention was attracted by the silver medal on its neck that was shining with the sun.

She went over and hugged the cat, and the sign was engraved.

Probably the name.

Gd。

The cat's name is Gd.

She knew it was something that Gu Sui left before leaving.

He was quite shameless. He ran away in panic and left something, so he had to let her remember him.

Ren Zhichu liked it very much, so he hugged the cat in his arms and followed the hair.

The sun outside the window was very warm, and she felt physical heartache.

The man held the cat and retracted into the rattan chair on the balcony, humming a little song, as if coaxing the cat.

I looked around the balcony and saw footprints on the windowsill.

She stared at the footprints for a few seconds, remembering the drunken smell of wine and the whisper like a repeater.

He always says that she likes to talk to herself, isn’t he the same?

I don't know who is more talkative yesterday.

Thinking of this, Ren Zhichu smiled. When he smiled, he would also remember him smiling at her. At this time, he would miss him very much and had physical pain again.

He prepared all the cat-raising items and sent them to her house within two days.

Ren Zhichu flipped through the pile of things, flipping around, and found a mobile phone that looked new, but it didn't even change the film.

She squatted at the foot of the bed and opened it, and it was brand new inside, nothing was left.

Unwilling to give up, I searched again and again, and there was nothing.

There seemed to be a lot of homework that day, and it seemed that the tingling pain in the nasal cavity after running the 800-meter race seemed to be quite difficult. It started drizzling on the way home from school.

Everything was a bit boring by chance, so after looking for clues he might have left in his phone for the third time, but still found nothing, she squatted on the dusty curb and burst into tears.

Then it is day after day to study, pet cats, and practice piano.

After he left, life seemed to be much faster.

Every morning there is a cup of hot milk on the table, which is very hot and warm.

The guy who ran errands ran for a month or two, but he didn't see Ren Zhichu drinking once.

Chen Qing asked her, "Ah given by Gu Sui?"

Ren Zhichu paused and said yes, then didn't speak or touch that cup of milk.

Chen Qing couldn't understand, so he left whenever he left. He gave him good intentions and wasted no more drinking.

At the moment when the sun was brightest, Ren Zhichu smiled and said something dazzling, rubbed his eyes, and shed tears.

She said, I won't drink, I'll wait for him to give it to me personally.

So you, you, the one I love the most.

After completing your dream, remember to go home earlier.

Be fair, come back safely and choose me.I'll be more determined and hug you.

Is this good enough?

As long as you come back, the spring will be given to you, the brilliance will be given to you, the girl will be given to you, and the hero will be you.

As long as you return to your hometown safely.

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Bipolar disorder and depression generally have certain genetic tendencies, but not necessarily.

Gu Zhi and Song He had already started to quit medicine before preparing to have a child, and later they would occasionally relapse, but they were mild and could get through it quickly.

Song He is fine, Gu Zhi will probably have to be sick in this life, but fortunately there is Song He.

She would accompany him when he sat by the bed at four o'clock in the morning and was in a daze or went out to race in the middle of the night.

After getting pregnant, Song He went to the hospital for a check-up. Because both of them were smoking, I wonder if there would be any problems. Fortunately, blessings came. God blessed the child, the child was very healthy.

Health is healthy, and one more problem will be faced in the later stage, which is whether they will be inherited from their illnesses.

As the days pass by day, Gu Sui is watered by the love of family harmony and happiness, growing up with the wind and walking against the wind, and the good part overwhelms the bad part.

He is naughty, casual, upright, despicable, kind.

But in fact, he himself didn't figure out what he wanted to do.

There is a saying that when a person has everything and gets everything, he will covet what he cannot get.

When he was fifteen, he went to Yemen with Fu Minghan and said he would go to see an old friend.

There, he saw what the society called the real "Yellow dust is full of the present and the past, and the white bones are messy.’

China is really the safest place in the world.

Because in Yemen, after the war rescue site, you cannot leave your tent at will after dark.

They drove by in huge off-road vehicles, flying with the land, and blood and sludge raised.

There are always a group of children behind the car, both big and small, all homeless. They are not even as dirty as the homeless man who prays.

Please, please give me some food, water is fine, I won’t pick it.

It turned out that he thought there was no difference between people in this world, just like a rich man would eat when he was hungry and would find water to drink when he was thirsty.

But they don’t know how they feel when they are full, and they have never heard of a man with gold under his knees. They don’t understand why they are hungry and why they can’t go out when it’s dark.

This is not the difference between having money or not, nor is it the difference between status or status.

It is the gap between people.

Gu Sui didn't know the winding circles. When he got up in the middle of the night, he couldn't stand the stench of the spittoon. He left the tent and was pressed on the ground by the robbed bearded madman.

The robber fucked a word that he couldn't understand and said a lot of words, and the tip of the knife almost hit Gu Sui's neck several times.

He tried to communicate with the man but failed, and wanted to fight with the man with the boxing Sanda he practiced, but still failed.

A person holding a knife is not scary, and a person who has nothing to lose is the most scary.

Because there is no concern, it seems that there is no difference between dying or living.

The bearded man was covered in fishy smell, and the white coat and white turban were black and old like pickled cabbage.

When the tip of the knife attacked him, in addition to his fierce eyes, there would also be a sound of a beast-like predation in his throat.

Gu Sui was afraid, and he was sweating all over. Fortunately, the call for help was heard by the support team of the base camp, and the tip of the knife fell and was rescued for the last second.

The volunteer soldiers led the Arabs.

He can speak English and has a few Chinese, while Arabic is the native language.

The man is called Von Carmen, who is tall, cold-hearted and not good at talking.

First give Gu Suixun a saliva and use a whispering Arabic.

Gu Sui was not afraid, rubbed his shoulders, lease seak Englsh

Von Carmen started to join the army at the age of thirteen, and Gu Sui was fourteen or five years old and could shoot guns.

He said the messy rules in English again, and the last sentence angered Gu Sui, "Don't run around, children, everyone is very busy, don't cause trouble."

Gu Sui was young and frivolous at that time, and followed the person behind and cursed him a lot, but he didn't get any response from him.

So he observed von Carmen for two days, and for several days later, he followed the man and called him master.

In Gu Sui's eyes, Von Carmen seemed to be very awesome. He knew almost all animals and plants, what was poisonous, what could be eaten, what was the best anti-inflammatory medicine, and what was the encyclopedia, and he was a person that Gu Sui could not know in a peaceful society.

Fu Ming and Hanning Cha went to Yemen to find a man named Lingjingazawa. Gu Sui had to follow him during the rebellious period.

Gu Jie didn't care, and Song He didn't care. Their way of education was that you had to take responsibility for it anyway.

He went.

As a result, this time I went, my whole life changed.

In the next two or three years, what he always remembers is to be a person as awesome as Carmen.

Carmen is not good at speaking, so Gu Sui doesn't speak.

He shot and smoked, and Gu Sui lit the cigarette to support the board.

The purpose is only one, be good at it, be my master.

Gu Sui used to fight violence against violence in his past, and if he couldn't do it, he would speak with power.

But this trick is useless for Carmen. He is often silent.

Even those who subdue deserters or commit crimes do not speak nonsense.

He was in charge of all the volunteer soldiers in the base camp, and he also saw the safety of everyone.

They obey Him, sheltered Him, regarded Him as God, and felt that He could do everything.

When he had nothing to eat, he would go hunting with a gun in the middle of the night.

When there is insufficient water and food, he will save his share to those children who don’t know what gratitude means.

Someone is injured by a poisonous snake or a venomous creature, and he always has a way to save his life.

He was injured in knife wounds, gunshot wounds, and various struggle injuries all over his body, which was terrible if anyone saw it.

I heard that he was a tough life and was almost breathless after several times, so he gritted his teeth and came back to life.

Gu Sui occasionally chatters about things.

Have you been to China?It's very safe. You can go to the bar club in the middle of the night. You can drink until what time it is. No one robs you, and someone will help you when you go out.

There is a wine in China called Moutai, which is very expensive and delicious. It is much better than the brandy you like to drink. If you don’t have any headaches, your head won’t hurt after drinking it.My mom likes to store wine, I have saved a lot of it at home

By the way, have you married?Is it true that Arabs can marry several wives?

……

Later he was also tired. Most of the time, when Carmen was doing things, Gu Sui just squatted aside and smoked, and then observed.

He was not a talkative person at first, but staying next to Carmen seemed to have no idea of ​​saying something more to him.

In fact, he just wanted to steal the stolen knowledge and learn something awesome.

He listened to von Carmen about the methods of survival in the desert, the skills of jungle escape, and the different behavioral habits and lifestyles of different animals and plants.

He is the best master, but Gu Sui may not be the best apprentice to learn.

But Gu Sui understood one truth.

It turns out that there is a kind of energy that is silent but powerful.

Later, the feeling of Gu Sui always made the little girl crazy and couldn't figure it out and felt relieved. It was all caused by him during this period.

Gu Sui is best at observing people, silent and has a friendly smile. In fact, he knows more clearly than anything else in his mind.

Carmen taught him.

A man’s ability does not lie in whether he can defeat the enemy, but in whether he can protect the person he loves.

A man must have wildness and gentleness.

Using violence to fight violence is not a skill, but strengthening oneself is the right way.

You have to remember that you are a man and you have to stand up straight.

That night he took Gu Sui to sit upstairs and watch the stars, and occasionally a plane would fly by above.

The explosion sounded like a background song.

He lit a cigarette and sighed to the sky.

He said, there is no day in my life that I am not spent in regret

That day he told Gu Sui about his experience.

He fell in love with a girl on the way to the army, an Arab, with beautiful eyebrows and a lovely smile, and he looked very beautiful.Later he was captured and became a prisoner of war in the US military.

They took advantage of her and raped her.

Then the girl collapsed, ran away, and was exposed to her head.

Carmen was very cowardly at that time, and shooting was nothing. When the black hole was pointed at him, he was still afraid.I just watched my beloved girl be bullied and shot.

The girl died in front of him, with a black hood in her arms, and he didn't even dare to take a look.

My family was not able to protect them well, and the family of five was fed all guns.

Since that day, he has not spent a day without regret.

All are hurt to save people, and all life is to atone for sins.

If he could be stronger, even if he had more courage, would it be different?

Later he became strong, but he gave up and became numb.

Now I dare to feed the gun at any time, but no one can make me willing to feed the gun is here.

He took a breath of smoke, and the sky in the distance was illuminated by scarlet flames, as if mocking the leisure of the two of them.

The cigarette is coarse and difficult to absorb, and it is not as good as the China that costs dozens of yuan per pack.

He took a breath, his chin was a hard and rough stubble.

He said.

There is no day in my life that I have spent in regret

Ling Yizawa was not found, Ning Cha looked depressed.

Fu Minghan said, let’s go, maybe someone has read it wrong.

Ning tea heads were ordered slowly, but in fact he was still unwilling to accept it.

It's time to part.

Gu Sui shyly handed the remaining half of Huazi to Carmen.

If you want to come to China to find me, I will steal my mother's Moutai for you to drink.

Carmen smiled and called him Asui in Chinese that was not fluent.

We are destined to see you again.

Gu Sui nodded and called him Brother Ju.

There are few people who can really admire him in this life, and Carmen is one.

Where to go for the next stop?

Von Carmen looked at the old woman and children playing and playing not far away, with rough and primitive eyes and gentle.

have no idea.

He spits out a sip of cigarettes and I am wherever I need me.

His whole life was looking for himself and trying to strengthen himself.

He said that life is a sad and long battle. In this battle, you will inevitably lose yourself. Sorrow and pain are not the purpose, and the end of death is not the disappearance, but another form of eternal life.

As long as you fail to forget me, where I have been, my soul will return after death.

How can I find you?

His eyes were reluctance and appreciation, and he spoke very slowly, as if he was persuading him.Wherever the war is settled, I am there.

Gu Sui lit a cigarette, stuffed it into his mouth, and looked into the distance.

Can you see you again?

Yes.

He nodded.

Will definitely.

The country is peaceful and the people are peaceful, the world is peaceful, the mountains are singing, and the day when the sun is brilliant.

It will definitely come.

You have to believe that there is a group of people in this world who are constantly working hard.

So Ah, this day when the sun shines on the earth will definitely come.