When he entered the door, Ye Fei found that it was the same night before he set out to the capital. Liu Yiru was sitting in the living room wearing pajamas waiting for him. She was happy and a little disappointed. Although she really hoped that she could continue to develop with her like this, Ye Fei hoped that she could develop with herself with her true identity and mentality, rather than a couple who were fake and real.
Why are you back?
Seeing Ye Fei, a trace of joy flashed in Liu Yiru's eyes, but then she disappeared and asked indifferently. She didn't know why. She had decided to completely cut off the relationship with him that shouldn't have, but she still couldn't help but want to wait for him to come back, and even asked Ye Siqi to continue living in the company. It felt like a wife was waiting for her husband to come home. She knew that she should never have such a mentality anymore, but she couldn't control herself. She lay in bed and worked hard for a long time, but she couldn't fall asleep. Instead, her heart became even more confused. She ran to the living room without realizing it.
Where will I go if I don’t come back?
Ye Fei changed into slippers at the door, walked to Liu Yiru and sat down, and smiled and said: This is my home, and more importantly, you are still waiting for me, so I will naturally come back.
A very ordinary sentence made Liu Yiru's mind feel dazed. She was waiting for him to go home. What a simple happiness, but she was destined to be something she could not get. Whenever she thought of this, her heart would hurt so much.
Restraining his mind, Liu Yiru tried hard to show a smile that belonged to her mother: Shouldn’t you live with your aunt and take care of their mother and daughter?
My aunt and the others are very good, and Qiqi is there, so it will be fine.
Ye Fei smiled and said: I won’t talk about this anymore. My good Ru'er, I haven’t seen you for so long, have you missed me?
As he said that, Ye Fei reached out to hug Liu Yiru's shoulders.
Don't do this.
Liu Yiru blocked Ye Fei's arms stretched out and said lightly: Don't call me Ru'er in the future. I am your mother. Now we have returned home and can't pretend to be a couple anymore.
Why?
Ye Fei was secretly happy. His mother finally returned to her original mentality, but her face showed a look of disappointment and pain: Didn’t you say that day, can we continue?
Seeing the pain in Ye Fei's eyes, Liu Yiru couldn't help but feel heartbroken, but she still held back and said: I just came back that day, and I haven't thought it clearly yet. I've thought about it these days. It was wrong for us to do that before.
Why?
Ye Fei asked without hesitation.
Why?Because I am your mother and your biological mother, we will never be able to be together!
Liu Yiru suddenly became excited. Ye Fei felt heartbroken, but her heart hurt even more because she knew very well that the feelings she had absolutely no one for her son had now taken root in her heart, and it was impossible for her to let go in this life, but Ye Fei was different. He was still young and his mind should be immature enough. When he got married to Lin Ling in the future, his heart for himself would gradually fade. At that time, he could only silently bless him behind him.
The more I thought about this, the more heartache Liu Yiru felt, and finally couldn't help crying.
Seeing this, Ye Fei was shocked. He hugged his mother's soft body with great distress and said softly: Mom, don't cry, can't I listen to you?You can do whatever you say.
Liu Yiru lay in her son's familiar warm embrace, looking at his handsome face with tears in her eyes, and said: Then you promise your mother, don't force her mother again in the future, let's be mother and son again, okay?
Ye Fei nodded gently: Well, I listen to my mother.
That's good.
Liu Yiru breathed a light sigh, but she felt more heartache and reluctance in her heart. Is he going to give up?
Originally, this should be the result I wanted to see the most, but why did my heart hurt so much?
Mom, it’s getting late, so you’d better go and rest.
Looking at the tears on his mother's face, Ye Fei's heart couldn't help but feel ache. He suddenly regretted his decision, but he also understood that even if he stopped at this time, it was too late, because his mother's love for him that he shouldn't have been completely out of his way. If he gave up, it would only make her more painful, so he could only continue to bite the bullet and continue. As long as he endured the temporary entanglement, he could bring his mother eternal happiness!
Um.
Liu Yiru nodded, left her son's arms reluctantly, and walked into her bedroom.
Lying on the bed, Liu Yiru's mind kept flashing scenes when she went to Changbai Mountain with him, the happiness by the river, the passion in the hot spring, and the warmth of sleeping in each other. Every scene was so intoxicating, but now, all this seemed to be getting further and further away from her, and this distance was created by herself.
Liu Yiru understood that as long as she nodded, all this would be able to return to her side in an instant and let her relive the endless happiness, but she knew that she could not, because she was his biological mother and could never continue to do that with him, otherwise it would not only harm her, but also harm him.
At this moment, Liu Yiru once again hated her identity. Why was it his mother? However, she never regretted that she had Ye Fei, the son. This contradictory mood made her heart more and more painful, and the pain made her unable to sleep even if she tried her best.
After tossing and turning for nearly two hours, Liu Yiru still had no sleepiness at all. She felt more and more confused and sat up from the bed. At this moment, she suddenly wanted to see Ye Fei. As long as she could see him, she would be happy even if she did nothing.
After quietly leaving the door, Liu Yiru came to Ye Fei's bedroom door, pushed it gently, and found that his door was open.
Although the lights were not turned on in the room, everything in the room could not be hidden from Liu Yiru's gaze. At this time, Ye Fei was lying flat on the bed, his eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling with some ignorance, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Liu Yiru's heart couldn't help but feel pain again, but she tried hard to make herself smile, walked over and sat beside her son's bed, and asked gently: Why haven't you fall asleep yet?
Not sleepy, I thought of some things from the past.
Ye Fei also smiled at his mother, but the smile was even uglier than crying.
At this moment, Liu Yiru suddenly regretted her decision. Why do you have to think so much?
Isn't it good as before?
Now it makes me and my son suffer so much. As long as both of them don’t tell me, what’s the matter?
Under Ye Fei's miserable smile, Liu Yiru's heart shook again. After so many years of surviving the mall, her will was originally very firm, but her son was her only weakness.
Go to bed well, there is something to do tomorrow.
Liu Yiru reached out to touch her son's head and gently stroked her, and got up to leave.
But Ye Fei grabbed her little hand and said with a begging: Mom, can you sleep with me?I'm not used to the feeling of not being around you.
Liu Yiru sighed softly and slowly lay down beside her son. She found that even if she tried her best, she could not refuse him at all.
Holding her mother's soft and sexy body and smelling the faint fragrance on her body, Ye Fei said with a little greedy attitude: Mom, I haven't been with you for a long time, can I help me?
no!
Liu Yiru flatly refused because she knew very well that although her heart was still struggling and could maintain some rationality, her body had been completely conquered by him and could not resist him at all. If she continued like that, she would probably not even be able to keep her persistence in her heart, and thus she would do something that could not be accepted by the world.
But, I feel really uncomfortable.
Ye Fei continued to beg: And these days, I feel that my strength has declined. If I continue like this, I am afraid that it won't take long before I fall into a coma again.
You can go find Ling'er. Although you are still young now, you have to treat special circumstances specially. I believe that Aunt Xiao will not blame you if you know it.
Liu Yiru endured her heartache and said this. She had thought about it for a long time. However, when she made this decision, she felt that her heart was about to be hollowed out, as if she was about to lose the whole world. However, for the sake of Ye Fei's good, she finally decided. She thought that what she had thought would be easy to accept, but when she said it, it still made her face pale because of pain.
Ye Fei said in distress: But Ling'er said that it will take at least eighteen years old to let me touch her.
What, you have mentioned this to Ling'er before?
Liu Yiru felt sad and said in a little angry.
Ye Fei was not afraid of his mother's anger, but instead smiled and said: Why, are you jealous?
Liu Yiru's pretty face turned red, and she realized that she had lost her composure. They were originally unmarried couples, so it was normal to talk about these things. She really should have such a big reaction. In order to hide her embarrassment, Liu Yiru reached out and knocked her son on the head, and said coquettishly: What are you talking about?I just think that they are still young, so you can't do this.
Yeah?But you just said that I asked me to find her Ah.
Ye Fei smiled and saw that his mother's beautiful pretty face became redder than before, he hurriedly said: Don't worry, we just mentioned it by accident during the chat, because many of our classmates were living together, so we talked about this matter, and Qiqi was also present at that time.
After hearing his son's explanation, Liu Yiru was overjoyed, and then secretly despised herself and continued: I understand, but now you can tell her about your situation, and I believe she will definitely be willing to help you.
But I like to ask you to help me, and I don’t like others!
Ye Fei said with a little willfulness.
Liu Yiru couldn't help but feel a little sweetness in her heart, but she still advised: You always want to get married, it's a matter of time sooner or later, how can you not like it?
Even so, how can I tell her?
Ye Fei asked: If she asked me how I knew this was OK, and who helped me before, what should I do?
this……
Liu Yiru couldn't help but hesitate. She had never thought about this problem before. Now she realized that she was thinking too simply. She couldn't help but regret that Lin Ling had come without starting, but thinking about her happy feeling a few days ago, she was a little glad that she didn't do that.
Seeing that his mother was in deep thought, Ye Fei couldn't help but say proudly: So Ah, you have to continue to help me in the future, and I can help you Ah too.
I don't want you to help!
Liu Yiru's pretty face turned red again, and she hurriedly refused, but she had already made a decision in her heart. Before there was no new solution, she would just help her son. After making this decision, she suddenly realized that her mood had improved a lot, which made her a little alert, for fear that she would fall into it again, and at the same time, she was still a little distressed. After working hard for so long, she still couldn't get rid of the things that had to happen to him. Moreover, because she had to help him as a mother in the future, she felt an unspeakable excitement when she thought of this.
Then did you agree to help me?Mom, you are so nice!
Ye Fei laughed excitedly.
Looking at his son's smile, Liu Yiru was happy and couldn't help but feel a little confused. Could it be that he was just obsessed with his body?
Otherwise, why was I so sad just now, but I was happy after hearing that I promised to help him?
Why don’t you cry now?I looked sad just now.
Liu Yiru couldn't help but feel aggrieved. She was really sad. She loved him so much, but he was just obsessed with his body.
Because I figured it out.
Ye Fei smiled and said: I just felt that I was heartbroken, but now I think about it, you are my mother and you will never be able to leave me in your life. As long as you can be with you, what does it have to do with a couple?
Humph, crying and laughing, what a child!
Liu Yiru was coquettish, but the grievances in her heart disappeared instantly.
Ye Fei hugged his mother's soft body tightly, buried his head in the towering height in front of her chest and acted coquettishly, and smiled and said: I was your child, Ah, good mother, please help me now, okay?
As he said that, he took Liu Yiru's little hand and placed it on the bad thing that he had already reacted.
Liu Yiru had long been used to this thing. When she came into contact with it, she subconsciously held her tightly. However, she then withdrew her little hand as if she was electrocuted and said: No, I am a little tired.
Although he had made a decision in his heart and had been used to it before, Liu Yiru still couldn't accept it for the time being, because he was no longer his Ru'er at this time.
Why are you back?
Seeing Ye Fei, a trace of joy flashed in Liu Yiru's eyes, but then she disappeared and asked indifferently. She didn't know why. She had decided to completely cut off the relationship with him that shouldn't have, but she still couldn't help but want to wait for him to come back, and even asked Ye Siqi to continue living in the company. It felt like a wife was waiting for her husband to come home. She knew that she should never have such a mentality anymore, but she couldn't control herself. She lay in bed and worked hard for a long time, but she couldn't fall asleep. Instead, her heart became even more confused. She ran to the living room without realizing it.
Where will I go if I don’t come back?
Ye Fei changed into slippers at the door, walked to Liu Yiru and sat down, and smiled and said: This is my home, and more importantly, you are still waiting for me, so I will naturally come back.
A very ordinary sentence made Liu Yiru's mind feel dazed. She was waiting for him to go home. What a simple happiness, but she was destined to be something she could not get. Whenever she thought of this, her heart would hurt so much.
Restraining his mind, Liu Yiru tried hard to show a smile that belonged to her mother: Shouldn’t you live with your aunt and take care of their mother and daughter?
My aunt and the others are very good, and Qiqi is there, so it will be fine.
Ye Fei smiled and said: I won’t talk about this anymore. My good Ru'er, I haven’t seen you for so long, have you missed me?
As he said that, Ye Fei reached out to hug Liu Yiru's shoulders.
Don't do this.
Liu Yiru blocked Ye Fei's arms stretched out and said lightly: Don't call me Ru'er in the future. I am your mother. Now we have returned home and can't pretend to be a couple anymore.
Why?
Ye Fei was secretly happy. His mother finally returned to her original mentality, but her face showed a look of disappointment and pain: Didn’t you say that day, can we continue?
Seeing the pain in Ye Fei's eyes, Liu Yiru couldn't help but feel heartbroken, but she still held back and said: I just came back that day, and I haven't thought it clearly yet. I've thought about it these days. It was wrong for us to do that before.
Why?
Ye Fei asked without hesitation.
Why?Because I am your mother and your biological mother, we will never be able to be together!
Liu Yiru suddenly became excited. Ye Fei felt heartbroken, but her heart hurt even more because she knew very well that the feelings she had absolutely no one for her son had now taken root in her heart, and it was impossible for her to let go in this life, but Ye Fei was different. He was still young and his mind should be immature enough. When he got married to Lin Ling in the future, his heart for himself would gradually fade. At that time, he could only silently bless him behind him.
The more I thought about this, the more heartache Liu Yiru felt, and finally couldn't help crying.
Seeing this, Ye Fei was shocked. He hugged his mother's soft body with great distress and said softly: Mom, don't cry, can't I listen to you?You can do whatever you say.
Liu Yiru lay in her son's familiar warm embrace, looking at his handsome face with tears in her eyes, and said: Then you promise your mother, don't force her mother again in the future, let's be mother and son again, okay?
Ye Fei nodded gently: Well, I listen to my mother.
That's good.
Liu Yiru breathed a light sigh, but she felt more heartache and reluctance in her heart. Is he going to give up?
Originally, this should be the result I wanted to see the most, but why did my heart hurt so much?
Mom, it’s getting late, so you’d better go and rest.
Looking at the tears on his mother's face, Ye Fei's heart couldn't help but feel ache. He suddenly regretted his decision, but he also understood that even if he stopped at this time, it was too late, because his mother's love for him that he shouldn't have been completely out of his way. If he gave up, it would only make her more painful, so he could only continue to bite the bullet and continue. As long as he endured the temporary entanglement, he could bring his mother eternal happiness!
Um.
Liu Yiru nodded, left her son's arms reluctantly, and walked into her bedroom.
Lying on the bed, Liu Yiru's mind kept flashing scenes when she went to Changbai Mountain with him, the happiness by the river, the passion in the hot spring, and the warmth of sleeping in each other. Every scene was so intoxicating, but now, all this seemed to be getting further and further away from her, and this distance was created by herself.
Liu Yiru understood that as long as she nodded, all this would be able to return to her side in an instant and let her relive the endless happiness, but she knew that she could not, because she was his biological mother and could never continue to do that with him, otherwise it would not only harm her, but also harm him.
At this moment, Liu Yiru once again hated her identity. Why was it his mother? However, she never regretted that she had Ye Fei, the son. This contradictory mood made her heart more and more painful, and the pain made her unable to sleep even if she tried her best.
After tossing and turning for nearly two hours, Liu Yiru still had no sleepiness at all. She felt more and more confused and sat up from the bed. At this moment, she suddenly wanted to see Ye Fei. As long as she could see him, she would be happy even if she did nothing.
After quietly leaving the door, Liu Yiru came to Ye Fei's bedroom door, pushed it gently, and found that his door was open.
Although the lights were not turned on in the room, everything in the room could not be hidden from Liu Yiru's gaze. At this time, Ye Fei was lying flat on the bed, his eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling with some ignorance, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Liu Yiru's heart couldn't help but feel pain again, but she tried hard to make herself smile, walked over and sat beside her son's bed, and asked gently: Why haven't you fall asleep yet?
Not sleepy, I thought of some things from the past.
Ye Fei also smiled at his mother, but the smile was even uglier than crying.
At this moment, Liu Yiru suddenly regretted her decision. Why do you have to think so much?
Isn't it good as before?
Now it makes me and my son suffer so much. As long as both of them don’t tell me, what’s the matter?
Under Ye Fei's miserable smile, Liu Yiru's heart shook again. After so many years of surviving the mall, her will was originally very firm, but her son was her only weakness.
Go to bed well, there is something to do tomorrow.
Liu Yiru reached out to touch her son's head and gently stroked her, and got up to leave.
But Ye Fei grabbed her little hand and said with a begging: Mom, can you sleep with me?I'm not used to the feeling of not being around you.
Liu Yiru sighed softly and slowly lay down beside her son. She found that even if she tried her best, she could not refuse him at all.
Holding her mother's soft and sexy body and smelling the faint fragrance on her body, Ye Fei said with a little greedy attitude: Mom, I haven't been with you for a long time, can I help me?
no!
Liu Yiru flatly refused because she knew very well that although her heart was still struggling and could maintain some rationality, her body had been completely conquered by him and could not resist him at all. If she continued like that, she would probably not even be able to keep her persistence in her heart, and thus she would do something that could not be accepted by the world.
But, I feel really uncomfortable.
Ye Fei continued to beg: And these days, I feel that my strength has declined. If I continue like this, I am afraid that it won't take long before I fall into a coma again.
You can go find Ling'er. Although you are still young now, you have to treat special circumstances specially. I believe that Aunt Xiao will not blame you if you know it.
Liu Yiru endured her heartache and said this. She had thought about it for a long time. However, when she made this decision, she felt that her heart was about to be hollowed out, as if she was about to lose the whole world. However, for the sake of Ye Fei's good, she finally decided. She thought that what she had thought would be easy to accept, but when she said it, it still made her face pale because of pain.
Ye Fei said in distress: But Ling'er said that it will take at least eighteen years old to let me touch her.
What, you have mentioned this to Ling'er before?
Liu Yiru felt sad and said in a little angry.
Ye Fei was not afraid of his mother's anger, but instead smiled and said: Why, are you jealous?
Liu Yiru's pretty face turned red, and she realized that she had lost her composure. They were originally unmarried couples, so it was normal to talk about these things. She really should have such a big reaction. In order to hide her embarrassment, Liu Yiru reached out and knocked her son on the head, and said coquettishly: What are you talking about?I just think that they are still young, so you can't do this.
Yeah?But you just said that I asked me to find her Ah.
Ye Fei smiled and saw that his mother's beautiful pretty face became redder than before, he hurriedly said: Don't worry, we just mentioned it by accident during the chat, because many of our classmates were living together, so we talked about this matter, and Qiqi was also present at that time.
After hearing his son's explanation, Liu Yiru was overjoyed, and then secretly despised herself and continued: I understand, but now you can tell her about your situation, and I believe she will definitely be willing to help you.
But I like to ask you to help me, and I don’t like others!
Ye Fei said with a little willfulness.
Liu Yiru couldn't help but feel a little sweetness in her heart, but she still advised: You always want to get married, it's a matter of time sooner or later, how can you not like it?
Even so, how can I tell her?
Ye Fei asked: If she asked me how I knew this was OK, and who helped me before, what should I do?
this……
Liu Yiru couldn't help but hesitate. She had never thought about this problem before. Now she realized that she was thinking too simply. She couldn't help but regret that Lin Ling had come without starting, but thinking about her happy feeling a few days ago, she was a little glad that she didn't do that.
Seeing that his mother was in deep thought, Ye Fei couldn't help but say proudly: So Ah, you have to continue to help me in the future, and I can help you Ah too.
I don't want you to help!
Liu Yiru's pretty face turned red again, and she hurriedly refused, but she had already made a decision in her heart. Before there was no new solution, she would just help her son. After making this decision, she suddenly realized that her mood had improved a lot, which made her a little alert, for fear that she would fall into it again, and at the same time, she was still a little distressed. After working hard for so long, she still couldn't get rid of the things that had to happen to him. Moreover, because she had to help him as a mother in the future, she felt an unspeakable excitement when she thought of this.
Then did you agree to help me?Mom, you are so nice!
Ye Fei laughed excitedly.
Looking at his son's smile, Liu Yiru was happy and couldn't help but feel a little confused. Could it be that he was just obsessed with his body?
Otherwise, why was I so sad just now, but I was happy after hearing that I promised to help him?
Why don’t you cry now?I looked sad just now.
Liu Yiru couldn't help but feel aggrieved. She was really sad. She loved him so much, but he was just obsessed with his body.
Because I figured it out.
Ye Fei smiled and said: I just felt that I was heartbroken, but now I think about it, you are my mother and you will never be able to leave me in your life. As long as you can be with you, what does it have to do with a couple?
Humph, crying and laughing, what a child!
Liu Yiru was coquettish, but the grievances in her heart disappeared instantly.
Ye Fei hugged his mother's soft body tightly, buried his head in the towering height in front of her chest and acted coquettishly, and smiled and said: I was your child, Ah, good mother, please help me now, okay?
As he said that, he took Liu Yiru's little hand and placed it on the bad thing that he had already reacted.
Liu Yiru had long been used to this thing. When she came into contact with it, she subconsciously held her tightly. However, she then withdrew her little hand as if she was electrocuted and said: No, I am a little tired.
Although he had made a decision in his heart and had been used to it before, Liu Yiru still couldn't accept it for the time being, because he was no longer his Ru'er at this time.