It was a week since Lu Jue woke up again. During the days when he was unconscious, he kept dreaming about the plot of forcing Lu Ying. Every time he was in a dream, he wanted to die with a heartache, but he struggled but couldn't wake up. It lasted for a week before he woke up one morning.
His whole body was covered with sweat, and the thin medical quilt covered on his body was also squished. He pulled out the needle inserted on the back of his hand and lifted the quilt, and he shivered in coldness when he trembled with cold when he pulled out the quilt.
Opposite the hospital bed, a quartz clock hung on the wall that looked like a white corpse that had been soaked in water for three months. At this time, the clock hand was approaching the number 7. There were birds chirping outside the window. Lu Jue frowned and opened the window. The fresh air squeezed in along the opened window. Lu Jue took a few deep breaths, and the cool air rushed into his chest, which made his mind clear.
He left the window and unbuttoned the buttons on his hospital gown one by one. The hospital gown in summer was very thin, but it was soaked with sweat and it felt uncomfortable to stick it on his body. It felt like a layer of wet toilet paper was pasted on his body, covering his skin so hard that itchy and itchy.
The ward he lives in is a VIP ward with an independent bathroom. He walked in barefoot and threw the hospital gown at the door. Then he didn't close the door. He turned on the shower and washed the sticky feeling on his body.
The hospital's shower gel smelled of disinfectant. He couldn't use it, so he simply rinsed it and left the bathroom.
There was a very small wardrobe in the ward, which contained two T-shirts and two pairs of casual pants. He took the white T-shirts and gray casual pants and wore them on his body. The board shoes he wore that day he left the Lu family by the bed. He stuffed his feet in, put them on his feet as slippers, and then opened the ward door and walked out.
It was less than eight o'clock, and the inpatient department was quiet. The doctors in this hospital usually checked rounds at 8:30, so before that, no one walked around the entire inpatient department. Only a nurse desk was designed at the entrance of each floor, and two nurses were on duty.
So Lu Jue did not walk through the elevator passage. As soon as he went out, he ran to the emergency exit. The corridor was very empty. When he went downstairs, he could hear footsteps coming back again and again by the empty corridor, as if several people were following him.
He walked very fast, as if someone was following him, jumping down from two steps, two floors and two floors in three steps. Within five minutes, he walked out of the gate of the inpatient department from the seventh floor of the inpatient department.
He straightened his back and tried to make himself look healthy and normal. He walked all the way to the hospital with his wet hair.
There was a security guard on duty at the gate. He looked at him and said nothing. He pressed the button to open the electric door and let him go out.
The entrance of the hospital is crowded, and many vendors sell breakfast on the roadside of the hospital, with everything, hand-catch cakes, roujiamo, soy milk, rice porridge, and even braised pork rice. The meaty rice smells like a whole street early in the morning
In addition, there are many taxis stuck in the middle. In places like hospitals, patients have to visit the emergency department for 24 hours a day, so no matter when you walk out of the hospital gate, you can buy food and get a taxi.
However, Lu Jue had no appetite at this moment. Even though the vendors greeted him enthusiastically and asked him what the handsome guy wanted to eat, his steps had not stopped. He just wanted to see his psychologist now, and immediately
He pulled open the door of a taxi and sat in it
Where to go, handsome guy? The driver turned his head and looked at him
Huake Psychology Lu Jue's voice was very dry. If he hadn't seen it, he was a big guy. He only heard the sound and the driver thought he was an old man in his fifties.
Huake Psychology? The driver asked, it seems that he doesn’t know where Huake Psychology is
No. 408 Dongfeng Road. After Lu Jue said that, he leaned on the back of the chair and closed his eyes. He was so tired that he hadn't slept in a week.
Oh, isn't there a funeral street there? There's a psychological clinic? Hey, it's so interesting. The driver blew the accelerator and muttered in a low voice. After muttering, he laughed twice
Huake Psychology is at the end of Dongfeng Road. It is the only three-story building on the entire street and the only place that does not sell funeral supplies.
Lu Jue got out of the car from the intersection. He walked slowly into the street with his hands in his pockets. The whole street is very quiet now. Funeral Street is not like a commercial street. Although it is also open to do business, no one will shout to do a buy one free one. So even if the shops on the street are open, the whole street is quiet.
This is the fifth time that Lu Jue has come to Huake. Most of the bosses in the shops on the street know him, because except for the people in the shops, few people come to the funeral street every three or five. Most people think it is unlucky here. There is no one in the house, so who would go to this street with no time to have nothing to do?
Therefore, Huake Psychology, which was opened at the end of the street, is basically in a state of no patients to treat for all year round. The reason why Lu Jue chose to come here for medical treatment was because Cao Hua, a psychologist at Huake Psychology, was once a professor of psychology at the University of B. Later, he used illegal means to treat certain extreme patients outside the school without authorization. Nearly half of the patients were treated worsened. In the end, he was reported and expelled from the school.
However, his illegal means were unexpectedly effective for patients with strong willpower, much better than ordinary psychological counseling, so Lu Jue came to him
Moreover, Lu Jue is not afraid of anything worse than anything. At worst, he will die, but if he can't die, he will recover in the shortest time.
The reason why he knew this was entirely because ordinary psychological medical treatment did not work for him in recent months. He checked a large amount of information about psychologists and finally chose Cao Hua
Oh, boy, you're here again
A man who looks amiable, not tall, white and fat, about fifty years old, was watering flowers downstairs and saw Lu Jue's figure from afar, and said hello to him at the top of his throat.
Lu Jue responded, but his throat was so hoarse that he couldn't help coughing, as if he was about to cough out his lungs from his chest.
Seeing this, the uncle threw down the flower pot in his hand and ran two steps to support Lu Jue. He trembled while running the flesh on his face and belly. It was not as greasy as the middle-aged uncle. He only felt that the flesh on his body was trembling, a bit cute, like a jelly that jumped out of the packaging box and fell naked on the ground and bounced a lot.
After coughing, two flush appeared on Lu Jue's sickly white cheeks. The uncle held his arm and helped him walk into the small building. I haven't seen him for half a month. Why is your bones so weak? Look at your face, and those who don't know think that Lao Fan next door is living with paper-made life.
The uncle held Lu Jue and sat on the sofa in the living room, picked up a purple clay pot the size of a palm and stuffed it into Lu Jue's hand, sucked it in his mouth, no one had used it before
Lu Jue did not refuse and sucked two puffs at the spout as thick as a straw. It turned out to be honey water.
Uncle Hua, is there any possibility of my personality splitting? There is not much honey water in the purple clay teapot, and Lu Jue finished drinking it in a flash. He put the purple clay teapot on the coffee table and asked the fat uncle.
What's wrong? Did you kill someone and set fire or smash or loot?
Cao Hua used a tea drinker to pour a pot of water into the purple clay pot, then slowly opened the honey bottle on the tea table, scooped a spoonful of honey and put it in and stirred it evenly, and then pushed the purple clay pot to Lu Jue again.
Lu Jue waved his hand and signaled not to drink it. Cao Hua grabbed an apple from the coffee table and stuffed it into Lu Jue's hand. Eat it. Look at you like you haven't eaten for half a month. Don't starve to death in the clinic later.
Lu Jue didn't refuse, but he didn't eat it either. He just grabbed the apple in his hand and played with it. The apple was quite big. He held it with one hand, and it would take about one pound of this one alone.
And this size... is somewhat similar to Lu Ying's breasts
Lu Jue's thoughts went off for a moment. He blushed and coughed lightly, and then said to Cao Hua seriously: A week ago, when I left home, I met Lu Ying. I wanted to leave directly, but she begged not to let me go. I didn't know what was wrong at that time. I couldn't control my emotions at all. Everything I experienced in my mind was constantly playing in the secret room. In the end, my reason completely disappeared. The voices and the thoughts that wanted to destroy her were all over the place.
So? Cao Hua also grabbed an apple himself and ate it with a big bite.
I raped her
When Lu Jue said this, every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat. He grabbed the apple and used force without consciously. Gradually, the apple was pinched by him, and the juice flowed into his hand.
Do you still remember the scene at that time? Cao Hua suddenly became solemn
Remember
Lu Jue paused, his head began to hurt again, I remember every detail, but now looking back, the person who raped her seemed not me, he had no love in his heart, his mind was full of mechanically synthesized voices, and the idea of wanting to ruin her, just like... a split personality
What afterwards? Cao Hua asked
I left afterwards, regardless of her life or death. Later, I might have fainted. After all, I woke up and had been lying in the hospital for a week. And I had been dreaming that week, and I kept dreaming about the scenes of rape of her in my mind. I was like a bystander, watching over and over again. And I was in pain, but I couldn't wake up, as if I was imprisoned and controlled my brain... Lu Jue started to tremble again
Cao Hua pondered for a while and said: Come with me. After talking, he got up from the sofa first and led Lu Jue upstairs.
The two of them walked to the third floor. The entire floor of the third floor was hollow. To put it bluntly, it was like a hall with no partition walls. The entire floor was a room.
The most important thing is that there is also a set of electric shock equipment in a corner of the hall, which looks more precise than the one Lu Jue used in the secret room.
In addition, there are some torture instruments and various biological specimens in this hall.
Sit on, Cao Hua pointed at the electric shock chair
Lu Jue pursed his lips, and the corners of his mouth twitched unconsciously, but he finally sat on it
After Cao Hua helped him wear all the equipment, he said: I want the scene to reappear now to determine whether you are really split.
This is Cao Hua’s uniqueness. Others treat psychological problems to prevent patients from coming into contact with similar scenes again, but he just takes a detour and wants the scene to be reproduced. If the patient is mentally fragile, it is likely to cause damage that cannot be repaired for life again, and even dies due to death.
Because Lu Jue's eyes could not receive the stimulation of the intensity of light, Cao Hua could only restore the second half of his blindness.
He put on a night vision device, then took out a remote control from his pocket, pressed the red button, and the window was pulled on a thick curtain, and the room was dim in an instant. Then he operated the remote control, and the voices that Lu Jue had heard in the secret room began to play in the four corners of the room.
From pain because of love, to I don’t like a half-blind person, to you being so disgusting, the smell on you is simply disgusting, I want to vomit when I see you, making love with you is like playing games with a child, it’s not good at all, I pretend, I will never have sex with you again, the experience is simply bad!
It’s better to be fucked by a wild dog than having sex with you!
The voice kept circulating, and the electric shock continued to increase. Lu Jue experienced an inhuman encounter again in the darkness. He continued to circulate for nearly an hour before he fainted.
Cao Hua walked to him with a night vision instrument, then lifted Lu Jue's clothes and pierced a needle tube without any medicine into his waist. About five seconds later, Lu Jue, who was dizzy in the dark, suddenly raised his head, opened his mouth and gasped in big mouth, his voice was very heavy.
Who are you? Cao Hua suddenly asked
Lu Jue Lu Jue's voice is low and dull, but his speech is strong and powerful
Do you know why you are in such pain now? Cao Hua asked
Come here, I will tell you the answer. Lu Jue's breathing is still heavy, but his mind still sounds clear.
Cao Hua leaned over, listened with his ears, and said
Say your mother, hahahahaha Lu Jue suddenly burst into laughter
Cao Hua stood up and pressed the remote control again. The sound of electric current spread throughout Lu Jue's body in an instant. Lu Jue shook in the dark, his body seemed to be sieved, and his eyes were also turning up and down.
Say or not? After the electric shock, Cao Hua forced him to ask again
... Lu Jue is silent
OK, then I will tell you the answer. Cao Hua is walking in the dark. Because you love Lu Ying, you will suffer such great pain at this moment.
Haha... Lu Jue suddenly laughed
Cao Hua pressed the button again, and the current spread throughout Lu Jue's body again. Give up, child, as long as you give up this evil fate, everything will be fine.
Go, fuck, Lu Jue suddenly rose up and struggled in the electric shock chair, and he was about to struggle.
Cao Hua quickly took a few steps back and pressed the button again
Lu Jue sat on the chair for a moment and stopped moving
Why are you back?
Don't come over and back!
I...is afraid I can't control myself and hurt you
Lu Jue said while shaking his hands
Don't... don't come...
I... feel so painful... Lu Ying, I feel so painful!
Lu Jue's hands were trembling violently, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes
Sorry, I'm sorry, I won't know anything about it again
Don't leave, please!
Cao Hua didn't know when he put away the device that bound Lu Jue.
I saw Lu Jue, who was sitting on the electric shock chair, suddenly raised his left hand and grabbed it in the air, and then his left hand stopped in the air in a grasping shape. Although he was still a little shaking, he seemed to have grabbed Lu Ying.
I didn't hurt you on purpose, I... I'm sorry, don't ignore me, okay? Even if I beat me, Lu Ying! Please look at me! Just a glance! Lu Jue suddenly stood up from the electric shock chair
Click
The room suddenly became bright, and Lu Jue was standing in front of the electric shock chair under the incandescent lamp, crying to keep a trace of air
Cao Hua walked to him and took something similar to a high-tech helmet from his head. Only then did Lu Jue come to his senses. He covered his chest with his left hand and supported his right hand on the wall beside him, gasping for breath.
That high-tech helmet is actually a holographic simulator that Cao Hua often uses during the treatment process. It will reproduce the depression in the patient's heart. As long as the patient remembers something deeply, it can simulate a full-life scene in the patient's mind, allowing the patient to have the most realistic experience of returning to the scene.
Just now, Lu Jue relied on him to return to the scene, and also played freely for a while, turning the ending around.
Cao Hua patted his shoulder, Congratulations, no personality split
Lu Jue lifted his eyelids and glanced at Cao Hua. He hadn't recovered so much. The scene just now was too real, so he couldn't make any other reactions for a while.
Cao Hua smiled and walked to the electric shock chair to sit down. In addition, there is another good news to tell you.
Hum? Lu Yuan doesn't understand
Your resistance has helped you, allowing you to fight against poison with poison, and you will no longer be "feared" Lu Ying
Guru...
Cao Hua's stomach screamed in hunger. He reached out and patted his belly, as if he was comforting his stomach and not restless.
How to say it? Lu Jue was a little bit skeptical about what he said
It means that you are a two-faced person, and there is always a little brother with an anti-oppressive spirit in your heart. When he senses that your emotions need to be released, he will take the initiative to help you release it. In other words, you clearly desire to touch Lu Ying, but you try to restrain yourself because you are afraid of hurting her. This makes the little brother hidden in your heart very unhappy, so he comes out to help you break the precepts and fight the poison with poison.
Cao Hua explained with a smile
? Lu Jue widened his eyes and looked incredible. Isn’t this a split personality?
Of course not. This is a rebellious spirit. Are you really a good boy from the inside out? Cao Hua said and patted his belly again
Lu Jue calmed down and carefully analyzed what Cao Hua said
That's right, he has never been a well-behaved and docile child. He is rebellious and cold-blooded. In his eyes, except for Lu Ying, every so-called family member has nothing to do with him. He can even break someone's arm without frowning. Over the years, he has not been forced to do anything, otherwise he might not even be thrilled in killing people.
But he has been used to pretending well for more than ten years, and gradually began to blur his consciousness, so he almost forgot that he is not actually a good thing.
So, his rape of Lu Ying was actually just following his own consciousness and doing what he had always wanted to do in his heart...
He is so bad that he wants to use this method to completely possess his love?
Come on, stop thinking about it. This is actually a good thing, but the methods are indeed a bit cruel, but this is not your original intention. The reason why you brutally raped Lu Ying was entirely because you were too much mental harm before that. It was not that your self-consciousness caused her intention to hurt her. Instead of blaming yourself, it would be better to think about how to remedy it in the future.
Cao Hua seemed to have seen through Lu Jue's thoughts
But... Lu Jue wanted to speak but stopped
Fear of hurting her again when you see her? Cao Hua asked
Yes, Lu Jue nodded
Let's do this, I think a young man like you, who has a rebellious spirit, is suitable for fighting poison with poison. I suggest that from today on, the more you fear, the more you will face. After you go back, you will have a whole holographic glasses, and make a simulation system for Lu Ying. Just carry it at home with you. Just like before, simulate the daily life of living with Lu Ying. When you get used to the contact of Lu Ying who is pestering you every day, you should not have any problems when you contact Lu Ying.
Cao Hua made a note
OK Lu Jue opened his mouth and finally only spit out this word
You shouldn't try to approach her recently. You raped her. This is also a huge shadow for her. She must not want to see you for a long time. When it comes to you, if you want her to overcome this hurdle, you have to pretend to be pity.
Cao Hua scanned all the concerns in Lu Jue's mind as if he had a perspective eye.
Pretend to be pity? Lu Yuan doesn't understand
I can't explain it clearly, in any case, I will help you when the time comes. Cao Hua said, stand up, go out for brunch, I'm almost starving to death
Lu Jue didn't say anything, just followed him downstairs
His whole body was covered with sweat, and the thin medical quilt covered on his body was also squished. He pulled out the needle inserted on the back of his hand and lifted the quilt, and he shivered in coldness when he trembled with cold when he pulled out the quilt.
Opposite the hospital bed, a quartz clock hung on the wall that looked like a white corpse that had been soaked in water for three months. At this time, the clock hand was approaching the number 7. There were birds chirping outside the window. Lu Jue frowned and opened the window. The fresh air squeezed in along the opened window. Lu Jue took a few deep breaths, and the cool air rushed into his chest, which made his mind clear.
He left the window and unbuttoned the buttons on his hospital gown one by one. The hospital gown in summer was very thin, but it was soaked with sweat and it felt uncomfortable to stick it on his body. It felt like a layer of wet toilet paper was pasted on his body, covering his skin so hard that itchy and itchy.
The ward he lives in is a VIP ward with an independent bathroom. He walked in barefoot and threw the hospital gown at the door. Then he didn't close the door. He turned on the shower and washed the sticky feeling on his body.
The hospital's shower gel smelled of disinfectant. He couldn't use it, so he simply rinsed it and left the bathroom.
There was a very small wardrobe in the ward, which contained two T-shirts and two pairs of casual pants. He took the white T-shirts and gray casual pants and wore them on his body. The board shoes he wore that day he left the Lu family by the bed. He stuffed his feet in, put them on his feet as slippers, and then opened the ward door and walked out.
It was less than eight o'clock, and the inpatient department was quiet. The doctors in this hospital usually checked rounds at 8:30, so before that, no one walked around the entire inpatient department. Only a nurse desk was designed at the entrance of each floor, and two nurses were on duty.
So Lu Jue did not walk through the elevator passage. As soon as he went out, he ran to the emergency exit. The corridor was very empty. When he went downstairs, he could hear footsteps coming back again and again by the empty corridor, as if several people were following him.
He walked very fast, as if someone was following him, jumping down from two steps, two floors and two floors in three steps. Within five minutes, he walked out of the gate of the inpatient department from the seventh floor of the inpatient department.
He straightened his back and tried to make himself look healthy and normal. He walked all the way to the hospital with his wet hair.
There was a security guard on duty at the gate. He looked at him and said nothing. He pressed the button to open the electric door and let him go out.
The entrance of the hospital is crowded, and many vendors sell breakfast on the roadside of the hospital, with everything, hand-catch cakes, roujiamo, soy milk, rice porridge, and even braised pork rice. The meaty rice smells like a whole street early in the morning
In addition, there are many taxis stuck in the middle. In places like hospitals, patients have to visit the emergency department for 24 hours a day, so no matter when you walk out of the hospital gate, you can buy food and get a taxi.
However, Lu Jue had no appetite at this moment. Even though the vendors greeted him enthusiastically and asked him what the handsome guy wanted to eat, his steps had not stopped. He just wanted to see his psychologist now, and immediately
He pulled open the door of a taxi and sat in it
Where to go, handsome guy? The driver turned his head and looked at him
Huake Psychology Lu Jue's voice was very dry. If he hadn't seen it, he was a big guy. He only heard the sound and the driver thought he was an old man in his fifties.
Huake Psychology? The driver asked, it seems that he doesn’t know where Huake Psychology is
No. 408 Dongfeng Road. After Lu Jue said that, he leaned on the back of the chair and closed his eyes. He was so tired that he hadn't slept in a week.
Oh, isn't there a funeral street there? There's a psychological clinic? Hey, it's so interesting. The driver blew the accelerator and muttered in a low voice. After muttering, he laughed twice
Huake Psychology is at the end of Dongfeng Road. It is the only three-story building on the entire street and the only place that does not sell funeral supplies.
Lu Jue got out of the car from the intersection. He walked slowly into the street with his hands in his pockets. The whole street is very quiet now. Funeral Street is not like a commercial street. Although it is also open to do business, no one will shout to do a buy one free one. So even if the shops on the street are open, the whole street is quiet.
This is the fifth time that Lu Jue has come to Huake. Most of the bosses in the shops on the street know him, because except for the people in the shops, few people come to the funeral street every three or five. Most people think it is unlucky here. There is no one in the house, so who would go to this street with no time to have nothing to do?
Therefore, Huake Psychology, which was opened at the end of the street, is basically in a state of no patients to treat for all year round. The reason why Lu Jue chose to come here for medical treatment was because Cao Hua, a psychologist at Huake Psychology, was once a professor of psychology at the University of B. Later, he used illegal means to treat certain extreme patients outside the school without authorization. Nearly half of the patients were treated worsened. In the end, he was reported and expelled from the school.
However, his illegal means were unexpectedly effective for patients with strong willpower, much better than ordinary psychological counseling, so Lu Jue came to him
Moreover, Lu Jue is not afraid of anything worse than anything. At worst, he will die, but if he can't die, he will recover in the shortest time.
The reason why he knew this was entirely because ordinary psychological medical treatment did not work for him in recent months. He checked a large amount of information about psychologists and finally chose Cao Hua
Oh, boy, you're here again
A man who looks amiable, not tall, white and fat, about fifty years old, was watering flowers downstairs and saw Lu Jue's figure from afar, and said hello to him at the top of his throat.
Lu Jue responded, but his throat was so hoarse that he couldn't help coughing, as if he was about to cough out his lungs from his chest.
Seeing this, the uncle threw down the flower pot in his hand and ran two steps to support Lu Jue. He trembled while running the flesh on his face and belly. It was not as greasy as the middle-aged uncle. He only felt that the flesh on his body was trembling, a bit cute, like a jelly that jumped out of the packaging box and fell naked on the ground and bounced a lot.
After coughing, two flush appeared on Lu Jue's sickly white cheeks. The uncle held his arm and helped him walk into the small building. I haven't seen him for half a month. Why is your bones so weak? Look at your face, and those who don't know think that Lao Fan next door is living with paper-made life.
The uncle held Lu Jue and sat on the sofa in the living room, picked up a purple clay pot the size of a palm and stuffed it into Lu Jue's hand, sucked it in his mouth, no one had used it before
Lu Jue did not refuse and sucked two puffs at the spout as thick as a straw. It turned out to be honey water.
Uncle Hua, is there any possibility of my personality splitting? There is not much honey water in the purple clay teapot, and Lu Jue finished drinking it in a flash. He put the purple clay teapot on the coffee table and asked the fat uncle.
What's wrong? Did you kill someone and set fire or smash or loot?
Cao Hua used a tea drinker to pour a pot of water into the purple clay pot, then slowly opened the honey bottle on the tea table, scooped a spoonful of honey and put it in and stirred it evenly, and then pushed the purple clay pot to Lu Jue again.
Lu Jue waved his hand and signaled not to drink it. Cao Hua grabbed an apple from the coffee table and stuffed it into Lu Jue's hand. Eat it. Look at you like you haven't eaten for half a month. Don't starve to death in the clinic later.
Lu Jue didn't refuse, but he didn't eat it either. He just grabbed the apple in his hand and played with it. The apple was quite big. He held it with one hand, and it would take about one pound of this one alone.
And this size... is somewhat similar to Lu Ying's breasts
Lu Jue's thoughts went off for a moment. He blushed and coughed lightly, and then said to Cao Hua seriously: A week ago, when I left home, I met Lu Ying. I wanted to leave directly, but she begged not to let me go. I didn't know what was wrong at that time. I couldn't control my emotions at all. Everything I experienced in my mind was constantly playing in the secret room. In the end, my reason completely disappeared. The voices and the thoughts that wanted to destroy her were all over the place.
So? Cao Hua also grabbed an apple himself and ate it with a big bite.
I raped her
When Lu Jue said this, every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat. He grabbed the apple and used force without consciously. Gradually, the apple was pinched by him, and the juice flowed into his hand.
Do you still remember the scene at that time? Cao Hua suddenly became solemn
Remember
Lu Jue paused, his head began to hurt again, I remember every detail, but now looking back, the person who raped her seemed not me, he had no love in his heart, his mind was full of mechanically synthesized voices, and the idea of wanting to ruin her, just like... a split personality
What afterwards? Cao Hua asked
I left afterwards, regardless of her life or death. Later, I might have fainted. After all, I woke up and had been lying in the hospital for a week. And I had been dreaming that week, and I kept dreaming about the scenes of rape of her in my mind. I was like a bystander, watching over and over again. And I was in pain, but I couldn't wake up, as if I was imprisoned and controlled my brain... Lu Jue started to tremble again
Cao Hua pondered for a while and said: Come with me. After talking, he got up from the sofa first and led Lu Jue upstairs.
The two of them walked to the third floor. The entire floor of the third floor was hollow. To put it bluntly, it was like a hall with no partition walls. The entire floor was a room.
The most important thing is that there is also a set of electric shock equipment in a corner of the hall, which looks more precise than the one Lu Jue used in the secret room.
In addition, there are some torture instruments and various biological specimens in this hall.
Sit on, Cao Hua pointed at the electric shock chair
Lu Jue pursed his lips, and the corners of his mouth twitched unconsciously, but he finally sat on it
After Cao Hua helped him wear all the equipment, he said: I want the scene to reappear now to determine whether you are really split.
This is Cao Hua’s uniqueness. Others treat psychological problems to prevent patients from coming into contact with similar scenes again, but he just takes a detour and wants the scene to be reproduced. If the patient is mentally fragile, it is likely to cause damage that cannot be repaired for life again, and even dies due to death.
Because Lu Jue's eyes could not receive the stimulation of the intensity of light, Cao Hua could only restore the second half of his blindness.
He put on a night vision device, then took out a remote control from his pocket, pressed the red button, and the window was pulled on a thick curtain, and the room was dim in an instant. Then he operated the remote control, and the voices that Lu Jue had heard in the secret room began to play in the four corners of the room.
From pain because of love, to I don’t like a half-blind person, to you being so disgusting, the smell on you is simply disgusting, I want to vomit when I see you, making love with you is like playing games with a child, it’s not good at all, I pretend, I will never have sex with you again, the experience is simply bad!
It’s better to be fucked by a wild dog than having sex with you!
The voice kept circulating, and the electric shock continued to increase. Lu Jue experienced an inhuman encounter again in the darkness. He continued to circulate for nearly an hour before he fainted.
Cao Hua walked to him with a night vision instrument, then lifted Lu Jue's clothes and pierced a needle tube without any medicine into his waist. About five seconds later, Lu Jue, who was dizzy in the dark, suddenly raised his head, opened his mouth and gasped in big mouth, his voice was very heavy.
Who are you? Cao Hua suddenly asked
Lu Jue Lu Jue's voice is low and dull, but his speech is strong and powerful
Do you know why you are in such pain now? Cao Hua asked
Come here, I will tell you the answer. Lu Jue's breathing is still heavy, but his mind still sounds clear.
Cao Hua leaned over, listened with his ears, and said
Say your mother, hahahahaha Lu Jue suddenly burst into laughter
Cao Hua stood up and pressed the remote control again. The sound of electric current spread throughout Lu Jue's body in an instant. Lu Jue shook in the dark, his body seemed to be sieved, and his eyes were also turning up and down.
Say or not? After the electric shock, Cao Hua forced him to ask again
... Lu Jue is silent
OK, then I will tell you the answer. Cao Hua is walking in the dark. Because you love Lu Ying, you will suffer such great pain at this moment.
Haha... Lu Jue suddenly laughed
Cao Hua pressed the button again, and the current spread throughout Lu Jue's body again. Give up, child, as long as you give up this evil fate, everything will be fine.
Go, fuck, Lu Jue suddenly rose up and struggled in the electric shock chair, and he was about to struggle.
Cao Hua quickly took a few steps back and pressed the button again
Lu Jue sat on the chair for a moment and stopped moving
Why are you back?
Don't come over and back!
I...is afraid I can't control myself and hurt you
Lu Jue said while shaking his hands
Don't... don't come...
I... feel so painful... Lu Ying, I feel so painful!
Lu Jue's hands were trembling violently, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes
Sorry, I'm sorry, I won't know anything about it again
Don't leave, please!
Cao Hua didn't know when he put away the device that bound Lu Jue.
I saw Lu Jue, who was sitting on the electric shock chair, suddenly raised his left hand and grabbed it in the air, and then his left hand stopped in the air in a grasping shape. Although he was still a little shaking, he seemed to have grabbed Lu Ying.
I didn't hurt you on purpose, I... I'm sorry, don't ignore me, okay? Even if I beat me, Lu Ying! Please look at me! Just a glance! Lu Jue suddenly stood up from the electric shock chair
Click
The room suddenly became bright, and Lu Jue was standing in front of the electric shock chair under the incandescent lamp, crying to keep a trace of air
Cao Hua walked to him and took something similar to a high-tech helmet from his head. Only then did Lu Jue come to his senses. He covered his chest with his left hand and supported his right hand on the wall beside him, gasping for breath.
That high-tech helmet is actually a holographic simulator that Cao Hua often uses during the treatment process. It will reproduce the depression in the patient's heart. As long as the patient remembers something deeply, it can simulate a full-life scene in the patient's mind, allowing the patient to have the most realistic experience of returning to the scene.
Just now, Lu Jue relied on him to return to the scene, and also played freely for a while, turning the ending around.
Cao Hua patted his shoulder, Congratulations, no personality split
Lu Jue lifted his eyelids and glanced at Cao Hua. He hadn't recovered so much. The scene just now was too real, so he couldn't make any other reactions for a while.
Cao Hua smiled and walked to the electric shock chair to sit down. In addition, there is another good news to tell you.
Hum? Lu Yuan doesn't understand
Your resistance has helped you, allowing you to fight against poison with poison, and you will no longer be "feared" Lu Ying
Guru...
Cao Hua's stomach screamed in hunger. He reached out and patted his belly, as if he was comforting his stomach and not restless.
How to say it? Lu Jue was a little bit skeptical about what he said
It means that you are a two-faced person, and there is always a little brother with an anti-oppressive spirit in your heart. When he senses that your emotions need to be released, he will take the initiative to help you release it. In other words, you clearly desire to touch Lu Ying, but you try to restrain yourself because you are afraid of hurting her. This makes the little brother hidden in your heart very unhappy, so he comes out to help you break the precepts and fight the poison with poison.
Cao Hua explained with a smile
? Lu Jue widened his eyes and looked incredible. Isn’t this a split personality?
Of course not. This is a rebellious spirit. Are you really a good boy from the inside out? Cao Hua said and patted his belly again
Lu Jue calmed down and carefully analyzed what Cao Hua said
That's right, he has never been a well-behaved and docile child. He is rebellious and cold-blooded. In his eyes, except for Lu Ying, every so-called family member has nothing to do with him. He can even break someone's arm without frowning. Over the years, he has not been forced to do anything, otherwise he might not even be thrilled in killing people.
But he has been used to pretending well for more than ten years, and gradually began to blur his consciousness, so he almost forgot that he is not actually a good thing.
So, his rape of Lu Ying was actually just following his own consciousness and doing what he had always wanted to do in his heart...
He is so bad that he wants to use this method to completely possess his love?
Come on, stop thinking about it. This is actually a good thing, but the methods are indeed a bit cruel, but this is not your original intention. The reason why you brutally raped Lu Ying was entirely because you were too much mental harm before that. It was not that your self-consciousness caused her intention to hurt her. Instead of blaming yourself, it would be better to think about how to remedy it in the future.
Cao Hua seemed to have seen through Lu Jue's thoughts
But... Lu Jue wanted to speak but stopped
Fear of hurting her again when you see her? Cao Hua asked
Yes, Lu Jue nodded
Let's do this, I think a young man like you, who has a rebellious spirit, is suitable for fighting poison with poison. I suggest that from today on, the more you fear, the more you will face. After you go back, you will have a whole holographic glasses, and make a simulation system for Lu Ying. Just carry it at home with you. Just like before, simulate the daily life of living with Lu Ying. When you get used to the contact of Lu Ying who is pestering you every day, you should not have any problems when you contact Lu Ying.
Cao Hua made a note
OK Lu Jue opened his mouth and finally only spit out this word
You shouldn't try to approach her recently. You raped her. This is also a huge shadow for her. She must not want to see you for a long time. When it comes to you, if you want her to overcome this hurdle, you have to pretend to be pity.
Cao Hua scanned all the concerns in Lu Jue's mind as if he had a perspective eye.
Pretend to be pity? Lu Yuan doesn't understand
I can't explain it clearly, in any case, I will help you when the time comes. Cao Hua said, stand up, go out for brunch, I'm almost starving to death
Lu Jue didn't say anything, just followed him downstairs
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