Chapter 5 Miracle

The summer sky is breeze and the warm afternoon sun is evenly spread on the green lawn. The air is fresh and plants of different shapes are growing vigorously, dotted with the beauty and enthusiasm of summer. The melodious birds are heard around from time to time. Occasionally, there will be rash hares passing through the grass in panic, making rustling sounds, as if they have smelled some unusual smell on the flat ground in front and slipped away timidly.

The smell of blood that scared away the rabbit came from a beautiful girl. She was lying in a low and flat grass at this moment, her posture was unsatisfactory and very indecent. Her light blonde hair was covered with half-dried sticky substances, and her hair was knotted in a mess, with a few milky white traces at the corners of her mouth. People with a little common sense could see that this was a trace of male semen.

The traces of lust form a contrast with the girl's tender face, emitting a different temptation; it also shows how cruel the girl has been treated.

Going down is the girl's straight and plump breasts, but it is covered with bloodstains and wounds, forming some expressive words crookedly. There is a shocking deep wound on the left breast. The root of the breast on the side extends to the bottom, almost cutting off the entire left breast. At this moment, the wound no longer bleeds. The girl's ribs and abdomen have been dyed red, and there is a pool of blood under her body, emitting a bloody smell.

Looking down, the girl's legs were covered with torn stockings, covered with sperm spots and blood, the inner side of her bare thighs were covered with scars, and the ground in front of her lower abdomen was a mixture of blood, semen, and female vaginal secretion. The most important mysterious place for the girl was supposed to bloom with beautiful and youthful petals, but at this time, she could only see a huge bright red flesh hole, and the complex structure of her vagina could no longer be seen, only vague flesh and blood.

Anyone with a conscience will feel regretful when seeing this scene, cursing the culprit of hurting the beautiful girl.

This pity girl is me, Alice.

I was gang-raped by the soldiers of the Empire over and over again, and was treated ruthlessly as a tool for their sexual desires. Finally, despite clearly no need, I was killed in the most cruel way to a woman, thrown here, as if I was a disposable item.

I am unwilling to be, but I die like this; do I hate it? It’s fake to say that it’s not, but I hate my cowardly self and my clever self even more...

;Repent, regret that you have done bad things.

But no matter what, such punishment is too cruel.

I don’t know when, the girl’s lower abdomen was slightly shining, and the white gentle light came from the depths of the girl’s lower abdomen. Slowly, it became brighter and brighter, and the bright but not dazzling light began to expand, gradually covering the girl’s entire body. This vision scared away the small animals around, but the abnormality did not last long, and everything quickly returned to calm again, as if nothing had happened...

Darkness, endless darkness, desperate darkness. My consciousness has been sleeping in this darkness for a long time, and finally a trace of light appears. I approached the light desperately.

I slowly raised my eyelids and finally adapted to the bright light. What caught my eye was a blue sky, and my consciousness was a little blank, so I tried to sit up.

Memories poured into my mind and I remembered it.

Yes, I was caught for stealing and escorted by an imperial team. At night they raped me. I remember that in the end they gave me a dagger...

I remembered those painful memories again.

I immediately began to confirm my physical condition. The wound actually disappeared. The big hole on my left breast disappeared without a trace. The skin everywhere was fair and tender. There was no trace of residual semen or blood. My hair became clean and smooth. Even my lower body, who was the most seriously injured, recovered. Through my cleavage, I saw that the labia in my private parts were tightly closed into a line. The color of the slit was pink and cute, just like a virgin's vagina. I stood up and felt no discomfort. I used my fingers to slightly open the gap below me and waited for a while, but no semen flowed out. I reached into my vagina and slowly explored. Unfortunately, the membrane-like object I was expecting did not appear.

But the dirty and broken stockings on my legs and the blood that gradually turned into nutrients in the lawn around me reminded me that all the painful memories really happened.

I even clearly remember the pain they ended up hurting me with a dagger.

My body has recovered, it’s a miracle. I almost thought that life is over.

I found a piece of parchment nearby, which was probably the proof of performing official duties. The task was to escort the sinner Alice to Xueman to receive the verdict. There was a stamp from the commander of Ximu Guardian behind me, and I put the paper into the magic space.

I recalled the terrain in the game and walked towards the stream and wood for a while and found the river flowing through the village. I felt excited. It was so good that I could take a shower. Although my body was not dirty, I just wanted to wash it. So I took off my dirty stockings and couldn't wait to walk into the clear river water. I tied my hair up and sat down not far from the river bank. The cool river water stimulated my body. I carefully cleaned every part of my body, trying to wash away the non-existent filth one by one. However, no matter how clean I was, it could not recover the cruel fact that I was not pure.

I can't get married anymore, I'm a little disappointed.

Looking at the reflection of the beautiful girl in the water, I carefully observed my delicate face again. Sure enough, I could find that it looked very similar to me before. My facial features are the same shape, but now my eyes are bigger and moist, my nose is smaller and more cute, my lips are redder and thinner, my skin is tenderer, clearer and fairer, except for the difference in hair color.

In the past, I sometimes fantasized about what it would be like if I was a girl, but now I have the answer.

This body is not someone else's, but my own, and it is another possibility for me.

To be honest, I feel that I am abnormal since I first dressed in women. Although I don’t admit that I subconsciously want to be a girl, I have always been reluctant to face my true thoughts.

What kind of life would I have lived if I were born as a woman?

I was thinking about it like this.

But these are no longer important. I have regained my true attitude. Now I don’t want to be a boy if I give me the opportunity to become a boy. Although each has its own happiness and benefits, for me now, being a girl should be happier and happier.

Although this world is not friendly to girls, it doesn't matter. I will definitely complete my mission and go back in this way and tell everyone that this is the real me.

I still have to thank God now. If I didn’t get this opportunity, I would probably never face my true self.

After washing my body, I carefully cleaned my hair. After that, I walked up to the shore and summoned the magic space, took out a clean towel and wiped my body.

Then I picked out my clothes, took out my ordinary shaped bra and bear-patterned underwear, and I skillfully put it on, then took out a pair of flesh-colored pantyhose, right the front and back, and sat down to start wearing socks.

I rolled the stockings flat from waist to toe with my hands until the right position of my toe.

Put the stockings on your feet, start from the toes, release them bit by bit, and put them to your ankle. After adjusting them, then putting them on the other foot, then putting them on the knees, then standing up and lifting the pantyhose evenly to your waist, adjusting them slightly, and putting them on.

Then I took out a Llita skirt. The style is gorgeous, but not very bright, with Gothic patterns, and a design that is not conservative or exposed. The light gray foreign skirt is just right with my transparent stockings. The hem of the skirt is knee-length, and the tender shoulders are slightly exposed. Then I put on leather shoes. I originally wanted to try high heels, but after considering the road conditions in the sky, I would just forget it.

After dressing up beautifully, my mood also improved, so I prepared to go to Xueman.

Why go to Xueman?

I only have this choice, right? Isn’t it? How to explain if I go back to Ximu? Maybe I will meet those rapists. Even if no one escorts me, I have to confess my guilt. It is wrong to steal things. As far as I know, Lord Balguff in Xueman is a wise and fair person. He will treat my crimes fairly. After serving his sentence, he will work hard to repay the compensation and ransom. Then he went to Winter Castle to learn magic. After learning, he will use his own strength to save the world, complete his mission and return to the earth to continue living an ordinary life...

If you can't go back, stay in the sky.

Should I get married in the future?I suddenly thought of this problem and a blush appeared on my face.I felt so strange that I had just been a girl for a few days and thought that she had been so far away.

There are still good men in the sky... Although I am not a virgin, after all, I am so cute, and it is not easy to get married?

I blushed and thought.

Actually, I prefer to marry men from Tianji Province. After all, tall and strong, and being masculinity can give me a sense of security and life can also be fulfilling (physical). However, I guess I will have to give birth to a lot of babies, and my face turned redder when I think of this.

I dare not cross that gloomy mountain and take a shortcut to the snow man like in the game. I only dare to walk along the main road. Even so, I still have a very likely encounter with illegal people. Seeing a cute girl like me, even an ordinary passerby may have a malice temporarily. If it falls into the hands of a bad person, there is no need to say what the consequences will happen. I can't help but sigh at the importance of protecting myself in troubled times, and at the same time I have a little understanding of the local proverb: Virgins are not on the road, Virgins should not go on the road, or even if they go on the road, they will not be virgins soon. I sighed silently in my heart. No wonder Ogner recommended me to prostitution when he first met me. For a woman who has been wandering abroad for a long time, I probably don’t know how many people have been on the road. The money I carry with me is completely unsafe. Then the only way to quickly raise money to live is to prostitution. After all, not every woman has a face like me that everyone loves. You can earn a lot of tips by being a waiter. Hotel owners everywhere understand this unspoken rule.

The woman in the sky is so miserable.

I don’t have enough time to sympathize with others. After all, I am also one of the women in the sky now, and I am on a journey alone. I just walked with fear. A little bit of movement would scare me. I don’t know how long it will take or how far it will take. If the water is used to fill a lot of water in a container by the river, don’t worry. There is not much left in food, it is only 2 to 3 meals.

I was abandoned by the Empire before in the afternoon. When I woke up again, it was almost noon and I was very hungry so I had a big meal.

I kept walking like this, and persisted when I was tired, because I would have more chances of being in danger after stopping for a while. I still know the dangers my body might encounter in this world. I have already fully experienced it before. Even if I could be resurrected, I would never want to have a second time.

There is a problem that makes me ashamed. When I was living in the village, I wanted to pee and excrete, and I had toilets to use. But now in the wilderness, urination and defecation must be solved in the open air. Although no one should see it, the surroundings are too open. What if someone is doing it? If I have a bad intention, I don’t even have time to escape. I can wait until the surroundings get dark at night before talking about it, but I can’t urinate. The girl’s urethra is too short and I can’t hold it in long. At this momentI was almost unable to help but pee. I had no choice but to rush to a small uphill slope and squatted down facing the slope. Alas, I just wore stockings. Just pull down my underwear and lift my skirt and start. At this moment, I remembered that I was wearing pantyhose that covered my hips and waist. I stood up helplessly, reached out to my waist and slowly took off my pantyhose to my knees, then pulled down my underwear, squatted down, lifted my skirt with both hands, and exerted force under my lower abdomen, and a trickle flowed out of my private garden.

My bladder suddenly felt relaxed. Although I had been a girl for a while, I still felt fresh and stimulating every time I urinated. The movements completely different from when I was a boy before made me feel a strange feeling. I always think of my little brother who had gone away. This time I even played in the wild and played with peeing, and a layer of blush appeared on my cheeks.

It took a long time to finish peeing. Girls need to wipe after urinating, and there are some considerations. They should be dipped gently with sterile paper, or wiped from behind and forward with the perineum as the boundary. It is best to prevent gynecological diseases like the former.

There is no luxury like sterile paper in this era, but there are sanitary napkins. In fact, urinating sanitary napkins is healthier than using ordinary paper and has better absorption. I gently pressed the sanitary napkins on my private parts, and the residual liquid was absorbed. My lower body was clean and comfortable, and it was a bit wasteful. After all, a piece of sanitary napkin can be used for half a day during menstruation, but now I use one tablet of urination once.

And sanitary napkins are not cheap...

There is no way, this is the inconvenient thing about being a girl. Not only will it feel uncomfortable for a few days a month, but it will also be more expensive and peeing is also troublesome.

But it doesn't matter, these are all small things, or I enjoy these troubles as a girl.

So I stood up and pulled up my underwear, lifted my panties to wrap my hips and waist, and then adjusted my panties to the correct position.

After seven or eight minutes of this struggle, it took.

It's really troublesome. In the future, try to wear stockings, or open-crotch tights, so that the underwear can be worn outside, or simply not wearing underwear. My face turned red again, and I don't wear underwear. How could I have such a thought? I feel like a little slut, but this will save a lot of time when walking in the wild. If you want to urinate, just lift up your skirt and squat down. And what's the difference between meeting bad guys in the wild or not wearing underwear?