Chapter 4 Dominance and attachment

One day five years later, when Shu Ning and I walked leisurely with an umbrella on a rainy day, walking to the no one on campus, I caught a glimpse of the affectionate gaze in her eyes. With an impulse, I suddenly threw away the umbrella, hugged her and started kissing passionately.

The first kiss at the age of 21 may have been too young. Shu Ning pushed it away within two minutes and bent over and said, "What are you laughing at?"I was a little annoyed.

It's nothing, I always imagined what it would be like to kiss you.Unexpectedly...Princess.Shu Ning smiled again.

The first kiss happened during our third meeting in a month, in the last semester of our senior year.

The first meeting was somewhat awkward after five years. During the winter and summer vacations of the first two years of college, we had hardly been together, so when we met that time, we almost couldn't find other topics except talking about the recent situation of fellow villagers and high school classmates. Finally, we walked around the artificial lake in the south of the campus. The evening breeze gently blew the strands of hair on Shu Ning's cheeks, and a slight smile rippled in her dark pupils, but I was extremely frustrated because I couldn't guess what was in her heart.

The adult education incident in my second year of high school seemed like an unreal dream, and it had no reliance on reality at all.

I would never dare to mention Sun Haibin easily.

After that time, she was seen by her classmates many times hugging and hugging Sun Haibin on the barren mountain at the back door of the school. The teacher felt it was very difficult and had to tell her mother about it.

Her mother was very annoyed and found a relationship with the municipal bureau. She didn't know what kind of trap she had. She sent Sun Haibin to the junior high school entrance examination just a few days after the start of high school.

Needless to imagine, she was very cold to me since her second year of high school. It was not until the graduation ceremony that she spoke to me and asked me to go to her house for a meal. I made an excuse not to go, but at night, she wandered in front of her house window for a long time.

The second meeting in my senior year was even more hasty.

Shu Ning didn't call at that time, and he visited the mall in Nanjing with five or six female classmates all day. It was not until 8:30 in the evening that he called me and asked me to arrange a place for them to live.

I went through a lot of trouble to arrange a few crazy girls. I wanted to walk around the campus with Shu Ning, but unexpectedly another female classmate suddenly had a high fever. After hanging up, she helped the sick girl back to the girls' dormitory where she was staying. When she looked at her cell phone, she found that it was already midnight.

When she came back for the third time, the fool could guess what she meant, and the relationship between the two was just one layer of window paper.

Our memories and conversations all chose two nodes of time: from elementary school to before the second year of high school, from graduation from the third year of high school to now.

No one would mention the gap in the middle.

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Two taxis got off the Ringcheng Expressway one after another, just like the feeling I was when I was walking with Shu Ning for the third time in my senior year. I was vaguely looking forward to something, but I was afraid of being hurt by accident, so my heartbeat began to rise sharply.

The taxi driver Shi Fang began to show his side of catching a master: Most of this area are simple hotels, and I guess your wife might have to find a hotel in this area to check in with him.You must not disturb them for the first time. I see that you didn’t even bring a camera, so you won’t get the proof. Do you understand, buddy?

I nodded.This guy, maybe he can come to my city management company and be a department manager. I guess he is competent.

Now I want to remind you that you must not be impulsive.If they drive to a hotel, I will get off the bus first and go to the lobby to follow them.When they check in and enter the room, I'll send you a text message and you can come in again.

Shuning checked in with other men?

The seemingly plain words in my mouth made me thunder like five thunder: What's wrong with me?

How could I make such a decision?

Can I remain indifferent when my newlywed wife checks in with someone else?

How can we avoid impulsiveness?My eyes were confused and I murmured to myself.

The so-called impulse refers to the excitatory psychological and physiological reactions caused by nerve stimulation.

The first adult education film starring Sun Haibin and my prospective girlfriend Shu Ning, the young and innocent girl, actually made me ejaculate in front of Sun Haibin under extreme impulse. This second adult education film starring a man and my current wife may be a physical live broadcast. As an audience member, how can I resist stronger and more complex psychological and physiological impulses?

Physiologically, when I think of Shuning's delicate, juicy and extremely sensitive reproductive organs that are about to be fully combined with a strange male penis, this stimulation will question my tolerance limit. Psychologically, my newly married wife was crushed by her lover and rapacious, but I could only watch helplessly and even receive a humiliating education. This excitement under extreme depression, or sexual confusion, must be comparable to the feeling I felt when I was in love with Shuning at that time.

My true love with her began after graduation and before work. Under the arrangement of my father, we both entered Beijing. Before reporting, the long vacation of more than a month allows us to fully enjoy the sweetness of love.

But every time I kissed her, when I got home, I must talk to her at night, while tugging at the car that I love me and love you endlessly, while listening attentively to every unusual movement in my headphones.

If I really noticed that her gasps began to be uneven, or Sun Haibin's voice suddenly came, I know that it was time for crazy masturbation.

I still remember that there was a 20-inch photo of Shu Ning hanging on the wall. A naughty smile flashed in my bright eyes, a fat little face with some baby, a pair of dimples that were faintly visible, red lips and white teeth, and a peerless beauty, and her skin can be called a blowjob.

The white dress, the chiffon decoration on the upper body reveals the charm of the little woman, and the umbrella-shaped skirt below contains the purity and cuteness of the little girl.

Every time my mother comes in, she will always be in love with her pity for a long time, but she will not even imagine that her son and her future daughter-in-law left the mall after buying a skirt: Put on this dress, you are my purest little angel!

Bao, do you really think I am pure?Don't let the illusion of appearance blind your eyes.Shu Ning seemed a little tired and said lightly.

certainly!I walked over and surrounded her waist.

Shu Ning suddenly became nervous. She gently broke free from my hug, glanced at me quickly, and lowered her head: Sun Haibin and I... and some dates...

My heart sank: After I came back, I had met this guy twice. He rode a large army, his forehead was shaved green, and he inexplicably pointed a few faint rings. He was dressed in black clothes and looked very strong and strong. When he was staring at me, there were two burning balls of fire in his black eyes. The two looked at each other for several seconds. He greeted me and roared away.

What kind of relationship?I tried to suppress the tremor in my voice, clenched my fists and relaxed, repeating several times.

Shu Ning raised her face and let the wind breeze blow on her charming short hair: Qingqing, give me some time, I will end this relationship.

Her voice was very calm, which made me slowly calm down.

In addition, I was surprised to find that Shuning, who raised her chin, was particularly elegant from the lines from her jaw to her cheeks. Unlike the intuitive roundness of the front, it actually gave people a beautiful feeling of being in a smoky way.

I believe in you because I believe in our love.

good!Shu Ning was obviously very satisfied with this answer, and she didn't want to continue this embarrassing topic. She took my arm and let's go boating together!

Qingshui River in my hometown has been transformed into a park, but the river water is still the same linger as it was back then, and the weeping willows are still the same as before. On the swaying boat, the affection buried deep in my heart, which has been with you from elementary school to junior high school, has been re-cute.

We must move towards love and marriage, and there may be some detours in the middle, but the combined force of society, family, reality, and various factors is extremely powerful, and alternative feelings in the dark can only be slowly extinguished.

Only the person involved knew how miserable the ruins in his heart were after the violent storm of lust slowly subsided.

So when I kissed Shu Ning deeply again, a trace of tears slowly burst out from the corners of her eyes. I could imagine that Shu Ning was thinking about his lonely and stubborn background at this time.

Qingqing, there is a hypothesis, just a hypothesis.If there was a girl who had always loved her lover, she had promised a bad guy that every time she kissed her lover, she had to... dedicate herself to that bad guy at night until she married her lover, what would you do... look at that girl?

Shu Ning lay in my arms with her eyes closed, her body tightly, and there was no trace of blood on her snow-white face, and her long eyelashes were trembling slightly.

If that bad guy illegally occupied her, she should end that relationship decisively.

But the reality is very complicated. Maybe after being occupied by the bad guy, that girl couldn't help but fall in love with him. Will you still give that pretty girl a chance?

Then why didn't she choose to end that relationship resolutely when her love for her lover exceeded her attachment to that bad guy when she resolutely ended that relationship?

Shu Ning's snow-white little face flew over and a blush flew on the ground. He turned over and got up from my arms. He was shy and covered his face with both hands and shouted to me: You guess randomly!!Ignore you, they are just assuming... I don't want to see you anymore!

Ningning...I know who you are talking about... I whispered.

Shu Ning shook for a moment, and the girl's shame after being seen through the truth almost made her feel ashamed: I don't want to live anymore!I really don't want to live anymore!You forced me, my parents forced me, and Sun Haibin forced me, what do I owe you!Is it only the only one who dies that you will let me go!

As the ship swayed violently, Shuning's world seemed to begin to overturn.

I was still sitting on the bow of the boat, and before I could react, Shu Ning suddenly jumped into the river.

Shuning...

My mind suddenly became dizzy. Without Shuning, what else does this world mean to me?I immediately turned over and jumped into the river.

Two minutes later, Shu Ning and I stopped laughing madly in a secluded bend of the river.The river was only more than half a meter deep, and the two of us had no tragic result except for drinking a few sips of dirty water.

Take off your clothes and sprinkle them for a while. The sun is so strong, it will be fucked in a while.As I said, I took off myself with my hands and feet and only had a pair of shorts left.

Shu Ning suddenly felt very shy and shook her head gently.

The dress soaked in the river water undoubtedly revealed her beautiful figure.The thin shoulders, plump breasts, slender waist, and straight legs are like a charming statue of the God of Love.

Don't watch it!Shu Ning's face turned redder. She was very uncomfortable under my greedy eyes and subconsciously pressed the corner of her skirt.

I hugged her and kissed her lips again.

I ask you, will you give that girl a chance?After a long time, Shu Ning once again brought up the topic that was obviously very important to her.

You say hypothesis, and I am also talking about hypothesis. Since I am back to reality, as a man, I have to face it, but there is actually no trade-off. If I have to prove my love for you in this way... I am willing.

Are you willing, can you face it?Will this body in your arms be dedicated to him at night?Shuning whispered in my ear.

If it was you willingly... I, who was equally embarrassed, squeezed out this sentence almost word by word.

Oh, when the love is deep... this is hard to define...hehe...Shu Ning looked squinting, his eyes full of charming charm.

You are a little goblin!I was stunned for a moment, and then my heart became angry. My hands could no longer control themselves in the burning fire of lust. I suddenly touched her forbidden area: Give it to him, and I also want it to me!

I just want to see if you love my body or my heart!

The shy Shu Ning smiled and dodged away.A strange atmosphere spread between me and her.

I pounced on her viciously again and pressed her to the ground: I just don’t want to, you have to give it to Sun Haibin tonight!You will be my wife in the future!

Shu Ning, who was pressed under me, also hugged me tightly: My love, my love!I have always loved you deeply, so I will definitely marry you!

I want it now!My eyes were like fire, and one hand had reached into Shu Ning's pants.

Dear, when we get married, I will belong to you every day!Shu Ning firmly stopped me from further action.

But you're going tonight...

When I think of her forbidden area, I don’t even let me touch it, but I will be violently ravaged by Sun Haibin at night, and even... I will even throw it away, my penis will swell unbearably.

I promised you... tonight... I won't give it to him!

After saying this, Shu Ning, who was shy, didn't turn her face and dared not look at me.

At this time, the beauty on her body had her breasts undulating and exhaling like orchids, which made me think: Maybe it's just tonight, no, it must be tonight, the same Shu Ning, with the same figure, was pressed under Sun Haibin, who was as strong as a tiger. The only difference was that her body was not covered with a piece of silky white body, and the smooth and greasy snow-white body was related to Sun Haibin's skin. On the top of her breasts, two delicate red cherries raised in the wind were waiting for him to pick them up and let him taste them...

For a moment, I felt heartbroken: But if he had to...

There is also real love between me and him.Do you know?It was Sun Haibin who kept forcing me to fall in love with you. I only looked for you three times in a month... Humph, it wasn't him that forced me like this, you couldn't get me at all... If he insisted on being strong, if he insisted on... Shu Ning turned his face and looked at me with big eyes as bright as black grapes. A naughty smile suddenly appeared in the infinite tenderness. Qingqing, you should treat my body as a thank you gift to him and ask him to accept it...

She yelled at the hilarious joke, which almost defeated my limit. I hugged Shu Ning's jade body and almost ejaculated in an impulse!

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I can only understand the so-called impulse this way, it is a challenge to our various civilization rules in life.

Watching Shu Ning and the white-faced butter-made young man get out of the taxi and enter a mid-range hotel that looks like three or four stars, I remind myself: Impulse is the devil, I must seize the opportunity and break in when the damn guy climbs on Shu Ning's naked body and does whatever he wants to stop Shu Ning's further contact with him. In advance or too late, I can only abide by the agreement I reached with my wife and let her and him breeze several times.

Shi Fang looked at me, laughed dryly twice, then raised his face again, and said seriously: Brother, you have to hold on!I'll go down first, wait for my text message.What is your mobile phone number?

I pulled out a business card and handed it to him.

Are you really a boss?What does this market research do?Not an extramarital affair, right?

No, it is helping some large companies conduct research and interviews on various products.

Shi Fang took another look and carefully collected it: Brother, I think I have a destiny with you, and it must be quite good.I won’t be able to take a life this time, so I must help my brother with this breath!

Then he parked the car, turned off the fire, pulled out the key, got out of the car sneakily, and entered the hotel with Shu Ning and the others.

I leaned my head weakly on the seat, took out my cell phone, and waited for his text message.

Within three or four minutes, he came back and said to me through the car window: Mr. Liu, your wife and that man are chatting in the coffee house next to the hall!Tsk, it looks quite intimate, he paused, I said you have to hold on, they must have an affair, that man just hugged your wife and kissed her!

I looked at the hotel gate and my face must be scary. What's very strange is that there was an indescribable smell of rust in my mouth, which made me feel extremely bored for a moment.

If I had been in the lobby, they would have doubted me. It would be better to find a seat in the coffee house next to both of them, and they would never be prepared.

OK!

Hey, it's not free there.

Oh, sorry, I hurriedly took out my money clip and took out five or six hundred yuan bills. Including the fare and the loss of work, you don’t have to look for it if you have too much.

Shi Fang picked up the money, hesitated for a moment, looked at me, and handed it back: Mr. Liu, I actually studied for undergraduate degree. I used to be a warehouse manager in a state-owned enterprise. My unit went bankrupt and I haven't found a job after being laid off. Look, I've become what I am now, which makes you laugh.

I want to ask rashly, are you short of staff there?

If it is the nature of the business you mentioned, can you give me a chance to try my level?

I was a college student in the mid-1980s, and my basic skills were quite solid. I have used the statistical knowledge of university for many years. Although the knowledge in the books may be aging, the basic concepts will not change much.

Isn't it computerized now?My monster plays better than my son.Besides, no unit must be responsible for dealing with people?I feel that the nature of your company may need someone like me more. Maybe I can help you.

I looked up and down and cast it. It was indeed smooth, but it seemed that there was a trace of the shadow of the once decent life.

Maybe he is not suitable to work in the marketing department, but it should be fine to be an administrative office and deal with my private affairs.

Don’t you think that knowing that my wife’s ugly thing will affect my acceptance of your job search?

How could it be!There will always be someone who knows this, and you may need someone the most to help you cover it tightly and handle it well.

I pondered for a while and asked him another problem: But... if you help me like this, I will tell the truth.I will face you every day in the future.There are always times when this happens. I don’t want to think of this every day when facing you!

Shi Fang suddenly remembered something, waved his hand to me, and quickly returned to the hotel. After two minutes, he came back again, but there was a little more surprise on his face: Maybe it was just the time we were talking just now, the man had already left, and your wife was still drinking coffee there alone!

He looked around for a while, half-squatted and pointed at a man who was waving to take a taxi outside the hotel gate: Just him!Almost didn't see it!

We'll follow him later.It would be best if I separated, and I couldn't help but feel the idea of ​​disposing of him.

Mr. Liu...Is your wife aware of it?Seeing her drinking coffee, she seemed to be using an empty city plan... She shook her head, but obeyed my order and got into the car.

What exactly does Shuning want to do?I'm very reluctant, too.

The tall man who had just kissed my wife soon took a taxi and left the hotel.

The casting started the car slowly and followed.

The taxi in front stopped at an intersection with red lights and turned around the outsider. After our car was three cars in the same lane, it turned back to the green light. As soon as the car turned around, it stopped at the intersection.

The tall man got out of the taxi, turned around and ran back to the straight road just now, and got a taxi again.

We were dumbfounded and watched the car go away.

Go back to the hotel just now!I'm anxious.

It’s useless. As soon as your wife leaves, they make an appointment with a new place to do business there!

My mind buzzed: Shu Ning is really going to have an affair this time!

I'll tell you to go back soon!

OK, but I said, don’t believe it. When we arrived at that hotel, your wife might have been fucked by the man in another hotel and she was fucked by her father and mother!Cast was extremely depressed and lamented, such a woman was so happy last time!Anyway, you won’t be able to recruit me anymore. Haha, I won’t be afraid that you will get angry if I have experienced my taste!Her legs are so tight!And that little round butt, but that little white-faced big cock was slandered!