Chapter 9 Terminal illness and life

Watching the Buddha turn around without purpose at home, imagining his uneasy and desires fighting against heaven and man in his heart, I opened a bottle of red wine and clashed with him.

Chen Li relaxed a little, leaned against the sofa, opened his mouth several times, but didn't know what to say.

Unlocking this embarrassing silence was the tacit knowing smile that the two men suddenly showed: What do you love and do you want, no matter who said what?

I led him back to the bedroom again and asked Shi Fang to open Ningning's wardrobe.

He flipped it around casually, then took out one of Ningning's under his nose and sniffed it greedily for a long time. His somewhat turbid eyes looked at me and kept turning.

Does it smell good?I asked very gently, but my heart was filled with all my heart.

What is the difference between this and getting closer to Ningning's vagina and sniffing it?

Ningning, as delicate as flowers, will shed his beautiful private parts to him like this in the future, letting him sniff and touch him like a dog?

After taking a long breath, he reluctantly put it back to its original place: My wife has had a heart attack for many years. I said I was five times a week, but it was actually three or four years ago.Alas, now I really can't touch a woman's body, I will get confused once I touch it.

If you should be chaotic, you should be chaotic. If you should be chaotic, you should be chaotic, and you should be controlled by it.I said meaningfully.

At this time, the mobile phone that was cast suddenly rang.He looked at me and smiled at me: My daughter Xue Ning.

Take it.

After Chen Yan connected the phone, he only heard one sentence, and his face changed drastically: What's wrong with your mother?What?She had a heart attack?

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OK, I'll go home right away...I'll go to the hospital right away... Which hospital is in?……well!

What's wrong?I looked at the cast of the dazed chicken and asked quickly.

Shi Fang looked at me stupidly for a while: My wife may not be able to do it anymore. She has had a heart attack once. This time... I have to leave soon!

After the casting was released and left in a hurry, I suddenly felt the warm and feminine atmosphere that was very familiar to me in the room, as if it was mixed with some strange smell, and it felt a little out of place with this family.

No matter who it is, the third party destined to break into our lives will completely change our peaceful and happy marriage life.

But as a husband, I cannot accept a man who is better than me to share Shuning with me.

That would not be sharing, but plunder.

On Shuning's dressing table, there was a dark green bag. It was brought back after she came back from dating the real estate boss Zhang Yan the night before yesterday.

This bag must be valuable.

That night, Shu Ning said to me proudly: He just likes me wearing black clothes, and asked me where I bought this set of clothes, saying it must be a famous brand.He didn't recognize this as a Japanese brand, and I told him it was only worth 800 yuan.

This person looks like a gentleman. Do you like this type of middle-aged man?

Shu Ning had a smile that I couldn't figure out: Gentleman?The pervert is almost the same!

Shu Ning walked to me gently, lifted up a slender thigh wrapped in flesh-colored stockings, put it on the sofa with a smile, and gently poked my butt with her little feet: He... he touched my legs...

After a slight disgust, my half-love and half-self-abuse made me restrain my inner excitement and gently stroke Ningning's calves and feet: If you really like it... you can also let him take off these stockings...

After taking off the stockings, there are other people’s pants below...Shu Ning looked very excited and pressed my head against her plump breasts: It will be difficult to turn back if you take this step. I will no longer be your pure wife... Thinking about my past, I feel so sorry for you.

I didn't expect that there was another meaning in her words. I hugged Ning Ning, who was staring at me affectionately, and threw it onto the bed.When I took off all my clothes, Ningning took off only one of my underwear and zipped the skirt apart.

Um?

Just do this... Don't you men like this tune?

But this clothes are so expensive, 150,000 yen!

He likes me to wear this dress, and maybe at that time, people will wear this dress... to lose their virginity!I'm going to get dirty on your good clothes again...hehe...I'm sorry!

What else are you saying sorry now?Why do you have such frequent ambiguous relationships among other men?

What are you longing for but I can't provide you?promiscuous?

Do the promiscuity we love really need to continue into marriage?

Can we, ordinary people, play with this extremely alternative stimulus calmly without fear that this kind of playing with fire will eventually burn this cute young family?

Looking at the handbag that Zhang Yan gave Shu Ning, it became more and more dazzling. I turned my head disgustedly, pulled open the curtains, and stared at the same deep starry sky as four years ago. When I was extremely depressed, another name that had made me dream about came to my mind.

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People say that in love, the first step is to talk, the second step is to love, and the third step is to love. When we get together, it seems that we fell in love first and then we talked.Isn't it a bit weird?Do you love me several times every day in the future?Isn't it better if I love you?Holding Haiqin's soft white and tender hands, strolling on the path behind the library, I suddenly felt such an inexplicable sense of confusion in my mood.

Haiqin smiled pursed her lips, greeted a classmate who was walking towards her openly, and then answered me slowly: You are quite easy-going and generous on the surface, but you are a little unconfident in your heart?You are still the squad leader.

Maybe, it seems that there is always a strong man in my in life. I have always been the kind of character I followed. It was not until I became the class monitor for the first time in college, that is, the role that was mixed with.

Although I am a class monitor, and I have basically been recognized by the whole class, I always feel uneasy in my heart that I am afraid of being poked behind my back: the main reason for me to be a class monitor is that Vice President Bian of the University was an official of the Ministry of Education. He was a colleague of my father in his early years, but the official journey was not smooth.

So, you have to wait until I take the first step before you dare to accept my love, right?Don't worry, I will never give up on you. I can give you a lifetime commitment.Wang Haiqin held my hands tightly and placed them on her chest, smiling flashed by, and her expression afterwards was extremely serious.

Four years ago, in a corner of the university campus, Wang Haiqin was filled with affectionate big black eyes, which were frozen in my mind for a long time.

This sentence will become a eulogy for our tragic love in 6 months.

Just for the first love I had in my dreams and unforgettable youth, I ended my love with Wang Haiqin with a scattered knife. Now it seems that I am really stupid.

At this time, she didn't know where she was wandering. Are those eyes full of women's tenderness looking for her stars in the night sky?

Shu Ning and I both went to school at the age of five. Among my classmates in college, I was the youngest. After I became the class monitor since I was the sophomore, at the suggestion of Wang Haiqin's first lover, Xu Xueming, the whole class began to call me the class monitor junior brother.

After my sophomore year, I don’t remember when Wang Haiqin began to appear around me regularly and naturally, but I didn’t realize that Xu Xueming had a deep hostility in his attitude towards me.

At a sports meeting, I was calling my seniors to come and have a drink, but I saw Wang Haiqin with long hair swept across me and other classmates with indifferent eyes, and suddenly turned my gaze again, as if I were looking at a stranger, no, as if I had discovered a strange treasure, staring at me long and deeply.

I smiled at her, but my heart strings were suddenly pivoted with a single note with endless charm by an unexpected desire until Xu Xueming appeared among us, cutting off a ten-second look.

If you have ever been hit by love once, you will definitely have this strange experience: the most delicate, intimate, and touching experience may not necessarily happen in the face of the skin.

Since the third year of junior high school, Wang Haiqin officially broke up with Xu Xueming, and the vision war between me and her lasted for half a year.

Especially in public, Wang Haiqin and I will cross all the middle obstacles and pay attention to each other's every move with an increasingly natural and entangled look.

None of us took the initiative to move forward.

Just looking, it looks like a life-and-death battle between us and us.

Wang Haiqin, known as one of the school beauties, everyone admires her white skin as jade, her facial features as picturesque, her slender figure of 1.72 meters, and her legendary D-cup breasts, I am the only one who loves to see her dark, bright, bright and bright big eyes.

As soon as the summer vacation of my junior year ended, when I was busy leading my classmates who came early to clean up the classroom, I suddenly found that several classmates around me stopped moving and looked at me blankly.

I looked at them inexplicably, and turned around along their sight, and found that Wang Haiqin, who had been separated for more than a month, was standing at the door of the classroom.

She looked at me unscrupulously, with only one thing in her eyes: despair that was tortured by love and longing.

A female classmate laughed and gently pushed me.Then I took the first step stupidly.

When I told Haiqin that I decided to break up with her and reconcile with my first love, Wang Haiqin had a whole week not to speak, cry, or make trouble. She just lowered her head when she walked, locked herself up when she had nothing to do. Seeing me was like seeing a ghost, she turned around and walked away quickly.

I saw that the whole class had found jobs one after another, but Haiqin did not move at all. Under great guilt, I contacted her through her father's relationship and stayed at school to teach.

She didn't even transfer her files. The day after she got her diploma, she disappeared from the contact network of the whole class forever and went north alone. According to her ex-boyfriend Xu Xueming, she also went to Beijing.

Are you and I in the same city of desire that is confused, chaotic, noisy and uneasy?

At this time, a new text message from Shuning was displayed on my phone. As the content of the text message was revealed to me, my mind was even more confused: Today, I should have been as agreed, I could do that, hey, but this time I will let you go. After watching the movie, I will go home. I must follow me and protect me!This time I was just an exercise with my senior brother and I won’t interact with him in the future.During this period, I found some potential lovers and found that Zhang Yan was the one who attracted me the most.I'm not afraid of you being angry. I've had a good time with you last night and I'm still thinking about him in my mind.I will go out with Zhang next week. If you throw me away again, they will definitely be lying on his bed and bullied by him once.Think about it yourself, it’s all too embarrassing to be embarrassed... I’ll go back to you!Love you!

Although it was just a false alarm, what I was sure in my heart was that Shuning's admiration for Zhang Yan had developed to a dangerous situation that would inevitably threaten our marriage!

I wonder if I should thank Zhang Yan for his middle-aged male charm, otherwise, his beloved wife would have lost her virginity at this time. How should the couple face each other after they come back?

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Embarrassment, embarrassment, humility, shrinkage, despicable, and small. These are the main reasons why people dare not face others. In daily life, they can collide in every minute and every second, making us unable to dodge.

In the process of moving towards civilization, humans who have long hair must be covered with clothes and dirty clothes must be cleaned.

No!

The ugliness of the heart is the innate psychological gene of human beings and dominates our behavior.

In my hometown, I couldn't sleep that night. When I returned home, I masturbated several times. After being exhausted, I still couldn't sleep. I opened my eyes and counted the stars in the sky without any fatigue.

Shu Ning's smile and Wang Haiqin's sad face repeatedly appeared in his mind.

First love, when I followed the original road to find the scenery of the past, I saw that the trees were still trees, and the flowers were still flowers, and even the smile was pieced together, but a cliff appeared in the middle from the path from love to marriage.

It was not until the morning of the next day that I fell asleep.

At noon, when I was still half asleep and half awake in bed, I heard my mother in the outer room scream happily: Shu Ning!You come in Ah!Come in quickly!I dressed so beautifully today!Look at this little face, it’s also oily, why is it so beautiful!Qingqing still stayed in bed and didn’t get up!You go and call the lazy pig up!Shu Ning said aloud, then gently pushed open the door and tiptoed into my room.

I woke up, and some very negative force in my body made me not want to open my eyes to see this helpless world.

Of course her face was better!snort!

I felt like my nose was pinched by her, but I still didn't open my eyes when I was closed.Why can she be so calm?But I didn't dare to face her as if I had done something wrong!

Seeing that I ignored her, she held back her laughter and pulled the curtains open.Wow, the fierce sunshine scattered all the depression and panic in my heart.I sat up all of a sudden, rushed over and hugged Ningning.

Her smile was as beautiful as a flower. Seeing me looking at me carefully, an indeceptible blush spread on her clear and elegant pink surface.

Shu Ning wore a goose yellow T-shirt on the upper body and blue cropped pants on the lower body, which looked very energetic.

What made me even more excited was the two charming graves on her breasts. The curve seemed particularly seductive, with her perky butt and two plump and slender thighs. The curve was particularly smooth and perfect.

Just looking at it is enough to make people feel devastated. If you think about it again, imagine that she gave him countless love juice last night, and it will be even more painful and difficult to tell.

Why do you think of people like this?Shu Ning whispered.

When did you go home?

After you leave, we will go back Ah!It was past 1 o'clock when I got home.

No, it was only 10 o'clock when I left, why did you go after 1 o'clock...you again!I was incredible and was stunned for a moment.

Shu Ning's face showed a teasing expression, and her purity and lust would occasionally burst into an obsessive mixture.

First, he pouted his mouth, shrugged his shoulders, pretended to be honest, pretended to be a little girl who had made a mistake, and then pushed me onto the bed, smiled and hid in the corner of the house, nodded vigorously: Yes!

I went to catch her like crazy.

Although the house was not big, Shu Ning was like a slippery little fish. She came out of the corner of the house in time and jumped onto my bed, with a strange scream in her mouth.

I turned around and finally threw her around, hugging her agile and powerful smooth calves.

When my hands reached into her top without hesitation, Shu Ning quickly protected the vitals tightly, and at the same time begged for mercy: Good brother... I was wrong!Don’t mess around, your mother is still outside!Tell me, how were you... OK yesterday?The hesitation and vague words in my tone are just out of an instinctive self-protection.

Shu Ning, shy and timid, was like a beautiful bride. When asked about the night of the bridal chamber, she faced me and nodded solemnly and slowly: OK... The long eyelashes flashed, and a pair of black and bright eyes stared at me infinitely gentlely.

This good word doesn't make people feel dirty at all, and my blood is boiling.

Such a charming and intelligent beloved girlfriend in front of her would have repeatedly committed herself to him: Didn’t he be angry enough at that time?How many times did you want?You are not afraid that I will give up... I lowered my voice, was extremely angry, and threatened her fiercely.

Good Ah!There was a trance in Shuning's extremely calm voice, and she turned to look at the dazzling sunshine. How great it would be if you didn't want to marry me!

Do you love me?My heart suddenly became cold, and the awkward voice made Shu Ning turn around and look at me repeatedly.

Love?I held Shu Ning's hand, so weak that I couldn't say another word.

I love you, Shu Ning's face was a little pale, she didn't dare to look at me, she loved him too.

I thought it was so funny, and I almost laughed out loud for a moment: Can your in life have room to accommodate two men?

Shu Ning also smiled: Of course it is impossible.It must be pinched.

So what should I do?

Shu Ning smiled miserably: I have broken my body. You still love me like this. Of course, I will treat you well for the rest of my life, but can you give me some time?I also know that if you go with him, there may be only a dead end. With you, you will be the Avenue of Light.Do you know?My dad is about to criticize the Secretary-General of the Municipal People's Congress.The city will definitely give Vice Governor Sun a face.My mother said that if I don’t marry you, I will force her to die.Will you... give me a way out?