Chapter 26 BASED ON TRUE STORY

I didn't sleep that night, and I couldn't sleep.

I was completely unable to sit in my room, nor did I stand or sit, but I was all causing such a big disaster because I succumbed to my desire.

That night, I just kept thinking about it, what if Wenwen found out?

What if Wenwen is really pregnant?

Finally, I waited until after five o'clock, and the sun was shining into the room outside the window, and I heard the sound of the door of the room being opened at home.

I was really shocked at that time because I knew Wenwen woke up and walked out of her room.

Then I quickly turned off the lights in the room and lay on the bed under the quilt to pretend to be asleep.

In this way, she would not be sober if she really had doubts about me and ran into my room to question me, but she saw that I was awake.

Because that will only make her suspicion more certain.

Although I was hiding inside the quilt at that time, I kept listening to all the sounds coming from outside the room very carefully.

In addition, it was quite early at that time and the environment was very quiet, so the louder sounds were heard very clearly.

She walked in the hallway, walked past my room, into the toilet, and then closed the toilet door.

At that time, I knew that Wenwen walked into the toilet and was immediately shocked.

But such a shock is really not an ordinary shock, it is a difficult feeling to describe.

The whole body was slightly cold, and the thorn in the back of the head felt as if there were countless ice needles piercing it.

Since I was young, whenever I was so frightened, I mean that big things are not instant.

Because when I was a child, I made many mistakes at home, such as stealing my parents’ money to buy toys or breaking the things I treasured by my parents. Although I have tried to hide it, as long as I feel this way before I get home, I knew I should die when I go home...

Strangely, I was obviously not at home and I didn’t know that these things had been discovered, but I felt so strongly shocked.

Whether you say this is the sixth sense or that I have the ability to predict, in short, it is the same as what every time.

A friend once heard me finish speaking and said that this was the murderous aura emitted by the beasts that were preparing to hunt me, so as a hunted person, I will definitely feel it.

The shock that Wenwen was venturing into the toilet immediately made me feel that she was not going to the toilet, but felt something strange about her body, so she had to check herself.

Sure enough, no matter how good a girl is, she usually feels strange in her lower body on the day she has experience with sexual intercourse.

Besides, Wenwen was raped by me just a few hours ago, and there were toilet paper I had improper handling afterwards left in my vagina, so it was difficult for her to not feel her vagina.

I was very scared at that time, and I was really never so scared in my life.

She was in the toilet for a long time, and there was no sound of flushing the toilet.

This situation made me feel chilled all over the back of my head.

Because I'm pretty sure she's really checking herself.

All I could think of Wenwen taking off her underwear and seeing semen flowing out from the deep vagina that I hadn't cleared with toilet paper scraps.

After all, she was lying down when I cleaned up.

In addition, I stopped cleaning because the toilet paper was broken, so there must be semen inside.

I don’t know if she saw the milky white liquid flowing out or smelled that smell, would she recognize that it was semen?

Anyway, at least when she was about to be inserted into my vagina by me when she was a child, she did see my semen and watch all the ejaculation process, so maybe she would really recognize it.

I don't know what to do?

All you can do is to pretend to be stupid and protect yourself first.

If she really came to ask me, she would have to ask her for forgiveness in the end.

Because I didn't watch the time, I had no idea how long she stayed in the bathroom.

Finally, I heard a new sound, the ignition of the water heater, and then the sound of water spraying from Lian Pengtou was washed away in the bathroom.

I know that Wenwen must be spraying her lower body...

This also means that she must have seen something flowing out of her lower body, otherwise why would she have to take a shower so early in the morning without the habit of bathing in the morning?

It was also at this time that I officially confirmed that I would not be able to escape this time. She might not ask me openly, but she would definitely have some doubts about me.

Then, after taking a shower, she walked out of the bathroom, then walked past my room, walked towards her room, and then closed the door, and did not walk out again.

But I know that maybe I can escape for a while, but I will never escape for a lifetime. I will have to face her sooner or later.

That Sunday morning, in my painful and scared thinking, I kept thinking until after ten o'clock, and tried to pretend that I had just woken up.

If Wenwen comes out and asks me like this, at least I can still pretend to be stupid and pretend to be nothing.

I opened the door, my heart pounded, and then walked towards the living room.

When I passed her room, I saw the light inside still on through the crack of the door.

Then I walked over, but she still didn't open the door to question me, which really surprised me.

Because I thought it might be because I was thinking too much this time, she didn't doubt me anything.

But to be more certain, after walking to the living room, I walked back and walked towards the toilet.

On the way, she still didn't respond, which surprised me even more.

Maybe she would take a shower at that time, but she really just wanted to take a shower, rather than discovering something strange.

Finally, I walked into the toilet, picked up my toothbrush and towel, and started cleaning my face.

At that time, I really thought that things would just go like this, but she didn't notice it, let alone question me, which made me feel much more relieved, but I didn't expect it...

After cleaning my appearance, I walked out of the bathroom, walked towards the living room again, and saw that the door of her room was closed.

At that time, I thought she was still in the room, but when I stepped into the living room, the door was opened, and she walked into the living room from outside with breakfast.

Wenwen showed a shocked expression when she saw me, and I was also shocked by this sudden meeting.

She didn't say anything, but after all, she was a sister who grew up together. I could tell from her face that she was really suspicious of something about me.

But I found that she might not dare to ask me rashly because she had no exact impression or memory.

Then, she did not look at me again, walked past me and walked towards her room with the breakfast she had just run out to brush her teeth and wash her face.

And I knew that she must have avoided me on purpose, so she went out so by chance when I was washing my face.

At that time, my back of my head became chilled again.

I was really relieved too early, she must have noticed something strange in the toilet.

Whether it is toilet paper residue or my semen, I know, I can't escape it.

Then, she kept locked in the room that day. No matter how I pretended to be stupid, knocked on her locked door, and wanted to find out about her situation, she did not respond to me...

Moreover, Wenwen has been avoiding meeting me since that day. She didn't show me a good look when she saw me, and she didn't speak very well, which made me feel worried and afraid again, but also blamed myself twice as much.

During this period, I really can't describe my psychological suffering.

Mixed with fear, nervousness, and fear, mixed with fear that would be like on the day when the card was really turned on.

I loved her deeply, and I kept telling myself this way at that time.

But I kept asking myself, is it her or her body I love?

If I really loved her, why did I do such a rape and hurt her at that time?

Some people say that appetite, sleep, shit, urine and sexual desire are always irresistible instincts that humans can't resist.

I have been unable to resist my strong sexual desire. I have been exploring my sister's body since I was a child, trying to insert her vagina failed, and I finally really raped her.

If there is a God in this world, I believe that I will never forgive me.

Because I can only go to hell, join the demons, and let the fire of hell destroy me...

But occasionally I remembered the feeling of rape of her and her penis was inside her vagina that night.

I really can't forget this feeling once, and I can't satisfy myself anymore.

So I hope to taste the taste of sex again.

I still have half a bottle of coma potion, but I no longer have the courage to touch it and hide it deep in my drawer.

Yes, I have always longed for freedom, to be free from such temptations, and to be free from such pain.

But I didn't dare to end it because I didn't have the courage to face this moment.

Sometimes, something that seems simple to end, but it is really difficult to do, so difficult...

Several weeks after that night, I walked past her door and happened to meet her and walked out of her door.

She didn't want to look at me, just walked in front of me alone when I didn't exist.

Looking at her back at that time, the strong pain and regret in my heart really poured into my heart again.

From childhood to adulthood, we have always been talking about everything and have never been as bad as we are now.

Looking at her back, I really wanted to hug her and let all these nightmares become a thing of the past.

But I can't hold her, I dare not, I don't even dare to let her know that I love her.

I only dare to express my desires when she is not awake. She is a useless coward. I use this sentence to laugh at myself for less than ten thousand times.

At that time, I was really on the verge of torture of conscience.

I know that I can't write this feeling, no matter how I do, I can't finish it, and I can never write it out for you.

Not only did I rape her this time, but I kept crying for many years, my love for her, all my imagination for her, and the day I seek liberation.

All of this seemed to have erupted because of my rape this time and I found the answer.

Finally, looking at Wenwen's back, she is my sister. She has always been innocent and the victim of my endless desires for several years.

Maybe it doesn’t matter if you don’t understand, maybe it doesn’t matter if you don’t believe it. The existence of human hearts is originally filled with various voices.

So, at that time, I could no longer bear it and bowed to the voice of my conscience...

Wenwen... Actually... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

Wenwen heard what I suddenly said, and immediately stopped and turned to look at me, her face quickly collapsed.

Then we both fell into a brief silence together...

She didn't say anything, but I knew she understood what I was referring to.

I will always remember Wenwen's expression at this time.

Her expression changed from suspicion and impatience to shock at the beginning, and then from shock to extreme worry and fear.

After a long time, Wenwen said this to me: ┅┅Did you do anything to me?!

Maybe she was asking me, but I know that she was actually just trying to ask for a definite answer.

At that moment, I didn't know what to say.

Did my brother really insert his penis into his breast vagina and ejaculate inside?

Or did my brother accidentally leave toilet paper in his vagina while cleaning?

So no matter what it is, I can't say it, nor can I say it...

And for Wenwen, I understand that I don’t need to say anything, she can know what I want to say.

From her expression, it was like the sixth sense that she had relapsed, and I knew she had discovered everything I did to her.

No, she has already discovered it, just want to confirm with me.

┅Really!I was just curious at first!Just like the time in the junior high school!I really didn't want to hurt my breasts!But I really can't control myself...

How could you really do this to me?!Am I your sister?!

I have always felt very sorry for my breasts these days... and in recent years, I have been having a hard time...

I am your sister! ! She cursed like a hysterical sting, and then shed tears: I am your sister! !

I will always remember the moment when her tears came down...

That night, I knelt in front of her room and did not leave, listening to Wenwen crying alone in the room.

Occasionally, she would open the door, curse me with tears in her face, and then ran past me without looking at me, and ran into the bathroom to take a shower. Occasionally, she could hear her crying in the sound of water.

I know she wanted to rush over to the dirty thing I brought her...

I understand that my mistaken love and desire for my sister is to turn us into this culprit today.

Perhaps at this moment, the desires of years of life can finally be relieved.

But I will never forget it in my life. This is my own fault...

This will always make me blame myself...