Chapter 12

I haven't violated my sister again in a few years since the night I was 11 years old.

Maybe it was because my father bought me the red and white machine that was only available for a while, and I started to spend more time on electric power.

In addition, that night I found that the sprinting movements of sex were so tired and uncomfortable at all, so I gradually lost interest in my sister's body.

But my sister Wenwen and I are still very close, and she will be the first to come and tell me about anything.

When we walked outside, she would always hold my hand tightly and would not let go.

When I was in a bad mood, she would always come to comfort me, thinking about making me feel better.

My sister's cuteness and warmth have always been in my heart and have never been forgotten...

Over the years, my sister and I were not accepted by society when we were young and could not bear to look back on the past. Now, we have written it word by word, and the guilt has not disappeared.

But at least, since I started writing this whole article, I was just as the sin in my heart was slightly liberated, and I could live more calmly and more willing to face the darkest side of my own human nature...

There are too many hypocritical people in this world. Many people have gentlemen's faces on the surface and constantly emphasize etiquette, righteousness, integrity and shame on their lips, but they have a more terrifying desire for sexual desire than ordinary people, and are more likely to have more terrifying experiences than me.

And I believe that there are many such people on this board...

I kept talking about ethics and scolded the other person for being dirty in sexual thoughts. But when I was in the middle of the night, I closed the door and went online to this website to read pornographic articles or pornographic websites written by many pagers, and even engaged in one-night stands for online abusive sex...

Humans are born with sexual desire, which is a necessary condition for the inheritance of life.

Without sexual desire, there will be no new life.

This is not accidental or sudden, but the necessity of life.

As I grow older, I understand the world and truly know how serious the things I do will be for this society and etiquette and integrity.

But because of this, my mind that began to grow up was even more incomprehensible. Why was it so unforgivable to have sex with my sister?

When human civilization began, and even in remote areas of the world, many people living in the same village still intermarried with each other.

In ancient Egyptian civilization, intermarriage between brothers and sisters was even more common, and the inheritance of royal blood should not be easily discharged, just to maintain the purest blood.

The ancient Persian Empire civilization and even the Mongolian tribes in northern China, when their father died, their sons had to marry their mother and sister as their wives.

Why, their actions can be forgiven by the world?

Perhaps it is the change of the times, or it may be the difference in thoughts, but people's hearts have not changed, their feelings have not changed, and their feelings about love have not changed, right?

Just like people who viewed homosexuality decades ago, why can't people accept that the same-sex couple who love each other are together, or even have physical relationships?

Are two people who truly love each other guilty just because they are of the same gender?

When brothers and sisters have sexual contact, what people fear most is that they are two people with the same genes, giving birth to the next generation with genetic problems.

However, the scientific and technological civilization in modern society has been progressing to more than ten years of restoration and change of human genes.

So at that time, will it still be unforgivable to have sex with two people with the same blood relationship and have the next generation?

In this society, we have gradually become open to accepting the two same-sex people who love each other...

So what about my sister Wenwen and I?

Just because we are brothers and sisters, we can only live in the darkness of society forever. We dare not say a word, and we dare not even shake hands in front of others, for fear that the outside world will bring us a lot of ruthless criticisms if we know such a secret.

Over the years, Wenwen and I have inadvertently talked about future plans, to open a coffee shop together, run it together, and live together... But can such a life really come?

It is really unfair to say that it is unfair...

We know that this must be a never-ending storm in our lives...

I don’t know when it started, but I am more and more protecting my sister.

She was scalded by hot water at home or suffered a minor injury, which made me anxious and sad, and I was busy helping her apply medicine.

Because of this, my sister is closest to me at home, and she always sticks to me...

When I met Guoyi Wenwen, something happened when I met Guoyi and Wenwen, I was in the fourth grade.

This is not a big deal, but I know that maybe it was from then on that time that my mistake really began...

One day I was having a good time playing on the electric game, and my sister suddenly ran to my room and cried. It really made me feel soft and panicked.

I was busy comforting my sister while trying to figure out what happened to her.

Later I learned that in the past few weeks, Wenwen has been bullied by several male classmates at school.

Sometimes I pushed her, sometimes I lifted her skirt in front of everyone, and sometimes I scolded her with swear words.

My sister said she didn't dare to tell the teacher because the boys said that if she went to report to the teacher, she would hit Wenwen.

I almost went crazy when I heard it. I couldn't believe that there was a young ghost who dared to attack my sister like this.

This feeling is really like I am a monster that has already set aside a lot to protect the treasure. A stranger dares to break into the treasure warehousing and disturb it.

In this case, of course, the intruder must be dealt with on the spot.

So I comforted Wenwen that my brother would go to school to help her tomorrow, and she didn't have to worry about the teacher knowing.

The next day, during class, the scene of Wenwen being bullied always appeared in my mind, but I couldn't do anything and had to endure it until after school.

After a while, I took another classmate whom I was very good at that time to the primary school where Wenwen was studying.

We waited for a while after school, and finally saw Wenwen carrying her schoolbag.

Sure enough, there were three boys following her, pushing her and scolding her from time to time.

Wenwen kept turning around and asking them to stop and was about to cry.

I still remember the anger I saw with my own eyes and rushed over like crazy.

When Wenwen saw me appear, she immediately smiled and called me.

I will always remember this scene, her smile, her expression.

Just like as long as I am by my sister, she will no longer be afraid and no one can bully her again.

As for those three little hairs, they were probably scared to death when they saw me running up from anger.

Later, I asked Wenwen to go home first, just because I didn't want her to see what I was going to do.

Another friend and I pushed and kicked the three little boys into the alley and began to educate them about etiquette...

Don't worry, I didn't hit them, I just kicked them.

I kicked them until they were almost crying, so I warned them if they bully my sister again and see how I will deal with them next time.

I thought I was cruel enough, but I didn't expect that my friend, seeing me kicked me for so long, would hit one of the fat little ghosts who seemed to be the leader on a whim, and he punched his stomach full of oil and water, and said that it wouldn't be like this next time...

Thinking of this scene now, I still can’t help but sweat again.

It must be very painful, right?

That punch.

Then, Wenwen told me that those little kids were really good at school. Not to mention bullying, they didn't even dare to get close to them...

As for what they told their teachers or parents about being beaten by us?

To be honest, I was not afraid at all at that time.

Because my country did not like reading at all in the middle age, I was a student who was compiled into the cattle class. I always had three words to form a scripture and five sentences to form a dirty thing, and I was even more fearless when fighting.

So at that time I really thought that if they dare to sue, I would beat them so much that they would not dare to say a word.

Although I was so bad at the outside, when I was with my sister, I would be like a tamed kitten, both well-behaved and obedient.

I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I still remember the inappropriate skin relationship with my sister when I was a child, or maybe it’s because I love my sister so much, so Wenwen has always been very attached to me.

In addition, my parents started at this time, and only went home a few days a month, and at other times they worked in factories in Southeast Asia, so the main thing is that only my sister and I are left behind at home.

Because I have classes during the day and have three days to do tutoring at night (actually, I go to cram school to chat), so I have been dealing with my three meals outside, and I even go out to mess around with my friends on weekends.

My sister Wenwen would go to her grandmother’s house nearby for dinner at night, so we both cherish the time we could get together.

Perhaps it was from this time that I gradually had feelings for my sister that were beyond my brother and sister. It was no longer a kind of protection, but I wanted to own her and possess her...

I believe my sister Wenwen should be...

After all, we grew up together, and we talked everything, and our dearest brother and sister Ah┅┅