Chapter 18

Wenwen││

Wenwen││

My sister...

I still remember her in kindergarten, she was so innocent and quiet, she stuck to me all day long and called my brother.

But because of my curiosity about sex, I did such a thing to her in the bathroom and room...

My sister Wenwen...

I still remember that she was so pure, cute, gentle and well-behaved in primary school.

But for my own desire, I did something unforgivable to her in the room...

She has been very cute since she was a child.

Beautiful phoenix eyes, like the moderately stylish nose bridge of a foreigner, and a small cherry mouth and melon-shaped face. Whenever relatives and friends come to their homes to see her, they can't help but praise her cuteness.

I know that I am not as good-looking as Wenwen, and no relative has ever praised me, but I won't care.

After all, as my brother, as long as my sister can be so beautiful, I will feel very happy about it and very happy for her...

But since that day, Wenwen will deliberately avoid me and look at me in fear, as if she is approaching me, she will be hurt again, and I will invade her like a wild beast.

Maybe she didn't avoid me forever, but she was not as close as before.

I know that this is caused by myself and cannot make up for the mistakes I have forgivating...

She remembered the games I lied to her after a child, and she would always remember what I did to her just now.

She is about to start to develop, she is about to mature, she is about to grow up, she will have her own life, she will have her own love, she will have her own love, and the man who loves her...

Perhaps, she will never be able to forgive me for this...

I will surely exist like a stain in her life that will never be erased, and become her nightmare.

At that time, I always believed this and blamed myself so much, and always hoped that she could forgive me.

But I also know that I am a wild beast, allowing the fire of desire to burn like the fire of hell, and I have no qualifications to seek forgiveness.

Therefore, I dare not desire to stand under the glory of heaven again.

I only beg for my wish, and the fire of hell burns me instead of the nightmare in her heart...

No, if there was hell in the world, I believe that as early as when I was playing the taboo game, I would have entered it and burned to the fullest. At this moment, only the soul that still knows how to seek repentance is left...

It was that day, the day when I was forgiven. For some reason, she suddenly told me that she wanted to go to the downtown market to buy things and would use it for school classes tomorrow and ask me to accompany her.

That night, in the crowded bus, I helped her to make a small space with both hands to protect her.

I accompanied her to the downtown area. In the crowd of lovers, we didn't say anything, and I didn't dare to touch her, so I could only walk next to her silently.

Then, she suddenly stretched out her hand, just like when we were shopping together in the past, she hooked my arm in order to avoid losing each other...

I don't deny it. At first I was surprised, after all, I thought she wouldn't touch me again.

Looking at her, she also looked at me.

At that time, I could still see fear on her face.

But I can see more and am willing to trust my smile again.

She said nothing, and I didn't say anything.

In fact, brothers and sisters can do it, it’s very warm...

I know that all the mistakes are no longer needed to apologize.

Because we are brothers and sisters, no one can trust me so much, and no one can save me from such sins.

At that moment, I truly got her forgiveness, as if I saw the light of heaven...

In those years, I never violated or hurt her again.

The flow of time passed by silently.

Wenwen is getting taller and taller, and the sexual characteristics of exclusive women are becoming more and more obvious.

Her legs became longer and longer and more beautiful.

But I always try to prevent myself from thinking too much...

It's funny, it's really because I learned how to masturbate. In those years, whenever my sexual desire was high again, I used my hands to solve it.

And I believe that every boy will have the experience of masturbation.

This is a memory of youth, an unforgettable eternity in life.

Some people have said that for men, love is first to have sex; for women, love is first to have sex.

Regardless of whether this sentence is right or not, my feelings for my sister are getting more and more enthusiastic.

At the beginning, I had only a slight doubt in my heart. Looking at my sister, I felt strange in my heart, but I didn’t know what it was.

Then, watching her gradually becoming beautiful and the charm she exudes, I can no longer distinguish the difference between family affection and love.

Finally, I was confused, my soul was completely lost in the emotional vortex...

Perhaps it was at this time that I was about to graduate from high school and Lieutenant General Wenwenguo graduated. I found that I loved my sister...

When I came into contact with the once popular mystery comic of Kaneda and saw the story of Serena Lake, I suddenly felt a sense of pain.

It's Ah, isn't this me?

If Wenwen suffers such a disaster, I will also turn into a wild beast and pay tribute to her with the blood of sinners.

Seeing Mixue and Mixue in Anda Chong made me feel speechless and lonely.

The protagonist's brother and sister finally become husband and wife, no longer escaping from themselves or the eyes of the world.

Until now, my attitude from both of them still makes me yearn for it...

I love my sister, but I can only watch her quietly. Such a life is painful... It's like a crush on someone, but I can't confess my love to her, and I can only endure such pain and torture silently.

At this time, Wenwen also had many boys in the school who wanted to pursue her, and there would be boys who would occasionally chat with her on the road, and she would also talk to me about these many things with a close smile.

I tried to pretend to do not care about these things on the surface, but my thoughts were getting stronger and stronger.

"Wenwen is mine, and she can only be mine forever. Other men will only hurt her and covet her beauty, unlike me who will always be with her forever..."

I don't know why I have such a biased love for her?

Have such a wrong love for her?

Perhaps, for many years, my sister and I are the only ones at home that depend on each other.

Perhaps, it was because I had skin kinship with her so many times.

Perhaps, there is no reason for all this. Loving someone does not require why, and loving doesn’t require why, even if it is wrong.

I don't know many things, but I knew one thing at that time, and I will definitely go to hell because of it. I will always believe it deeply...

Finally, I discovered that the most terrifying thing in the world, the real monster, is not falling in love with someone you shouldn't love, is not having desires for your loved ones, or is not finding that your heart is so different from ordinary people...

But

When you find that you have desires that you shouldn't have in your heart

Knowing this is wrong

Can't continue

Cannot be achieved

But I can't stop it

And you can only let it control yourself and become a beast

This is the most terrifying thing in the world

I'm also doing this

Falling into the hell that burns inexhaustible fire again...