Sijian seemed to have nothing, no memories or estimates, and had a lot of fun in the casino. It seemed that we were all around him, while Kexin and I were complicated and felt uncomfortable. Kexin didn't know what attitude we should face Sijian. Looking at Sijian, I didn't know if I should smile. Kexin seemed to be afraid that I would think too much. She kept holding my arm or holding my hand, and was unwilling to be separated from me for a moment. When Leng Bingshuang was beside me, she occasionally saw the hand holding Kexin and I, and showed a trace of complex emotions in her eyes.
Looking at Si Jian who was very cheerful and lively, Zhihu had no worries. The more I felt that he was normal, the more I felt that it was abnormal in my heart, because all this was too unexpected. If something happened abnormal, there would be a demon. This is a kind of intuition that I have been a journalist for many years.
But this intuition is not 100% accurate. Even Leng Bingshuang didn't notice any abnormalities. Did he think too much? After all, he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope.
At noon, we had lunch together. At the dinner table, everyone was surprisingly quiet. There was no amusement park. Entering this quiet and elegant environment, there was no cover between us.
Sijian was very obedient and brought us chopsticks, called us waiters, tableware, and drinks. Every time he looked at me, his eyes were always so arrogant.
When I handed us the tableware again, Sijian would call from his father and mother. When I heard these names, a string in my heart was plucked. After all, the child in front of me was his own flesh and blood, although it was not born to me.
Leng Bingshuang and I became the protagonists at the dinner table. Leng Bingshuang and I avoided sensitive issues and only talked about some work matters. However, we looked at each other's eyes and seemed to have something to say to each other, but Ke Xin and Sijian were beside us, so we couldn't say it. Ke Xin and Sijian were sitting next to eating. I looked at the two of them with the light of their eyes. Several times, they looked up at each other and found that after looking at each other, they lowered their heads or looked away again. Seeing this scene, I felt so familiar. The two seemed to have such a tacit understanding now... Although both of them avoided each other's gaze, Sijian's eyes were calm, while Ke Xin's eyes were panic. After all, the two of them had happened before could not keep Ke Xin calm at this time.
The meal ended in an unusual atmosphere. After walking out of the hotel, it was already afternoon. I looked at Leng Bing Leng, and Leng Bing Shuang also looked at me. Finally, I could only nod to Leng Bing Shuang silently, meaning that she would arrange it.
After seeing me nodding, Leng Bingshuang stopped and then looked at Sijian and Kexin
Sijian, didn’t you say you wanted to buy clothes for your mother and father? Let’s go with your mother now. Women’s clothes are not easy to buy. Your mother has to try them on them in person to find out, but your father doesn’t need to go. Your mother knows how big the clothes he wears, doesn’t she?
When he said this, Leng Bingshuang looked at Kexin with some unknown emotions in her eyes.
After hearing Leng Bingshuang's words, I didn't say it was Ke Xin, even I was stunned on the spot, asking Sijian and Ke Xin to go shopping and buy clothes? But before I could react, Ke Xin, beside me, nodded blankly. I don't know if it was because I couldn't think too much or because I was afraid of Leng Bingshuang's cold eyes.
Sijian said hello and walked forward. Kexin looked at me and followed her down and slowly. She held my hand and slowly separated as she walked away. At the moment when Kexin's hand was about to separate from me, I reflexively wanted to catch her, but at the last moment I still let go.
Sijian and Kexin's voices slowly walked away. Sijian's back seemed casual, and he turned his head and smiled and said something to Kexin. Kexin's back seemed stiff, and he seemed to have not let go of his heart. Whenever Sijian spoke, she just nodded gently. The two of them had already walked away, and I didn't know what they said at all.
After a while, I finally understood Leng Bingshuang's intention and asked Sijian and Kexin to go shopping. Although I felt unexpected, it was reasonable.
First, I can only communicate with Leng Bingshuang and I in private. Secondly, if Sijian wants to return to this family in the future, it is inevitable that the two of them will have a separate contact with Kexin. It can also allow the two to let go of their estrangement earlier, so that their relationship will become normal, and not become so strange that they dare not even look at each other.
What should I do next?
Leng Bingshuang and I were walking on the street. At this time, I gradually became quiet. No matter what, the current situation is much better than I expected, but what should I do next? As the person involved, my thinking is no longer normal thinking. I need Leng Bingshuang, a bystander, to give my opinions, and the opinions on the sidelines are not impulsive, and are often the most accurate. On this issue, I seem to rely more and more on Leng Bingshuang.
Sijian's condition is relatively good, but it still needs some follow-up treatment. Since you met, he performed well. The conservative approach is to continue treatment for a while and consolidate it. If you don't want him to enter your life so early, then let him study abroad and I will give him a better education.
Leng Bingshuang looked at me and said this without thinking.
It seems that she has already planned it beforehand
Sending him abroad will not deepen our estrangement. After all, it is not easy for him to return to some father-son relationships with me...
If Sijian was put abroad, would he misunderstand that I was guarding against him? After all, if Sijian's relationship with me was real, wouldn't that hurt his heart? Sijian's current intimacy with me can be understood as the return of others' nature, and the family affection that is thicker than water. If these are all true, then wouldn't I take Si again?
Building pushes to the edge of darkness
What you said makes sense... Then let Yan Jian return to your family now. Although it is a bit rash, it is almost the same... Si Jian has performed better and better during this period. Wait until I ask the doctor team's suggestions and let them discuss it...
Leng Bingshuang didn't dare to make a decision on this issue, and in the end she could only leave it to her medical team to solve it.
So Sijian will go back to you or go home tonight?
Now at this time, I remembered this actual problem again. At first, I only knew that Leng Bingshuang brought Sijian back to meet us. So should I go home to stay overnight tonight? I didn’t seem to have thought about this question. Now I have met and have had some food. It’s time to discuss what’s next.
The doctor's suggestion is to go home in the end. You three will go overnight. After all, you two are Sijian's inner bond. There are more real scenes. Let him go home and stay overnight. After that, observe his reaction. Only by relying on his reaction status, the doctor team can understand Sijian's condition and the next plan...
…
When Leng Bingshuang said this to me, there was a hint of inquiry in her eyes, as if everything still needs my consent
Well, then let Sijian go home and live. Have you told him?
I didn't think too much, and everything went according to the doctor's instructions and arrangements.
Not yet... you must hear your opinion before you can...
Leng Bingshuang nodded slightly and said
By the way, since you agree, I will ask someone to go to your house to arrange some temporary surveillance equipment and observe Sijian's reaction this night. What is his reaction when he is alone? After all, people will disguise and must secretly monitor him. During this period, Sijian is under the surveillance of me and the doctor team at any time, so your home is also necessary... So your home is also necessary...
……
When Leng Bingshuang finished saying this, it seemed a little difficult to say. After all, to install surveillance equipment at my home, a doctor team still needs to see it. Will this reveal any secret? After all, this year involves personal privacy.
I have never told anyone about the surveillance at home, and even Leng Bingshuang didn't notice it. What I am worried about now is whether Leng Bingshuang will find this set of equipment. After all, Leng Bingshuang is so professional
The installation of the equipment should not be complicated, right? But I will install it myself, give it to me, I will go back and install it myself, and when Sijian returns home, these equipment will be removed immediately...
After I said this, Leng Bingshuang nodded and took out the phone...
Looking at Si Jian who was very cheerful and lively, Zhihu had no worries. The more I felt that he was normal, the more I felt that it was abnormal in my heart, because all this was too unexpected. If something happened abnormal, there would be a demon. This is a kind of intuition that I have been a journalist for many years.
But this intuition is not 100% accurate. Even Leng Bingshuang didn't notice any abnormalities. Did he think too much? After all, he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope.
At noon, we had lunch together. At the dinner table, everyone was surprisingly quiet. There was no amusement park. Entering this quiet and elegant environment, there was no cover between us.
Sijian was very obedient and brought us chopsticks, called us waiters, tableware, and drinks. Every time he looked at me, his eyes were always so arrogant.
When I handed us the tableware again, Sijian would call from his father and mother. When I heard these names, a string in my heart was plucked. After all, the child in front of me was his own flesh and blood, although it was not born to me.
Leng Bingshuang and I became the protagonists at the dinner table. Leng Bingshuang and I avoided sensitive issues and only talked about some work matters. However, we looked at each other's eyes and seemed to have something to say to each other, but Ke Xin and Sijian were beside us, so we couldn't say it. Ke Xin and Sijian were sitting next to eating. I looked at the two of them with the light of their eyes. Several times, they looked up at each other and found that after looking at each other, they lowered their heads or looked away again. Seeing this scene, I felt so familiar. The two seemed to have such a tacit understanding now... Although both of them avoided each other's gaze, Sijian's eyes were calm, while Ke Xin's eyes were panic. After all, the two of them had happened before could not keep Ke Xin calm at this time.
The meal ended in an unusual atmosphere. After walking out of the hotel, it was already afternoon. I looked at Leng Bing Leng, and Leng Bing Shuang also looked at me. Finally, I could only nod to Leng Bing Shuang silently, meaning that she would arrange it.
After seeing me nodding, Leng Bingshuang stopped and then looked at Sijian and Kexin
Sijian, didn’t you say you wanted to buy clothes for your mother and father? Let’s go with your mother now. Women’s clothes are not easy to buy. Your mother has to try them on them in person to find out, but your father doesn’t need to go. Your mother knows how big the clothes he wears, doesn’t she?
When he said this, Leng Bingshuang looked at Kexin with some unknown emotions in her eyes.
After hearing Leng Bingshuang's words, I didn't say it was Ke Xin, even I was stunned on the spot, asking Sijian and Ke Xin to go shopping and buy clothes? But before I could react, Ke Xin, beside me, nodded blankly. I don't know if it was because I couldn't think too much or because I was afraid of Leng Bingshuang's cold eyes.
Sijian said hello and walked forward. Kexin looked at me and followed her down and slowly. She held my hand and slowly separated as she walked away. At the moment when Kexin's hand was about to separate from me, I reflexively wanted to catch her, but at the last moment I still let go.
Sijian and Kexin's voices slowly walked away. Sijian's back seemed casual, and he turned his head and smiled and said something to Kexin. Kexin's back seemed stiff, and he seemed to have not let go of his heart. Whenever Sijian spoke, she just nodded gently. The two of them had already walked away, and I didn't know what they said at all.
After a while, I finally understood Leng Bingshuang's intention and asked Sijian and Kexin to go shopping. Although I felt unexpected, it was reasonable.
First, I can only communicate with Leng Bingshuang and I in private. Secondly, if Sijian wants to return to this family in the future, it is inevitable that the two of them will have a separate contact with Kexin. It can also allow the two to let go of their estrangement earlier, so that their relationship will become normal, and not become so strange that they dare not even look at each other.
What should I do next?
Leng Bingshuang and I were walking on the street. At this time, I gradually became quiet. No matter what, the current situation is much better than I expected, but what should I do next? As the person involved, my thinking is no longer normal thinking. I need Leng Bingshuang, a bystander, to give my opinions, and the opinions on the sidelines are not impulsive, and are often the most accurate. On this issue, I seem to rely more and more on Leng Bingshuang.
Sijian's condition is relatively good, but it still needs some follow-up treatment. Since you met, he performed well. The conservative approach is to continue treatment for a while and consolidate it. If you don't want him to enter your life so early, then let him study abroad and I will give him a better education.
Leng Bingshuang looked at me and said this without thinking.
It seems that she has already planned it beforehand
Sending him abroad will not deepen our estrangement. After all, it is not easy for him to return to some father-son relationships with me...
If Sijian was put abroad, would he misunderstand that I was guarding against him? After all, if Sijian's relationship with me was real, wouldn't that hurt his heart? Sijian's current intimacy with me can be understood as the return of others' nature, and the family affection that is thicker than water. If these are all true, then wouldn't I take Si again?
Building pushes to the edge of darkness
What you said makes sense... Then let Yan Jian return to your family now. Although it is a bit rash, it is almost the same... Si Jian has performed better and better during this period. Wait until I ask the doctor team's suggestions and let them discuss it...
Leng Bingshuang didn't dare to make a decision on this issue, and in the end she could only leave it to her medical team to solve it.
So Sijian will go back to you or go home tonight?
Now at this time, I remembered this actual problem again. At first, I only knew that Leng Bingshuang brought Sijian back to meet us. So should I go home to stay overnight tonight? I didn’t seem to have thought about this question. Now I have met and have had some food. It’s time to discuss what’s next.
The doctor's suggestion is to go home in the end. You three will go overnight. After all, you two are Sijian's inner bond. There are more real scenes. Let him go home and stay overnight. After that, observe his reaction. Only by relying on his reaction status, the doctor team can understand Sijian's condition and the next plan...
…
When Leng Bingshuang said this to me, there was a hint of inquiry in her eyes, as if everything still needs my consent
Well, then let Sijian go home and live. Have you told him?
I didn't think too much, and everything went according to the doctor's instructions and arrangements.
Not yet... you must hear your opinion before you can...
Leng Bingshuang nodded slightly and said
By the way, since you agree, I will ask someone to go to your house to arrange some temporary surveillance equipment and observe Sijian's reaction this night. What is his reaction when he is alone? After all, people will disguise and must secretly monitor him. During this period, Sijian is under the surveillance of me and the doctor team at any time, so your home is also necessary... So your home is also necessary...
……
When Leng Bingshuang finished saying this, it seemed a little difficult to say. After all, to install surveillance equipment at my home, a doctor team still needs to see it. Will this reveal any secret? After all, this year involves personal privacy.
I have never told anyone about the surveillance at home, and even Leng Bingshuang didn't notice it. What I am worried about now is whether Leng Bingshuang will find this set of equipment. After all, Leng Bingshuang is so professional
The installation of the equipment should not be complicated, right? But I will install it myself, give it to me, I will go back and install it myself, and when Sijian returns home, these equipment will be removed immediately...
After I said this, Leng Bingshuang nodded and took out the phone...