Chapter 268

Leng Bingshuang's message is very short, all of which are numbers, and there are eight numbers in total, and these numbers form a date. I am not unfamiliar with this date. It was the day when Kexin and I got married.

Leng Bingshuang can know, I don't find it strange at all. If Leng Bingshuang wants to investigate, I have no secret to hide it from her.

I tried many passwords, but I didn't expect Leng Bingshuang to use the date of my marriage and Kexin as a password, but after thinking about it, I realized it

The day when Kexin and I got married was the beginning of my happiness and Kexin, but for Leng Bingshuang, it was the beginning of pain. On the day when Kexin and I got married, Leng Bingshuang must have known how she spent that day? I don’t know, Leng Bingshuang didn’t tell me that this date means a lot to Kexin and me, but it’s not the same for Leng Bingshuang? Seeing this password, I felt very painful. One was that I felt sorry for myself. I was hurt by this date and became what I am now. I also felt sorry for Leng Bingshuang. Using this date as a password, her heart should have been so painful and entangled, but she never showed it in front of me before

At this time, Leng Bingshuang sent me the password, so she had guessed what I was doing at this time. I didn't need my followers to report to her secretly. She could also feel it through the phone call just now. She was too smart and knew me too much.

Although all this made me feel like I was invisible in front of Leng Bingshuang, I was not disgusted because she was the only person I trust 100% now. I owe her too much. And if she wanted to harm me, I would have no ability to resist at all.

Just seeing this password, my guilt towards Leng Bingshuang became deeper and reached a high point.

I should have been happy to get the password, but my mood became heavier. Instead, I considered whether to use this password to open this instant monitoring

bite………

The phone rang again, and another text message, also sent by Leng Bingshuang

No matter what decision you make, I support you. As long as you are happy, it is my greatest happiness...

Seeing this text message made me make my final decision. If I am with Leng Bingshuang in the future, I should no longer think about other women. Even if I want to return to Leng Bingshuang, I should still treat her wholeheartedly. If I still think about Kexin like this, it would be too unfair to Leng Bingshuang.

After figuring this out, I rubbed my tight face and entered the password with my trembling hands. The screen of the surveillance system appeared on the screen, which was exactly the same as the various perspectives of the playback, but now it is instant monitoring... What appears in the picture is the picture of my home. No, it should be that my original home has been in more than three years. I finally saw the appearance of my home again, and it is not a video, but an instant look.

It was almost noon, but the room was very dark, as if it was dusk

The hotel suite is bright, and the surveillance image is very dark, but you can still see everything clearly

All the windows in the house were curtained, and no sunlight shone in, only some faint sunlight shone in through the tulle of the curtains

Almost all the decorations in the house have not changed. The original photos are still hung on the walls, and the TV cabinet is also hung on the living room. The wedding photos of me and Kexin are made of the wedding photos of me and Kexin are hung above the door.

Looking around the whole house, there was no one figure. The room seemed messy and no longer the spotless appearance of Ke Xin when she was at home.

Isn't anyone living here anymore? Ke Xin moved to Sijian's courtyard and lived together? Before turning on the surveillance, what I was worried about was that I might see the scene in my dream

But what I see now is different from the dream. Perhaps the scene in the dream is real, but Kexin and Sijian moved to Siheyuan. The two lived happily together. Perhaps they had moved to other places, or they had already gone abroad and got married and had children when they went to a place where no one knew each other.

I mustered up a lot of courage to turn on the instant monitoring at home, but I saw nothing, and I could imagine the disappointment in my heart.

This home has not changed anything, but it was abandoned by Kexin... No, maybe Xin just went out temporarily, maybe she went to work, maybe... I was looking for various possible reasons in my heart to convince myself

However, instant monitoring is not like video playback. It can be fast forwarded and cannot be selected quickly, so I can only wait.

The waiting process was long. I picked up my phone several times and wanted to call Kexin, but in the end I held back because after the phone was connected, I didn't know what to say to Kexin.

I kept adjusting the lenses of each monitor, looking at every corner of my house in detail, constantly focusing the lens closer, and the result really made me see a lot of details, and these details made me feel even colder... The quilt in our bedroom was messy and it was not folded at all. There was an ashtray on the bedside table, with a lot of cigarette butts inside, and under the coffee table in the living room, there were some easy-to-open beer, and there were some flattened easy-to-open cans in the trash cans.

Kexin does not smoke or drink, so these cigarette butts and beer are left by others. Who is this person? Who can drink at Kexin's bed and who can drink at Kexin's house at will? There is only one person, that is Sijian

I leaned against the backrest of the bed, and felt a sense of powerlessness in my heart. The disappointment in my heart can be imagined

Originally, I was still holding a trace of fantasy, but now the fantasy has been shattered, and the pain in my heart is endless. This feeling of heartache is not less than four years ago. It was not until this moment that I was truly sure in my heart that I still love Kexin, even more than Leng Bingshuang. I don’t know why I am so mean, but the feelings in my heart are not something I can control.

Although the living room is very messy and Kexin's bedroom is very messy, the bedroom in Sijian is very clean, as if no one has lived there for a long time

But this feeling once again confirmed my thoughts. If Kexin still lived here, Sijian would definitely come back in the past four years. Sijian didn't need to live in his room at all. He could live in Kexin's bedroom legitimately. The messy quilt in Kexin's bedroom might be the traces left by the two of them after the rain. But when they woke up in the morning, they were too tired and didn't clean the room. They waited to clean up after get off work in the evening, and then messed up... At this time, I grabbed my hair with both hands, and thoughts could not be controlled in my mind. I felt that my brain seemed to be in chaos and my thoughts could no longer be controlled.

At this time, I also realized that I overestimated my ability to withstand stress and underestimated how much I cared about Kexin after waking up

I had to call the doctor in, and finally the doctor gave me a sedative injection and I calmed down. During the period when I lost my memory, my body was often injected with this sedative, which was very harmful to the body, but it was the most effective

After taking the tranquilizer, my mood stabilized and my brain became drowsy, as if I was about to fall asleep

I looked at the computer screen in a daze, and the picture inside was still very quiet

After I pulled my entourage and the doctor back, I lay on the bed and slowly fell asleep. Under the influence of the medicine, I finally could have a good nightmare without nightmares.

Before I fell asleep, I looked at the time. It was around 10:30 in the morning... I don't know how long I had been sleeping. I still wore the computer headset in my ears, because I was still expecting some sounds from the headset to wake me up, but the sounds of door openings and people may never be heard from the headset. This house, the house that once belonged to me and Kexin, has been abandoned and forgotten by her.

Maybe the effect of the medicine has faded, maybe I have slept enough, I woke up slowly, opened my eyes, the room was a little dark, is it already evening now? Who is talking in my ear? Who is it? Only then did I feel a little painful in my ears, it was pinched by the headset, and the sound of speaking came from the headset.

I suddenly thought of something, quickly sat up from the bed, staring at the screen of the laptop computer. The surveillance system has not been turned off, and it is instant, and the sound is emitted from the surveillance......