It took a long time to return to China from the United States. When the plane landed on the ground, it was already dark outside and walked out of the cabin. Feeling the familiar temperature and humidity. Everything was so familiar. Sniffing the air in my hometown, raising my hands and stretching my waist, feeling the slightest comfort in my body.
After taking the plane for several hours, when I got off the plane and smelled the air in my hometown, all my fatigue was relieved and I looked at the time. It was almost midnight. Following the guidance of my assistant, I went to this hotel that I had booked in advance. Leng Bingshuang sent me all the most capable officers around me. I didn't need to worry about everything, such as security, life, etc.
Lying on the big bed in the hotel's luxurious suite, I felt a lot of emotion. Now I feel the most nervous. After so long, what has everything turned out to be? Maybe Xin is completely Sijian's person now!
Forget it, no matter how she is now, I will solve this problem completely anyway! Let’s go to bed now!
I woke up at around 10 o'clock the next morning. After putting on my clothes and washing up, I walked out of the room. As soon as I left the room, a sound rang out: Mr. Xu, you are awake! Then please follow me to have breakfast! I said: OK!
After breakfast! I looked at it and it was almost 11 o'clock now! Then I ordered the men in black to prepare a car for me!
I drove on a familiar street in a black car, and there were cars following me in front and behind, but it was very secretive. Every time I changed lanes and turned, the cars behind would drive to the front and lead the way. I was caught in front and back, but I didn’t feel abrupt. I have to say that the life of the upper class in society is indeed very convenient and so drunk and addictive. But now I don’t have the mood to enjoy these things. As the car gets closer and closer to home, my heart is becoming more and more nervous. The direction I am driving now is the community where my home is, the streets and buildings around me. Everything is so familiar and not much changes.
Less than half an hour later, my car drove into my original community. It was already half past eleven, and the community was still deserted! Maybe it was because everyone was at work!
The season is approaching autumn at this time. The flowers and plants in the central garden of the community have already been dilapidated and the leaves have withered, which seems to echo my mood at this time.
Looking up at the familiar unit building, I was in a very complicated mood. This unit building carries too many memories, including happiness and beauty, and sadness, but now only sad memories and painful memories are left! I took out my phone and turned on the keyboard to enter the phone number in the memory, and then clicked the dial button... accompanied by beep...beep...beep sound, the phone was connected in a few seconds. Hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello's phone rang three blind sounds, and the phone finally connected. Although the sound over there has changed a lot, I can still be sure that it was Kexin's voice. Her voice is no longer as pleasant as before, but it has become more - a feeling of vicissitudes of life.
Hello...Who are you?
I didn't say anything, Ke Xin from there couldn't help but ask again, but this time Ke Xin's voice was obviously trembling and nervous.
I calmed down for a moment and said in a very cold tone: I am Xu Jian, I am downstairs of your house now, and I will give you half an hour to come here to talk! Then, regardless of her reaction, the phone was hung up!
Half an hour later, a black Accord car drove towards me. The license plate number was so familiar. Sijian in the driver's seat could be seen from the front of the car glass. At this time, Sijian turned his head and Kexin in the passenger seat were not sure what he was saying.
I looked at the black Accord car parked in front of me, and I felt a lot of thoughts! As soon as the car stopped, Kexin, who was in the passenger seat, opened the door and rushed towards me. Husband, I thought you were dead. I looked at Kexin's delicate appearance! I thought about it in my mind that the three years after I was not here, and she felt a sense of disgust and pushed her away! Kexin raised her delicate face with tears and looked at me, and I spoke.
When I pushed Kexin away, there was a look of pain on Kexin's face, maybe it was because things had developed to this point, and I no longer had the resentment towards Kexin as before. Maybe it was because I was despair and my heart died. Even now, seeing Kexin and Sijian come together, my heart seems very dull, at most I feel a little bit of heartache? After all, I have been together for so many years, I have pushed Kexin away, but it is just a physical instinct. The subconscious mind doesn't want to have too much contact with her.
Kexin saw me pushing her away, and immediately rushed over again. Seeing this, I didn't want to have physical contact with Kexin. I grabbed Kexin's wrists with both hands, and then said calmly, let's calm down, since I'm back, I'll solve the matter between us before leaving. In the nearby xx teahouse xx room, I opened a private room, go there to talk, Sijian will come together.
Feeling my dullness, Ke Xin's face became even more ugly. She said, husband, we've all gone downstairs, let's go home, and say something at home. When I heard the word "home", my heart suddenly twitched, and my heart twitched. It turned out that I still couldn't forget Ke Xin and would be heartbroken for Ke Xin. In just a moment, my heart became firm. I already have my own child and a cold refrigerator. I looked up at the familiar unit building, as if I was talking to myself that this is still my home?
I let go of my happy wrists. Maybe I heard what I said, but Xin didn't want to pounce on me anymore, so she stood blankly, muttering to herself in her mouth. Home, home, do I have no home?
Kexin staggered and almost fell down. Sijian's attention was always on Kexin's body. He immediately stepped forward to hold Kexin's arm. Maybe Kexin was still dazed until he found that I was staring at her arm. Kexin hurriedly broke free from Sijian's support.
Husband, don't get me wrong. Sijian and I were not what you thought in the past three years. When you disappeared three years ago, Sijian and I had broken off that kind of relationship. Husband, you have to believe me. Ke Xin raised her head and looked full of tears, pointed at the unit building with her fingers, and said to me almost begging. Husband, look, that is our home, it has always been. Please, give me another chance. I will take good care of this home in the future. As he said that, he stepped forward and grabbed my arm.
I took a step back, turned around and walked towards my car resolutely, opened the door of the cab and sat in, and said to Kexin. It's already this point, is it just a misunderstanding? I don't want to care about the relationship between you two. Now I'm just dealing with the matter between us. I'll go to the tea room first. Wait for you ten minutes. I can talk about how to deal with it when you come. If I don't come, I will directly solve it through the law. Don't worry, I won't give you less points. Then I closed the car window, Kexin ran towards my car, patted the window, and shouted loudly that I don't want anything. As long as you can come back and let me do anything, I really can't live without it...
I swept Kexin's face with tears in her face and cried. I still couldn't bear it in my heart, but I wouldn't forgive Kexin anymore, afraid of tasting the broken heart of betrayal again
I can't hear what happened next to Kexin anymore, and I don't want to listen. I drove to the teahouse
When I arrived at the teahouse box, I ordered two cups of boiled water and ordered two cups of the same tea for the other side. In less than five hours, Kexin and Sijian walked in together. Suddenly, they had an illusion that they were like couples, and I became an outsider. Although I had decided to completely break up with Kexin, I still couldn't help feeling disappointed, thinking that it was my wife, but it had become what I used to be.
I said to them in a plain tone, "Sit, since I'm back today, you are willing to come here, so let's handle the matter clearly." After Ke Xin came in, he held each other tightly, as if he wanted to put his nails into his flesh. Ke Xin stared at my face tightly. After sitting down, he still stared at me without blinking, as if I would disappear in the blink of an eye. Sijian lowered his head from beginning to end, and didn't dare to look at me, and sat down with his head down at one glance.
I said straight to the point, I don’t want to pursue your affairs, as well as my own reasons. Maybe I did not do well enough
Kexin heard my words and hurriedly stood up. No, my husband, it was all my fault. I betrayed you. Please forgive me. As he said that, he wanted to walk to the table and kneel down to me. I angrily scolded me, are you using a bitter trick?, can we calm down? I have already said that we are all wrong and have something not good enough, and I am not qualified to let you kneel down to me.
Hearing my words, Ke Xin seemed to realize that this method was really bad. She slowly sat back, put her hands on the table, held the teacup, as if it was cold to get some warmth for herself.
Seeing Kexin helpless look as if she was waiting for a verdict, in addition to the pain, her heart also contained a hint of pleasure and a hint of relief. At least Kexin would be sad and helpless because of me.
I forced myself not to think too much. I looked ahead, didn't look at Kexin, nor did I look at Sijian. Then I said calmly. I hope we can be more honest today and don't think about deceiving ourselves. Can I hide it? Can I do it? I looked at Kexin and Sijian respectively, and then continued to look ahead. Kexin nodded and said quickly. Well, husband, I will never hide it and deceive you again.
Si Jian was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and I continued to say, "Tell me Ke Xin first, let's get divorced. I just finished speaking, Ke Xin trembled all over, and it felt like Ke Xin's orgasm, which made me think of Si Jian and Ke Xin again, which made me more determined to leave Ke Xin's heart.
Ke Xin just now, tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes, and she cried and said, Husband, I don’t want to, I don’t want to divorce, I don’t want to leave you, I’m wrong, I’m really wrong, as long as I don’t leave you, I’ll do anything, please
I couldn't bear to see Kexin's almost collapsed, but I thought that I begged like this when I betrayed the first time, which made me forgive Kexin. As a result, I became even more heartbroken and betrayed. I was already a little disgusted with such Kexin.
I calmly interrupted Kexin and said, I can no longer treat you like I used to. Even if we don’t divorce and get together for a while, you think we can think nothing has happened. As long as you think about everything about you and Sijian, I really can’t be like it’s okay. I am not a robot, and I can’t control my mind’s random thoughts.
Kexin immediately refuted when she heard me. No, we can go back to the same as before. I really love you. I will never see Sijian again and I will never dare to do it again.
Looking at Ke Xin who lowered her head and cried, after she calmed down, I continued to say that I forgive you in the first time before, do you think I really don’t care? When Sijian lived home again, I began to suspicious again, worried about you, and you... Maybe you didn’t notice it yourself. You just said you didn’t dare, it doesn’t mean you don’t want to. You know my body, I don’t want to live such a frightened life.
This time Kexin didn't cry, but just kept muttering to herself. No, no, I can't hear it later. Maybe Kexin himself no longer believes in himself, but Kexin still raised his head stubbornly and stared at me and said. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel that it's not me anymore, but I only know that I am ai you, very ai, I don't want to lose you
I continued to say that I still have to say anything about feelings now. This is no longer a matter of feelings. I admit that I still have feelings for you now, even very deep, but this does not mean that I can forgive you. Since I have spoken out, I will say that you have seen it. My body instinctively resists you. Even if I just touch you, can we still live like this? Are we still a couple?
Hearing my words, Kexin's face suddenly turned pale, and her body lost strength. She sat on the chair. Sijian wanted to help her, but her hand that stretched out stopped and immediately took it back.
Kexin raised her head and started using her bitter flesh scheme again. I hope I can play with her. She said, "Do you know how I got through these three years? I am like a walking corpse every day. If I hadn't known that you should still be alive, I would have been hidden by Leng Biaofrost. I would have been able to survive for a long time. Without you, I really can't live."
I continued, really, I can't go with you again. I told you before. In fact, due to my physical reasons, I can barely accept your physical cheating, but your heart... Kexin interrupted me directly and said, "Really?" That's good. I just let the desire of my body control myself, and I can't control my body, but my heart has not changed. I have not changed my mind. We can still be together again. When I heard Kexin's words, I decided to explain it completely to Kexin, and completely showdown. I pointed at Sijian and paused for a moment and asked, "Do you like him? Do you love him? It's the kind of man and woman. I hope you don't deceive me, let alone deceive yourself. Kexin seemed to be blinded by my question. She was confused on her face. Sijian heard my question and stared at Kexin straight, with expectations in her eyes, and she had a nervous expression.
Ke Xin took a deep breath, staring at me as if she had made up some determination, saying, "No, I don't like it, let alone love it. It's just maternal love, family affection, I have no feelings for Sijian before. After saying that, Ke Xin turned around and looked at Sijian. Although Ke Xin showed calmness and calmness, I still captured the guilt and unbearance in my eyes.
Sijian lowered his head silently, fist tightly, tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes Ke Xin looked at Sijian, and hurriedly turned his head. I couldn't bear to look at me who saw all this in my eyes. I felt a moment of sadness and sighed silently. Is it that now, you still want to deceive me and hide me? Even if I forgive you now and get back together with you, will you still want to deceive me now? Just like before, I used to hide Sijian and date, even... I didn't say it. The more I said, my heart hurts, and my heart's heart also trembled.
Kexin stood up suddenly, with a little angry face, and cried to me, "I didn't lie to you, I really knew I was wrong, I really didn't lie to you, as long as you forgive me, I won't know it will be in the future. I felt that Kexin was a little incoherent, I looked at Kexin quietly. After she calmed down, I lowered my head and closed my eyes, took a deep breath, then opened my eyes again, and made up my mind to let Kexin give up, and said resolutely. Maybe you think, I don't know much about the relationship between you and Sijian, so I will tell you how much I know, do you want to listen? I looked up at Kexin, but a hint of panic flashed in my heart, and I calmed down immediately. Kexin nodded and said lightly.
Remember three years ago, the day when I showed up with you? When you and Sijian were dating, I asked you to arrive at your school within 50 minutes. Where were you at that time? What were you doing? Why did I wait for two hours (it seemed like two hours, it was almost the same) before you arrived. I stopped talking, looked at Kexin, waiting for her answer. Kexin was completely panicked and hurriedly sat down to hide her panic.
Kexin lowered her head and struggled for a while, raised her face, and said with a forced smile on her face a little stuttering. I...I...I was indeed with Sijian... but husband, don't misunderstand, Sijian and I were just... in xx mall... I was shopping, afraid of being seen by acquaintances, so I went... far away, it was late when I arrived at school. Husband, I was wrong. I will never dare to see me again in the future. I will definitely arrive as soon as possible. I heard Kexin's answer. I had no feeling anymore. It's completely impossible between me and Kexin. Now, besides lies and cheating, what else can I forgive.
I didn't expose Kexin, so what if I expose it, do you know? I waited for you for two hours, but I saw that you and Sijian came together. Do you know? At that time, I looked at you from a distance, quite a match, haha. Speaking of this, I looked at Kexin, and saw that Kexin was just lowering her head, her shoulders trembled, and tears fell on the table. Her hands tightly held each other, which seemed extremely pity. It made people want to cherish me and stop talking. I couldn't bear to Sijian also lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking, it should be very panicked. After about half a minute, I broke the peace and looked at Kexin's lowered head and asked. Do you want me to continue talking?
Ke Xin didn't look up and didn't say anything. It seemed that she was still lucky. She thought I didn't know much, and at most she knew that they had a physical relationship. Look, Ke Xin didn't say anything. I continued to say, do you know? If you can come back within fifty minutes, there might be room for everything to be restored. But Ke Xin, you disappointed me too much. Even if you come late, I can feel better if you feel a little guilt or apologized, but you... don't
At this moment, my voice began to tremble
I stopped telling and calmed down my trembling body. Kexin heard this and looked up at the wall in front of me blankly, as if recalling the events of that day. The box was quiet in the box. As time passed, about ten seconds, there were more and more tears on my face. The sound of sobbing and crying felt like I was about to die. Maybe Kexin clearly remembered the events of that day, remembering how I turned upside down with my lover that day, and the next moment, facing my husband who had been waiting for me for two hours. Not to make my husband feel at ease and pray for my husband's forgiveness, but to beg for my husband's forgiveness, but to beg for my husband's anger at the husband.
Seeing that I didn't continue talking, Ke Xin slowly calmed down, lowered her head and sobbed gently, just said softly on her mouth. No, wu... Woo... I'm not like this, sorry, sorry, wu... I was wrong... Woo... I didn't say it, just looked at Ke Xin's head calmly. Ke Xin felt that I was looking at her, looked up at me, and immediately lowered her head in panic. Si Jian also lowered her head silently.
I saw that I was silent and didn't say anything. I was so depressed that I continued, "Do you have nothing to say?" But I felt unwilling to accept it on my face. I looked up at me and said stutteringly, "No... That's it, I... I was wrong. I wasn't angry at that time. Maybe it was me... I was anxious to go on the road, old... Husband, you must have read it wrong."
I looked at Kexin calmly and said to her. Now, do you still need to hide it from me? In fact, this has happened. I hope you can be honest with me earlier and tell me anything, instead of what you think of beforehand, it was him. I pointed at Sijian. Maybe you didn't realize it yourself, just say today, I just asked you to come to see me. You did find Sijian. It's not yet explained that you instinctively regarded him as a support?
Kexin just looked at me like this, and I also looked at her eyes, her lips trembled and wanted to say something. I...I... This time Kexin didn't choose to deny it anymore. She also knew that if she was cheating on me, she would really treat me as a fool. Kexin turned her face to Sijian again. Looking at him, it seemed that she hoped Sijian could say something for her.
However, Sijian has been silent since he entered the private room, and he didn't look up at Ke Xin. I clearly saw disappointment in Ke Xin's eyes, and was disappointed with Sijian's silence.
That day, do you remember that we were separated in your small courtyard house in the courtyard? It was Ah, that is your home, Kexin, you have done this level, and said that you only have feelings for me and love me alone. Do you think I can believe it? Home Ah, the meaning is completely different. Kexin just kept talking softly, no, no, even she herself didn't know what to say to refute me. In your home, I put the keys to my and your home, real estate certificate, and car deposits in it. Actually, I discovered your so-called home many days ago. When I said this, Kexin suddenly screamed, which scared Sijian and I. Ah, husband, no, that's not my home, there is only one home, it's me and yours, no, I was wrong, it's really wrong. Kexin started to burst into tears again, feeling that everyone was crying (I dragged myself in, so dizzy)Are you two very strange how I got in? I don’t want to hide it now. When I knew the courtyard, I secretly got the key. When I said this, I paused for a moment, looking at Kexin, Kexin also looked at me. I looked at Kexin’s eyes and said, “I was still installing surveillance monitors there… Before I finished speaking, Kexin’s body softened and fell from the chair to the ground. Sijian and I almost supported Kexin and Sijian. I helped Sijian and I stood on the chair at the same time. Kexin hurriedly broke free from Sijian’s hand, and then hugged my arm tightly with both hands, not letting me pull away and said cryingly, Husband, don’t leave, don’t leave me, don’t leave me
Looking at Ke Xin who started to make trouble again, I was overwhelmed and continued to say Ke Xin, can we be more rational? Do you think this is good for me? It will only make me more difficult. Today I said everything I should say, I hope you can calm down and think about it carefully. If you keep doing this, then I can only use the law. I will definitely divorce you. I can't stand you like that. Do you know? Even if you won't make mistakes again in the future, the barrier in my heart will not disappear. I'm sorry. I don't know why I said sorry. Maybe it's because Ke Xin is helpless now that people can't bear to hurt. Hearing me, I'm sorry, but I started to cry again on my face. However, after listening to my words, Ke Xin was obviously much calmer and let go of my hand. I was stunned for a long time. I don't know what she understood. Youyou said,Husband, I hope I can still call you like this before divorce. You are not sorry for me. It's all my fault. You are good enough. Indeed, you have forgiven me once, but I hurt you again. It's because I don't know how to cherish it, and I lost you again. The person I'm sorry is me. Yes, if you make mistakes, you should be punished and will not bother you anymore. I know how to do it. Ke Xin stopped talking after she finished speaking. She sat in a daze on the chair and heard Ke Xin's words. My heart twitched and couldn't help but fantasize that if there was no Sijian and nothing happened, then Ke Xin would be my wife. How good would it be.
I sighed, shook my head, and threw all these unrealistic ideas out of my head. I said to Kexin that well, I will prepare the divorce agreement tomorrow, and I will send someone to pick you up to the Civil Affairs Bureau. After listening to my words, Kexin's face dimly. However, this time Kexin did not cry anymore, but looked at me quietly and nodded and said, "Well, I don't need to pick me up." Let me know, I will go by myself. I don't expect that I will cause trouble for you now."
Now Kexin's matter has been almost done, and it's just about to divorce, so I will get tomorrow. I turned to look at Sijian. I didn't know what to say for a moment. I was silent for a while and said to Sijian. Sijian, do you still hate me until now? Sijian looked up at me without hesitation. Now he is willing to go out, no longer as if he was afraid of his head lowering his head, and said with gritted teeth. Hate, hate more than ever. Sijian's words are full of deep hatred, which makes me a little puzzled. What made him crueler me? I will know his next sentence soon. Because you, let my mother make me live such a miserable life when I was a child. My mother was so sad even to die. Now you still want to steal my Kexin. What's the good thing about you? Let them be so good to you. I will be able to treat you so well.
You are just a coward, haha, even my lover can't keep my mother like this, but the same is true for my heart. Coward. Hearing Sijian's words made me unable to help but get up and throw my right hand towards Sijian's face, but I still didn't fight. It's all this time. What can I do if I beat you? No matter what, my son is not angry, and he just mutters to himself sadly. It's Ah, am I really a coward? You can't even beat you up angry. You'll leave me and have a good family. This makes me feel inexplicably heartache. Ke Xin also covered her face and cried a few times. Looking up at me, I wanted to say something, but in the end I didn't say it. I think it would make the three of them more painful to say it.
Although Sijian's words hurt me, I still have to calm down and deal with Sijian. I sorted out my thoughts and said to Sijian. I can't control you now, let alone you hate me so much. I hate you too. It's you that made me lose my wife and my family, but no matter how you say it, it's my son, I can't really treat you like you, and I can't care about you as a son anymore. You're 18 years old now and are adults. From now on, you are you, I am me, no longer a father and son. I will give you a sum of money, not too much, not too little. Don't refuse. We will be fine if you take this money.
After hearing my words, Ke Xin was stunned and looked at me for a while, but she didn't say anything Sijian saw that I was so calm, and I was not angry, maybe I was very disappointed. Sijian was silent for a while and said, OK, you and I are not father and son in the future. In fact, I have never really thought you were my father. I only hate you for you. I will take the money I deserve. Don't worry, even if I am a beggar outside in the future, I will not ask you for a penny. You don't have to worry that I will pester you and not let you go.
Sijian's words did not make me feel anything special, and I responded without any sorrow or joy. OK, I hope you will do what you say. We will not owe each other in the future. I called the bodyguard and said to the bodyguard that he would go downstairs later. You gave him the prepared things, so I hung up the phone. In fact, I had already thought about Sijian's handling, and also asked the bodyguard to prepare some money. Today, Kexin took Sijian together, so don't look for it alone. Then he told Sijian. Okay, you can go down. There will be someone looking for you at the door. You can do it yourself in the future.
Sijian stood up and looked at Kexin who lowered his head and was silent. Kexin, let's go together. This coward is not worthy of your treatment like this. I will treat you well in the future. Now, Sijian has no scruples anymore. He dares to say anything, and he is so straightforward to Kexin's words.
When Sijian finished speaking and letting Kexin go together, I felt nervous. Although I was very determined and cold to Kexin today, I knew it was rare to completely forget her. It was impossible. I could only let time dilute the past.
Fortunately, Ke Xin still lowered her head, shook her head and said softly, "Go away, today I'll come to see Xu Jian together, just want to break up with you in front of him, hope to get his forgiveness, and hope to give me another chance." Ke Xin paused for a moment, took a deep breath, and looked up at the front and continued to say, "It's Ah, I want to get your forgiveness, and I've always deceived you, and I've become like I don't know myself anymore. Haha, I can't forgive myself, and I have any face to let you forgive me, let alone you have forgiven me once, but I, how could I become like this after trampling on your trust? As I said that, Ke Xin started crying again, and at the same time, covering her mouth and nose with her hands to prevent herself from crying. I thought, Ke Xin doesn't want to use this kind of pity to win my sympathy."
Ke Xin calmed down and continued, Husband, you said I changed my mind, and said you liked and even fell in love with him. I really don’t know, maybe it’s true, I dare not admit it, I’m afraid of such self, and hate such self
Ke Xin paused and said, although it was ridiculous, I still want to say, husband, my love for you has never changed, do you believe me? Ke Xin stared at me with her eyes full of expectations and panic. I didn't say anything, but turned my head to the side, and did not admit or deny the answer to me. Ke Xin sobbed a few more times, and then smiled with a self-deprecating smile. It's Ah, I fell in love with other men, built a home with other men outside. When my husband needed me, when I waited for me, I was still dissatisfied and did such a shameful thing on the phone. Husband, you thought I deliberately insulted you and laughed at you. I really **, and I still made you believe me. Haha, can a woman like me still believe it?
After saying that, Kexin lay on the table, her shoulders trembled and cried. I could see that Kexin was patient and let herself cry. Sijian heard Kexin's words, glanced at Kexin and then quickly walked out of the box.
The private room was quiet, and only Kexin cried softly
Just quiet for a minute, I got up and said to Kexin, "Okay, stop crying, go back, I'll let you know my business tomorrow. I looked at my watch and it was almost 2:30. I didn't expect that I had been talking here for more than two hours. Although I didn't have lunch, I didn't feel hungry at all.
Looking at Ke Xin who was still sobbing quietly on the table, she asked her to go back by herself and said to her that she would not feel at ease. You asked you to go back alone like this. I am not feeling at ease. I will send a bodyguard to take you back later. Don't refuse.
My tone was very heavy. Somehow, after hearing my words, I cried even more sadly, and said sadly, "Husband, you... you are so good... OK, and you still... will still care about me, I am so... I hate myself so much, I am so stupid.
I walked towards the door step by step, my steps were a little heavy, and I deliberately slowed down. I didn’t know what I was looking forward to. Was Hope Kexin called me?
When I was thinking about it, Kexin's voice came from behind. Husband, I can't call you like this again after tomorrow. After tomorrow, I will really lose you completely. Just think that I am in our home, at least now, let me make dinner for you and have dinner with me. OK? Husband Kexin's tone is really humble to the soil
This kind of Kexin made me think about it. I really don’t want to communicate too much with Kexin. I am afraid that I will finally pretend to be indifferent this time and be afraid that I will hesitate again. If I had discovered that Kexin and Sijian were not wrong yet, I would be tough and show off with them directly and send Sijian away. It would not have developed into what I am like now. Alas, I was so tough.
This time I came back just to break up with the past, and live a peaceful life with Leng Bingshuang in the future, otherwise I would always have a bump in my heart. I turned my head and looked at Kexin, Kua Pity, and looked at my prayer. I sighed inwardly and said, "Okay, I'll let the bodyguard take you back first. I have something to do. I'll go there at five o'clock."
After saying that, I no longer hesitated, opened the door and walked out of the private room. When I arrived at the entrance of the teahouse, I took a deep breath, and then told the bodyguard to send Kexin back later. I got into the car and drove, wandering around in this city that I had been away from for three years.
I didn't deliberately care about the time, just drive like this, suddenly I wanted to go to the place where I used to work, so I drove over, and didn't go in, but just looked at it not far away, and then I drove the car to the school where Kexin used to work. I didn't know if she is still working here and didn't get off, just sitting in the car and staring blankly and then thinking a little bit. I don't know what I was thinking. I shook my head, stayed for a while and drove away, and started to drive aimlessly and inadvertently take a look at the time in the car. I didn't expect that it would be five o'clock in a few minutes. I thought, go and have a meal with Kexin, which can be considered a better ending for me and her. Then I drove to my previous home in the car.
It turned out that I had already driven a lot of roads before I knew it. When I drove downstairs of the unit building, I got off and looked at my watch. At 5:42, I was very calm and didn't hurry back because I was going to be late. Maybe it was because I was a little timid to go back to this house.
When I arrived at the door of my former house, I calmed down and knocked on the door within three seconds. When I saw Kexin, who looked anxious, I knew she had been waiting.
You are here. Kexin saw that it was me, and she was happy and nervous to let the door open. After I entered the door, Kexin said to me gratefully. Thank you, I am willing to go home.
I heard Kexin bit the word "home" very seriously, and knew that Kexin should still want to win back me. I didn't have any special expression on my face. I accidentally saw the sofa in the living room. Kexin had underwear hanging under her feet. She sat between Sijian's legs like that. Sijian was lying flat and chatting with Kexin with satisfaction. Kexin even wanted to call me. This scene had a deep impression of me. I thought to myself, where did you put me at that time? I was so cruel to me, but I could only hide. Why didn't I rush out and beat them? Is it because I was cowardly and afraid of losing Kexin?
Kexin closed the door after I entered the door and quickly brought the cooked dishes to the table. I stood a few meters away from the sofa, and then I was stunned. Then the unbearable scenes of Kexin and Sijian flashed in my mind, the scene of having an affair behind me, and the various impressions of their conversation were that Sijian asked Kexin to not mention me when they were alone, nor could they call me husband. Kexin actually agreed to the expressions they showed together, and Kexin's occasional laughter, only between lovers, Kexin at that time, did I still have me in my heart if I had me, would I be so intimate with other men? Now I say I love me and don't want me to leave her. Is this all fake or is it that Kexin just doesn't want our relationship for many years? Just break it like this, maybe even Kexin herself can't tell me. She loves me now, but she is just dependent on family affection, and she is reluctant to give up.
Looking back on the scenes of the two people in the surveillance of the Siheyuan, they really rarely talk about me. It's Ah, that's their world of two people. There are also a few times when I called to observe. Some of them were just worried about whether I would find out. The guilt of betraying me is rarely seen and I will only try to satisfy Sijian.
Thinking of this, my whole body became soft and my heart was cold. I felt so sad. I even had fantasies about Kexin. She loved only me. Even if I still had feelings for me, I would not be more than Sijian. Otherwise, why would Kexin do this suddenly? I don’t want to stay here anymore. When I divorce tomorrow, I will go back to the United States to find my lover and children, and I can also bring Leng Bingshuang and children (what is this child called? I forgot, who will remind me) to live in this city.
(PS: This chapter was written by me based on my feelings. Xu Jian monitored Kexin and the other two. There may be a big deviation. Kexin did not show that Ai Sijian. However, I think that since Kexin concealed and deceived Xu Jian to build a love nest with a puppy outside, it has already explained a lot. The main reason is to abuse Kexin later. Don’t criticize me. It is completely different from the original work. Thank you.) During my sad moment, Kexin had already prepared all the food. Kexin walked towards me and reached out to my arm with both hands, and said happily. Husband, the meal is ready. Come and eat the meal I have made for a long time. I must eat more today. When I heard the words "Husband, Wife," I said, "I took a step back and avoided the hand that Kexin grabbed my arm." Husband, Wife, a few words. I heard Kexin's words, "Husband, Wife," I took a step back and avoided Kexin's hand that grabbed my arm.
This time, not only did I not want to have contact with Kexin, but I was very resistant to staying with Kexin.
Kexin saw me back, her hands reached halfway and stopped there, looking at me with disappointment on her face. She retracted her hands and wiped them on her apron, but she immediately showed a far-fetched smile and said to me that she could eat, come and sit. After that, she turned around and walked to the dining table to sit down, looking at me
Thinking of all the past, I don’t have any appetite now, and I’m even a little nauseous. Ke Xin’s moans and Ke Xin’s words are all stimulating me. I want to grab the door and don’t want to face Ke Xin again.
In the end, I still didn't leave. I thought about it, it was already here. It's meaningless to worry about it. I'll stay with her for a while and calm down, so that I don't look strange and no longer think about it.
I walked towards the dining table, pulled the chair open and sat down, but I didn't go to get the food, but said calmly to Kexin, "Eat quickly, I didn't eat lunch, eat more." Kexin said um, picked up the bowls and chopsticks to prepare for dinner, but seeing that I didn't move, I said in confusion, Husband, you eat too, what you cook today is your favorite food, and as he said, "As I said, I picked up a chopstick dish in my bowl, I still didn't move, and looked at Kexin calmly and said, "Eat, I'm not hungry, and I don't have much appetite, so I won't eat anymore. I'll leave when you finish eating. I'm a little tired today, go to rest early."
Before I finished speaking, Ke Xin's tears flowed out again. His hand holding the bowl shook a little and said to me in a loud voice, Husband, you hate me so much now... My hand instinctively slapped the table, scaring Ke Xin so much that he didn't continue talking. I gritted my teeth and said to Ke Xin, really, don't call me like this, just call my name directly. Since you promised him not to call me Lao~ Husband, it would be great not to call me again. Ke Xin's face was a little confused and pale, and she didn't react to what I meant. Put down the bowl and chopsticks, looked at me in confusion, Old~, I stood up and looked at Ke Xin coldly, and at the same time said coldly. I have said, don't call me like this, I don't want to say it again for the third time.
Ke Xin also hurriedly stood up, OK... OK... OK, I won't call you anymore, what's wrong with you? What did I promise him not to call him Lao~, did I do something wrong? Tell me, I will change it
I know I was impulsive. It was not good for everyone to say something. I shook my head and sat down again and said, "It's nothing, sit down, eat quickly, I'm leaving if you eat well. I know my expression, and my words, and my tone of speaking are very cold, which makes people scared. But I don't want to consider Kexin's feelings anymore. It's Ah. Did she consider my feelings when she did those things, wonder if I would be sad, uncomfortable and painful. I don't think she didn't.
Since she doesn't, why should I care about her? It's better to completely cut it off.
Kexin was choking like that. I knew that Kexin and I were in my current state and I couldn't eat this meal anymore.
I stood up and planned to leave. I was silent for a while, calmed myself down and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say. I sighed and said, I'm leaving, you have a good rest, just as I'm about to turn around and walk towards the door
Kexin raised her head and shouted quietly, wait
Kexin rested on the bowls and chopsticks, and stood up, looking at me blankly. I turned my head to the other side and didn't look at Kexin's eyes. Kexin said quietly with a crying voice. It turns out that you know, I still want to let you pity me, forgive me, it's really ridiculous. When I heard these things you said today, I realized that I have done so many shameful things, and I will not explain so many things that hurt you, nor can I explain them. The important thing is that you won't believe me, I won't forgive me, and I am not worthy of your belief.
Now I know how much you hate me and disgus me, but even so, you are willing to see me after you come back and talk to me. Pause and continue to say that you will take care of my feelings. I wish I could kill myself. How could I be so cruel? I hate myself so much. After saying that, I raised my right hand and slapped my pale face. Two overlapping slaps were reflected so fast that I couldn't stop it.
Seeing Kexin's hand lifted up again, I still had to continue hitting it. I took a step forward and grabbed Kexin's right wrist. I used force to stop Kexin from continuing to hit it. I grabbed Kexin's wrist with my right hand, looking at Kexin's slightly swollen cheeks with a little heartache.
I said helplessly, Kexin, you don’t need to do this. I say these things. It’s not up to you to be self-harm. Be calm? I let go of Kexin’s hand, Kexin didn’t continue to hit myself. I continued until I said it, don’t think that I can come back. Everything you have in the past has exceeded the bottom line that I can accept. I can’t overcome the obstacles in my heart and...
After taking the plane for several hours, when I got off the plane and smelled the air in my hometown, all my fatigue was relieved and I looked at the time. It was almost midnight. Following the guidance of my assistant, I went to this hotel that I had booked in advance. Leng Bingshuang sent me all the most capable officers around me. I didn't need to worry about everything, such as security, life, etc.
Lying on the big bed in the hotel's luxurious suite, I felt a lot of emotion. Now I feel the most nervous. After so long, what has everything turned out to be? Maybe Xin is completely Sijian's person now!
Forget it, no matter how she is now, I will solve this problem completely anyway! Let’s go to bed now!
I woke up at around 10 o'clock the next morning. After putting on my clothes and washing up, I walked out of the room. As soon as I left the room, a sound rang out: Mr. Xu, you are awake! Then please follow me to have breakfast! I said: OK!
After breakfast! I looked at it and it was almost 11 o'clock now! Then I ordered the men in black to prepare a car for me!
I drove on a familiar street in a black car, and there were cars following me in front and behind, but it was very secretive. Every time I changed lanes and turned, the cars behind would drive to the front and lead the way. I was caught in front and back, but I didn’t feel abrupt. I have to say that the life of the upper class in society is indeed very convenient and so drunk and addictive. But now I don’t have the mood to enjoy these things. As the car gets closer and closer to home, my heart is becoming more and more nervous. The direction I am driving now is the community where my home is, the streets and buildings around me. Everything is so familiar and not much changes.
Less than half an hour later, my car drove into my original community. It was already half past eleven, and the community was still deserted! Maybe it was because everyone was at work!
The season is approaching autumn at this time. The flowers and plants in the central garden of the community have already been dilapidated and the leaves have withered, which seems to echo my mood at this time.
Looking up at the familiar unit building, I was in a very complicated mood. This unit building carries too many memories, including happiness and beauty, and sadness, but now only sad memories and painful memories are left! I took out my phone and turned on the keyboard to enter the phone number in the memory, and then clicked the dial button... accompanied by beep...beep...beep sound, the phone was connected in a few seconds. Hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello...hello's phone rang three blind sounds, and the phone finally connected. Although the sound over there has changed a lot, I can still be sure that it was Kexin's voice. Her voice is no longer as pleasant as before, but it has become more - a feeling of vicissitudes of life.
Hello...Who are you?
I didn't say anything, Ke Xin from there couldn't help but ask again, but this time Ke Xin's voice was obviously trembling and nervous.
I calmed down for a moment and said in a very cold tone: I am Xu Jian, I am downstairs of your house now, and I will give you half an hour to come here to talk! Then, regardless of her reaction, the phone was hung up!
Half an hour later, a black Accord car drove towards me. The license plate number was so familiar. Sijian in the driver's seat could be seen from the front of the car glass. At this time, Sijian turned his head and Kexin in the passenger seat were not sure what he was saying.
I looked at the black Accord car parked in front of me, and I felt a lot of thoughts! As soon as the car stopped, Kexin, who was in the passenger seat, opened the door and rushed towards me. Husband, I thought you were dead. I looked at Kexin's delicate appearance! I thought about it in my mind that the three years after I was not here, and she felt a sense of disgust and pushed her away! Kexin raised her delicate face with tears and looked at me, and I spoke.
When I pushed Kexin away, there was a look of pain on Kexin's face, maybe it was because things had developed to this point, and I no longer had the resentment towards Kexin as before. Maybe it was because I was despair and my heart died. Even now, seeing Kexin and Sijian come together, my heart seems very dull, at most I feel a little bit of heartache? After all, I have been together for so many years, I have pushed Kexin away, but it is just a physical instinct. The subconscious mind doesn't want to have too much contact with her.
Kexin saw me pushing her away, and immediately rushed over again. Seeing this, I didn't want to have physical contact with Kexin. I grabbed Kexin's wrists with both hands, and then said calmly, let's calm down, since I'm back, I'll solve the matter between us before leaving. In the nearby xx teahouse xx room, I opened a private room, go there to talk, Sijian will come together.
Feeling my dullness, Ke Xin's face became even more ugly. She said, husband, we've all gone downstairs, let's go home, and say something at home. When I heard the word "home", my heart suddenly twitched, and my heart twitched. It turned out that I still couldn't forget Ke Xin and would be heartbroken for Ke Xin. In just a moment, my heart became firm. I already have my own child and a cold refrigerator. I looked up at the familiar unit building, as if I was talking to myself that this is still my home?
I let go of my happy wrists. Maybe I heard what I said, but Xin didn't want to pounce on me anymore, so she stood blankly, muttering to herself in her mouth. Home, home, do I have no home?
Kexin staggered and almost fell down. Sijian's attention was always on Kexin's body. He immediately stepped forward to hold Kexin's arm. Maybe Kexin was still dazed until he found that I was staring at her arm. Kexin hurriedly broke free from Sijian's support.
Husband, don't get me wrong. Sijian and I were not what you thought in the past three years. When you disappeared three years ago, Sijian and I had broken off that kind of relationship. Husband, you have to believe me. Ke Xin raised her head and looked full of tears, pointed at the unit building with her fingers, and said to me almost begging. Husband, look, that is our home, it has always been. Please, give me another chance. I will take good care of this home in the future. As he said that, he stepped forward and grabbed my arm.
I took a step back, turned around and walked towards my car resolutely, opened the door of the cab and sat in, and said to Kexin. It's already this point, is it just a misunderstanding? I don't want to care about the relationship between you two. Now I'm just dealing with the matter between us. I'll go to the tea room first. Wait for you ten minutes. I can talk about how to deal with it when you come. If I don't come, I will directly solve it through the law. Don't worry, I won't give you less points. Then I closed the car window, Kexin ran towards my car, patted the window, and shouted loudly that I don't want anything. As long as you can come back and let me do anything, I really can't live without it...
I swept Kexin's face with tears in her face and cried. I still couldn't bear it in my heart, but I wouldn't forgive Kexin anymore, afraid of tasting the broken heart of betrayal again
I can't hear what happened next to Kexin anymore, and I don't want to listen. I drove to the teahouse
When I arrived at the teahouse box, I ordered two cups of boiled water and ordered two cups of the same tea for the other side. In less than five hours, Kexin and Sijian walked in together. Suddenly, they had an illusion that they were like couples, and I became an outsider. Although I had decided to completely break up with Kexin, I still couldn't help feeling disappointed, thinking that it was my wife, but it had become what I used to be.
I said to them in a plain tone, "Sit, since I'm back today, you are willing to come here, so let's handle the matter clearly." After Ke Xin came in, he held each other tightly, as if he wanted to put his nails into his flesh. Ke Xin stared at my face tightly. After sitting down, he still stared at me without blinking, as if I would disappear in the blink of an eye. Sijian lowered his head from beginning to end, and didn't dare to look at me, and sat down with his head down at one glance.
I said straight to the point, I don’t want to pursue your affairs, as well as my own reasons. Maybe I did not do well enough
Kexin heard my words and hurriedly stood up. No, my husband, it was all my fault. I betrayed you. Please forgive me. As he said that, he wanted to walk to the table and kneel down to me. I angrily scolded me, are you using a bitter trick?, can we calm down? I have already said that we are all wrong and have something not good enough, and I am not qualified to let you kneel down to me.
Hearing my words, Ke Xin seemed to realize that this method was really bad. She slowly sat back, put her hands on the table, held the teacup, as if it was cold to get some warmth for herself.
Seeing Kexin helpless look as if she was waiting for a verdict, in addition to the pain, her heart also contained a hint of pleasure and a hint of relief. At least Kexin would be sad and helpless because of me.
I forced myself not to think too much. I looked ahead, didn't look at Kexin, nor did I look at Sijian. Then I said calmly. I hope we can be more honest today and don't think about deceiving ourselves. Can I hide it? Can I do it? I looked at Kexin and Sijian respectively, and then continued to look ahead. Kexin nodded and said quickly. Well, husband, I will never hide it and deceive you again.
Si Jian was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and I continued to say, "Tell me Ke Xin first, let's get divorced. I just finished speaking, Ke Xin trembled all over, and it felt like Ke Xin's orgasm, which made me think of Si Jian and Ke Xin again, which made me more determined to leave Ke Xin's heart.
Ke Xin just now, tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes, and she cried and said, Husband, I don’t want to, I don’t want to divorce, I don’t want to leave you, I’m wrong, I’m really wrong, as long as I don’t leave you, I’ll do anything, please
I couldn't bear to see Kexin's almost collapsed, but I thought that I begged like this when I betrayed the first time, which made me forgive Kexin. As a result, I became even more heartbroken and betrayed. I was already a little disgusted with such Kexin.
I calmly interrupted Kexin and said, I can no longer treat you like I used to. Even if we don’t divorce and get together for a while, you think we can think nothing has happened. As long as you think about everything about you and Sijian, I really can’t be like it’s okay. I am not a robot, and I can’t control my mind’s random thoughts.
Kexin immediately refuted when she heard me. No, we can go back to the same as before. I really love you. I will never see Sijian again and I will never dare to do it again.
Looking at Ke Xin who lowered her head and cried, after she calmed down, I continued to say that I forgive you in the first time before, do you think I really don’t care? When Sijian lived home again, I began to suspicious again, worried about you, and you... Maybe you didn’t notice it yourself. You just said you didn’t dare, it doesn’t mean you don’t want to. You know my body, I don’t want to live such a frightened life.
This time Kexin didn't cry, but just kept muttering to herself. No, no, I can't hear it later. Maybe Kexin himself no longer believes in himself, but Kexin still raised his head stubbornly and stared at me and said. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel that it's not me anymore, but I only know that I am ai you, very ai, I don't want to lose you
I continued to say that I still have to say anything about feelings now. This is no longer a matter of feelings. I admit that I still have feelings for you now, even very deep, but this does not mean that I can forgive you. Since I have spoken out, I will say that you have seen it. My body instinctively resists you. Even if I just touch you, can we still live like this? Are we still a couple?
Hearing my words, Kexin's face suddenly turned pale, and her body lost strength. She sat on the chair. Sijian wanted to help her, but her hand that stretched out stopped and immediately took it back.
Kexin raised her head and started using her bitter flesh scheme again. I hope I can play with her. She said, "Do you know how I got through these three years? I am like a walking corpse every day. If I hadn't known that you should still be alive, I would have been hidden by Leng Biaofrost. I would have been able to survive for a long time. Without you, I really can't live."
I continued, really, I can't go with you again. I told you before. In fact, due to my physical reasons, I can barely accept your physical cheating, but your heart... Kexin interrupted me directly and said, "Really?" That's good. I just let the desire of my body control myself, and I can't control my body, but my heart has not changed. I have not changed my mind. We can still be together again. When I heard Kexin's words, I decided to explain it completely to Kexin, and completely showdown. I pointed at Sijian and paused for a moment and asked, "Do you like him? Do you love him? It's the kind of man and woman. I hope you don't deceive me, let alone deceive yourself. Kexin seemed to be blinded by my question. She was confused on her face. Sijian heard my question and stared at Kexin straight, with expectations in her eyes, and she had a nervous expression.
Ke Xin took a deep breath, staring at me as if she had made up some determination, saying, "No, I don't like it, let alone love it. It's just maternal love, family affection, I have no feelings for Sijian before. After saying that, Ke Xin turned around and looked at Sijian. Although Ke Xin showed calmness and calmness, I still captured the guilt and unbearance in my eyes.
Sijian lowered his head silently, fist tightly, tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes Ke Xin looked at Sijian, and hurriedly turned his head. I couldn't bear to look at me who saw all this in my eyes. I felt a moment of sadness and sighed silently. Is it that now, you still want to deceive me and hide me? Even if I forgive you now and get back together with you, will you still want to deceive me now? Just like before, I used to hide Sijian and date, even... I didn't say it. The more I said, my heart hurts, and my heart's heart also trembled.
Kexin stood up suddenly, with a little angry face, and cried to me, "I didn't lie to you, I really knew I was wrong, I really didn't lie to you, as long as you forgive me, I won't know it will be in the future. I felt that Kexin was a little incoherent, I looked at Kexin quietly. After she calmed down, I lowered my head and closed my eyes, took a deep breath, then opened my eyes again, and made up my mind to let Kexin give up, and said resolutely. Maybe you think, I don't know much about the relationship between you and Sijian, so I will tell you how much I know, do you want to listen? I looked up at Kexin, but a hint of panic flashed in my heart, and I calmed down immediately. Kexin nodded and said lightly.
Remember three years ago, the day when I showed up with you? When you and Sijian were dating, I asked you to arrive at your school within 50 minutes. Where were you at that time? What were you doing? Why did I wait for two hours (it seemed like two hours, it was almost the same) before you arrived. I stopped talking, looked at Kexin, waiting for her answer. Kexin was completely panicked and hurriedly sat down to hide her panic.
Kexin lowered her head and struggled for a while, raised her face, and said with a forced smile on her face a little stuttering. I...I...I was indeed with Sijian... but husband, don't misunderstand, Sijian and I were just... in xx mall... I was shopping, afraid of being seen by acquaintances, so I went... far away, it was late when I arrived at school. Husband, I was wrong. I will never dare to see me again in the future. I will definitely arrive as soon as possible. I heard Kexin's answer. I had no feeling anymore. It's completely impossible between me and Kexin. Now, besides lies and cheating, what else can I forgive.
I didn't expose Kexin, so what if I expose it, do you know? I waited for you for two hours, but I saw that you and Sijian came together. Do you know? At that time, I looked at you from a distance, quite a match, haha. Speaking of this, I looked at Kexin, and saw that Kexin was just lowering her head, her shoulders trembled, and tears fell on the table. Her hands tightly held each other, which seemed extremely pity. It made people want to cherish me and stop talking. I couldn't bear to Sijian also lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking, it should be very panicked. After about half a minute, I broke the peace and looked at Kexin's lowered head and asked. Do you want me to continue talking?
Ke Xin didn't look up and didn't say anything. It seemed that she was still lucky. She thought I didn't know much, and at most she knew that they had a physical relationship. Look, Ke Xin didn't say anything. I continued to say, do you know? If you can come back within fifty minutes, there might be room for everything to be restored. But Ke Xin, you disappointed me too much. Even if you come late, I can feel better if you feel a little guilt or apologized, but you... don't
At this moment, my voice began to tremble
I stopped telling and calmed down my trembling body. Kexin heard this and looked up at the wall in front of me blankly, as if recalling the events of that day. The box was quiet in the box. As time passed, about ten seconds, there were more and more tears on my face. The sound of sobbing and crying felt like I was about to die. Maybe Kexin clearly remembered the events of that day, remembering how I turned upside down with my lover that day, and the next moment, facing my husband who had been waiting for me for two hours. Not to make my husband feel at ease and pray for my husband's forgiveness, but to beg for my husband's forgiveness, but to beg for my husband's anger at the husband.
Seeing that I didn't continue talking, Ke Xin slowly calmed down, lowered her head and sobbed gently, just said softly on her mouth. No, wu... Woo... I'm not like this, sorry, sorry, wu... I was wrong... Woo... I didn't say it, just looked at Ke Xin's head calmly. Ke Xin felt that I was looking at her, looked up at me, and immediately lowered her head in panic. Si Jian also lowered her head silently.
I saw that I was silent and didn't say anything. I was so depressed that I continued, "Do you have nothing to say?" But I felt unwilling to accept it on my face. I looked up at me and said stutteringly, "No... That's it, I... I was wrong. I wasn't angry at that time. Maybe it was me... I was anxious to go on the road, old... Husband, you must have read it wrong."
I looked at Kexin calmly and said to her. Now, do you still need to hide it from me? In fact, this has happened. I hope you can be honest with me earlier and tell me anything, instead of what you think of beforehand, it was him. I pointed at Sijian. Maybe you didn't realize it yourself, just say today, I just asked you to come to see me. You did find Sijian. It's not yet explained that you instinctively regarded him as a support?
Kexin just looked at me like this, and I also looked at her eyes, her lips trembled and wanted to say something. I...I... This time Kexin didn't choose to deny it anymore. She also knew that if she was cheating on me, she would really treat me as a fool. Kexin turned her face to Sijian again. Looking at him, it seemed that she hoped Sijian could say something for her.
However, Sijian has been silent since he entered the private room, and he didn't look up at Ke Xin. I clearly saw disappointment in Ke Xin's eyes, and was disappointed with Sijian's silence.
That day, do you remember that we were separated in your small courtyard house in the courtyard? It was Ah, that is your home, Kexin, you have done this level, and said that you only have feelings for me and love me alone. Do you think I can believe it? Home Ah, the meaning is completely different. Kexin just kept talking softly, no, no, even she herself didn't know what to say to refute me. In your home, I put the keys to my and your home, real estate certificate, and car deposits in it. Actually, I discovered your so-called home many days ago. When I said this, Kexin suddenly screamed, which scared Sijian and I. Ah, husband, no, that's not my home, there is only one home, it's me and yours, no, I was wrong, it's really wrong. Kexin started to burst into tears again, feeling that everyone was crying (I dragged myself in, so dizzy)Are you two very strange how I got in? I don’t want to hide it now. When I knew the courtyard, I secretly got the key. When I said this, I paused for a moment, looking at Kexin, Kexin also looked at me. I looked at Kexin’s eyes and said, “I was still installing surveillance monitors there… Before I finished speaking, Kexin’s body softened and fell from the chair to the ground. Sijian and I almost supported Kexin and Sijian. I helped Sijian and I stood on the chair at the same time. Kexin hurriedly broke free from Sijian’s hand, and then hugged my arm tightly with both hands, not letting me pull away and said cryingly, Husband, don’t leave, don’t leave me, don’t leave me
Looking at Ke Xin who started to make trouble again, I was overwhelmed and continued to say Ke Xin, can we be more rational? Do you think this is good for me? It will only make me more difficult. Today I said everything I should say, I hope you can calm down and think about it carefully. If you keep doing this, then I can only use the law. I will definitely divorce you. I can't stand you like that. Do you know? Even if you won't make mistakes again in the future, the barrier in my heart will not disappear. I'm sorry. I don't know why I said sorry. Maybe it's because Ke Xin is helpless now that people can't bear to hurt. Hearing me, I'm sorry, but I started to cry again on my face. However, after listening to my words, Ke Xin was obviously much calmer and let go of my hand. I was stunned for a long time. I don't know what she understood. Youyou said,Husband, I hope I can still call you like this before divorce. You are not sorry for me. It's all my fault. You are good enough. Indeed, you have forgiven me once, but I hurt you again. It's because I don't know how to cherish it, and I lost you again. The person I'm sorry is me. Yes, if you make mistakes, you should be punished and will not bother you anymore. I know how to do it. Ke Xin stopped talking after she finished speaking. She sat in a daze on the chair and heard Ke Xin's words. My heart twitched and couldn't help but fantasize that if there was no Sijian and nothing happened, then Ke Xin would be my wife. How good would it be.
I sighed, shook my head, and threw all these unrealistic ideas out of my head. I said to Kexin that well, I will prepare the divorce agreement tomorrow, and I will send someone to pick you up to the Civil Affairs Bureau. After listening to my words, Kexin's face dimly. However, this time Kexin did not cry anymore, but looked at me quietly and nodded and said, "Well, I don't need to pick me up." Let me know, I will go by myself. I don't expect that I will cause trouble for you now."
Now Kexin's matter has been almost done, and it's just about to divorce, so I will get tomorrow. I turned to look at Sijian. I didn't know what to say for a moment. I was silent for a while and said to Sijian. Sijian, do you still hate me until now? Sijian looked up at me without hesitation. Now he is willing to go out, no longer as if he was afraid of his head lowering his head, and said with gritted teeth. Hate, hate more than ever. Sijian's words are full of deep hatred, which makes me a little puzzled. What made him crueler me? I will know his next sentence soon. Because you, let my mother make me live such a miserable life when I was a child. My mother was so sad even to die. Now you still want to steal my Kexin. What's the good thing about you? Let them be so good to you. I will be able to treat you so well.
You are just a coward, haha, even my lover can't keep my mother like this, but the same is true for my heart. Coward. Hearing Sijian's words made me unable to help but get up and throw my right hand towards Sijian's face, but I still didn't fight. It's all this time. What can I do if I beat you? No matter what, my son is not angry, and he just mutters to himself sadly. It's Ah, am I really a coward? You can't even beat you up angry. You'll leave me and have a good family. This makes me feel inexplicably heartache. Ke Xin also covered her face and cried a few times. Looking up at me, I wanted to say something, but in the end I didn't say it. I think it would make the three of them more painful to say it.
Although Sijian's words hurt me, I still have to calm down and deal with Sijian. I sorted out my thoughts and said to Sijian. I can't control you now, let alone you hate me so much. I hate you too. It's you that made me lose my wife and my family, but no matter how you say it, it's my son, I can't really treat you like you, and I can't care about you as a son anymore. You're 18 years old now and are adults. From now on, you are you, I am me, no longer a father and son. I will give you a sum of money, not too much, not too little. Don't refuse. We will be fine if you take this money.
After hearing my words, Ke Xin was stunned and looked at me for a while, but she didn't say anything Sijian saw that I was so calm, and I was not angry, maybe I was very disappointed. Sijian was silent for a while and said, OK, you and I are not father and son in the future. In fact, I have never really thought you were my father. I only hate you for you. I will take the money I deserve. Don't worry, even if I am a beggar outside in the future, I will not ask you for a penny. You don't have to worry that I will pester you and not let you go.
Sijian's words did not make me feel anything special, and I responded without any sorrow or joy. OK, I hope you will do what you say. We will not owe each other in the future. I called the bodyguard and said to the bodyguard that he would go downstairs later. You gave him the prepared things, so I hung up the phone. In fact, I had already thought about Sijian's handling, and also asked the bodyguard to prepare some money. Today, Kexin took Sijian together, so don't look for it alone. Then he told Sijian. Okay, you can go down. There will be someone looking for you at the door. You can do it yourself in the future.
Sijian stood up and looked at Kexin who lowered his head and was silent. Kexin, let's go together. This coward is not worthy of your treatment like this. I will treat you well in the future. Now, Sijian has no scruples anymore. He dares to say anything, and he is so straightforward to Kexin's words.
When Sijian finished speaking and letting Kexin go together, I felt nervous. Although I was very determined and cold to Kexin today, I knew it was rare to completely forget her. It was impossible. I could only let time dilute the past.
Fortunately, Ke Xin still lowered her head, shook her head and said softly, "Go away, today I'll come to see Xu Jian together, just want to break up with you in front of him, hope to get his forgiveness, and hope to give me another chance." Ke Xin paused for a moment, took a deep breath, and looked up at the front and continued to say, "It's Ah, I want to get your forgiveness, and I've always deceived you, and I've become like I don't know myself anymore. Haha, I can't forgive myself, and I have any face to let you forgive me, let alone you have forgiven me once, but I, how could I become like this after trampling on your trust? As I said that, Ke Xin started crying again, and at the same time, covering her mouth and nose with her hands to prevent herself from crying. I thought, Ke Xin doesn't want to use this kind of pity to win my sympathy."
Ke Xin calmed down and continued, Husband, you said I changed my mind, and said you liked and even fell in love with him. I really don’t know, maybe it’s true, I dare not admit it, I’m afraid of such self, and hate such self
Ke Xin paused and said, although it was ridiculous, I still want to say, husband, my love for you has never changed, do you believe me? Ke Xin stared at me with her eyes full of expectations and panic. I didn't say anything, but turned my head to the side, and did not admit or deny the answer to me. Ke Xin sobbed a few more times, and then smiled with a self-deprecating smile. It's Ah, I fell in love with other men, built a home with other men outside. When my husband needed me, when I waited for me, I was still dissatisfied and did such a shameful thing on the phone. Husband, you thought I deliberately insulted you and laughed at you. I really **, and I still made you believe me. Haha, can a woman like me still believe it?
After saying that, Kexin lay on the table, her shoulders trembled and cried. I could see that Kexin was patient and let herself cry. Sijian heard Kexin's words, glanced at Kexin and then quickly walked out of the box.
The private room was quiet, and only Kexin cried softly
Just quiet for a minute, I got up and said to Kexin, "Okay, stop crying, go back, I'll let you know my business tomorrow. I looked at my watch and it was almost 2:30. I didn't expect that I had been talking here for more than two hours. Although I didn't have lunch, I didn't feel hungry at all.
Looking at Ke Xin who was still sobbing quietly on the table, she asked her to go back by herself and said to her that she would not feel at ease. You asked you to go back alone like this. I am not feeling at ease. I will send a bodyguard to take you back later. Don't refuse.
My tone was very heavy. Somehow, after hearing my words, I cried even more sadly, and said sadly, "Husband, you... you are so good... OK, and you still... will still care about me, I am so... I hate myself so much, I am so stupid.
I walked towards the door step by step, my steps were a little heavy, and I deliberately slowed down. I didn’t know what I was looking forward to. Was Hope Kexin called me?
When I was thinking about it, Kexin's voice came from behind. Husband, I can't call you like this again after tomorrow. After tomorrow, I will really lose you completely. Just think that I am in our home, at least now, let me make dinner for you and have dinner with me. OK? Husband Kexin's tone is really humble to the soil
This kind of Kexin made me think about it. I really don’t want to communicate too much with Kexin. I am afraid that I will finally pretend to be indifferent this time and be afraid that I will hesitate again. If I had discovered that Kexin and Sijian were not wrong yet, I would be tough and show off with them directly and send Sijian away. It would not have developed into what I am like now. Alas, I was so tough.
This time I came back just to break up with the past, and live a peaceful life with Leng Bingshuang in the future, otherwise I would always have a bump in my heart. I turned my head and looked at Kexin, Kua Pity, and looked at my prayer. I sighed inwardly and said, "Okay, I'll let the bodyguard take you back first. I have something to do. I'll go there at five o'clock."
After saying that, I no longer hesitated, opened the door and walked out of the private room. When I arrived at the entrance of the teahouse, I took a deep breath, and then told the bodyguard to send Kexin back later. I got into the car and drove, wandering around in this city that I had been away from for three years.
I didn't deliberately care about the time, just drive like this, suddenly I wanted to go to the place where I used to work, so I drove over, and didn't go in, but just looked at it not far away, and then I drove the car to the school where Kexin used to work. I didn't know if she is still working here and didn't get off, just sitting in the car and staring blankly and then thinking a little bit. I don't know what I was thinking. I shook my head, stayed for a while and drove away, and started to drive aimlessly and inadvertently take a look at the time in the car. I didn't expect that it would be five o'clock in a few minutes. I thought, go and have a meal with Kexin, which can be considered a better ending for me and her. Then I drove to my previous home in the car.
It turned out that I had already driven a lot of roads before I knew it. When I drove downstairs of the unit building, I got off and looked at my watch. At 5:42, I was very calm and didn't hurry back because I was going to be late. Maybe it was because I was a little timid to go back to this house.
When I arrived at the door of my former house, I calmed down and knocked on the door within three seconds. When I saw Kexin, who looked anxious, I knew she had been waiting.
You are here. Kexin saw that it was me, and she was happy and nervous to let the door open. After I entered the door, Kexin said to me gratefully. Thank you, I am willing to go home.
I heard Kexin bit the word "home" very seriously, and knew that Kexin should still want to win back me. I didn't have any special expression on my face. I accidentally saw the sofa in the living room. Kexin had underwear hanging under her feet. She sat between Sijian's legs like that. Sijian was lying flat and chatting with Kexin with satisfaction. Kexin even wanted to call me. This scene had a deep impression of me. I thought to myself, where did you put me at that time? I was so cruel to me, but I could only hide. Why didn't I rush out and beat them? Is it because I was cowardly and afraid of losing Kexin?
Kexin closed the door after I entered the door and quickly brought the cooked dishes to the table. I stood a few meters away from the sofa, and then I was stunned. Then the unbearable scenes of Kexin and Sijian flashed in my mind, the scene of having an affair behind me, and the various impressions of their conversation were that Sijian asked Kexin to not mention me when they were alone, nor could they call me husband. Kexin actually agreed to the expressions they showed together, and Kexin's occasional laughter, only between lovers, Kexin at that time, did I still have me in my heart if I had me, would I be so intimate with other men? Now I say I love me and don't want me to leave her. Is this all fake or is it that Kexin just doesn't want our relationship for many years? Just break it like this, maybe even Kexin herself can't tell me. She loves me now, but she is just dependent on family affection, and she is reluctant to give up.
Looking back on the scenes of the two people in the surveillance of the Siheyuan, they really rarely talk about me. It's Ah, that's their world of two people. There are also a few times when I called to observe. Some of them were just worried about whether I would find out. The guilt of betraying me is rarely seen and I will only try to satisfy Sijian.
Thinking of this, my whole body became soft and my heart was cold. I felt so sad. I even had fantasies about Kexin. She loved only me. Even if I still had feelings for me, I would not be more than Sijian. Otherwise, why would Kexin do this suddenly? I don’t want to stay here anymore. When I divorce tomorrow, I will go back to the United States to find my lover and children, and I can also bring Leng Bingshuang and children (what is this child called? I forgot, who will remind me) to live in this city.
(PS: This chapter was written by me based on my feelings. Xu Jian monitored Kexin and the other two. There may be a big deviation. Kexin did not show that Ai Sijian. However, I think that since Kexin concealed and deceived Xu Jian to build a love nest with a puppy outside, it has already explained a lot. The main reason is to abuse Kexin later. Don’t criticize me. It is completely different from the original work. Thank you.) During my sad moment, Kexin had already prepared all the food. Kexin walked towards me and reached out to my arm with both hands, and said happily. Husband, the meal is ready. Come and eat the meal I have made for a long time. I must eat more today. When I heard the words "Husband, Wife," I said, "I took a step back and avoided the hand that Kexin grabbed my arm." Husband, Wife, a few words. I heard Kexin's words, "Husband, Wife," I took a step back and avoided Kexin's hand that grabbed my arm.
This time, not only did I not want to have contact with Kexin, but I was very resistant to staying with Kexin.
Kexin saw me back, her hands reached halfway and stopped there, looking at me with disappointment on her face. She retracted her hands and wiped them on her apron, but she immediately showed a far-fetched smile and said to me that she could eat, come and sit. After that, she turned around and walked to the dining table to sit down, looking at me
Thinking of all the past, I don’t have any appetite now, and I’m even a little nauseous. Ke Xin’s moans and Ke Xin’s words are all stimulating me. I want to grab the door and don’t want to face Ke Xin again.
In the end, I still didn't leave. I thought about it, it was already here. It's meaningless to worry about it. I'll stay with her for a while and calm down, so that I don't look strange and no longer think about it.
I walked towards the dining table, pulled the chair open and sat down, but I didn't go to get the food, but said calmly to Kexin, "Eat quickly, I didn't eat lunch, eat more." Kexin said um, picked up the bowls and chopsticks to prepare for dinner, but seeing that I didn't move, I said in confusion, Husband, you eat too, what you cook today is your favorite food, and as he said, "As I said, I picked up a chopstick dish in my bowl, I still didn't move, and looked at Kexin calmly and said, "Eat, I'm not hungry, and I don't have much appetite, so I won't eat anymore. I'll leave when you finish eating. I'm a little tired today, go to rest early."
Before I finished speaking, Ke Xin's tears flowed out again. His hand holding the bowl shook a little and said to me in a loud voice, Husband, you hate me so much now... My hand instinctively slapped the table, scaring Ke Xin so much that he didn't continue talking. I gritted my teeth and said to Ke Xin, really, don't call me like this, just call my name directly. Since you promised him not to call me Lao~ Husband, it would be great not to call me again. Ke Xin's face was a little confused and pale, and she didn't react to what I meant. Put down the bowl and chopsticks, looked at me in confusion, Old~, I stood up and looked at Ke Xin coldly, and at the same time said coldly. I have said, don't call me like this, I don't want to say it again for the third time.
Ke Xin also hurriedly stood up, OK... OK... OK, I won't call you anymore, what's wrong with you? What did I promise him not to call him Lao~, did I do something wrong? Tell me, I will change it
I know I was impulsive. It was not good for everyone to say something. I shook my head and sat down again and said, "It's nothing, sit down, eat quickly, I'm leaving if you eat well. I know my expression, and my words, and my tone of speaking are very cold, which makes people scared. But I don't want to consider Kexin's feelings anymore. It's Ah. Did she consider my feelings when she did those things, wonder if I would be sad, uncomfortable and painful. I don't think she didn't.
Since she doesn't, why should I care about her? It's better to completely cut it off.
Kexin was choking like that. I knew that Kexin and I were in my current state and I couldn't eat this meal anymore.
I stood up and planned to leave. I was silent for a while, calmed myself down and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say. I sighed and said, I'm leaving, you have a good rest, just as I'm about to turn around and walk towards the door
Kexin raised her head and shouted quietly, wait
Kexin rested on the bowls and chopsticks, and stood up, looking at me blankly. I turned my head to the other side and didn't look at Kexin's eyes. Kexin said quietly with a crying voice. It turns out that you know, I still want to let you pity me, forgive me, it's really ridiculous. When I heard these things you said today, I realized that I have done so many shameful things, and I will not explain so many things that hurt you, nor can I explain them. The important thing is that you won't believe me, I won't forgive me, and I am not worthy of your belief.
Now I know how much you hate me and disgus me, but even so, you are willing to see me after you come back and talk to me. Pause and continue to say that you will take care of my feelings. I wish I could kill myself. How could I be so cruel? I hate myself so much. After saying that, I raised my right hand and slapped my pale face. Two overlapping slaps were reflected so fast that I couldn't stop it.
Seeing Kexin's hand lifted up again, I still had to continue hitting it. I took a step forward and grabbed Kexin's right wrist. I used force to stop Kexin from continuing to hit it. I grabbed Kexin's wrist with my right hand, looking at Kexin's slightly swollen cheeks with a little heartache.
I said helplessly, Kexin, you don’t need to do this. I say these things. It’s not up to you to be self-harm. Be calm? I let go of Kexin’s hand, Kexin didn’t continue to hit myself. I continued until I said it, don’t think that I can come back. Everything you have in the past has exceeded the bottom line that I can accept. I can’t overcome the obstacles in my heart and...
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