After listening to Leng Bingshuang's words, I knew that Sijian's genitals were completely useless and it was impossible to take them again.
I have to say that Omar's methods of revenge on people are really very clever. He doesn't kill us, but the methods he uses are even more uncomfortable than killing us. Perhaps this is called life worse than death.
I had a physical problem and I had never been able to get pregnant with Kexin, so Omar thought I was a useless person. Now that I have made Sijian a useless person, I will really be a unique son and grandson.
But what Omar didn't know was that my body had been cured by Leng Bingshuang, and Leng Bingshuang and I had a son Xiaoji. These things were unknown to Omar, and even Kexin and Sijian didn't know. If Omar knew that I had a son Xiaoji, would he jump out of the underworld in anger?
Although Omar has not achieved the goal of my grandson, the harm to Sijian is fatal. This injury will accompany Sijian throughout his life. Even if he can survive strongly, how should he walk in the future? You can't stand, go to the toilet, and squat in the toilet like a woman. Will he be ridiculed after he goes out? I said why his face is so clean, and he thought he was taken care of by others. Every day, it seems that his beard is not shaved, but has fallen off himself. This is the case with eunuchs in ancient times. It seems that the acting on TV is not fake at all, and in the future, it may have smooth skin, thinning voice, and becoming more and more feminine. How should Sijian survive in the future?
Alas! For a moment I didn't know what to say, and the ward was in silence
Where is the root of all this? Have you ever thought about it?
After a long time, Sijian said something that made me not know how to answer
In fact, the root of everything lies in you. If you hadn't been involuntarily in love with my mother back then, then there wouldn't be me. If there were no me, then my mother wouldn't have been tortured for so long. Her marriage could have been very happy, and it could have been said that it was your fault or that it was mine. I shouldn't have existed in this world.
After Sijian finished speaking, he smiled at himself, it was Ah. If I had not made any mistakes back then, there would have been no Sijian. Sijian's birth was the fuse of everything, and I was the fundamental reason.
You are wrong, I am wrong, and my mother is wrong. According to what she said later, when she was pregnant, she had a premonition that the child might not be Omar's, but yours. At that time, she could have chosen to abort me, but out of the glory of maternal love and love for you, she took the risk to give birth to me. People with different races and skin colors. Maybe my mother had a premonition that my birth would be discovered at that time, but she still took the risk to decide to give birth to me. In her opinion, after being discovered, the worst thing is that we mother and son were kicked out of the house. She originally didn't like this marriage, but she thought it was wrong.
When Omar first got married to my mother, she was gentle and gentle with glasses, but in her heart he was a demon. When the perverted butcher started, my mother always took care of her husband and children at home. She thought Omar had a legitimate career, so she never asked if she was just a guise. In fact, Omar used legitimate career as a guise, and secretly engaged in drug trafficking and other illegal activities. Moreover, she was very powerful in the local underworld. When I was born, I was very dark in my skin, so Omar didn't find anything. But as I grew up, my appearance and I became increasingly different. Finally one day, he did a paternity test without telling my mother. My mother and I lived under the torture of Omar from now on.
When Omar found me with the report, Omar wanted to chop me into meat sauce in front of my mother, but under my mother's begging, Omar let me go the most important thing is that my family's shame should not be made public. After all, in Africa, being cuckolded is also a very shameful thing, and Omar wants to maintain his social status, so he doesn't want his own affairs to be regarded as a laughing stock, so this matter was suppressed. However, the torture of my mother and me has just begun, Omar used me as a bargaining chip, and tortured my mother in different ways every day, and even used her mother as a tool for perverted venting desires...
At the end of the day, Sijian didn't say it. He bit his lip tightly, tears dripped in his eyes. I had already had a premonition.
My mother was tortured by her many times and could not get out of bed for several days. My mother wanted to commit suicide countless times to get rid of it. However, in order to protect me, she kept enduring and worked hard to survive, and found a way out for me in the future. This is also the only source of her desire to survive. We were tortured by Omar for many years until...
When talking about this, Sijian looked up at me. I didn't interrupt, just looked at Sijian and listened to him.
Until the war broke out, I met you, and my mother met you at that time, and gave me to you. I thought my mother was really dead and left me forever. At that time, I thought my mother would leave me forever, and I could finally get rid of Omar's clutches. I only knew that I was not Omar's son, but who was my biological father, my mother never revealed to me until I discovered the secret myself. However, although I hated you very much, I did not hate you to the point of losing my mind. I still understood some things. At that time, I lost my mother, my only relative was lost, and my own world felt collapsed. The appearance of Kexin's mother made up for me. Perhaps my mother was the only close relative since I was a child, so since I was a child, I had a love for mothers.
When talking about Oedipus complex, Sijian's tone paused for a brief pause, but he still said it
I can understand this...
This is the first time I responded after Sijian spoke, responding to his so-called Oedipus complex. This complex usually occurs in single-parent families, and usually when mother and son depend on each other for life.
Although Sijian is not a single parent, at that time, only Fengjun accompanied him and gave him love. It was the only thing he could rely on since childhood. Therefore, Sijian had an Oedipus complex, which is the most normal thing. As a reporter, I have also read the investigation report in this area.
My mother is gone, and Kexin's mother gave me new maternal love. At that time, I placed all my feelings on Kexin's mother. Perhaps it was because of the influence of Omar's torture on me that my psychology had been shadowed since childhood, which made me feel a little distorted. Perhaps it was because of my resentment towards you, or perhaps it was the Oedipus complex for Kexin's mother. At that time, I fell in love with Kexin's mother deeply, and I couldn't extricate myself. I also understood some things, but I really couldn't extricate myself.
Under the torture of Omar and under the influence of my mother, I learned some ways to protect myself, so my psychological endurance and mentality are much more mature than my peers. So under my plan, I put Kexin's mother on the bed, conquered her, and gave you, my biological father had a cuckold, and was completely me at that time. At that time, I was in adolescence and had a strong sexual desire every day. Seeing Kexin's mother, her gentle and beautiful appearance, I really couldn't control her. I didn't have any thoughts at that time. , There is only one idea, that is, after getting Kexin's mother to bed, after having sex with Kexin's mother, I was really happy during that period. Without the torture of Omar, the joy of sexual intercourse, and the sustenance of emotions, at that time I finally had the hope of a new life, but I hurt you. Sorry, I was still young at that time, and my mental state was not something you could understand at that time. If time could go back, I think I would still do that. I am not afraid of you being angry, and I have never regretted it...
When Sijian said this, his eyes kept staring at me, with complex emotions in his eyes, and more determined.
After you discovered that there was a major change in my family. I was also taken abroad by Aunt Leng Bingshuang. When I was with Aunt Leng Bingshuang, she taught me a lot and treated and counseled my psychology. I changed a lot during that period, and everything seemed to have entered normalcy. I am also full of beauty for my future life. I imagine waiting for myself to get along with you and Kexin’s mother. I will return to you and repent and atone for you and atone for you.
When Sijian said this, there was a hint of sweetness on his face
But this dream was shattered when it was abroad...
Then Si Jian said this, and the sweetness on his face disappeared instantly, with a hint of fear...
I have to say that Omar's methods of revenge on people are really very clever. He doesn't kill us, but the methods he uses are even more uncomfortable than killing us. Perhaps this is called life worse than death.
I had a physical problem and I had never been able to get pregnant with Kexin, so Omar thought I was a useless person. Now that I have made Sijian a useless person, I will really be a unique son and grandson.
But what Omar didn't know was that my body had been cured by Leng Bingshuang, and Leng Bingshuang and I had a son Xiaoji. These things were unknown to Omar, and even Kexin and Sijian didn't know. If Omar knew that I had a son Xiaoji, would he jump out of the underworld in anger?
Although Omar has not achieved the goal of my grandson, the harm to Sijian is fatal. This injury will accompany Sijian throughout his life. Even if he can survive strongly, how should he walk in the future? You can't stand, go to the toilet, and squat in the toilet like a woman. Will he be ridiculed after he goes out? I said why his face is so clean, and he thought he was taken care of by others. Every day, it seems that his beard is not shaved, but has fallen off himself. This is the case with eunuchs in ancient times. It seems that the acting on TV is not fake at all, and in the future, it may have smooth skin, thinning voice, and becoming more and more feminine. How should Sijian survive in the future?
Alas! For a moment I didn't know what to say, and the ward was in silence
Where is the root of all this? Have you ever thought about it?
After a long time, Sijian said something that made me not know how to answer
In fact, the root of everything lies in you. If you hadn't been involuntarily in love with my mother back then, then there wouldn't be me. If there were no me, then my mother wouldn't have been tortured for so long. Her marriage could have been very happy, and it could have been said that it was your fault or that it was mine. I shouldn't have existed in this world.
After Sijian finished speaking, he smiled at himself, it was Ah. If I had not made any mistakes back then, there would have been no Sijian. Sijian's birth was the fuse of everything, and I was the fundamental reason.
You are wrong, I am wrong, and my mother is wrong. According to what she said later, when she was pregnant, she had a premonition that the child might not be Omar's, but yours. At that time, she could have chosen to abort me, but out of the glory of maternal love and love for you, she took the risk to give birth to me. People with different races and skin colors. Maybe my mother had a premonition that my birth would be discovered at that time, but she still took the risk to decide to give birth to me. In her opinion, after being discovered, the worst thing is that we mother and son were kicked out of the house. She originally didn't like this marriage, but she thought it was wrong.
When Omar first got married to my mother, she was gentle and gentle with glasses, but in her heart he was a demon. When the perverted butcher started, my mother always took care of her husband and children at home. She thought Omar had a legitimate career, so she never asked if she was just a guise. In fact, Omar used legitimate career as a guise, and secretly engaged in drug trafficking and other illegal activities. Moreover, she was very powerful in the local underworld. When I was born, I was very dark in my skin, so Omar didn't find anything. But as I grew up, my appearance and I became increasingly different. Finally one day, he did a paternity test without telling my mother. My mother and I lived under the torture of Omar from now on.
When Omar found me with the report, Omar wanted to chop me into meat sauce in front of my mother, but under my mother's begging, Omar let me go the most important thing is that my family's shame should not be made public. After all, in Africa, being cuckolded is also a very shameful thing, and Omar wants to maintain his social status, so he doesn't want his own affairs to be regarded as a laughing stock, so this matter was suppressed. However, the torture of my mother and me has just begun, Omar used me as a bargaining chip, and tortured my mother in different ways every day, and even used her mother as a tool for perverted venting desires...
At the end of the day, Sijian didn't say it. He bit his lip tightly, tears dripped in his eyes. I had already had a premonition.
My mother was tortured by her many times and could not get out of bed for several days. My mother wanted to commit suicide countless times to get rid of it. However, in order to protect me, she kept enduring and worked hard to survive, and found a way out for me in the future. This is also the only source of her desire to survive. We were tortured by Omar for many years until...
When talking about this, Sijian looked up at me. I didn't interrupt, just looked at Sijian and listened to him.
Until the war broke out, I met you, and my mother met you at that time, and gave me to you. I thought my mother was really dead and left me forever. At that time, I thought my mother would leave me forever, and I could finally get rid of Omar's clutches. I only knew that I was not Omar's son, but who was my biological father, my mother never revealed to me until I discovered the secret myself. However, although I hated you very much, I did not hate you to the point of losing my mind. I still understood some things. At that time, I lost my mother, my only relative was lost, and my own world felt collapsed. The appearance of Kexin's mother made up for me. Perhaps my mother was the only close relative since I was a child, so since I was a child, I had a love for mothers.
When talking about Oedipus complex, Sijian's tone paused for a brief pause, but he still said it
I can understand this...
This is the first time I responded after Sijian spoke, responding to his so-called Oedipus complex. This complex usually occurs in single-parent families, and usually when mother and son depend on each other for life.
Although Sijian is not a single parent, at that time, only Fengjun accompanied him and gave him love. It was the only thing he could rely on since childhood. Therefore, Sijian had an Oedipus complex, which is the most normal thing. As a reporter, I have also read the investigation report in this area.
My mother is gone, and Kexin's mother gave me new maternal love. At that time, I placed all my feelings on Kexin's mother. Perhaps it was because of the influence of Omar's torture on me that my psychology had been shadowed since childhood, which made me feel a little distorted. Perhaps it was because of my resentment towards you, or perhaps it was the Oedipus complex for Kexin's mother. At that time, I fell in love with Kexin's mother deeply, and I couldn't extricate myself. I also understood some things, but I really couldn't extricate myself.
Under the torture of Omar and under the influence of my mother, I learned some ways to protect myself, so my psychological endurance and mentality are much more mature than my peers. So under my plan, I put Kexin's mother on the bed, conquered her, and gave you, my biological father had a cuckold, and was completely me at that time. At that time, I was in adolescence and had a strong sexual desire every day. Seeing Kexin's mother, her gentle and beautiful appearance, I really couldn't control her. I didn't have any thoughts at that time. , There is only one idea, that is, after getting Kexin's mother to bed, after having sex with Kexin's mother, I was really happy during that period. Without the torture of Omar, the joy of sexual intercourse, and the sustenance of emotions, at that time I finally had the hope of a new life, but I hurt you. Sorry, I was still young at that time, and my mental state was not something you could understand at that time. If time could go back, I think I would still do that. I am not afraid of you being angry, and I have never regretted it...
When Sijian said this, his eyes kept staring at me, with complex emotions in his eyes, and more determined.
After you discovered that there was a major change in my family. I was also taken abroad by Aunt Leng Bingshuang. When I was with Aunt Leng Bingshuang, she taught me a lot and treated and counseled my psychology. I changed a lot during that period, and everything seemed to have entered normalcy. I am also full of beauty for my future life. I imagine waiting for myself to get along with you and Kexin’s mother. I will return to you and repent and atone for you and atone for you.
When Sijian said this, there was a hint of sweetness on his face
But this dream was shattered when it was abroad...
Then Si Jian said this, and the sweetness on his face disappeared instantly, with a hint of fear...
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