My movements were more careful than when I went home last time. The crack of the door opened was not interesting and bright. Although the air in the room was still as familiar as before, it was much turbid and not as fresh as before. When I opened the door, I listened carefully to the sound from physics, but except for the sound outside, the sound of supplies was not interesting. I hid behind the door and eavesdropped for a while and confirmed that there was no sound at all.
Kexin and Sijian were not at home, so I slowly moved my body out from behind the door. I looked at the room. It was black and black. When I walked into the room, the turbid smell became stronger. When I habitually placed my hand on the switch of the light, I hesitated and took my hand back. I used to turn on the lights when I went home, but it would be bad if Kexin and Sijian came back from outside and saw the lights on.
I could only look at everything in the room with my eyes wide open in the night. Fortunately, the lights on the street outside could be reflected in, allowing me to see some outlines of the room. I saw that the living room looked very messy, all kinds of clothes and bags were thrown on the sofa, and all kinds of things were placed on the sofa. The ground seemed to be chaotic, and the entire living room seemed to have been robbed.
I felt very strange when I saw these. Ke Xin is a clean person. Every time I am at home, I clean the house and even the floors are spotless. If the photos on the wall are not still there, I even doubted whether I had gone to the wrong room.
I came to Kexin's bedroom and I. The quilt was spread flat on the bed. There were wedding photos of Kexin and I hanging on the wall. The door of the wardrobe was wide open, and the cabinet looked messy. I wonder if Kexin was looking for something in this cabinet, but it didn't even close the door.
I walked out of the bedroom and came to Sijian's bedroom. The doors of both rooms were open. When I entered Sijian's bedroom, I was stimulated by the messy scene again. I saw that the books on the desk were messy and the books were placed on the desk. On the bed that brought me countless stimulations, the quilt was piled on the bed in a mess, and it was not stacked at all.
I quickly looked away from Sijian's bed. A few days ago, I saw Kexin being pressed on this bed by Sijian outside the door and having sex wildly. At this moment, the scene was touching the scene and making me feel very sad.
I walked out of Sijian's bedroom, and then came to sit on the sofa. I was very confused. Where did Ke Xin and Sijian go? My phone was still turned off, and it seemed that my home had not been cleaned up for several days. From the various things at home, we can see that the home must have been upside down in the past few days. When I was sitting at home, I no longer know how I felt at this time, sad, painful, and confused.
Of course there was still a little worry. I didn't expect that I would come back in this familiar home. All the things I saw and heard that night seemed to be still echoing in my mind. I leaned against the sofa. At this time, I had lost my inch. Maybe Xin and Sijian were looking for me outside, and also told me that the two of them had gone out to the world of two people, but then they denied the second thought. I thought that when I heard what my colleague said during the day, Ke Xin was like a crazy woman, and it was obvious that Ke Xin still cared about me very much.
Time passed by minute by minute. I looked at the time. It was already 10:55 in the night. If Kexin and Sijian were looking for me outside, they might have come back at this time. I thought for a long time, and I couldn't help but feel nervous. I just worried, but forgot to stay vigilant. If Kexin and Sijian came back at this time, I would hide immediately. While being caught by the two of them, I don't want to face them, mother and son at this time.
My butt was a little numb at this time, and I couldn't help but sit up from the sofa. I walked to the front of the bottom window, looked at the scenery outside the window, and recalled the little bits and pieces of this and the heartfelt bit by bit.
But at this moment, I suddenly realized that there was a slight waver in my heart. It seemed that I saw everything at home, and the words my colleagues talked about, my heart actually felt a little pity for Ke Xin. I was sick and became a useless person. Ke Xin did not dislike me at all, and never left me.
When my vision was low, Ke Xin kept cheering me up. He never showed any disgust towards me and kept guarding me. It can be said that without Ke Xin's support, I couldn't stand up. Now, he and this family are my only motivation, but now Ke Xin did something wrong, which can be said to be the only wrong thing. But I left her and wanted to cut off relations with her. Is it really right that I did it myself?
How good it would be to have a fair person in front of me at this time. I can ask him for his opinion, but Xin used to never leave me, but now I want to leave her because of something. Am I doing it right? Is this really manly?
I shook my head and thought carefully. I put myself out of the matter and looked at this from the perspective of a bystander. If I was a psychologist at this time and I formed a patient sitting opposite me, after hearing the other party telling this experience, I would advise her to give her a chance. After all, she has been observing the whole thing secretly and has never confessed to her wife, nor has her attitude of confessing. A couple has a hundred days of kindness, and it has not been easy for years to go through ups and downs. If the wife can repent, then she can give her a chance. After all, everyone has times of mistakes...
I kept thinking about this problem from the perspective of a bystander in my mind, and I found that my heart was really shaken. Yes, Kexin was wrong, betrayed our marriage and betrayed our love, but since He Kexin met, Kexin seemed to have only made such a mistake. In the past, he had only kindness to me, but I have always dragged her down. During my sexual dysfunction, she had been keeping her body like a jade, but now she has happened to Sijian. In terms of thinking, is the mistake in Kexin alone? If it were another woman, could she persist until the end?
Isn't Kexin worthy of forgiveness for all my kindness? At least I didn't confess to Kexin in person, and didn't see her attitude. If she really repents, then... I took a deep breath. I was really confused at this moment. I wanted to find someone to tell me, but I found that no one could let me share this secret with her.
Before I knew it, I looked back again and saw that it was already 12 o'clock in the morning. Ke Xin and Sijian still had not come back. At this time, a trace of fear arose in my heart. Could it be that something happened to Ke Xin and Sijian?
Could it be that Kexin took Sijian to find a short-term view? Or Kexin and Sijian both left this home and went to a strange city to expire and their husband and wife life? These two reasons will make me feel scared, but I was holding a hint of luck, and the two were still looking for my figure outside.
I was also a little panicked at this time. The best way now is to go to the hotel quickly, then open the laptop to check the surveillance at home, so that I can find a trace of clues
But when I walked to the door, I stopped again. I met Kexin and Kexin again. At this time, I didn't care whether someone was discovered. I turned on the bedroom lights and wanted to see Kexin's wardrobe. If all her clothes were taken away, it would mean that he had left home.
But I saw that the clothes were intact in the closet, which was the same as I usually at home. My eyes undoubtedly swept to the bedside table beside our beds, with a ring box on it. I was very familiar with that box because it was the wedding anniversary gift I prepared for Kexin. When I left home that night, I placed the box on the shoe cabinet at the door. Now the ring box is on our bedside table.
And I was also putting my appointment book next to me, but what surprised me was that the box was opened, but the restraint inside disappeared. Where did the ring go? Kexin put him on his hand? Thinking of this, my heart couldn't help but tighten and hurt.
I turned off the bedroom lights and then came to the living room. I looked at the time and decided to wait for 10 minutes. If Kexin and the others were not moving, I would go back to the hotel to check the surveillance. I just didn't know if I was too tired. I fell asleep in a daze...
Kexin and Sijian were not at home, so I slowly moved my body out from behind the door. I looked at the room. It was black and black. When I walked into the room, the turbid smell became stronger. When I habitually placed my hand on the switch of the light, I hesitated and took my hand back. I used to turn on the lights when I went home, but it would be bad if Kexin and Sijian came back from outside and saw the lights on.
I could only look at everything in the room with my eyes wide open in the night. Fortunately, the lights on the street outside could be reflected in, allowing me to see some outlines of the room. I saw that the living room looked very messy, all kinds of clothes and bags were thrown on the sofa, and all kinds of things were placed on the sofa. The ground seemed to be chaotic, and the entire living room seemed to have been robbed.
I felt very strange when I saw these. Ke Xin is a clean person. Every time I am at home, I clean the house and even the floors are spotless. If the photos on the wall are not still there, I even doubted whether I had gone to the wrong room.
I came to Kexin's bedroom and I. The quilt was spread flat on the bed. There were wedding photos of Kexin and I hanging on the wall. The door of the wardrobe was wide open, and the cabinet looked messy. I wonder if Kexin was looking for something in this cabinet, but it didn't even close the door.
I walked out of the bedroom and came to Sijian's bedroom. The doors of both rooms were open. When I entered Sijian's bedroom, I was stimulated by the messy scene again. I saw that the books on the desk were messy and the books were placed on the desk. On the bed that brought me countless stimulations, the quilt was piled on the bed in a mess, and it was not stacked at all.
I quickly looked away from Sijian's bed. A few days ago, I saw Kexin being pressed on this bed by Sijian outside the door and having sex wildly. At this moment, the scene was touching the scene and making me feel very sad.
I walked out of Sijian's bedroom, and then came to sit on the sofa. I was very confused. Where did Ke Xin and Sijian go? My phone was still turned off, and it seemed that my home had not been cleaned up for several days. From the various things at home, we can see that the home must have been upside down in the past few days. When I was sitting at home, I no longer know how I felt at this time, sad, painful, and confused.
Of course there was still a little worry. I didn't expect that I would come back in this familiar home. All the things I saw and heard that night seemed to be still echoing in my mind. I leaned against the sofa. At this time, I had lost my inch. Maybe Xin and Sijian were looking for me outside, and also told me that the two of them had gone out to the world of two people, but then they denied the second thought. I thought that when I heard what my colleague said during the day, Ke Xin was like a crazy woman, and it was obvious that Ke Xin still cared about me very much.
Time passed by minute by minute. I looked at the time. It was already 10:55 in the night. If Kexin and Sijian were looking for me outside, they might have come back at this time. I thought for a long time, and I couldn't help but feel nervous. I just worried, but forgot to stay vigilant. If Kexin and Sijian came back at this time, I would hide immediately. While being caught by the two of them, I don't want to face them, mother and son at this time.
My butt was a little numb at this time, and I couldn't help but sit up from the sofa. I walked to the front of the bottom window, looked at the scenery outside the window, and recalled the little bits and pieces of this and the heartfelt bit by bit.
But at this moment, I suddenly realized that there was a slight waver in my heart. It seemed that I saw everything at home, and the words my colleagues talked about, my heart actually felt a little pity for Ke Xin. I was sick and became a useless person. Ke Xin did not dislike me at all, and never left me.
When my vision was low, Ke Xin kept cheering me up. He never showed any disgust towards me and kept guarding me. It can be said that without Ke Xin's support, I couldn't stand up. Now, he and this family are my only motivation, but now Ke Xin did something wrong, which can be said to be the only wrong thing. But I left her and wanted to cut off relations with her. Is it really right that I did it myself?
How good it would be to have a fair person in front of me at this time. I can ask him for his opinion, but Xin used to never leave me, but now I want to leave her because of something. Am I doing it right? Is this really manly?
I shook my head and thought carefully. I put myself out of the matter and looked at this from the perspective of a bystander. If I was a psychologist at this time and I formed a patient sitting opposite me, after hearing the other party telling this experience, I would advise her to give her a chance. After all, she has been observing the whole thing secretly and has never confessed to her wife, nor has her attitude of confessing. A couple has a hundred days of kindness, and it has not been easy for years to go through ups and downs. If the wife can repent, then she can give her a chance. After all, everyone has times of mistakes...
I kept thinking about this problem from the perspective of a bystander in my mind, and I found that my heart was really shaken. Yes, Kexin was wrong, betrayed our marriage and betrayed our love, but since He Kexin met, Kexin seemed to have only made such a mistake. In the past, he had only kindness to me, but I have always dragged her down. During my sexual dysfunction, she had been keeping her body like a jade, but now she has happened to Sijian. In terms of thinking, is the mistake in Kexin alone? If it were another woman, could she persist until the end?
Isn't Kexin worthy of forgiveness for all my kindness? At least I didn't confess to Kexin in person, and didn't see her attitude. If she really repents, then... I took a deep breath. I was really confused at this moment. I wanted to find someone to tell me, but I found that no one could let me share this secret with her.
Before I knew it, I looked back again and saw that it was already 12 o'clock in the morning. Ke Xin and Sijian still had not come back. At this time, a trace of fear arose in my heart. Could it be that something happened to Ke Xin and Sijian?
Could it be that Kexin took Sijian to find a short-term view? Or Kexin and Sijian both left this home and went to a strange city to expire and their husband and wife life? These two reasons will make me feel scared, but I was holding a hint of luck, and the two were still looking for my figure outside.
I was also a little panicked at this time. The best way now is to go to the hotel quickly, then open the laptop to check the surveillance at home, so that I can find a trace of clues
But when I walked to the door, I stopped again. I met Kexin and Kexin again. At this time, I didn't care whether someone was discovered. I turned on the bedroom lights and wanted to see Kexin's wardrobe. If all her clothes were taken away, it would mean that he had left home.
But I saw that the clothes were intact in the closet, which was the same as I usually at home. My eyes undoubtedly swept to the bedside table beside our beds, with a ring box on it. I was very familiar with that box because it was the wedding anniversary gift I prepared for Kexin. When I left home that night, I placed the box on the shoe cabinet at the door. Now the ring box is on our bedside table.
And I was also putting my appointment book next to me, but what surprised me was that the box was opened, but the restraint inside disappeared. Where did the ring go? Kexin put him on his hand? Thinking of this, my heart couldn't help but tighten and hurt.
I turned off the bedroom lights and then came to the living room. I looked at the time and decided to wait for 10 minutes. If Kexin and the others were not moving, I would go back to the hotel to check the surveillance. I just didn't know if I was too tired. I fell asleep in a daze...