Xu Xiao rarely mentions that person in front of her daughter.
When Xu Qiu was twenty years old, he only knew his father's tombstone, the festival on October 1st every year, an old photo, and the other party's profession.
Xu Xiao and his fiancé were about to receive their marriage certificates. Yuan Tong, who had just been promoted in the public security and procuratorial unit, followed the disaster relief troops to the front line to express condolences, and died after an unexpected accident.
As the only child of a well-known pharmaceutical company, Xu Xiao resolutely gave birth to her lover's child after knowing that she was pregnant.
There is no greater sorrow than death in the heart, but it still leaves the only blood for the deceased fiancé. It sounds like a very heroic and sad love, and Xu Qiu is also given such a profound meaning.
Only she doesn't think so.
Many times, she even despised her life to a point where she felt terrible. She felt that her mother was so sad that she tried her best to give birth to her, a bad seed.
Xu Qiu followed Xu Xiao to put the pure white bouquet he brought in front of his father's tombstone. Suddenly, she remembered a conversation she heard when she was a girl, when she lived with her mother and grandparents.
It was the night of early spring, the night wind was cold, and the complex flowers and gorgeous street lights around her still had no color in her memories.
It was the crushed petals, the wrinkled hem of the skirt she tore, and the pale face of her expressionless face.
...If you want me to tell me, our ladies are really stupid. Not only will the good fiancé be gone, but they will have to give birth to a burden.In order to prevent the child from getting married, he will run the company alone, and sooner or later he will get tired and sick...
...Ah, who is over thirty and forty, is about to start a family, but she hasn't gotten married yet. She is a woman's family...
...Does it be a widow who has to be a widow for the rest of his life, and the daughter he gave birth to is still the abnormal...
They were several maids in the villa, pruning branches in the rose bushes in the back garden. At the age of thirteen, she stood behind the rockery and finished listening.
And such conversations have been heard in countless servants such as the first, second, etc. since she remembered.
It seems that it is their pleasure to discuss the misery of the owner, just like Xu Qi's hypocritical and stupid classmates and neighbors who are gloating.
And every pessimistic and world-weary person is not born to think that he should not come to this world.
Unfortunately, for a full twenty years, Xu Qiu, who grew up like this, was unable to develop a sound personality.
She could not trace the source of her misfortune, only the uninterrupted nightmares and scattered, undeserved memories for years.
What role did her mother Xu Xiao play in her childhood and adolescence? Xu Qiu can't remember clearly what frequent insomnia and headaches and taking various psychiatric drugs have caused her memory to be greatly reduced. Only after being stimulated at a certain time or dream, she will clearly remember something from the past.
She has a bad relationship with her mother Xu Xiao, and she has always been there.
After the worship, Xu Qiu was pulled by Xu Xiao the moment she left the cemetery gate. She seemed to be ready, and she put on that cautious and slightly flattering smile: Xiao Qiu, let's have supper with my mother today. Mom wants to introduce a very important person to you.
Xu Qiu just glanced at her and gently pulled out her wrists, putting her hands into the pocket of her coat.
The tone is distant, I can't wait. I made an appointment tonight, let's go another day.She said.
The smile on the corner of Xu Xiao's lips was a little stiff: ...Why, should you go home during the long holiday? I sent someone to see the house you rented a few days ago. It was good but it was a little smaller. Mom was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable living...
Because of her words, Xu Qi instinctively flashed many broken fragments in his mind.
She did not soften her attitude because of the words her mother cared about, but her tone did not change. She looked up at her and said word by word: Forget it, I am afraid that you will feel bored and scared when you see my face that looks so similar to my dad every day.
Xu Xiao's face turned pale, her lips trembled slightly, and she couldn't speak for a long time.
Xu Qiu turned around and left.
………
Xu Qiu suddenly wanted to see Xie Yong, perhaps to escape from everything in front of him, or perhaps she wanted to use him to end the bad luck of the whole day today.
The other party quickly replied and reported an address, but it was not in the hotel.
Xu Qiu guessed that Xie Yong lived alone in a luxury apartment complex on Second Ring East Road.
Before going, she went back to her low-rent house and brought everything she bought online.
She was eager to try, and she didn't know that the other side was waiting, and she had been in a state of tension and entanglement since receiving the news. When she opened the door and saw Xu Qi standing outside the door, she was obviously stunned.
Xu Qiu has a light facial features and loves to wear monotonous clothes, so he usually throws it into the crowd, which is almost inconspicuous.But today Xu Xiao’s makeup artist helped her change her clothes and put on light makeup.
Shirt, high-waisted A-line long cotton skirt, white thin velvet coat.
This was the first time he saw her wearing a skirt. Although she was still simple, she suddenly became delicate and her long hair was slightly messy, adding a bit of coldness to her out of thin air.
Xu Qiu did not notice the stunning flashes through Xie Yong's eyes, and there would never be the word romance in her cognition.
Xie Yong turned sideways and asked Xu Qiu to enter the house, closed the door behind her, and took out the prepared new slippers from the shoe cabinet.
I live alone.Xie Yong said, bent down and placed his slippers in front of Xu Qiu. As for why he didn't go to the hotel this time, he would not mention it.
The bag in Xu Qiu's hand was heavy, and holding it in her hand made her feel a little inexplicably safe.
Xu Qiu didn't say anything, and Xie Yong didn't feel strange either.
In fact, during the period when he and Xu Qiu were entangled, the other party gave him a quiet feeling. Even when he was humiliating and pretending to be rude, she was still gentle, but at the same time she showed inexplicably bewitching control, and unknowingly made him lose the bottom line.
He naturally led her into the living room. While standing at the half-open kitchen bar to boil water, he heard the sound of slow footsteps behind him. After a few strokes, he was surrounded by a pair of soft arms.
...Xie Yong, it's very cold outside.She said in a low voice.
It was strange that even though Xu Qiu hugged so tightly, Xie Yong still noticed that these contacts were not emotional. Especially when Xu Qiu said that it was very cold outside, he seemed to vaguely understand the reason why she had made an appointment for a meeting but came to him in advance: whether it was a meeting or this hug, it was just that she wanted to keep warm.
She is too purposeful and superficial, disdainful of disguise, and is sincere and sad.
The overlapping figures were projected from the glass wall next to it, and behind the man's tall and straight backbone, he was close to the thin and thin girl.
Shaoqing, the man turned around, hugged the other person, and buried his head deeply into the other person's neck.
The posture is like a beast that has been defeated and admitted defeat.
………
Xie Yong was very cooperative at the beginning of Xu Qiu's new tricks.
His eyes were slightly confused by Xu Qi's play. His naked and firm body showed a white and erotic beauty against the blue and black quilt under his body.
Even if one hand was handcuffed by Xu Qiu on the head of the bed, it did not affect his waist and stroking Xu Qiu's palms to her, squeezed some lubricant into her hands. It was cool and slippery, mixed with the pleasure from her penis, Xie Yong's broad chest kept rising and falling violently.
Until he saw Xu Qiu take out a semen lock ring from the bag he carried with him.
He didn't even know what it was at first. It was she who explained that he realized that there was such a thing in the world.
I don't want to.Without thinking, Xie Yong frowned.
After learning about the specific function of the semen-locking ring, Xie Yong rejected Xu Qiu's request for the first time. It seemed that for him, this thing was too ridiculous, and being forced to ejaculate was simply more painful than death for a man who had tasted the pleasure of ejaculation and was on the verge of ejaculation.
Although Xu Qiu was a little surprised, she did not insist:
……Oh well.
But at the same time, she stopped the movements in her hand and pushed away Xie Yong's physical contact with her.
In the other party's puzzled gaze, Xu Qiu curled the corners of his lips: Because you are disobedient.
Disobedient children are not rewarded.
When Xu Qiu was twenty years old, he only knew his father's tombstone, the festival on October 1st every year, an old photo, and the other party's profession.
Xu Xiao and his fiancé were about to receive their marriage certificates. Yuan Tong, who had just been promoted in the public security and procuratorial unit, followed the disaster relief troops to the front line to express condolences, and died after an unexpected accident.
As the only child of a well-known pharmaceutical company, Xu Xiao resolutely gave birth to her lover's child after knowing that she was pregnant.
There is no greater sorrow than death in the heart, but it still leaves the only blood for the deceased fiancé. It sounds like a very heroic and sad love, and Xu Qiu is also given such a profound meaning.
Only she doesn't think so.
Many times, she even despised her life to a point where she felt terrible. She felt that her mother was so sad that she tried her best to give birth to her, a bad seed.
Xu Qiu followed Xu Xiao to put the pure white bouquet he brought in front of his father's tombstone. Suddenly, she remembered a conversation she heard when she was a girl, when she lived with her mother and grandparents.
It was the night of early spring, the night wind was cold, and the complex flowers and gorgeous street lights around her still had no color in her memories.
It was the crushed petals, the wrinkled hem of the skirt she tore, and the pale face of her expressionless face.
...If you want me to tell me, our ladies are really stupid. Not only will the good fiancé be gone, but they will have to give birth to a burden.In order to prevent the child from getting married, he will run the company alone, and sooner or later he will get tired and sick...
...Ah, who is over thirty and forty, is about to start a family, but she hasn't gotten married yet. She is a woman's family...
...Does it be a widow who has to be a widow for the rest of his life, and the daughter he gave birth to is still the abnormal...
They were several maids in the villa, pruning branches in the rose bushes in the back garden. At the age of thirteen, she stood behind the rockery and finished listening.
And such conversations have been heard in countless servants such as the first, second, etc. since she remembered.
It seems that it is their pleasure to discuss the misery of the owner, just like Xu Qi's hypocritical and stupid classmates and neighbors who are gloating.
And every pessimistic and world-weary person is not born to think that he should not come to this world.
Unfortunately, for a full twenty years, Xu Qiu, who grew up like this, was unable to develop a sound personality.
She could not trace the source of her misfortune, only the uninterrupted nightmares and scattered, undeserved memories for years.
What role did her mother Xu Xiao play in her childhood and adolescence? Xu Qiu can't remember clearly what frequent insomnia and headaches and taking various psychiatric drugs have caused her memory to be greatly reduced. Only after being stimulated at a certain time or dream, she will clearly remember something from the past.
She has a bad relationship with her mother Xu Xiao, and she has always been there.
After the worship, Xu Qiu was pulled by Xu Xiao the moment she left the cemetery gate. She seemed to be ready, and she put on that cautious and slightly flattering smile: Xiao Qiu, let's have supper with my mother today. Mom wants to introduce a very important person to you.
Xu Qiu just glanced at her and gently pulled out her wrists, putting her hands into the pocket of her coat.
The tone is distant, I can't wait. I made an appointment tonight, let's go another day.She said.
The smile on the corner of Xu Xiao's lips was a little stiff: ...Why, should you go home during the long holiday? I sent someone to see the house you rented a few days ago. It was good but it was a little smaller. Mom was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable living...
Because of her words, Xu Qi instinctively flashed many broken fragments in his mind.
She did not soften her attitude because of the words her mother cared about, but her tone did not change. She looked up at her and said word by word: Forget it, I am afraid that you will feel bored and scared when you see my face that looks so similar to my dad every day.
Xu Xiao's face turned pale, her lips trembled slightly, and she couldn't speak for a long time.
Xu Qiu turned around and left.
………
Xu Qiu suddenly wanted to see Xie Yong, perhaps to escape from everything in front of him, or perhaps she wanted to use him to end the bad luck of the whole day today.
The other party quickly replied and reported an address, but it was not in the hotel.
Xu Qiu guessed that Xie Yong lived alone in a luxury apartment complex on Second Ring East Road.
Before going, she went back to her low-rent house and brought everything she bought online.
She was eager to try, and she didn't know that the other side was waiting, and she had been in a state of tension and entanglement since receiving the news. When she opened the door and saw Xu Qi standing outside the door, she was obviously stunned.
Xu Qiu has a light facial features and loves to wear monotonous clothes, so he usually throws it into the crowd, which is almost inconspicuous.But today Xu Xiao’s makeup artist helped her change her clothes and put on light makeup.
Shirt, high-waisted A-line long cotton skirt, white thin velvet coat.
This was the first time he saw her wearing a skirt. Although she was still simple, she suddenly became delicate and her long hair was slightly messy, adding a bit of coldness to her out of thin air.
Xu Qiu did not notice the stunning flashes through Xie Yong's eyes, and there would never be the word romance in her cognition.
Xie Yong turned sideways and asked Xu Qiu to enter the house, closed the door behind her, and took out the prepared new slippers from the shoe cabinet.
I live alone.Xie Yong said, bent down and placed his slippers in front of Xu Qiu. As for why he didn't go to the hotel this time, he would not mention it.
The bag in Xu Qiu's hand was heavy, and holding it in her hand made her feel a little inexplicably safe.
Xu Qiu didn't say anything, and Xie Yong didn't feel strange either.
In fact, during the period when he and Xu Qiu were entangled, the other party gave him a quiet feeling. Even when he was humiliating and pretending to be rude, she was still gentle, but at the same time she showed inexplicably bewitching control, and unknowingly made him lose the bottom line.
He naturally led her into the living room. While standing at the half-open kitchen bar to boil water, he heard the sound of slow footsteps behind him. After a few strokes, he was surrounded by a pair of soft arms.
...Xie Yong, it's very cold outside.She said in a low voice.
It was strange that even though Xu Qiu hugged so tightly, Xie Yong still noticed that these contacts were not emotional. Especially when Xu Qiu said that it was very cold outside, he seemed to vaguely understand the reason why she had made an appointment for a meeting but came to him in advance: whether it was a meeting or this hug, it was just that she wanted to keep warm.
She is too purposeful and superficial, disdainful of disguise, and is sincere and sad.
The overlapping figures were projected from the glass wall next to it, and behind the man's tall and straight backbone, he was close to the thin and thin girl.
Shaoqing, the man turned around, hugged the other person, and buried his head deeply into the other person's neck.
The posture is like a beast that has been defeated and admitted defeat.
………
Xie Yong was very cooperative at the beginning of Xu Qiu's new tricks.
His eyes were slightly confused by Xu Qi's play. His naked and firm body showed a white and erotic beauty against the blue and black quilt under his body.
Even if one hand was handcuffed by Xu Qiu on the head of the bed, it did not affect his waist and stroking Xu Qiu's palms to her, squeezed some lubricant into her hands. It was cool and slippery, mixed with the pleasure from her penis, Xie Yong's broad chest kept rising and falling violently.
Until he saw Xu Qiu take out a semen lock ring from the bag he carried with him.
He didn't even know what it was at first. It was she who explained that he realized that there was such a thing in the world.
I don't want to.Without thinking, Xie Yong frowned.
After learning about the specific function of the semen-locking ring, Xie Yong rejected Xu Qiu's request for the first time. It seemed that for him, this thing was too ridiculous, and being forced to ejaculate was simply more painful than death for a man who had tasted the pleasure of ejaculation and was on the verge of ejaculation.
Although Xu Qiu was a little surprised, she did not insist:
……Oh well.
But at the same time, she stopped the movements in her hand and pushed away Xie Yong's physical contact with her.
In the other party's puzzled gaze, Xu Qiu curled the corners of his lips: Because you are disobedient.
Disobedient children are not rewarded.