How to achieve success in life with joy and sorrow
Chen Bixue has always known that she is so unique, whether it is her family or her childhood
Dad is a big businessman and needs to travel around all day
My mother couldn't get used to living in the downtown area, so she said she wanted to take her daughter back to her hometown to rest.
So my father built a small foreign building by the pond, a beautiful foreign building
But my father doesn't come back often to live in the house, he's always busy
Mom has been lying on the bed, and Mom Zhang said that mom is very tired and needs more rest, and Dad said so
Chen Bixue can only read books in the room alone. Reading can make mother happy and dad happy.
Dad always comes back for a long time, sometimes it takes a few days, sometimes it takes a few weeks, and sometimes it doesn't come back for months, but there are a few cold calls coming, and then she always has to ask kindly: Dad, where are you going again? Mom has been coughing, and after a long time, when will you come back? Mom and I miss you
Then there is Xueer, you have to be good, dad makes money outside, dad miss you too, mom is just a little uncomfortable, it's not a big deal. Did Mom Zhang take good care of you? Dad will be back soon, daddy wants to listen to mom's words, these same conversations, these same conversations
Chen Bixue has been very well-behaved since she was a child. She knows that her mother is in poor health and needs to spend more time with her mother.
She doesn't like going out to play, and her mother bought her many books. She can stay in the room and read, or read to her mother next to her.
Chen Bixue's room is on the north side of the second floor. Through the window, you can see a clear pool outside, and the water in the pool is clear and clear.
From time to time, you can see three or five ducks playing in the water in the pond. On a large stone nearby, one or two turtles crawling on it and bathing in the warm sun.
She likes this scene. She doesn't have to go out, just sit quietly by the table reading, and occasionally turns to look at the sparkling water surface, and her mood calms down.
Slowly, she looked out the window more and more, and there was a turbulence in her heart.
There was a boy playing by the pond. He was chasing the cute ducks. He would take off his clothes and plunge them into the water, messing up the water in the pond, making the whole pond mess up
He was like a dragon entering the sea, but he was always scared away the fish, and in the end he could only catch the slow turtle still basking in the sun.
But from the expression on his face and the amazement that came from time to time, it seemed that catching the turtle made him feel great pride and great joy.
Every afternoon, he can always be seen playing in the pool playing in the water
Sometimes he was rafting the water with a small stone, and sometimes he caught tadpoles with a small net. It was rare to see him catch fish. Whenever a big fish or a small fish entered the net, he would play with it and put it in the water. The same is true for the turtles, as they seemed to be used to his harassment.
Bixue would run to her mother's room and tell her mother the little boy, saying what he did today, catching a few fish, touching a few turtles, maybe losing a few stones, and getting a few rifts at the farthest
Mom always touches her little head lovingly, listens to her daughter's thoughts, and shares her daughter's happiness
From time to time, the mother would say to her daughter in a cramped tone: Xueer coughs... do you want to cough...because friends? Why don’t Zhang Ma coughs him...cough... please come home to play?
In Chen Bixue's impression, her mother always lies on the bed, looking at her with a pale face but with a doting smile, looking at her happiness, looking at her troubles, listening to her doubts, listening to her feelings
Mom always says with a very gentle and light cough sound: My Xueer, cough... cough... you must cough well...
Yes, she always thinks that her daughter is fine, but Bixue also thinks that she can be fine, she thinks that she can see Bixue grow up, see Bixue get married, see Bixue...
Chen Bixue looked through the window quietly at the pond reflecting the bright moon. Everything was so familiar and so strange.
One day, the sky suddenly changed. The sun was scorching in the sky in the last second, but the rain started
The boy was walking on the rock by the pond, as if he was frightened by the heavy rain, and was a little anxious, and accidentally fell into the water with a thump.
The superb water quality in the past was also ineffective due to the shock. The hands that kept fluttering on the water seemed to be drowning.
Bixue also tightened her heart. She followed the boy's hands and held them tightly. Fortunately, the boy reacted and climbed up the stone for a while, and she stopped her desire to call for help.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier at this time, and the sky seemed to be roaring. The heavy rain caused the whole world to be filled with water vapor, and gradually the boy was no longer visible.
It was raining heavily in the next few days, and the water from the small pond was full of water, and the little boy did not show up because of this.
The little boy did not show up after the sun
The water of the pool slowly faded away, but the boy still did not show up
Bixue's thoughts are slowly flooding, gradually crawling all over her body
Chen Bixue decided to listen to her mother, she wanted to see him, she wanted to invite him to play at home, she thought they could become good friends
She asked Zhang's mother to braid her many small braids, put on pink hairpins, wore a white short shirt and a white pleated skirt, wore a transparent sandal and an umbrella, and went out.
She walked along the pond by the stone, recalling the little boy's movements, one circle, two circles
She stopped, picked up a few stones and threw them into the distance, and rippled on the water surface, one circle, two circles
Soon, the entire water surface returned to peace
With happiness and regret, she went home. She ran to her mother and told her mother about the joy of the girl and the troubles of the girl.
Later, the little boy finally came back, but there were two little girls behind him
Bixue returned to the window and watched them play happily together, chasing the ducks happily, and snatching the turtle happily
Yes, happiness belongs to them
Bixue no longer talks to her mother about the little boy, no longer thinks about going out to play, she becomes quietly sitting at the table reading, but there are a few children playing outside the window, a few ducks playing in the water, and a few lazy turtles, but that's it
The mother seemed to feel her daughter's thoughts. She enlightened her with words, comforted her with hugs, encouraged her to go together and join their game. She hoped she was happy. This was her most reluctant daughter.
Finally one day my daughter said she wanted to go to school, she wanted to go to school, she wanted to go out for a walk
However, my daughter, who was studying early, didn't want to go to school because she returned to her hometown with her. Now she suddenly wanted to go to school again. My mother happily agreed to her daughter's request and knew that it was the boy who changed her.
Bixue started to tell her mother the story of the little boy again. The little boy became her deskmate. The little boy was so naughty at school, and the little boy was so cute.
When the little boy went to the pond to play, as long as the two little girls were not around, there would always be a little girl in white holding a small umbrella behind her and quietly staring at him, sharing his joy and his battle fruits.
From time to time, he would take out a few duck eggs or bird eggs from the small reed field and give them to her like a treasure.
She would not refuse, and she happily took them back one by one. She would show her mother the gifts she received and share her thoughts with her mother.
…
The girl invited the boy to play at home, and everyone in the house was very happy that day
Even the mother sat up, grabbed the boy's hand with one hand and the girl's hand with the other, put it together, and said happily: Xiaochen, as a little man, you must cough... cough... take good care of Xue'er, you must be kind to her, you must protect her cough... cough... cough...
The days ahead are the happiest days for a girl in her life. She no longer cares about when her father will come back, and she doesn't care about the two little girls anymore, because he always looks at her as soon as possible and agrees to all her requests.
She also became friends with the two girls, and she would give them a lot of food, food and clothing
But there is only one requirement, that is, when playing by the pond, let her play with the boy and not disturb them
She would take this opportunity to say to the boy: Brother Shitou, can I marry you when I grow up?
Brother Shitou, you will always be with me, right?
Brother Shitou, will you always be with me and mom?
…
But one day the boy disappeared and never appeared by the pond again. She went to look for him very anxiously, and went to the house of two girls and his house. Only then did she know from his relatives that he was not studying in the village. He was taken to build the foundation by his father. He was going to build the foundation.
He left like this, leaving no letters or any news
Later, my mother left, quietly, without disturbing anyone
Both of them left like this
Bixue's heart was also sealed with her childhood
…
Time flies, time passes like a shuttle
The little girl gradually became the focus of the people around her, or since the day she started school, she was the focus of the entire school.
When she was in elementary school, she was the princess in the castle, when she was in junior high school, she was the furong in Qingtan, and when she was in high school, she was the fairy in the nine heavens.
Her appearance, like a banished immortal, and her cold and noble temperament all made the boys around her flock to her.
She always indifferently rejects the crazy bees and butterflies surrounding her, and she always goes out of place with girls. She is so unique
She would say to everyone lightly: Then turn around and leave
Because she knew that her world had been occupied by people, and that person's disappearance was like the rainbow after the rain, colorful existence and disappear without a trace
When she was the loneliest, that person was not there, when she was the most helpless, he was not there, and when she missed him the most, he did not show up.
There has been no news after so many years. It seems that he has not taken her to heart. It seems that she is just an optional existence in his heart.
She had known for a long time that he already had a girlfriend, and that was in her third year of junior high school
She originally thought that she might be able to study in foundations, and she should go to him, right?
But how could he find a girlfriend like that... She cried. When her mother passed away, she swore that she would never cry again, but she still cried
It turned out that she just wanted to see him, but he had long forgotten her
She had known that he was back today, but she was not willing to meet him like the two of them, and even the same meeting she arranged, because this meeting was meaningless. Maybe after the meeting, they just said something about you, are you okay? Why have you been there for so long but there is no news at all? If this kind of meeting is meaningless, this kind of meeting is not what she wants
But what she wanted... She was not very clear. She looked at the wall, the short shirt she had happily put on and the pleated skirt she was about to see him.
She felt that maybe she should think carefully about what she wanted, she became friends with Huang Yinghong, helped her find a job, and arranged for them to see him today, what should she get if she did this
Sitting at the table by the window, she seemed to be back to the day when her mother was still there, and she watched him play in the pond by the window.
In a trance, Chen Bixue saw herself wearing a wedding dress and married Shi Chen in her mother's blessing. Her mother's face was full of smiles.
Bixue thought, maybe she could not care about his current girlfriend, or Huang Yinghong, or even Huang Yingqian, she could not care about her.
As long as Shi Chen still belongs to her, even if only part of it belongs to her.
Looking at the small pond, Chen Bixue stood up gently. She knew that it was late at night.
Chen Bixue has always known that she is so unique, whether it is her family or her childhood
Dad is a big businessman and needs to travel around all day
My mother couldn't get used to living in the downtown area, so she said she wanted to take her daughter back to her hometown to rest.
So my father built a small foreign building by the pond, a beautiful foreign building
But my father doesn't come back often to live in the house, he's always busy
Mom has been lying on the bed, and Mom Zhang said that mom is very tired and needs more rest, and Dad said so
Chen Bixue can only read books in the room alone. Reading can make mother happy and dad happy.
Dad always comes back for a long time, sometimes it takes a few days, sometimes it takes a few weeks, and sometimes it doesn't come back for months, but there are a few cold calls coming, and then she always has to ask kindly: Dad, where are you going again? Mom has been coughing, and after a long time, when will you come back? Mom and I miss you
Then there is Xueer, you have to be good, dad makes money outside, dad miss you too, mom is just a little uncomfortable, it's not a big deal. Did Mom Zhang take good care of you? Dad will be back soon, daddy wants to listen to mom's words, these same conversations, these same conversations
Chen Bixue has been very well-behaved since she was a child. She knows that her mother is in poor health and needs to spend more time with her mother.
She doesn't like going out to play, and her mother bought her many books. She can stay in the room and read, or read to her mother next to her.
Chen Bixue's room is on the north side of the second floor. Through the window, you can see a clear pool outside, and the water in the pool is clear and clear.
From time to time, you can see three or five ducks playing in the water in the pond. On a large stone nearby, one or two turtles crawling on it and bathing in the warm sun.
She likes this scene. She doesn't have to go out, just sit quietly by the table reading, and occasionally turns to look at the sparkling water surface, and her mood calms down.
Slowly, she looked out the window more and more, and there was a turbulence in her heart.
There was a boy playing by the pond. He was chasing the cute ducks. He would take off his clothes and plunge them into the water, messing up the water in the pond, making the whole pond mess up
He was like a dragon entering the sea, but he was always scared away the fish, and in the end he could only catch the slow turtle still basking in the sun.
But from the expression on his face and the amazement that came from time to time, it seemed that catching the turtle made him feel great pride and great joy.
Every afternoon, he can always be seen playing in the pool playing in the water
Sometimes he was rafting the water with a small stone, and sometimes he caught tadpoles with a small net. It was rare to see him catch fish. Whenever a big fish or a small fish entered the net, he would play with it and put it in the water. The same is true for the turtles, as they seemed to be used to his harassment.
Bixue would run to her mother's room and tell her mother the little boy, saying what he did today, catching a few fish, touching a few turtles, maybe losing a few stones, and getting a few rifts at the farthest
Mom always touches her little head lovingly, listens to her daughter's thoughts, and shares her daughter's happiness
From time to time, the mother would say to her daughter in a cramped tone: Xueer coughs... do you want to cough...because friends? Why don’t Zhang Ma coughs him...cough... please come home to play?
In Chen Bixue's impression, her mother always lies on the bed, looking at her with a pale face but with a doting smile, looking at her happiness, looking at her troubles, listening to her doubts, listening to her feelings
Mom always says with a very gentle and light cough sound: My Xueer, cough... cough... you must cough well...
Yes, she always thinks that her daughter is fine, but Bixue also thinks that she can be fine, she thinks that she can see Bixue grow up, see Bixue get married, see Bixue...
Chen Bixue looked through the window quietly at the pond reflecting the bright moon. Everything was so familiar and so strange.
One day, the sky suddenly changed. The sun was scorching in the sky in the last second, but the rain started
The boy was walking on the rock by the pond, as if he was frightened by the heavy rain, and was a little anxious, and accidentally fell into the water with a thump.
The superb water quality in the past was also ineffective due to the shock. The hands that kept fluttering on the water seemed to be drowning.
Bixue also tightened her heart. She followed the boy's hands and held them tightly. Fortunately, the boy reacted and climbed up the stone for a while, and she stopped her desire to call for help.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier at this time, and the sky seemed to be roaring. The heavy rain caused the whole world to be filled with water vapor, and gradually the boy was no longer visible.
It was raining heavily in the next few days, and the water from the small pond was full of water, and the little boy did not show up because of this.
The little boy did not show up after the sun
The water of the pool slowly faded away, but the boy still did not show up
Bixue's thoughts are slowly flooding, gradually crawling all over her body
Chen Bixue decided to listen to her mother, she wanted to see him, she wanted to invite him to play at home, she thought they could become good friends
She asked Zhang's mother to braid her many small braids, put on pink hairpins, wore a white short shirt and a white pleated skirt, wore a transparent sandal and an umbrella, and went out.
She walked along the pond by the stone, recalling the little boy's movements, one circle, two circles
She stopped, picked up a few stones and threw them into the distance, and rippled on the water surface, one circle, two circles
Soon, the entire water surface returned to peace
With happiness and regret, she went home. She ran to her mother and told her mother about the joy of the girl and the troubles of the girl.
Later, the little boy finally came back, but there were two little girls behind him
Bixue returned to the window and watched them play happily together, chasing the ducks happily, and snatching the turtle happily
Yes, happiness belongs to them
Bixue no longer talks to her mother about the little boy, no longer thinks about going out to play, she becomes quietly sitting at the table reading, but there are a few children playing outside the window, a few ducks playing in the water, and a few lazy turtles, but that's it
The mother seemed to feel her daughter's thoughts. She enlightened her with words, comforted her with hugs, encouraged her to go together and join their game. She hoped she was happy. This was her most reluctant daughter.
Finally one day my daughter said she wanted to go to school, she wanted to go to school, she wanted to go out for a walk
However, my daughter, who was studying early, didn't want to go to school because she returned to her hometown with her. Now she suddenly wanted to go to school again. My mother happily agreed to her daughter's request and knew that it was the boy who changed her.
Bixue started to tell her mother the story of the little boy again. The little boy became her deskmate. The little boy was so naughty at school, and the little boy was so cute.
When the little boy went to the pond to play, as long as the two little girls were not around, there would always be a little girl in white holding a small umbrella behind her and quietly staring at him, sharing his joy and his battle fruits.
From time to time, he would take out a few duck eggs or bird eggs from the small reed field and give them to her like a treasure.
She would not refuse, and she happily took them back one by one. She would show her mother the gifts she received and share her thoughts with her mother.
…
The girl invited the boy to play at home, and everyone in the house was very happy that day
Even the mother sat up, grabbed the boy's hand with one hand and the girl's hand with the other, put it together, and said happily: Xiaochen, as a little man, you must cough... cough... take good care of Xue'er, you must be kind to her, you must protect her cough... cough... cough...
The days ahead are the happiest days for a girl in her life. She no longer cares about when her father will come back, and she doesn't care about the two little girls anymore, because he always looks at her as soon as possible and agrees to all her requests.
She also became friends with the two girls, and she would give them a lot of food, food and clothing
But there is only one requirement, that is, when playing by the pond, let her play with the boy and not disturb them
She would take this opportunity to say to the boy: Brother Shitou, can I marry you when I grow up?
Brother Shitou, you will always be with me, right?
Brother Shitou, will you always be with me and mom?
…
But one day the boy disappeared and never appeared by the pond again. She went to look for him very anxiously, and went to the house of two girls and his house. Only then did she know from his relatives that he was not studying in the village. He was taken to build the foundation by his father. He was going to build the foundation.
He left like this, leaving no letters or any news
Later, my mother left, quietly, without disturbing anyone
Both of them left like this
Bixue's heart was also sealed with her childhood
…
Time flies, time passes like a shuttle
The little girl gradually became the focus of the people around her, or since the day she started school, she was the focus of the entire school.
When she was in elementary school, she was the princess in the castle, when she was in junior high school, she was the furong in Qingtan, and when she was in high school, she was the fairy in the nine heavens.
Her appearance, like a banished immortal, and her cold and noble temperament all made the boys around her flock to her.
She always indifferently rejects the crazy bees and butterflies surrounding her, and she always goes out of place with girls. She is so unique
She would say to everyone lightly: Then turn around and leave
Because she knew that her world had been occupied by people, and that person's disappearance was like the rainbow after the rain, colorful existence and disappear without a trace
When she was the loneliest, that person was not there, when she was the most helpless, he was not there, and when she missed him the most, he did not show up.
There has been no news after so many years. It seems that he has not taken her to heart. It seems that she is just an optional existence in his heart.
She had known for a long time that he already had a girlfriend, and that was in her third year of junior high school
She originally thought that she might be able to study in foundations, and she should go to him, right?
But how could he find a girlfriend like that... She cried. When her mother passed away, she swore that she would never cry again, but she still cried
It turned out that she just wanted to see him, but he had long forgotten her
She had known that he was back today, but she was not willing to meet him like the two of them, and even the same meeting she arranged, because this meeting was meaningless. Maybe after the meeting, they just said something about you, are you okay? Why have you been there for so long but there is no news at all? If this kind of meeting is meaningless, this kind of meeting is not what she wants
But what she wanted... She was not very clear. She looked at the wall, the short shirt she had happily put on and the pleated skirt she was about to see him.
She felt that maybe she should think carefully about what she wanted, she became friends with Huang Yinghong, helped her find a job, and arranged for them to see him today, what should she get if she did this
Sitting at the table by the window, she seemed to be back to the day when her mother was still there, and she watched him play in the pond by the window.
In a trance, Chen Bixue saw herself wearing a wedding dress and married Shi Chen in her mother's blessing. Her mother's face was full of smiles.
Bixue thought, maybe she could not care about his current girlfriend, or Huang Yinghong, or even Huang Yingqian, she could not care about her.
As long as Shi Chen still belongs to her, even if only part of it belongs to her.
Looking at the small pond, Chen Bixue stood up gently. She knew that it was late at night.
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