Chapter 61

When I came to the hospital with tears in my face, I saw my parents crying loudly in the rescue room, and my whole body trembled violently

Dongchen,

My mother looked back and ran over to hug me

How is that possible?

I walked over, the strong smell of potion in the room, ding...

The electrocardiogram monitor kept ringing continuously and harsh sounds, a straight line running through the entire screen

son…

On the hospital bed, I saw the face that often appears in my dreams during the day. It was my son's face.

My son's pale little face, without a trace of blood, with the same eyebrows and eyes as me, his tall nose, his eyes and mouth were closed tightly

Mujie...

I called him softly, but he was like he had a deep sleep. No matter how I called him, he didn't wake up.

Ah Ha...Mujie...Mujie...

Dad is here to see you...

Mu Jie...Dad is here, don't be afraid...Ah...

Ah 哈 ... Ah ... Ah ... Ah ...

Ah…

I was trembling all over and knelt under my son's bed

Ah…

Dongchen…Dongchen…

My parents came over to support me

Dada dada...

I heard a burst of rapid steps and walked over, but tears had blurred my eyes. I didn't see who was coming clearly.

Ah...

Mujie...

I slowly stood up, and I felt my soul seemed to be hollowed out

Son, Dad, Dad takes you home...

Dongchen…Dongchen…

Ah…

I trembled and reached out to hug my son's body. My mother came over to hug me crying.

Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w

I heard the man who came to the door crying with his mouth covering his eyes

Mu Jie...Don't be afraid... Dad is here... Dad is with you...

What would heartbreaking sadness look like? I can't cry anymore. I feel my eyes are swollen and I have some difficulty breathing.

I held my son's body and sat on the hospital bed. I looked at his little face and seemed to hear him calling me in my ears.

Dad, please accompany me to school for a while

Dad, what do you think a boy should look like?

dad…

I didn't yell hysterically anymore. Maybe I was tired, and my eyes were still blurred. I just kept holding my son's body, but he never woke up again

I don't know how long it took, but there was no crying in the room. The doctor came over to take my son's body, but I hugged him tightly and bursts of crying came from the room.

Finally, I seemed to be a little heavy and my body was uncontrollably falling on the bed

I don't know how long it took, but I woke up from the endless darkness. The sky outside was gray.

I found myself on the hospital bed, opening my swelling eyes and seeing a woman sitting next to me. She was lying tiredly on the edge of the bed, her eyes closed, and her slightly swollen eyes could see that she had been crying sadly

She seemed to feel me awake and looked at me with red eyes

Secretary Ke, you're awake, it's great

It's Lin Rumeng

Where is my son?

I gritted my teeth. On the contrary, the heartbroken pain last night, I found that this morning I felt like I had no heart and seemed to have lost my pain.

Uncle and aunt went to deal with it

Lin Rumeng said, covering her mouth and sobbing slightly

Give me a call

I don't know why, but now I'm losing interest in this world

Lin Rumeng wiped her eyes, took out her cell phone from the bed shelf and handed it to me

Lu Tong

I typed these two words, but no one answered them

I angrily called several times, but no one answered

I clenched my fists and stood up to walk out

Secretary Ke

Lin Rumeng stopped me

…

I looked back at her

Nothing, go, baby, don't worry

I saw Lin Rumeng picking up a cute baby from the small bed on the side of the hospital bed. Her eyes were so big, her nose was tall and straight, and her initial eyebrows were still similar to me. She was opening her mouth and two baby teeth to look at me.

It's my daughter

I actually felt warm inside, walked over, kissed her on the face, and looked at Lin Rumeng again

Thanks

Without too much politeness, I walked out, and Lin Rumeng seemed to know what I wanted to do, watching me leave

Looking at the pale hospital aisle, I ran out in disgust and drove into the car to Chiba.

I'm going to find my wife, I'm going to see my wife, the root of all this sin

When I arrived downstairs of the old community, I called her again, but no one answered her

When I climbed to the sixth floor and the door was closed, I kicked the door angrily, took out the key and opened it in

However, when I just opened the door, I smelled a strong smell of blood. I seemed to know something and rushed into the living room.

I saw my wife sitting quietly on the sofa, leaning back and putting her hands naturally on the sofa

However, under the pale floor tiles, there were some blood dripping. There was a lot of bright red blood flowing from the living room, and some areas were already black.

My wife's eyes were slightly opened and she looked at the table in the living room. The arteries on her wrists were cut by knives. The blood in the wound seemed to have dried up and turned black by the air.

She had a capable ponytail, her side hair was pinched on a pair of ears on her wind, and she was wearing a white dress. Her face was pale without blood. Her arms and legs had begun to turn black.

There were still two blood marks left on her face that I had beaten with a belt, and of course, there were also on her arms.

Standing in front of the living room, I was stunned, and then I suffocated silently

I don't know why at this moment, my eyes were wet again, and tears fell down my eyelids without any effort.

I was trembling and at a loss as I looked at all in front of me. After a while, I stepped on the blood flowing on the floor tiles of my wife, and went closer, and wanted to go over and hug her body.

But I saw a big cake on the guest table. The cake was cut a piece, and a plate of the cake was pressed on a clean pure white paper.

My wife's cell phone is placed next to a used cake box. On top of the cell phone, there is a ring. Just one look, I knew it was my wife and I’m married to a platinum ring.

I watched all this suffocatedly, tears wet my neck, my body trembled, but I couldn't cry.

I stepped on her blood and came beside her. I trembled and touched her face. However, the tears at the corners of my eyes had dried up. Two dry tears slid across the two blood marks that I whipped.

…

I opened my mouth and wanted to yell, but found that I was just a silent wail. Tears and snot slid across the corner of my mouth and slid towards my chin again.

I don't know how long it took, but I just knew that I took out my cell phone and called the police.

Before the police arrived, I trembled and picked up the pure white paper on the table.

Expand bit by bit, my wife's Juanjuan's font appears bit by bit. When I spread it all, I found that it was very clean, without a trace of ink or other colors.

Dear husband, I think calling you like this will make you disgusting, but let me be willful for the last time, husband, when you see my letter, I am probably no longer in this world, I don’t know why, when I think of being separated from you, tears flow out unconsciously, but, in the past, I was so cowardly, now I am going to leave this world, I can’t be so cowardly anymore, always be brave, you say, yes, my husband’s things happened, are actually my reasons, I think it’s nothing wrong to be born as a human being, and to do it according to my own feelings, now I find that I was wrong, but unfortunately it’s too late

Husband, I never thought about getting my son in, I really didn't think about it

It's too late to regret it

For my son, daughter, to you, it is my debt I owe you in this life. If there is a next life, I will ask Mengpo not to let me drink Mengpo soup, so that I can remember my son, daughter, and your face, and serve you forever forever.

Husband, it would be great if life could be repeated. I would take my mother away from my father's domestic violence early. If life could be repeated, I would not go to Nanjing to study or know you. Then your life would not suffer so much because of me.

If I could start my life again and I still know you, I will definitely cook at home every day and wait for you to come back, bringing my son, daughter, and going to the beach with you to play with you

If life can be repeated, it would be better if it can be repeated

Husband, I'm sorry for you, sorry for my daughter, sorry for my son, no matter how much regret it is, it's useless. If there is still a next life, I can still be a human being. I still have a luxury to meet you, meet my daughter, meet my son

Husband, I'm sorry Ah, these thirty years old should have been the year when the whole family gathered, but I have caused you so much suffering

Sorry, husband Ah

sorry

Husband, I actually hope that in the next life, you will not meet me again. People are always so conflicted. In the next life, I will not be a human being.

Husband, I'm so cold Ah, by the way, the cake on the table, our family hasn't celebrated their birthday together for a long time, I divided it into seven pieces, I have eaten one piece myself, and there are six pieces, it's yours, son's, daughter's, father's, mother's, and my mom. We haven't eaten cake for a long time, you can only eat your own portion, don't eat too much, and my mom, husband, I hope you don't blame my mom, she has suffered too much, she just wants me to be happy, all the mistakes are caused by me, and I will bear all the sins.

Husband, I feel so cold, I want to continue living with you in this world

Husband, I'll give you the ring, but it's not that I'm divorced you. I can't bear to leave Ah. If possible, give it to Lin Rumeng. I think she will treat her son and daughter well. She is a good girl. These days she has been advised me not to do stupid things, a silly girl

Husband, my hands hurt so much. I don’t know if I have the courage to think that my hands will bleed when I write for a while.

Husband, I've said too much, I don't have the energy to write anymore, I'm a little scared, Husband, don't worry, you have to live well and take good care of your son and daughter. If they ask where your mother went, you say that your mother went to a faraway place to work. Finally, Ke Dongchen, I'm sorry, I love you

I didn't know when I was already crying, and I looked at my wife lying on the sofa beside me, and a fruit knife fell under her feet

I took the ring and grabbed it tightly in my palm. Looking at the cake on the table, I picked up a piece and ate it in my mouth.

Is it sweet? No, all the salty and bitter ones you swallow

I don't know how long it took, the police broke into the door and stood behind me and looked at the blood all over the ground in shock.

I don't know how I came over those days. I seemed to have no soul and watched people coming and going without expression.

My son and wife's funeral was done by my parents. I only remember the cremation day when my wife and son were there. My mother later told me that I was laughing and suffering like I lost my soul.

Of course, Lu Tong's parents rushed over from the next city shortly after the police came to see me. After learning about everything, her parents apologized to us. Until then, I never blamed Lu Tong's mother.

Under my instruction, my wife and son's cemetery was arranged close to each other. I think my wife and son will be warmer.

Later, Lin Rumeng helped me take care of my daughter every day. After I resigned from the agency, I put the platinum ring on Lin Rumeng's hand.

Later, we went to the United States and I also met Brother Chen Zhennan who returned to his hometown during the fight against the epidemic.

In fact, from the day my wife left me, I didn't hate her anymore. I even felt a little regretful. If I asked her to follow me to guard the son, would my son survive and my wife wouldn't have left either.

Of course, for her departure, except for seeing her suffocating pain, I seemed to have no more grief afterwards, except for seeing her lying bloody on the sofa.

What is the meaning of life? Is it grudges, love and hatred? Or hurt, forgiveness, or passing clouds

……

A few years later, I came back from the United States, and of course, my daughter, and my lover

The sun sets, my wife parked her car outside the cemetery. My daughter and I slowly climbed up from the foot of the mountain. The stairs that climbed up the cemetery seemed very high, and my daughter jumped in front of me.

Dad, hurry up

Slower

I held two bouquets of flowers and looked at my daughter who was walking up quickly and smiled.

Climbing to the hillside of the cemetery, my daughter and I stopped in place, and my wife jogged towards us from the bottom of the mountain.

Mom, Dad said slow down, don't go so fast

My daughter looked at her breathless wife and said with a cute smile

Grizzly...Good Wave Let's go

My wife smiled gently, looked at me, and walked in front of me with her daughter's hand

A cool breeze blows through the mountain, and a long cicada chirping blows the coolness of summer from the green treetops.

We came to the two tombstones and saw the black and white photos on the tombstone. Although many years later, my eyes became hot, my nose gradually became sore, and my vision gradually became blurred

Baby, come on, let's put the flowers in front

My wife looked at me, squatted down and touched her daughter's head

Good Wave

Mom, who is this aunt?

Ah, she is a good sister to mom, wavy

Oh, mom, aunty is as beautiful as you

Hi, here

Mom, who is this brother?

This brother, well, he is your brother, wavy

Mom is talking nonsense, why haven't I seen this brother Wave

Baby, because this brother and aunt went a long way

Will they come back like this?

Yes, they will come back, wavy, they will always be with us, oh, oh, wavy,

Listening to my wife and daughter cleaning the dried chrysanthemums on my son's tombstone not far away, I looked at the tombstones that asked for money. It seemed that people would arrange flowers and take care of these two tombstones from time to time.

I squatted down and followed my wife and daughter to clean the weeds around the tombstones on the two tombstones.

The sound of cicadas is still there, and the cool summer breeze blows on your face

Dingling dingling dingling dingling...

A familiar wind chime sounded from the bottom of the mountain. I stood up and looked down. It turned out to be the wind chime hanging in front of the gravekeeper's door.

I smiled slightly, the sunset was setting, and the golden light shone on the entire cemetery. Qianye City at the foot of the mountain was bigger than before, with traffic on the streets and lights from thousands of houses across the river.

After sweeping the grave, we walked down the mountain. I looked back and looked at it. It seemed that there were two people standing on the hillside where the golden light shone on, one tall and one short, holding hands and looking at me with a smile.

I wiped my blurry eyes and looked at it again. There was nothing there, only the treetops blown by the breeze, and the sound of summer cicadas on the treetops was still the same.

What are you looking at? My parents and son are hungry at home, waiting for us to go back to have a meal

My wife came over and held my hand and looked at me gently

Yes, I'm leaving

I took my wife and daughter's hands and passed by the door of the gravekeeper.

Dingling dingling dingling dingling...

The cool summer breeze slowly blows through the wind chimes on the eaves of the door

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