No one can tell what a person will see at the moment of death, and he will only know after death, but those who know will never have the chance to prove it to the world.
After Liu Jun was seriously ill, he kept thinking about this matter, fearful but curious.
Finally, that moment came, he felt chaotic, and there seemed to be a light in front of him. He was thinking about the light running away uncontrollably. He could not feel his hands and feet. He was like alcohol in the sun evaporating and melting into the dust...
Everything gradually blurred, and consciousness and memory gradually returned to nothingness, but two things suddenly became clear; these were the past events that I hadn't remembered for a long time, and at this time it was exposed as if it was blown away by dust.
He returned to the summer when he was ten years old, he was taking his sister to play by the river, burying himself in the mud hole to touch crabs, and he could even feel the water surface that was hot in the sun, the coldness and moistness in the mud hole, and the careful mood of expectation.
At this time, something fell into the water with a plop, and he looked up and saw that it was his sister who fell into the river!
His mind was blank, and his brother's voices were still echoing in his mind.
Why didn’t I jump down to save her immediately?Why?!But he went to call someone.Most people were taking naps in the hot afternoons, and there was no one on the road in the fields.
……
The rebellious fourteen years old, there was a lot of the seventh set of radio gymnastics, the mezzo-speaking, the dusty road, the hustle and bustle in the game hall, and the best friend Zhou Qiang.
Liu Jun’s labels for teachers and parents are poor grades, disobedient, ignorant, and troublesome. The teachers and parents don’t like him, and he doesn’t like all this. He just stands home in class or beats and scolds. He feels that he is useless in the eyes of others.
Liu Jun was very brave and planned to run away from home with his best friend Zhou Qiangyi. He wanted to make great achievements in the world like the heroes in the young and dandy movies, and was respected by thousands of people.
The two of them became sworn brothers in the land temple. They enjoyed the same blessings and had difficulties. They did not seek to be born on the same day of the same year and the same month, but only wanted to die on the same month of the same year.
Then they stole the money from their families and ran away from home, hiding at the train station.
Not long after, Zhou Qiang saw a parent’s missing person notice in a newspaper. The anxious and worried that his parents published on it were revealed between the lines. Come back, we won’t blame you!
Zhou Qiang cried bitterly at that time, saying that it would be better for the family and the school.
So in a quiet early morning, Zhou Qiang left quietly.
Then Liu Jun also went home, but from then on, Zhou Qiang's parents no longer allowed their son to have any contact with him.
Many years later, Liu Jun completely forgave Zhou Qiang's betrayal, and it was completely correct that he quietly returned to his parents.
In that year, Liu Jun suddenly understood his parents' painstaking efforts and many things. His biggest understanding was that the rules and morality of society were very strong. His parents were nagging you every day for their own good.
Liu Jun really turned his back, studied hard, then went to college and worked, and his life went smoothly from then on.
He himself has also grown up to be a person who is well-received, responsible, professional, caring, filial to his parents, and has a good temper. He can be said to be a good person with a good manner.
He tried his best to be kind to everyone around him, and he thought so in his heart.
But there is a devil in a person's heart, and if he relaxes his vigilance, it will jump out.
But as the dust flies, good intentions, devils, will disappear.
……
In a trance.
Another real memory came in a mess. Liu Jun felt that it was not a memory, but an inner conversation with another person.
He has never walked into a person's heart so close.
He learned everything about Zhang Ning, even the subtle bits, but he didn't know if Zhang Ning understood himself, Zhang Ning's consciousness had no response. Perhaps there was no consciousness anymore, and this soul was dead.
So this inner communication cannot be called communication, it can only be regarded as reading, as if reading a book without language but with more than language description.
He felt that some of the ideas in the book were limited and narrow, but he sincerely admired his achievements in Chinese studies. The things in this book were probably higher than those of sinologists when they were modern.
He is familiar with the Four Books and Five Classics and other classics. How many modern people can recite so many books word by word?
It’s really impossible to make a word wrong. The meaning of each word has a memorized comment.
No wonder Zhang Ning was full of conceit in his heart. The book reads: I am the best in the world in literary talent, and the people who dance in the temple and government are all half-baked, and all scholars of the same age are fools.
Is this a dream?
Brother, brother... A crisp and anxious voice sounded in my ears.
Little sister...
Zhang Ning called out in his heart, and the first thing he thought of was the regret and guilt in his memory being awakened at the moment of death.
He lifted his hand up with all his strength, trying to touch the distant and blurry shadow. At this time, a soft and cold hand held him, and he hurriedly grabbed it.
Opening his eyes, Zhang Ning suddenly saw a familiar and strange girl's face appearing in front of him. The eyes of concern and joy were so energetic that it seemed that it was not his face but his heart.
He was shocked when he was not careful. Why did this girl come to her dream again?
ghost?
It is hard to imagine that a person who had been dying for many days suddenly shrank.
He secretly pinched his thigh with his fingers, and the real pain came.
Originally, his consciousness had long felt that he had become Zhang Ning, but he had not subconsciously recognized this change, and suddenly he had such a repulsive reaction.
The girl suddenly whimpered and rushed over, hugging his face to her heart and cried.
Zhang Ning's face was soft and it seemed to fall into a pile of cotton for a moment. There was a light fragrance mixed with soap beads in his nose. The legendary virgin fragrance?
Zhang Ning was stunned for a moment, his mind was filled with mud. He seemed to understand everything, but he seemed to have not figured out his situation at all.
The only thing that was clear was that the girl's pair of delicate breasts were tightly covering her face, and no emotion could match the sudden soft touch.
He quickly spread his hands and thought to himself: I did nothing.
Moreover, the girl is his sister, so she can't even think about it.
My brother was unconscious as soon as he came back and still remained motionless. Yesterday, the doctor said to me... Nanjing Mandarin became particularly nice under Zhang Xiaomei's gentle and crisp voice, as if full of thousands of attachments and tenderness, and his bones were so refreshing that they could lose their bones.
She hugged her so tightly and vigorously, Zhang Ning felt her soft hair on her chin, and he didn't even dare to let out a breath of vigor.
He froze for a while before gently pushing Zhang Xiaomei and said: Get up... cough cough... get up and talk well.What he said was actually Zhang Xiaomei’s official accent.
Only then did Zhang Xiaomei stop telling her feelings, she quickly let go of him, reached out to hold his face and looked at her carefully, and saw Zhang Ning open her blank eyes, fortunately her eyes were turning.
Does my brother hurt? Ele.me... Zhang Xiaomei's voice was endlessly concerned.
I'm indeed a little hungry.
Zhang Ning said calmly on the pillow, looking at Zhang Xiaomei. This is a girl of fourteen or fifteen years old. Her white and smooth skin and healthy and soft black hair made her full of youthful vitality. She gave birth to a very pure melon-shaped face, her round forehead and clear and energetic eyes were the most beautiful, and then her soft lips were still shining under the oil lamp.
She was wiping her tears with her sleeves, and then she smiled foolishly: Wait, I will go to the kitchen to serve rice porridge for my brother, and I will go and report the good news to my uncle, uncle, cousin and sister-in-law immediately!
Let's go.Zhang Ning tried to move his body, and felt sore all over, so he simply lay down and stopped moving.
Zhang Xiaomei ran to the door, her movements were very flexible and lively, and she looked like a little white rabbit jumping out of the grass in spring.
At this time, she turned around and told: You must keep your eyes open and never fall asleep again!I'll call someone now.
Don't worry, it's okay.Zhang Ning stared at her every move and expression.
Zhang Xiaomei seemed to be worried, and she turned around and walked back in a daze. Her face turned slightly red and turned slightly. She gently stretched her hand into the collar of her shirt and tied her neck. After a while, she took out a red diamond-shaped silk bag two fingers wide and handed it to Zhang Ning's palm: A few days ago, I went to Shangqing to watch the auspicious talisman, and was afraid that the gods would think I was not pious enough, so she kept it on her heart and covered it.
Sure enough, Zhang Ning vaguely felt that the talisman in his palm was still warm, which was the temperature of his little sister!
He looked down at the things in his hand, then looked up at Zhang Xiaomei, and said a word that he didn't know what to say. At this moment, he looked like a demented fool.
Zhang Xiaomei pointed at her breasts with her fingertips...
The heart, soft bulge, gently sank under the fingertips, like the ripples on the water and like the dimples of a beauty. Then she turned her thumb, index finger and little finger of her hands together, and pinched the other fingers in the palm of her hand. She made such a strange move, closing her eyes gently with great devoutness, as if she was praying for something.
I saw the slightly trembling eyelashes, like a small brush brushing the heart.
Leaving, I'll be back soon.After she said that, she turned around and ran away.
Dongdongdongdongdong... There was a rush of wooden stairs being stepped on outside.
Zhang Ning picked up the talisman with some difficulty and looked at the light source of the oil lamp.
The stairs sounded and the surroundings returned to tranquility. He suddenly smelled a faint fragrance, very familiar, and finally remembered that it was the smell of osmanthus.
The osmanthus in autumn was just before he traveled through time. Zhang Ning participated in the imperial examination held in autumn.
After Liu Jun was seriously ill, he kept thinking about this matter, fearful but curious.
Finally, that moment came, he felt chaotic, and there seemed to be a light in front of him. He was thinking about the light running away uncontrollably. He could not feel his hands and feet. He was like alcohol in the sun evaporating and melting into the dust...
Everything gradually blurred, and consciousness and memory gradually returned to nothingness, but two things suddenly became clear; these were the past events that I hadn't remembered for a long time, and at this time it was exposed as if it was blown away by dust.
He returned to the summer when he was ten years old, he was taking his sister to play by the river, burying himself in the mud hole to touch crabs, and he could even feel the water surface that was hot in the sun, the coldness and moistness in the mud hole, and the careful mood of expectation.
At this time, something fell into the water with a plop, and he looked up and saw that it was his sister who fell into the river!
His mind was blank, and his brother's voices were still echoing in his mind.
Why didn’t I jump down to save her immediately?Why?!But he went to call someone.Most people were taking naps in the hot afternoons, and there was no one on the road in the fields.
……
The rebellious fourteen years old, there was a lot of the seventh set of radio gymnastics, the mezzo-speaking, the dusty road, the hustle and bustle in the game hall, and the best friend Zhou Qiang.
Liu Jun’s labels for teachers and parents are poor grades, disobedient, ignorant, and troublesome. The teachers and parents don’t like him, and he doesn’t like all this. He just stands home in class or beats and scolds. He feels that he is useless in the eyes of others.
Liu Jun was very brave and planned to run away from home with his best friend Zhou Qiangyi. He wanted to make great achievements in the world like the heroes in the young and dandy movies, and was respected by thousands of people.
The two of them became sworn brothers in the land temple. They enjoyed the same blessings and had difficulties. They did not seek to be born on the same day of the same year and the same month, but only wanted to die on the same month of the same year.
Then they stole the money from their families and ran away from home, hiding at the train station.
Not long after, Zhou Qiang saw a parent’s missing person notice in a newspaper. The anxious and worried that his parents published on it were revealed between the lines. Come back, we won’t blame you!
Zhou Qiang cried bitterly at that time, saying that it would be better for the family and the school.
So in a quiet early morning, Zhou Qiang left quietly.
Then Liu Jun also went home, but from then on, Zhou Qiang's parents no longer allowed their son to have any contact with him.
Many years later, Liu Jun completely forgave Zhou Qiang's betrayal, and it was completely correct that he quietly returned to his parents.
In that year, Liu Jun suddenly understood his parents' painstaking efforts and many things. His biggest understanding was that the rules and morality of society were very strong. His parents were nagging you every day for their own good.
Liu Jun really turned his back, studied hard, then went to college and worked, and his life went smoothly from then on.
He himself has also grown up to be a person who is well-received, responsible, professional, caring, filial to his parents, and has a good temper. He can be said to be a good person with a good manner.
He tried his best to be kind to everyone around him, and he thought so in his heart.
But there is a devil in a person's heart, and if he relaxes his vigilance, it will jump out.
But as the dust flies, good intentions, devils, will disappear.
……
In a trance.
Another real memory came in a mess. Liu Jun felt that it was not a memory, but an inner conversation with another person.
He has never walked into a person's heart so close.
He learned everything about Zhang Ning, even the subtle bits, but he didn't know if Zhang Ning understood himself, Zhang Ning's consciousness had no response. Perhaps there was no consciousness anymore, and this soul was dead.
So this inner communication cannot be called communication, it can only be regarded as reading, as if reading a book without language but with more than language description.
He felt that some of the ideas in the book were limited and narrow, but he sincerely admired his achievements in Chinese studies. The things in this book were probably higher than those of sinologists when they were modern.
He is familiar with the Four Books and Five Classics and other classics. How many modern people can recite so many books word by word?
It’s really impossible to make a word wrong. The meaning of each word has a memorized comment.
No wonder Zhang Ning was full of conceit in his heart. The book reads: I am the best in the world in literary talent, and the people who dance in the temple and government are all half-baked, and all scholars of the same age are fools.
Is this a dream?
Brother, brother... A crisp and anxious voice sounded in my ears.
Little sister...
Zhang Ning called out in his heart, and the first thing he thought of was the regret and guilt in his memory being awakened at the moment of death.
He lifted his hand up with all his strength, trying to touch the distant and blurry shadow. At this time, a soft and cold hand held him, and he hurriedly grabbed it.
Opening his eyes, Zhang Ning suddenly saw a familiar and strange girl's face appearing in front of him. The eyes of concern and joy were so energetic that it seemed that it was not his face but his heart.
He was shocked when he was not careful. Why did this girl come to her dream again?
ghost?
It is hard to imagine that a person who had been dying for many days suddenly shrank.
He secretly pinched his thigh with his fingers, and the real pain came.
Originally, his consciousness had long felt that he had become Zhang Ning, but he had not subconsciously recognized this change, and suddenly he had such a repulsive reaction.
The girl suddenly whimpered and rushed over, hugging his face to her heart and cried.
Zhang Ning's face was soft and it seemed to fall into a pile of cotton for a moment. There was a light fragrance mixed with soap beads in his nose. The legendary virgin fragrance?
Zhang Ning was stunned for a moment, his mind was filled with mud. He seemed to understand everything, but he seemed to have not figured out his situation at all.
The only thing that was clear was that the girl's pair of delicate breasts were tightly covering her face, and no emotion could match the sudden soft touch.
He quickly spread his hands and thought to himself: I did nothing.
Moreover, the girl is his sister, so she can't even think about it.
My brother was unconscious as soon as he came back and still remained motionless. Yesterday, the doctor said to me... Nanjing Mandarin became particularly nice under Zhang Xiaomei's gentle and crisp voice, as if full of thousands of attachments and tenderness, and his bones were so refreshing that they could lose their bones.
She hugged her so tightly and vigorously, Zhang Ning felt her soft hair on her chin, and he didn't even dare to let out a breath of vigor.
He froze for a while before gently pushing Zhang Xiaomei and said: Get up... cough cough... get up and talk well.What he said was actually Zhang Xiaomei’s official accent.
Only then did Zhang Xiaomei stop telling her feelings, she quickly let go of him, reached out to hold his face and looked at her carefully, and saw Zhang Ning open her blank eyes, fortunately her eyes were turning.
Does my brother hurt? Ele.me... Zhang Xiaomei's voice was endlessly concerned.
I'm indeed a little hungry.
Zhang Ning said calmly on the pillow, looking at Zhang Xiaomei. This is a girl of fourteen or fifteen years old. Her white and smooth skin and healthy and soft black hair made her full of youthful vitality. She gave birth to a very pure melon-shaped face, her round forehead and clear and energetic eyes were the most beautiful, and then her soft lips were still shining under the oil lamp.
She was wiping her tears with her sleeves, and then she smiled foolishly: Wait, I will go to the kitchen to serve rice porridge for my brother, and I will go and report the good news to my uncle, uncle, cousin and sister-in-law immediately!
Let's go.Zhang Ning tried to move his body, and felt sore all over, so he simply lay down and stopped moving.
Zhang Xiaomei ran to the door, her movements were very flexible and lively, and she looked like a little white rabbit jumping out of the grass in spring.
At this time, she turned around and told: You must keep your eyes open and never fall asleep again!I'll call someone now.
Don't worry, it's okay.Zhang Ning stared at her every move and expression.
Zhang Xiaomei seemed to be worried, and she turned around and walked back in a daze. Her face turned slightly red and turned slightly. She gently stretched her hand into the collar of her shirt and tied her neck. After a while, she took out a red diamond-shaped silk bag two fingers wide and handed it to Zhang Ning's palm: A few days ago, I went to Shangqing to watch the auspicious talisman, and was afraid that the gods would think I was not pious enough, so she kept it on her heart and covered it.
Sure enough, Zhang Ning vaguely felt that the talisman in his palm was still warm, which was the temperature of his little sister!
He looked down at the things in his hand, then looked up at Zhang Xiaomei, and said a word that he didn't know what to say. At this moment, he looked like a demented fool.
Zhang Xiaomei pointed at her breasts with her fingertips...
The heart, soft bulge, gently sank under the fingertips, like the ripples on the water and like the dimples of a beauty. Then she turned her thumb, index finger and little finger of her hands together, and pinched the other fingers in the palm of her hand. She made such a strange move, closing her eyes gently with great devoutness, as if she was praying for something.
I saw the slightly trembling eyelashes, like a small brush brushing the heart.
Leaving, I'll be back soon.After she said that, she turned around and ran away.
Dongdongdongdongdong... There was a rush of wooden stairs being stepped on outside.
Zhang Ning picked up the talisman with some difficulty and looked at the light source of the oil lamp.
The stairs sounded and the surroundings returned to tranquility. He suddenly smelled a faint fragrance, very familiar, and finally remembered that it was the smell of osmanthus.
The osmanthus in autumn was just before he traveled through time. Zhang Ning participated in the imperial examination held in autumn.
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