There is a faint fragrance of osmanthus in the air, a simple book case, an old window, a very familiar scene, at least very familiar in my memory.
Zhang Ning used to spend countless days and nights in this corner, and he grew up here.
I remembered the moment when I woke up from this room and faced a brand new life, the first thing I saw was Zhang Xiaomei's surprise face, such a cute face. In addition, he had a more secret feeling for the little sister. Perhaps there was another person's shadow on her body, and the girl who had always stayed at the age of a few years, now Zhang Ning could not remember her at all. There was only a hazy impression in her heart, and even her face was blank in her dream.
Sometimes Zhang Ning will have some strange illusions that since she can be reborn, maybe Zhang Xiaomei is the one she reborn.
The first time I see and love the first time, it is hard to forget the person I see until I am old, right?
Love, the word is relatively large and complicated, and Zhang Ning didn't fully understand it in his two lives, but he was sure that he loved Zhang Xiaomei, the person he loved the most in the world in the fifteenth century...
Maybe it’s family affection, maybe it’s more, but it’s not just a simple thought of how to do it to her.
Sometimes his relationship is very selfless, and he wants Zhang Xiaomei to live a good life safely; sometimes he becomes a bit extreme, and he wants to keep her in his life and not want to lose her. Even if she leaves her world, she may live a good life, and Zhang Ning will be very uncomfortable.
Just when he was in a complicated mood, he suddenly heard a familiar crunch sound on the stairs. Zhang Ning turned his ears and realized that it was Zhang Xiaomei coming up.
Then he put away the auspicious talisman in his hand and hid it in his arms, and continued to sit calmly.
It turned out that Zhang Xiaomei pushed the door and said a little unhappy: Brother, do you really want me to see that second young master?
Zhang Ning's left face twitched slightly like a conditioned reflex. He looked at Zhang Xiaomei's white and pure face, she was as pure and beautiful as an angel.
I know you can't bear to leave me either.Zhang Xiaomei murmured.
Soon Zhang Ning came to his senses and felt like he was overturned.
After all, there is no blood relationship, so some of my secret emotions are not dirty?
But he soon thought: he had been surnamed Zhang since his infancy. If something shocking happened, he would be despised by the moral public opinion of the whole society without any suspense; humans are social animals, and it is difficult to survive without any influence, especially in the Ming Dynasty, when morality is greater than law.
The total consequences may be more serious than expected.
He paused and smiled and said: Of course he couldn't bear to part with his younger sister, but you were going to get married when you grew up. No girl in the world can stay in her parents' home for the rest of her life. Do you still need your brother to teach you this principle?Some girls get married just after 12 or 3, and the younger sister is about to be sixteen this year.
well.Zhang Xiaomei sighed with a childish face like an adult, walked to the opposite side of Zhang Ning, sat down, and supported her chin with her hands and stared at Zhang Ning with her bright big eyes.
Zhang Ning turned to look out the window, speechless.
I understand Ah, my brother said.Zhang Xiaomei murmured again, but I just want to be with my brother. I want to watch you study at home, and I can wait even when I am not here, and have a thought.
The soft feelings stirred Zhang Ning's already fragile mentality, and he didn't say anything.
Zhang Xiaomei said again: Why don’t you push the Su family’s affairs first and then let’s talk about it later.
Zhang Ning thought it was a solution, and he couldn't help but agree. Suddenly, he turned his head and looked as if he had a sigh of relief. When he reached out his hand, he realized that he didn't know what to do. He stopped in the air and slowly shrank back.
The emotions between words and deeds made Zhang Xiaomei feel it real, and she was also happy and blurted out with some excitement: It would be great if she could marry her brother!
What did you say?Zhang Ning frowned immediately.
Zhang Xiaomei hurriedly moved the stool over, hugged Zhang Ning's arm, leaned her head on his shoulder, and said softly: I'm talking nonsense.But if I don’t marry, I will always be with my brother. At most, those aunts and sisters are a little gossiping about me, but it’s nothing to do with my brother.
At first glance, it sounds very attractive to Zhang Ning. His inner recognition made him realize that he was also very selfish.
However, Zhang Xiaomei is relatively simple, but Zhang Ning knows that it is not that simple.
He wanted to possess it selfishly, but it was my younger sister who would rather, but he could easily realize that one day she might blame herself, or even despise her and hate her; she didn't want to be that far away, even if it was a marriage that looked good, if she made a mistake in her decision, she might complain in her heart when her younger sister understood life better. After all, her husband's family is not found anywhere, and she might not have that shop after passing this village, otherwise why would there be so many leftover women who hate to marry in modern times?
Who is the person that women value the most is a changing variable.
Usually, one day for Zhang Xiaomei, she should no longer be the person she cares about the most, but just her brother, a close relative of her parents' family, that's all; now she is so intimate, that's because her world is not mature yet, and she is the best person in the family to her, and she feels dependence...
That's probably the case.
You are talking stupid again.
Zhang Ning gently pushed Zhang Xiaomei away and said earnestly, "In the future, you should learn more about how you are doing things and understand what you should do and what you should not do, so as not to get your in-laws wronged."
Zhang Xiaomei was pushed away by the rejection, and a grievance suddenly appeared on her face, which made Zhang Ning feel uncomfortable.
elder brother!Are you tired of me? I wish I could get married soon!Zhang Xiaomei was pushed away as if she was about to cry.
Why am I tired of you... Zhang Ning looked at her with complicated emotions, thinking that I couldn't even love you, and there would be no change at any time; if one day I could change, I would agree to you now.
Why should I refuse? Can you understand?
He lowered his head and said slowly: I don’t ask you to rely on me so much now. I just want to say happily when you see me many years later, you can still call me brother happily, let’s talk about old things and family matters.
Perhaps Zhang Ning accidentally revealed a very contagious feeling of sadness, and Zhang Xiaomei suddenly started to cry, as if she was sad.
Zhang Ning comforted her kind words: In the past, our parents died early, and the brother and sister depended on each other for their own lives. The younger sister is very stubborn; in the future, you will have a new life, with your own husband and children, who are your relatives and your life will be perfect.
Unexpectedly, the more comforted she was, the more fierce she cried, and she cried and stopped talking.
Zhang Ning said: Uncle will arrange a meeting with the Su family. You don’t have to come forward and stay behind the hall quietly.
After he said that, he stood up and said, "I'm going back to Wuyuan, and I have official duties."If you listen to your elders at home, you don’t want you to leave the Zhang family immediately.
My brother won't go with me?Zhang Xiaomei wiped her tears and hurriedly grabbed Zhang Ning.
I don't have to go... Zhang Ning thought to myself that young man was completely heart-wrenching, as if he was his rival in love, but he couldn't compete with him.
The background of the Su family should not be much problem. I know Su Liangchen. The ancestors of the three generations of fame were innocent, and the fame of the students confirmed a lot of information.It’s mainly because of the little sister’s own impression, whether she likes her eyes or not, whether her words and deeds are appropriate, etc.Don't worry, get to know slowly.
The little sister looked at him with a slim look. Her eyes were already very vivid, and her smile and frown were very contagious. Zhang Ning deliberately did not look at him and went straight downstairs.
Wu Yuan is actually nothing. The whole interview is about to finish the organization, so why bother with so much.
Since Emperor Hong Xi ascended the throne, there has been no new layout. Everyone is waiting to be laid off and liquidated the property accounts of various places. If there is any relationship, it will be searching for new jobs. If there is no relationship, it will be found another way out. That's all.
However, the property below Wuyuan has not been recovered yet, so I can stay there for a while; even if it is clear that the day of the clearance, Zhang Ning still has the grade of the doctor of the Nanjing Ministry of Rites, and the official is still an official and receives his salary as usual, but he has no real power for the time being.
This is a quiet morning with nothing to do, with a little sadness.
He led his horse on the street, and in a daze, he remembered his childhood friend Zhou Qiang, the best friend who ran away from home with him, who had been playing together since he was a child.
However, I rarely contacted me after I was a teenager and never contacted me again after leaving my hometown to work in the city.
Recalling the past, putting aside the black and white right and wrong, Zhou Qiang is actually a betrayal; it’s just that Zhang Ning never held a grudge against him because the betrayal of the past was wrong and did not conform to social rules.
The swearing of the sky is just a joke. The relationship between people is ultimately just a relationship. Due to various reasons, various purposes, and various rules, if you are separated from specific rules, you will be nothing. Life is a lone walker.
Suddenly, Zhang Ning seemed to have returned to the early morning many years ago. The brother who accompanied him was gone, leaving him alone at the strange train station, confused and ignorant of the meaning of life.
He obviously endured betrayal, but he had to bear the infamy of teaching other people's children, and even he could only admit it.
He shook the reins, raised his head and hummed two small songs, and continued walking leisurely.
The world is not completely gray. There are right or wrong, black and white, and there are rules. We can only abide by the rules. Even the great people who make rules do not do whatever they want. They need to abide by larger rules. Objective laws...
Then Zhang Xiaomei did things right herself, at least she did not act wrongly, and there was no need to think about it and worry about it. Perhaps the secret emotions she had for her that could not be seen at the beginning were redundant.
The streets of Liren are already very lively, with decent people with particular pomp and irresolute peddlers and pawns, and the lives of various people are mixed together to form a city society.
The sun is in the clouds in the east, revealing a hazy halo, and the streets and alleys seem to be shrouded in a very faint mist.
Zhang Ning used to spend countless days and nights in this corner, and he grew up here.
I remembered the moment when I woke up from this room and faced a brand new life, the first thing I saw was Zhang Xiaomei's surprise face, such a cute face. In addition, he had a more secret feeling for the little sister. Perhaps there was another person's shadow on her body, and the girl who had always stayed at the age of a few years, now Zhang Ning could not remember her at all. There was only a hazy impression in her heart, and even her face was blank in her dream.
Sometimes Zhang Ning will have some strange illusions that since she can be reborn, maybe Zhang Xiaomei is the one she reborn.
The first time I see and love the first time, it is hard to forget the person I see until I am old, right?
Love, the word is relatively large and complicated, and Zhang Ning didn't fully understand it in his two lives, but he was sure that he loved Zhang Xiaomei, the person he loved the most in the world in the fifteenth century...
Maybe it’s family affection, maybe it’s more, but it’s not just a simple thought of how to do it to her.
Sometimes his relationship is very selfless, and he wants Zhang Xiaomei to live a good life safely; sometimes he becomes a bit extreme, and he wants to keep her in his life and not want to lose her. Even if she leaves her world, she may live a good life, and Zhang Ning will be very uncomfortable.
Just when he was in a complicated mood, he suddenly heard a familiar crunch sound on the stairs. Zhang Ning turned his ears and realized that it was Zhang Xiaomei coming up.
Then he put away the auspicious talisman in his hand and hid it in his arms, and continued to sit calmly.
It turned out that Zhang Xiaomei pushed the door and said a little unhappy: Brother, do you really want me to see that second young master?
Zhang Ning's left face twitched slightly like a conditioned reflex. He looked at Zhang Xiaomei's white and pure face, she was as pure and beautiful as an angel.
I know you can't bear to leave me either.Zhang Xiaomei murmured.
Soon Zhang Ning came to his senses and felt like he was overturned.
After all, there is no blood relationship, so some of my secret emotions are not dirty?
But he soon thought: he had been surnamed Zhang since his infancy. If something shocking happened, he would be despised by the moral public opinion of the whole society without any suspense; humans are social animals, and it is difficult to survive without any influence, especially in the Ming Dynasty, when morality is greater than law.
The total consequences may be more serious than expected.
He paused and smiled and said: Of course he couldn't bear to part with his younger sister, but you were going to get married when you grew up. No girl in the world can stay in her parents' home for the rest of her life. Do you still need your brother to teach you this principle?Some girls get married just after 12 or 3, and the younger sister is about to be sixteen this year.
well.Zhang Xiaomei sighed with a childish face like an adult, walked to the opposite side of Zhang Ning, sat down, and supported her chin with her hands and stared at Zhang Ning with her bright big eyes.
Zhang Ning turned to look out the window, speechless.
I understand Ah, my brother said.Zhang Xiaomei murmured again, but I just want to be with my brother. I want to watch you study at home, and I can wait even when I am not here, and have a thought.
The soft feelings stirred Zhang Ning's already fragile mentality, and he didn't say anything.
Zhang Xiaomei said again: Why don’t you push the Su family’s affairs first and then let’s talk about it later.
Zhang Ning thought it was a solution, and he couldn't help but agree. Suddenly, he turned his head and looked as if he had a sigh of relief. When he reached out his hand, he realized that he didn't know what to do. He stopped in the air and slowly shrank back.
The emotions between words and deeds made Zhang Xiaomei feel it real, and she was also happy and blurted out with some excitement: It would be great if she could marry her brother!
What did you say?Zhang Ning frowned immediately.
Zhang Xiaomei hurriedly moved the stool over, hugged Zhang Ning's arm, leaned her head on his shoulder, and said softly: I'm talking nonsense.But if I don’t marry, I will always be with my brother. At most, those aunts and sisters are a little gossiping about me, but it’s nothing to do with my brother.
At first glance, it sounds very attractive to Zhang Ning. His inner recognition made him realize that he was also very selfish.
However, Zhang Xiaomei is relatively simple, but Zhang Ning knows that it is not that simple.
He wanted to possess it selfishly, but it was my younger sister who would rather, but he could easily realize that one day she might blame herself, or even despise her and hate her; she didn't want to be that far away, even if it was a marriage that looked good, if she made a mistake in her decision, she might complain in her heart when her younger sister understood life better. After all, her husband's family is not found anywhere, and she might not have that shop after passing this village, otherwise why would there be so many leftover women who hate to marry in modern times?
Who is the person that women value the most is a changing variable.
Usually, one day for Zhang Xiaomei, she should no longer be the person she cares about the most, but just her brother, a close relative of her parents' family, that's all; now she is so intimate, that's because her world is not mature yet, and she is the best person in the family to her, and she feels dependence...
That's probably the case.
You are talking stupid again.
Zhang Ning gently pushed Zhang Xiaomei away and said earnestly, "In the future, you should learn more about how you are doing things and understand what you should do and what you should not do, so as not to get your in-laws wronged."
Zhang Xiaomei was pushed away by the rejection, and a grievance suddenly appeared on her face, which made Zhang Ning feel uncomfortable.
elder brother!Are you tired of me? I wish I could get married soon!Zhang Xiaomei was pushed away as if she was about to cry.
Why am I tired of you... Zhang Ning looked at her with complicated emotions, thinking that I couldn't even love you, and there would be no change at any time; if one day I could change, I would agree to you now.
Why should I refuse? Can you understand?
He lowered his head and said slowly: I don’t ask you to rely on me so much now. I just want to say happily when you see me many years later, you can still call me brother happily, let’s talk about old things and family matters.
Perhaps Zhang Ning accidentally revealed a very contagious feeling of sadness, and Zhang Xiaomei suddenly started to cry, as if she was sad.
Zhang Ning comforted her kind words: In the past, our parents died early, and the brother and sister depended on each other for their own lives. The younger sister is very stubborn; in the future, you will have a new life, with your own husband and children, who are your relatives and your life will be perfect.
Unexpectedly, the more comforted she was, the more fierce she cried, and she cried and stopped talking.
Zhang Ning said: Uncle will arrange a meeting with the Su family. You don’t have to come forward and stay behind the hall quietly.
After he said that, he stood up and said, "I'm going back to Wuyuan, and I have official duties."If you listen to your elders at home, you don’t want you to leave the Zhang family immediately.
My brother won't go with me?Zhang Xiaomei wiped her tears and hurriedly grabbed Zhang Ning.
I don't have to go... Zhang Ning thought to myself that young man was completely heart-wrenching, as if he was his rival in love, but he couldn't compete with him.
The background of the Su family should not be much problem. I know Su Liangchen. The ancestors of the three generations of fame were innocent, and the fame of the students confirmed a lot of information.It’s mainly because of the little sister’s own impression, whether she likes her eyes or not, whether her words and deeds are appropriate, etc.Don't worry, get to know slowly.
The little sister looked at him with a slim look. Her eyes were already very vivid, and her smile and frown were very contagious. Zhang Ning deliberately did not look at him and went straight downstairs.
Wu Yuan is actually nothing. The whole interview is about to finish the organization, so why bother with so much.
Since Emperor Hong Xi ascended the throne, there has been no new layout. Everyone is waiting to be laid off and liquidated the property accounts of various places. If there is any relationship, it will be searching for new jobs. If there is no relationship, it will be found another way out. That's all.
However, the property below Wuyuan has not been recovered yet, so I can stay there for a while; even if it is clear that the day of the clearance, Zhang Ning still has the grade of the doctor of the Nanjing Ministry of Rites, and the official is still an official and receives his salary as usual, but he has no real power for the time being.
This is a quiet morning with nothing to do, with a little sadness.
He led his horse on the street, and in a daze, he remembered his childhood friend Zhou Qiang, the best friend who ran away from home with him, who had been playing together since he was a child.
However, I rarely contacted me after I was a teenager and never contacted me again after leaving my hometown to work in the city.
Recalling the past, putting aside the black and white right and wrong, Zhou Qiang is actually a betrayal; it’s just that Zhang Ning never held a grudge against him because the betrayal of the past was wrong and did not conform to social rules.
The swearing of the sky is just a joke. The relationship between people is ultimately just a relationship. Due to various reasons, various purposes, and various rules, if you are separated from specific rules, you will be nothing. Life is a lone walker.
Suddenly, Zhang Ning seemed to have returned to the early morning many years ago. The brother who accompanied him was gone, leaving him alone at the strange train station, confused and ignorant of the meaning of life.
He obviously endured betrayal, but he had to bear the infamy of teaching other people's children, and even he could only admit it.
He shook the reins, raised his head and hummed two small songs, and continued walking leisurely.
The world is not completely gray. There are right or wrong, black and white, and there are rules. We can only abide by the rules. Even the great people who make rules do not do whatever they want. They need to abide by larger rules. Objective laws...
Then Zhang Xiaomei did things right herself, at least she did not act wrongly, and there was no need to think about it and worry about it. Perhaps the secret emotions she had for her that could not be seen at the beginning were redundant.
The streets of Liren are already very lively, with decent people with particular pomp and irresolute peddlers and pawns, and the lives of various people are mixed together to form a city society.
The sun is in the clouds in the east, revealing a hazy halo, and the streets and alleys seem to be shrouded in a very faint mist.
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