Chapter 28 Heart-killing

The rich dishes are placed in front of me, I have no appetite at all

As I thought, Wang Bin’s first sentence was: Long time no see, are you okay?

I nodded: Fortunately, what about you?

Wang Bin smiled: It's okay

Next are some irrelevant problems. Our words always revolve around work and the food in front of us. It is very boring, but it can avoid necessary embarrassment.

After dinner, Wang Bin suddenly said to me: Go back to school and have a walk... I looked at him no longer the young face he used to be. Yes,

It was getting dark, and we sat by the lake on campus. Wang Bin brought a few cans of beer. While we were drinking, students walked by in groups of three or three behind us. Inadvertently, they glanced at the tender faces and felt sad.

This sadness is not because of Wang Bin, but because of those days that I can never come back

Maybe it was because the night was already dark, or it was the effect of alcohol, and we gradually talked more and more. When Wang Bin opened the second can of beer, he looked at me and asked: Is your husband good to you?

I laughed: It's okay, where is your wife?

Wang Bin's answer surprised me: She is abroad, we are discussing the divorce

Why? I've been stunned for a moment

Wang Bin did not directly answer my question and asked me: Have you ever called me?

I nodded: Well, that's before I got married

Wang Bin took a sip of wine: I thought of it, I just got married not long ago

Why didn't I call back? This is a problem that I have been in my mind for many years

Wang Bin looked at me: So what if you call you? If you want to find me, you will call me again, right? Besides... that's not fair to my wife

He was right, I took a sip of wine: Although I only heard your wife say something, I think she must be a good woman. How could you make a fuss to the point of getting divorced?

It's nothing!

Wang Bin killed the can of beer in one sip, reached out to take another can from his feet, opened it, took a sip, and then continued, she said, "She has long been the intention of immigrating. She happened to have a chance last year, so I asked her to take the child over first. I wanted to go out at that time.

Then what? I asked a question

Wang Bin smiled bitterly: Then after a while, I felt that I still couldn't bear to leave here, and she refused to come back again, so...

Because of this? I feel a little surprised. Do you want to leave the elderly at home?

Wang Bin shook his head: The old man can go out with us, this is not an obstacle

Then why not go? I think you should still be with your wife and children. I turned the beer can.

Wang Bin looked up at the lake: I can't say it, but I just feel reluctant to let it go...

What do you want to bear to bear? I asked again

Wang Bin moved his eyes from afar to my face: Actually, I have contacted the company over there, and the treatment and other issues have been discussed almost the same, but... there is nothing I want most there...

Let's talk! I glared at him, there is your wife, children, and better jobs than here. What else do you want?

you!

Wang Bin seemed to have taken my hand with great courage. Although he was not in the same city, he had no contact, but I felt that we were still together. If we went abroad... I was afraid that we would never see each other again in my life...

I was shocked all of a sudden. I never thought he would say such words. His eyes suddenly became a little wet. If I were younger, I would definitely throw myself into Wang Bin's arms immediately. As long as he was willing, I would give up everything and accompany him anywhere.

Unfortunately, I couldn't go back to my youth. I gently retracted my hand from Wang Bin's hand. I smiled and said to him: You've drunk too much.

Wang Bin looked at me and smiled bitterly: Okay, I'm drunk too much, embroidery, can I ask you a question?

I nodded: Ask!

Why did you break up with me? Wang Bin still stared in my eyes

I had actually guessed what he was going to ask, and I began to consider whether to continue hiding it. However, seeing Wang Bin's appearance, I really didn't want to lie to him, so I had to lower my head and said: Do you really want to know?

Then I told Wang Bin everything after that night, and even told Wang Bin about being raped and Du Hui. In fact, I didn’t need to say that much at all. Maybe it was because these things were buried in my heart for too long, and I needed a person to tell, and Wang Bin and the current atmosphere just happened to let me vent.

Of course, I didn't tell Du Hui's physical problems.

Wait until I told Wang Bin that everything about me was silent for a long time, and then he said to me: Embroidery, come back to me.

I shook my head: What a joke?

I was not kidding! Wang Bin looked at me very seriously, and I will treat you as well as before

I stood up and looked at Wang Bin's face under the light of the street light: You are really drunk, it's time for me to go back

Seeing that I insisted, Wang Bin had to send me back to the hotel. When I opened the door, I turned back to Wang Bin and said: Go find your wife and children, good night

Since I had said goodbye, I didn't look back at him. I walked into the room and turned on the light. When I wanted to close the door, the door clamped Wang Bin's hand

Then he pulled his body and Wang Bin immediately hugged him tightly

This time I didn't push him away. Although I felt that I no longer belonged to Wang Bin, I was still powerless to refuse when facing him.

Wang Bin quickly carried me to the bed. The process of taking off my clothes was surprisingly smooth. He didn't say in surprise until he saw my bare mons pubis: Why is this possible?

I lay on the bed and turned my head: I told you that this is my husband's quirk. I didn't say that Du Hui is perverted. I don't know why, I don't want to say Du Hui's bad things in front of Wang Bin

Wang Bin slowly lay on me, and after so many years, I was so excited that I couldn't help myself

When his penis was slowly moved up against my legs, I gently inserted it into my vagina, I raised my head and panted heavily.

The muscles on the vaginal wall clasped Wang Bin's cock again, and that feeling brought me back a long time ago. In that small dormitory, we were still students, enjoying the simplest sex belonging to us. When Wang Bin began to move in my body, I reached out to touch his face, raised my upper body and kissed him on his mouth

Wang Bin asked me many times that night. Later, although his penis was still thrusting hard into my vagina, he could not ejaculate anything. The lustful night on the vaginal wall had dried up. When his penis was inserted, he would never bring me any pleasure except the scorching pain, but I hope that his movements would never stop.

When I woke up the next day, I saw Wang Bin sitting by the bed smoking. I don’t remember that he had this habit before, but I didn’t feel strange. Time can change a person a lot, so I am the same.

Hearing my voice, Wang Bin turned around and I saw his eyes red. I hugged his body from behind, rubbed his breasts on his back, and then lay back on the bed and whispered to him: You go.

Wang Bin looked at me with a little embarrassed look

Let's go! I repeated what I just said, go find your wife and children

Embroidery, I... Wang Bin's voice trembled a little

I smiled slightly: Thank you for what you said to me yesterday, don't worry, I know you are drunk, I won't take it as real

When I said this, I saw a look of guilt in Wang Bin's eyes.

I believe what he said to me last night was sincere, but I also know that it was Wang Bin's momentary emotional excitement. I am no longer the pure girl in his mind back then. Wang Bin could not forget everything I said to him, let alone...

When I was just looking at him, I really felt an inexplicable sense of strangeness

I am no longer familiar with Wang Bin, at least I will not be as familiar as before. We just have a common memory, that's all.

When Wang Bin left, I was calm and didn't cry. I thought it might touch my heart and the next time I ended so peacefully. There was no reasonable explanation. I think it can only be said that we are all old.

That afternoon, Wang Bin called me and told me that he decided to go abroad. I was very happy that he could make this decision. That was the end of his happiness. I was just a short scenery on his life.

Putting down the phone, I felt unexpectedly calm, and this meeting with Wang Bin completely ended everything between us, like a dead knot being untied, I felt that the sunlight suddenly became brighter, and many things were not as difficult as I imagined.

In the next two days, I wandered around the city and bought a lot of beautiful clothes for myself. Every time I changed my clothes, I felt better. When I was about to go home, I realized that my box could hardly put so many things in it.

I didn't choose an airplane or a fast train. This time I took a very slow train. I really wanted to see the scenery along the way, but I didn't want to face Du Hui too quickly.

I have already thought about it, and I decided to break up with Du Hui and let him choose a better woman. This idea became clearer after meeting Wang Bin. After making up my mind, I became particularly relaxed. The so-called "looking down" may be the truth.

As for myself, I want to leave the city where I have lived for many years and find a quiet southern town, live a simple life that I never thought of before, and maybe marry a man who is honest and honest and vulgar. He would better have a child. I believe I will be a gentle and kind stepmother...

I was full of random thoughts on the train and looked at the boundless world outside the window, thinking about it while making two silly smiles. If I were seen by familiar people, I would probably think I was crazy.

That night in the car, I sent Du Hui a text message: I'll get home tomorrow and prepare the materials. I want to go through the divorce procedures the day after tomorrow.

After the message was sent, I turned off the phone directly. Based on my understanding of Du Hui, he will definitely do what I said. I still have this confidence.

The next morning, I got off the car and went straight to the unit. When I entered the door, I saw Uncle Wu’s face with a gloomy face. The first thing I said when I saw me in was: Why don’t you turn on your phone?

I was shocked and stuck out my tongue: Forgot

Hurry up and call your mother! Uncle Wu urged me loudly, and she had called me several times to find you, and she was almost crazy!

Did something happen to my dad?

I quickly took out my cell phone and turned on the phone to call my mother. The phone was connected. It was my father's voice over there. I was relieved. I heard it was my voice. My father seemed to have a long sigh of relief. He said nothing else, but just asked me to go home immediately.

When I go home, I will go home. What else can there be something big about it? The old man is always like this. Maybe Du Hui told them that I want to divorce and want them to be peacemakers. But I have already made up my mind. No matter what they say, my marriage is a divorce