Today is the last day of September and the last day of National Day
Logically speaking, on this day, everyone should be looking forward to the upcoming National Day holiday
Unfortunately, because today is also the last day to decide on the candidates for the new department, the entire department has a depressing atmosphere that is breathtakingly suppressed.
Most colleagues probably understand their performance very well and cannot enter the new department with three times their salary, so they all seem very lazy on the last day before the National Day.
And a few people, including Tian Yawei, have not relaxed at all until today and are still working hard to fight
It seems that in their opinion, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, we will sharpen our heads and squeeze into the new department.
If it is normal for colleagues who still have hope to work hard, it is normal
So, even those colleagues who were not interested in the new department had their expressions, and they had no joy at the upcoming holiday. What is the reason?
Over the past few months, I have experienced a lot of experience in life and work. This time I finally don’t need to seek help from Zhou Wenchuan, who is knowledgeable and omniscient.
Sitting quietly in my seat, looking at the lifeless look in the office, I actually understand it
I'm afraid I'm watching some colleagues who looked on the same level as me in the past, crossing their bodies and entering the new department shouldn't be comfortable.
At this moment, the relationship between people seems so fragile, no matter how close it was before, no matter how many times I called brothers and brothers, it seems that everything is no longer important.
From childhood to adulthood, the ideas that teachers teach us that we should strive for the best are now fully expressed in this crowded department. People can ignore their past emotions, tear off their masks, and brothers who have been together every day can also part ways in an instant.
I have to say that in the face of interests, human feelings, hearts and popularity are so fragile
It's Ah, the society we live in is a fragile world, right?
Now I am just sitting silently in front of the computer, browsing the sports version of the website bored
Since August, after experiencing about twenty banquets of all sizes, I finally felt tired and no longer had the energy to work hard. The flame-like passion in my heart seemed to have finally been extinguished.
No matter what the result is...it's just like this...at least...I've tried hard, right?
However, although I just wanted to be lazy on the last day, it still seemed that some people still thought that I was pretending to be aloof, and that the representative of this was Tian Yawei.
This morning, Tian Yawei, who had not paid attention to me for several days. Before going out for sales, when she was about to walk out of the office, she suddenly stopped, then turned her face and said to me questioningly
Oh...Yang Yong, are you not going out today...
No...I'm a little tired today...I want to take a break...
Oh...Ah... It seems that she is worthy of being the person who has already held the board in her hand... It turns out that the last day was so leisurely...
From Tian Yawei's smile and her eyes that were squinting after squinting, I could see that she seemed to be full of hostility towards me, a direct opponent on the road to promotion.
No wonder...
Just after she robbed the client and showed me hypocritical goodwill, I took her words completely like a warning. Every time I faced her flattering smile, I chose to pretend to be stupid and even compliment her in turn.
Because I was sitting next to Tian Yawei, I could clearly notice that when she peeked at me every day, her facial expression gradually changed.
Finally, after being neglected for about a week, she finally ignored me. Every time she peeked at me, there was a clear resentment in her eyes.
In fact, if I had been the past, even if I was not confused by Tian Yawei's smile, I would have helped her a little because of my soft heart.
but……
Now, I have to control my kindness and force myself to learn to be ruthless
In this workplace, especially during these two months of sensitive periods, I know that it is more important to be able to earn real money than to keep a laughing and joking attitude with my colleagues.
Because I always have a belief in my heart, that is, to fight for the loved ones I love
If, a few weeks ago, the only one I wanted to fight for was Mu Yu Yàn, then now, it seems that the one I want to fight for had more Mu Yuqing's position.
To be honest, I still don’t know how to solve the problem of the sisters Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing
I admit that that night in the hotel, my arms touched Mu Yuqing's warm and smooth body, and her ankles were clamped by her little feet. The man's instinct was indeed awakened.
But I also know very well that my heart still belongs to Mu Yu Yàn. I also always warn myself that I must not do anything to hurt Mu Yu Yàn, and I must not let my emotions go, which will eventually hurt both sisters.
When I think of Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing, I start to have a headache like the past few days
That day, after leaving the hotel, I immediately broadcast the phone number to Yu Qing, but what I heard was that the user you called had turned off...
After I got home that night, I had a quarrel with Mu Yu Yàn for the first time in my life...
Yu Yàn...What did you say to Yu Qing yesterday? She told me, you want to overdo me for Yu Qing! Do you treat me as a goods? Don’t you cherish our feelings!
And... are the seven-digit deposits and that French man real?... If so... I can't figure out why you chose me, a useless man!...
Yesterday in the hotel... Yu Qing told me... you know we sleep in the same room! I can't understand... Yu Qing was in such a good year, so she shouldn't have anything to do with me! You, a sister, can't figure it out!... What's more, I am still your boyfriend Ah! Do you hate me so much? Do you just want to give me away?
On that day, after my roar, Mu Yu Yàn didn't say much, but quietly waited for me to calm down gradually
When I calmed down and began to feel a little regretful about my irrational behavior just now, Mu Yu Yàn spoke slowly
Yong...my feelings for you... Please never doubt... If there is anything else in this world that I want to cherish besides Yu Qing... it must be you... not myself...
Seven-digit deposits and French men are real... Yu Qing didn't lie... But... I'm yours now... What else can you care about these things outside of you... And... I've been thinking about recently... I should take out part of the deposit and help you decorate this old house... Maybe I should take out part of the deposit... I should buy a car for you...
Sorry... Yong... Actually... I don't know what to do... I admit... I want to make Yu Qing successful... Because of our body... It's rare to find a man like you... Because Yu Qing has been hurt in the past... I dare not let her experience the ups and downs with other men... But... Actually... I myself... is also very conflicted... because I don't want to lose you either...
When Yu Yàn finished speaking, I opened my arms and hugged her tightly into my arms. My chest felt the warm temperature on Yu Yàn's tears. My palms felt her shoulders trembling constantly.
That night, I finally fulfilled my dream for a few days and slept in her room with Yu Yàn again. But that time, we had no desire, just hugged each other and fell asleep slowly
From that day on, I suddenly realized that the world we live in seemed really fragile
In the next few days, although I could still hug Mu Yu's smooth shoulders, I could fall asleep with her and stay with her.
But we didn't have any physical sex anymore, and even when we snuggled together, we didn't talk as much as before.
I understand that for Mu Yu Yàn, she must be experiencing a violent struggle in her heart now, but for me, that's the case...
The seemingly solid emotions become swaying in the face of a small matter... The relationship between lovers who once vowed each other may suddenly cool down
It's Ah...
Even the relationship between parents and children can become fragmented with irresponsible parents.
Even the most beautiful first love has to bow its head in the face of reality
The world we live in...
It's really fragile
The thoughts of excavation returned to reality as the MSN dialog flashed
When I clicked on the dialog box, I didn't see Zhou Wenchuan's laughter like in the past
Today, Tang Min actually asked me unexpectedly, are you free?
available……
I thought for a while and knew that Tang Min would definitely tell me about the new department, so I answered this way
Then come to the office...
Strictly speaking, since I came to the company, I haven't walked into Tang Min's office too many times
Compared to those colleagues who are willing to run to Tang Min's office often even at the risk of hitting a nail, I have very few opportunities to go in.
However, when I got up from my seat and walked towards Tang Min's office, I could still see many colleagues' strange gazes in my aftermath.
In fact, since Tang Min helped me protect my clients and scolded Tian Yawei, this kind of gaze has often been on me.
After hearing from Zhou Wenchuan, Tian Yawei quickly spread the matter to the entire company in a 180-degree turn.
In her description, she just saw that I was busy, so she kindly went to help me receive customers
As a result, Tang Min, who was deliberately waiting in the reception room, was caught by Tang Min, who was waiting in the reception room. The other party scolded him without saying anything, which made Tian Yawei feel very aggrieved afterwards. Through her description, all the colleagues who heard it came to two conclusions.
First, Yang Yong and Tang Min have a different relationship, so Tang Min strives to protect Yang Yong, for fear that even a little flaw will appear.
Second, Yang Yong, a household with deep connections in the past, seems to have entered the new department.
Sometimes, in this small environment of the office, it doesn't matter what the truth is.
What is important is how every rumor, the person in the rumor, and other people who listen to the rumor
In Zhou Wenchuan's words, when you become a stumbling block on others' promotion, no matter whether you are right or wrong, others are more willing to see the wrong side of you.
Therefore, when Tian Yawei distorts the facts vividly, not many people will delve into the truth of this matter, and are more willing to believe that I, a little brat who suddenly rises up, is a backstage and background, worthy of all the kindness and hatred by the public.
However, even if everyone dislikes me, I don’t plan to argue or change anything
For me nowadays, being able to enter a new department is the only thing I value
Moreover, they can't accept me, a newcomer who has emerged in the army, so why should I please them in one go?
Sometimes, the power of fear is always greater than respect and love
From ancient times to the present, there are many stories of betrayal by those who best friends who write letters.
But in comparison, although there are no examples of tyrants being overthrown, there are very few
The reason is that when fear has become a habit, people often no longer mind this fear, and even become accustomed to it.
However, in this fragile world, respect and love can never exist forever in the face of interests.
After walking into Tang Min's office, I saw that she, who had always been serious, actually flashed a smile between her pretty eyebrows.
Seeing that faint smile, I seemed to understand that I had been forgetting to eat and sleep for two months, and it seemed that it was finally time to get rewards.
Yang Yong, sit down...
Tang Min politely used her palm to signal me to sit on the chair in front of her
Sister Tang, is there anything you need to ask me for...
Although my heartbeat is accelerating, I still try to restrain my excitement and try to keep my calm
Yang Yong, thank you for your hard work in the past two months
Tang Min said, pushing a printed EXCEL form in front of me, look at it... This is a preliminary statistics. As of this month, our department's total transcript
When I picked up this EXCEL form, I saw that the first-ranked person was still without any suspense that Zhou Wenchuan was ranked behind him, and it was actually ranked second in the entire department.
After reading two more names, the words Tian Yawei were written in the fifth place.
Sister Tang...I...
I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, so I had to stop talking
Haha... Although I am usually more strict, I still want to congratulate you on your way to enter the new department
Tang Min continued to show a rare smile, you... wouldn't be unwilling...
How is that possible! Of course I do!
I couldn't help blurting out
It's good if you want to... But now I have to say something bad...
Seeing me excited, Tang Min smiled slightly at first, but then suddenly put away her smile and turned back to her former serious appearance. That's it... You know... the new department is no longer mainly sales, but as a support department, providing management and services to other departments...
……
I didn't say anything, but nodded slightly
However, because many of our branches are spread all over the country... So at that time, some people still need to run around the world...
Sister Tang, are you talking about my future position?
That's right... although I understand... everyone on this list should not want to live the kind of life of running around in the wind and rain... But...
Sister Tang... You don't have to work hard... I understand... As long as the organization needs me... I am willing to do any job
While I said these words loudly, Tang Min seemed to squint her eyes in an instant and looked at me carefully.
But this kind of scrutiny lasted less than a second, and she immediately smiled as an official smile in the workplace.
Don't worry... Yang Yong, no matter what position you work, your treatment is the same as others... Even at the end of the year, I will suggest to the company to give you extra bonuses...
Sister Tang... I don't know whether to say it or not...
Before Tang Min finished speaking, I interrupted her
You just said it's okay...
Actually, Sister Tang, you don’t have to be so polite to me... Now and in the future, you are my leaders... No... Not only the leaders, you are also someone I respect and trust very much
Although I didn't say the reason for trust, I know that Tang Min knew very well that it was because of the last incident of Tian Yawei robbing Hu.
I just looked at the list. Among the top five, except for me and Tian Yawei, they should be all famous and well-known figures in this company... I understand... the company not only needs to rely on them, but also gives them some care... And a fool like me who has no background should not pursue too much...
To be honest... If a poor boy like me has any advantages, it is that he is easy to be content... Now he can enter a new department and work with such a group of elites... It is something I didn't dare to think about in the past, so... Sister Tang... You don't need to say so much... In the future, in the new department, as long as you can use me, I will ask for it but say it's okay... I don't have any other abilities, but at least I'm young and physically...
When I finished word by word, I saw some indescribable sadness flashing in Tang Min's eyes, but that sadness also flashed away in one flash.
However, this time Tang Min did not smile anymore, but looked at me with a serious face.
I am very pleased that you have such an idea... But... Yang Yong... As your future leader, because you trust me very much, I want to tell you something that must be qualities in the workplace...
……
Looking at Tang Min's appearance, I seemed to understand that my statement just now seemed reasonable and well-educated seemed to be inappropriate.
In the future, there should be many opportunities to get in touch with senior leaders in the new department... In the future, you must not say such things in front of them... You must know that in the workplace, some things can only be understood, but they must not be expressed in words... and... Never let the leader know that you actually understand a lot... Because there is no leader who likes too smart employees...
Sister Tang...
After Tang Min said this, my heart, which was originally calm, suddenly became tight and shocked, and couldn't help but write it on my face.
Haha...but... since you are the one I brought over... There is no need to be too restrictive in front of me... Anyway, I don't like restrictive people...
Perhaps seeing my surprise, Tang Min finally smiled. Okay, although my words are not good, they should be useful to you... It's also a gift I gave you... As long as you remember, this world is very fragile... Therefore, everyone finds ways to protect themselves... So... don't have any ideas about it...
I understand...Sister Tang, don't worry...
From Tang Min's tone, I heard that she had the meaning of ending this conversation, and when I heard her say the four words "Fragile World", there seemed to be a little strange movement in my heart.
OK, then you go and do it... After National Day, the final result will come out... Let's talk later
For a whole day, Tang Min seemed to be having an interview with those who were about to enter the new department.
Zhou Wenchuan and the remaining two relatives were called into the office by Tang Min one after another.
However, unexpectedly, when Tian Yawei came back, she, who was supposed to be ranked fifth, never received the call from Tang Min
Seeing Tian Yawei start to have intimate conversations with some old employees who share the same hatred, I once thought about whether to tell her this news that it can make our relationship better in an instant.
But after thinking about it, I finally didn't do it
Because, a power in the dark seemed to remind me that it seems that whether Tian Yawei can enter the new department is still unknown until now.
In the afternoon, just before I was about to get off work, my phone came as scheduled and the sound of text messages rang out. I picked up my phone and saw the words signed by Mu Yuqing.
How are you doing today...
Looking at the text message sent by Mu Yuqing, I seemed to be able to imagine her naughty and cute appearance.
Well... Today the company is sure...I can enter the new department
After a little thought, I replied to this text message
Haha...congratulations...you are moving towards your goal again... My sister will definitely be happy if you know that you have achieved results for her...
Haha... I hope so... Your sister still doesn't pay much attention to me today...
Who made you fierce with your sister that day? But I understand you... You are like this because you love your sister so much... I guess my sister also understands in my heart... You will definitely make up after a while!
Thank you... By the way, are you going home this weekend...
Haha, you are dizzy when you work... It's already National Day, where will I go if I don't go home...
Haha... blame me...
OK, I won’t say anything, I’m going to have a meal... Let’s talk about it when I meet on weekends... I will persuade my sister to stay, so you have to treat me to a meal...
no problem……
After a brief refreshed mind, after Mu Yuqing finished the conversation, I put my phone in my pocket
A sense of sorrow also climbed onto my brain again, making me feel sad again after just enjoying it and relaxing for a while.
I must admit that although she never turned on at Mu Yuqing's school that day, so I couldn't find her
But in fact, in the days that followed, our relationship not only did not fall into a deadlock, but instead heated up more and more
From that day on, Mu Yuqing would send me text messages at different times every day.
At the beginning, she would make excuses at the beginning of each text message, saying that she was bored, bored, or angry about something, and then started chatting with me without saying a word.
Later on, maybe I got used to chatting with me, and every time the text message at the beginning became like, how is it today?
, Are you tired from work? How have you been living with your sister recently?
Such a straightforward language
In fact, after having had some intimate contact in the hotel that day, Mu Yuqing has not been home for two weeks. She also gives a reason why she is full of freshness in college life.
Moreover, every time I send me a text message, Mu Yuqing often mentions her sister, and even encourages me to try my best to comfort Mu YuYan in a bad mood.
However, no matter how stupid I have experienced the ignorant era of college, I understand a little bit more
When a girl who is in love is just sent a text message to you if you have something to do or not, in her heart, I'm afraid she's a little concerned about you, or even a little bit of a good impression on you.
Although, girls may never reveal words like love in text messages
Perhaps, they themselves don't know what they want in their hearts, but they didn't expect that they might have fallen in love with each other
However, this kind of ambiguous behavior can never be summarized in two simple words: care and friendship.
How to deal with Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing...
For many days, the problem that I had been worried about was once again in my heart with Mu Yuqing's text message.
From a rational and emotional perspective, I certainly understand that I should stand firmly on Mu Yu Yàn's side
After all, she is my real girlfriend, she needs someone to take care of her. Moreover, I am still quite sober that I must still love Mu Yu Yàn very much, and I love her so much that I can't even extricate myself.
But on the other hand, seeing Mu Yuqing's text messages with emotions hidden, I imagined the little woman's posture that suddenly appeared that night, and I really couldn't bear to refuse her
What's more, she actually needs care and love
If it was a great trouble for me, what should I do, then the delicate state between the two sisters made me feel even more chaotic and understated a heavy burden in my heart.
At the current state, Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing both want to let me have their own sisters, not their own relationship
This makes it even harder for me to make a choice
No matter how many times I stressed at home that I loved Mu Yu Yàn deeply, I was rejected in various ways
Just talk about Mu Yuqing, if one day, I really follow her words and finally chose her sister.
Mu Yuqing would not be as happy as she said in her text message.
Of course, the same situation applies to Mu Yu Yàn. If I were really with Mu Yuqing, she would definitely cry.
Amidst my chaotic thoughts, as everyone in the company got off work one after another, I packed up my schoolbag, looked at Zhou Wenchuan's empty seats, and then followed the crowd and walked out of the office.
But as soon as I walked into the corridor, my phone suddenly rang again
Hello...Hello...
I didn't pay attention to who the call was, so I answered the call
Hello... have you got off work...
A completely strange and very deep male voice rang on the other end of the phone
Who are you?
I was startled by the too low male voice, and I asked loudly
Hum...why... I can't even hear my voice... It turns out that I am from a big company... I can't even hear my voice...
When the voice gradually recovered a little through a series of words, I realized that the person on the phone was Liu Xiaowu
However, I have never heard the sound of a murderer who has always been sunny.
This made me not hear who was on the other end of the phone just now.
Xiao Wu Ah... I haven't seen you one day...
I heard that it was Liu Xiaowu, and I immediately smiled
Have you gotten off work?
It seemed that it was selective deafness. Liu Xiaowu did not respond to my greetings, but returned to the low voice just now.
I've walked out of the office...what's wrong...why...who bullies you...
I found something wrong with Liu Xiaowu, and hurriedly asked.
Don't worry...I'm downstairs now...
Just when I was about to say a few words, Liu Xiaowu had already hung up the phone
What happened to Liu Xiaowu... Why does he seem to have become a different person...
I can't hear the sound of scolding in the past, I have completely sensed an inexplicable tension
From the moment I realize that Liu Xiaowu has never been so weird, I seem to have a premonition of the gloom.
When I walked out of the first floor hall, I saw Liu Xiaowu standing at the door of our company now
As usual, because I am immersed in front of the computer for many years, I rarely get in touch with the outside world.
Liu Xiaowu still looks a little sloppy
In my sight, he was still wearing a simple sportswear, his eyes were still covered with blood because he stayed up late for a long time, and there were dark circles around his eyes that were lacking in sleep.
However, a little different from him in the past is that today, Liu Xiaowu's hair seems to no longer beating willows, and his clothes are no longer full of wrinkles.
On the contrary, his hair was cut very short and his clothes were as smooth as if they had just been ironed.
What's wrong? Xiaowu...what happened...
I always felt strange in my heart, so I hurried to him
If it's okay, let's take a walk... Anyway, this place is not far from your house...
At this moment, I clearly saw that the pair of eyes that were innocent but at least light in the past were now full of sharp eyes.
Because Liu Xiaowu is a little shorter than me, when he lowered his head and raised his eyes to look at me, I even had the illusion that the person standing in front of me seemed not to be a good friend who had been hiding from college, but an enemy full of deep hatred for me.
OK... Let's go...
Realizing that I was standing at the door of a crowded company, I agreed to his request.
In Beijing, nearly October, when the time was around 6 o'clock in the evening, the sky began to gradually dim.
It's a coincidence that along the way Liu Xiaowu and I walked together, there seemed to be a cool north wind blew in the entire air, which made people even feel a little cold.
Walking on Chaonei Street leading to Chaoyangmen Bridge, Liu Xiaowu and I didn't talk at the beginning
However, I was just waiting for Liu Xiaowu to say something, and he seemed to always lower his head and was thinking about something with a serious expression.
Since I met in my freshman year, I have walked shoulder to shoulder with Liu Xiaowu countless times
However, in the past, we either went to the basketball court or went to the Internet bar outside.
In short, every road I walked with Liu Xiaowu was full of laughter, even ridicule, and even joking with each other.
However, at this moment, I suddenly realized that although Liu Xiaowu, who was walking beside me, was still a familiar buddy.
But the casual atmosphere that year disappeared, replaced by the solemnity brought by silence
Yang Yong...How are you doing recently...
It seemed that after thinking a lot, Liu Xiaowu suddenly spoke
Not bad... The department manager told me today... I can enter a new department
I answered carefully
Well... it's the department Ah with three times the salary... It's really good... It's also from poor background... It's also living like a reptile in school... But you obviously have been much smoother than me...
Although he was saying praise, Liu Xiaowu's tone was more of a cold
Xiao Wu...Don't say that... Are you blaming me for not having time to contact you recently...I've been very busy recently...
The first time I heard Liu Xiaowu's sarcasm made me feel a little panicked
Hum... I know you are very busy... Are you busy with work recently? Or are you busy picking up girls...
Liu Xiaowu's tone began to be filled with more and more sourness
Picking up girls...what are you talking nonsense...
I felt something in my heart that Liu Xiaowu had instinctively, but I retorted instinctively
fuck your mother!
When we walked to a corner of Chaoyangmen Bridge, Liu Xiaowu seemed to be unable to bear it. He suddenly turned around and let out a deafening roar towards me.
At that moment, for the first time, I saw that the expression on Liu Xiaowu's face had been distorted, like a trapped beast that was still fighting, revealing its claws for the first time in front of me.
And his wide-eyed eyes and his clenched teeth seemed to be about to swallow me alive and make me feel terrible
Xiao Wu...
For the sudden change of Liu Xiaowu, I didn't have any sadness or anger in a moment. After all, these things came too suddenly, which made my face full of surprise at the first time
You bastard! Didn’t you obviously have Mu Yu Yàn? Why do you still fight for Mu Yuqing! Yang Yong Ah Yang Yong... I saw you wrong... I didn’t expect you to be such a scum! And... I didn’t expect you to play with my emotions!
Xiao Wu! What do you mean!
What do I mean!...Aren't you asking me knowingly? You fuckingly told me to chase Mu Yuqing... I fuckingly believed it! Unexpectedly Ah didn't expect... You beast... were playing with me from beginning to end!
What do you mean...
After a little regaining, I endured the anger in my heart, but also turned into a serious look at Liu Xiaowu in front of me.
Fuck! Aren’t you quite smart? Are you not a career expert? Why are you pretending to be stupid? Do you really treat me as a fool?
As Liu Xiaowu said, he suddenly took out his old cell phone from his pocket and quickly called out the text message menu. You fucking look... I see if you can deny it!
The first text message
Liu Xiaowu...I'm very upset recently...
The second text message
Haha... Thank you for caring about me so much... But... there are some things you can't solve... I just want to find someone to talk about them...
The third text message
In fact... I think I might be in love...and... this feeling comes very suddenly...
The fourth text message
Haha...why are you so nervous... Actually... what I'm most upset is... the person I fell in love with... He seems to have a little bit of feelings for me... But I'm not sure...
Article 5 SMS
Haha... I knew you would say that... Although we may have feelings for each other... he is destined to be with me...
Article 6 SMS
You guessed right...
He does have his own lover...
And not only that...
His lover and I have a very extraordinary relationship...
It can even be said that I am kind to me...
so……
I can't do anything that I'm sorry for her...
Article 7 SMS
Do you know... When I was with him last night... I could feel... he was a little moved by me... I'm afraid he's also confused now...
Article 8 SMS
hehe……
He is not the kind of bad guy you are talking about...
Why……
Sometimes I hope...
He can be a bad guy...
pity……
Although I always hit him...
But I know...
He is actually a good person...
Article 9 SMS
Hahahaha... Thank you Ah... I always hurt you in the past... But I actually know... you are also a good person... But force can't solve the problem... So you just need to listen to me...
Article 10 SMS
Do you... really want to know who he is?
Article 11 SMS
Actually...you know him too...
Article 12 SMS
Well... you guessed it right... OK... I said a lot to you... I feel much more comfortable...
Article 13 SMS
Yes... Of course... After tonight... you will be my most important friend... Don't worry... I will never say that to you again...
Article 14 SMS
OK...you go to bed early too...good night
The fourteen text messages are signed by Mu Yuqing
After reading the text message, my mood suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley
In fact, I can understand that Mu Yuqing in school may still protect herself, so she will not make friends with her very close friends. Therefore, she will remember to ask Liu Xiaowu to vent her feelings when she is lonely.
However, when I finally understood the reason why Liu Xiaowu was so angry that I felt guilty that I could not stand up to Liu Xiaowu, so I also wrote a sorry expression on my face.
What else do you have to say now...
Still with a vicious expression on his face, Liu Xiaowu said fiercely after snatching the phone
Xiao Wu... Whether you believe it or not... I have not betrayed my friends... I have not done anything to Yu Qing... and... the depression in my heart... you can't understand...
Fuck...you are depressed...of course you are depressed...and you are depressed...will you still deny it...if you are wholeheartedly treating YuYàn, you will be so depressed...
After Liu Xiaowu finished speaking, he turned around and prepared to leave
Xiao Wu... listen to me...
There is nothing to say... You are a promising person... I am just a humble person... I only know how to play games at home... We have nothing to say...
No... don't say that...you see...you obviously have glorious today than in the past...
Hahaha... You really have experienced Ah... Although you are talking about running trains... but you seem to have good observation skills...
Although he was smiling, Liu Xiaowu looked back at me and still looked contemptuous and rude. Goodbye... Yang Yong... We are destined not from the same world... Thank you too... Through your affairs... I deeply realize my childishness... You have taught me a lesson!
After Liu Xiaowu said this, he suddenly rushed to the subway station beside him.
Xiao Wu! Wait a little later!
Seeing that he was about to escape into the subway, I hurriedly chased him
Get out of the way!
Just as I was about to catch up with Liu Xiaowu, he suddenly turned around and punched me in the face.
The sudden pain made me squat on the ground with my face covering my face and Liu Xiaowu took advantage of my slow movement and fled into the subway.
Mom's mom's mom...Liu Xiaowu... Why are you so indiscriminate...
Looking at the crowd around me who were not aware of the truth, I knew that I could no longer catch up with Liu Xiaowu, so I had to slowly stand up with my face, then turn around, and walk in the opposite direction of the subway entrance.
At that time, I was full of grievances that were wronged by Liu Xiaowu, but I was a kind of sadness about this friend who had been playing with since college.
At that time, the four words "Fragile World" that Tang Min said in my heart once again sounded in my heart.
My Mu Yu Yàn, I and Tian Yawei, I and Liu Xiaowu...
I don't know what to do...
I know……
Actually, I have been working hard...
Always working towards the direction that looks beautiful...
But why do you have a relationship with these people...
But I've made it worse and worse...
Is this world really fragile? It seems... it's really...
I was extremely upset, covered my face and walked on the street of the Second Ring Road
It seems that at this moment, the dark sky is reflecting the sadness in my heart
The traffic and traffic next to me seemed to further contrast the loneliness of me walking alone on both sides of the street
However, at that time, I didn't expect that the reason why Liu Xiaowu was furious was not entirely because of Mu Yuqing.
I don't know yet that in his in life, there was actually a change that could change his destiny.
At night, when I opened the door, Mu Yu Yàn, who arrived home earlier than me every day, and Mu Yuqing, who finally returned from school, were already sitting at both sides of the dining table.
The meals on the dining table and the seats set aside in the center made me know that the two sisters seemed to be waiting for me to have a meal.
Logically speaking, anyone who walks into this warm home, looks at the hot food on the table, and admires the beautiful sisters on both sides, should sincerely thank God for allowing themselves to enjoy such delicious food and beautiful scenery.
However, when I changed my shoes and sat in my seat, the expected diaphragm immediately swept through my already gloomy heart.
Although the sisters still seem to be smiling at me, I can see that their smiles are so unnatural
And, I could even guess, it seemed that not long ago, the two of them had a conflict at the dining table again
Yang Yong...you eat quickly... Today, my sister has cooked a big table of dishes for you for the upcoming National Day... and for the upcoming National Day... and the fact that you finally entered the new department...
The first person to speak was Mu Yuqing who forced herself to smile
Haha... You have told Yu Yàn about my promotion...
Seeing Mu Yuqing trying hard to maintain the cheerful atmosphere on the dining table, I also tried to suppress my inner depression and barely squeezed out a smile.
Congratulations...Yang...
Just like Mu Yuqing and I, Mu Yu Yàn also forced a smile, and then put a few pieces of braised pork into my bowl
Thank you for your hard work...Yu Yàn...
Looking at Mu Yu Yàn's bitter smile, I tried to keep a silly smile, and then I picked up a few pieces of braised pork and put them in the bowls of the two sisters. Don't eat it alone...you can eat it too...
oh oh……
Mu Yuqing responded twice and picked up the bowl in her hand
Yong...I...I'm not hungry today...
Unlike Mu Yuqing who obediently started to stew rice, Mu Yu Yàn pretended to be calm, although her disguise was full of flaws.
Yu Yàn... You have to eat... Even for me, you and Yu Qing rarely get together... You have to eat more!
The anger suppressed in my heart was instantly ignited by Mu Yu Yàn's words as provocative as it was, which also made my tone a little bit harsh.
OK... Since Yong said that... I'll eat a little too...
Frightened by my sudden anger, Mu Yu Yàn was stunned for two seconds, then picked up the bowls and chopsticks to start eating
For a moment, the small living room suddenly became silent
Although the three of us are rarely together, no one seems to be willing to say anything more
Even if the food on this table is smelled, it will arouse people's appetite.
But the three of us didn't look happy at all, we just silly and just slap our heads.
A damn silence...
When I was burying my head in the bowl and secretly looked up at the two sisters, I saw Mu YuYàn lowering her head and slowly holding the dishes on the table.
Her eyebrows were slightly frowned at this time, and her upper teeth gently bit her lower lip, with a hesitant and bitter and embarrassing expression on her face. If she didn't look at the dishes that were obviously beautiful on the table, I even thought she was eating something extremely undespicable or disgusting.
Compared to Mu Yu Yàn's depressed appearance, Mu Yuqing opposite her is not much better.
At this time, Mu Yuqing, although the rate of eating was pretty good, her pouting red lips and frowning brows made her look like she was completing a task instead of having a meal at home.
However, unlike Mu YuYàn's dull appearance, Mu Yuqing seemed to be thinking about something
Her expression sometimes gritted her teeth and nodded, sometimes pursed her lips and tilted her head, and occasionally scratched her hair with her little hands, as if she was thinking about something.
No matter how the conflict between us should be resolved...at least we can't ruin this table of food... nor can we let the National Day that we finally waited for is deserted...
I really couldn't stand this quiet atmosphere and realized that I had to do something as a man. I was going to try to say something that made people happy
Even if the sisters still perform dullly in a while, as long as I work hard to liven up the atmosphere, the situation will be much better than that.
Just as I opened my mouth and the words in my belly were all over my mouth, Mu Yuqing, who had been thinking hard, suddenly broke the silence and opened her mouth one step ahead of me
Sister...Do you two have any plans for National Day...
As if thinking well, Mu Yuqing tried hard to pretend to be happy and said
Plan? What plan?
Mu Yu Yàn raised his head and looked at Mu Yuqing blankly.
Just traveling... Don't white-collar workers in the city like to travel during long holidays...
Ignoring my sister's surprised expression, Mu Yuqing continued to talk nonstop, although you don't have a car, you may not be able to go too far... but there are many places to play around Beijing. Anyway, sister, you haven't had much fun after you come to Beijing. Don't you plan to play something...
It's Ah... Yu Qing is right... We should find a place to play...
Listening to Mu Yuqing's hypocritical cheerful voice, I felt as if I had found a life-saving straw, and hurriedly agreed.
Haha... it's also... I can celebrate the promotion...
It seemed like I found a breakthrough in the cold relationship between the three of them. Mu Yu Yàn also smiled gently, Yu Qing... Where do you like to play...
I...I have no idea...but anyway, you two are going to...you can choose the place yourself...
Yu Qing, you don’t go...why...
I asked in surprise after hearing Mu Yuqing say she would not go
Hehe... Are you newly married?... On this National Day, my sister and my brother-in-law are going out to have a go and deepen their relationship...
There is no need to play together...
Looking at Mu Yuqing's happy look, I felt a kind of sadness from the bottom of my heart
No... brother-in-law, don't pretend... do you think I don't know Ah... during the seven days of National Day... I will disturb you if I am at home... It's better...
Haharu!
Before Mu Yuqing finished speaking, Mu Yu Yàn, who had just been silent for a while, suddenly said sternly.
I was startled by Mu Yu Yàn's sudden scolding, and I quickly turned around to see her
At this time, Mu Yu Yàn's face was filled with an angry look, as if the suggestion Mu Yuqing just made was not good at all.
On the other hand, Mu Yuqing, opposite her, was not frightened by her sister's shout like me, but she still looked happy and contented.
Why... Sister... You are suddenly so fierce... Are you wrong about what I just said...
After thinking for a while, Mu Yuqing suddenly began to confront Mu Yu Yàn opposite with confidence.
Yu Qing...How can you say that...I can't leave you Ah!
Mu Yu Yàn did not compromise at all when she was rebellious, and still looked at her with a serious look on her face.
Humph... Although I will be obedient when you frown in the past, sister... But this time... Yu Qing knows that she is right!
Mu Yuqing also shouted louder and louder, "What's wrong with what I said! Don't my sister want to live a two-person world with my brother-in-law? You have just been dating Ah for a month! Besides... do you think I can't see it? Every time I come back, my brother-in-law has to sleep in his own hut! I'm not made of wood! I'm no longer a child! Of course I can understand Ah!
Seeing Mu Yuqing's voice getting louder and louder, I was afraid that the two sisters would turn against each other, so I hurried under the table and gently pulled Mu Yuqing's little hand with my hand, but she threw it away.
Yu Qing...you say less!
I persuaded anxiously
Humph! Brother-in-law, don’t worry about me! I insisted on it! I have already thought about it in the past two weeks... The atmosphere after I came back today is so depressing... it’s all because of my existence! If it weren’t for me, you two could have lived a good life! My sister and brother-in-law wouldn’t be sad!
Regardless of my dissuasion, Mu Yuqing still shouted
Yu Qing! Do you know what you are talking about?
Finally, as Mu Yuqing scolded her one after another, Mu Yu Yàn stood up suddenly, and slapped the table with her hands.
At this time, she seemed to be too angry, and her face was no longer bloody. She bit her lower lip and was very hard, as if she wanted to bite her lips and bleed.
Hum! Of course I know what I am saying! Sister, what you are not convenient for you to say, let me say! The reason why the atmosphere of the three of us is so awkward now is because sister, you want to give your brother-in-law to me! Also because I also want to ruin your life and let you live a down-to-earth life!
Yu Qing became more and more excited as she spoke, and she stood up from her seat.
Yu Qing! Then how are you doing? Do you dare to say that you are not moved by Yong? From the day you came here, you secretly told me that you want to find a man like Yong who can accommodate us! Although you were always sarcastic in front of Yong later, as your sister, do you think I can't see it! You obviously like Yong in your heart! And... you also have the right to enjoy love!
Perhaps it was because of her sister's aggressive aura that really disrupted Fang Cun, and Mu Yu Yàn was out of the ordinary and shouted loudly that she often only wanted to hide in her heart.
When Mu Yu Yàn finally couldn't bear it, and when the first time he put away his gentleness in front of me, he burst out with a sharp roar, Mu Yuqing, who had just spoken fiercely, suddenly stopped talking, her big eyes stared at her sister without blinking, and her whole body trembled because of anger.
At this time, I was still sitting on the chair, looking blankly at the confrontational atmosphere condensed in the air with the sisters who had always had a harmonious relationship and had never been anxious to get angry with each other.
For a moment, the two sisters who were not complacent at each other, stared at each other tightly, but suddenly, in the narrow living room, an almost suffocating atmosphere suddenly condensed.
Sister! You really hate it!
I saw Mu Yuqing yelling in anger, then suddenly rushed to the door of the old house, opened the door and snatched out of the door.
When she wiped me, I seemed to see that Mu Yuqing's eyes were already wet and red
Yu Qing! Yu Qing! Where are you going!
Seeing that his sister suddenly rushed out of the house, Mu Yu Yàn hurriedly shouted anxiously
Yu Yàn! I'll chase you! Don't worry...
I, who reacted faster than Mu Yu, hurriedly put on my shoes and chased me out too
Time: September 30, 2006 at 9:30 pm Location: Near Hepingli Street, Dongcheng District, Beijing
At this moment, I was anxiously searching for Mu Yuqing's shadow along the street and searching for Mu Yuqing's shadow
It has been more than an hour since I ran out of the house. Although I was always looking for it with all my might, I never saw Mu Yuqing's trace.
That night, Beijing seemed extremely cold, and even rain began to rain in the air.
I felt extremely anxious when I thought of Mu Yuqing wearing a thin suspender that she only wore at home and barefoot slippers.
Moreover, because Mu Yuqing didn't bring her cell phone and didn't carry a penny, this made me, the so-called prospective brother-in-law, even sweating appeared on her head after searching for a while.
Damn... Where is Yu Qing Ah... Damn... Why did she run so fast... I can't catch up with her... The purposeless search along the street has never yielded results, which makes me unlucky
However, in addition to not being able to find Mu Yuqing, what made me even more trouble was the fierce argument between the two sisters on the dining table just now.
If, in the past, I just vaguely felt it, or learned from the side that both sisters loved me and wanted to give me to each other
Now, after hearing the quarrel between the two sisters just now, I was completely sure that the things I had troubled in the past have truly become a reality.
Yang Yong Ah Yang Yong... How can you get the favor of this pair of sisters... If it were changed... Yu Yàn and Yu Qing... If you can look at me differently, I'm afraid I'll have to burn Gaoxiang thank my ancestors for their eight lifetimes of virtue... But now... I really didn't expect... they would fall in love with me at the same time... and... I didn't expect... it would be such a painful thing to be liked by the two sisters at the same time...
No... You must not let this situation spread anymore... As a man... Yang Yong, you must do something... to change the current situation Ah... Yu Yàn and Yu Qing's kindness to you... It's enough that you die ten thousand times and cannot repay Ah...
Damn...If there is really nothing I can do... I would rather both sisters abandon me than let them rely on each other and hate each other... In fact... Yu Qing said something wrong... It was not her who caused this situation now... but me...
Before I knew it, I had walked from beginning to end in the entire Hepingli street, but in my sight, I still didn't even see Mu Yuqing's shadow.
At this moment, my cell phone suddenly rang. When I picked up my cell phone and saw that it was Liu Xiaowu who called.
Hello...Xiao Wu...What's wrong with you?
Thinking of Liu Xiaowu who beat me a few hours ago, I still feel a little resistant.
Yang Yong...you are looking for Yu Qing, right?... come downstairs of my house...she is here with me now...
What! In your place!...What the hell is going on...
Before I could finish speaking, the call was pressed off on the other end of the phone...
Hello! Yu Yàn... Don't look for it... Hurry up and go to the brick corner building in the northeast corner of the Second Ring Road... I found Yu Qing!
No matter what Liu Xiaowu's purpose is, at least I learned about Mu Yuqing's whereabouts, I hurriedly called Mu Yu Yàn, who was also looking for.
After running for several stops in one go, I finally came downstairs of Liu Xiaowu's house panting.
In front of me, it was Mu Yuqing, who had just run out of her home and was already wearing a male coat.
And Liu Xiaowu, who was standing beside her and staring at me fiercely
Xiaowu! Thank you Ah! Fortunately, Yu Qing knows your phone number...
I ran to Liu Xiaowu and Mu Yuqing, and smiled while finally finding Mu Yuqing because I finally found him.
When I held my knees with both hands and gasped heavily, in my sight, Liu Xiaowu still looked cold-eyed and ignored the thanks I just made.
But beside him, Mu Yuqing looked melancholy, her eyes always staring at me
When our eyes met, I saw Mu Yuqing suddenly closed her eyes, and two lines of tears slowly slid from the corners of her eyes.
Okay... The protagonists of this drama are finally here...
Liu Xiaowu ignored me, but turned to Mu Yuqing and said tenderly, since Yang Yong has arrived... Then I can let go of my hands...
Suddenly, Liu Xiaowu suddenly knelt on one knee, then raised his head to look at Mu Yuqing who was crying, his eyes full of piousness and pleading expressions.
What's going on? What is Liu Xiaowu going to do?
Looking at Liu Xiaowu's abnormal behavior, even I was a little shocked
Yu Qing... Today... I will tell you in person... I like you... I am crazy about it... I think of you every day... I can't even sleep well... I can't even eat well...
As if he had memorized the lines long ago, Liu Xiaowu said excitedly
Is Liu Xiaowu confessing his love? What is he thinking... Why do you have to wait until I come before doing this...
Seeing Liu Xiaowu's sudden actions, if I were to follow the past, I would even cheer for his brave behavior.
But for some reason, at this moment, when I thought of how Mu Yuqing reacted, my heart felt a little painful.
Xiaowu...you...you get up quickly...I know you are good to me...but...
Facing Liu Xiaowu's sincere confession, Mu Yuqing was inevitably moved, but she still didn't say much, but tried to pull Liu Xiaowu up.
No... Yu Qing... I understand... I have nothing like this... a man with neither future nor background... I am simply cow dung and flowers... But my heart is extremely sincere...
Breaking free from Mu Yuqing's support, Liu Xiaowu was still fearless and continued to say loudly, and... the man you like... has already gotten along with your sister... Since that's the case... I actually want to drag you out of this quagmire! I want to use my purest love to save you!
Xiaowu...you...
Perhaps it was really moved by Liu Xiaowu's behavior, Mu Yuqing did not help him, but stared at Liu Xiaowu without blinking.
It should be that he felt that Mu Yuqing's reaction had changed, and that the other party might be moved by his true feelings. Liu Xiaowu slowly stood up, then looked at Mu Yuqing with great affection, and at the same time, he put his palm on Mu Yuqing's shoulder.
This time, Mu Yuqing did not show any sign of breaking free, and let Liu Xiaowu's hands tamper on his shoulders.
What to do... What to do... Yang Yong... quickly think about it... What should I do now... Damn... Logically speaking, if Xiao Wu can successfully pursue Yu Qing... it should be a good thing... It will not only alleviate the relationship between me and Xiao Wu... It can also make the troubles between Yu Yàn and Yu Qing disappear... But... but... fuck... why do I just don't want to see this scene happening... Why... I should support Xiao Wu... I should bless Yu Qing's Ah... Unconsciously, I had already gritted my teeth and clenched my fists tightly
However, reason tells me that I still should not act rashly at this time, because, in the atmosphere formed by Liu Xiaowu and Mu Yuqing, I am just an outsider.
Yu Qing... Are you... willing to agree... even if it's just temporary... I want to be a flower protector... to protect your fragile heart...
While I was extremely conflicted, Liu Xiaowu's arm had slowly stretched through Mu Yuqing's armpits and slowly went over to the hugging posture.
His hot and firm eyes, Wusheng, stared at Mu Yuqing's pretty face with pear blossoms and rain
Seeing that Liu Xiaowu's not strong arms were about to bring Mu Yuqinglou into his arms
Seeing that Mu Yuqing, who had laughed, angry, and cried in front of me, was about to be hugged by other men
Seeing that the memories that once peeped in the hotel are going to really become eternal, only in the mind and heart.
At this moment, in my eyes that were almost wide open to the limit, I saw Mu Yuqing suddenly turn her head, and those eyes that were enough to destroy any man's heart's defense were staring at me.
Suddenly, from her eyes soaked in tears, from her two slightly frown brows and slightly opened lips, I seemed to understand something that I couldn't say.
I finally understood what Mu Yuqing's real choice was
In this world, we always ask others or ask ourselves whether the next thing is right or wrong
Often, only when we get the correct instructions can we put the thoughts in our minds into action.
If we get an incorrect instruction, we will generally use this principle to restrict our behavior and give this self-bound behavior a better name, called self-discipline or principle. From the beginning of human beings, we have civilization until the industrialization process is so developed today
From the time each of us was born and slowly began to think, until we gradually grow old and die
We all seem to be accustomed to seeking help like the world and society before making a decision
Over the long run, we all seem to have lost a part of ourselves and a little more obedience to this principle
Moreover, if we do not receive the right or wrong instructions, we may even fall into confusion, and would rather stop and risk mistakes.
However, although we have learned the dialectics proposed by the great Marx since childhood, we rarely notice
Everything in this world, as long as there is the right side, there must be the wrong side.
It can be said that correctness and error are like two walls of a high wall. Not only cannot be separated from each other, but they may even undergo texture changes with certain conditions.
Just like Mu Yuqing and I
If we follow the concept of right and wrong taught by society, then when I fall in love with Mu Yu Yàn, I should no longer like Mu Yuqing, because that is obviously a wrong concept
I have never been skeptical about this, and I always follow this principle to deal with the triangle relationship between me, Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing.
Although, perhaps my approach has made the relationship between the three people worse and worse...
But if I follow the worldly perspective, I should still be doing the right thing
Yu Qing...come to me...
When I finally plucked up the courage, called Mu Yuqing's name and opened my arms
When I saw Mu Yuqing, she immediately broke free from Liu Xiaowu's arms as if she had picked up a life-saving straw, and threw herself into my arms in one breath.
When Mu Yuqing in her arms began to sob softly, she felt her body trembling and smelled the fragrance of her hair
For the first time, I realized that what I am doing now is not the wrong thing
On the contrary, as long as Mu Yuqing can be happy, this is the right thing to do
More than a year later, when Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing left me, I truly summed up these vague insights into language and words.
At that time, I really concluded that judging whether a behavior is correct does not depend on the person who performed the behavior, and how he views it.
Not to mention the social viewpoint, how to characterize this behavior
Whether a behavior is correct or not depends on whether it is to bear the feelings of the party who acts as long as the other party can get better and better, the behavior is correct.
The reason why we should work hard and make progress during work is because the hard work can make the work and even the company run better and better.
In life, the reason why we should pay attention to conscience and shame is that this way can make everyone in contact with you feel a warm feeling
At this moment, my behavior of holding Mu Yuqing tightly into my arms can finally relax Mu Yuqing's nervous mood and make her no longer entangled
Then, whether this behavior is in line with the ethics of nature or not, it must be correct.
When I was holding Mu Yuqing tightly, I saw Liu Xiaowu across from me, glaring at me with an almost vicious look that was almost vicious.
However, at this moment, I, who finally made up my mind, was not afraid of his eyes at all, but instead looked at him.
In my eyes, there was no hesitation or worries at this moment, but only a sense of unwaveringness and finally freed from relief.
Yu Qing... Don't do stupid things again... Although my home is old... but you will always have your place... You, I... and Yu Yàn... Let's not leave anyone in the future... Although... maybe our relationship has not been straightened out yet... but this does not mean... we have to resent each other... because... we are all a family no matter what...
My eyes always stared at Liu Xiaowu in front of me, but the slow words I said were what Mu Yuqing heard
While I was talking, my arms tightened Mu Yuqing's shoulders even harder, so that her face could sink deeper into my chest
Xiaowu... I'm sorry... Although I don't think... your anger towards me comes entirely from Yu Qing... Although I don't know what happened to you in the past few days... I still want to express my gratitude to you... Thank you for often encouraging Yu Qing these days... At the same time... I want to apologize to you... Because Yu Qing... I'm afraid she won't go with you... If you want to vent your anger... I'll greet me... But... at least I won't let go of this embrace again...
Facing Liu Xiaowu's fierce expression, I continued to say calmly
Hum...Yang Yong...Don't think that this will be over...
When Liu Xiaowu heard my words, he sneered.
And his gaze turned to the direction behind me, please take a look at the back... I want to see how you, the hypocritical guy... will deal with these...
Following Liu Xiaowu's gaze, I saw that at the entrance of the community, Mu Yu Yàn was already standing there at some time.
Judging from the tears on her face, it was obvious that she should have been standing there for a long time.
However, at that time, I couldn't tell the difference between the tears on Mu Yu Yàn's face, was it moved or was it sad or disappointed?
Yu Yàn...I'm sorry...I finally made such a decision...I'm sorry...
Seeing Mu Yu Yàn slowly walking towards me for a while, I couldn't think of anything to say, nor could I avoid the fact that I was holding Mu Yuqing in my arms, I had to tell my feelings truthfully
Watching Mu Yu Yàn walk towards me, Liu Xiaowu across from me seemed to show a hint of pride.
Perhaps in his heart, he was rejected after confessing his love, and I snatched away Mu Yuqing's hatred, which will be released in the conflict between me and Mu Yu Yàn
However, Mu Yu Yàn's next actions really disappointed Liu Xiaowu.
Yong... What you said just now is right... I have always been entangled in the relationship between the three... I have always been trapped in the whirlpool of my heart... But... I forgot... What is the most precious thing in life... I forgot... Yong and Yu Qing... For me... it is thousands of times more important than everything in this world...
Mu Yu, who slowly walked to my back, slowly spread his arms...
When her soft but somewhat cold body was tightly pressed against my back, her jade arms slowly passed through my waist.
Sister...Sister...Don't worry about who should be with Yong in the future, okay... Such a question is so cruel...it's too tormenting...so...Yu Qing hopes...never discuss this matter again...Okay...the three of us should be together forever...
I felt that Mu Yu Yàn's palm was holding his waist. Although Mu Yuqing was still buried in my chest, her hands that were originally lying on my chest also walked around my waist and hugged Mu Yu Yàn's waist.
A fragile world...
Admittedly...
The world we live in is indeed a very fragile world because of material desires, lack of faith and lack of security.
The relationship between people is like the layer of window paper that breaks with just one poke
Maybe in the previous second, you were a brother and you, or you still admire each other...
But in the next second, it can completely collapse because of something that is not necessarily completely real.
I remember someone once said that when one person falls in love with another, or when the same sex appreciates each other, it must be a test of time.
Just like the truth, people's feelings also need to go through ups and downs to finally verify the true rainbow
However, some people have said that when one person hates another, it often only takes one or two things, and one or two days is enough
Because the concept that human nature is good only exists in the Confucianism of the East
However, the concept that human nature is evil is spread throughout religious beliefs around the world
Just like me and Tian Yawei, I am like Liu Xiaowu
In the past, I was once a good friend who joined Tian Yawei and could talk about everything and even gossip together.
In the past, I was once a brother who Liu Xiaowu could trust, acted like a fool together, and even had a similar smell together.
However, when the opportunity to go up in the company was placed in front of me and Tian Yawei, when the feelings for a woman came to me and Liu Xiaowu at the same time.
Our originally good relationship disappeared instantly
Of course, at that time, downstairs of Liu Xiaowu's house, he looked at each other with him until Liu Xiaowu returned home with a swear word.
I don’t even understand why Liu Xiaowu is so angry at me. Is he really just for Mu Yuqing?
Could it be that Liu Xiaowu, who once claimed to be a woman expert and always kept his brother above everything else, now really lost his direction in love and completely overturned his belief that he had been holding on to for more than 20 years?
I don't know these...
However, compared to the incomprehension of Liu Xiaowu's behavior
When Mu Yu Yàn's soft chest was pressed against my back, when Mu Yuqing's delicate body was tightly held in my arms, and when the warm and soft bodies of the two sisters continued to convey deep feelings to my body, I was at least clear.
I have the happiness that I should protect, and I have also protected this happiness with my actions.
Without letting me, Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing follow the laws of this fragile world, letting our relationship flow into the abyss instantly
Just as there is nothing wrong with nothing right... the fragile world... I am afraid that this world is filled with too many pains and hardships... so happiness seems to be extremely precious and worth enough...
Don't pursue illusory joy...
What I know is...
I also have happiness that I can protect and enjoy...
And this happiness...
The couple who helped her around me affected me...
I'll give back to them
Yu Yàn... Yu Qing... Let's go home... Home is much warmer than here...
Um……
Logically speaking, on this day, everyone should be looking forward to the upcoming National Day holiday
Unfortunately, because today is also the last day to decide on the candidates for the new department, the entire department has a depressing atmosphere that is breathtakingly suppressed.
Most colleagues probably understand their performance very well and cannot enter the new department with three times their salary, so they all seem very lazy on the last day before the National Day.
And a few people, including Tian Yawei, have not relaxed at all until today and are still working hard to fight
It seems that in their opinion, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, we will sharpen our heads and squeeze into the new department.
If it is normal for colleagues who still have hope to work hard, it is normal
So, even those colleagues who were not interested in the new department had their expressions, and they had no joy at the upcoming holiday. What is the reason?
Over the past few months, I have experienced a lot of experience in life and work. This time I finally don’t need to seek help from Zhou Wenchuan, who is knowledgeable and omniscient.
Sitting quietly in my seat, looking at the lifeless look in the office, I actually understand it
I'm afraid I'm watching some colleagues who looked on the same level as me in the past, crossing their bodies and entering the new department shouldn't be comfortable.
At this moment, the relationship between people seems so fragile, no matter how close it was before, no matter how many times I called brothers and brothers, it seems that everything is no longer important.
From childhood to adulthood, the ideas that teachers teach us that we should strive for the best are now fully expressed in this crowded department. People can ignore their past emotions, tear off their masks, and brothers who have been together every day can also part ways in an instant.
I have to say that in the face of interests, human feelings, hearts and popularity are so fragile
It's Ah, the society we live in is a fragile world, right?
Now I am just sitting silently in front of the computer, browsing the sports version of the website bored
Since August, after experiencing about twenty banquets of all sizes, I finally felt tired and no longer had the energy to work hard. The flame-like passion in my heart seemed to have finally been extinguished.
No matter what the result is...it's just like this...at least...I've tried hard, right?
However, although I just wanted to be lazy on the last day, it still seemed that some people still thought that I was pretending to be aloof, and that the representative of this was Tian Yawei.
This morning, Tian Yawei, who had not paid attention to me for several days. Before going out for sales, when she was about to walk out of the office, she suddenly stopped, then turned her face and said to me questioningly
Oh...Yang Yong, are you not going out today...
No...I'm a little tired today...I want to take a break...
Oh...Ah... It seems that she is worthy of being the person who has already held the board in her hand... It turns out that the last day was so leisurely...
From Tian Yawei's smile and her eyes that were squinting after squinting, I could see that she seemed to be full of hostility towards me, a direct opponent on the road to promotion.
No wonder...
Just after she robbed the client and showed me hypocritical goodwill, I took her words completely like a warning. Every time I faced her flattering smile, I chose to pretend to be stupid and even compliment her in turn.
Because I was sitting next to Tian Yawei, I could clearly notice that when she peeked at me every day, her facial expression gradually changed.
Finally, after being neglected for about a week, she finally ignored me. Every time she peeked at me, there was a clear resentment in her eyes.
In fact, if I had been the past, even if I was not confused by Tian Yawei's smile, I would have helped her a little because of my soft heart.
but……
Now, I have to control my kindness and force myself to learn to be ruthless
In this workplace, especially during these two months of sensitive periods, I know that it is more important to be able to earn real money than to keep a laughing and joking attitude with my colleagues.
Because I always have a belief in my heart, that is, to fight for the loved ones I love
If, a few weeks ago, the only one I wanted to fight for was Mu Yu Yàn, then now, it seems that the one I want to fight for had more Mu Yuqing's position.
To be honest, I still don’t know how to solve the problem of the sisters Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing
I admit that that night in the hotel, my arms touched Mu Yuqing's warm and smooth body, and her ankles were clamped by her little feet. The man's instinct was indeed awakened.
But I also know very well that my heart still belongs to Mu Yu Yàn. I also always warn myself that I must not do anything to hurt Mu Yu Yàn, and I must not let my emotions go, which will eventually hurt both sisters.
When I think of Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing, I start to have a headache like the past few days
That day, after leaving the hotel, I immediately broadcast the phone number to Yu Qing, but what I heard was that the user you called had turned off...
After I got home that night, I had a quarrel with Mu Yu Yàn for the first time in my life...
Yu Yàn...What did you say to Yu Qing yesterday? She told me, you want to overdo me for Yu Qing! Do you treat me as a goods? Don’t you cherish our feelings!
And... are the seven-digit deposits and that French man real?... If so... I can't figure out why you chose me, a useless man!...
Yesterday in the hotel... Yu Qing told me... you know we sleep in the same room! I can't understand... Yu Qing was in such a good year, so she shouldn't have anything to do with me! You, a sister, can't figure it out!... What's more, I am still your boyfriend Ah! Do you hate me so much? Do you just want to give me away?
On that day, after my roar, Mu Yu Yàn didn't say much, but quietly waited for me to calm down gradually
When I calmed down and began to feel a little regretful about my irrational behavior just now, Mu Yu Yàn spoke slowly
Yong...my feelings for you... Please never doubt... If there is anything else in this world that I want to cherish besides Yu Qing... it must be you... not myself...
Seven-digit deposits and French men are real... Yu Qing didn't lie... But... I'm yours now... What else can you care about these things outside of you... And... I've been thinking about recently... I should take out part of the deposit and help you decorate this old house... Maybe I should take out part of the deposit... I should buy a car for you...
Sorry... Yong... Actually... I don't know what to do... I admit... I want to make Yu Qing successful... Because of our body... It's rare to find a man like you... Because Yu Qing has been hurt in the past... I dare not let her experience the ups and downs with other men... But... Actually... I myself... is also very conflicted... because I don't want to lose you either...
When Yu Yàn finished speaking, I opened my arms and hugged her tightly into my arms. My chest felt the warm temperature on Yu Yàn's tears. My palms felt her shoulders trembling constantly.
That night, I finally fulfilled my dream for a few days and slept in her room with Yu Yàn again. But that time, we had no desire, just hugged each other and fell asleep slowly
From that day on, I suddenly realized that the world we live in seemed really fragile
In the next few days, although I could still hug Mu Yu's smooth shoulders, I could fall asleep with her and stay with her.
But we didn't have any physical sex anymore, and even when we snuggled together, we didn't talk as much as before.
I understand that for Mu Yu Yàn, she must be experiencing a violent struggle in her heart now, but for me, that's the case...
The seemingly solid emotions become swaying in the face of a small matter... The relationship between lovers who once vowed each other may suddenly cool down
It's Ah...
Even the relationship between parents and children can become fragmented with irresponsible parents.
Even the most beautiful first love has to bow its head in the face of reality
The world we live in...
It's really fragile
The thoughts of excavation returned to reality as the MSN dialog flashed
When I clicked on the dialog box, I didn't see Zhou Wenchuan's laughter like in the past
Today, Tang Min actually asked me unexpectedly, are you free?
available……
I thought for a while and knew that Tang Min would definitely tell me about the new department, so I answered this way
Then come to the office...
Strictly speaking, since I came to the company, I haven't walked into Tang Min's office too many times
Compared to those colleagues who are willing to run to Tang Min's office often even at the risk of hitting a nail, I have very few opportunities to go in.
However, when I got up from my seat and walked towards Tang Min's office, I could still see many colleagues' strange gazes in my aftermath.
In fact, since Tang Min helped me protect my clients and scolded Tian Yawei, this kind of gaze has often been on me.
After hearing from Zhou Wenchuan, Tian Yawei quickly spread the matter to the entire company in a 180-degree turn.
In her description, she just saw that I was busy, so she kindly went to help me receive customers
As a result, Tang Min, who was deliberately waiting in the reception room, was caught by Tang Min, who was waiting in the reception room. The other party scolded him without saying anything, which made Tian Yawei feel very aggrieved afterwards. Through her description, all the colleagues who heard it came to two conclusions.
First, Yang Yong and Tang Min have a different relationship, so Tang Min strives to protect Yang Yong, for fear that even a little flaw will appear.
Second, Yang Yong, a household with deep connections in the past, seems to have entered the new department.
Sometimes, in this small environment of the office, it doesn't matter what the truth is.
What is important is how every rumor, the person in the rumor, and other people who listen to the rumor
In Zhou Wenchuan's words, when you become a stumbling block on others' promotion, no matter whether you are right or wrong, others are more willing to see the wrong side of you.
Therefore, when Tian Yawei distorts the facts vividly, not many people will delve into the truth of this matter, and are more willing to believe that I, a little brat who suddenly rises up, is a backstage and background, worthy of all the kindness and hatred by the public.
However, even if everyone dislikes me, I don’t plan to argue or change anything
For me nowadays, being able to enter a new department is the only thing I value
Moreover, they can't accept me, a newcomer who has emerged in the army, so why should I please them in one go?
Sometimes, the power of fear is always greater than respect and love
From ancient times to the present, there are many stories of betrayal by those who best friends who write letters.
But in comparison, although there are no examples of tyrants being overthrown, there are very few
The reason is that when fear has become a habit, people often no longer mind this fear, and even become accustomed to it.
However, in this fragile world, respect and love can never exist forever in the face of interests.
After walking into Tang Min's office, I saw that she, who had always been serious, actually flashed a smile between her pretty eyebrows.
Seeing that faint smile, I seemed to understand that I had been forgetting to eat and sleep for two months, and it seemed that it was finally time to get rewards.
Yang Yong, sit down...
Tang Min politely used her palm to signal me to sit on the chair in front of her
Sister Tang, is there anything you need to ask me for...
Although my heartbeat is accelerating, I still try to restrain my excitement and try to keep my calm
Yang Yong, thank you for your hard work in the past two months
Tang Min said, pushing a printed EXCEL form in front of me, look at it... This is a preliminary statistics. As of this month, our department's total transcript
When I picked up this EXCEL form, I saw that the first-ranked person was still without any suspense that Zhou Wenchuan was ranked behind him, and it was actually ranked second in the entire department.
After reading two more names, the words Tian Yawei were written in the fifth place.
Sister Tang...I...
I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, so I had to stop talking
Haha... Although I am usually more strict, I still want to congratulate you on your way to enter the new department
Tang Min continued to show a rare smile, you... wouldn't be unwilling...
How is that possible! Of course I do!
I couldn't help blurting out
It's good if you want to... But now I have to say something bad...
Seeing me excited, Tang Min smiled slightly at first, but then suddenly put away her smile and turned back to her former serious appearance. That's it... You know... the new department is no longer mainly sales, but as a support department, providing management and services to other departments...
……
I didn't say anything, but nodded slightly
However, because many of our branches are spread all over the country... So at that time, some people still need to run around the world...
Sister Tang, are you talking about my future position?
That's right... although I understand... everyone on this list should not want to live the kind of life of running around in the wind and rain... But...
Sister Tang... You don't have to work hard... I understand... As long as the organization needs me... I am willing to do any job
While I said these words loudly, Tang Min seemed to squint her eyes in an instant and looked at me carefully.
But this kind of scrutiny lasted less than a second, and she immediately smiled as an official smile in the workplace.
Don't worry... Yang Yong, no matter what position you work, your treatment is the same as others... Even at the end of the year, I will suggest to the company to give you extra bonuses...
Sister Tang... I don't know whether to say it or not...
Before Tang Min finished speaking, I interrupted her
You just said it's okay...
Actually, Sister Tang, you don’t have to be so polite to me... Now and in the future, you are my leaders... No... Not only the leaders, you are also someone I respect and trust very much
Although I didn't say the reason for trust, I know that Tang Min knew very well that it was because of the last incident of Tian Yawei robbing Hu.
I just looked at the list. Among the top five, except for me and Tian Yawei, they should be all famous and well-known figures in this company... I understand... the company not only needs to rely on them, but also gives them some care... And a fool like me who has no background should not pursue too much...
To be honest... If a poor boy like me has any advantages, it is that he is easy to be content... Now he can enter a new department and work with such a group of elites... It is something I didn't dare to think about in the past, so... Sister Tang... You don't need to say so much... In the future, in the new department, as long as you can use me, I will ask for it but say it's okay... I don't have any other abilities, but at least I'm young and physically...
When I finished word by word, I saw some indescribable sadness flashing in Tang Min's eyes, but that sadness also flashed away in one flash.
However, this time Tang Min did not smile anymore, but looked at me with a serious face.
I am very pleased that you have such an idea... But... Yang Yong... As your future leader, because you trust me very much, I want to tell you something that must be qualities in the workplace...
……
Looking at Tang Min's appearance, I seemed to understand that my statement just now seemed reasonable and well-educated seemed to be inappropriate.
In the future, there should be many opportunities to get in touch with senior leaders in the new department... In the future, you must not say such things in front of them... You must know that in the workplace, some things can only be understood, but they must not be expressed in words... and... Never let the leader know that you actually understand a lot... Because there is no leader who likes too smart employees...
Sister Tang...
After Tang Min said this, my heart, which was originally calm, suddenly became tight and shocked, and couldn't help but write it on my face.
Haha...but... since you are the one I brought over... There is no need to be too restrictive in front of me... Anyway, I don't like restrictive people...
Perhaps seeing my surprise, Tang Min finally smiled. Okay, although my words are not good, they should be useful to you... It's also a gift I gave you... As long as you remember, this world is very fragile... Therefore, everyone finds ways to protect themselves... So... don't have any ideas about it...
I understand...Sister Tang, don't worry...
From Tang Min's tone, I heard that she had the meaning of ending this conversation, and when I heard her say the four words "Fragile World", there seemed to be a little strange movement in my heart.
OK, then you go and do it... After National Day, the final result will come out... Let's talk later
For a whole day, Tang Min seemed to be having an interview with those who were about to enter the new department.
Zhou Wenchuan and the remaining two relatives were called into the office by Tang Min one after another.
However, unexpectedly, when Tian Yawei came back, she, who was supposed to be ranked fifth, never received the call from Tang Min
Seeing Tian Yawei start to have intimate conversations with some old employees who share the same hatred, I once thought about whether to tell her this news that it can make our relationship better in an instant.
But after thinking about it, I finally didn't do it
Because, a power in the dark seemed to remind me that it seems that whether Tian Yawei can enter the new department is still unknown until now.
In the afternoon, just before I was about to get off work, my phone came as scheduled and the sound of text messages rang out. I picked up my phone and saw the words signed by Mu Yuqing.
How are you doing today...
Looking at the text message sent by Mu Yuqing, I seemed to be able to imagine her naughty and cute appearance.
Well... Today the company is sure...I can enter the new department
After a little thought, I replied to this text message
Haha...congratulations...you are moving towards your goal again... My sister will definitely be happy if you know that you have achieved results for her...
Haha... I hope so... Your sister still doesn't pay much attention to me today...
Who made you fierce with your sister that day? But I understand you... You are like this because you love your sister so much... I guess my sister also understands in my heart... You will definitely make up after a while!
Thank you... By the way, are you going home this weekend...
Haha, you are dizzy when you work... It's already National Day, where will I go if I don't go home...
Haha... blame me...
OK, I won’t say anything, I’m going to have a meal... Let’s talk about it when I meet on weekends... I will persuade my sister to stay, so you have to treat me to a meal...
no problem……
After a brief refreshed mind, after Mu Yuqing finished the conversation, I put my phone in my pocket
A sense of sorrow also climbed onto my brain again, making me feel sad again after just enjoying it and relaxing for a while.
I must admit that although she never turned on at Mu Yuqing's school that day, so I couldn't find her
But in fact, in the days that followed, our relationship not only did not fall into a deadlock, but instead heated up more and more
From that day on, Mu Yuqing would send me text messages at different times every day.
At the beginning, she would make excuses at the beginning of each text message, saying that she was bored, bored, or angry about something, and then started chatting with me without saying a word.
Later on, maybe I got used to chatting with me, and every time the text message at the beginning became like, how is it today?
, Are you tired from work? How have you been living with your sister recently?
Such a straightforward language
In fact, after having had some intimate contact in the hotel that day, Mu Yuqing has not been home for two weeks. She also gives a reason why she is full of freshness in college life.
Moreover, every time I send me a text message, Mu Yuqing often mentions her sister, and even encourages me to try my best to comfort Mu YuYan in a bad mood.
However, no matter how stupid I have experienced the ignorant era of college, I understand a little bit more
When a girl who is in love is just sent a text message to you if you have something to do or not, in her heart, I'm afraid she's a little concerned about you, or even a little bit of a good impression on you.
Although, girls may never reveal words like love in text messages
Perhaps, they themselves don't know what they want in their hearts, but they didn't expect that they might have fallen in love with each other
However, this kind of ambiguous behavior can never be summarized in two simple words: care and friendship.
How to deal with Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing...
For many days, the problem that I had been worried about was once again in my heart with Mu Yuqing's text message.
From a rational and emotional perspective, I certainly understand that I should stand firmly on Mu Yu Yàn's side
After all, she is my real girlfriend, she needs someone to take care of her. Moreover, I am still quite sober that I must still love Mu Yu Yàn very much, and I love her so much that I can't even extricate myself.
But on the other hand, seeing Mu Yuqing's text messages with emotions hidden, I imagined the little woman's posture that suddenly appeared that night, and I really couldn't bear to refuse her
What's more, she actually needs care and love
If it was a great trouble for me, what should I do, then the delicate state between the two sisters made me feel even more chaotic and understated a heavy burden in my heart.
At the current state, Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing both want to let me have their own sisters, not their own relationship
This makes it even harder for me to make a choice
No matter how many times I stressed at home that I loved Mu Yu Yàn deeply, I was rejected in various ways
Just talk about Mu Yuqing, if one day, I really follow her words and finally chose her sister.
Mu Yuqing would not be as happy as she said in her text message.
Of course, the same situation applies to Mu Yu Yàn. If I were really with Mu Yuqing, she would definitely cry.
Amidst my chaotic thoughts, as everyone in the company got off work one after another, I packed up my schoolbag, looked at Zhou Wenchuan's empty seats, and then followed the crowd and walked out of the office.
But as soon as I walked into the corridor, my phone suddenly rang again
Hello...Hello...
I didn't pay attention to who the call was, so I answered the call
Hello... have you got off work...
A completely strange and very deep male voice rang on the other end of the phone
Who are you?
I was startled by the too low male voice, and I asked loudly
Hum...why... I can't even hear my voice... It turns out that I am from a big company... I can't even hear my voice...
When the voice gradually recovered a little through a series of words, I realized that the person on the phone was Liu Xiaowu
However, I have never heard the sound of a murderer who has always been sunny.
This made me not hear who was on the other end of the phone just now.
Xiao Wu Ah... I haven't seen you one day...
I heard that it was Liu Xiaowu, and I immediately smiled
Have you gotten off work?
It seemed that it was selective deafness. Liu Xiaowu did not respond to my greetings, but returned to the low voice just now.
I've walked out of the office...what's wrong...why...who bullies you...
I found something wrong with Liu Xiaowu, and hurriedly asked.
Don't worry...I'm downstairs now...
Just when I was about to say a few words, Liu Xiaowu had already hung up the phone
What happened to Liu Xiaowu... Why does he seem to have become a different person...
I can't hear the sound of scolding in the past, I have completely sensed an inexplicable tension
From the moment I realize that Liu Xiaowu has never been so weird, I seem to have a premonition of the gloom.
When I walked out of the first floor hall, I saw Liu Xiaowu standing at the door of our company now
As usual, because I am immersed in front of the computer for many years, I rarely get in touch with the outside world.
Liu Xiaowu still looks a little sloppy
In my sight, he was still wearing a simple sportswear, his eyes were still covered with blood because he stayed up late for a long time, and there were dark circles around his eyes that were lacking in sleep.
However, a little different from him in the past is that today, Liu Xiaowu's hair seems to no longer beating willows, and his clothes are no longer full of wrinkles.
On the contrary, his hair was cut very short and his clothes were as smooth as if they had just been ironed.
What's wrong? Xiaowu...what happened...
I always felt strange in my heart, so I hurried to him
If it's okay, let's take a walk... Anyway, this place is not far from your house...
At this moment, I clearly saw that the pair of eyes that were innocent but at least light in the past were now full of sharp eyes.
Because Liu Xiaowu is a little shorter than me, when he lowered his head and raised his eyes to look at me, I even had the illusion that the person standing in front of me seemed not to be a good friend who had been hiding from college, but an enemy full of deep hatred for me.
OK... Let's go...
Realizing that I was standing at the door of a crowded company, I agreed to his request.
In Beijing, nearly October, when the time was around 6 o'clock in the evening, the sky began to gradually dim.
It's a coincidence that along the way Liu Xiaowu and I walked together, there seemed to be a cool north wind blew in the entire air, which made people even feel a little cold.
Walking on Chaonei Street leading to Chaoyangmen Bridge, Liu Xiaowu and I didn't talk at the beginning
However, I was just waiting for Liu Xiaowu to say something, and he seemed to always lower his head and was thinking about something with a serious expression.
Since I met in my freshman year, I have walked shoulder to shoulder with Liu Xiaowu countless times
However, in the past, we either went to the basketball court or went to the Internet bar outside.
In short, every road I walked with Liu Xiaowu was full of laughter, even ridicule, and even joking with each other.
However, at this moment, I suddenly realized that although Liu Xiaowu, who was walking beside me, was still a familiar buddy.
But the casual atmosphere that year disappeared, replaced by the solemnity brought by silence
Yang Yong...How are you doing recently...
It seemed that after thinking a lot, Liu Xiaowu suddenly spoke
Not bad... The department manager told me today... I can enter a new department
I answered carefully
Well... it's the department Ah with three times the salary... It's really good... It's also from poor background... It's also living like a reptile in school... But you obviously have been much smoother than me...
Although he was saying praise, Liu Xiaowu's tone was more of a cold
Xiao Wu...Don't say that... Are you blaming me for not having time to contact you recently...I've been very busy recently...
The first time I heard Liu Xiaowu's sarcasm made me feel a little panicked
Hum... I know you are very busy... Are you busy with work recently? Or are you busy picking up girls...
Liu Xiaowu's tone began to be filled with more and more sourness
Picking up girls...what are you talking nonsense...
I felt something in my heart that Liu Xiaowu had instinctively, but I retorted instinctively
fuck your mother!
When we walked to a corner of Chaoyangmen Bridge, Liu Xiaowu seemed to be unable to bear it. He suddenly turned around and let out a deafening roar towards me.
At that moment, for the first time, I saw that the expression on Liu Xiaowu's face had been distorted, like a trapped beast that was still fighting, revealing its claws for the first time in front of me.
And his wide-eyed eyes and his clenched teeth seemed to be about to swallow me alive and make me feel terrible
Xiao Wu...
For the sudden change of Liu Xiaowu, I didn't have any sadness or anger in a moment. After all, these things came too suddenly, which made my face full of surprise at the first time
You bastard! Didn’t you obviously have Mu Yu Yàn? Why do you still fight for Mu Yuqing! Yang Yong Ah Yang Yong... I saw you wrong... I didn’t expect you to be such a scum! And... I didn’t expect you to play with my emotions!
Xiao Wu! What do you mean!
What do I mean!...Aren't you asking me knowingly? You fuckingly told me to chase Mu Yuqing... I fuckingly believed it! Unexpectedly Ah didn't expect... You beast... were playing with me from beginning to end!
What do you mean...
After a little regaining, I endured the anger in my heart, but also turned into a serious look at Liu Xiaowu in front of me.
Fuck! Aren’t you quite smart? Are you not a career expert? Why are you pretending to be stupid? Do you really treat me as a fool?
As Liu Xiaowu said, he suddenly took out his old cell phone from his pocket and quickly called out the text message menu. You fucking look... I see if you can deny it!
The first text message
Liu Xiaowu...I'm very upset recently...
The second text message
Haha... Thank you for caring about me so much... But... there are some things you can't solve... I just want to find someone to talk about them...
The third text message
In fact... I think I might be in love...and... this feeling comes very suddenly...
The fourth text message
Haha...why are you so nervous... Actually... what I'm most upset is... the person I fell in love with... He seems to have a little bit of feelings for me... But I'm not sure...
Article 5 SMS
Haha... I knew you would say that... Although we may have feelings for each other... he is destined to be with me...
Article 6 SMS
You guessed right...
He does have his own lover...
And not only that...
His lover and I have a very extraordinary relationship...
It can even be said that I am kind to me...
so……
I can't do anything that I'm sorry for her...
Article 7 SMS
Do you know... When I was with him last night... I could feel... he was a little moved by me... I'm afraid he's also confused now...
Article 8 SMS
hehe……
He is not the kind of bad guy you are talking about...
Why……
Sometimes I hope...
He can be a bad guy...
pity……
Although I always hit him...
But I know...
He is actually a good person...
Article 9 SMS
Hahahaha... Thank you Ah... I always hurt you in the past... But I actually know... you are also a good person... But force can't solve the problem... So you just need to listen to me...
Article 10 SMS
Do you... really want to know who he is?
Article 11 SMS
Actually...you know him too...
Article 12 SMS
Well... you guessed it right... OK... I said a lot to you... I feel much more comfortable...
Article 13 SMS
Yes... Of course... After tonight... you will be my most important friend... Don't worry... I will never say that to you again...
Article 14 SMS
OK...you go to bed early too...good night
The fourteen text messages are signed by Mu Yuqing
After reading the text message, my mood suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley
In fact, I can understand that Mu Yuqing in school may still protect herself, so she will not make friends with her very close friends. Therefore, she will remember to ask Liu Xiaowu to vent her feelings when she is lonely.
However, when I finally understood the reason why Liu Xiaowu was so angry that I felt guilty that I could not stand up to Liu Xiaowu, so I also wrote a sorry expression on my face.
What else do you have to say now...
Still with a vicious expression on his face, Liu Xiaowu said fiercely after snatching the phone
Xiao Wu... Whether you believe it or not... I have not betrayed my friends... I have not done anything to Yu Qing... and... the depression in my heart... you can't understand...
Fuck...you are depressed...of course you are depressed...and you are depressed...will you still deny it...if you are wholeheartedly treating YuYàn, you will be so depressed...
After Liu Xiaowu finished speaking, he turned around and prepared to leave
Xiao Wu... listen to me...
There is nothing to say... You are a promising person... I am just a humble person... I only know how to play games at home... We have nothing to say...
No... don't say that...you see...you obviously have glorious today than in the past...
Hahaha... You really have experienced Ah... Although you are talking about running trains... but you seem to have good observation skills...
Although he was smiling, Liu Xiaowu looked back at me and still looked contemptuous and rude. Goodbye... Yang Yong... We are destined not from the same world... Thank you too... Through your affairs... I deeply realize my childishness... You have taught me a lesson!
After Liu Xiaowu said this, he suddenly rushed to the subway station beside him.
Xiao Wu! Wait a little later!
Seeing that he was about to escape into the subway, I hurriedly chased him
Get out of the way!
Just as I was about to catch up with Liu Xiaowu, he suddenly turned around and punched me in the face.
The sudden pain made me squat on the ground with my face covering my face and Liu Xiaowu took advantage of my slow movement and fled into the subway.
Mom's mom's mom...Liu Xiaowu... Why are you so indiscriminate...
Looking at the crowd around me who were not aware of the truth, I knew that I could no longer catch up with Liu Xiaowu, so I had to slowly stand up with my face, then turn around, and walk in the opposite direction of the subway entrance.
At that time, I was full of grievances that were wronged by Liu Xiaowu, but I was a kind of sadness about this friend who had been playing with since college.
At that time, the four words "Fragile World" that Tang Min said in my heart once again sounded in my heart.
My Mu Yu Yàn, I and Tian Yawei, I and Liu Xiaowu...
I don't know what to do...
I know……
Actually, I have been working hard...
Always working towards the direction that looks beautiful...
But why do you have a relationship with these people...
But I've made it worse and worse...
Is this world really fragile? It seems... it's really...
I was extremely upset, covered my face and walked on the street of the Second Ring Road
It seems that at this moment, the dark sky is reflecting the sadness in my heart
The traffic and traffic next to me seemed to further contrast the loneliness of me walking alone on both sides of the street
However, at that time, I didn't expect that the reason why Liu Xiaowu was furious was not entirely because of Mu Yuqing.
I don't know yet that in his in life, there was actually a change that could change his destiny.
At night, when I opened the door, Mu Yu Yàn, who arrived home earlier than me every day, and Mu Yuqing, who finally returned from school, were already sitting at both sides of the dining table.
The meals on the dining table and the seats set aside in the center made me know that the two sisters seemed to be waiting for me to have a meal.
Logically speaking, anyone who walks into this warm home, looks at the hot food on the table, and admires the beautiful sisters on both sides, should sincerely thank God for allowing themselves to enjoy such delicious food and beautiful scenery.
However, when I changed my shoes and sat in my seat, the expected diaphragm immediately swept through my already gloomy heart.
Although the sisters still seem to be smiling at me, I can see that their smiles are so unnatural
And, I could even guess, it seemed that not long ago, the two of them had a conflict at the dining table again
Yang Yong...you eat quickly... Today, my sister has cooked a big table of dishes for you for the upcoming National Day... and for the upcoming National Day... and the fact that you finally entered the new department...
The first person to speak was Mu Yuqing who forced herself to smile
Haha... You have told Yu Yàn about my promotion...
Seeing Mu Yuqing trying hard to maintain the cheerful atmosphere on the dining table, I also tried to suppress my inner depression and barely squeezed out a smile.
Congratulations...Yang...
Just like Mu Yuqing and I, Mu Yu Yàn also forced a smile, and then put a few pieces of braised pork into my bowl
Thank you for your hard work...Yu Yàn...
Looking at Mu Yu Yàn's bitter smile, I tried to keep a silly smile, and then I picked up a few pieces of braised pork and put them in the bowls of the two sisters. Don't eat it alone...you can eat it too...
oh oh……
Mu Yuqing responded twice and picked up the bowl in her hand
Yong...I...I'm not hungry today...
Unlike Mu Yuqing who obediently started to stew rice, Mu Yu Yàn pretended to be calm, although her disguise was full of flaws.
Yu Yàn... You have to eat... Even for me, you and Yu Qing rarely get together... You have to eat more!
The anger suppressed in my heart was instantly ignited by Mu Yu Yàn's words as provocative as it was, which also made my tone a little bit harsh.
OK... Since Yong said that... I'll eat a little too...
Frightened by my sudden anger, Mu Yu Yàn was stunned for two seconds, then picked up the bowls and chopsticks to start eating
For a moment, the small living room suddenly became silent
Although the three of us are rarely together, no one seems to be willing to say anything more
Even if the food on this table is smelled, it will arouse people's appetite.
But the three of us didn't look happy at all, we just silly and just slap our heads.
A damn silence...
When I was burying my head in the bowl and secretly looked up at the two sisters, I saw Mu YuYàn lowering her head and slowly holding the dishes on the table.
Her eyebrows were slightly frowned at this time, and her upper teeth gently bit her lower lip, with a hesitant and bitter and embarrassing expression on her face. If she didn't look at the dishes that were obviously beautiful on the table, I even thought she was eating something extremely undespicable or disgusting.
Compared to Mu Yu Yàn's depressed appearance, Mu Yuqing opposite her is not much better.
At this time, Mu Yuqing, although the rate of eating was pretty good, her pouting red lips and frowning brows made her look like she was completing a task instead of having a meal at home.
However, unlike Mu YuYàn's dull appearance, Mu Yuqing seemed to be thinking about something
Her expression sometimes gritted her teeth and nodded, sometimes pursed her lips and tilted her head, and occasionally scratched her hair with her little hands, as if she was thinking about something.
No matter how the conflict between us should be resolved...at least we can't ruin this table of food... nor can we let the National Day that we finally waited for is deserted...
I really couldn't stand this quiet atmosphere and realized that I had to do something as a man. I was going to try to say something that made people happy
Even if the sisters still perform dullly in a while, as long as I work hard to liven up the atmosphere, the situation will be much better than that.
Just as I opened my mouth and the words in my belly were all over my mouth, Mu Yuqing, who had been thinking hard, suddenly broke the silence and opened her mouth one step ahead of me
Sister...Do you two have any plans for National Day...
As if thinking well, Mu Yuqing tried hard to pretend to be happy and said
Plan? What plan?
Mu Yu Yàn raised his head and looked at Mu Yuqing blankly.
Just traveling... Don't white-collar workers in the city like to travel during long holidays...
Ignoring my sister's surprised expression, Mu Yuqing continued to talk nonstop, although you don't have a car, you may not be able to go too far... but there are many places to play around Beijing. Anyway, sister, you haven't had much fun after you come to Beijing. Don't you plan to play something...
It's Ah... Yu Qing is right... We should find a place to play...
Listening to Mu Yuqing's hypocritical cheerful voice, I felt as if I had found a life-saving straw, and hurriedly agreed.
Haha... it's also... I can celebrate the promotion...
It seemed like I found a breakthrough in the cold relationship between the three of them. Mu Yu Yàn also smiled gently, Yu Qing... Where do you like to play...
I...I have no idea...but anyway, you two are going to...you can choose the place yourself...
Yu Qing, you don’t go...why...
I asked in surprise after hearing Mu Yuqing say she would not go
Hehe... Are you newly married?... On this National Day, my sister and my brother-in-law are going out to have a go and deepen their relationship...
There is no need to play together...
Looking at Mu Yuqing's happy look, I felt a kind of sadness from the bottom of my heart
No... brother-in-law, don't pretend... do you think I don't know Ah... during the seven days of National Day... I will disturb you if I am at home... It's better...
Haharu!
Before Mu Yuqing finished speaking, Mu Yu Yàn, who had just been silent for a while, suddenly said sternly.
I was startled by Mu Yu Yàn's sudden scolding, and I quickly turned around to see her
At this time, Mu Yu Yàn's face was filled with an angry look, as if the suggestion Mu Yuqing just made was not good at all.
On the other hand, Mu Yuqing, opposite her, was not frightened by her sister's shout like me, but she still looked happy and contented.
Why... Sister... You are suddenly so fierce... Are you wrong about what I just said...
After thinking for a while, Mu Yuqing suddenly began to confront Mu Yu Yàn opposite with confidence.
Yu Qing...How can you say that...I can't leave you Ah!
Mu Yu Yàn did not compromise at all when she was rebellious, and still looked at her with a serious look on her face.
Humph... Although I will be obedient when you frown in the past, sister... But this time... Yu Qing knows that she is right!
Mu Yuqing also shouted louder and louder, "What's wrong with what I said! Don't my sister want to live a two-person world with my brother-in-law? You have just been dating Ah for a month! Besides... do you think I can't see it? Every time I come back, my brother-in-law has to sleep in his own hut! I'm not made of wood! I'm no longer a child! Of course I can understand Ah!
Seeing Mu Yuqing's voice getting louder and louder, I was afraid that the two sisters would turn against each other, so I hurried under the table and gently pulled Mu Yuqing's little hand with my hand, but she threw it away.
Yu Qing...you say less!
I persuaded anxiously
Humph! Brother-in-law, don’t worry about me! I insisted on it! I have already thought about it in the past two weeks... The atmosphere after I came back today is so depressing... it’s all because of my existence! If it weren’t for me, you two could have lived a good life! My sister and brother-in-law wouldn’t be sad!
Regardless of my dissuasion, Mu Yuqing still shouted
Yu Qing! Do you know what you are talking about?
Finally, as Mu Yuqing scolded her one after another, Mu Yu Yàn stood up suddenly, and slapped the table with her hands.
At this time, she seemed to be too angry, and her face was no longer bloody. She bit her lower lip and was very hard, as if she wanted to bite her lips and bleed.
Hum! Of course I know what I am saying! Sister, what you are not convenient for you to say, let me say! The reason why the atmosphere of the three of us is so awkward now is because sister, you want to give your brother-in-law to me! Also because I also want to ruin your life and let you live a down-to-earth life!
Yu Qing became more and more excited as she spoke, and she stood up from her seat.
Yu Qing! Then how are you doing? Do you dare to say that you are not moved by Yong? From the day you came here, you secretly told me that you want to find a man like Yong who can accommodate us! Although you were always sarcastic in front of Yong later, as your sister, do you think I can't see it! You obviously like Yong in your heart! And... you also have the right to enjoy love!
Perhaps it was because of her sister's aggressive aura that really disrupted Fang Cun, and Mu Yu Yàn was out of the ordinary and shouted loudly that she often only wanted to hide in her heart.
When Mu Yu Yàn finally couldn't bear it, and when the first time he put away his gentleness in front of me, he burst out with a sharp roar, Mu Yuqing, who had just spoken fiercely, suddenly stopped talking, her big eyes stared at her sister without blinking, and her whole body trembled because of anger.
At this time, I was still sitting on the chair, looking blankly at the confrontational atmosphere condensed in the air with the sisters who had always had a harmonious relationship and had never been anxious to get angry with each other.
For a moment, the two sisters who were not complacent at each other, stared at each other tightly, but suddenly, in the narrow living room, an almost suffocating atmosphere suddenly condensed.
Sister! You really hate it!
I saw Mu Yuqing yelling in anger, then suddenly rushed to the door of the old house, opened the door and snatched out of the door.
When she wiped me, I seemed to see that Mu Yuqing's eyes were already wet and red
Yu Qing! Yu Qing! Where are you going!
Seeing that his sister suddenly rushed out of the house, Mu Yu Yàn hurriedly shouted anxiously
Yu Yàn! I'll chase you! Don't worry...
I, who reacted faster than Mu Yu, hurriedly put on my shoes and chased me out too
Time: September 30, 2006 at 9:30 pm Location: Near Hepingli Street, Dongcheng District, Beijing
At this moment, I was anxiously searching for Mu Yuqing's shadow along the street and searching for Mu Yuqing's shadow
It has been more than an hour since I ran out of the house. Although I was always looking for it with all my might, I never saw Mu Yuqing's trace.
That night, Beijing seemed extremely cold, and even rain began to rain in the air.
I felt extremely anxious when I thought of Mu Yuqing wearing a thin suspender that she only wore at home and barefoot slippers.
Moreover, because Mu Yuqing didn't bring her cell phone and didn't carry a penny, this made me, the so-called prospective brother-in-law, even sweating appeared on her head after searching for a while.
Damn... Where is Yu Qing Ah... Damn... Why did she run so fast... I can't catch up with her... The purposeless search along the street has never yielded results, which makes me unlucky
However, in addition to not being able to find Mu Yuqing, what made me even more trouble was the fierce argument between the two sisters on the dining table just now.
If, in the past, I just vaguely felt it, or learned from the side that both sisters loved me and wanted to give me to each other
Now, after hearing the quarrel between the two sisters just now, I was completely sure that the things I had troubled in the past have truly become a reality.
Yang Yong Ah Yang Yong... How can you get the favor of this pair of sisters... If it were changed... Yu Yàn and Yu Qing... If you can look at me differently, I'm afraid I'll have to burn Gaoxiang thank my ancestors for their eight lifetimes of virtue... But now... I really didn't expect... they would fall in love with me at the same time... and... I didn't expect... it would be such a painful thing to be liked by the two sisters at the same time...
No... You must not let this situation spread anymore... As a man... Yang Yong, you must do something... to change the current situation Ah... Yu Yàn and Yu Qing's kindness to you... It's enough that you die ten thousand times and cannot repay Ah...
Damn...If there is really nothing I can do... I would rather both sisters abandon me than let them rely on each other and hate each other... In fact... Yu Qing said something wrong... It was not her who caused this situation now... but me...
Before I knew it, I had walked from beginning to end in the entire Hepingli street, but in my sight, I still didn't even see Mu Yuqing's shadow.
At this moment, my cell phone suddenly rang. When I picked up my cell phone and saw that it was Liu Xiaowu who called.
Hello...Xiao Wu...What's wrong with you?
Thinking of Liu Xiaowu who beat me a few hours ago, I still feel a little resistant.
Yang Yong...you are looking for Yu Qing, right?... come downstairs of my house...she is here with me now...
What! In your place!...What the hell is going on...
Before I could finish speaking, the call was pressed off on the other end of the phone...
Hello! Yu Yàn... Don't look for it... Hurry up and go to the brick corner building in the northeast corner of the Second Ring Road... I found Yu Qing!
No matter what Liu Xiaowu's purpose is, at least I learned about Mu Yuqing's whereabouts, I hurriedly called Mu Yu Yàn, who was also looking for.
After running for several stops in one go, I finally came downstairs of Liu Xiaowu's house panting.
In front of me, it was Mu Yuqing, who had just run out of her home and was already wearing a male coat.
And Liu Xiaowu, who was standing beside her and staring at me fiercely
Xiaowu! Thank you Ah! Fortunately, Yu Qing knows your phone number...
I ran to Liu Xiaowu and Mu Yuqing, and smiled while finally finding Mu Yuqing because I finally found him.
When I held my knees with both hands and gasped heavily, in my sight, Liu Xiaowu still looked cold-eyed and ignored the thanks I just made.
But beside him, Mu Yuqing looked melancholy, her eyes always staring at me
When our eyes met, I saw Mu Yuqing suddenly closed her eyes, and two lines of tears slowly slid from the corners of her eyes.
Okay... The protagonists of this drama are finally here...
Liu Xiaowu ignored me, but turned to Mu Yuqing and said tenderly, since Yang Yong has arrived... Then I can let go of my hands...
Suddenly, Liu Xiaowu suddenly knelt on one knee, then raised his head to look at Mu Yuqing who was crying, his eyes full of piousness and pleading expressions.
What's going on? What is Liu Xiaowu going to do?
Looking at Liu Xiaowu's abnormal behavior, even I was a little shocked
Yu Qing... Today... I will tell you in person... I like you... I am crazy about it... I think of you every day... I can't even sleep well... I can't even eat well...
As if he had memorized the lines long ago, Liu Xiaowu said excitedly
Is Liu Xiaowu confessing his love? What is he thinking... Why do you have to wait until I come before doing this...
Seeing Liu Xiaowu's sudden actions, if I were to follow the past, I would even cheer for his brave behavior.
But for some reason, at this moment, when I thought of how Mu Yuqing reacted, my heart felt a little painful.
Xiaowu...you...you get up quickly...I know you are good to me...but...
Facing Liu Xiaowu's sincere confession, Mu Yuqing was inevitably moved, but she still didn't say much, but tried to pull Liu Xiaowu up.
No... Yu Qing... I understand... I have nothing like this... a man with neither future nor background... I am simply cow dung and flowers... But my heart is extremely sincere...
Breaking free from Mu Yuqing's support, Liu Xiaowu was still fearless and continued to say loudly, and... the man you like... has already gotten along with your sister... Since that's the case... I actually want to drag you out of this quagmire! I want to use my purest love to save you!
Xiaowu...you...
Perhaps it was really moved by Liu Xiaowu's behavior, Mu Yuqing did not help him, but stared at Liu Xiaowu without blinking.
It should be that he felt that Mu Yuqing's reaction had changed, and that the other party might be moved by his true feelings. Liu Xiaowu slowly stood up, then looked at Mu Yuqing with great affection, and at the same time, he put his palm on Mu Yuqing's shoulder.
This time, Mu Yuqing did not show any sign of breaking free, and let Liu Xiaowu's hands tamper on his shoulders.
What to do... What to do... Yang Yong... quickly think about it... What should I do now... Damn... Logically speaking, if Xiao Wu can successfully pursue Yu Qing... it should be a good thing... It will not only alleviate the relationship between me and Xiao Wu... It can also make the troubles between Yu Yàn and Yu Qing disappear... But... but... fuck... why do I just don't want to see this scene happening... Why... I should support Xiao Wu... I should bless Yu Qing's Ah... Unconsciously, I had already gritted my teeth and clenched my fists tightly
However, reason tells me that I still should not act rashly at this time, because, in the atmosphere formed by Liu Xiaowu and Mu Yuqing, I am just an outsider.
Yu Qing... Are you... willing to agree... even if it's just temporary... I want to be a flower protector... to protect your fragile heart...
While I was extremely conflicted, Liu Xiaowu's arm had slowly stretched through Mu Yuqing's armpits and slowly went over to the hugging posture.
His hot and firm eyes, Wusheng, stared at Mu Yuqing's pretty face with pear blossoms and rain
Seeing that Liu Xiaowu's not strong arms were about to bring Mu Yuqinglou into his arms
Seeing that Mu Yuqing, who had laughed, angry, and cried in front of me, was about to be hugged by other men
Seeing that the memories that once peeped in the hotel are going to really become eternal, only in the mind and heart.
At this moment, in my eyes that were almost wide open to the limit, I saw Mu Yuqing suddenly turn her head, and those eyes that were enough to destroy any man's heart's defense were staring at me.
Suddenly, from her eyes soaked in tears, from her two slightly frown brows and slightly opened lips, I seemed to understand something that I couldn't say.
I finally understood what Mu Yuqing's real choice was
In this world, we always ask others or ask ourselves whether the next thing is right or wrong
Often, only when we get the correct instructions can we put the thoughts in our minds into action.
If we get an incorrect instruction, we will generally use this principle to restrict our behavior and give this self-bound behavior a better name, called self-discipline or principle. From the beginning of human beings, we have civilization until the industrialization process is so developed today
From the time each of us was born and slowly began to think, until we gradually grow old and die
We all seem to be accustomed to seeking help like the world and society before making a decision
Over the long run, we all seem to have lost a part of ourselves and a little more obedience to this principle
Moreover, if we do not receive the right or wrong instructions, we may even fall into confusion, and would rather stop and risk mistakes.
However, although we have learned the dialectics proposed by the great Marx since childhood, we rarely notice
Everything in this world, as long as there is the right side, there must be the wrong side.
It can be said that correctness and error are like two walls of a high wall. Not only cannot be separated from each other, but they may even undergo texture changes with certain conditions.
Just like Mu Yuqing and I
If we follow the concept of right and wrong taught by society, then when I fall in love with Mu Yu Yàn, I should no longer like Mu Yuqing, because that is obviously a wrong concept
I have never been skeptical about this, and I always follow this principle to deal with the triangle relationship between me, Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing.
Although, perhaps my approach has made the relationship between the three people worse and worse...
But if I follow the worldly perspective, I should still be doing the right thing
Yu Qing...come to me...
When I finally plucked up the courage, called Mu Yuqing's name and opened my arms
When I saw Mu Yuqing, she immediately broke free from Liu Xiaowu's arms as if she had picked up a life-saving straw, and threw herself into my arms in one breath.
When Mu Yuqing in her arms began to sob softly, she felt her body trembling and smelled the fragrance of her hair
For the first time, I realized that what I am doing now is not the wrong thing
On the contrary, as long as Mu Yuqing can be happy, this is the right thing to do
More than a year later, when Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing left me, I truly summed up these vague insights into language and words.
At that time, I really concluded that judging whether a behavior is correct does not depend on the person who performed the behavior, and how he views it.
Not to mention the social viewpoint, how to characterize this behavior
Whether a behavior is correct or not depends on whether it is to bear the feelings of the party who acts as long as the other party can get better and better, the behavior is correct.
The reason why we should work hard and make progress during work is because the hard work can make the work and even the company run better and better.
In life, the reason why we should pay attention to conscience and shame is that this way can make everyone in contact with you feel a warm feeling
At this moment, my behavior of holding Mu Yuqing tightly into my arms can finally relax Mu Yuqing's nervous mood and make her no longer entangled
Then, whether this behavior is in line with the ethics of nature or not, it must be correct.
When I was holding Mu Yuqing tightly, I saw Liu Xiaowu across from me, glaring at me with an almost vicious look that was almost vicious.
However, at this moment, I, who finally made up my mind, was not afraid of his eyes at all, but instead looked at him.
In my eyes, there was no hesitation or worries at this moment, but only a sense of unwaveringness and finally freed from relief.
Yu Qing... Don't do stupid things again... Although my home is old... but you will always have your place... You, I... and Yu Yàn... Let's not leave anyone in the future... Although... maybe our relationship has not been straightened out yet... but this does not mean... we have to resent each other... because... we are all a family no matter what...
My eyes always stared at Liu Xiaowu in front of me, but the slow words I said were what Mu Yuqing heard
While I was talking, my arms tightened Mu Yuqing's shoulders even harder, so that her face could sink deeper into my chest
Xiaowu... I'm sorry... Although I don't think... your anger towards me comes entirely from Yu Qing... Although I don't know what happened to you in the past few days... I still want to express my gratitude to you... Thank you for often encouraging Yu Qing these days... At the same time... I want to apologize to you... Because Yu Qing... I'm afraid she won't go with you... If you want to vent your anger... I'll greet me... But... at least I won't let go of this embrace again...
Facing Liu Xiaowu's fierce expression, I continued to say calmly
Hum...Yang Yong...Don't think that this will be over...
When Liu Xiaowu heard my words, he sneered.
And his gaze turned to the direction behind me, please take a look at the back... I want to see how you, the hypocritical guy... will deal with these...
Following Liu Xiaowu's gaze, I saw that at the entrance of the community, Mu Yu Yàn was already standing there at some time.
Judging from the tears on her face, it was obvious that she should have been standing there for a long time.
However, at that time, I couldn't tell the difference between the tears on Mu Yu Yàn's face, was it moved or was it sad or disappointed?
Yu Yàn...I'm sorry...I finally made such a decision...I'm sorry...
Seeing Mu Yu Yàn slowly walking towards me for a while, I couldn't think of anything to say, nor could I avoid the fact that I was holding Mu Yuqing in my arms, I had to tell my feelings truthfully
Watching Mu Yu Yàn walk towards me, Liu Xiaowu across from me seemed to show a hint of pride.
Perhaps in his heart, he was rejected after confessing his love, and I snatched away Mu Yuqing's hatred, which will be released in the conflict between me and Mu Yu Yàn
However, Mu Yu Yàn's next actions really disappointed Liu Xiaowu.
Yong... What you said just now is right... I have always been entangled in the relationship between the three... I have always been trapped in the whirlpool of my heart... But... I forgot... What is the most precious thing in life... I forgot... Yong and Yu Qing... For me... it is thousands of times more important than everything in this world...
Mu Yu, who slowly walked to my back, slowly spread his arms...
When her soft but somewhat cold body was tightly pressed against my back, her jade arms slowly passed through my waist.
Sister...Sister...Don't worry about who should be with Yong in the future, okay... Such a question is so cruel...it's too tormenting...so...Yu Qing hopes...never discuss this matter again...Okay...the three of us should be together forever...
I felt that Mu Yu Yàn's palm was holding his waist. Although Mu Yuqing was still buried in my chest, her hands that were originally lying on my chest also walked around my waist and hugged Mu Yu Yàn's waist.
A fragile world...
Admittedly...
The world we live in is indeed a very fragile world because of material desires, lack of faith and lack of security.
The relationship between people is like the layer of window paper that breaks with just one poke
Maybe in the previous second, you were a brother and you, or you still admire each other...
But in the next second, it can completely collapse because of something that is not necessarily completely real.
I remember someone once said that when one person falls in love with another, or when the same sex appreciates each other, it must be a test of time.
Just like the truth, people's feelings also need to go through ups and downs to finally verify the true rainbow
However, some people have said that when one person hates another, it often only takes one or two things, and one or two days is enough
Because the concept that human nature is good only exists in the Confucianism of the East
However, the concept that human nature is evil is spread throughout religious beliefs around the world
Just like me and Tian Yawei, I am like Liu Xiaowu
In the past, I was once a good friend who joined Tian Yawei and could talk about everything and even gossip together.
In the past, I was once a brother who Liu Xiaowu could trust, acted like a fool together, and even had a similar smell together.
However, when the opportunity to go up in the company was placed in front of me and Tian Yawei, when the feelings for a woman came to me and Liu Xiaowu at the same time.
Our originally good relationship disappeared instantly
Of course, at that time, downstairs of Liu Xiaowu's house, he looked at each other with him until Liu Xiaowu returned home with a swear word.
I don’t even understand why Liu Xiaowu is so angry at me. Is he really just for Mu Yuqing?
Could it be that Liu Xiaowu, who once claimed to be a woman expert and always kept his brother above everything else, now really lost his direction in love and completely overturned his belief that he had been holding on to for more than 20 years?
I don't know these...
However, compared to the incomprehension of Liu Xiaowu's behavior
When Mu Yu Yàn's soft chest was pressed against my back, when Mu Yuqing's delicate body was tightly held in my arms, and when the warm and soft bodies of the two sisters continued to convey deep feelings to my body, I was at least clear.
I have the happiness that I should protect, and I have also protected this happiness with my actions.
Without letting me, Mu Yu Yàn and Mu Yuqing follow the laws of this fragile world, letting our relationship flow into the abyss instantly
Just as there is nothing wrong with nothing right... the fragile world... I am afraid that this world is filled with too many pains and hardships... so happiness seems to be extremely precious and worth enough...
Don't pursue illusory joy...
What I know is...
I also have happiness that I can protect and enjoy...
And this happiness...
The couple who helped her around me affected me...
I'll give back to them
Yu Yàn... Yu Qing... Let's go home... Home is much warmer than here...
Um……
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