Chapter 14: Lost, dark and bright

The next more than a month was the most regular day in my life. I went to work and school on time every day, and stayed at home to listen to music, DVDs and read books when I had time.

And I would call or use text messages to report my whereabouts to Zhuzhu...

I want to prove it to her that I can do anything for her!

Although Zhuzhu didn't have any special expression, I know she has always been paying attention to my every move.

After almost two months, she finally looked for me again

She asked me to meet in a restaurant we had never been to before. I arrived a little early. I waited for a while before she arrived.

She just sat down, and I couldn't wait to grab her little hand: Zhuzhu, I miss you so much!

Ajian, she took a breath and looked at me with a very strange look. I couldn't figure out what she was thinking?

I want to tell you some things... She pulled her hand back from my hand and patted my hand gently: ...I am pregnant!

... I was completely shocked. Even if I asked me to guess a hundred times, I wouldn't guess that she would say this!

A Jian, have you heard it? I am pregnant Ah! She repeated it again

Oh! I still couldn't accept it, staring at her with a dull look, and replied: Then... Then let's get married...

She smiled: Ajian, that BB is not yours

Hey! To Ah! Every time I and her, I have Ah who uses condoms...

But... I stared at her in surprise, and I didn't believe that she would be with the second man...

It's Cheng Jun's... She avoided my gaze a little shyly and looked out the window: Do you remember when you were your best man and met me to accompany him to have a wedding banquet? I nodded

I got drunk that night, and he took me to his newly purchased house. I was still annoyed you and was still angry, so I fucked him...... Her face turned red: It was the first time he had broken himself and thought that the blood was mine!

Then why did you... I got a little excited...

I know what you want to ask? Do you want to know why I made up with you later, right?

She looked at me a little embarrassedly: Actually, when I was with you before, I always felt like I owe him! After getting along with him that time, my heart felt that I was not so sorry for him, and everyone seemed to have flattened it...

The next day, after thinking about it, I recalled the joy of being with you, and felt that I still loved you, so I looked for you again...

But I didn't know... the moment I saw the record given to you by the two sisters, I realized that I couldn't let go at all! I was still minding! She said with jealousy: Am I too tiny?

I sighed: It's my fault... I've deceived you all day and can't make you feel safe at all

Ajian, don't do this... Her eyes were helpless

...Zhuzhu, but for you, I can change it! And I can really do Ah! What you should see in the past few months... I still want to do my last effort to continue to strive for it

She sighed and said with a wry smile: It's useless! Ajian, I believe you should know more about how hard you have worked during these days! That's right! You did work hard for me to change, but these are just forced, and they are not in line with your original personality. Even if you can really barely change it, you won't be happy! ... And when I see you working so hard, will you seem to be very happy for me?

...And even if you really change it, you have become another person and are no longer the Ajian I used to like!

She added: The forced melon is not sweet, and there is no happiness to force me!

In fact, if it weren't for this BB, I might not have made up my mind... But now I'm very clear: our personalities are not in line at all! I know you have spent a lot of effort on me, and I also like everything you have done for me very much, but love should not be like this! Loving someone should not be so deliberate and so hard...

The days I was with you were the happiest day in my life: I think I will never forget it

Zhuzhu... I don’t know what to say?

She is right to some extent

I did a lot of things very deliberately for her: and it may be because of this reason that I think it would be even more worthless to lose her like this.

So I told myself how much I love her and forced myself to do more to please her, as if I fell into a vicious cycle.

People said: The one around you may not be the one you love the most... I didn't believe it in the past! But now I believe it!

Zhuzhu smiled: Ajian, you are a very good boyfriend and lover, but you are not the candidate for a good husband! At least not yet!

...I remember Wenwen said this too...

...Ajian, you are so good, I believe you can definitely find a girl who suits you!

I really have no chance? What else can I say? I can only look at her with a wry smile: Have you decided?

Well! Zhuzhu glanced at her belly and smiled again: This time it was really decided! We are also preparing to get married next month

So fast?

Don’t wear a wedding dress with a big belly. She said with a red face: Ajian, will you come to my wedding?

Yes! I also laughed: I will definitely hold a girl who is more beautiful than you to grab your shot!

She hit me gently, then smiled and glanced at me: I know you can... because this is how you look like you

...So Zhuzhu and I broke up peacefully like this, and we are also friends when we are goodbye...

To be honest, although I was thrown away by a girl in person for the first time, I have never been annoyed by Zhuzhu at all!

I did spend a lot of time and thought on her, more than any girl I had pursued before

But is she the one I love the most?

I always thought this way before: But now I know that there is actually another person in my heart.

Although Zhuzhu and I were going to separate in the end, even if we ignored the beautiful memories we were together, this relationship made me realize a lot...

It’s yours, it’s yours: not yours, no matter how you deliberately force it, it will not be useful! The forced melon will not be sweet: what you barely get will not be happiness!

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On Zhuzhu's wedding day, Ali and I went to her wedding together.

That day Zhuzhu was beautiful! It was the most beautiful bride I have ever met!

She also specially sent her husband away and took a photo with me that looked very much like the bride and groom as a souvenir.

In the photo, she smiled sweetly and was full of happiness... This is something I have never seen in her previous smile! I sincerely wish her

Actually, I didn’t think about going to Zhuzhu’s wedding with Ali. She asked me to accompany her first, and I agreed to Zhuzhu anyway, and with Ali, I was not that conspicuous!

It's no secret that Zhuzhu and I have been photographing the delay, many people in the company know about it

If I come to congratulate Zhuzhu alone, it will be a bit strange if there are no more or less...

Now I'm dragging another girl, and I like you so much no matter how I look at her

And Ali is so beautiful, I won't be rude at all

When the wedding was underway, I saw Zhuzhu's face full of happiness, and I was happy for her, but Ali's expression was not very natural, and she seemed to have a little thought of crying.

Although I'm not sure, I still remember that she said that when she was a child, Cheng Jun lived next to her, and she also gave her a tutoring: No need to guess, it must be those old-fashioned plots of those little girls who secretly fell in love with the big brother next door...

To be honest, although he stole my wife, Cheng Jun is really handsome

In fact, everyone will have such bean sprout dreams as Ali. When she grows up a little, meets more people, or falls in love or two, she will no longer think that it is.

Speaking of sadness, shouldn’t I be more miserable than her!

So I gently patted her: Silly girl, today is the happy day for her wedding. Don’t think about the things that have been disappointed like this! Besides, if you like someone, shouldn’t you hope he will live a happy life?

Ali looked at me with a little surprise and sighed: I'm fine Ah... I'm just too happy

Still lying? I smiled and said: Do you think you can deceive me?

Did he really like him before... She made a face at me and leaned gently on my shoulder

Well, wipe it clean quickly, otherwise you will become ugly when you take a photo later!

I handed her a wrap of paper hand towel: Actually, you have become a big beauty now, and I guess the groom may have regretted it... When the registered officer asked him if he wanted to do it or not, he might say he would not. I think he would choose another one outside!

Nonsense! She sneered, but immediately said with a wry smile: You are right, I also hope he will be happy forever...

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After the wedding, I had an appointment with a friend for dinner at night and originally planned to send Ali home immediately

But she said she was bored and wanted to have a drink

I was a little hesitant at first, but when I saw her, she would go alone if I didn't accompany her: I was worried, so I could only accompany her to the bar

She had drunk a little bit of wine and was talking nonsense about her past events with Brother Cheng Jun.

I didn't expect that the children are so precocious nowadays. It turns out that Ali has started to have a crush on Brother Cheng Jun since she was ten years old.

After Cheng Jun moved away a few years ago, Ali had already gradually forgotten this immature first love, but after this reunion, he rekindled the things he liked before.

I'm a veteran, so I'll try to help her

I told her that these things cannot be said to be in love at all, and she is only nineteen years old now, and she will definitely be able to find the destined prince charming in the future.

Then I talked about some of my past love experiences for her

She was stunned when she heard this, and treated me as a love consultant, constantly telling me the story of her being pursued by boys in college, and asking me to give her advice. As she said that, she didn't want to leave.

Actually, the one who made an appointment with me for dinner that night was the photo taken by her sister and brother-in-law Maca, and by the way, Xiuxiu and her honeymoon.

Such a casual meal, I didn't want to wear a suit and tie so restrainedly: so I told Ali that I would go home and take a shower and then change into a more comfortable dress

But after hearing this, the little girl said she wanted to go with her, and said she had never been to my house before and wanted to go up and sit for a while

Seeing that she was a little drunk, I was not at ease to leave her alone in the bar: I asked her to shake a phone number and explain it to her sister before driving her back to my house

I don’t know if it was because I drank some wine with an empty stomach, and I caught a cold while watching the ceremony just now...

Ali actually vomited in my car!

Not only did I vomit until my body was dirty, but my entire car box was stinky, and even my suit was a little dirty!

After returning to my house, I saw that she was dirty and smelly, so I immediately rushed her into the bathroom to clean it and found a sportswear for her, asking her to change out the dirty skirt that was vomiting!

When she was taking a shower, I went to the kitchen to cook instant noodles for her, so that she could have something to eat after vomiting, so that it would be more comfortable...

She came out just after cooking the noodles

Wow! It smells so good!

She jumped into the kitchen: Brother Ajian, you are really proud of Ah! You know how to cook, you are good at it, and you are so handsome!

This little girl!

He actually knows how to flatter me!

Who said I would cook it for you? I glared at her: You little trickster has made my car dirty, go and wipe it clean for me!

OK... She has snatched the noodles from my hand with one hand: I'll finish eating first

As he said that, he had already walked out of the living room, sat on the carpet in front of the sofa and ate noodles, and turned on my TV.

I sat down on the sofa and found that the little girl had taken off her bra. The collar of my sports shirt was wide and big, and her entire shoulders and half of her breast were exposed.

Although her breasts are not big, I think they are only about 31 at most, but they are fresh and white enough, which is quite attractive.

Hello! I kicked her gently: Exposed!

She immediately lowered her head and looked at it, her face turned red: You... are so necrotic! You are peeping at others!

I peeped? I laughed: If I want to peep, will I remind you? And...

And what? She pulled her collar and stared at me dissatisfiedly

I smiled contemptuously: And... so small, I didn't even look at it!

You must owe beats!

She rushed over and wanted to beat me in a coquettish manner. Of course, I wouldn't sit still and wait for death. I grabbed her wrist and refused to let her hit her.

She suddenly lost her balance and pressed on me

The small hemispheres just pressed on my chest, and I immediately felt the two buds on her chest becoming harder.

Wow! How could I not react when such a little beauty crawled on her body? The little brother in the crotch immediately bounced up and pressed heavily against her thighs.

Ali wanted to beat me, but when she felt my impulse, not only did her whole face immediately flushed, but she also froze!

OK OK! Stop playing!

I was also afraid that I would get angry when playing, so I smiled and said to her: If you continue playing, something will happen!

Just as I was about to push her away, Ali frowned. Not only did she refuse to get up, she also hugged me and kissed her!

I had already been flirting with her a little, but the desire in my chest was even more uncontrollable. I immediately reciprocate and hugged her and kissed her warmly!

This round of Zhuzhu's incident, I was not in the mood to pick up girls. I haven't met a woman for nearly two months and I've been hungry for so long. Moreover, Ali is not only beautiful, but also fresh and delicious. How can I resist Ah?

I turned over and pressed her on the sofa, kissing her wildly on my pink neck while reaching her into her sports shirt

Her breasts were indeed a little smaller, but they were more tender and elastic. They were soft and comfortable to hold. They were a little baby fat on my waist. They were smooth to the touch.

Ali gasped for me and her whole body became soft and she twisted around and didn't know how to react at all.

I felt more and more excited. In addition, she squirted out the fragrant smell of wine, which even stimulated my aura that had not been vented for a long time!

I gestured a few times and spread her tight thighs apart and reached into the wide crotch of her sweatpants...

As soon as she touched her little flower hill, Ali's whole body was shocked immediately, and her long legs subconsciously clamped them tightly.

I don't know what to do with every girl? This reaction is actually completely useless! It will only clamp my hands tighter and make me feel more powerful.

My strange hand easily covered her entire hill. Her hair was very soft, sparse and not thick. The two petals were very small, tightly guarding the girl's secret valley.

I used two fingers to raze open the closed valley and completely release the scorching honey that was blocked in the narrow valley...

The little girl is a little girl. Ali seems to have no experience. I just pinched her sensitive little flesh core and stood up straight. Her whole body is shaking gently. She raised her head and kept whining violently. Her eyes began to turn white.

I slowly explored, groping her young abalone from head to tail clearly, and finally began to try to insert her fingers into the petite spring eyes that were still surging with the hot spring...

The small hole was too narrow, I just forced a small piece of finger into her. She was already in pain and her whole body was stiff...

Oh!... It hurts very much! Ali frowned and grabbed my hand with tears in her eyes

I shouted at her and immediately woke up: Ali, have you not tried it? Because my fingertips seemed to have encountered an obstacle not far from the hole!

She shook her head with a red face and said: No Ah! This is... the first time... She bit her lips and looked at me embarrassedly.